I Am The Clay...

Friday Freebie!

2012-01-27T03:00:00.000-08:00

Alright! So, how did you like your first My Memories pack? They are fun, aren't they? Well, here are two more for you! :) If you're just joining us in the "Friday Freebies," please feel free to check out the recent post(s) to become acquainted. :)

Enjoy! Oh, by the way, would you be so kind as to simply leave me a message if you are taking advantage of these opportunities? Thanks so much!

Renee's Special Code: STMMMS39033

I'm Wealthy!

2012-01-25T11:22:00.000-08:00

I am a very wealthy woman! When I sit and ponder all that I have been given by my Lord, I see wealth untold! It is too much to comprehend!
My wealthy status is not based upon the "gold standard." Nor is it based upon the home wherein I live, the vehicle we drive, the clothes we wear, or the food we eat. It is not based upon the color of my skin, nor the vacations we take (though, we have never had a "real" vacation all the years we have been together!). It is not based upon our bank accounts, the church we attend, my husband's vocation, or any such thing. It is based upon you.
Yes, my wealth is in people: my family, my friends. If I were to sit and list all the people I have ever had in my life, still have in my life, and all the experiences marked with those people, I may very well lose count! Indeed, when I see you, I see value. I see importance. Not one person in my life is worthless. All have innumerable value to me.
We may never have met in person. We may have known one another all our lives. We may have only met once, never to speak again. We may have hurt one another, and our paths ended (at least on earth). We may always be connected in this life. However we are in one another's lives, God has allowed it to be, and to me that soul is priceless. I have so many priceless gems in my treasure chest!
All the relationships, all the people, all the experiences, give me opportunity to thank God, glorify His name, and humble myself before Him. I deserve not one of you in my life; yet, my good Lord has seen fit to allow you in my life, carefully selecting another precious gem to go into my treasure chest. You are not just some item stored away; rather, I always treasure, value, and meditate on your worth. I do not value you in my life only because you have some way to meet some need in my life, but rather you bring value because of the person God made you to be.
I love each person God has put in my life. By His grace, I see the worth of that soul He created. I desire to see that gem shine out His glorious light with every bit of their being. I desire for them to be supremely blessed of God, as He has seen fit to supremely bless me with such richness. He has used you to teach me, guide me, strengthen me, and draw me closer to Him. Indeed, I am a wealthy woman, and am undeserved of you all.

Monday Prayer Day

2012-01-23T14:36:00.000-08:00

Last night I finally finished reading the wonderful book, "Passionate Housewives Desperate For God," by Stacy McDonald and Jennie Chancey. It was hard to put down the book. I am definitely purchasing my own copy in the future!
It encouraged me in this blessed role of daughter to God, wife to Dear, and all things gloriously feminine. They helped expose even the most subtle of feministic thinkings: whether in the world or in Christian living. Wow. I am so glad I read it!
I am praying more diligently, and purposing more faithfully, to live as a glorious, feminine woman; not seeking to be this "tough gal." It does not mean I will be putting away the God-given strength I have, or the endurance He has built up in me, but rather, seek to use them and all feminine traits as He ordains. I will not hang my head for who God has created me to be, or how He wants to me to function!
So, this week, as we pray to the Lord, would you remember me? I definitely could use your prayers, as it will be a battle for a while. Growing up in a fallen world, it will take some time to undo some of the wrong thinking given this lady. However, with God's Word, tools in my apron :D, and godly women from whom to learn...I do believe God will have the victory in my life! I thank you in advance for your prayers.
Do you have any prayers you would like for me to add to my list? I will appreciate the honour of praying with and for you. Feel free to leave them here, or please visit my friend Gail's site to add to the list being accumulated there.

Friday Freebie!

2012-01-20T05:00:00.000-08:00

In order to encourage living more frugally, (after all, we did just write on budgeting!), I will be sharing a freebie today! Is not that a blessing! Something for free!
Anyone is able to participate in this give-away...For, there is no contest. That's right--no contest! I want to share with my readers something that My Memories Online has shared with me: a link that will allow you to download one of their creative designer packages. If you like making anything with photographs: scrapbooks, specially-made pictures, calendars, etc.; then, these downloads are for you!
You do not need their program in order to use them. Just simply download them. So, be ready for some creativity! Who knows, maybe there will be a contest later, where you get to share some of what you have made? ;)

So, for this week, here is your first Friday's Freebie Designer Pack:

Just click on the picture, & it will take you to the site where you can download this pack! Just to let you know, you will download all the "pieces" to make it look like this picture, or you can arrange it a different way. :)

**Don't forget, if I can, I will be posting a new Friday Freebie each week. Stay tuned for next week's free designer pack, brought to you by MyMemories!**

Renee's Special Code: STMMMS39033

My January Diary of Five

2012-01-19T05:00:00.000-08:00

I am seeing...

I am hearing...

my husband discuss his awe of Scripture.

I am smelling...

the comforts of home.

I tasted...

my homemade no-flour monster cookie bars.

I am feeling...

gratitude.

How To NOT Keep To A Budget!

