Faiz

2010-08-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

Dissertation, assignments, projects and reports. These common words heard beginning of the final year term of degree. Fasting month just kicked off like 5 days ago and still on going for another 25 more days. It seems like time just moved a lot faster than before. With 1 year left to completing my degree more question came to pop up in my head. I promise myself i won't slacked off this final year and will try to get 1st class honors again. That way i can probably apply for scholarship again for my masters program in the near future.

Just got my P license after being forced by my parents. I was kinda lazy to get it because i didn't have a car for myself yet. Since my sis's car is the only 1 now, she likes to ask me to drive her around now. I'll probably need to drive back to hometown for this upcoming Hari Raya. WHY MUST IT BE MANUAL ? LOL. To drive around in a manual car around the city center area is really troublesome, why ? cause there's a lot of cars on the road and you'll probably be stuck in a jam.

I can't seem to handle my finance very wisely these days even though I'm not attached to anyone right now. I guess, I'm appreciating myself too much until i forget to save up some.
Thank God its fasting month, i guess i can save up a bit since i won't be eating a lot. Bad thing is i don't really go to the gym these few days. After breaking fast, your body should be filled with food and you can't really work out unless you rest for like 1 hour or more. Another thing is gym kinda close early during this month i guess since not many will go anyway.

I guess that's all for now, time to work my ass off instead of slacking. Don't want to make all my work pile up.

2010-07-10T05:59:00.002+08:00

As times goes on i began to wonder about certain changes that been going through in my life.
For quite awhile i thought that i would regret on certain things,
but i'm glad that God did actually helped me and make me aware of what i had.
Cause if not why would i be living a better life now and i'm happy with what i have now.
I began to appreciate myself more, more confidence in myself, meeting new peoples and places.
I was once a fool back then, making myself with no pride, giving my pride and ego away,
for someone that's not worth it.
Eventually i noticed that i wasn't so fucked up to begin with, it's what i did with that person
that make me like a fucked up person.
but yet again i wasn't as bad as that someone.
I pitied the other party to get the feeling that i get during that time.
I guess karma is a bitch and will get those back on you someday.

Nowadays i see people becoming more and more greedy with money.
What was rightfully mine is slowly drifting away from my possessions.
What i meant was inheritance from my late mother,
They are getting more than what my sis and i are getting,
but still they can't get enough of it and wanted more.
To be honest i don't really care about money, and i don't really put much hope in it.
Cause i know i'll still be thankful to God for what i have right now.
Eventhough i might not be as successful or rich,
but i'm trying my best to get there in the future.

As far as studies, recent results wasn't really to be proud of.
I got myself distracted and carried away by the current.
People were noticing but i guess it's my own fault to begin with.
How could people help if i don't even help myself in the first place.
With 1 year left of studying, i hope i won't let my family down.
Getting good grades comes first, in order to become successful.
Won't be distracted or become lazy when the new semester commences.

Today my cousin got his first salary and treated his wife, my sis and me to nice a dinner.
Dinner at Chili's at Empire Gallery Subang, situated near my home.
It's nice being treated to a nice dinner, well soon it'll be my turn to do that.
Seeing this moment, makes me realize that i'm not a kid anymore that i used to be.
Soon i'll have to take responsibility in my life and not depend on parents anymore.
Having the lost of a mother at young age and dad staying far away,
makes me lonely at times, well they are times you wish you have them by your side.
I'm already 21 years old this year, i can't really be playful and taking life for granted anymore.
Who knows how long will i even stay in this world.
What i'll become in the future.
Who is still gonna be there by my side.

I missed my mum and dad.
I missed those times when we are all together as a family.
I guess i can see myself getting older and older each year.
Looking back on those times, either sad or happy.
I guess God has its plan, constantly testing myself to circumstances.
Everything have a positive side to it, just need to look at the brighter side of life.
I guess all this events make me stronger as person,
what we experience make us more aware of the situation,
in the hopes of not making the same mistake again or to improve what we lacked.

Well that's my story for now, as life is similiar to a storybook,
my life have not reached its end of the story just yet.
So there's still time for me to change my own fate and future; and make my story interesting.

2010-06-24T16:01:00.002+08:00

Long holiday considered boring but when it's ending soon, we wish it won't end.
College will start soon end of next month, that's where my final year degree will start.
More works, assignments, reports and thesis to be handled soon.
6 months training after the 1st semester, sigh i hate training.
But look on the bright side, I'll be going to France during my final semester for 2 weeks.

Actually so many things have been on my mind lately, since I'm so free at home.
I was thinking about how will i turn out after my studies?
What will happen to me in 10 years time?
Right now, i don't really care about relationship.
More focus on something else.
Like my best friend said why don't you give yourself a break, be single for the time being.
I agreed to him, cause if i were to be in 1, that girl should be like a rebound.
and i'm not so bad like someone to be putting her in that condition.

Been going to gym for 6 months already and not much difference.
Probably because of my eating lifestyle.
Did alot of cardios but still the same.
I guess i need to control what i eat and drink.

Okay then no more whinning since i already don't know what to write anyway.

