Orangeism

27102015 咖啡 - 生活 - 梦想

2015-10-27T03:39:00.000+08:00

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心里有很多话憋了很久,找不到适合的时机人物地点说出来.我想也只是自己矫情所致.不知不觉地就匆匆忙忙地工作了一年七个月,回想起来开始那几个月还充满期待和激情地对待我工作的未来.但感觉热情也只是持续半年而已,之后的日子都活得像个行尸走肉,不间断地只是一头绪地重复性地工作而已.

热情啊对未来的期望啊憧憬啊什么的都被现实一一地磨灭掉.可怕地不是离梦想越来越远,而是你不知不觉地陷在[所谓只有现实的世界]的现实里.无声无息地融入然后回头惊觉才是最恐怖的.

其实也不懂我在写些什么,一切看似无意但都很不顺心.好吧,只是要提醒自己,不要忘了想要的.如不能确实地描述自己要的,那就看看图片读读文章来一点一滴地提醒自己吧.

生活需要梦想才不会无聊, 来杯咖啡吧 :)

19012014 给自己的那封信

2014-01-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

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至自己,

嗨,真的很想简单地问候一句”最近还好吗?” 但是我知道你一定回答不出好与否.最近实在是有太多烦人的事情涌着你而来,我也知道这一切是躲避不了的.也懂你内心又如往常般地陷入矛盾中煎熬.

现实的残酷总是能把人逼到绝境的山崖,一就崩溃跳下去,要不就停留在原地不动让恐惧折磨你.虽然我也知道你懂很多道理,什么要来的还是会来,什么躲不掉,人生什么之类一些大道理.同时你也知道一些安慰自己的话儿如什么顺其自然,什么花无百日红之类的富丽堂皇的字眼.试想你内心一定很煎熬吧,哦不是,是一定很累.

哦,最近也察觉到你少了很多笑容,寡言了很多,一点都不想以前的你.你和我说可能是长大了吧,我觉得也有可能,但是长大和自己的本质与本性是两回事,你可以一边保持笑容长大的,你是否想过这点呢?你不是说过乐观是你的本性吗?知道你从回国之后就感觉对这世界失去了兴趣,我懂,英国那里的生活那么好,难免会对这感到失望的.你妈你姐你妹你朋友都和你说过了,还是有机会回去的嘛.

其实,写这的目的也不是只是一味地告诉你最近你在抱怨或烦恼的事情.鼓励的话？想想过去二十多年来也不是一直在你伤心低潮之后再给予鼓励的嘛,还需要吗?哈哈. 不了,鼓励的话就算说了你也只是听而已.

好吧,这的目的是想清清楚楚地让你知道我的想法,我对你近况的看法和不满. 这话儿被打断了,应该在新的一年来临之前就和你说清楚,但迟了应该还来得及吧.

无可否认,你最近的状态不佳,最好的状态也只是你交了论文的隔两天而已.你已经颓废地过了好几个礼拜,日夜颠倒,人家起床做工你还睡到太阳下山才醒,也算了,想到日后你需要工作,就先让你过得轻松点.没想到你竟然得寸进尺,连续几个礼拜下去.

醒吧,你应该知道自己没有什么时间可以浪费的.要任性要野蛮也给我有个额度.不要太超过.你是不是忘了些什么?你忘了你想要过的生活吗? 那些你和朋友说过的梦想呢?还记得吗?

我并不希望你能赚大钱过些奢华的生活,也当然没有要你赚到够用就好那么卑微的水准.如果真的是如此,那么去英国读书见识了世面也都白费了.去了一趟那么长远的旅行,你应该清楚你的世界其实很小,真实的世界是很伟大的.你脑袋可能还在想着现在的困难,我知道你的心像要的是一个充实的生活.

也不懂是不是真的那么幸运,每次只要你面对着某些人生转折点或困难时候,总有一首歌会出现然而很适合现况又能启发你.最近听了首邓紫棋唱的”存在”.她简直旧时唱进了你我的心底里,歌词贴贴切切地形容了我们的疑惑.

“谁知道我们该去向何处” 就算自己也很难清楚明确地知道该去向何处

“谁明白生命已变为何物 “随着年纪的增长,开始对自己对事情所下的定义越来越不肯定

“是否找个借口继续苟活” “或者展翅高飞保持愤怒” 说穿了你到底懂不懂你想要的是什么?

