Life as I Know It

Bubbles

2012-11-11T17:04:00.002+08:00

What is love to me? I would say.... it's like bubbles.

Rainbow colours at the bottom as it shines under the sunlight. Floating in the air calmly and looks beautiful when there's a lot of it. :)

But, once the wind blows, it'll burst in the blink of eye. :(

Just like love. When two person fell in love with each other, everything seems perfect, beautiful and colourful. Most of all, it gives you HOPE. However, when problems occur, your heart just crushed *snap*

Sem Break!

2012-07-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

8 years <3 how time flies :')

Well, just ended my finals for Sem 1 of Degree. Now waiting for the results and currently on sem break. Did VERY BADLY for my econs paper. I dunno what the hell im crapping in my answer sheets and there's a simple questions which I thought I can get some marks from there. Unfortunately, for the last 3 minutes before the test gonna end, I just realize I wrote the wrong thing! GONE. I almost break down when I told my friend about it. I got a feeling that Im gonna retake for that bloody paper! :'(

Been going out a lot (Im broke!) and slacking at home recently. Guess I kinda enjoy this 1 month holiday which I get to catch up with my old friends and watch movies and dramas which I've missed when I was really busy. :) heh and watching Running Man (not a korean fanatic but it was AWESOME)! Yeah.. Just a short blog to keep my blog alive HOHOHOHO

From left: Jassica, Pricilla, Steph, Melissa

Ir España, Ir!!

2012-06-24T10:35:00.001+08:00

Morning world! It's 10.28am now, Sunday! =D And guess what.. Spain WOOONNNNN!!!!! Weee~ Well, I din watch the match tho. Coz it's late and I need to get up early do my assignments all. :( So yeah.. To those football die hard fans. Sorry. At least I SUPPORT THEM! =D

Im half way giving up on You. Guess this is what you really want from me. Progress: 5% :)

The Guy

2012-06-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

The Guy, She used to love him (she still do). The Guy, She hate him so much now. So much that She can barely handle it no more. Her heart is so weak suddenly. She can feel that her heart have been slowly torn down piece by piece. And She has tried to rebuild it, but again, her heart slowly torn down piece by piece and the same process goes on..

She has been forgiving him a lot of time for making her mad and not treating her the right way. A lot that She can even barely count how many times it is. She have no other choice but to forgive him that's because She still love him. Yes, She admitted that She is naive when She fall in love with a person. But, isn't it when you love a person, you tend to do and think dumbly, no?

This time She has tried to forgive him again. But She couldn't do so. What he did and told her.. it's excruciating. He talk to her rudely, that's fine. Maybe that's how he talks to other people as well. Maybe that's just him. Then, he told her that She keep nag him like a granny. Well, She didn't nag him. That's because She has asked him that same question 3 times but he still haven't answer her. C'mon, when you want to know something or you just curious about something, of course you will keep asking that person until he answer you. No? What do you expect her to do? If she doesn't ask anything, the conversation is just so... plain, empty. Since he doesn't really talk a lot.
Sometimes She did not find him for a talk that's because She want to give herself and him a break. If She keep find him for a talk everyday, She afraid that She will annoy him. Plus, She doesn't want to be that person who always start the conversation first.

She's also angry at him is because She feel like he's using her.... like a float (taking advantage on her). She doesn't know what She said or did to him that makes him change his mind and started to treat her differently than last time. He just left a girl who love him feel so lost. Trying to figure out what he wants from her. There's one day he told her that She's more like a sister to him. That word, has make her immediately burst out into tears and She feel so hurt after hearing that. But that's ok. She went through with it. She is optimistic. She thinks that maybe that's good for him and her. She was hoping that one day he will find her, apologies to her and tells her the truth. She is still hoping for that ONE DAY.

Degree

2012-04-21T12:38:00.000+08:00

These few weeks have been tortured me REAL BAD. For those kids out there who think Uni's life is all about having fun, stalking hot guys/pretty girls and playing dress up, U're so FUCKING wrong! Wait till U see those assignments that thrown by ur evil lecturers.

These few weeks I think I've messed up my life. I cried, begin to have no confident and lots of negative thoughts booming in my mind. All those assignments these days and tests (coming soon) makes me anxious and stressed. I begin to think again, am I making the right choice? #Idoubtso

ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!

Orientation Day

2012-03-22T01:08:00.003+08:00

So, yesterday was my 1st day of Orientation Day in Lancaster University. Well, still in Sunway University. But I'll be taking 2 certs fyi. One is Sunway and the other one is Lancaster. And our exam papers will be send over to the main Lancaster Uni which is in UK. And it's pretty scary to me. Coz they way they mark our papers may be stricter than over here. So skip it! Once I reached uni I registered myself at the foyer. While walking towards the counter, I was thinking to myself, "DAMN! Im old! I can't believe Im in Uni d!" :( This is so depressing. Time passes way to fast and I dun want to go to work so fast! :( Guess, we, human beings have no choice but just to live with it.

After that, we were all listening to a opening speech from the Executive Director of Sunway Education Group and another speech from Prof. Robert. I would say the 2nd speech was boring. LOL.. no hard feeling Mr.Robert. Just saying my thoughts. And yeah.. I guess I should just summarize the whole orientation day. Overall, it was not-so-boring day. Since there's some jokes that makes us all laugh and some lame activity that kept us awake. The hall was fully packed with new students and some familiar faces. Tania said that it gonna be more new students frm CIMP on the 2nd day of orientation. :) I love making new friends! OH! and I make a new friend on the 1st day, which is Kent's high school friend, Krystal :) She's quiet tho. :S

Before we going for a break, I bumped into Lisa (my high school friend). I was sooooo happy when I saw her and I actually went to her hug her and keep jumping till one of my slipper actually came off and her face turned super red! It was soooo nice meeting her in the Uni! Then I intro her to my gangs, unfortunately she told she can only remember few of their names which are, Tania, Talia, Kent, Divya and Caleo. LOL But it's still good. She's taking Acc and Finance. She's a very friendly and nice person to talk to. She'll laugh about anything I would say. So, if anyone of u taking Acc & Finance plz talk to her more and take good care of her :) ♥♥ After that she joined me and my gang for lunch. It was nice seeing her that she'll able to bond with my friends pretty well. (She's a quite shy and quiet girl tho) So yeah.. In case u guys doesn't know who is she.. Here's a pic of me and her! :)