2010-06-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

Does anyone knows what they really want in life?
Well i don't think so, that's why people take risk exploring and experiencing new things.
There's really nothing to lose, but if you didn't take the risk,
You'll probably have this thinking of "what if" and regret that you didn't take the chance.

But once you know that something is bad for you, of course it's time for you to let it go.
Just like love, you let go. If it does come back, and dont leave you again and again, it's yours.
If not it's just another phsycoligal method to get people on their "hook".
"Hook" meaning giving the person a light of hope for you to be together but just for him.
In reality, this kind of person would do anything for that other person because he/she thought he/she might have the chance to be together but it's not gonna happen ever.
Mostly they would use the word "i can't be with you right now" or "i don't know what i want for now".
Sadly i've experience being hooked by one.
After looking back, i feel very stupid and really looked like a fool back then.
That's why if you notice you're being used or the other person only look for you for benefits,
the answer is "Leave and Move On Immediately".
This kind of people only find you when they need you, but when they don't, basically you don't exist, you're only exist when she needs something from you.

So please be careful and don't get yourself "hooked".

2010-06-18T03:00:00.002+08:00

A story about a friend of mine,
An insight about him is that he is a selfish guy,

He doesn't have a mother and his father stays far away from him.

He's living with his sister and step brother.

Likes to pretend in front of people, acting cool and being cold to the person he loves.
He even said the meanest things to her and did many wrong doings to her before.
But actually if you know the truth behind those ice cold figure,
He's actually lonely and always cry at night when he's alone in his room.
No matter what he did or said before, he actually does care and love her.
Maybe it's just his way of showing how much he care and love for that person.
He's always there when she needed him, no matter how cold he is, he's still gonna be there,
showing up everytime she calls or messaged him.

Wonder why he's acting like that?
It's because the person he loves isn't with him anymore, she's with someone else.
It's really painful to see someone you love with someone else.
Of course a man's ego is to show that you're doing fine and treating her cold as if you hate her.
Sometime he would just call her just to hear her voice and puts down the phone as soon as she said hello.
Oftenly does it when he's crying in his room, missing that person so much.
He said that he would eventually erase her from his life permanently,
but doesn't seem doing well at it.
Because all he does everyday is looking at her facebook, thinking about her,
wondering what she's doing, is she fine or doing well right now.
It's not as if he has nothing better to do, it's just that he's been with her for a year plus,
well for many people this time frame is short but for him it was very long.
He have met lots of girls before her and after her, dated and coupled with most of them, but of all of those girls, he can only think about her.
Logically speaking, that girl was the first that he felt happy and sad at the same time.
He did many things that he didn't do with others, he didn't felt what he felt with others as well.
Although sometimes his friends tells him that he suffers being with her, but actually he suffered more without her.
Even when he's happy, he'll never be happy like he was with her.
He kept wondering to himself whether one day he could have those moments with her again.
Being happy, sad or any moments, which leads to her being there with him again.

I felt sorry for him, but he told that he is determine to let her go permanently.
He won't wait for her anymore and act like a fool.
Eventhough how much he loves her, eventually he needs to face the ugly truth that she's gone and let her go.
So he's currently struggling to find happiness and ways to erase this bitterness.
Trying not to think of her, making himself occupied, having more responsibilities.
Whenever he has the urge to call her, he would just tell himself that it's over and he need to wake up; and stop acting like a child, because nothing is permanent in this world.
One day everything or everyone will leave you someday, and it's up to you on how you gonna live your life in the future.

Well that's about it for now, a story about a friend of mine.
Kinda sad to see someone being miserable like this but what to do, this is life.
Without challenge there's no meaning to life.

2010-06-15T21:16:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since i last blog or talking to this imaginary wall of mine.

In fact i have something to share.
You know when they say "people come and go".
It does happen to me this few months. People do come and go.
When i was dating another girl, this ex of mine appeared again.
Due to confusion and unresolved feelings before made me let go of that girl i was dating.
Well to be honest, we were not on a good terms anyway. So, i guess it was the right thing to do.

Obviously i went back with my ex. Technically not officially, cause she was still with her current bf.
Well this thing we're having lasted only for few days and again i got left like how she did earlier.
But its okay since i don't really put much hope in this and kinda know where we going anyway.
So we became strangers again.

Few weeks later, she was going out with my sis, cause my sis needed her help to go to Johor to meet with her bf. Without my knowing, i was kinda angry at both since my feelings is still hurt.
I did not want to see her nor calling or texting, basically i didn't bother to know her existent.
Knowing me, when she messaged me that time, i was really pissed off.
So, i sent many messaged that was kinda harsh in a way. I don't really mean it when i say that.
It's just my nature to be treating other people that pisses me off.

Few days later, she got admitted into the hospital but nothing serious i guess.
I was worried about her, well if you must know, I'm still in love with her.
Visited her in the hospital with my sis, i bought some daisies for her as well.
Well in front of my sis, i acted cold to her and didn't talk to her at all.
But the next day, i visited her myself and accompanied her.
Taking her out for a walk on the wheelchair.
Buying her some hot dog and drinks since she's been eating hospital food (food sucks).
Basically spending time as if I'm her bf, taking care of her, being there for her.

