May All Being Happy

मंत्र ऑफ़ अमोघपसा Mantra "Amoghapasa Avalokiteshvara"

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Mantra "Amoghapasa Avalokiteshvara"
Om amogha-padma-pasa krodhakarsaya praveshaya maha-pashupati-yama-varuna kuvera brahma-vesa-dhara padma-kula-samayan hum हम

मंत्र "अमोघपसा अवलोकितेश्वर"
ॐ अमोघ-पद्मा-पासा क्रोधाकर्साया प्रवेश्य महा-पशुपति-यामा-वरुण कुवेर ब्रह्म-वेसा-धारा पद्मा-कुला-समयं हम हम

२१ बूंदा तारा (21 Bunda Tara)

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Mantra Hati "21 Bunda Tara"

OM TARE TUTARE TURE SVAHA:
OM VAJRA TARE SARVHA BIGHANEN SHINTAM KURU SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE MAMA SARVHA LAM LAM BHAYA SHINTAM KURU SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE MAMA SARWA BAM BAM JALABHAYA SHINTAM KURU SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE MAMA SARVHA RAM RAM JALABHAYA SHINTAM KURU SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE MAMA SARVHA YAM YAM CALABHAYA SHINTAM KURU SVAHA:
OM RATNA TARE SARWA LOKHA JHANABHAYA DHARA DHARA DHIRI DHIRI SHIM SHIM SHA JHANA PUSTING KURU OM:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE MAMA SARVHA EH EH MAHA HANA BHAYA SHINTAM KURU SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE MAMA SARVHA DHI DHI DHI CHANA RAKCHA RAKCHA KURU SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE MAMA SARVHA RAJA TUSHIUM SHODA SHINTAM KURU SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE SARVHA SHORA BHINDA BHINDA DRICHOM SVAHA:
OM PEMA TARE SANDARA HRIH SARVHA LOKHA WASHAN KURU HO:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE SARVHA PUSTING BHIGANEN BAM PHAT SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE SARVHA HAM HAM PUSTING HANA HANA TRASAYA PHAT SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE SARVHA HE HE CALE CALE BHINDA PHAT SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE SARVHA BHIGACALAYA HARA HARA PHAT SVAHA:
OM KARMA TARE SARVHA SHAYUM BHIGANEN MARA SENA HAHA HEHE HOHO HAM HAM BHINDA BHINDA PHAT:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE SARVHA JALA SARVHA DUKHA PRASAMANAYA PHAT SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE VAJRA AYUKHE SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE JAMBHEMOHE DANAMETTI HRIH SVAHA:
OM TARE TUTARE TURE SARVHA ARTHA SIDDHI SIDDHI KURU SVAHA:

मंत्र हटी "२१ बूंदा तारा"
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे स्वाहा:
ॐ वज्र तारे सर्व्ह बिघनें शिनतम कुरु स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे मामा सर्व्ह लम लम भय शिनतम कुरु स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे मामा सर्वा बम बम जलाभय शिनतम कुरु स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे मामा सर्व्ह राम राम जलाभय शिनतम कुरु स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे मामा सर्व्ह यम् यम् कालाभय शिनतम कुरु स्वाहा:
ॐ रत्ना तारे सर्वा लोखा झानाभय धारा धारा धीरी धीरी शिम शिम श झना पुस्तिंग कुरु ॐ:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे मामा सर्व्ह एह एह महा हना भय शिनतम कुरु स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे मामा सर्व्ह धी धी धी चना रक्चा रक्चा कुरु स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे मामा सर्व्ह रजा तुशियम शोदा शिनतम कुरु स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे सर्व्ह शोर भिंडा भिंडा द्रिचोम स्वाहा:
ॐ पेमा तारे संदर हरिः सर्व्ह लोखा वशन कुरु हो:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे सर्व्ह पुस्तिंग भिगानें बम फट स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे सर्व्ह हम हम पुस्तिंग हना हना तरसाया फट स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे सर्व्ह हे हे काले काले भिंडा फट स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे सर्व्ह भिगाकालाया हरा हरा फट स्वाहा:
ॐ करमा तारे सर्व्ह शेम भिगानें मारा सेना हाहा हेहे होहो हम हम भिंडा भिंडा फट:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे सर्व्ह जला सर्व्ह दुख प्रसमनाया फट स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे वज्र अयुखे स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे जम्भेमोहे दनामेत्ति हरिः स्वाहा:
ॐ तारे तुतारे तुरे सर्व्ह अर्थ सिद्धि सिद्धि कुरु स्वाहा:

