My thoughts

countdown babeh~

2011-12-31T10:48:00.001+08:00

funny, it is just another year, but this year i was extremely excited of doing the count down. perhaps it was because i had decided to make a big turn around in my life next year, my new resolution and my new decisions in life... haha... few days ago i went to Popular with my dad. as usual, we were there to have "free" readings. Dad just love to read those "feng shui" books, even though he always say "nah~ i don't trust all this myth" >.< yet, he will only go to that session... LOL I also read mine- tiger. it said that i will be more workaholic next year~ yeah~! i do believe that honestly. I will not admit that im a person that "gia shu"... but im for sure is someone who will try very hard - at least to meet the min requirement... huhu... this year(another 14hours to next year) i had spent alot of time to adapt myself in working life, and spend lots precious time with my bf... now im back to my hometown, with my new path- back to be a student- another level -(crossing fingers i made a right decisions)... I actually had wasted 3 months after i registered as students since oct... sigh, now really need put my full concentration on it... hahaha... since me and his relationship more stable (we both trust each other ba~) and he also gonna concentrate on his decisions (study also)... Then plus~!! im broke, i really salute Sarawakians, couldn't deny, i have quite good income while working in Penang... and again stupid me take it for granted and dint have proper savings. now im back here, part time as tuition teacher, salary honestly only 1/3 of my previous one, but for the sake of good boss, and flexible schedule (i can go meet my supervisor anytime i want as my principle is nice ^^) so now, im broke... i need look for another part time with flexible time... LOL... And lastly, i had making lots excuses and stop exercise ever since i left Penang, haha... personal coach wasnt beside me nag me and let me again neglect my health dy >.<... so next year, i had put in the list of my resolutions to at least exercise 5 times a week... Hmmm... shall i post the before after pic here? hahaha....

So, trough the lists few things make me o excited of being in year 2012

1) i will be workaholic
2) earn more money
3) Master sun sun li li....
4) become sexy ^^
5) not least- great relationship with everyone around me- specially him as we will be apart and be in long distance relationship again ^^

Cheers~!!!!! muahahhaahahhaha

2012 - resolutions

2011-11-26T19:29:00.001+08:00

a month to go, i may need to wave and say bye to 2011, and wave again my hand to say halo to 2012.

so i had already prepare to welcome the 2012 with a list of new resolutions... hehe... bit "gia shu"... :D

below will be the list~ jeng jeng jeng

~> have great relationship with my families members (include my 4 kids, specially the youngest one, hope i have less scratches in year 2012 >.< ) ~> have great relationship with Ho Chun Hoong

~> have great relationship with people around me

~> Exercise at least 3 times a week, 30min for each

~> eat more vege and fruits

~> my weight 52kg

~> sexy me -> healthy me -> happy me :D

~> complete my master according to plan

~> read at least a new book every month

~> improve my english

~> independent in financial, more savings

~> donate RM100 to SSPCA every month

not least~ enjoy year 2012... Yeah... :D

revise 2

2011-11-15T14:51:00.001+08:00

today met both of my supervisor... hmm kinda disappointed towards myself, as it seems that i dint do properly and way beyond both my supervisor expectation... sigh~ i wish it can move fast, end up it is fast but no quality... :( sad sad...

so now have to restrategize my plan... supervisor give me 3 weeks time to revise it... must appreciate the effort and redo it properly... ground work need to be done properly now... since i am still helping the principle to handle the tuition center, now the only time im free to do my proposal will be night and weekends...

need tie the "AI BIA (must workhard)" RED headband on my forehead from today onwards... hmm... >.< hope 3 weeks later both my supervisor will happier to see me... huhu

sick leave...

2011-11-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

fall sick after dream of my student last Saturday... in the dream she keep repeating " teacher, where is my printing"... i was then rushing in the dream to prepare paper for her... so yesterday i asked her in class " hey gal, why u go my dream ah~!" then she just show her cute face and "hehe..." >.< actually i was just teasing her, haha... it was fun to see them stuck in an unlogical question specially from the teacher they fierce most... muahahhaa... so im suppose take leave to meet my supervisor today, end up need to call it off as i have heavy head when i wake up...lucky he wasn't mad for it (or he try control it from killing me in next appointment... >.<)

since i was resting at home, i couldnt stop myself from doing house chore, exspecially after im helping the principle to teach in her tuition center while she looking for new staff, i had neglected my house and my 4 kids... when i woke up, first thing i had in mind is = it was sunny days, those 3 kids must bath~!!!