“我该如何存在”

告诉你这首歌没有把握给悲观化,反而更鼓舞了我要去追求些什么.所以你要多听听这些歌曲.好吧就这样,快点去找一份工吧,麦玲玲都说了你今年只有正财运.虽然很多人说你今年会过得不好,就别听他们的,唐丽琪都说了双鱼座连旺14年不是?

p/s:别忘了法国的约定:))

笔于

一个很不满现状的自己

17112013 旅程 - 启程

2013-11-17T16:16:00.001+08:00

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这篇文章应该在前些日子就更新的,原本是打算在心情恢复之后直接上载。

比预期中还耗多了更多时间去抚平自己的情绪,我以为我很坚强很勇敢,我知道个我是的,只不过是低估自己的情绪.

一个月过去了,说实话地我还是很想念在英国的那段日子.无论是人事物没有任何一样我是不想念的.比起这里,英国那更胜一筹的何止是天气与环境那么简单,有些东西是很难用文字与言语表达的. 无可否认到现在我还是有一点点地在想为何要回来,为何不能留在那,我知道我已经有了答案,只是情绪一直不想面对这里的一切,而且知道并不代表接受得到. 只能说顺其自然吧.

遇见了很多亲戚朋友,大家说话总结也大概意思是羡慕.无可否认英国这段旅程,我从未后悔过就算背负了庞大的债务.在出发之前也和知己说过,就算背负多少重任与负担我也是会坚持这段旅程的.你说我任性无知也好,不顾别人的感受也好,诚实地回答我就是如此.年少轻狂,至少我有疯狂过不顾众人的想法走自己的想走的路.

这夏天的旅程,感谢上天的眷顾,我从未想过我会遇上一班好人,好朋友. 就算现在别人已经开始能没有后顾之虑地踏入社会,我还是需要继续完成未完成的课业. 比别人慢了起步,但我还是感到非常庆幸的,庆幸自己的选择是对的.从一开始就是对的.

认识了一班可以共同生活的朋友.与其说认识,重新认识更能形容这一切事情.我知道我一直都和这班朋友生活到很开心,只因为就算过了那么久我还是会不知不觉地想起当时我们相处得画面然后微微笑了.　我不懂是不是上天真的眷顾我很多让我遇上了一个好人，她也算是陪我熬过没有知己在身边的日子，我真的非常感恩这人的出现．不懂你会否看到，但谢了妹．我会如此地开心是因为我们从一开始都是来自不同朋友圈的，我们都是有各自的好朋友，但没想到在结束的时候我们会拥有那么深厚的感情．我感恩,我懂我因为他们而活得更开心,我并不是一个人独身异国. 谢谢朋友们让我在异国的夏天不寂寞.谢谢让我对于英国的印象不只是古堡而已.

去过了很多小时候在电视上看过,大人口中听过和漫画上出现过的地方,那感觉很兴奋又奇妙.我忘不了那感觉,当我抵达尼斯湖的那一刹那,我笑了,发自内心的笑,我到了小时候一直想去的地方.眼睛没有看到传说中的水怪,但是我的心看到了. 虽然还是有些地方差强人意,对某些人来说是很现实地差,对我而言也还好,可能是拜双鱼座的天性吧,我还是保留了对每个地方该有的梦幻幻想.

整个旅程,人事就不用说了，虽然有一些写不愉快的情节，但是每段回忆和那时候的感觉都是好的.　至于物，有个地方让我卸下了心头大石的感觉．在游欧的最后一个时候，我终于遇到了埃菲尔.　在看到的那一霎那，那感觉现在依旧很清晰.　现在只要看到任何它的照片，那感觉还是会呈现在心中．而我知道，我是会再回去见它的，埃菲尔铁塔．

回到了现实，我知道我不能只是沉醉于回忆，还是需要面对这一切．双鱼座的天敌就是现实，它总能轻易地摧毁双鱼理想化又浪漫的现实．真的哭笑不得，差一点就因为这优点而崩溃于现实．虽然很多事情冲着我而来，也听了很多大人们的问候与忠言，我懂我应该去做＂应该＂做的事情，但情况还不至于我非得要去做的地步，我只说＂趁还有资格和能力做选择的时候去做选择，到了没得选时我才会听天由命．＂算我幼稚和任性吧，我不狡辩也不反驳，因为我就是.