After the orientation, I followed Lisa to Monash since her car parked over there. So I asked her to bring me walk around in Monash since she go there quite often coz most of her friends are over there. Guess what! I freaking love the library thr. It has 3 floors. 1st floor was all computers. 2nd floor was the quiet zone. 3rd was the discussion place and there's some bean bag for the student to sit on it! So relaxing! So many books thr and the place was so big! If I had assignments or research papers to do, most probably I will go to Monash's library for reference. :) and maybe study! Since the weather was so HOT, we decided to get ourself some cold drinks and some snacks. So, we went to the Cafeteria. The cafeteria over there was not as stuffy as Sunway's one since there's lesser walls. So it's quite cooling :) But there's not much food to eat tho. Oh! thank god the foods thr are not pricey as Taylor's. :) We meet up with Nicole (one of my high school friend as well) and we chit chat for like an hour before her class start. It was a nice bonding since I haven't see them quite some time.

Oh, last but not least! From today onwards, Im gonna work my arse off till I achieve my dreams! If I dun or keep procrastinate, dun mind scolding me! Keep remind me about my dreams! :) It will definitely help me with my studies for my next 3 years starting from next week! :)

So I guess that's it! My 1st day of orientation. Tadaa.. heh! Hopefully on the 2nd day it won't be boring :S

I need to sleep now! Toodles! ♥♥

February

2012-03-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

Yeap.. the title says it all. Im gonna blog about what happen in February. Yeah.. I know. It's ald March. So what? Blame me for being sooo lazy after my finals. heh... :) Im still lazy now tho.. but I keep telling myself that I should update my blog on what I did recently.

Well, February has been quite a happening month to me cause there's Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day, Avril's Concert and not to forget.. THE END OF FIA! (YAY)

Soo... whr should I start?

Chinese New Year

So this year a lil special to my family and of course, there's an extra ang pau to get. YAY! haha.. I finally get a beautiful sister in law. She so nice to us a this while and we're all grateful to have her in Thow's family. Oh! But this year I still get quite a little ang paus compared to the previous year. Well, maybe because there's a lot ppl we still haven't visit and some on vacation. Not to mention, we didn't gamble much this year. LOL! Seems like im quite lucky this year tho coz 1st time in my life I won about RM70 when I gamble with my crazy, laugh-very-the-loud aunt. :) (Almost every year, she'll get to suck up all our money). Joy to the year of Dragon. And I finally get to wear my cheong sam which cost me RM300+ BOO.. but still effin LOVE it! :)

My Cheong Sam :D

Me and Yeeng! :D

Me and Yao :D

Valentine's Day

Well, this year Valentine's Day is a lil special to me cooozzz... there's this boy, he actually gave me something which I think it's really sweet of him (too sweet hahaha). Honestly, this is my 1st time getting something frm a guy unexpectedly. Usually, I get my valentine's gifts frm my bff. So yeah. I still remembered how he gave me the gift. It was so funny and secretive. So cute of him! ♥ And on that day, it was actually my 1st day of my Sem 3 finals. Can you imagined how sucks it is to study before Valentine's Day?! Can't even believe I have to date with those notes and manuals. =.= And the test was effin HARD! *smackhead* P/S: Thank god I passed everything. heh!

Avril's Black Tour Concert

In 2008, she did her concert at Kuala Lumpur and I didn't get to go for it. I missed and I kinda regret that. But recently, I managed to go for her concert. I was darn excited about it and kept asking everyone whether they coming or not. Although I aspect MORE from her but so far it was still an AWESOME concert. Her songs sure did bring back some memories. I listened to her songs since I was in primary school. :) and she's one of my fav singer. Her look on the stage was very casual but there's still got her style in it. Maybe because of her make ups and her hair. I loike her hair =D oh fyi, there's so lil people bought the Tune Talk and Rock Zone. And the people there are not as hyper as THOSE people who bought Regular ones. We did have fun up there. Guessing what song she gonna sing next and singing along with her so LOUD that I think she can hear us more than the one BELOW. LOL

The above pictures was taken from other source :)

She sang quite lots of her songs from her old album instead of new ones. The epic moment is when the whole band had left the stage leaving the crowd shouting ENCORE. Then they came back up later on to switch roles and one of her band member performed Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People. I was singing pretty loud on that. heh. Then Avril ended the concert with Complicated! ♥ ♥ Avril so much. :)

Hmm.. well I guess that's it! Nite world! :)

XOXO

#Justsaying

2012-02-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

Once you lie to a person, You, will be forever a LIAR to that person. Because they had lost the trust in You. They do not know when You are telling the truth or lie. Be loyal to your loved ones. NEVER try to lie to them. Tell them the truth even thought sometimes truth can be hurtful. You rather hurt NOW then LATER because the more You lie to a person for a long period of time, the MORE hurtful that they'll get. Trust me. I have been through that experience before. PERIOD

Food Flash Mob

2012-01-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

Hey beautiful world. Well, last Saturday I had an awesome day coz I did something AWESOME in my life. I actually participated in a charity work that organized by the Sunway Ambassadors. Fyi: That's my 1st time doing it. *claps for myself* The event went pretty well. Unfortunately, there's only like 20 ppl attended the event (stupid 130+ liars, said going for the event but ended up all ffk.. heartless!).

I actually really surprised that the twins and their sister, Natasha came along and supported the event. I thought usually on Saturday, they dun have any transport so they couldn't make it. But, thank god their parents are not working on the weekend so they're able to come. :) AWESOME la u girls! <3

So, this event called Food Flash Mob. Please dun mistaken that that's actually a dance with ur food or whatever. It's NOT. It's just a name of it. This event is like there's a few groups will distribute the food to the orphanage and old folks home at Klang, Subang, Puchong and PJ (i think). And they doesn't know that we will come and give them food. In a way, it's like a surprise la. That's why it's called Food Flash Mob. :) Since there's only 20 of us.. so we divided into 2 groups ONLY and each group go 2 diff places. As for my group, we went to Klang and Subang. The orphans in Subang are actually more lucky than those in Klang. Literally. Oh.. and yesterday was my 1st time going to the old folks home which is in Klang. Aiyo.. I tell u.. the gong gong, popo over there are so cham! I actually pity them. Their kids are like actually abandoned them.. doesn't wanna take care of them anymore and they just leave them at the stranger's house. Heartless man. I swear Im not gonna do that to my mom and dad. I'll take care of them. Seriously. I mean.. my mom gave sooo much of her effort to born me out and my dad use so many of his income just to raise me as a good child and both of my parents take care of me since when im young till now. Y can't I just do the same thing back to them? Just because they are annoying or maybe got some sickness and hard to take care of... so u put them in the old folks home and continue making moneys?!?!! Gosh... u people doesn't know how great they are! They put so much of their effort just to take care of you when you're sick. And they're annoying (sometimes) is because they want you to be good.