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चंट ऑफ़ मत्ता (Chant Of Metta)

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The Chant of Metta
अहम् अवेरो होमी May I be free from enmity and danger
अब्यापज्झो होमी May I be free from mental suffering
अनिघा होमी May I be free from physical suffering
सुखी - अत्तानाम परिहरामी May I take care of myself happily
मामा मतपितु माय my parents
अकारिया का नातिमित्ता का teacher relatives and friends
सब्रह्मा - केरिनो का fellow Dhamma farers
अवेर होंतु be free from enmity and danger
अब्यापज्झा होंतु be free from mental suffering
अनिघा होंतु be free from physical suffering
सुखी - अत्तानाम परिहरान्तु may they take care of themselves happily
इमास्मिम आराम सब्बे योगिनो May all meditators in this compound
अवेर होंतु be free from enmity and danger
अब्यापज्झा होंतु be free from mental suffering
अनिघा होंतु be free from physical suffering
सुखी - अत्तानाम परिहरान्तु May they take care of themselves happily
इमास्मिम आराम सब्बे भिक्खु May all monks in this compound
समनेरा का novice monks
उपासक - उपसिकाया का laymen and laywomen disciples
अवेर होंतु be free from enmity and danger
अब्यापज्झा होंतु be free from mental suffering
अनिघा होंतु be free from physical suffering
सुखी - अत्तानाम परिहरान्तु May they take care of themselves happily
अम्हाकम कातुपच्काया - दयाका May our donors of the four supports: clothing, food, medicine and lodging
अवेर होंतु be free from enmity and danger
अब्यापज्झा होंतु be free from mental suffering
अनिघा होंतु be free from physical suffering
सुखी - अत्तानाम परिहरान्तु May they take care of themselves happily
अम्हाकम अरक्खा देवता May our guardian devas
इस्मास्मिम विहार in this monastery
इस्मास्मिम अवसे in this dwelling
इस्मास्मिम आराम in this compound
अरक्खा देवता May the guardian devas
अवेर होंतु be free from enmity and danger
अब्यापज्झा होंतु be free from mental suffering
अनिघा होंतु be free from physical suffering
सुखी - अत्तानाम परिहरान्तु may they take care of themselves happily
सब्बे सत्ता May all beings
सब्बे पाना all breathing things
सब्बे भुट्टा all creatures
सब्बे पुग्गाला all individuals (all beings)
सब्बे अत्ताभावा - परियापन्ना all personalities (all beings with mind and body)
सब्बे इत्थोयो may all females
सब्बे पुरिसा all males
सब्बे एरिया all noble ones (saints)
सब्बे अनरिया all worldlings (those yet to attain sainthood)
सब्बे देवा all gods (deities)
सब्बे मनुस्सा all humans
सब्बे विनिपतिका all those in the four woeful planes
अवेर होंतु be free from enmity and dangers
अब्यापज्झा होंतु be free from mental suffering
अनिघa होंतु be free from physical sufferingsukhi - attanam pariharantumay they take care of themselves happily
दुक्ख मुच्कान्तु May all being be free from suffering
यतता -लड्ढा -सम्पत्तितो मविगाच्चान्तु May whatever they have gained not be lost
कम्मास्साका All beings are owners of their own Kamma
पुराथिमाया दिसाया in the eastern direction
पच्चिमाया दिसाया in the western direction
उत्तर दिसाया in the northern direction
दक्खिनाया दिसाया in the southern direction
पुराथिमाया अनुदिसाया in the southeast direction
पच्चिमाया अनुदिसाया in the northwest direction
उत्तर अनुदिसाया in the northeast direction
दक्खिनाया अनुदिसाया in the southwest direction
हेत्थिमाया दिसाया in the direction below
उपरिमाया दिसाया in the direction above
सब्बे सत्ता May all beings
सब्बे पाना all breathing things
सब्बे भुट्टा all creatures
सब्बे पुग्गाला all individuals (all beings)
सब्बे अत्ताभावा - परियापन्ना all personalities (all beings with mind and body)
सब्बे इत्थोयो may all females
सब्बे पुरिसा all males
सब्बे एरिया all noble ones (saints)
सब्बे अनरिया (those yet to attain sainthood)
सब्बे देवा all Gods(deities)
सब्बे मनुस्सा all humans
सब्बे विनिपतिका all those in the 4 woeful planes
अवेर होंतु be free from enmity and dangers
अब्यापज्झा होंतु be free from mental suffering
अनिघा होंतु be free from physical suffering
सुखी - अत्तानाम परिहरान्तु may they take care of themselves happily
दुक्ख मुच्कान्तु May all beings be free from suffering
यतता -लड्ढा -सम्पत्तितो मविगाच्चान्तु May whatever they have gained not be lost
कम्मास्साका All beings are owners of their own kamma
उद्धम यावा भवग्गा का As far as the highest plane of existence
अधो यावा अविक्सितो to as far down as the lowest plane
समानता काक्कावालेसू in the entire universe
ये सत्ता पथाविकारा whatever beings that move on earth
अब्यापज्झा निवेरा का may they are free of mental suffering and enmity
निदुक्खा का नुपद्दावा and from physical suffering and danger
उद्धम यावा भवग्गा का As far as the highest plane of existence
अधो यावा अविक्सितो to as far down as the lowest plane
समानता काक्कावालेसू in the entire universe
ये सत्ता उदाकेकारा whatever beings that move on water
अब्यापज्झा निवेरा का may they are free of mental suffering and enmity
निदुक्खा का नुपद्दावा and from physical suffering and danger
उद्धम यावा भवग्गा का As far as the highest plane of existence
अधो यावा अविक्सितो to as far down as the lowest plane
समानता काक्कावालेसू in the entire universe
ये सत्ता अकसेकारा whatever beings that move in air
अब्यापज्झा निवेरा का may they are free of mental suffering and enmity
निदुक्खा का नुपद्दावा and from physical suffering and danger.