But when she's been discharge from hospital, i guess i was forgotten in an instant.
Didn't received any calls or messages.
Not a single word from her since then.
I guess she only needed me since she was all alone there.
But the moment she went out, I'm back to where i was.
Being a complete stranger.

That's why people come and go.
People will find you when they needed something.
When they don't, you're just a nobody.
Left forgotten.

But it's okay, i gave up on all those things I've said before.

Feelings

2010-01-15T12:16:00.004+08:00

Sometimes the only thing you want is happiness but every single time you're happy for 1 minute there's always something bad coming your way...
The only thing that you want from your other half is just loyalty, faithfulness and loving sincerely...
The last thing on our mind is getting lied by someone close to you...
Some people just dont realise what they have until their gone even though its already few times she realised but still she's not aware and appreciating what she have...
Every single day i have to go through with feelings as if she's lying to me behind my back...

As i watch a show yesterday, even though he's the only one not knowing about what her daughter did and have to find out about it some other way, but he still give in to her decision and wanted to see her happy because he made a promise to take care of her and preventing her from doing stupid mistakes...even though he gets yell at by everyone i guess people don't see what he's really trying to do..

Sometime i cant even speak in front of her cause one word can cause a lot of unnecessary problems and stress, and when i'm stress I'm always getting sick...
This sickness have been going on for about 4 days already and it usually happens at night at a specific time period...
I'm just scared that i might have some kind of disease in my body or maybe supernatural stuff that's going on in my body...

I love her so much, but does she?
Is she being truthful to me?
Is she lying to me behind my back?
How do i know she loves me?
Will she change her attitude?

I know she's not the only one to be blamed, i admit i made mistake as well cause we're human, we cannot escape from making mistakes as mistakes is part of life and our learning process to be a better person.
I'm not saying I'm better than you, there's some part that you're better and some part I'm good at too.
The important thing is sincerity in doing anything for my sake, whether there's love with what you do and are you really happy being with me?

What I'm trying to say is, if you really want this to work, please try to be more sincere, trustworthy, loving me sincerely and please please don't flirt around with guys as they might have the wrong idea about you...
If you a have a boyfriend please act like you have one, don't act as if you're single...that's why people always think negative about you even myself...
People always me this question...

Is she seeing other guys?
What have she done for you lately?
Is she sincere to you?
Can she change to be a better person?
Who is she dressing up to impress? you? or other guys?
Can she be trusted?
Is she worth your time, energy and money?
Does she calls you to know what's you're doing?
Does she pick up your phone calls fast to show that's she happy you've called?

These are some of the questions that you should look into and think about....
I seriously love you so much and I'm trying my best not to doubt your love for me...
Please try to show your love as much as you can so that people can see what you did for me...
Please give me happiness as i haven't felt that in awhile...
This way everyone including me will know much you love me and i will know what am i worth to you....
Sorry for anything that will hurt your feeling, if you could just be more patient and handle things with calmness...
Please for one moment try to understand me...

Loving you with all my heart and sincerely.

Hari Raya and Birthdays

2008-10-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

Firstly Selamat Hari Raya eventhough its already late to wish. Been so busy with college and festive season. So didnt really have the time to blog.

What we all normally do during first day of Raya after the Raya prayers is to go visit sibling's grave. For me, i went to visit my mum and grandmum's grave. Raya is consider one of the sad day for me since i lost my mum 4 years ago 20 days after my birthday.It's been 4 years celebrating Hari Raya without her, it felt really sad.All i can do as a son is to be someone that people can be proud of.

As usual i went back to Seremban to see my dad and step's siblings for Raya. Manage to get almost 1k of green packets this year...this is considered low since i usually get more than that....the reason mostly because i was kinda lazy to go to some houses that i'm suppose to go to visit each year. Well usually there is my dad to follow us to go there but he's at seremban so can't visit during Raya time. Well since its Raya obviously there'll be lots of cookies, ketupat and rendang. All of them made by step mum and it's really delicious especially the cookies.

This month quite a number of birthdays that already passed or just around the corner.

Happy 19th birthday to Shannon. Sorry can't make it to your birthday party since i got a really big problem that day.

Happy Birthday to Su Fen.
Jeff-san your birthday coming soon edi...where you want to celebrate ?
Kok Kien yours coming too.. an old friend from high school...long time no see
Cousin Ana who is currently at Singapore for her training

Anyways that's all for now...sorry no picture too busy to get any photos

Tag....Again

2008-10-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

I've been Tagged by Lee Gene!!!

1. What's the relationship of you and her/him ?

Good old buddies like brothers from another mother.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?

Fun
Good listener
Sometime generous
Spontaneous all the way
Can be trusted and count on

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you

CCB or Mahai either 1 of these

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you

Always there to go out for yumcha haha

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..

I'll kill him rather than killing myself. lol

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..

Try to be friends again ? if not just ignore like nothing happen ?

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

His vision to see that I'm a freaking guy damn it lol go get a girl

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..

He didn't pay for the drinks at mamak lol

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?

Being a friend

10. The overall impression of him/her is...

One of the longest person i know since high school
and we know alot about each other
like brothers

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?

They think I'm cool lol nah just kidding

12. The character of you for yourself is ?

Rich, powerful and smart ( self praising )

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?