Anyway, I make a new friend. :) Her name is Zhin Ying. She's from Singapore but she's a M'sian. So she got PR to study over here. I met her in the bus.. then we had some chat. It was really nice meeting her. :) I kinda like a personality. She's very very cute. When I order McD with her.. I actually surprised that she ordered a Happy Meal. So I look at her and told her.. "You so cute la. I didn't know that you will order Happy Meal." Then she told me, "I ordered just because of the toys (the chipmunks toys)". She like toys a lot and she love the cartoon Toy Story! She's so crazy over toys. I tell u. She even collected all 7 smurfs toys and now she's trying to get all the Chipmunks toys. :) Oh ya! After the event, Me, Zhin Ying and Sam (schoolmate) went to watched Jack and Jill. That movie is soooooo funny! A MUST watch! It was so funny that me and Zhin Ying laughed so loud in the cinema. hmm... now I actually kinda miss her. She's awesomely cute! LOL
So.. here are some pictures that I took on that day in the bus. There's more coming up from other photographer's cam. Just wait for that! :)

My partner in crime ;)

Love this two bitches to bits! :)

Happy Belated New Year

2012-01-02T01:48:00.001+08:00

Yes.. my title says it all. :) Happy Belated New Year.. aww.. can't believe it's ald 2nd of January. Anyhow, we're still young and so as the night.

Yesterday, le family and I went out the whole day to Kenaga (a wholesale shopping mall) and Berjaya Times Square. Nothing much to talk about the day. I bought something at these two places. Let me share it to u guys :)

The one on the left I bought it at Kenaga. On the right at BST.

After we came back from shopping, we finally get to eat a very expensive durian that my eldest bro bought it from the kaki bukit of Genting. bwahahaha.. picture? Durian King. Actually the taste is just like the normal durian but I have no idea why they mark the price till so effin' high. O.O

Well yeah. It's 1.30am now. I think I should end my post right now and go get some sleep. And tomorrow.... continue with my assignments *sigh*. Hate to do it so much.

Gold Fish time!

Oh.. Before im gonna end my post. I would love to thanks to my beloved family, friends and lecturers. As I ald said in the last post, without them im NOTHING. Really really thank so much because all of u had make me learned to forgive and forget. To be grateful with little things. Taught me how to adapt to a new environment. Always there for me whenever I need ur help. Do not discriminate others. Learned many new cultures from around the world. Open minded. Help others out. Never let go of ur dreams. Appreciate every moment with my family and friends. Never let go of any great chances or oppotunity and many many many. :) I really do cherish all of u and love u guys so much although I seldom show it out to my family. I really thank god for giving another awesome chance for me to survive for another year and I hope u'll give me another chance to be alive till the end of 2012. :) Not to mention, it's Olympic year! woohoo! It's gonna held in London and I can wait to see those great athlete get golds! And I hope Malaysia athletes will be in this year Olympic! =D Great life people! Try to do something outrageous, epic, daring or something that might change ur life forever (in a good way) coz.... We're still YOUNG and so as the night! =D Me gusta!

Adios Amigos! Cheers for 2012. Please be great to all of us. :)

xoxo

Goodbye 2011. Woohoo 2012! :D

2012-01-02T00:58:00.003+08:00

At first I planning to make my last blog on the last of day 2011 and my first blog in 2012. Unfortunately, im only free to do so at this time. Oh well.. I should do it another time. :)

Despite wanting the year to end quickly and can't wait to enjoy my new life next year, it's finally HERE! Can't believe time pass so fast this year, literally! (And I will be 19 this year! WTH.. I feel so old. But my attitude is still very young! heh.)Well, maybe because Im a college student and the burden of work has been increasing every semester and it so hard for me to management my time properly and also because of that.. it kept me busy all the while (actually I should put my blame on my laziness).

2011 had gave me lots of bad and good memories. Not to mention, I tried so many new things last year ( I ald made a list on what I did and what happen to me 1st time in 2011) and had a really epic time and NEVER regret for doing it. As for those bad memories, it gave me a very good lesson and I've learnt so many things from my mistakes.

Oh well, It's time for us to learn to forgive and forget. To be grateful with small things coz it might light up ur day and live with no regrets. :) Im soooo grateful that god and gave me a such warm family and awesome friends. Without them.. Im nothing. Seriously, through them.. I've learned many new things and also they never failed to brighten up my day. Thanks for always being there for me whenever I need U all. Me gusta!

During New Years's Eve
Well, on this very big day, of course everyone had their plans and enjoying the time of their life. But for me... it's different story. At first, I planned almost everything perfectly to enjoy the big day with my friends. I was so excited for the big day to come.. but except for one thing. All of us no transport back from THAT place. Yeah.. and that's because I have to cancel the whole plan and make it next time. :( Of course, yours truly will never let the night to die young (I got plan B, of course). So.. I decided to ask my mom and dad to accompany me to popo's house to celebrate New Year (her house is the best place to see fireworks). Yes I was definite so excited for it.. there's a BUT again. On that day at 9.30 till 11.30pm I guess, there's a final episode of my mom's favourite drama and she end up told me that she decided to stay at home just to watch that stupid drama instead of celebrating New Year (my bro ald downloaded it since long long time ago and he still keep it and I can play it for her anytime when she's free AND there's a repeat show on Monday too!). WTH! She choose drama over New Year! Great la Great.. First my plan had cancel because no transport, 2nd all my other friends planned to celebrate with their family and friends, 3rd my mom want to watch her drama. It left me no choice, so I had to stay at home countdown for New Year and watch fireworks on tv! My life is 'perfect' man! =.= But it's ok! I know im gonna survive for another year.. and I HOPE that next time will be happening. :)

I ald adjust the brightness and it still dark.