2012-01-18T03:00:00.000-08:00

Today, my friends from The Imperfect Housewife, Victorian Rose, These Five Of Mine Plus Two, and The Straightened Path, and I are writing on the topic of the dreaded "B" word: "Budget." Yes, I said it. No, I do not need soap in my mouth!
"Budgeting" can be a scary topic. It means disciplining yourself, being responsible, and *possibly* doing without some desires. It means being a grown-up.
I know all too well how not to keep a budget. I am not an expert on keeping one; I am an expert at failing one! My friends are the experts. ;)
It is not as though I do not want to keep to it; but rather, I do. Yet, I find myself doing those things I do not want to do...Sounds like Paul and I have something in common (see Romans 7). What are some of those ways?
Some of the things in which I regularly indulge are those things not budgeted. And, if we do try to budget in our indulgences, we typically go over the allotted amount for the month. Not beneficial to keeping a scheduled budget, I might say!
I like to give in to those blessed frappuccinos, ice cream delights, dinners out at a restaurant (or take-home), retail therapy...You name it! Any way to spend money can be a way to not keep to a budget!
Anytime I spend money that should have been saved for a bill, savings account, or any other itemized account, I have done a big "No-no." I have shown to God, my husband, myself, and the rest of humanity my absolute inability to be a faithful steward. Aargh.
It is frustrating! I want to be good with my time, my talents, and my treasures on earth! God gives us money, and we are to wisely use it. It is not to be used, regularly, for those spontaneous desires of Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream, I'm-tired-so-let's-order-in-or-go-out-to-eat, I-really-like-that-movie-so-now-that-it's-on-disc-let's-buy-it, Why-don't-we-drive-out-to-just-window-shop?, Let's-go-out-for-a-date-night (every night!)-to-keep-the-spark-alive, I-need-to-fill-my-house-with-supplies-just-in-case-there's-a-massive-catastrophe-and-we're-the-only-source-of-reliable-easily-attainable-supplies-for-our-whole-town...Get the picture?
Those "once-in-a-while" gestures can easily morph into a regular occurrence. You get hooked. You become addicted. Rather than being content with what one has, and asking the Lord for those "wants," we decide to go ahead and spend that money. It is burning a hole in our pockets, after all. Nothing like experiencing the rush of an empty bank account!
Yet, since my friends and I started discussing "budgeting," I have been seeking to pay more and more attention to myself. There are many things for which my husband and I are responsible, and things we would like to have/accomplish. Those will become impossible if I am irresponsible in budgeting.
I need to die to self. In order to function as the good Lord unctions, I need to say "No!" to myself, and pretty regularly. If I want something, I am learning to share it with Christ. If He thinks I should have it, I will have it. If He thinks I do not have to have it, then I will not have it. That takes faith, and meekness, in His fatherly care.
So, in order for myself and others like me out there, we need to daily seek the Lord's guidance. Reading His Word, praying to Him (openly, honestly, and humbly), sharing with our husbands our sin (so they will guide us, pray for/with us, and know us), and meditate on God's Word regarding this sin in our life. If we practice walking with Christ daily in such a manner, it will not be long before those impulses are erased from us! In their stead will be godly desires, such as found in Proverbs 31:27a: "She looketh well to the ways of her household..."

Here are some encouraging, exhorting, straight-to-the-point quotes that will be undoubtedly a blessing in aiding in avoiding not keeping a budget:

"Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."

Matthew 26:41

"But put ye on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make not provision for the flesh, to fulfil the lusts thereof."

Romans 13:14

"Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God."

2 Corinthians 7:1

"This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh."

Galatians 5:16

"Dearly beloved, I beseech you as strangers and pilgrims, abstain from fleshly lusts, which war against the soul;"

1 Peter 2:11

Please join the rest of the series on the topic of "How To...Budgeting." You will be blessed, encouraged, and exhorted in your walk with Christ in this most important matter! Oh, BY THE WAY, there is a give-away associated with this series! We will be giving away to one of our readers these items:

1 year's free subscription to "Keepers At Home," which is a lovely quarterly periodical!
Wonderful, homemade goat's milk soap from Victorian Rose Soap Company
Lilla Rose Flexi-Clip from personal consultant Gail Harris
"The Good Wife's Guide" e-book from Time Warp Wife
"Blog Design On A Dime" e-book by Jacinda @ Growing Home

For those desiring to enter this lovely give-away package, please go to The Imperfect Housewife's site to enter the give-away! There, you will find the contest rules, entry opportunities, and entire run-down of it. God bless!

"How To $pend Money On A Budget" by Blair @ The Straightened Path

"How To Show Hospitality On A Budget" by Gail @ The Imperfect Housewife

"How To Be A Help Meet On A Budget" by Karen @ Victorian Rose

"How To Do Outreach On A Budget" by Kasey @ These Five Of Mine Plus Two

MY January Simple Woman's Day Book

2012-01-17T15:34:00.000-08:00

FOR TODAY

Outside my window...

God has covered the land with a beautiful white coverlet.

I am thinking...

That I am one blessed daughter of God to have been graced with such a gift of snow!

I am thankful...

for God in my life!

In the kitchen...

The no-flour cookies I made last night are nearly gone.

I am wearing...

my homely clothes, with a spirit of joy.

I am creating...

a new perspective.

I am going...

to Heaven some day!

I am wondering...

how my loved ones back east are doing.

I am reading...

"Passionate Housewives Desperate For God."

I am hoping...

that I haven't burned too many bridges.

I am looking forward to...

living according to Christ's will.

I am learning...

many things I believed were wrong.

Around the house...

there is a peaceful contentment.

I am pondering...

the ease in which anyone can become "religious," rather than simply obey God out of love.

A favorite quote for today...

"Fire can't burn a blood-washed soul."--The Blood Of An Old Rugged Cross Song

One of my favorite things...

Is to have spiritual songs & hymns play all day at home.

A few plans for the rest of the week:

Are now determined on the weather.

A peek into my day...

Monday Prayer Day

2012-01-16T15:23:00.000-08:00

Hi, all! Today is Monday, which means over here in my little corner of "bloggy world," it is an opportunity to share prayer requests and praises! Will you not join us? We would love to share this burden or joy with you!
Please visit The Imperfect Housewife's site to enter any requests or answers to your requests, as she is formally hosting this time. You are free to share here with me, too, if you would like. Please, do not hesitate. Prayers are so important, and siblings in Christ the world over praying for you is such a blessing!