Aham avero homi
abyapajjho homi
anigha homi
sukhi - attanam pariharami
Mama matapitu
acariya ca natimitta ca
sabrahma - carino ca
avera hontu
abyapajjha hontu
anigha hontu
sukhi - attanam pariharantu
Imasmim arame sabbe yogino
avera hontu
abyapajjha hontu
anigha hontu
sukhi - attanam pariharantu
Imasmim arame sabbe bhikkhu
samanera ca
upasaka - upasikaya ca
avera hontu
abyapajjha hontu
anigha hontu
sukhi - attanam pariharantu
Amhakam catupaccaya - dayaka
avera hontu
abyapajjha hontu
anigha hontu
sukhi - attanam pariharantu
Amhakam arakkha devata
Ismasmim vihare
Ismasmim avase
Ismasmim arame
arakkha devata
avera hontu
abyapajjha hontu
anigha hontu
sukhi - attanam pariharantu
Sabbe satta
sabbe pana
sabbe bhutta
sabbe puggala
sabbe attabhava - pariyapanna
sabbe itthoyo
sabbe purisa
sabbe ariya
sabbe anariya
sabbe deva
sabbe manussa
sabbe vinipatika
avera hontu
abyapajjha hontu
anigha hontu
sukhi - attanam pariharantu
Dukkha muccantu
Yattha-laddha-sampattito mavigacchantu
Kammassaka
Purathimaya disaya
pacchimaya disaya
uttara disaya
dakkhinaya disaya
purathimaya anudisaya
pacchimaya anudisaya
uttara anudisaya
dakkhinaya anudisaya
hetthimaya disaya
uparimaya disaya
Sabbe satta
sabbe pana
sabbe bhutta
sabbe puggala
sabbe attabhava - pariyapanna
sabbe itthoyo
sabbe purisa
sabbe ariya
sabbe anariya
sabbe deva
sabbe manussa
sabbe vinipatika
avera hontu
abyapajjha hontu
anigha hontu
sukhi - attanam pariharantu
Dukkha muccantu
Yattha-laddha-sampattito mavigacchantu
Kammassaka
Uddham yava bhavagga ca
adho yava aviccito
samanta cakkavalesu
ye satta pathavicara
abyapajjha nivera ca
nidukkha ca nupaddava
Uddham yava bhavagga ca
adho yava aviccito
samanta cakkavalesu
ye satta udakecara
abyapajjha nivera ca
nidukkha ca nupaddava
Uddham yava bhavagga ca
adho yava aviccito
samanta cakkavalesu
ye satta akasecara
abyapajjha nivera ca
nidukkha ca nupaddava