Forget bout those story.. So le family and I planned to eat something good on this day. I told them to eat at Kissaten @ The Pallet, IOI Boulevard. Coz I love the foods over there and the price it's not that pricey tho But my mom saw the menu there and she doesn't like the choice of food (they come in set especially on the BIG day and we can't choose from their big menu). So end up we go eat at Vintage, just right beside Kissaten. The food there was not so good and the price can cost a person's an arm and leg. :S

From left: Jason, yours truly, Wen Kah (Sam), Mathew

After I had my lunch, Mathew suddenly call me and ask me wanna go pyramid or not with Wen Kah and his friends. Of course I want. LOL The night is still young and im not gonna go back so early. We had a terrible night over there ( forget bout it) but thanks to Wen Kah.. She made it quite happening for me before the end of 2011. I decided to join her and get a tequila shot from Bubble Gump. Hah.. that's 1st time doing it and kinda like the feeling after drinking it. I didn't feel dizzy, puke or whatsoever (coz mine is just a mild one bwahahahaha). I reached home around 11.40pm =.= what do u think?

I shall continue with my new entry.
haha.. Happy New Year! =P

Chasing Your Dream

2011-11-23T00:09:00.020+08:00

At a moment I felt so depressed. Why? Well.. When a person knew that he/she lost their hope in chasing their dreams or the chances they actually have didn't appreciate it earlier, is just plain fuckup! It's like no point you're living in this modernize world when you're actually clueless about ur future plans. Whatever u planned earlier vanished just by a blink! What im trying to say?

Few years ago, I tried to think what's my biggest regret in my life. U see.. Everyone's life is filled with regrets. Regret for not studying well to get straight A's in PMR/SPM if not ur life right now would be way better than ur current life. Regret for not listening to ur parents advices. Regret that u didn't treasured the moment with ur loved ones. Regret that u didn't to this, u didn't do that and blah blah blah..

In my case, I regret for not treasuring the time properly. What I meant is that.. I didn't use the time properly to really sit down and think about what I wanna be next time (career). And by the time I knew what I really want to be... It's tooo late! And I really hope that time can travel back to the past. FYI, I wanted to be an air stewardess :) and fyi, my height is just 154cm (i think) :( and if u really know me well, U will know how much I really love to travel!

Yes, besides that I know there's many options that able for me to travel around the world. Like tour guide.. but I hate it. And even if you're studying in business course or designing course or whatsoever, the company will not be able to let u travel as much as the cabin crew or pilot.

Everytime when I think about it.. my mood goes to 0. Sometimes I even cried. And everytime when I saw my friends going for piloting or cabin crew, I envy them. And everytime when I saw them posted up where are they right now, I angry at myself. I know there's no point hating myself for it but what can I do? Even my brother knew how much I love about this career, he also told me to let go of it.. and try to go for other sector ( well, he used to have the same problem as I do). So I tried to take Marketing. Follow what my bro did. Yes, now they just taught me about the basic foundation of Marketing. But it's ald so hard. I tried to understand it but I can't. Since it's just basic but how I'm gonna go for degree in Marketing? And recently, I thought of going for Mass Comm in degree. But I'm not sure whether is it the right choice for me since my language it's quite bad. Im soo...... LOST!

So.. just now, I went to google search about "At what age does a girl stop growing taller". YES! I actually google it! haha.. And I found out that mostly girls stop growing by the age of 16/18 and some said it depends when you start puberty and by 2/3 years later a girl will stop growing. And some even said that we can still grow taller after the age of 18 till 20 but very little. After reading it, well... at least it ald give me a small hope on it. :) I still have the chance to grow. I meant better than nothing. :) Im actually very short and I hate it! So yeah.. like I said.. Words can't describe how you feel when you just found out that you still have the chance to chase ur dreams. And this time, I'll never let go of it! I'll try my best. Do whatever and I can do even thought that's just a very small chances of growing. But still, I gotta appreciate it! :) I'm just trying not to live my life with regrets.

Don't let dreams Always be dreams

Toodles!

End of Sem 2

2011-10-27T15:16:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Yes... finally i get to update my blog again. Was busy preparing for my finals for Sem 2. Annnndd now we're done and going to Sem 3! Annnd bad news is I have to split up with my friends AGAIN! :(( Im so gonna miss them so much. Yes, we can see each other in college EVERYDAY, but still not that close anymore. :( HATE IT!

Anyway, today I had a really EPIC day with my friends. They managed to cheer me up today even though it end a very bad day for the last paper. First I wasn't prepared for my econs test. I was so scared till my hands are actually shaking. I can't even write properly! And not enough time for me to finish up the test. I waste too much time on the structure questions. And guess what! I started writing for my 2nd essay in the last 10 minutes! So u can actually imagined how short my 2nd essay will be. My god!! I did so bad in the econs test! After the test.. I kept cursing non stop. I wanted to cry it out! *sigh* What I can do right now is that... Just pray to God that I hope I can pass the test! :( *finger crossing*

After the test.. Kim, Kang Wei, Goki, Kent, Li yen, E and I quickly ran to pyramid to catch a movie which starts at 12.30pm with the Perera twins. We watched the Paranormal Activity 3. It was AWESOME! That was my 1st horror movie I watched in the cinema. Literally. :) Annnd, it did gave me a really 'heart attack' experience. It was so scary! Way scarier than the part 1 and 2. Maybe we sat super near to the screen la (at the 2nd row). Oh, there's a very funny moment in the cinema too. That time I was helping Goki to hold the 'porncorn' (inside joke) bucket, then there's one part of the movie that it actually scared me and I accidentally throw the popcorn to Goki! HAHAHAHAHHA.. My whole place is filled with popcorns and after the movie ended, we saw lots of popcorn on the floor! HAHAHA.. Gosh! So embarrassing dei! xD But it was fun though coz we get to scream, laugh and covering our eyes together. :) Here's the trailer!