不知不觉写了这么多，原本是打算写些抱怨生活里的东西如上网不顺，没钱啊之类的．也没想到会离题离得满远一下下．等迟点再更新些有趣的事情吧．补充，去过了巴黎的锁桥，买了个锁头做纪念，虽然这行为有点太过肤浅主流，我相信我还是会回去把它锁上的，与某人．一个我不懂也拥有未知未来的人.

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11032013

2013-03-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

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The very first post of 2013 :)

I din update my blog for a long period of time.

For the reason not to update, I also don't know. Perhaps, I grow up already :)

Well, here are little update about the recently me.

Just celebrated my lovely birthday with the same gang like previous year :)

Thank you to you guys for being my friends another year.

And thank you for whatever you guys gift to me, I know it's not only an item but you give me more than that :D

I'll use it to capture every moment we meet :))

Time fly without our notice, it's march now.
2 more months to go, I'll temporary leave this place to the dreamland.
Before that I need to kill all the blocks , may god bless me.

Even thought I'm going there alone with friends, However, I still happy for it.
I believe, one day someone will go there together with me :)

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Nevertheless, I told myself do not stop at this time.

It's hard I know it but yet I believe that i can overcome all these.

Forget someone, forgive someone, Just for my own good :)

Cheer for all the time :D

15112012 讨厌

2012-11-15T03:15:00.000+08:00

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久违的相聚,巡回演唱会,虽然感觉到大家都有那么一点不一样.

然而,无论世界命运如何把我们分开在各自的人生路上.

熟细的感觉依然存在,只要我们聚在一起.

还是沉沦于回忆里,就像是昨天我们都还是住在一起.

谈着谈着笑了,笑下笑下,突然有种想哭的感觉.

长大了,很多东西都不同于从前.

这几天的相处,我深切地感觉到,我真的很想你们.

聊至天明好像就是习惯,我们已多久没见,但是感情依旧还在.

我不舍得这一切的一切.

聊回了一些不想面对的事实,感觉好模糊.

模糊又真实的往事重重地往我脸上打了下去.

心情震荡, 我分不清是疼我还是喜欢我.

感觉做什么都不对.

在这错误的时间点上发生错误的事情.

厌倦这样的一个自己,到底想怎样.

我长不大,依赖性重,无论过了多久都还,

我还是讨厌一个人:(

31102012 倒翻的咖啡

2012-10-31T04:06:00.001+08:00

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如平凡宁静般的夜晚,我,失眠了.

原因,不详.

心突如其来的情绪袭击我的大脑,感觉到很沉重.

原因,不详.

心乱如麻,感觉不上不下,很郁闷.

原因,也不详.

一大堆还未完成的课业与事情冲着我迎面而来.

我知道我已没有时间再耗下去,时间不会因为我而停止.

无奈感就快把我给淹没.

被截止日期逼迫我做些我现在不想做的事情,那感觉令人讨厌.

厌倦这样的生活,这样的秩序,这样的自己. :/

对如此的现实,也只能接受.

倒翻了的咖啡,无论如何也还是需要清理的.

如心情,就算多不定,也需控制的.

~~发泄完毕,~~感觉还在,随便吧.

课外题,很早就知道丁当能唱,很喜欢这两首歌,

很温暖但,听后都有莫名/不具名的忧伤.

我不懂是我的错觉还是什么,可能真的是,我又想多了.

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22102012 The Year

2012-10-22T01:05:00.000+08:00

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A year have passed before we knew it.
Some people may not remember this day but I do remember it, it's one of the important day in my life :)

Open up the album, and flick through all the photo with little smile.
Looking back on the previous time, start to flashback every single things which happened between you and me.
The people I used to know, the environment I used to stay, and the relationship I used to with.
Honestly, I miss it so much :')

Questions raised in mind while looking at those memorable photos.

"How are they doing now?"
"Are them okay with their recently life?"
"Do they still remember me?"

"When is the last time we meet up?"
"Are they getting prettier and handsome than previous time?"

"Oh gosh, I miss it so much."

However, Time still move forward. No matter how much I miss about it, how hard and how unwillingness I am. I can only do nothing for it.

Just a greeting here,

"How are you? my friends :'))"

Hope you guys do well there and also

Happy 1st year graduation :))

btw,
IMY so much :'))

16102012 Random :))

2012-10-16T03:13:00.005+08:00

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人性本贱,是犯贱.