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Feeling Happy

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:25:00 +0000

You noo what. I'm really Happy today.. why? Because she is coming back last night.. I can see her face, and i can hear her voice again.. i can get a joke with her.. so nice..
But now i'm sure that she is loving someone else..
I know from the way she talking with him from the phone..
I know from her laugh.. her happiness..
But it's ok for me..
Just to be her friend is better than anything for me..

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Lonely Chinesse New Year

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:19:00 +0000

Gila banget.. Tahun ini kembali merasakan Imlek yang bener2 parah.. Ga ada yang tau rasanya gmana melewati hari2 sendirian.. tanpa teman ama keluarga yang bisa dijadikan sahabat berbagi duka..
Semalaman Aku duduk dipojok kamarku yang gelap dan memikirkan mengenai hidup ini. Sesungguhnya hidup tidak lah sesulit yang kita bayangkan, hanya yang sulit adalah bagaimana untuk hidup enak.. Kembali terbersit pikiran2 gila yang selama ini bahkan belum pernah terpikirkan sebelumnya.. Mengakhiri hidup yang kejam ini.. tidak.. tidak kejam, hanya saja aku yang menganggapnya kejam, mungkin bagi orang lain hidup ini sangat menyenangkan bahkan sampai tidak pernah rela untuk meninggalkannya..
Terlalu banyak beban pikiran yang harus kutanggung.. entah memang hanya perasaanku saja atau memang demikianlah sesungguhnya..
Terlalu banyak apel beracun yang kupetik dan harus kumuntahkan kembali agar aku tidak mati olehnya..
Lantas bagaimana jika aku tidak sanggup memuntahkannya kembali?
Matikah aku? Kuharap demikian.. hanya saja aku berharap agar kematian itu cepat dan tidak menyakitkan sama sekali.]
Adakah seseorang didunia ini merasakan hal2 yang kurasakan? Mungkin bagi kebanyakan orang yang ingin menasehati diriku akan mengatakan sesungguhnya masalah yang ku hadapi bukanlah apa2 dibanding mereka yang kelaparan, dilanda bencana dan ditimpa peperangan..
Dalam hati kecilku berkata "Aku sudah mengalami yang namanya kelaparan, dan seandainya bisa datang bencana yang memusnahkan aku dan seluruh isi dunia ini, dunia yang penuh dengan kemunafikan, kebencian, dan kebohongan".

I don't know why i should open my heart again..
I don't know why i should feel this pain again..

Aku ga pernah tau kenapa aku bisa sangat menyukainya..
Aku ga pernah tau kenapa baru kali ini aku benar2 mencintai seseorang yang bahkan belum benar2 kukenal, tapi aku sungguh sangat menyayanginya..

Loving someone without saying a word.. It's really hurt me..
Why i have to know her phone number if i can talk with her everyday
Why i should have her picture if i can see her face each n everyday
Why i should cry for her if she love someone else
Why i should die for her if she never want to know about me..
Because I Love Her..
I Love Her till i die..