Then we went for our late lunch at Kim Gary (no other choice). Bryan came to joined us later. And yea.. whenever there's Bryan.. All his lame jokes and teasing part will start to come out from his mouth. =.= Non-stop! Sometimes it's a lil annoying too. Sorry! :) After lunch, some of use want to go to the arcade while some of us wanted to shop a while. So.. we decided to split up. Me and the Perera went for shopping instead. :) While walking around at the Asian Avenue.. and thinking whether want to get a faked tattoo or not (I've decided not to coz the patterns are not really nice for me), we bummed into Keen Yan, Sylvia and their gang too. :) After a while we joined them and me and Perera went to play the dance game. OMG! It was so awkward man. xD. So yeah.. that's how my days end for Sem 2. :) Prepare to go for Sem 3 now. haihz.. And it'll gonna be a harsh, stressful and hectic semester. :( And gonna miss my old classmate too. :) I think I should find a day to hang out with them. hmmm...

Toodles! ♥

Stop Procrastinating!

2011-10-14T16:21:00.000+08:00

AHHH.... Just left a week till my Sem 2 Finals. Im NOT prepared for it! Time passed by so effin' FAST!! :'( I want to spend more time with my fellow classmate in Sem 2! They're just so funny and nice! I miss them.

STOP PROCRASTINATING! START STUDYING!

Food Poisoning

2011-10-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

Fuck u McD!! I really wanted to sue u yesterday.. but end up i did not. >:( Why? What happen?! Bloody asshole McD.. I get food poisoning. Been vomiting twice and diarrhoe once after I ate the Quarter Pounder yesterday!!! >:(

But thank god. After I went to see the doctor I feel sooooo much better!

P/s: Be careful next time when u order anything at McD.

Dream

2011-09-11T23:14:00.001+08:00

Yeah.. Sometimes I do wish that I had a doggy or any pet that I can share all my problems with them (because they dun know how to talk & they won't tell it out). :S

Haihz.. this morning I dream about you again. Is that a good sign or bad? I dream about u TWICE ald in THIS MONTH! oh gosh! :S

Please tell me this is TRUE!

LOVE LOVE LOVE

2011-09-10T22:12:00.001+08:00

Well, I just finished watching a Thai movie, 'A Little Thing Called Love'. It was a great love thai story and i just want to share it with u guys. If u're a person who love to watch a romantic movie. I recommend u this! Here's the trailer... ;)

Main actor: Mario Maurer

Main actress: Fern Pimchanok

Both of them so cute together. And the actress is soo pretty! She's same age as me which is 18. :) Anyway.. Just watch it! :') I cried so many times.

OH! Before im signing off.. i just want to share another video with u guys. This song is just so touching! :')

Till then.. Adios! ♥♥

kthxbai

Invisible

2011-09-10T19:06:00.001+08:00

oh hey peeps! :)

Finally! Im updating my blog. Been quite lazy & busy recently. XD

O'well. So lately, I just done my presentation on Stereotypes. Although my group have to talk like a ''bullet train'' (we're lack of time) but at least we did a great job. When im doing some research about discrimination against skin tone (colorism), i do feel bad about the blacks. They were treated unfairly by the lighted skinned tone people like us last time even NOW. I mean c'mon. They're like US. "After peeling off the skin, the flesh is still red." Well, to be honest, i do feel a lil uncomfortable/insecurity when im around with the blacks tho. Is not because they're tall or big sized. Am not gonna tell u why. BUT if u're an ASIAN girls or just girls. Just be careful with them. :S sorry. But i have to tell u guys.

hmm.. i think that's all for now (bout what happen in my uni life). So i'm gonna share a few videos with u, who reading my blog now. These videos are great. Do listen to it! ;)

It sound so GOOOD till it kept me playing it over and over again.

Everyday I try to lock my past,

Even though inside I'm such a mess,

Why do I always feel

Invisible, Invisible?

Outing with Sis

2011-08-05T12:56:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, I went to Pyramid with Shing. Im really GLAD that she did not ffk me this time ( sorry that i make u feel bad) haha and had a really NICE outing with her. I hope we hang out another but this time with Sharon, Elaine and Steph. Really miss the bonding time together. Talking bout cute guys and all. haha...

So.... I reached pyramid earlier than her (she came after her class) then i straight away go buy movie tickets. We watched Mr. Popper's Penguin. It was REALLY FANTASTIC HILARIOUS MOVIE. Love Jim Carrey's movies la. He's AWESOME. OMG!! and and.. the penguins are so darn cute esp. Nimrod! :] U guys should try watch it.

Then went to Jucso and bought some sushi. While on the wat to Jusco, we saw THIS..

Ferrari! fucking cool car! :]

After we're done getting out sushi.. *check the time* Damn! 3 more minutes left before the movie start! So, me and Shing quickly rushed back to the cinema. While walking back thr... I bumped into Tania, Talia and their friend, Anusya. Couldn't take a pic with them coz we're late! When we've reached the cinema.. the movie ald started. :(

After the movie, we walked around finding birthday gifts for our friend, Dylan and Stephania. We walked so long.. Finally! 2 hrs later we know what to get for Steph.... But Dylan I still couldn't find something for him. We walked around Asian Avenue.. we got so tired and we decided to go to the the new desert shop in the Asian Avenue. It's called Pink Berrys. The desert are quite expensive but still delicious la.

Forget what's it called.. but thr's mango, lychee, ice-cream and mango sago.
Me <3 MANGO!

Then after that, we walked around a bit and went back home around 5 something.

Dear, Shing hopefully we can hang out again. Do something that we haven't do for a loooong time like --
BOWLING! :)

With loads of ♥
kthxbai

Dinner Look

2011-08-02T22:17:00.002+08:00

This happened just the next day after Steph helped me make the ah po look. Here's me with heavy make ups + "photoshoot". Well, one of my friends' friend need model for her senior exam. So i helped her out.

The make up is still the same.. but she did two different hairstyle for dinner look. Here's some pictures...

i know. I'm so thin -__-

Kelly! :) She's the one help me style my hair and make up.

This is the second dinner look. Just the hairstyle change only.

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close-up

Not gonna talk more bout it. So i shall stop here and start for the next post. :)
kthxbai!