hey, it was my first time bathing cats as i really dont like their claws... sigh~ but lucky enough, they all so well behave when they meet water... muahaha... for those who dint know i was bathing them, will thought i was killing them... haha... they was screaming as if there are no tomorrow~! sigh... but anyways, mission accomplish... without any scratches on me... muahahha... then of coz i also need clean up my elder son - poo koo...happy to see them all clean up... hahahahha... even now dad also praise their fur softer... hahahha

of course this doesnt end, i also just finish mop my whole house which took me 1 hour 15min... hmm.. sweat alot... perhaps it was becoz i dint sweat this much for awhile... as this was part of my plan for not building any muscle until my weight drop till my target level... now no more running nose, and yes, im happy for it... haha...

now im hungry... food time babeh~

a new journey

2011-09-30T12:30:00.002+08:00

after back here for a month, resting for a month, and planting grapes for a month... yesterday i received a letter which i believe will going to be my another turn around moment...

hehe... i saw a kancil drove to front of my house, at first i thought it was the car that my dad had bought ( coz i plan buy a second hand kancil for this coming 2 years, for my conveniences when i go UNIMAS...) so of course, not to take it for granted, i ask the guy who came down from the car with an envelope on his hand, the purpose he coming. so he told me that he delivering document... ok lo, open gate, go sign it... hmm..

im not a person that so alert, i just sign it since it was my name on it, so the guy said " congrats for entering UNIMAS"... i was like " huh.. o thanks.." actually i dint notice there is UNIMAS logo there on top of the envelope... huhu

so of course, i was so nervous and open it by the time i entered the house... hahaha... guess what, unimas offered me further my master dy.... muahahhaa...

but another thing that i was worried off, it is that i will be doing in research base... sigh... should be very challenging for me... huhu... now still preparing and touch up my proposal, to avoid letting both my supervisor vomit too much when they read it... huhu...

anyways, it is a new start, and couldn't deny, after attend my dear's master convocation last week, the stress is coming dy... hope everything shun shun li li la~

a bit emo at the moment, as the weather was too hot as well... sigh~ where is the rain God... >.< so here is the love letters from UNIMAS~ hoho...

first layer cake

2011-09-11T20:21:00.000+08:00

3 more days will be meeting him... my dear so simple one, he like most of Kuching local food. one of it will be "layer cake"... but most of the time, layer cake are so expensive,and so sweet... so month ago i had plan to bake it myself. 1st because it is for him~ got more "ai xin", 2nd-more healthy as there will be no extra chemical 3rd, me no income, so bit stingy, hahahha

So 2 weeks ago, when my sis was here, she also bake layer for her colleague... of course, i take the oportunity to "revision" first... this way it will prevent me from wasting the ingredient... hahaha...

The cake flavor

- horlick & milo~ huuh

so i started to prepare the ingredient by 1pm... preparation for both of it already took me 1 hours... then because my dear body cant really stand of heat food, so i choose to steam it... huhu... i need check each layer each 4min... overall it took me around 4 hours... fuh... but when i saw the result i was really satisfy... of course, first thing i do is take a photo show him because i had decorate his name on it as well.. hehehe

so this will be how it look like... but the taste... haven pass from him~ hahaha

New House

2011-09-06T14:11:00.002+08:00

Went to visit my friends house, reason i put "s" is because both of the couple are my friends, my primary senior... hehe...

both of them just one year older than me, and now they had started to build their love nest, few months ago while they went to Penang, they inform me that they just had their keys day before the trip... honestly, was really envy of them because they are so well planned and now manage to own their home... my turn??? when le hor?? car also cant afford yet, some more now growing mushroom at home~ sigh

so, they brought a double storey house, simple and nice, medium size ( i don't know the what what Sq Ft x Sq FT thing), 4 rooms and one master room, they are now slowly fulfilling their house with furniture and some stationary, electronics of their choice, as their parents also were expert, so most of the furniture were build by both of their dad. actually some of the furniture are really unique and creative... haha... but due to it was my friends house, so i dont think it is wise to publish the photo of their house... haha...

hmm, their wise advise " don't save money to buy house, save to pay the 10% deposit, then think how to settle the loan, money value dropping yet property value increasing, so it is quite impossible to save till can buy a house" another advise from my friend - short cut - buy 4D or jackpot x_x...

obstacle

2011-09-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

sigh~ so sad... recently wasnt in my schedule of exercising... too many obstacles in between... when i notice there are bit changes and ready to go for next level... for all sudden there are obstacle stop me for being aggressive towards my new lifestyle...

the obstacles are below :

1) my sis is back - she dint stop me from doing exercise, just that i need accompany her and my dad out, and the time back home it was late evening dy and sometimes even already night time... OK lo... exercise schedule postpone next day...