Passionately Pleading

2012-01-12T23:13:00.000-08:00

This morning, by God's good grace, I read 2 Timothy for my devotional time. Lately I have struggled in maintaining any time allotted throughout my day to read God's Word, save for a few snippets here and there; or, not at all. Not pleased with my unfaithfulness, and a husband's concerned prayer, got me reading this morning. :)
As I read Paul's letter to Timothy, I felt his passionate pleading with his son in the faith. Over and over again, Paul exhorted Timothy to keep going. He did not want to see him fall in battle, or turn back, as others had. He wanted to see Timothy as a good soldier for Christ.
I also could sense Paul pleading with Timothy to not be ashamed of the persecutions that Paul was enduring for the sake of the Gospel. It was noted at the end of the letter that this was Paul's second letter to Timothy, after his second appearance before Nero. It is well known in history that Nero was a wicked man, especially towards the followers of Christ. It is not surprising to me, then, that so many forsook Paul, and recoiled at the "stink" of persecution. Nero was inhumane to Christians...To put it lightly.
However, Onesiphorus sought out Paul, going as far as Rome, to minister unto him. What faith! What brotherly love! In spite of all those who turned away when the going got rough, Onesiphorus went straight into the lion's den. Paul greatly needed that support, and made sure to note it in his letter to Timothy.
I also noticed Paul's great desire to see Timothy. Paul knew that his time on earth was near ending, and was asking for such personal effects as his cloke, some books, and some parchments. I saw such an intimate bond, to ask for such things, as well as ask Timothy to hurry. Over and over again, I saw such a fatherly tenderness in his speech with this dear son in the faith.
I saw all the exhortation to keep preaching the true Gospel, the true doctrines of Christ, and to avoid the false teachers who like to seduce (and successfully do so) silly women and those who have become weary of hearing the truth preached. He told him to hang in there, not give up, to know it is only going to get worse. Over and over, I felt as though Paul was preparing Timothy, (his spiritual son), for life on earth without him in it. I nearly cried.
I was so incredibly thankful for God letting me see this side to this epistle. It has always been easy to overlook things when reading; by reading as a textbook, or in a hurry, or always purposing to find some great spiritual truth. Reading it how it was meant to be read, to whom it was written, etc., and allow God to speak rather than trying to make Him speak, has blessed me many times over.
This epistle has encouraged me as a woman of Christ. I was moved at the passion in which Paul wrote, under God's inspiration. Though I am no preacher, nor ever will be, and never will be a pastor, I want to never be ashamed of the Gospel. I want to lived with a full-fledged love of the Lord and His Word. I want to minister to folks according to His will, even when the going gets rough.
I thank God that He has ever been so gracious and merciful to me. I know I have never had to face such an evil emperor like Nero. I know I have not had those I love in the faith turn their backs on me, like Paul experienced. I know that I have not had to ask folks not to be ashamed of my testimony in Christ, due to being persecuted for it.
I need to be more willing to speak to that grocery clerk about Christ when He prompts me to do so. I need to say "Praise the Lord," when He answers a prayer, even if it is at the doctor's office. I need to be joyful in Christ, even if others are uncomfortable with the love for Him He's given me to express for His glory.
Thank You, Lord, for getting me to read your Word this morning. Thank You for opening my eyes to something so beautiful, so passionate, so alive. May I, my family, and my home always be on fire for You, even when it is unpopular.

My First Successful Sourdough Loaf!

2012-01-11T15:16:00.000-08:00

Yes, yes, it is true! I have experienced the sheer delight of making, baking, smelling, and tasting my very first successful sourdough loaf! Praise God for like-minded folks, who graciously share their recipes online! Thanks especially to The Homemade Housewife for sharing her recipe, for that is the very recipe that garnered my success (and MOST OF ALL, prayers to the Almighty God and my Saviour! )
So, now I would like to share photographs and the recipe that has blessed me so! Enjoy!

Renee's Garlic Sourdough Loaf

1/2 cup sourdough starter

1.5 cups bread flour

1.5 cups whole wheat flour

5-7 garlic cloves, (large ones sliced, the rest whole)

1 tsp. sea salt

1.5 cups water

I took out my sourdough starter, and allowed it to get to room temperature.

Once room temperature, I added all the ingredients together in a plastic mixing bowl. I blended it thoroughly, then covered it with a damp, warm towel. I also replenished my sourdough starter, leaving it out on the counter overnight, covered with cheesecloth, before putting it back in the refrigerator. I let the dough sit out overnight to rise, making sure to give it at least 15 hrs., before flipping the dough over, and letting it rise again for another 2 hrs.

Once it had done its second rise, I buttered a 9-in. glass pie dish and placed the dough in it, and scored the top of the bread. I took another 9-in. glass pie dish, and placed it on top. I preheated the oven to 450 degrees, then baked the bread for 40 minutes. Once baked, simply slide out onto your bread plate, slice, butter, and enjoy!

I do have to say, homemade bread is a delectable delight to Dear as he enters our home from a long day at work. I'm sure he'll be utterly pleased when he comes home today! Want to try to give your man a little present: try this recipe!

A Gilded Birdcage? I Think Not!