Ah Yun Popo

2011-07-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

Before putting any make up on my face.
Pretty rite? bwahahaha.. jk

One of my bestie, Moon called me up on Sunday night to be her make up model for tomolo class. I straight away say yes since she'll call me so many times to be her model and i rejected her a few times coz i'm not free (so sorry bout that). And somemore these days i'm quite free so why not give it a try. :)

She picked me up around 12.30+ pm. Then went makan with her at USJ4 Apollo there. Me and Moon ordered the fish paste noodles. One of my favorite foods over there. :) Then, went to Moon's academy which is Sense & Style Beauty Academy somewhere at Sunway. She told me that she'll gonna make some decent look which something like colorful, bright colors or maybe dark/dull according to the themes. But last minute her teacher told Moon that today gonna make a ah po look which is .....

THIS!

HAHA... hilarious isn't it? This is so awkward. I gt shocked when her teacher told her to make ah po look. haha.. guess maybe that's how i'll look in the future. Gosh! -___-

During the process, i was kinda sleepy but i managed to stay awake till the end. But Moon and I had a great time during the process as well la. Well, not gonna tell much bout it.. Just enjoy the photos.

Note: all the photos are taken from my friend's profile. Except da one still in the process of doing it.

Half way through.
I look damn stress.

Popo reading

Popo sweeping
HAHAHHA... just ignore the outfit.

Popo washing toilet bowl
-___- ewww

Sleeping popo.

Me and Moon :)

BTW, thx Moon for the rides. And i still owe u a presie. teehee! =D

P/s: Honestly, i dun really like make up. :( 1st of all, i feel that there's lot of stuff on my face and i feel uncomfortable with it. Secondly, heavy make ups doesn't look like me. Just a touch of eyeliner and lip gloss will be fine for me.

and.....

I believe that INNER BEAUTY will win a guy's heart. So just be yourself. ;)

Oh! there's a next post coming up soon. =D just waittt...... kthxbai!

Dreams

2011-07-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

YUP... nightmares. This post i'm gonna post bout what i've dream on Sunday morning. It was kinda weird and scary. Well, to me. So....

I was on a trip to China (if i'm not mistaken) with my mom and one of my friend, Syed (out of nowhere he's following along). So all of us felt tired after the trip and we decided to head back to the "5-star" hotel. That hotel was beautiful just like the one like Prince William's mansion. Most of it are made of gold. So.. after everyone get their room keys, we went to our own rooms. But mine... I couldn't open my room. But thank god, there's one hotel staff passed by.. so i ask him for help. He didn't told me why. All he told me was, " every 5 rooms in between cannot open ( I couldn't understand what he's telling me). So this is one of it. But dun worry, miss. I had a room ready for you." While he's telling me bout it, that room door suddenly open by itself. Then i stare at him (with a shocking face expression) and he just smiled and says, "Please follow me, miss." Then that door close back by itself. I freaked out and asked him why is that door open and close by itself? He didn't answer my question and just continue walking. So, i just follow him since he's bringing me to another room. While we're walking suddenly the whole place blackout for like 10 seconds then went back to normal. When it ald back to normal, i saw all the rooms door are open. ( i mean when u're in hotel of course all the rooms door are close but in my dream all doors were open after the blackout). And then i saw a head sticking out from each hotel room. I look closely at it and i realize it was a ghost head. It begin to freaked me out like real bad and i ran and hold the staff's arm so tightly and i look straight (trying to pretend that i didn't see anything). "They" kept staring at me while i walked pass all the hotel rooms. When is about to reached my room, i suddenly realize that my mom and my friend wasn't following me all the while. So i ask the staff where were them and he told me, "every room only can stay 1 person in it."

When im ald in my room, i quickly sit on the bed and start looking around to see whether there's any ghost in my room or not. That room is so big and it's queen size bed. I hardly get a queen size bed when i stay in the hotel. Few minutes later, i decided to call my mom but i dunno which room she's in. So i just try to call the next door hopefully she's there. But the steps seems complicated. (I mean i just want to dial that num what so hard? But THIS is diff). The moment when i'm about to press those numbers, a guy picks up and tell me something weird. I just ignored what he said and asked him how to call the next room... and he told me, " there's a box on the table and inside it there's 3 cookies. Eat it and there's a step on how to do it on the wrapper." I was confused. So i just follow what he said. The cookies taste delicious and of course i saw those step on the wrappers and suddenly i noe what it mean by "every 5 rooms in between cannot open" is because there's "something" in it". So maybe my mom was staying in one of the room after every 5 rooms in between. I planned to finish up those cookies only i try call her up. But in the meantime, i suddenly felt so sleepy but i told myself not to sleep for the whole night coz im afraid that what if there's a ghost try to scare me or something. That time i was staring at the clock (2.30am). Couldn't stand it, and i felt asleep. Next morning, someone brought me to a place. No idea where and what place is it but it seems to be a factory at the deserted area. That factory is weird. In a room, i saw a few ropes trying to pull the human body parts a part when that person is still ALIVE. I saw lots of blood everywhere in that room. It was disgusting. Then after that, i went to the other room as if waiting for my turn to be pull a part. Nobody's in there. Just ME. So i started to look around the place. It just an empty room with lots of writings on the wall. Most of it it says "RUN!!" and the weird part is.. i saw my friend's name was on it too. I started to feel spooky around that place and i start to search around whether there's any hole or something to escape that place. Then i saw something like a metal object which ald rotted. So i try to pull it out and there's a gap which just nice to fit my body through it. I manage to escape that place. Then i wake up from my dream d.

Yea weird and spooky dream i had that day. :S I mean 1st of all (in real life) i wouldn't stay in that hotel in the 1st place although it is nice. I'll definitely complain bout that hotel and will everyone not to stay at there. Secondly, my mom will definitely stay with me in one room. Thirdly, to call people shouldn't be hard/ complicated. and lastly, I wouldn't go anywhere without anyone to somewhere. The whole dream is just plain weird!

kthxbai! O.O

Monte Carlo!