明明有些东西可以在截止之前完成,但就是偏爱拖到最后一分钟才去做.

把心头大石撑在心里那么辛苦.

最近的我随意得很频繁.

情绪起伏也特别的大,感觉有点迷失了

朋友都不得空帮忙,唯有自己死撑.

长大了,每个人都有自己的生活,没有谁应该一直陪着谁.

伴侣不算在内,但我也没有,那就算吧.

害怕长大所要承受的未知,所以最近有点却步.

对于不肯定的未来与结果,现在已经没有当年年少疯狂地勇气了.

我害怕这一切一切地事情会再次把我给拖下.

然而这次没有人能24小时陪我哭,陪我废,和我倾诉.

我怀念从前的年少轻狂,这次我能熬过的,

大不了就再次大哭一场.

歌也不就是这样的唱, ~~哭过就好了.~~

犯贱再显,

翻开一些拥有深切回忆的合照.

不敢相信自己的自然反应,回忆涌入脑海,眼泪滑落.

原以为时间已淡掉这一切. 结果一切都只是我自己在欺骗自己.

记忆主宰了我的情绪,我的感觉.

最近某人影子不断出现,我无能为力,也只能接受.

情绪起伏太大,把自己最初的梦想也模糊了.

回家是一个对的选择.

它重整我的思绪,我的方向,我的感情.

最后,

其实也没有什么大不了:’))

也是好随意的一篇文章,最近没有什么特别的事情.

就这样吧.

随去/睡去, 顺其自然可能是现在无能为力的我唯一能做的事情. :))

相信,明天会更好,

还有,是你的就是你的,不是你的就不是你的,

志铭,你懂吗? :))

03102012 FUCKED UP

2012-10-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

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"这是人生,接受吧."

"我可以一个人,以我的能力."

"糟糕的不是你,而是你给我的感觉."

"给别人一次机会."

"人生不是自己的吗,为何要委屈自己迁就他人."

人生总有那几天不顺心, 事情十全十美.
不开心不顺心的事情只是为了托出某些能让你开心的事情而已.

然而,无论你有多万个不愿意都好,这已成事实.
只能看着办.

虽然如此,就在此刻的这一分这一秒,

我还是想说,

~~Mother fucker,~~ I hate it .

01102012 随意

2012-10-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

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他人说我已久没有更新我的空间,想一想,

也真的好久好久没有更新,好吧

现在就来一小段最近:))

暗爽了一下下,原来有人关注我的空间,呵呵. :)

别问我为何是华语,我也不晓得,

就是突然想让我的英文小小的休息一下下.

心乱如麻,最近随意地很频繁,

你别问,我不答,我也不清楚,就顺其自然吧.

跟着感觉走:))

长大了吧,画面很容易就浮现在眼前,

最近只要听到那几首带有回忆的歌.

不知不觉就会跌进曾经熟细的回忆里,来回几轮.

已无当时眼泪直流的感觉,现在的感觉,就悠悠地在脑海里淡过.

一笑而过 :))

时间只是把一切都淡化了而已,还清楚记得这一切一路的回忆,

但也庆幸当年的一切没有狠狠地烙印在心上.

我还放得开:)

年纪大了,脑子也想多了,这也属正常应该.

想家的几率也比从前多,好想回家,真的.

成长了,想家也不会哭太久,反而会笑一笑.

感恩,能在这个家长大,无悔,从不后悔.

人生第一次,鼓起了勇气,把梦想寄了出去聚集地.

如我习惯的人生,~~被拒绝了~~,但我懂并不是我不优秀,只是他人比我更努力而已.

小小的伤心一下下,希望存在于心底里, 乐观,是我这辈子最最喜欢的特征:))

我,再次把梦想寄出去,我,在等待希望.

十月的到来证明一年时间已过去了,

对于未来既期待又害怕,

只希望我的脚印能深深地烙在回忆的纪念册里:)

长大了,真的很多东西都不同于从前.

看到的,想到的,遇到的,都有不同.

随便吧，我相信那时候无论现在或未来的我能应付得来的.

真的蛮不想长大的,但我也会继续努力做个大人.

一个少说”我不懂”或”我不会”的大人.

别问我任何问题,我没事可能这是长大的其中一小节的…过程?