2012-01-10T11:49:00.000-08:00

There used to be a time in my life where I saw my dwelling at home akin to being in a gilded birdcage. Though I wanted to be a keeper at home, not only because the Lord and Dear asked it of me, but because of the inner desire of my heart, I found myself "lacking." I would readily find reasons to "escape."
Since we do not have any children, yet, I am not as occupied as a mother would be. I do seek ways to fill my time. I am finding more and more ways in which to do it; as I look for ways to beautify, sanctify, and industrialize our home.
Nevertheless, I would run out to visit, run errands, go shopping (retail therapy), etc., all to fill my time. I would stare at my four walls thinking to myself, "Okay, what can I do now? All the chores are completed. I've already read the blogs for today. I've called everyone with whom I wish to speak. What's left for me to do?" Such woes had I!
Having such a habit is costly. Not only does it eat away at the finances, it eats away precious time and energy. I was not being a very good steward of that which God enabled me to use. I was giving it all away, rather than investing it in the life of my home. Not very smart budgeting, huh?
Lately, though, I have found myself longing for home all the time. I do enjoy visiting with folks, running errands, going shopping, etc. I don't begrudge those activities: only if they keep me from home too long. I find such pleasure being at the homestead, finding ways to occupy myself here: preparing for Dear, creating/following new recipes, reorganizing so that the home flows better, taking in all the blessings bestowed upon us, writing, and so forth.
I appreciate all the opportunities wherein the Lord has gifted me. I know that I am able to assist folks who need it, because He has allowed me to do so. Yet, I find myself longing for home. My haven, my abode, my life: my home.
One day, Dear and I will have children, by God's good grace. When we do, I greatly anticipate being with the children, and that I can be home with them all the time! I cannot wait to train, love upon, and interact with any children the Lord puts in our lives!To be home, and be home with children, would be such a blessed dream come true. To live such a life that has such purpose, such meaning...Wow! I cannot imagine having children, only to send them away for most of the day to have someone else care for them for me. They'll be gone soon enough--I want to enjoy them while I have them.
Being able to be home with them gives me such a joy. Seeing our home full of the love of Christ, love of family, love of home, love of church, love of life...Aah, sweet nectar indeed! I know I am blessed to be able to start my keeping at home now, so that whenever children do arrive it'll all flow so smoothly in the transition.
I am glad that God changed my "stinking thinking," as Debi Pearl has put it. I am glad that God has put such a strong desire to be at home and do all I can in the role of keeper at home He has given me. I don't want to work for another man. I don't want to work for anyone else but God, and Dear. :) I don't want to dwell out in the world, but in the home, the life that God intends for me. That place is home.

PROVERBS 31 WOMAN: SUCH A GODLY EXAMPLE IS SHE TO ME!

10Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies.

11The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her, so that he shall have no need of spoil.

12She will do him good and not evil all the days of her life.

13She seeketh wool, and flax, and worketh willingly with her hands.

14She is like the merchants' ships; she bringeth her food from afar.

15She riseth also while it is yet night, and giveth meat to her household, and a portion to her maidens.

16She considereth a field, and buyeth it: with the fruit of her hands she planteth a vineyard.

17She girdeth her loins with strength, and strengtheneth her arms.

18She perceiveth that her merchandise is good: her candle goeth not out by night.

19She layeth her hands to the spindle, and her hands hold the distaff.

20She stretcheth out her hand to the poor; yea, she reacheth forth her hands to the needy.

21She is not afraid of the snow for her household: for all her household are clothed with scarlet.

22She maketh herself coverings of tapestry; her clothing is silk and purple.

23Her husband is known in the gates, when he sitteth among the elders of the land.

24She maketh fine linen, and selleth it; and delivereth girdles unto the merchant.

25Strength and honour are her clothing; and she shall rejoice in time to come.

26She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness.

27She looketh well to the ways of her household, and eateth not the bread of idleness.

28Her children arise up, and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praiseth her.

29Many daughters have done virtuously, but thou excellest them all.

30Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: but a woman that feareth the LORD, she shall be praised.

31Give her of the fruit of her hands; and let her own works praise her in the gates.

One of the blessed creations I was able to make for dinner last night (thanks to being able to stay home and be imaginative!) was so simple, yet so delicious!

Renee's Pulled Turkey Sandwiches

2 - 3 cups leftover roasted turkey meat

2 cans Manwich Sloppy Joe sauce

3 - 4 Tbs. Hot sauce (or season to your liking)

Shred leftover turkey meat. Add all three ingredients in pot over medium heat on stove. Heat until warm. Serve on buns (I got a sesame seed French bread loaf, cut up in different sizes, and slopped on the goods. Yum!) Enjoy!

Avoiding That "Funky Fog"

2012-01-07T23:31:00.000-08:00

Please raise your hands if you ever have one of those "funky fog" days...weeks...or even--years. Oh, good, glad I'm not the only one! :)

Sometimes life seems "funky" to me. It is as though I can't quite get it together. It is as though my thoughts, words, and sometimes my life, just seem garbled. No matter how hard I try to formulate them in a sensible fashion, they don't always come out that way.

When life happens to run its course that way for me, I have seek to pray about it. I should remember to pray every time, you would think. Unfortunately for me, I haven't, and I suffer for the lack.

I usually find myself in a funk due to lack of prayer and lack of time with God's Word. Once I start practicing both regularly, (even praying in my head as I clean, cook, etc.), I find that the "funky fog" lifts rather quickly. My thoughts are established, and my day runs smoother. I find that my words flow better, and even when things aren't going well externally, at least internally I'm better.

I do appreciate the peace that the Lord gives to me when I'm in constant communion with Him. As I think upon His words throughout the day; talk to Him along my way; am non-hesistant to share about Him with others: life is joyful. However, when I neglect my relationship with Him, that is around the time when I notice the "funky fog."

There are times the "funky fog" is around me because I'm sick, (e.g., this past week, thanks to the "crud"). Yet even then, when my thoughts are on His thoughts, the sick fog doesn't minimize my internal being.