2011-07-15T13:50:00.002+08:00

Tuesday

OMG! Finally the day has come. Been waiting for this so long annnnd... i finally can meet up with my school friends, Sam and Mathew. Miss both of them so much. Plus, i can't really rmb when was our last outing. After all my class ended, went to library for while to study my maths. Yea.. i need to re-sit my maths paper on Thursday. How sad rite? :( Around 2.15 like that, Mathew came to meet me up in library with his friends along, Edward and Jason. I was wondering why Mat want to come to library instead going to Pyramid. Then he told me, "I gt exam 2molo which is Malaysian Studies, so i want to come here to study for while!" LOL... Study? I really laugh when he told me he want to study. Coz the Mat i know he doesn't really study in school. All i know he love to jokes around, play, sleep. That's all! LOL XD And yeah... thx to Mat a lot..coz i din really touch my maths and he himself told me he want to study.. end up he just study for 15 minutes and keep talking to me. *sigh* Mathew will always be Mathew! :') So yeah.. all we did is just talk talk and talk.. disturbing those who want to study. Haha.. sorry bout that.

Around 3 something all of us walked to Pyramid except Sam coz her class end at 4.30pm but she only can come around 4 pm. Went to Mcdonald to grab my lunch while the guys sitting there playing cards. They even taught me how to play Bluff. I lose all the time. =____= yeah.. coz i'm still new to it. Stupid game. Oh! btw, forget to tell u guys why we go thr. Well, to watch Monte Carlo! LOL.. i noe guys will definitely not go for this movie but Mathew was seriously so "in love" with Selena Gomez, so he asked his friends to follow him just to accompany him for the movie. And we girls, wanted to watch this movie so badly. So, back to the routine. We almost late for the movie coz we kept playing the Bluff. But thank god we managed to arrive at the cinema before the show start! :) Gosh... Monte Carlo movie so so NICE! That aussie guy in that movie is so Hawt! And i actually finding this type of guy. Who love to travel around whenever and wherever he wants. :) Oh! annd the french guy, Pierre Boulanger who act as Theo in that movie is so so CUTE! Me and Sam was like screaming whenever thr a scenes of him. Gosh! The movie story line was really nice. And it makes me wanted to go to Monte Carlo to find my true love.

So, after the movie we went to McD again to wait for Mathew's friend to fetch all of us home. While waiting, we played Bluff again. I lose again. But Sam was really good in this game. I must learn from her. haha. So that's the day! But we really had an AWESOME time together. As usual, we chat, jokes and laughs at each other. Really hope to see u guys and hang out again. :)

So this is the movie trailer.

and who is Pierre Boulanger? I'll show u.

In Monte Carlo

Thursday
Oh Mai! Today i have to to re-sit for my maths paper (as i mentioned it earlier). Was so scared whether this time the paper is hard or easy. Will i pass or fail this time. So many things going in my mind right now. So stress. So i decided to come to college early and asked Kim for a help. Thx Kim! U make me understand maths. :') Yeah.. and i skipped maths and econs class. Coz i wanted to pass my maths badly. At around 11 something, followed Kim to pyramid since my brain so 'tegang' now so i decided to relax a bit. Oh! i saw a new desert shop in Asian Avenue and i'm so gonna try it out next time. :)

Around 12.40pm we walked back to college. Coz Kim gt class and i need to go back thr to revise my maths. The exam start at 2.30pm. Was really nervous, scare, and cold. While flipping through the paper, i was so damn happy! Coz mostly all the question appeared in the manual and the papers i did before. So i know how to do it! It was simple. But i dun want to be overconfident with it, so i pray and really hope this time i pass the test! :)

Emo like syht!

2011-07-06T16:40:00.001+08:00

It's ald the 3rd day of sem 2. And I HATE IT! Why? Coz i'm seperated with my college besties and friends. I dun like it! I dun like the timetable. I dun like the class im in. I dun like EVERYTHING of it! :( I want them! I want remain in the same class with my frens just like in sem 1! The moment i get my timetable... I knew it gonna turn out REALLY BAD! :(( I miss those time we spent the free time together chatting nonsense lame jokes. :( Now i'm seperated with all my frens, our timetable are all DIFFERENT! The only time that we can meet up is during our break time! which is just 1/2 an hour! That's not even enuf for us to chat what happen just now this and that! I ald can feel that... sooner or later each of us will have our own other frens to hang with and not close to each other more like last time! :'( No.. plz dun let me feel this way! I want KIM, Talia and Tania and all my other friends!! :'(

I'm planning to change my econ class to Kim's class. And i REEALLY hope that Suzana will allowed me to do so. Plz... let my wish come true, dear god! :(

Hong Kong / Shezhen trip! :)

2011-07-03T19:40:00.003+08:00

Hey Humans! Me finally back from Hong Kong. And i'll be sharing with u guys bout my whole hong kong trip. This is a very VERY loooong post. If u get bored in the middle just grab a drink or snack to continue reading or just log it off. This post is a reference to me. I have to make it long (so that next time i know where/how to go). Enjoy reading. :) Note: As i mentioned "WE" in the post that's refer to my parent and i.

1st day- Hong Kong (rain)

In the plane

Was damn bored

Arrive at Hong Kong about 11.20am. Then take bus to check in to Stanford Hotel at Soy Street in Mong Kok.

That place i mean Mong Kok is the busiest place in hk. And of course that's how the name came from. :) So yeah. I recommend if u guys planning to go to hk (free & easy), make sure u stay in Mong Kok. During daytime lots of ppl will go thr for shopping and hunt for foods as well as nighttime. And our hotel is just so near to Neway Karaoke and Cinema. yeah really. So if u get bored in the hotel, just get down thr yo (instead of playing cards in the hotel room). And ladies market (nui yan kai) just a stone throw away. Wookay, back to my trip. After we're done with our check-in and all. We head to Luk Yuen to eat beef balls noodle recommended by my bro and the guidebook. So we go try it. But it was just ok. If u compare with SS14 beef noodle i think their beef balls are nicer than the one in Luk Yuen. Then head to MTR (subway station) and take a ride to Causeway Bay and walk around Sogo (shopping mall) for a while. The clothes inside there was damn NICE and the price is also damn ~~"NICE"~~! So i didn't buy anything at thr. :S Then went out from the Sogo and walk around the street. Causeway Bay is something like Bukit Bintang. There's one Times Square but i couldn't find where is it. But their Times Square is different from ours according to my research. LOL. After that, we went back to MTR and take a ride to The Peak. Thr's 3 ways to go up there. Bus, taxi, or tram. We suppose to sit the Peak tram but haha no thx. We choose Bus instead. Why? One is to save ka-ching and the other reason is because you'll get to see more places.

