Sydneytherealme

The final Cut

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 00:00:00 +0800

The secret
I hid from them
A life
I shared
I vend my bdy
I sold my soul

But there I was
Dancing
Naked
against the light.
Against the shadows of the
whistles and creams.

Lust

Darkness

Alas! The last piece of me was gone.

Then, the lights went on.
Every skin was exposed.

Silence.

Terror.

Them.

My last dance.

I pray for miracle!

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Wed, 14 Jan 2009 12:43:00 +0800

Tomorrow is the day that my boss told me that I'm going to laid off. I'm so sad to hear this news. I hope and pray that tomorrow will be a miracle for me and for my co workers. It's been five months that I worked as job order in the Local Government Unit here in Tacurong City. For five monthsI learned so much. I learned to mingle and care for others feelings.

Naruto Shippuuden

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:17:00 +0800

I'm a big fan of Naruto. I love anime'. That's why after my office work I find time to watch their series. I never miss any single episodes. You can tell me that im addicted to Naruto Shippuuden. I like his corny jokes and his fighting spirits. I learned the value of friendship through his video. He really cares for his friends. No matter what happen he will fight for them and he stand for what he believe in.

Pain

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 15:08:00 +0800

Burned by the flame of sorrow...
Drowned in the ocean of hate...
Trapped in the darkness of loneliness...
She tried to get out of hell...

Struggled just to find a way...
Where she could perceive an illumination...
Trying to escape the pressure...
That smothered her to death

The hands of suffering around her neck...
That horrible sensation tormenting her...
It never stops its haunting...
Until her life is taken...

I love poetry

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Thu, 1 Jan 2009 14:33:00 +0800

I love to read poem. Here are my friends collections that he wants me to post in my blog.

INSOMNIA

My thoughts floating in the air
As if everything, does not exist
But the reminiscence of love and care
To you I gave, you did resist...

After all this to you I plea
If you just let me be
Halt all my horrors at night
To free my heart from a strange fright...

All this I never wish to end
Lying in my bed
Watching as everything disappears
As I cry an ocean of tears...

My greatest fear

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 14:54:00 +0800

All of us has fear. My greatest fear is rejection. I don't want to be rejected by the people I love. I remember one incident in my life that I feel rejected. I have huge crush with this girl. She was my classmates. All I did everyday is to stare at her beautiful face. She was my inspiration. But later on, I learned from a friend that my buddy was now her boyfriend. OUCH! It hurts.

I was a best man

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Fri, 26 Dec 2008 22:40:00 +0800

When my child hood friend Arriane told me that I'm his best man in his wedding day. I was shock. My reasons were:

I don't know what to do
I have work
I'm nervous

It was my first time to be a best man in a wedding. Usually my always role is one of the grooms men. I took whole day absent to support my friend on his wedding day. The wedding's outcome was terrific. The bride was lovely in her bridal gown and so my friend. I congratulate them and I wish them happiness and I hope they will be a responsible parent in their future sons and daughters.

Love

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Thu, 25 Dec 2008 22:51:00 +0800

I fell so much love because my family and friends are with me in this yuletide season. We bond in drinking sessions!hehehehehe! I will surely miss them when they will return to their work places. As for me, I will prepare myself next year for more fun and exciting moments with them. Thanks Guys for the wonderful moment we share with each other. I hope we can do it again next year.

"Fly like an Eagle"

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Wed, 24 Dec 2008 23:07:00 +0800

I imagine I was like an eagle. Flying and soaring his wings wherever he may go. It's like you have all the freedom in the world. You will enjoy and see the beautiful views from below. I remember the song entitled "fly like an eagle" by seal. He was a very good singer.

Busy day!

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 00:00:00 +0800

It's the last day of work before our christmas break but now there are plenty of clients to transact in our office. How I wish I will finish this up as early as possible so that I can get home and help my sister in tomorrows big event. So guys, I wish you a very wonderful Xmas a head of you!

Our Performance

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 00:00:00 +0800

Hi! guys.. Here's the video that me and my officemates perform during Inugyunay festival. I'm at the center and I'm Santa Claus. Hope you enjoy watching our performance.

Sunday today!

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Sun, 21 Dec 2008 00:00:00 +0800

I'm planning to hear mass today and help my cousins prepare the things that we will going to use in our upcoming Christmas party on the 23rd. I'm so excited to be with them. My cousin and I are bonded with each other. We have lots of fun. We played basketball on weekends. Ohhh!! I have to prepare on Monday, I have tons of work in the office!!

My Dance Moves

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Sat, 20 Dec 2008 19:04:00 +0800

I miss to update my blog because I was busy rehearsing our pop dance for our Christmas party activities. Our effort is worthy because we won the first place. I discover how good I'am in dancing. My Mom and my sister are proud of me. For the first time they saw me dancing, I had fun performing my moves in the stage. Next year I'll be performing again. Hope you Guys, watch my performance again.

It's supposed to be our 4th year anniversary today!

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Fri, 19 Dec 2008 21:47:00 +0800

Oh my God! I remember this day! This is supposed to be our 4th year anniversary with my long time girlfriend. The memories still linger in my head that this day we exchange I love yous with each other. But sad to say, this day will just be part of my memories with her! It hurts to think the memories that we have shared. I hope and pray that she is happy right now, wherever she may be. Take care my friend!

Mom and Dad 28th Anniversary

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Thu, 18 Dec 2008 22:00:00 +0800

In two days time my mom Lynnie and Isidro celebrate their 28th wedding Anniversary. I congratulate both of them for staying that long. I love my parents. I'm proud of them especially for their accomplishment in raising and teaching us on how to be responsible person. To you Mom and dad cheers!