Rasanya ga ada yang lebih menyakitkan dari pada duduk diam melihat dan mendengar orang yang paling kita cintai sedang mencintai orang lain.. Hati kecil ini berkata jangan pernah memperdulikannya lagi.. Masih banyak wanita lain yang lebih daripadanya dan menyayangimu lebih dari yang kau harapkan..
Tapi apakah realita hidup segampang kita membalikkan telapak tangan? Tidak.. tidak pernah segampang itu.. Banyak yang jauh lebih cantik dari padanya, dan banyak yang jauh lebih akan menyayangiku.. Tapi sebagai manusia yang bodoh kita terlalu sering untuk memilih atau menginginkan sesuatu yang tidak mungkin kita miliki atau minimal yang sangat sulit untuk kita dapatkan..

Sesakit apapun Aku masih berharap menggunakan hati nurani ini agar tidak terjebak dalam pikiran yang dapat merugikan diri sendiri dan membuatku tampak lebih bodoh dari pada sekarang.. Jika aku memang menyayanginya dan mencintainya sebagaimana yang telah kurasakan maka aku harus merelakan dia memilih apa yang terbaik untuk dirinya.. Jika dia memang merasa bahagia dengan orang yang dekat dengannya sekarang kenapa aku harus mengganggunya dan membuat dia merasa bersedih atau terjepit diantara dua pilihan?
Tidak.. Aku tidak boleh menempatkan dia dalam posisi seperti itu..

Ini adalah lilinku.. aku dapat memadamkannnya kapan saja jika aku menghendakinya..
Jalan hidupku.. Kesendirianku.. kegelapan yang kupilih..
Aku merasa nyaman dengannya.. biarkanlah aku terlelap sejenak disini untuk menikmati penderitaan ini..

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You're Never Alone

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:14:00 +0000

You're never alone,

I'm always near.

When your troubled down or blue,

All you have to do is call me,

I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,

It doesn't matter when.

When you need someone to talk to,

I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,

Or a hug to say I care.

If you need a shoulder to cry on,

For you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,

When the weight gets to be to much.

You might find if look hard enough,

A good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,

Through the good times and the bad.

I'm always here to be your friend,

I don't like to see you sad.

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For My Best Friend

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:06:00 +0000

This is for you, my best friend

The one person i can tell my soul too

Who can relate to me like no other

Who I can laugh with to no extents

Who I can cry too when times are tough

Who can help me with the problems of my life

Never have you turned your back on me

Or told me I wasn't good enough

Or let me down

I don't think you know what that means to me

You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me

And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying

And I look up too you because you are strong,

And caring

And beautiful

Even though you don't think you are

And I hope you know that I am always here

To listen to you laugh and cry and help

In all the ways that i can

And I will try to be at least half the friend you are

To me

I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you

My best friend.

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Learn This Life

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:03:00 +0000

In any condition, how dark it is, don't ever give up at all.. Because an expectation appear from despairing. How we can learn to get up if we never fall down. We have to made one condition how bitter it is become a lesson, because we will get suffer a loss if we go through without pluck a precious lesson from it. We can't measure the highness of the sky, the depth of the sea.. How we know about the fate? We know nothing, that's why we should learn..

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Life n' Death

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:01:00 +0000

Life doesn't come from anywhere or go anywhere, it just go around with all other lives, it is a part of a great wheel. Death is not a destination, death is a part of our life. We live not to death, we will die, but not our self. When we death it is a new beginning for our self. Death is a complement in our life.

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Recto Verso

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:55:00 +0000

Today we will talk about Recto verso. Recto verso is a painting that fill in each other between front side and back side, like a painting icon at the paper money. Our partial perspective will never see that our self is a Recto verso. Too many humans spent their life in an emptiness as if there is something lost from their self and never know what is that. Then they looking and looking.. Out from their substance.. and they lost. With many kind of way, they trying to definition this "something" lost. Most of them think this "something" has to be somewhere out there. Human designed to do one mission: Find Out The Human Source. Then what about if what we lookin' for is not out there. What we thought as uncompleted actually is a Recto verso. In the idea that we don't have to go anywhere. To feel complete we just need to change our perspective. When we succeed to take a distance from seeds that crumbled inside our mind, Recto verso will showing up. What we looking for is very close, you just have to see it from different way. Stop feeling empty, stop asking to be completed, stop yelling to something out there, stop act like a fish in the pond but looking for water. Everything you need is available on your self. No other one could completed up something that already complete. Just your willingness to become aware. We never had anything, just our own self, so that we never lost something. Our self bigger than what we thought if we not bind it to something.