All that being said, I need to remember to stay my thoughts upon Jehovah. I know that my soul feeds upon His blessed Word, and I will find my greatest source of nourishment not from earthly bread, but from that which is Heavenly. I will find sweet, close communion as I consistently and constantly talk to Him. Let's see if I can keep it in practice!

Today, I'm linking up with these ladies:

http://www.thestraightenedpath.com/2012/01/motivation-monday-january-9-2012.html

For Me, Or For Him?

2012-01-05T15:18:00.000-08:00

     These past fews days I've been musing on my own lacking. I am remembering those days gone by, where I as a Christian had chosen to live as how I felt best, rather than God's good will. Every time I go down that road, I have a gut-wrenching ache within me.
     You see, I have never been "Miss Perfect." Oh sure, my little sister liked to get on my nerves by calling me such, ("Miss Goody-Two-Shoes," is actually the one I recall...Yes, sis, I remember!). Though for most of my life after being born again I sought to be a good Christian, it wasn't always that way.
     When I decided it was better for me to acquaint myself with non-believers, to the extent that I was carousing with them and partaking in their unholy deeds, I was wrong. When I chose that how I felt about a matter weighed more than the established judgment of my Saviour, I was wrong. I learned the hard way that He was right (1 Corinthians 15:33).
     Yet with all of that part of my history: the immorality, waywardness, etc., I am where I am today by God's good grace. He could have allowed me to endure much worse than I do today. Yet, He was merciful when I wouldn't have shown that much mercy, and has granted me grace where I would not have chosen to do the same (Hebrews 12:6, 7).
     In spite of my failures, because I repented (due to His pricking of my spirit), He turned me around and gave me another chance. He worked on the heart of my husband, who in turn repented and was born again. He is working on our marriage, making it a godly institution rather than an ungodly one.
     His impeccable grace and mercy is the reason I seek to live my life in such a manner (Romans 12:1). It is no small thing to be a Christian woman. Everyone has their eyes on you:  God, Satan, the world, your spouse (or future spouse), your children (or future children), your friends, your family, your church, and yourself...To name a few. Every time you fail, they know it. Every time you succeed, most of them know it.  Regardless of all eyes on you, it's wonderful to know that I'm living by the grace of God!
     To be a keeper at home, no easy task. You willfully subject and submit yourself to a man.  A spirit of joy and gratitude is essential. It doesn't always come easily, thanks to our flesh (Romans 7). There are many thankless days, and one must come to grips that you needn't always be thanked.  There are many jobs that need done, or else the home will run haywire. Guess who usually is the one to do it?
     Though the role of being a keeper at home is not for the faint of heart, it is one full of richness. You have the joy of knowing you're fulfilling the call of God in your life as a Christian woman. You know that everything you do to manage your home efficiently, effectively, and full of the love of Christ is never for naught--It all is in submission to God's will, and for His glory! It is an enabler of blessings: both to flow through you, and come to you (Titus 2:3-5).
     Even though I was a rebellious daughter to my Heavenly Father, and hurt not only Him but others in my life (and possibly my testimony), He has graciously and mercifully allowed me the opportunity to indulge myself in the blessed role of daughter of God and wife to Dear. He has given me a beautiful marriage, a beautiful home, and simply a beautiful life. None of these things did I earn, nor could I ever (Ephesians 2:8, 9).
     Since being graced with the opportunity of being a keeper at home for Dear, I do want to seek within all that God allows me to do so in such a way as to be a crown unto my husband (Proverbs 12:4). It thrills my heart to hear him genuinely praise me for my deeds. I know I need to do them regardless of praise--but, oh, the thrill in my heart! It is even a bigger joy to go to my Father in prayer, knowing I've obeyed Him out of a right heart, and in obedience; knowing that I didn't just have a heart for it, but I put feet to it as well.
     The little things that may not seem much to others are such blessings to me. An inexpensive tablecloth, cheerfully placed upon the table, enlivening the room. Hand-me-down plants, that are by God's grace thriving (so far ;D), hand-me-down furniture and decor, and God's glorious creation at which to admire every day right through my window...Ahh, yes, blessings indeed.
     I know that when my spirit is right, it makes the home. My walls aren't pristine, nor my carpets. We have a small home, but one full of things we use regularly and for which we are very thankful. We have tears here, scuffs there, faulty this over yonder...But, we have everything because we have Christ.
I do with what I have. I mend where I can, clean, organize, and seek to nurture and cultivate a home. It is no easy task. Yet, I am ever mindful of the grace whereby I have been gifted to fulfill such a blessed calling, and seek to do it 100%--for I do it for the One who saved me!
So, no longer should I muse on my failures of the past. I cannot change them. I've sought to make amends where they were needed, and must leave the rest in the Lord's care. I must move forward. I must appreciate what He's given me today, not bemoan of all the woes of yesteryear. I definitely should learn from them, but not live in them. I must live in today--not for me, but for Him.

And The Winner Is...

2012-01-04T15:06:00.000-08:00

There were a total of 34 separate entries! Thanks, girls, for taking advantage of all the different ways you could enter into this wonderful contest! 34 ENTRIES! :)
Each one of you had multiple entries, so that gave you MULTIPLE tries to win! However, since I can't give ALL of you a gift certificate, I had to pick just one...Or, rather, let an impartial party decide (the random number generator). Miss Blessed Momma had numbers 1-6 (for six entries), The Momma had numbers 7-10 (for four entries), Gabe & Becki had numbers 11-20 (for ten entries), KJean had numbers 21-26 (for six entries), and Melanie had numbers 27-34 (for eight entries). After tallying up all the entries, per person, in order per person, I put it into the generator...

...The random number generator came back with #4! That means Blessed Momma won the Lilla Rose Gift Certificate! So, here's what I need you to do for me, Miss Blessed Momma:

Email me your name & mailing address, so we can mail you your gift certificate--God bless!