I love food!

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 22:11:00 +0800

I'm craving for foods that suites my appetite. My mom loves to prepare foods for me before when she stayed home. But now she is working I have to do it by myself. How I wish I could turn back the hands of time. I really miss my mother pampering me! Mom, when you read this post... Please prepare my favorite dish!

It hurts!

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 21:42:00 +0800

It feels like I bump into a 10 wheeler truck that I can no longer live. I have to search the answers to my questions. What have I done wrong? Why did she leave me? Is it me who has problem in handling a relationship? Am I not enough for her? All of these question keep bugging my head. Maybe I need to consult a guidance counselor or a psychiatrist.

Breaking up is hard to do!

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Sun, 14 Dec 2008 21:38:00 +0800

I never escape from hurting. It's because my girl friend for four years broke up with me recently. I feel I carry the earth in my shoulder. It really hurts because I thought she is the right one for me. I imagine that both of us can walk down in the aisle. But what has been done can never been undone. I guess, I have to move on with my life. Focus in my work and family. I always pray that time will come I will meet a right woman for me.

Double Cheese Pizza Bites

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Sat, 13 Dec 2008 13:36:00 +0800

I love to eat this snack. It satisfy my cravings every time I think to eat. I also love to share it to my sister. My mom used to cook this. But now she is working she has no time to prepare this wonderful snack for us. I hope she will find time to prepare this snack.

Ellen DeGeneres & Britney Spears Go Christmas Caroling

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 14:04:00 +0800

Britney Spears stopped by "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" to spread some holiday cheer.

Britney and Ellen went Christmas caroling around Los Angeles in classic costumes.

The two will share their carols on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" airing Tuesday, December 16th.

Mariah Carey Chooses her Personal Fashion Designer

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Tue, 9 Dec 2008 15:19:00 +0800

Pop star Mariah Carey has chosen who will be her Luscious Pink personal dress designer -- and ET stylist Anya Sarre has the exclusive.

To celebrate the launch of her new fragrance, Mariah Carey's Luscious Pink, Mariah gave the ultimate design challenge to her fans - design a pink dress for her to wear that captivates the essence of her perfume.

The winning dress design will be produced three times - one for Mariah to wear, one for the designer to wear and the other to be auctioned off to benefit Susan G. Komen for the Cure.

Mariah shares her scent, Lucious Pink, with Anya and reveals who won -- and where she plans to wear her new custom-made dress!

The Anti-Flu Diet

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Mon, 8 Dec 2008 14:43:00 +0800

Sometimes a flu shot works, and sometimes it doesn't. To increase your odds of staying well this winter, eat more apples, blueberries, broccoli, spinach, lettuce, and onions. They all contain quercetin, a powerful antioxidant shown to reduce the risk of flu in mice.
Research has also linked high consumption of quercetin with catching fewer colds, says University of South Carolina researcher J. Mark Davis, PhD. His virus-avoiding strategy (besides steering clear of those who are sick and being vigilant about hand washing) includes loading up on quercetin-rich foods. Best of all, he says, are red onions, which have quadruple the quercetin of most other produce. Eat them raw or cooked, though cooking foods with quercetin may make the antioxidant more easily absorbed.

Jamie Foxx Weighs in on Obama’s Dog Choice

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Sun, 7 Dec 2008 14:41:00 +0800

Every one are glad to their next president. As Americans continue sending in their recommendations for the next White House hound, Jamie Foxx is speaking out about his pick for the next presidential puppy!

"A pitbull," the Academy Award winner told the Associated Press.

"[I'm] trying to pick out Barack Obama's Christmas puppy right now, so we're working hard on that," Foxx joked with the AP. "I think I'm going to get him a pitbull, we just got to keep it street."

The actor turned singer went on to say that he is "celebrating the new president."

Foxx will release his third album entitled Intuition on December 16.

GIKUMOT-KUMOT BY KANTEEN

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Fri, 5 Dec 2008 00:00:00 +0800

I love this song that's why I uploaded their video in you tube. I want you guys to enjoy just like I do..

Inspiring Message

noreply@blogger.com (Sydney) — Thu, 4 Dec 2008 12:49:00 +0800

An Angel says, 'Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen,

you have worried in vain.. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice.'

1. Pray..

2. Go to bed on time.

3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.

4. Say No to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that will compromise your mental health.

5. Delegate tasks to capable others.

6. Simplify and unclutter your life.

7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many.)

8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.

9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time; don't lump the hard things all together.

10. Take one day at a time.

11. Separate worries from concerns. If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the

anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.

12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases.

13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.

14. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.

15. Do something for the Kid in You everyday.

16. Carry a Bible with you to read while waiting in line.

17. Get enough rest.

18. Eat right.

19. Get organized so everything has its place.

20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.

21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.

22. Every day, find time to be alone.

23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go

to bed to try and pray.

24. Make friends with Godly people.

25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.

26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good 'Thank you God.'

27. Laugh.

28. Laugh some more!

29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.

30. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best they can).

31. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most).

32. Sit on your ego.

33. Talk less; listen more.

34. Slow down.

35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe.

36. Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for that you've never been grateful for before.

GOD HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU.

'If God is for us, who can be against us?'

(Romans 8:31)

My instructions were to send this to four people that I wanted God to bless and I picked you.

I decided to send it to more than four, because I didn't want to limit blessings.