Being quiet around the people i don't know
eventhough i'm easy to get along with

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?

Nothing less than a perfect gentlemen and a great friend

that can be rely on.

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.

Thanks for caring.

Ten people to tag!!!! Victims!!!!

1. Atika
2. King Reagan
3. Shannon
4. Shelyn
5. Sean
6. Angelyn
7. Philly
8. June
9. Jay
10. Bryan

Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

piggy ? that's from what i see on msn personal msg

No.3 is a male or female ?

Sometime male, sometime female and sometimes both

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing ?

Awkward ? weird ? disgusting ?

How about no.5 and no.8 ?

Might work out i guess ?

What is no.1 studying about?

Diploma In Hotel Management
Option Food & Beverage

Is no.4 single ?

Nope, but she's far away from home

Say something about no.6 ?

A girl 1 year younger and she's quite hot.

To all that got tagged ...if you got time to do it please do it if not you still must do it. That's all for now bye.

4 days ago

2008-09-26T13:55:00.003+08:00

Well 4 days ago started like any other day...wake up in the morning and stuff like that.

During the afternoon went out with jay,winter and ryan to ftz to play some dota.
After 2 games of dota i got a phone called from my dad.It was around 6.40pm

Dad: Where are u ?
Faiz: At FTZ.
Dad: Come back home now. Someone broke into the house.
Faiz: Okay i'll go back home.

After few mins, i reached home and saw police car already at my house. My sis was like crying cause she was at home that time with my step bro's roommate (he was sleeping and didnt realise his stuff already gone lol). I asked my sis what really happened...she said that 2 chinese guy come into the house and one of them was carrying a rambo knife which was pointing at her while the other guy went to look for stuff to steal. After they finish stealing they took my sis car keys and went off with the car. After they left, my sis quickly phone 999 to call the police. In less than 10 mins the police arrived and already started the patrol car search for my sis car. We went to the police station afterwards like at 8.40pm. When we reach there another victim which was a chinese girl went to report to the police cause she was robbed from the same guys too and was almost being kidnap by them. The police later ask her what was the plate number of the car...she was like MAV 3184 ...we were like that's my sis car ..so its the same guys then. After giving info's to the police we head back home.

3 days later, around 11 am the Inspektor Husairin(the one incharge of this case) called and said that they caught one guy and they already found the car. It was good news for us but we already bought a new viva to replace that car lol. Other than that he said that we need to come by the police station tomorrow for identification of the suspect and also for the car.

Well that's all about the incident. Today need to do the identification and also collect the new viva from perodua we fully paid it by cash....so in less than 4 days we already get it. :) if loan sure take weeks.

Apart from that....i still need to see a dentist but most of them are fully booked till after raya damn....cant get my braces done.

Well that's all about it. Stay tuned for more updates :P

Today

2008-09-20T23:27:00.006+08:00

Today Me, Sis, Izan, Ana and Mazrina went to PKNS and SACC Mall at Shah Alam.

So the 5 of us went there to buy hari raya clothes there since some clothes are designer's made and can cost you quite alot of money. Especially like my baju melayu cost around RM 500 :). Most of us spend quite alot today for clothes only but i bought like the whole set with the sampin as well the songkok. My theme for this year is dark blue, well it was suppose to be pink but i thought nvm next year then since blue is favourite color.

While walking around the PKNS we saw this fine masterpiece of Chinese + Arab Caligraphy. Since the 5 of us appreciate arts very much. We went to have a look at their shop which have like alot of caligraphy in all shape and sizes. The best part is the writer of the caligraphy is a chinese muslim from china. He's been writing all these since 40 years ago and i can say he's quite famous since he already made alot of caligraphy for famous people like for example Tun Dr. Mahathir and some other ministers. The one that mostly do the talking is his son cause his dad cant speak malay or english and only in mandarin. The dad only come here once a year sometimes twice a year and mostly he'll be in china. The nice part is that his caligraphy is so freaking nice and its written on pure silk which i thought would be expensive but he sells for very very very reasonable price.

The one that me and Mazrina bought which only cost us around RM 50 only each...really cheap for a masterpiece like this (same as Tun Dr. Mahathir's one)

This is the man that drew all that. He did it in like 3 mins or less ...really pro. The one behind him is the one that ana and izan bought to put at their house.

Ana's one cost RM280 and she bought another 1 which spells her name...really really nice which cost another RM 120. Izan's one cost around RM 220 cause its smaller than ana's one but both without the frame cause with the frame its worth RM800..

After seeing all that went back to SACC Mall to check out alya's(my niece and yes ...i'm already an uncle lol) baju kurung for hari raya. Went to D'rias and bought like 2 for her.

Since the clock shows its already 6.30pm its time to head back home for buka puasa. Went to Thai Corner at Taipan to buka puasa. Like usual butter prawn, tom yam kung, pandan chicken, green curry and kailan oyster sauce. Woah nice right ?

Anyway that's all for now....will be back for more updates...stay tuned...

This week happenings

2008-09-12T02:23:00.014+08:00

All i can say that this whole week is almost the same as last week.