随便吧,一切都会好的:))

换了一个方式写这篇最近,感觉还蛮清新的:))

随便吧,开心就好 :)

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17092012 Protect Her

2012-09-17T20:36:00.003+08:00

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作詞：高見
作曲：湯小康

一想要滿足　他給你滿足　從來不懂得計較男人的短處
一旦要付出　就徹底投入　只為了幸福不管再高的難度　都不會在乎

女人的痛苦　有誰會清楚(在乎)
別為了一點錯誤　就各走各的路

其實女人應該受受保護　才不會顯得如此地無助
為了愛她拼了命的付出　到最後只有換來不停的哭
其實女人應該受受保護　才不會那麼容易被辜負
最懂得

"为了爱,她拼了命的付出"

"女人应该受受保护"

"一旦要付出,就彻底投入"

"只有换来不同的哭"

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=毕=

17082012 Ticket to Neverland

2012-08-17T23:45:00.001+08:00

Photo credits from http://toeiie.tumblr.com/post/12234176329

10 days was gone, 10 days 5 subjects non-stop, and finally it comes to the end.

Here an announcement to the world and people out there, I’M FINALLY IN HOLIDAYS NOW.

YES, I’m officially in the holidays now :D *claps hand*

There is no doubt a thing that I’ll going back to my lovely home sweet home in so soon.

I miss my home so so so much :)

This is super duper great news ever :D *thumbs up*

Besides that, there is one more great news which that I have one month holidays for this time.

Omg, I’m gonna plan well for my holidays, I don’t want to waste any time of it.

Notice here, to my ipoh friends please date me, I wanna meet up you guys :D

I guess I’ll miss my KL friends here too during this long break time, wish you guys have a nice holiday too :D enjoy *teehee*

Well, I’ll focusing and concentrate on my handmade business since I had long time din take care about it. And finally now I have more than little time to do it, I can’t miss out the time :D haha

Dear friends, please stay tuned for that, I’ll try my best to come out new handmade items as soon as possible.

I had ordered some fabric from the Internet, I feel so excited and awaiting it come to me, please come to me as soon as possible *cross fingers* There are so many adorable fabric in the market, I wish to grab all of them home and start to do something for it xD I need more money for buying all this. Unfortunately I’m bankrupt already, sad case. No damn, I’ll try to get more fabric soon :D CHEER to myself :D

Again, I’m fallin into Korean drama recently. I love the storyline and the chief actor is so handsome but yet I prefer another actor more :P

I have no internet access at my homesweethome, sad case that I can’t watch it during my holidays :( anyway I’ll find my way :P

Addicted to the song “Gangnam style”, hard to describe the feeling but the beat hits me, hit my mood. Let’s dance together :D a dance to learn during my holidays :D

"I’m gonna to escape to reality world

I get the ticket to the Neverland,

No doubt, no damn, no bitch in the Neverland.

I’ll live happily at there."

Don’t know what to write about, I guess that’s all for so far.

Dear Friends, come with me to the Neverland and forget about the reality,

You had get the ticket to Neverland, don’t waste it and yet enjoy your holidays.

Happy holidays :D

Play hard, Sleep hard, Eat hard.

Please don't get sick, Take care :P

07082012 Dear August

2012-08-07T02:34:00.001+08:00

Photo credits from http://fridayswith-you.tumblr.com/post/28585772176

One upon a time, there is a little boy who loves to blog about every little thing in his life.

Due to the busy life he has recently, he din update it for quite a long time.

YES, THE LITTLE BOY IS ME, THE ME WHO LONG TIME DIN UPDATE MY BLOG.

Again, finally I can have free time to do this blogging.

Well, there is nothing much to share actually but few songs. :)

Listen some nice songs from youtube recently.

It is different from what normally I listened. I feel something through the song.

I can’t describe it out even I wish too.

Keep on replay the same song, YES, the feeling is still there. I can feel it so true.

Anyway, I just wanna shared with you guys and see who else have the same feeling like me.

Anyone can feel the feeling I went through :P

Listen to the song, read the lyrics and feel the song :')

It’s almost a year that I came to KL for my studies life.

I don’t know whether it is good or not for the first choice I had made for continue studies.

Too much of things come together, and make me think about this.

What actually I want and what kind of future I need/wish.

Went back to my lovely hometown, meet up someone I love the most and wish to see.

I wish I can stay around her till the world end, but life is a bitch, I can’t.