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Ego n' Soul

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:50:00 +0000

So let's talk about those two concepts, those roles. These are all constructs, concepts, we're making them up. There are no tangible, measurable boundaries structures here. But for practical reasons, these are ideas, mythic ideas, that in this day and age, and for a growing number of people, they work--these are effective. People generally know what you're talking about, and more, most folks seem to like it.
Your ego-self, that's your everyday sense of who you are. The soul is a role. The soul is a role. That's the role of the source of your imagery, your temperament, your individuality, your relic preferences, your creative inspirations, your aspirations.

Your ego-self is the mediator between your soul and the world. You are a team, your soul can't manifest without you. However, your ego-self can for a while, at least, dominate, out-talk, talk louder than, repress, and even forget the soul. It's a still, small, voice, as the prophet Isaiah called it. But in the long run, the yearnings of the soul will be expressed somehow, in psychosomatic illness, in slips of tongue and mind, in acts of self-sabotage or impulsive or compulsions. Much emotional and even social disorder may be attributed to or formulated in terms of a disharmony between the needs of soul and the petty efforts at self-control of the ego.

So the game of healing is to align these two roles, to recognize what each does best and to stop trying to substitute one for the other. Now we don't teach this skill in school, and it so far hasn't been widely taught even in the field of psychotherapy. How to serve your soul. You do need to serve it, you know, because it's already doing all it can for you. It never lets up, it may be suppressed, but it's always there. You can lose touch with it, but you can't lose it.

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This Life

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:34:00 +0000

There are too many misery in this life.. Sometimes we don't have to understand, we just have to know. Too many questions in this life unanswered, started from one "what" become million "why". We don't have to think about anything, anything will come by it self to us. Don't be sorry to our self, we don't need that. Our self is everything. We can choose what we want to be, we can be a God or Evil. Our life just like a boat, and we are the skipper, the crew are people around us and life it self is the sea. We brought it anywhere according to us, we controlled it. Sometimes wind and wave spring on our ship, we just need to believe there is no storm or hurricane lasting forever, they must stop, Everything hang on us, our strength, skill, faithful, and courage, if we can't pass it we wreck our ship, if we can pass it, we survive. And sometimes we have the rowdy crew, we just have to decide we want to throw them from the ship or we want to lead them. Do not think too much, Make your life simple as you can.

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Same Day

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:25:00 +0000

Today is the same day with days before.. I come here, sitting in front of this computer again.. Watching this stupid monitor and never know what to do.. Same day with days before where the same choice and same problem facing to me.. It's been one year I've been an idleness.. And know the same day with days before that so many job offering to me.. But the same day with days before.. All this fuckin' job gonna lost.. But i hope this day is not the same days before.. i hope one of this job gonna success with me.. but as a consequence maybe i will not surf this world again.. because if i take this job I'll be going to somewhere place and maybe this place has not any connection with internet.. To shame.. Because now i fall in love with this world.. It's like my home.. Because i feel like no home.. I've move and move from one place to other.. maybe it's my fate.. but maybe not, i never believe in fate.. Ok now.. last few days I've read a book.. Written on this book an evil circle

"Death give birth to tears, tears give birth to anger, when anger turn it self to rancour it's open to war.. war give birth to sorrow, sorrow give birth to strength, strength give birth to revenge and revenge give birth to death again."

And also written on this book

"You can't change the past, but you can face it, by facing it maybe you can find out where you are from and where you want to go or maybe where you belong."

You don't know why i tell you this right? I juz wanna tell u some words for ur better life, that's it.. Doesn't mean anything.. maybe this words could help your life, maybe not.. And i really don't care about that.. But i really mean this life is suck.. Why? don't you think this life is full of misery? You never know what will happen to you.. Some people call this is fate.. Some other kind of bullshit, our life should be controlled by us.. not the fate, why did God created us juz to follow His fate? And i tell you, there is no God.. I never believed God but i trust God exist, juz maybe we are not talking about the same God.. God is Evil to me and Evil is God to me. You can see both of them every where, included in you, me and another people. Ignore what i have written on this page, juz get the point what you can accept, I'm a lil' bit stress today and i don't know what i should write.