2) Dad birthday + sis in starve - due to my sis was in starve while in johor, so my dad cook lots of her favorite food, specially pork... so my diet also get effected (excuse as well la... hahahha) ... hmm... then celebrate my dad's lunar and normal calendar birthday with my aunties, of course, all this definitely involve nice food... and im the one who need to finish all the food on table to avoid wastage... at this moment, miss my dear lot... because this normally is his duty... sobs sobs

3) had backache - once i told my sis regarding this matter, she support me by asking me maybe pull in my exercise routine by morning or maybe both of them plan back earlier... but end up, there is one morning, i wake up with weird posture... i had twisted my neck and back... sigh~ then i need walk and my head need pose as a turtle~ S*** i was really in pain when ever i try to move... even when i take off my shirt while bath... so how am i going to exercise... sigh~ another postpone... rested for 3 days as i dont wish make the injured even worst through my exercise... Sigh

its only left 11 more days to go... can i achieve my target???? sigh~ praying hard tomorrow everything will be smooth~ oum......

Facial time

2011-08-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

PIMPLES~! BREAKOUT~!! attacking me~ was so sad for past few month... just because i want to have moisture face, end up i create sand paper on my face... sad sad and sad is the only way for me to describe how i felt...

my dear had bring me and accompany to try several facial while im there... because he cant see me keep up sad anymore.. haha,... actually because i keep nagging and complaining bout my face...

the main reason of this was i bought wrong mask, not to blame anyone, but im not the expert so i bought wrong mask for my face, so instead provide good moisture to improve my face, it actually have overly "nutrient" my face, and the moisture all was under the skin and create pimples internally, wow sound so complicated right? in short- break out, my face have sudden pimples on it! sigh

after tried so many facial saloon i still prefer back to kuching to my previous facial saloon who actually really know how to clean, yes... good cleaning as even the jaw line they will also help clear it... which is DERMACARE at jalan arang road~ ahhaha

i really like their services, because first they dont promote me anything, nor the products or the package. secondly, they really make the effort to help clear off every single pimple, blackheads and some internal bleeding without short cut. last but not least, the boss, she will come over and double check her staff work, not that she dont trust their staff, it a show of concern towards the customer and she is the expert...

but, during those moment it was really really damn suffer... they treat my face as a bun, squeeze and squeeze is all i can feel... i can even smell the blood smell after the boss help me clear my face... wow~ i was hoping that they could actually just knock me to faint during that very moment...

so i took a photo after the facial.. perhaps it still look not nice, but it does feel better, at least i dont feel the uneven texture and most important the marks are smaller dy... huhu...

hope my face will recover before 14 Sep~ wush~

Application of MAster

2011-08-24T15:43:00.001+08:00

Just settle of my Master application in UNIMAS, hmm... not as complicated and not as simple as i thought... i only know working require resume, never expect study also need resume... huhu... lucky enough the staffs in UNIMAS are friendly and kind enough let me email those documents that not completed. or else i will need to trouble my dad for another 30 min trip to there again... sigh~ now only will wait for good news... huhu... wish me luck la~

healthy me~

2011-08-23T11:57:00.000+08:00

started to fall in love with exercising recently... previously, i was never really like it because each time i get into exercise it means that it was time i gain weight. couldn't deny it was the same thing as well in the past two weeks when i just return from Penang. i was so damn desperate to lost few kg before mid of September as my dear will be convocation during that month... why does it bother me? because i wouldn't want my self look like a bun in his master convocation photo... hahaha

so when i reach home, i told my family that i must lost some kg within a month before i return penang in mid Sep. my dad is great, as he shows his greatest support for me, he bought only fishes and veges. haha... so now everyday there must be at least one type of veges... which is mostly finished up by me... can you imagine, now my breakfast are oats, fresh blended orange juice and alternate day yogurt ( because yogurt are so expensive so i couldn't afford daily yogurt :( sad) lunch i will have home cook simple meal, sometimes eggs, left over food and etc, then before my workout, i will mostly have a fruit, any fruit, apple, pear... just to avoid my tummy playing drums during my workout.. huhu

as for my work out, mostly i will refer to the link of : www.bodybuilding.com. at first this was my dear favorite web as he love building his body... haha... but recently due to my needs of reducing weight, so i need enter this web for proper guidance... then i started my own schedule of daily exercise... cardio + yoga + weight lifting of coz must + RESTING. daily around 30 to an hour... hehe...