I will go back to her as soon as possible once my exam end.

2 days more, the exam started. I still haven’t take out my notes to study.

Fear of exam? Nope. I am like more toward the feeling of I don’t care than fear.

I know I shouldn’t have this kind of thinking but in fact that this feeling hits me.

Going out with few close friends while getting rest in my hometown, a question I asked.

“How many years do we graduate from our secondary school?” we count and answered “4 or 5years”

It’s like Wow in my mind and I wonder what do I had done for this so many years. No answer.

People own this and that but me own nothing.

Friends said me din change at all still this style, as usual that chubby.

Again I’m thinking what I had done for this past 5 years. Answer is nothing.

My handmade dream is going far from me, STOP. I need you back.

I will make you into what I really dreamed of. *take a deep breath*

Stay tuned to my Opps!Orange please my dear friends :)

This semester was the worst semester to me perhaps. Everything messes up like out of control.

WHY WILL BE LIKE THIS *rawr*

Besides that, to someone I know.

Good that you had made a decision finally, you’re still young, you have lot of time to judge and think what you make is a correct decision or not.

I’m so glad finally you step out from this and make a new life.

Don’t be fear, fear nothing please, I’m always your back up to support whatever you choose.

So ENJOY IT AND NO FEAR! Okay? :)

And next will be my turn! *pray hard + cross fingers*

Pray hard for my turn to come please xD

Anyway, I will only plan again after my exam.

Firstly I need to settle the exam paper first.

August baby, please treat me better.

Perhaps,

I WILL MAKE YOU BETTER, MY DEAR AUGUST :)

18072012 Cheerful Me

2012-07-18T02:13:00.001+08:00

Photo credits from http://infinitespocklove.tumblr.com/post/21139206569

People asked me, “What happen to you?”

“What’s wrong with me?” I asked.

“You’re getting more and more emo recently.” they said.

“Am I?” I questioned.

“Yes, compare to first time met you, you’re not that optimistic anymore.” They answered.

“Oh, really?” I keep on questioned.

“Perhaps, Yes, I am.” I answered.

Looking back on the previous time, I wonder when I started to be that emo.

What the hell had happened to me, ish I hate the way I am, this is not so me.

THIS IS NOT ME, IT’S NOT THE WAY I USED TO. LOLZZZZZZZZZZZ

Silence for a while and take a deep breath.

Anyway, I had made a decision again after this long period of stress time.

I wanna get back to the previous me :) even though reality keep on killing my little optimistic and my little dream.

Don’t tell me this is my fade, HELLO, I will only follow my own way as I love :P

I’m forcing to smile? Yes, maybe I’m but I guarantee that I’ll get back to it naturally :D

I need confidence and I’m searching it back. Give me more please my friends :)

I wanna get back to the ME, the love-smile ME :D

The optimistic ME, The stupid ME, The ordinary ME :D

I wanna get back to the ME who love using imagination to fulfill all the needs.

Tell myself this :D

Take it if you needed also :)

When first saw of the pic, it’s so sweet :D

Loneliness kills?

~~Yes, maybe,~~ I’m envy what the hell this not happen to me but the bitch/bastard? LOLZ.

WHATEVER :P I just don’t wanna give a fuckin care on it anymore.

No mean NO, I’ll settle it by my imagination :D *wink wink*

I love to live in my imagination world, it sounds bad but so what!?

At least you’re look fucking good in my imagination world compare to the REAL YOU in this REAL WORLD :P

I’m persuade myself you’re good BITCH, so thank you me :D

HAHA, after all these self-cheering, I feel a little bit of previous me.

The ME who always cheering myself :D

It’s good :D HAHA.

There is still not world end yet, so what the fuck I wanna make myself living in a worst world?

Worries about assignment? Can’t get A but at least get a C to pass it :D

There is no a must for me to score such high grade. So just lets it be :)

既然相信还是带来伤害,

那算吧,就继续做我自己,相信这一切都会好的! :D

EXACTLY.

Therefore, what the hell think so much? Just go do whatever ME WANT.

Don’t lost the smile anymore :D

16072012 思念 . 私念

2012-07-16T23:26:00.003+08:00

Photo credits from http://andzcobain.tumblr.com/page/274

终于,筹备已久的活动落幕了.

我应感到放松,但事实非如此.

手头上还有多份需要即可完成的课业,但我还是选择颓废了三天.