The Peak Tower

The Peak Tram

Hong Kong view

HK night view

Oh forget to tell u what's up there. There's Peak Galleria where u can shop at there and The Peak Tower where u get to go for Madame Tussauds and Ripley's Believe It or Not. Oh! and if u go to the highest floor of the Peak Tower, u'll get to see the whole Hong Kong. It's a great view up there especially at night! But that time we went there, the view quite blur (lots of mist). It's raining season over there. Hate it!!

Wah-chai!!

she so TALL!

I'm one of their "adopted" child

Louis Khoo. He damn Macho

Hahahahha!! Super Like this!

After we're done with our snapshots and all, we sit taxi to Lan Kwai Fong. It was around 9 something (pm), not many people. Nothing much over there but if u want to get drunk or something head down there. While walking down the street i saw Coach! :)

Note: I didn't take much picture on the street. Was busy guiding my parent around hong kong and FIRST time reading a map! Gosh. I was so blur even in the MTR (the direction is so confusing) but later on i get used to it and I know how to get to the particular destination yo.

2nd day- Hong Kong- Shenzhen (rain)

hahaha. look at my dad! EPIC! XD can't stop laughing

Wake up at 7am. Go Fu Lim restaurant to eat dim sum. The food is COLD and is not NICE. XP After that, we went to Victoria Harbour to see the Golden Flower. We took a few snapshots at there. Then we go to this place (where i forget the name of it) where you can see Jackie Chan's mansion. It just located on top of the hill.

The one i circle over there is Jackie Chan's mansion. That's the maximum i can zoom

While on the way going up there, we passed by Lee Ka Seng's mansion (one of the Macau Casino Boss). Afterdat, we went to Aberdeen Fishing Village. Over there, you can see Leon Lai's and Lee Ka Seng's yatch and also the Jumbo Restaurant open by Jackie Chan.

Leon Lai's yatch

Lee Ka Seng's yatch

No ideo who's one. But is damn cool.

Then went for lunch. The food is damn nice (which make me eat 2 bowls of rice) :P Then we sit MTR to Shenzhen. Arrive at there - take taxi go to Shan Shui Hotel. We wait damn long for that taxi. Almost half an hour. =.= After dinner, we head to Dung Men. Buy lots of clothes and sandals over there. Damn CHEAP.

3rd day- Shenzhen (heavy rain)
Wake up at 630am. Eat breakfast in the hotel. Not nice at all. I just grab a toast and porridge. THAT's IT! Then went to Jade Shop. Wasting time over there. After dat to a Chinese Medicine shop. Lagi boring and wasting time over there. -.- Then we headed to the Cultural Village or something to see the cultural show and also the small small buildings in China. So cute. But i took very few pictures over there. Coz is raining and i tak de mood to take coz i'm ALL WET!! Even though umbrella is with me is still USELESS! =.= So end up we didn't get to watch the cultural show. We went back to the hotel and take a bath. It was my mom's idea coz she scared later the next day we'll get sick. So yeah. :S After dat, we went to eat dinner somewhere nearby our hotel then we went to Dung Men again. 10.20pm. Everyone's feels hungry. Decided to go for supper before heading back to the hotel.

4th day- Shezhen/ Disneyland. (rain/sunny)
Wake up as usual. Head back to MTR to go back to Hong Kong. Took Hung Hom station. Arrived at there wait quite long for the tour guide to pick us up to Stanford Hotel (yea.. we stay there again) to put down our luggage 1st before going to Disneyland. The weather that day was good compare to few days back. Hong Kong Disneyland was REALLY SMALL and the rides are almost all kiddy rides. Only one or two rides that give me the "thrill" feeling. Yea Disneyland = kids theme park. But i like the night view of the Disneyland. It's really Beautiful. As for the Parade it was the express one coz raining that time. yea FTW! Not nice at all. :( Totally the wrong season we went there. Dun ever go Hong Kong during summer time coz it'll be damn hot and is always raining.

Must play this when u're in Disneyland! Damn AWESOME!
Feel like playing it 2nd time but the queue is freaking loong

Chip & Dale! Me love!!

After dat, me and my mom walk around Mong Kok for while. Then before heading back to the hotel, we decided to eat dessert.

Mango sago with real mango & strawberry bits

sweet corn sago w/ coconut milk

Last day- Hong Kong. (sunny)
Wake up at 7 something. Yea quite late coz it's free and easy trip today. 1st we went to eat dim sum at one very famous dim sum shop in Mong Kok (just behind Stanford Hotel). But it'll only open at 10am. So yeah. We decided not to wait and just eat breakfast somewhere nearby. Den we walk for while and head back to that dim sum shop. It was around 9.45am we reached there and the queue was freaking looong O.O

yea... THAT LONG! no kd.

But my mom still want me to go queue for it. At 10am that shop open and of course haven't my turn yet is ald full. And we have to wait another half an hour, so my mom decided not to wait anymore. So, we straight away take MTR and go to Tsim Sha Shui. Oh.. Before we're going there, we went to Langham Place. You guys should shop at H&M if u see one in hk. The clothes is damn Nice and Cheap!

After we've arrived at TST station and walk to Canton Rd. If u're rich, I recommend u guys must go there. That street is full of branded outlets like Gucci, Cartier, Tiffany & Co, and so.

From there, we walk to Avenue of Stars. Just 15 minutes walk. Took some snapshots at there.

haha... some random American fella. Try ask me how does he end up in the picture. XD

Im the director yo!

Hah! I can be camerawoman too. :P

Then walk to Heritage 1881. Just 3-5 minute walk from Avenue of Stars. Is a very beautiful roman-style place.

At 3 something we decided to head back to the hotel coz someone is gonna pick us up to the airport at 5pm + my leg ald damn pain i couldn't walk anymore. While on the way back, we went to ladies market to get some snacks and dim sum. Arrived at the airport around 6 something. Walk around the airport till we're almost forget to check in. But thank god. It's still not late. Not yet boarding. Arrived at Malaysia around 1am. Ate cheezy wedges before going back. LOL. Woke up at 2pm (saturday). First time, slept till so late.

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Peace out! <3

It's gonna be a Good Life!