1) Watch movies
2) Go Bazaar Ramadhan with friends
3) Shopping for Hari Raya
4) Planning to go to Bar-celona on Saturday ?
5) Playing game non-stop
6) Chatting

Most of the days, all i did was go out to watch movies and hanging out with friends either at their house or go to 7th floor at college (pool and snooker place) and not to forget playing games at home yes i know. no life. well what to do i got like 1 month+ of holidays to kill.
One of these days Ryan decided to join me to buka puasa at my house. Well its kinda weird. Since that day suddenly alot of people coming over to my house to buka puasa. Example my sis's friends, sis's bf, my friend and my cousin. More people means more food to share lol we had like a variety of food to choose from. After buka puasa, me and ryan decided to go meet up with Rachel since she called us after buka puasa. We went to college for awhile to meet up with Eugene and Kong. We played few games of pool to kill some time and decided to go to SS14 Mamak Bistro for a drink. Eugene and Kong left after few mins since they got something to do. So me, Rachel and Ryan went back to rachel's place to send her off. We all went back to our home after that. And of course playing game and chatting again....infront of the pc 24/7.

Since most of the time i got nothing better to do. I downloaded some tv series like prison break the new season, some animes and of course movies. Not forgetting the Mtv VMA since i missed it. All of that only kill some of my time. So i need something other than that to help kill some time. I read manga of anime eventhough i know i hate reading. Well what to do, at least i'm doing something.

On Wednesday went to Mcdonald's drive thru somewhere nearby my place to meet up with LG, Nana, Su fen and Sean. Just to hang out and have a lil chat among ourselves.

Mainly talked about what happen or what their experience in doing their training.
Since most of them are training at F&B side. They get paid (damn) while me and Nana are in RD dont get paid :( well actually money is not a big issue anyway.
We talked till its around 1 then decided to get playing card since su fen was talking about some card reading thingy. We all head over to LG's house with Nana's driving us there.

Well su fen's card reading thingy actually kinda true i'm pretty surprised myself. LG showed his 1/4 left of Black Label and Sean got excited to try it lol well since his blood circulation is kinda good, his face easily turn red after drinking. After that we just play big 2 among ourselves and some blackjacks. The clock shows its already 2am and they decided to head back home since its already late. Well basically that's all for Wednesday.

Thursday went smoothly like any other day. Woke up and back to the same routine. I got myself some short pants. Other than that, all i get is stress playing game. Finally i got a call from the Fresh Gear (which is the place i bought my phone and the place where i sent it for repair) informing that my phone is repair and can be picked up tomorrow. Phew after 2 long weeks with my spare phone lol.

Something to do

2008-09-09T19:47:00.005+08:00

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- Most probably by the age of 28 the latest.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- Go out, waste money.

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
- He wouldnt be my close close close friend then. Instead he's just a close friend or maybe not so close friend.

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat ?
- I would give up my body fats in return.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- Being happy with whatever i'm doing

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- No money no talk ?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- Important persons in my life

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
- Travelling

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Duh ? wait for Malaysia to have snow

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Great friend, hardworking & fun

11 & 12. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? What is the thing that will make you think your other half is bad?
- Being loyal and obedient
- Cheating

13. What is your ambition?
- Rich, powerful and successful lol

14. Is anyone really perfect?
- No

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
- RICH !! when you're rich, you're happy lol

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- My personality

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
- Friends, family & my other half

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Rich, powerful and successful (my favorite line)

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
- Surrounded by supportive friends and family

20. What kind of person you would like to meet?
- Someone who is very entertaining n trustworthy

Tagged Victims
- DH 27 lol
- Atika
- Sean
- Shae
- Philly
- Shelyn
- Joanne
- Anyone that interested to do it

Thanks for reading, hoped you enjoyed you reading. To those who have been tagged please do it lol.

Why it's boring these days

2008-09-07T01:23:00.007+08:00

Holidays still on going and i still can't think of something meaningful to do rather than sitting at home doing the same thing which is play game for hours and hours. Industrial report is 3/4 done and i still got like 6 weeks more or less to do it.

Well since it's Fasting Month, felt kinda lazy to go out. My gf is not in Malaysia. Some friends stayed far away. Some are still working part time.

Sharing what i'm currently listening to these days. Which is a solo album from Alex (Clazziquai) - Vintage Romance. I've been a fan of Alex's vocals since I first heard him as part of Clazziquai. I also like the presentation of CD albums in Korea.

Nowadays, Alex's popularity has skyrocketed with his participation in a celebreality show called 우리결혼했어요 (We Got Married).Alex's first solo album fits nicely within the Korean ballad genre, but also flirts with a little more rhythm and soul. In addition to a couple of featured rappers, the album includes a few songs most likely inspired by Stevie Wonder. If you've ever been to a noraebang, you know that Koreans love Stevie Wonder. (As does most of the world.)

Currently favorite song in the album is Waltz Lesson feat Whale, Kkakjikkyeoyo feat. Gaeko from Dynamicduo and Miss. Understand feat. Simon Dominic.

You guys should check out the We Got Married korean tv show at crunchyroll.com. It's a really funny show.

The summary of the show ?