after consistently doing it, wow... i really could feel the different... of coz not that now i have 6 pack and lost that butterfly arm and that football leg... just that i can feel my body slowly tone up.. and i really do sweat lot now... specially doing yoga, my whole body will sweat like i just finish swimming, and my leg, yes specially my leg can now sweat... hahahahha.... this is something that i think quite funny, previously i saw my dear leg sweat, i feel that was so weird, but now i know how does it feel. perhaps when do more sports, metabolism had increase, and this also help the pores breath better, indirectly, not only forehead, armpit and back will sweat... leg also will sweat man~ hahaha

will continue do so now, hmm... after lost those kgs, i think my next target is tone up my body... muahaha... i hope it will success~ yeah~ perhaps like Jamie in the picture below?? wu~

Back for good???

2011-08-21T13:36:00.003+08:00

Yes im back~ Jeng~ hoho... had return my miao town after being in Penang for 2 years. don't be surprise, this was all within my plan, plan to return to continue my study~ hehe... yes, and as most of people curiosity, i really have a hardship of leaving my dear over there and let this relationship be in long distance again, sigh~ but i do believe that our strong believes towards each other will help us get through this challenge~ :D

so now, i was growing mushrooms and become internet addicted most of the time... as i was still awaiting for my future supervisor to provide me some feed back... it's a great time for me to settle down and relax for awhile as well after working like a bull for 2 years... :)

another prob is that i was also looking for a part time, after knowing how to earn good money and spend it not so wisely without hesitation, i really cant bare with the life without money anymore... haha... so wish me luck for my new life~ and i will back to active as bloggers again~ hurray?? -_X

Movie lesson

2011-03-22T20:37:00.003+08:00

Having movie marathon with him... after watch eat, pray love then watch burlesque... and actually every week we went for movie... haha... couple seat before 12pm RM12 le~!!!

most of the time we will watch such heavy message type of movie at home, as for those fantasy movie such as i'm number 4 at movie due to the sound system are better... :D

after watch Eat, Pray Love... it causing me to have a lot of thinking... couldn't deny that most of the time i will link it to myself ( hey~ this is how people attract to movie k.. :D)... most of the time when fall in love, we tend to lose our self... most of the time we will change ourself to tolerant the another one so that we make sure we will be in his/her way of doing thing... such as when Julia Roberts met her 2nd BF, she become a "cleaner" and more demanding... perhaps this action only suitable for those that just started fall in love... because that will be the stage of " love is blind"... but once the couple start plan for future, they will become more realistic... but by that time, i believe the real identity of the partner already gone... why did i said so? because before reach the "realistic" stage, we already change to tolerant our partner,

there are two type of ending :
1 ) it's either we really can adapt to the new life, or the heart already filled with those little thing that we dont like instead love... sigh~ indirectly, we already lost the identity that attract our partner at the first place... sigh~

ok ok... come back to another way round,

2) so when the couple plan for realistic life, they notice they not only fall in love blindly due to "feeling", but the partner actually slowly shows their real identity and even change to become better person... so? happily ever after lo~ haha...

overall, this movie let me understand that the 1st rule to have good relationship is "love yourself before letting other people to love you" :)

but honestly, i'm quite disappointed towards the movie's ending... i still thought she will back to the 2nd BF... hmm...

As for the Burlesque, the message i get bit different

Even though the couple actually quite sweet and romantic, but honestly, it make me feel so unsecured because the guy have distance Fiance and yet still can in love with Christina... sigh~

but... but... it shows that dream actually achievable as long we keep and hold it strong with the will~ haha... nice movie...

hmm... wondering next week will watch what movie dy... hoho...