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Hardest Thing

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:22:00 +0000

You taught me how to love..
You taught me how to live..
You taught me how to laugh..
You taught me how to live..
But when you left..
You forget to teach me how to forget you..

The hardest thing i have to do is sitting with you..
Looking for you.. and knowing that you'll not be mine..

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For You

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:19:00 +0000

Giving all your love to someone is not a guarantee that he/she will show you a gratitude, don't even hope for it.. Wait until love growth on her/his heart.. but if not.. be happy because love growth on your heart.
There is a thing that you really want to hear it but you will never heard from someone that you expect to say. Not will standing, never deafened your ears to hear from the people who said it with the whole of his/her heart.
Never say goodbye if you still want to meet.. Never give up if you still take it.. Never ever say that you don't love him/her anymore if you still can't forget about him/her.
The most sadness thing in life is when you meet someone who really important for you and get it that not such a manner at last and you have to let it go.
It's really painful to love someone who doesn't love you but it's more painful when you love someone and never had a courage to tell him/her.
Only need a minute to want someone, a hour to like someone, a day tom love someone, but need a whole life time to forget someone.
I hope you have got enough happiness to make you kindly, enough of attempt to make you strong, enough of sadness to make you humanity, enough of hope to make you happy and enough of money to buy some present.
When one happiness door get closed, other door has opened, but we often get silenced too long to the closed door so that we never look to the door that opened to us.
Good friend is a friend who can sitting and sway with you on the balcony without say a word and you can left him with a feeling that you talked much wit him.
It's really true that we never know what we had until we lost it.. But it also true that we never know what we don't have until we got it.
Most of happiest people not always have the best thing.. They just trying to make all the things in their life be the best thing.
Be your self a honest one, and you'll be sure that one of the scoundrel in this world decreased one.
The 99's answer from 100 questions is money.
People who don't want to think is lazy.. who can't think is a dumb and unbrave to think is a slave.
If you get suffer.. Thank God.. it's mean that you alive.

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Dumber n' Wiseman

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:11:00 +0000

A dumber could tell you about what he knows but a wise guy knowing what he told you.
Only a dumber an a dead man could never change their opinion.
Better lose from a wise man than win from a dumber.

Tell me more..

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Untittled

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:03:00 +0000

Can't say how i feel..

Can't tell if my heart would heal..

But i always knew from the start..

I never really had your heart..

So.. leave me now before i cry..

The pain is too much to say good bye..

But always remember..

In each tear i shed..

An "I Love You" left unsaid.

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Wait

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:59:00 +0000

"Wait", That's what i said before you went away..
"Wait", That's what I'm doing until today..
Wait forever i guess i will..
I just wish i could have told you "Wait.. I Love You".

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About Love

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:56:00 +0000

This is a few point from me about love:

Love is not beautiful.. Love doesn't set us free.. Love is Tiran.. It's fetter us, drive us to the long way to sacrifice.
Love is more like an art, It's hard to explain but beautiful to experience.
Love is when you lost your taste, desire, and romantic but you still care to her/him.
Love started with a smile, growing up with a kiss and finish with the tears.
The beginning of love is let the people who we love become his own self, and don't ever change her/him to a person that we want. If not.. then we only love our reflection that we found on him/her.

Tell me about your description about love..

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Some Advice

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:53:00 +0000

Don't ever get interested with someone because of his/her face, because the beauty of face can get you lost. Don't even get interested to his/ riches because it can be destroyed. Get interested with someone who can make you smile because only the smile could make your dark days become bright, Hope u can find people like that.
Dream about what you want to dream. Go to the places that you want to go. Be like the one who you like to be.. Because you only have one life and one chance to do what you want to do.
Look at all from another people point of view. If that hurt you, then it's really possible too it will be hurt another people.
Brightly future always depended on your forgotten past, you will never go through your life better if you never forget about your failure and painful on your past.
When you born you crying and people around you smiling'. Go through your life until the time when you die you make a smile and people around you cry.
Beware if people smile to you.. because a tiger show you his teeth when get angry.
get your attention to what people said.. don't get your attention to the people who said it.
Don't ever laughing to another people.. it will be your turn in a minute.
One time you get lie it will be twenty reason lie needed to support it.