足足三天,什么也没有做成,心里一直有一种莫名的感觉不懂如何解释.

如她说的,空虚感,之前一直忙这忙那,一切一切忙碌的生活只为了那三天活动.

活动落幕,空虚感自然而然地填满了原本忙碌的那一块.

就算和朋友出去也抹不去这感觉.

我自己清楚知道,不止因为那忙完后的空虚感来袭.还有些东西徘徊在我内心.

我常在想常在问,现在如此的生活真的是我需要的吗？

为了这一切一切,一直重复性的告诉自己这一切会好的.

我怀疑我的选择,这真的是我需要的？

回头看去,发觉自己变了很多很多.

乐观的我不懂去了哪里,我想他.

不再笑得像太阳,静得像月亮.

我,遗失了自己最爱的笑容.

明知道还有一大堆重要的事情需要去完成,但却呆在这原地不动.

从前的动力与冲劲都不懂跑去哪儿了. 我需要它们.

梦中时常见到我想的人,我知道我真的想你们了,还有你.

原以为自己不会想起任何关于你的事情,没想到我还是败给了自己的思念.

我还在想当初的一切,以及我想象中后来的我们.

梦想,不再遥远,顺利地一步一步在前进着.

但是最近的我,身心疲惫,没什么动力去做自己喜欢的事情.

家,好遥远. 多久没有回家了,

我想念家里的每个人,家乡的一切.

忙碌地生活令我更讨厌自己当初的选择.

原本事情永远都不会那么完美,有得必有失.

有时候, 思念,私念不能并存.

我倦了,累了,也腻了现况.

虽然如此,无论如何,笑一个 :目

我还是可以坚持的告诉自己.

计划好好,一切将会顺心:)

矛盾的一片文章,随便吧,乱写一通,也能好好的宣泄一下下.

语毕.

20062012 We're Honest

2012-06-20T04:17:00.003+08:00

Photo credits from http://kaoru-nippon.blogspot.com/2012/06/34.html

People love the way a liar used to be.

People hate to be honest because they’re fear of the truth.

Just as simple as that.

Therefore, be proud on you din get influence by those liars.

Be happy, you’re not one of the victims.

You’re out of their drama.

Trust me, you don’t need someone who don’t even trust you at all.

He will stay on your side if he knows you well.

As in what I see so far, he is not that good.

If he do really care, he will be back. Let's the fate to judge. :)

Honest always get bully by the Lies.

But do you find out that honest is always the winner at the end?

So, be yourself. :)

“You can treat me like how your friends did, I can be your XXX.”

Hey, he is eating his word.

Anyway, sorry for I’m not around but do CHEER UP.

Slap down the bitch.

CHEER. :) my sistar.

I’m here always for you.

11062012 眼累

2012-06-11T04:02:00.000+08:00

Photo credits from http://weheartit.com/entry/6839004

同样的事情再次发生在不同的人,不同的场景.

同样的情形也再次落在我身上,

我,身同感受.

对不起.

我泪,因为我无能为力.

我只能打气不能帮忙.

上天是否在考验我的个人耐力与心的坚强.

不断用同样的事情考验我.

我怀疑他在考验我对他人的信任有多深多稳固,

还是要教会我不应该那么得相信他人,

或是要我真正的去知道这世上不存在任何的信任.

可以无时无刻,傻傻笑地我,

此刻,

我真的笑不出来.

那熟细的伤感再次如刀般地穿刺在我同一个伤口上.

你说的和我看到的是两回事.

不要说我活该,也请你不要用你对他的恨来衡量我对他的恨.

你不懂我的感情有多细腻,有多敏感.

我可以因为无关紧要的人的一句话而泪流.

不要说我绝情,你看到的只是现在不是从前.

从前的我是如何委屈自己去原谅别人迁就别人,你不在场.

不要怪罪于我狠心,我只是一个拥有七情六欲的普通人,我会累也会泪.

一个人会沦落这地步并不是我个人的能力,我是凡人.

那是他的造化,他个人的态度,与我无关.

请不要轻视他人的制主力,我们都不是别人的牵线玩偶.

不是那么容易就因为别人的一两句闲言而动摇地.

时常问自己,我是否做错了什么上天要这样重复性的把同样的事放在我身上.

有一点那么感觉,我就是别人口中的坏人.