2010 Penang

2011-02-15T15:08:00.002+08:00

1 year had passed lu... been here for 1 year + dy... soon will be back lu...
after celebrating valentine day with him yesterday, today I need accept the fact that i'm going back dy... at least within this 1 year i had celebrate new year eve, his and my birthday and not least valentine day... all not as what i expect. but guess i shall appreciate it anyway... :) something better than nothing ma... hahaha

will be leaving here around 16days more... then will stay at my own home town dy... hope previous year, all my sacrificial for this relationship worth it... as after return home town, i really dont know what will happen dy.. perhaps due to environment or due to ppl around me, i'm lack of confident within everything... trying my best to trust this relationship will work even if it's going to be a long distance relationship... :) lots ppl asking me specially my colleagues that what will happen between us... well~ as usual, i will just tell them this will only be the challenge for us lo~ if success then haliluyA~! if fail then bye bye lo~ what else right??

perhaps shouldn't worry much~ haha... as it seems my leaving doesnt give any impacts anyway... sigh~ maybe it's just me~

hmm... now i need to plan what i need to do when i'm back~ study? continue work??

if study ; part time or full time?

if work; can i accept the lower payment? or shall i wait till the worthwhile payment?

hmm... lot's more to think~ muhahahaha... brain just cant stop thinking...

Penang Bridge half Marathon

2010-11-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

It's my very first time joining the once a year Penang Bridge Marathon Run... hehe.. yes~ i also never expect i can run coz most of the time i was so lazy to move... Ever since i came to Penang to work... get this influence from him... he love to exercise(beside loving his fishes... and yes, i will be lucky enough if in his last list)...

mayb like what people always said :" we will always try to do what ever the love one doing coz we wish to be with love during most of the times"... so i started to jog with him after working days ( most of the time i failed due to work load)... erm... usually he run first coz i run like a snail behind while he run like a leopard le~ haha... at least it is still a running le~

then from running only 1 km at least i improve i guess around 5 km... but still half way stop to walk and continue run... slowly my heart able to adapt such pumping rate... but sadly my knee still dont really able to support it... sigh

then the first run i join will be 10km ( actually less according to my jogging freak colleague) of city run... then i decided to take part in the half marathon as well...
i was lucky enough as my company was so supportive and sponsor all those employee who interested to participate in this run... so instead paying RM40 for the half marathon, i joined it for free ( with condition i must attend it on tht day).

since i was greedy and bit too ambitious, i took half marathon (21km) for my very first time..muahaha...( dear was worried that i couldn't make it as i seldom run... so need promise him that at least i will get medal) was so excited yet worried as i never try to run so long and some more i reach the ending point within 330hour to enable me get a medal... hmm...

half marathon goodies bag

so on the day it self, we woke up by 1am to get prepare to leave the house by 2am, the half marathon started on 3am(guy,) and 315am(female) for me... he even prepare some nice nutritions meal which is protein blend for me to avoid me fainted in half way through... haha...

the starting point was from Queens Bay, and to The bridge, then U-turn at the bridge, pass by E-gate, then back to Queens Bay again... for those that know this rotate shall expect how far it was...

once the run was started, i could hear thunder every where... i also plan pretend look so pro, so i had my ear phone with me... partly is so that i can distract my self from looking and knowing how far i still need to go actually... haha... once i reach the bridge, just few KMs before the U-turn back, the sky started to rained... and even sound like a pro... i run under heavy rain... hmm... was so enjoy instead worry... coz i know i will sound as if so Pro... run under the rain le~ hahaha...
then i heard and saw lots ppl was entering the ambulance cars, reason: most of us already have a "heat up" muscle after reach the bridge, the sudden rain had actually cause most runner's leg cramp... so like it o not can run need enter ambulance lo~ i even heard there are runner got heart attack... hmm...

lucky enough i still have energy to continue... half way through... my leg actually does not belong to me anymore... specially my left leg... for those who know me, definitely know my left leg was weaker due to previous injury... but again due to the medal and the promise i made for my dear... i continue to search for the "ending" sign...

in the end.. of coz i able make it... even though the timing was so closed to disqualify... haha... i reach there chun chun 321hours. haha... then my dear of coz more "geng" than me... he reach within 2hours plus only... hahaha... but i'm quite satisfy already as this is my first time of joining marathon... perhaps next year will join again... Hey~ it's not easy to be able run on the middle of the bridge without being horn and knock off k~ hahaha

my medal~

actually, once i step on the "ending" point and walk to take my medal... my leg also "puncture" already... directly can feel the pain and i even walk like a crap... hahaha... dear was nice enough, as i guess he already knew all this will happen, so he already booked SPA for both of us on the same day... ehhe... so i still able bit relax after that run... took me 3 days to recover... haha... really feel quite proud... hoho...

me me me

2010-10-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile dint enter to blog... what else if not busy with my current life. it's been a year plus i "move" to penang... main purpose is him, 2ndly is because wish to experience something new...