4 predetermined (as in participants don't choose who their partner is, but the pairings are set up by the PD) couples are allotted a certain amount of money ($20, $40, etc) to prepare dinner for themselves. The participants try to portray themselves as a real life couple and go out together to buy groceries for dinner. It then follows them to a mock home where they prepare the dinner and eat. In between scenes there are interviews with the participants asking questions like what they feel about their partner and what they like or don't like about him/her. The actual date together as a couple and the interviews are all prefilmed and the participants and MCs watch it all back. At the end, each side of the couple privately chooses if he/she would stay together with his/her partner or not.

The 4 couples which is Crown J and Seo In Young, Alex and Shin ae, Andy and Solbi and Hyun Joong and Hwangbo.

Anyway i think that's all for today since i got nothing more to write. I'll be back with more updates. Till then, to be continued...

Yesterday & Today =)

2008-09-05T23:34:00.007+08:00

Both of these days started like any other day. Wake up at 4.30am for sahur then go back to sleep, then wake up again. Did the same thing on both days too. Chatting with my baby, playing game and so on.

Yesterday i break-fast at Sun & Surf @ Sunway Resort Hotel. Why there ? cause my uncle invited the staff to eat there along with us ( me, sis , ana , azizan and mazrina ). I can say the food is nice especially the satay, fresh oysters and the lamb ! ahah lamb is my favourite !

Ana & Me

Uncle Manan, Me & Azizan

Faiz, Azizan & Ana

Always being weird Azizan

Look at the food that we didnt manage to finish.
Wish we could take away but of course cant lol

After few hours later, Ana, sis and me decided to walk around sunway pyramid before going home. Since Aisha's birthday was on wednesday (2 days ago). Ana decided to buy for her an Armani Code perfume.

Happy belated birthday to you !

Armani Code by Giorgio Armani

While at the same time i decided to buy myself a perfume to use, which is the Polo Black by Polo Ralph Lauren.

Polo Black by Polo Ralph Lauren

Today same thing again. For breaking-fast today we had korean food at Nol Boo Restaurant at Sunway Pyramid. Well we are regular customer here since dont know how many years already, the only place where i usually eat korean food. After done eating, decided to buy some famous amos cookies its been awhile since i ate them.

Well today my sis got me a new nike shoe since my shoe is already old and some are stolen lol. Well here's how it looks like.

The box lol

Inside the box ? lol

Outside the box ? Haha

Hmm still dont know what to buy for hari raya clothes. Since i dont know which colour to choose for this year hari raya. Anyway its still too early for that. Hari raya is like 3 more weeks lol.

Anyway i'm still sad since my baby already left for Oxford, UK already :( she's gonna be there for 2 years. Wow such a long period. Hopefully we can stand strong till then.

Till then, wait for more updates. ;)

Joanne's 19th birthday and gathering

2008-08-25T14:46:00.012+08:00

Yesterday was joanne's 19th birthday.So,happy birthday to her. The day before that we went to her place at ridzuan around midnight to give her a surprise birthday party. Basically we all talked about our experience of training in their respective place. We also planned to go to Pavilion the next day to celebrate her birthday.

Joanne, shae,su fen, yong jay and sean (ps. me n lg were late for the suprise lol)

The next day we all went to pavilion. Since its already lunch time, we all decided to go and eat at The C.Club which is located on top of coach boutique. From the environment of the restaurant you can tell that its an expensive restaurant lol.

The menu

Necklace

some pictures of the restaurant. They even sell those necklace and diamonds.

Now moving on to the food we've all ordered. haha .From main dishes and deserts. Most of us just took the set lunch menu either rm 39.90 or rm 49.90, some just ordered a la carte menu.

Joanne's food and Yong Jay's food

LG's food and Shae's food

Sean's food and My food

Yong Jay's dessert and My dessert

I already forgot lol well sorry since i cant remember the names of the food since most of them have long names lol.

I can say that the food was nice and the service were very good. lol of course the amount you pay is how much the level service you will get. :P

faiz,sean,shae,lg,nana,su fen,joanne and yong jay.

sean,su fen,nana,shae,joanne,yong jay,lg and faiz.

Well like always we have our own session of group photograph.

Now its time to pay the bills lol. For everything that we eat cost us around RM 409 for the lunch.

After lunch shae had to leave us since he got stuff to do somewhere.

The rest of us just carry on walking around pavilion. The girls were busy looking at stuff while the boys were still hungry lol. The boys decided to go to Michael Angelo's to eat pizza since joanne were training there before and recommended the pizza there. The pizza only cost us around RM 25. Cheap huh. Sorry someone forgot to take picture lol.

After 3 hours of walking around pavilion. We decided to give atika n nadya a visit at their workplace which is the TGI Friday at Life Centre KL. The moment we reach there. A girl suddenly ran out of TGI Friday and were screaming like a crazy girl lol ahahahaahahah but actually its atika who were so happy to see us when we got there lol. Well yea since most of us didnt see each other for like 2 months of course we miss everyone right ?

Well since we are there of course we would order something to eat right ?

Friday's Sundae for me and lg. Yong Jay who is still hungry ordered steak for himself. Fried mac and cheese and salad something to share for all.