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Reality Of Life

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:51:00 +0000

There is no beginning and ending. There is no cause and effect. There is no space and epoch. There is only to be.. Keep moving, expansion, evolution, hope the conclusion for nonsense because there is no conclusion in this life. But people only can be glorious in the middle of unconclusion. There is no regularly because it came from the great unregularly.

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Moment

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:44:00 +0000

You can't go after the moment. Moment come, and when it passed it's not a moment anymore, it become a memory, and memory couldn't bring us to anywhere. Memory is the rocks between the river stream, and we should be the stream, not the rocks. Everything happen without expecting. There is only one conclusion.. that is unconclusion. There is one deserve to be hoped to come.. that is unexpected. Stop to select what we want or not and stop to estimate about goodness and badness from anything. We lived not to judge but we are audience and observer.

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Brain

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:22:00 +0000

Our brain has seven basic responds to keep healthy and offer the whole world to us. I'll explain one by one for you..

Life and Dead Responds.
From this responds this life get description as a jungle of struggle and your destination just one.. SURVIVE.
Reactive Responds.
Responds where our brain seek for created identity. After passed this point, more complex requisites will be showing up. That is acknowledgment of our self. This property recommend us to authority concept, regulation and law.
Relaxation Responds.
In the middle of commotion materialistic world, brain that continuously active also need a rest. Brain want to be sure that out world not only a source for everything, and when it turn to inside, the fourth responds showing up.
Intuitive Responds.
Brain looking for information outside and inside. The external knowledge has the character of objective and the internal knowledge has the character of intuitive. On this level, brain started to learn on what on inside.
Creative Responds.
Human has capable to create and explore the fact. This ability come inside at fully moment. Miracle.. that we named inspiration look at the creator and from the reflection we taste a part as a creator.
Visioned Responds.
Brain has capability to directly contact with pure consciousness that not found in a materialistic world. On this level the fenomena called miracle or magic phenomena showing up.
Purely Responds.
Brain come from one cell that doesn't has any brain function. It came from one piece of life, subcategory even there are billion of nerves composition hanging to brain but brain doesn't lost it root on purely. That's The truly source. Something you don't have to think but exist.

From this seventh responds human looking out the world stretched out for them, and what they see depend on what responds they use to. Brain is a tool that prepared to us to playing with life and faith. The game depend on you.

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The Friend Who Stand By You

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:16:00 +0000

When troubles come to your soul to try..
You love the friend who just stand by..
Perhaps there is nothing she/he can do..
The things is strictly up to you,,

For there are troubles all ur own..
And paths the soul must tread alone..
Times when love can't smooth the road..
Nor friendship lift the heavy load..

But juz to feel u have a frenz..
Woo will stand by until the end..
Whose simpathy through all endures..
Whose warm hand clasp is always yours..

It helps somehow to pull you through..
Altough there is nothing she/he can do..
And so with fervent heart we cry..
God bless the frenz who just stand bye..

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For Someone Out There

mindless83@gmail.com (Feed Burner) — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 05:45:00 +0000

Dear My Lovely..
When i can't think of anything else..
when everything i care is about you..
When i rather sacrifice anything just for u..
And my heart beat rapidly when u lookin to my eyes..
I feel love..

When one hour feels like one day..
One day feels like one week..
One week feels like one month..
And when everythings i do seems incomplete..
Coz u r not by my side..
I miss u..

I will never know i have u until i lost u..
And when the time come..
I'll know how preciouse u are..
That is regret..
But it was too late..
Regret comes after all good things disappeared..
And bring tears an pain with it..
So.. I wanna say that "I LOVE YOU"
Coz i'll never know what will happen later..

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