guess what, i will soon back to kch dy... of coz the heavy heart feeling couldn't be avoided... :( lots of things running in my mind... what shall i do when i return... what will happen between us... and what is my next plan... too tired to plan or think about it... sometimes wish to enter into the comfort zone forever... hehe... too young to be lazy facing challenges of life...

guess there must reason behind why i need back... hmmm... maybe it will be a "test" between me and him... maybe there are something good back there which i wouldn't know yet... hohoho...

shall i look for new job or shall i further my study into another level?

my first plan is buy lots of books, then for first half year i rest at home and self motivate through those books... then refresh myself... the things that worried me most will be the sentimental parts... sigh~ complicated feeling~ :(

Peace run Penang 2010~

2010-07-25T20:41:00.001+08:00

today took part in the Peace Run Penang 2010. organised by the MPPP penang... reason I join this is to push myself to exercise more... what to do... my dear is too Healthy and his cells are always in active mode... if I'm not healthy and active enough sooner or later my size will over cover his~ muahaha...

the peace run took around 6KM only... yet it already taken off half of my life... pity my dear... he actually can take less than 30 min to finish off the run... but he insist accompany me to finish the run together ( maybe he scared i fainted half way then block the road... hohoho) end up... we both finish the jog in one hour... sigh so sad yet happy, because at least I run through it...

after the jog, this evening we went to have a nice SPA session... hahaha... at least this help reduce the leg ache... ^^... and he also rewards me for finishing the line with a Trophy Ice cream ( he don't encourage me take sweet things too much because I'm too sweet in nature...- oh well, this just my imagination... hahahha)

so the rewards for this? an ice cream, sore leg, and last but not least the Cert~ hoho

Hard Rock Hotel stay

2010-07-17T13:03:00.007+08:00

Company just organized a company trip... out of many options i choose to stay in local hotel - hard rock hotel... this is after persuave by my colleague which also quite logical - she saying that we wont stay in hotel for no reason specially we are local... actually indirectly will say " we are too stingy to spend money to local hotel" haha...
the ladies

my company really spends quite lots money in appreciating us... each of us given budget of RM200 for the trip. two person in a room meaning that one room cost RM400. hmm...

one of the corner of the room

another corner with censored action

poster inside the toilet wish give us heart attack during night time

free things provided by the hotel

as i dint bring my sport shoe over, so i dint really get the opportunity to enjoy the gym... but the others does, the only thing i manage to enjoy in the gym room will be playing the ping pong... hoho... so still ok la~ then what else... hmm... oh ya... we went to the end of the Malaysia for dinner, foods not bad... haha... what else i can say right? it's sea foodS~!

at the corridor~

in the lift

game we played during nite

evening view of the end of the world

our dinner

the breakfast are provided by the hotel... lots options, sad le~ if my dear are there sure it will be more worth the price as he can eat alot... as for us the ladies, it's a bit wasted as we only manage eat little potions in few rounds... hmm... FYI, one breakfast buffet cost around RM55+ i dont think what i took is near to that amount lo~ sigh...
side of the restaurant where we have breakfast

so thats

ps: as usual... still left breakfast photo to be post~ LOL

Great news

2010-06-20T21:15:00.004+08:00

It had been ages i dint upload any new updates about myself...

recently became workaholic... have a new thought - it's either i continue suffer from stress or i try my best to do the best... so i choose options 2...

since i dont like that job field... perhaps i shall give "him" a chance... so i made the effort to "know" him more... now it is more smooth for me... at least i know how to handle when there are crisis happen... end up? i became workaholic during weekdays... haha... i start from home by 645am, reach office around 715am... work until (most of the time) 9pm... haha... dinner? my ai xin dinner prepared by my dear = protein milk shake... hehe...

lucky my dear being understanding and always support me specially neglected by me during weekdays... weekend i will try my best to be good GF by accompany him la~ haha...

tomorrow - 21 June 2010 will be a day where i will be convert into permanent stuff... quite happy for it... at least my effort being notice... and most important this will motivate me more... ahhaa... yeah~ cant deny i'm that realistic... hahaha... but at least now im interested to be a good planner in manufacturing field... hohoho

lots things to update... just not enough time and energy to do so~ hahha

Where to find happiness?