Well after finish eating and talking. Atika arranged something for Joanne since its her birthday.
You know in TGI friday's when it is someone's birthday they would ask you to stand on your chair to make a speech and then they would sing something for the birthday guy/girl and also free slice of cake too lol.

Atika presenting the cake to joanne.

She went blur for awhile since dont know what to say anymore lol

Well after that its time for us to go since its already late. say goodbye to everyone and left to go back home.
Anyway Happy Birthday to Joanne !! ;) someone is getting older already.

So that's all for today.More post coming soon if i happen to go out or anything.

1 day left :)

2008-08-19T12:37:00.002+08:00

Today is the 2nd last day of my training at sheraton. Its been 2 months since i train here. Everyday working 9-5 is gonna end soon :) YAY ! but what am i gonna do on holidays ? i'll probably have like 1 month+ of holiday. Since next month is Ramadhan month, i think i can't do much either. Let's talk about yesterday, after work straight to carrefour to work on my specs(its been awhile since i wore my specs anyway) my cousin called and invited me and sis to eat seafood at somewhere near the subang airport. Picked up uncle at Sunway Resort Hotel and went straight to eat dinner. We had crabs, prawns(allergy to prawns OMG!WTH),chicken,garoupa fish,oysters and many more lol. We didnt plan much after ..just sent uncle back to the hotel and went home at USJ 26 (new house) to take some stuff. After that my cousin , sis and me went to pyramid to catch a movie there. We were planning to watch meet dave...but in the end we watch Mirrors (18PL) usually english horror movie kinda sux...but i can say that this movie is good. My 2 lovely ladies already went for holiday :( 1 off to Beijing another to Jakarta..gonna miss them ;( well it felt kinda lonely now..since i usually go out with them...now either eating alone or cook something for myself at home. There's not much work to do now at office...so it felt like the time moves slower than usual...i've always anticipated for the clock to reach 5 pm lol and yes i'm still in sales and marketing department (which is 3 weeks already) Hmm i think there's someones birthday today at the office..i heard they bought lots of food to celebrate which is after 5pm today. There's also a farewell dinner today for the trainee...since most of us will be leaving this friday. i still dont know what's my plan for this holiday...my uncle promise me to bring me along to jakarta since he go there every week hopefully i get to tag along :) hmm so where to go ???? give me ideas !!! i dont want to just sit at home doing nothing ...that's kinda lifeless..anyway gtg now

Sheraton Subang Annual Dinner '08

2008-08-07T18:52:00.003+08:00

Well yesterday was the annual dinner for Sheraton Subang which is held only once a year.Well sorry as u all know me, i don't like to take pictures for some reason :) . Most of the staff n trainees get to enjoy themselves tonight. For this annual dinner, we have a dancing competition between departments. Even trainees get to join in which ever department they're currently in. As for me, i didn't performed but just watch my colleagues (sales and marketing) performed. Well we didn't manage to win instead the Engineering department got the 1st place, 2nd place goes to F&B and 3rd to Front Office. Congrats to the winner. We all had fun watching them performed. For those who loves to drink, we get to drink free flow of wines n beers (that's why many people didn't turn up for work today lol). Back to training story, I'm left with 2 more weeks of working YAY ! :) well me and Bryan was planning to invite some people to go holiday with us either to Singapore or to Pulau Langkawi. Hopefully we can go there cause we really need a break from working anyway ? who doesn't right ? okay see you people. Enjoy your training.

Training in purchasing department

2008-07-21T13:48:00.000+08:00

Its been almost a month since i start working in the purchasing department. First week was receiving goods from the supplier. All i do was chop on the invoice, sign and check the goods whether its in good condition or not. Repeating the steps the whole week. Well for second week, i mostly stayed in the office typing in the information from the price quotation and start comparing prices from different supplier. Usually there's alot of information to be type-in and take like the whole day of looking n typing it in. For third week, its a mix of both of them. Finally i'm in the last week in purchasing. The last week is much fun because there is this pretty girl from our college but doing higher diploma and she's from indonesia. The motivation to go to work haha :) well looking forward for next week since i'll be training in sales and marketing for 1 month. Btw training at sheraton subang hotel and towers again.

anyway good luck and have fun with your training everyone. Hope to see u guys soon after the training.

back

2008-06-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

well its been awhile since i last my post my blog....yeah i know...been pretty busy with exams ...and today was the last paper for term 4 final exam which business english..it was kinda easy actually since if u know the format of doing the essay u wouldnt have a prob doing it. Other than that will be going back to sheraton subang hotel and towers again for training but this time it will be just in sales and marketing. hopefully it wont be boring since most probably will just follow ppl around doing sales at the hotel. ya i know...i dont like to post pictures in blogs :) well i started to go to gym again at california fitness at sunway pyramid this time....its a nice place with alot of gym equipment that covers most of the body part u want to workout..well past few days did nothing but studying for exam from saturday till friday today. went for movies with suat ling ,her sis suat lay and bunch of friends for the made of honour premiere at TGV One utama...we've enjoyed the movie :) ...apart from that meet another girl called angelyn chong ( pretty girl ) she's 1 year younger btw...been chatting alot with her on msn...well since now its the holidays...i need plans !!! anyone wanna go somewhere ? or do something fun ? call me ! :P

today

2007-12-11T18:22:00.000+08:00

did nothing but studying the whole day for the year end exam which is tomorrow. Would like to wish to everyone good luck and work hard for the year end exam. i just realize that many things need to be read again and many stuff to remember since its an exam including from term 1 till term 3 basically its killing me with stress :D . Went jogging for awhile to keep the mind in shape and back to studying after that. Oh yah on the 5th of december it was reagan's birthday so "Happy Birthday to u Reagan" . Anyway i should be asking this question "where you guys gonna do after exam ?". Since everyone is busy studying i better get back to studying too. Anyway that's all for today.

last week and today .