2011 Recap

2011-12-31T23:10:00.000-08:00

Here it is, nearly into the new year of 2012 A.D. I have much for which to thank the Lord. He has wonderfully manifested Himself to me throughout the past year, 2011 A.D. His work in my life this past year has nurtured much growth: toward the way in which He would desire me.

2011 A.D. Re-Cap

The beginning of 2011 A.D. saw me endure much grief and depression. I struggled many times in my walk.
In April, I experienced a great RELIEF by some great ministering, by the Lord through Dear, that I so desperately needed. The previous months' woes were quickly and graciously lifted.
The very last day of June saw my brother-in-law entering into the hospital. The next few days were so crucial. He nearly died the first few days he was there. He would not go home until November.
In August, Dear and I got clear direction from God in some very important issues in our lives. Since then, we have been praying, studying, preparing, and seeking His face to follow Him all the way in this avenue of our lives.
In the fall, my husband and I started letting those near to us, and for whom it would affect, know of our decision regarding Christmas.
November saw my brother-in-law out of the hospital, and started on the long road of recovery!
Today. Today I am reminded of how much God has given me. I am reminded of how little I have given to Him. I am overwhelmed by the fact that in spite of this great imbalance, He still gives me love! I am reminded that over 17 years ago, when I came in child-like faith to Him for His salvation, forgiveness, and new life, that He willingly, quickly, and forever gave me Himself: Jesus Christ. I am reminded that though I have failed Him, in "big" ways and "small" ways, that He has shown patience with me. He has given me opportunity after opportunity to "get it right." Though each lesson gets harder, nevertheless it is done in His same grace. I am reminded, today, that I am a most blessed lady to have THE GOD and THE KING OF KINGS and THE HOLY SPIRIT ever present with me.

Today's Lesson

2011-12-30T17:46:00.000-08:00

This morning after praying for a continual joyful attitude came a rough start to the day. Today, I was scheduled to clean for Miss M. So, as I was making my bed this morning close to 7:30 AM, I heard pounding from underneath my feet. I didn't think I was walking loudly, or making much noise, but I guess I had. I didn't feel very pleased with myself, to say the least.

I was very saddened that I had displeased my relatively new neighbors below me. It wasn't that long ago that there was a noise issue that had to be addressed, and had taken place in our home. They were friendly about everything, and very forgiving. I did not want another issue.

So, after the pounding from underneath, I quietly sat on my bed, gaining composure. I want to have a good testimony with my neighbors, and it didn't seem as though it was getting off on the right foot...I prayed, and God helped me finish my morning, more quietly, and head over to Miss M's house.

Already running a few minutes late, I figured the Lord was sparing me from some traveling danger. Halfway to her house, I noticed something on my left side peripheral vision, near the visor. It was a spider! Eek! After being bitten many times, I don't appreciate them as maybe I should.

Trying not to swerve as I traveled 50 mph, I quickly pulled into the Plaza Market nearby to dispose of the creature. The last thing I wanted was it nesting in my hair. Disposed of, and still praying, I finished my route.

Almost to her home, again, I realized I had forgotten to bring the reusable bags and Tupperware I told her I would bring, from the previous night's discussion. Nearly 30 minutes from home, I wasn't turning around. Due to my being flustered over the pounding on my floor (neighbor's ceiling) this morning, I could have easily walked out without my head screwed on straight.

However, as I neared her home, I paid much closer attention to the cd of music to which I had been listening. I was reminded of my great salvation, given to me by my great God. Nothing could take away the peace of knowing I belong to the King of kings and Lord of lords. No matter what happened, I would always have peace knowing I have a home in Heaven. I have a very real and right relationship with Jesus Christ and God, thanks to His sacrifice.

I realized that all these things were being used to strengthen my resolve to keep my cool in any situation, stay in a constant mode of prayer, and always give thanks for God being in my life. I know I never perfectly perform according to His will every day, but that is my desire. Today, I had also given in to some ever-present temptations in my life. Though I pray about it, and see them coming all the time, I am rebellious in the fact that I am not being more disciplined according to the truth of God: I needn't give in to those temptations, but run to Him and He'll deliver me. Thank God for the book of I Corinthians and James, in case I get a big head about myself.

Nevertheless, I know my Lord loves me, and is quick and willing to forgive me my sins when I confess and forsake them. He always reminds me of His redemption in my life. The song I sung over and over again in the car today reminds me of that great love He had, and has, for me. Thank You, Lord, for teaching me of joy, grace, and mercy...All in one day.

Redeemed, redeemed, thank God I'm set free: from the hands of the great enemy!

Plucked out of his hands, by the Son of man: redeemed from the hands, of the great enemy!

Friday Freebie!

2011-12-30T08:30:00.000-08:00

Alright, folks! I want to see you enter for your chance to win the blessed gift of a certificate for a Lilla Rose Flexi-Clip, valued up to $15! I'm ready to share a free entry to any who choose to participate! All you have to do is go to my post regarding the give-away contest, and comment "Friday Freebie." That's it! You don't have to go share it, join, or anything!

So...What are you waiting for?