2010-05-13T19:50:00.002+08:00

for all the sudden feel so empty... keep on letting my self in busy mode... but heart still thinking bout the matter... i really hope it was just a night mare... then i shall wake up and walk away from that darkness... am i changing or just i expect too much? i start to anti social again... even though surrounded with new friends and my dear... for all the sudden i dont know where is the direction... i feel so lost... where is the light to shine up the path? or i'm just depress? then how shall i walk out from there? i prefer to lock my self in the room alone... no one to talk when i needed... so instead hoping for care then i rather keep everything back to myself... i'm really so tired... i wish that this "anti social" behaviour and "depress" feel can leave me soon.... now, all i can do to cheer up myself is making myself busy in work... when i;m busy at least i'm concentrate on my work instead my feeling... maybe i shall make myself numb again like previous... but is this fair for people around me? specially those who love me and care for me? some how i'm just so lost... :( and i dont like this at all~!!

Hatyai

2010-04-24T11:09:00.006+08:00

My first "oversea" trip with my dear together with my colleagues and their partner... purposely went to register for a passport for this trip... hahaha... the spirit is there~ yeah

went there for 2 days one night trip. cost for accodomation and transport around RM300 then eat and shopping cost around RM100...haha... nice le~ hahaha... actually it is more nice because he is the one that paying most of it... hahahaha (i'm not being materialistic just being appreciative ok ;D )

we all gather at Sg Dua's McD for the sake of "pei yang gan chin" among ourself as per request by one of the organizer (there are 5 couples and i only know 3 person in there which is my dear and my colleagues so this "know each other session is compulsory"), and one of the lady know how to speak Thai language which make this trip even easier... hahaha... at least there will be a translator during the journey...

so we start the journey by 7am (malaysia time) and reach there around 11am(malaysia time)... FYI, Thailand is one hour earlier than our time zone... hehe...

don know how to further explain the trips, so just let the pictures tell the story... ^^

before we start the journey - Sg Dua McD

on the way to Thailand

at the malaysia - thailand border

The temple views

Kissing the dragon???

the mermaid

The jumping skills from the ladies

the guys plan to act macho la~

crafting by the local

Salangka (if not mistaken la)

the floating market

the famous Tut-Tut car (i think it something like our taxi la)

even the lamp post design very nice

at the well-known morning market

one of the motorcycle that attract me... hmm... i also notice the only the front people who riding the motorcycle need use helmet... person who riding pillion doesnt wear any helmet... hmm... different Law...

eventhough Bangkok currently are not very "safe" due to politic issue, but at hatyai, everything are still nice and we have a very enjoyable and safe journey back penang... ^^ next time i plan go the chiang mai dy... haha... wait my dear free first le~ hoho

Langkawi~

2010-03-27T10:45:00.008+08:00

first time went to Langkawi... together with my dear and his bunch of friends... before this, i always thought Langkawi is only a beach with nice scene... hmm... yes it is... and it also have lots nice places to visit... went there for 3 days 2 night... ^^

so, let me start the journey from his house, early morning we went to USM to meet up with his friend - Faizirul, as he will drive us to Kedah. (because we will ride ferry from kedah to langkawi)... our ferry will depart by 1030am... reach Langkawi around noon... honestly, i forgot the exact timing...i was more concern whether i will vomit while half way to Langkawi - this is called, watch to many tv...

Me and dear before enter the ferry

This is not the boat we going to enter...

The ferry we going to ride

inside the ferry

then when arrive there the guys started plan and arrange everything, from the transport to the programmes... hehehe... oh ya, 4 guys 3 ladies... ^^ luckily there are guys together then the ladies able to lay back and relax and even plan what to shop... hohoho...

WElcome to Lankawi

the beach outside of our hotel

after settled down, our hotel will be Langkasuka (if not mistaken la~) which actually quite far from the town... one thing i like Langkawi most beside the duty free choc and wine will be the road, there are no bums and the quantity of cars on road are less than kuching's... shall i say less than cars in village... it was near to 1/4 of Kuching's car on road... averagely my drive around 100kjm (did I type it correctly?? ~_~)

the first place that we visit will be the cable car ride which me and my dear dint join because i have serious phobia towards height and my dear so nice sacrificed to accompany me to other places... hehehe... but we manage to walk around in the oriental village before we leave the others... and guess what, inside there we both went to a mini Zoo to feed some tame animal, and its the first time we'd been attack by rabbits and a nice goat... hmm

The main entrance

me feeding the animal... look so loving right? muahaha

so me and my dear's first trip will be at the telaga tujuh and the water fall place... sorry, forgot the name again... haha... due to water rescission so the water fall are not what we expect... the water are so little and lots of place actually dried out... but good thing is, due to less water so me and my dear able go down there to see whether there are nice shrimps or snails... his favourite... ^^

the water fall

After that, we all meet up and have dinner... nothing much special because non of us know where to find special local foods... end up we have normal western food... yes, I know... this bit spoiling... but its OK... perhaps next time.. hehe... in the other hand, we all able to enjoy cheap beer... nearly 2 nights we enjoys beers, even my dear's drinking level also improved dy... hehehe... I'm not that bad influence right? hahaha...