2007-12-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

I would like to start off with happy birthday to LG which his birthday is today.Apart from that, i went to restaurant practical class which was the last class for me and of course next week is 1st year end exam. 2nd of January will be the date for industrial training. Actually i don't high hopes on getting that someone cause i don't really feel the connection. So might as well chill out and enjoy life while can so that i don't stress out on unnecessary stuff. Besides I'm going to Philippines for 1 year after i graduate diploma cause i need to learn how to manage the family retail business there and also learn about managing the family company. After that will continue with degree but this time its business administration not hotel management. Enough with future plans, now back to the present.On Saturday went to cut hair at my friends salon somewhere near Darussalam, its call ID hair salon. My friend gave me a Mohawk cut and yes it look great. After that went to Bukit Bintang to shop at StarHill Gallery. Went around the area until tired after that went to planet Hollywood for a drink with my cousins n sister. Sorry LG cant make it to your dinner at canadian pizza :P . Well today is like last week monday, played badminton with reagan and wayne. After finish playing went to silva's for a quick drink and went back home. Well after that is what i'm doing now, writing in my blog and what LG would say is emo at my blog again haha.

Tagged

2007-11-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

PART 1: State the rules. Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

PART 2: The tag.

I miss somebody right now. (Old school friends of course)
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (Online game moslty)
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (well sometime you need to lie to protect something or someone)
I curse.(Daily)
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes. (Sometimes)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (All the time)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (I haven’t even been there)
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (huh?)
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (even if I do, it’s hidden. Lol)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. (Debatable)
I don't hate anyone. (It’s impossible rite?)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. (Isn’t learning a lifelong process?)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. (Depending on their personality)
I have tried alcohol before. (Even shannon did!)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (depend on which friend)

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (NO WAY!)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (No comments)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (It’s entertainment rite?)
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!

I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now. (I haven’t committed suicide, have I?)
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (bungee jump count ?)
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (Everyone has a dream that they wana achieve rite?)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (used to at guitar but then its been a long time since then)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. (I like being The Boss)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (Water as in to play or drink?)
I went to college out of state. (Does training count?)
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (Especially from someone i love ? :P)
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse. (used to own 1 black horse but i sold it to someone else cause not enough money to maintain him and i rarely go horseback already =( )
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. (coffee at night, tea on tea time)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (what is that?)
I have been to over 15 conventions. (Mostly car related or models :D)
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist. (I wish i can draw some expensive painting to sell ? :P)
I only clean my room when necessary. (When people come to my house ?)
I like a person of the same sex.(hell NO !)
I love being happy. (who doesn't?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.

PART 3: Tag people to do the same
1. LG
2. Sean
3. someone
4. human
5. maybe anyone ?

Today and yesterday ?

2007-11-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

hello again. i'm kinda lazy to put pictures cause i'm the picture type person who take picture everywhere i go, so just keep with words is fine. Today we have purchasing and cost control exam, damn it i think i didn't do that well in that test. Well after that all of us got kinda lazy to go for ms hema's class so around 15 people were skipping her class. Some went to eat at ss15 while me and jay went to glenmarie Honda repair place to meet up with his friend. After picking him up , we went to somewhere near sunway college which sells cars accessories. Jay and his friend was interested to buy new rims and tyre. After spending around 30 minutes there we went to McDonald drivethru to have lunch. After that went back to college to attend Mr. Elangkovan class. Study, study and more study cause need to get ready for year end exam which is coming soon. Well after that everything the same that i do everyday. Chatted with max on msn, he ask me to me play dota on facebook LOL. Now moving on to yesterday. Well yesterday did nothing new just same thing that i do everyday. Keep waiting for the "girl" to come online on msn but our schedule is different, so cant really talk much. In fact i didn't even really have a real conversation with her. Just plain hello then after that nothing. But i don't mind bumping into her to a have a conversation but i rarely see her in college nowadays. Maybe cause of the different schedule and timing. Other than that, listening to her favorite song from high school musical 2. Actually i'm really interested in her already. But timing that separate us from talking to each other. Hopefully i can get to know her better and have a real conversation with her. lol kinda emo on my blog again. well that's it for today. I think soon I'll try to add more pictures to brighten up my blog a bit, so it wouldn't be that emo hahaha.

Today again.

2007-11-27T16:52:00.000+08:00

wee finally i got accepted in Sheraton Subang to be as a trainee there for my industrial training which gonna start soon on the 2nd of January.Today's assessment on Front office went well for most of it.I hope i can get higher marks so that can cover other weak subjects.As for everything else, its just the same old thing happening everyday.Well that's all.