My Homemade Ventures

2011-12-29T11:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I got an itch to start looking for homemade recipes for all sorts of things. Lotion, toothpaste, ketchup...All except soap [I do eventually want to learn how to do it, but I'm going to let my friend over at Victorian Rose Soap Company keep at it for me ;)]. I am also happily anticipating making my own tinctures, poultices, salves, and other healthy concoctions next year, thanks to Shoshanna at Bulk Herb Store.
I did start working on some more homemade goodness yesterday. Instead of just researching, I started on my first sourdough-making project! I was so excited to find that it is such a simple recipe! I only needed to head down to the local shoppe to get an item I was missing to get it going.
My husband and I L-O-V-E sourdough breads! Since it's too expensive for us right now to buy all the time, I had to figure out a less-moolah way to have our blessed bread. Lo and behold, my bread machine book had a recipe for a starter!
I was so excited to share with Hun the thrill of creating my first sourdough starter when he came home. However, though he enjoys the finished creation, he doesn't always find the thrill in the process as I do sometimes. He kindly humored me, even coming over to smell the beginnings of the fermentation process.
I was surprised that it didn't take very long to get that process going. I guess since our tiny abode was rather pleasantly warm, (with the heater going, two cats, and three adults: one of Dear's friends came over for dinner), it isn't too surprising. I find amazement in some of the smallest ways. :)
So, as I was thinking this morning, I thought to myself: "Wouldn't it be nice to share this wonderful recipe to other folks? Who knows, there may be other sourdough-loving people out there!" There are so many things you can do with sourdough: garlic sourdough (one of my absolute favorites!), ______ herb sourdough, sourdough bagels, sourdough English muffins, sourdough bread, etc.

BASIC SOURDOUGH STARTER

1/2 cup warm water (around 105degrees Farenheit)

2 cups warm water (around 105 degrees Farenheit)

2.5 tsp dry yeast

2 cups bread flour (or all-purpose flour, sifted)

1 Tbs honey (Or sugar, but I prefer honey since it's natural. If you want another all-natural substitute, try Stevia or Agave Nectar.)

**You will need cheesecloth, a non-metal large mixing bowl, and non-metal utensils.**

In a large mixing bowl, pour the yeast. Add 1/2 cup warm water, and stir with a wooden or plastic spoon until pretty well dissolved. Add the other 2 cups warm water, flour, and honey (or substitute), mixing well with a wooden/plastic spoon until smooth. (When I did this step, some of the dough stuck to my mixing spoon. I simply grabbed another one, using it to get off the dough.)

Cover the bowl containing your sourdough starter dough with a 100% cotton cheesecloth. Let the mixture stand at room temperature, covered, for 5 - 10 days, until it has the strong fermented odor. Stir 2 - 3 times a day. The warmer the room, the faster the fermentation.

Once you're ready to store the finished dough, transfer to a glass jar, cover with 100% cotton cheesecloth, and refrigerate until use. Do NOT cover tightly or use a metal lid. (Try a rubber band around the neck of the jar, loosely, to keep the cloth on it.)

When you're ready to use some of the starter, bring the desired amount to room temperature. For each cup of starter used, replenish remaining starter by adding 3/4 cup flour, 3/4 cup lukewarm water, & 1 tsp. honey (or substitute). Cover and let mixture stand at room temperature for at least 1 day or until it's bubbly. Refrigerate starter for later use.

If you don't use the starter w/in 10 days, stir in 1 tsp. honey (or substitute). Repeat every 10 days unless you've replenished the starter (then count from that replenished date).

If any of you have made your own sourdough bread, I'd love to hear how you made it! If any of you join me on this fabulous venture, please let me know what you do! Thanks, & enjoy!

**P.S. DON'T FORGET ABOUT THE GIVE-AWAY CONTEST, FOR A FLEXI-CLIP GIFT CERTIFICATE VALUED UP TO $15! IF YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS OR FAMILY MEMBERS THAT YOU THINK WOULD ENJOY HAVING A LOVELY HAIR CLIP, OR FOR YOURSELF, PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO ENTER!**

My Give-Away Reminder

2011-12-28T11:12:00.000-08:00

Hi! I wanted to remind everyone of the blessed give-away contest I'm allowed to host! Miss Gail @ The Imperfect Housewife is giving away 1 Lilla Rose Flexi-Clip gift certificate, valued up to $15, to one of my readers!
Remember, you must come back here and post on the announcing post's comment page, to let me know which entries you're doing. I don't want anyone to miss out! I have loved mine (wearing it now as I type), and am excited for whoever the blessed gal will be!
I'm joining Raising Homemakers today for their Wednesday link-up, sharing the good news with the ladies over there. Why don't you check out that lovely site, and see what everyone else is sharing, too? Blessings, friends!

Clicking on this picture of me wearing my Flexi-Clip will take you to the give-away announcement post!

Some Exciting News!

2011-12-28T07:00:00.000-08:00

Have you been curious about that which I am excited? I know I've been anticipating telling you! So, here goes:

A couple weeks ago, my dear friend, Gail, from The Imperfect Housewife, contacted me. She is now a Lilla Rose consultant. She wanted to give me a present from them. :)
For some of you unfamiliar with Lilla Rose, they are a wonderful company full of lovely hair products! I personally enjoy their flexi-clips. My friend, Gail, was ever so kind to give me one!
Last week, to my delight, as I opened my mail there was a package from Lilla Rose! I almost did a happy-dance outside...So, I waited until inside and in my bathroom. :) She left it a surprise as to which one she was sending me. When I saw the one she picked, I was thoroughly pleased!
I have been trying it out ever since. The very night I was able to take a picture of it in my hair. The rest of the time I've been trying out different techniques; some, as I go, some, from the site. Dear enjoys seeing it in my hair...Therefore, I've been hinting at going over to their site for any *ahem* presents he might enjoy seeing me have. :)