the decoration of the restaurant

so the next day we went to the package trip, where we all able to visit Geoforest park and visit around the island... what's that package name? i have no idea... hahaha.... the package includes, visit fish farms, watched eagle feeding, feed ocean fish, and lastly visit the bats' cave... hehehhe... dint see batman... hmm...

before we start journey

group photo outside of the fish farm

Bitten by crab.. sob

the Kilim geoforest park

outside of the bat's cave

Tuang Chew feeding the ocean fishes... say "ah"...

then went to have wine and chocolate shopping... hehe... besides chocolate, alcoholic drinks and cigar, there are not much different for the price compared to normal pricing in town... dint buy much as there are limitation of litter of alcohol drinks that can be bring from there when back to Penang... i just bought some chocolates, and a bottle of Golden Label whisky for my dad... ^^...

the heineken in bottle~

so, at the last day of the trip, we went to visit the water world. which is one of the programme that me and my dear waiting for... inside there have lots or marine animal and even Antarctica animal such as penguin... the food that provided there are even better than some other human's food... those fishes take spirulina and different type of fishes and shrimp that been mix up and name as "ikan baja"... can you imagine how nutritions those foods could be? hehe... but as there the time are chasing, we only able walk through and took few pictures... ^^

since when he able to have "ET fingering" pose with shark~

nice penguin posing with us

we both able to fly to Antarctica take a shoot...

in the ferry back to Kedah

overall, i do enjoy the relaxing lifestyle there... me and my dear plan will visit there again other times... because there are so many more things can be explore... hehehe...

G-hotel Buffet

2010-03-14T20:05:00.004+08:00

Last night our big boss from Europe came to Malaysia and sponsor our department buffet dinner at the G-Hotel. the foods are far more better than the foods that i taken at the previous buffet style restaurant. ^^ from what i see through the table "adv" there will be 7 difference type of buffet theme each day. as yesterday was saturday so the theme will be "suft and turf dinner buffet"... not sure the price per person as it was SPONSORED... hohohoho....
enjoy the food and the scenery a lot... perhaps next time will go again for different theme of buffet with my dear... hehehe

The out door BBQ

The salad session

the raw session

my favourite session - the dessert session

the outlook

the lucky group ^^

Lastly the theme of the buffet (hope you can see the words la)

Application

2010-03-11T19:57:00.002+08:00

never thought that i will have the chance to apply my learning during uni's day at my current company... previously i always thought that the learning i get from Uni wont able to apply in working life due to "trend" of office.

Last week boss ask me help her prepare a slide... WOW~ i was so happy not because boss ask me do something but it is because i able to do something i used to do...( most of my assignment we need to do slide for presentation)... so i just use the info and the basic knowledge such as graph, hyperlink and on... yes.. its a simple tools, but yet most of them don't use this tools because they used to use the normal ways of presenting such as closed the slide then open excel or workbook to show the data instead just creating a hyperlink... hmm... guess "marketing" was in my blood already... as long if there a chance to present, research and analysis data or information related task, i will really so enjoying the task...

perhaps now i need learn other "tools" from my current work (now im good in excel formating..) hahaha for me to able have more application in future... ^^

Red Snail

2010-02-26T21:13:00.004+08:00

my dear really love aquatic hobbies... from fishes then shrimp and latest one... he now even have snail as his pet... YES~! snail... Aqua snail... hahahaha...

but guess what... previously i dont really know how to enjoy such"pet", but after looking at it more than once everyday, this pets really quite cute and special, watching them float around and playing the wave (created by filter) it seems so relax and enjoying... now end up it became part of things i do each time i back from work... release stress and wish i can be as relax and enjoying life like them... hehehe... no wonder my dear willing to buy it in a cost of RM5 just for one little red snail...

Closed up... See how red and nice it look

Before

After

his red shrimp (also on sale)

currently his snail had overloaded the tank, so he is looking for buyer to buy it... ^^ I'm not sure whether people who read my blog have such interest with such special pet. For those who are interested with it can contact me for more information... hehehe...

hmm... actually i wondering how's the market out there for such special pet... perhaps can ask my research lecture to help do research and do marketing towards this "special pet"... heheheh...