One of the things I love about the flexi-clip is that it is so easy to use, yet so elegant! You can make any up-do or ponytail look lovely! They come in different sizes, for different hair types, or for different things you want to do with your hair. They have all sorts of styles, and other hair things other than the flexi-clip: hair pins, hair sticks, hair bands, and even some jewelry!
What I also enjoy about Lilla Rose is that they aren't too expensive. Mine only cost $14! This clip is sturdy, too. You'll get your money's worth out of these products!
Isn't receiving non-junk mail fun? Especially when it's from those you love, things you love, and from folks that love you back! She is such a good friend!
She also wanted to be a good friend another way--giving away another flexi-clip, but this time to one of my readers! Now, isn't that wonderful, or what? I'm so excited for you!
Here is what you'll be getting: A flexi-clip gift certificate, valued up to $15, if you win! You will be thrilled to get one of them!
Here is how you can enter:

WORTH ONE ENTRY: Become a "follower" of my blog. Over on the right-hand side of my site, there is a button under "Family, Friends, & Acquaintances--All Are Welcome!" that says "Join This Site." Click on that link to join, if you haven't already. If you already are following my blog, please leave a comment stating such.
WORTH ONE ENTRY: Become a "follower" of Gail's blog, The Imperfect Housewife. Come back and tell me, (I will check to verify). If you already follow her blog, please simply state it in your comment.
WORTH ONE ENTRY: Go to Gail's Lilla Rose page on Facebook to "like" it. Come back and let me know. :)
WORTH ONE ENTRY: Share my button, located on the right of my blog's page under "Free To Share!" on your site. If you do so, please come back and let me know, along with a link for it so I can go see!
WORTH ONE ENTRY: Share Gail's button, over at The Imperfect Housewife, on your site. If you do so, please come back and let me know, along with a link for it so I can see.
WORTH THREE ENTRIES: Share on Facebook and Twitter this give-away! Please share the link for this blog post, so as I can go on Facebook and verify that you shared it. If you share on Twitter, share the link, and use the code #moldingintoalady at the end of your post. Come back and leave a comment for EACH/EITHER method you employed.
WORTH FIVE ENTRIES: Blog about it! Share the link to my site, as well as a link to Gail's Lilla Rose FB page. If you blog about it, please come back and not only comment that you did so, but share the link to it. :)
WORTH FIVE ENTRIES: Go to her Lilla Rose website, and look over all the flexi-clips. Be sure to watch the styling video, to get ideas of how you can use it in your hair. After you have figured out your size of flexi-clip as well as style you want, come back and let me know! Leave a comment telling me which one you most liked. :)
WORTH FIFTEEN ENTRIES: If in the course of this give-away you go to her Lilla Rose website and order something from her site, you will earn fifteen extra entries! Just let me know if you did so, and I will verify with Gail.

**FOR EACH ENTRY, PLEASE LEAVE ONE COMMENT. LEAVE ONE COMMENT FOR THOSE SPECIAL ENTRIES THAT EARN YOU 5+ ENTRIES AT ONCE. JUST LET ME KNOW FOR WHICH ENTRY YOU ARE POSTING. I CANNOT COUNT INCOMPLETE ENTRIES. I WILL BE USING A RANDOM NUMBER GENERATOR TO PICK THE WINNER AT THE END OF THE GIVE-AWAY CONTEST. THANKS!**

There you have it! 36 entry possibilities! The winner will be announced a week from today. I'm so excited for you! :) Now, I leave you with lovely photos of various hair styling ways with different flexi-clips & other products from Lilla Rose.

I'm So Excited, And I Just Can't Hide It!

2011-12-23T18:18:00.000-08:00

I am SO EXCITED! I am SO HAPPY! I haven't been this thrilled over a small (size) item in such a long time! I can't wait to tell you all about it....

...NEXT WEEK!

My Really Cheesy Alfredo Roast Tip Penne Regato

2011-12-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

So, I was perplexed of what to do with my leftover roast meat and some soon-to-be-retired tomatoes. Since I was craving homemade alfredo sauce, I decided to create something. Something magnificent.
I couldn't just keep this home-made recipe to myself! I wanted to share it with you all...So, here it is:

Renee's Really Cheesy Alfredo Roast Tip Penne Regato

(Sauce)

1/2 stick unsalted butter

4 - 6 cloves pressed garlic

8 oz. bag of Italian Blend Cheese

5 oz. container of Romano & Parmesan Blend cheese

1 1/2 cups raw milk (or you can use heavy cream instead)

Generous sprinkling of parsley

(Rest of Recipe)

1/2 lb. lightly seasoned leftover New York Roast, chopped

Generous sprinkling of Italian Seasoning (or make your own)

2 Tbs. olive oil

4 - 6 cloves pressed garlic

2 ripe beefsteak tomatoes, chopped

1 small onion, chopped

Sprinkling of salt

1 box of penne regato pasta

In a saucepan, I melted the butter in with the milk and garlic, on low-medium low heat. While that was melting, I added the chopped meat with the oil and garlic in a large frying pan. I kept it on medium. Once the butter was melted in the milk, I let it cook on medium-low for about five minutes. I added the tomatoes and onions to the steak, as well as the rest of the seasonings. I cooked the pasta according to box directions. I let it cook on medium, watching to stir it to cook thoroughly and not stick. Once the sauce had cooked for about five minutes on medium-low, I added all the cheese and parsley, stirring it in thoroughly. To get the cheese the blend well with the milk, I used a fork to fold it in while it cooked. I turned the heat down on the steak concoction to low, while I focused on the sauce. Once the sauce was well blended, I added the steak and sauce to the pasta--YUM! It goes great with garlic bread. :)

W.o.W. Wednesday!

2011-12-21T07:00:00.000-08:00

As I have been reminded of the frailty of life this past week, and how blessed we are by God to be spared for each and every day we are on this lowly plain, I appreciate this song written by this man. It reminds me of how precious each moment is, and how loving my Saviour is to have bestowed Himself to me. Tell me, do you know Him as your Saviour?

WHERE WILL YOU SPEND ETERNITY?

Elisha A. Hoffman (1839 - 1929)