我曾真正的伤害过那人吗？请告诉我说何时何地何能.

如做双面人,演技请好点,不要让我发现.

别人说愤怒蒙骗了我的双眼,并不是如此,

只是眼泪模糊了我的视线和感觉.

我不是视觉动物,我能感受到任何一切小事情.

不要忽视我的能力,你并不完全了解我.

你只是看到那个我要表达的我而已,不是背后的我.

你说我还小,活在自己的世界.

我说你不懂, 你才是那个活在自我世界的成人.

我只是对这世界有希望,相信有好人,然而这却伤害了我.

心很重很重,我无言.

我尝试去相信去催眠自己这不是真的,但失眠.

失望,对他,对你,对这现实.
一切都只是暂时性的,我不懂,但此刻的我,

不想去信任你.

=完=

by [铭]

30052012 Friendness :)

2012-05-30T04:11:00.000+08:00

Photo credits from http://www.flickr.com/photos/kristapalmu/5889758347/

Finally I can blog now :D I mean blog for my own blog not for assignment.

I’m quite tired with the recent life. Ton of assignments are killing me bit by bit.

Presentation pitching, assignment pitching, blog update, lecture and class (I skip most of them) and etc. I wanna scream it out, IHATEASSIGNMENTSSSSSS!!! Perhaps, no one loves it.

A little great news here, finally I have my little corner for my handcraft business. It’s located at a shop name [Makeover Now] which just next to 7-elevent in JayaONE, Petaling Jaya. I’ll blog about it sooner in another blog or here. Please feel free to visit it :D *teehee* Thx!

I’m busier cos of the corner, rushing stock for my little business. I know it’s worth to do so :D

For all a while, assignment and blah blah blah, this busy life drive me hard :/*sign* God please give me more strength to overcome all of those bored/annoying/hateful assignment. *cross fingers*

Well, I met up friends last week. Honestly I miss you guys so much. For those few days we stick together, I found the longlostfeeling among us. Pillow talk, gossip, shopping and even clubbing which you guys know that I’m quite off with, all of those keep on reminding me of our previous time.

I always question myself that why will us separate now, Why we just can’t stick together into the same college, live into the same house, enjoying the joys and move together to the future which with you and me. I know the answer, I know it but just I can’t face the truth sometimes. IMYguys so much. :’/

Honestly, my tears almost fall down on the day when we hug each other together in Zouk. The hug was really touching my feeling. The feeling that tells me “we used to be together before”. What a hurtful truth. *hateit*

Not much of motivation to school nowadays, I guess one of the reasons was you guys are not here. I miss the time when there is somebody else waiting in the car, my housemates wake me up and we rush to the class. I MISS THE PASS. :’/

Even though it’s hurt but yet I’m glad to have this feeling :) Cos I know this friendship is special. Even we had already din meet up for a long time, but the feeling are just the same like we just met yesterday. :’) I felt it; felt that you guys are the one who will longlive with my life till the day I leave the world :)

Again Happy birthday to Nick :D *hand clap* I wish that we can celebrate all of our birthday together in all the coming years :) The FICTION will never end up. :)

Btw, I had order something through online and now I get it :D *weehee* This is a flashdrive which I had wait it for a week more*teehee* Finally it’s come to me, I love it so much :D

God treats me so good I know it :) I met up another gang of friends here who make me truly feel the same in this stranger place. They’re one of motivation for me to college now (I’m still skip class sometime :P).

I guess my life can’t live without any friends. Thank you for everything :)

I feels gleeful and gratefulness, even after so many bad issues/crisis/gossip/bad words from others, I still living in a pool which full of friend’s love :D

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO MUCH :P

Haha, time to sleep, Please whoever read my post, DREAM OF ME ~~PLS~~ :D It would be a sweet dream :D *weehee*

16052012 Birdcage

2012-05-16T04:53:00.001+08:00

Photo credits from http://reneelouiseanderson.tumblr.com/ask

I’m still awake in this time, I can’t fall asleep.

I have a morning class later. *omg*

Dear Insomnia, you hits me again, btw just to tell please do not hits me again. Thx.

Perhaps it’s normal to me since night is always young to the people in this age. *fuckup*

As last post had mentioned about that I’m not get ready yet to the life now.

After a week, well, it still remains the SAME. I’m still can’t get used to it.

I’m still unable to wake up early for class, I’m still can’t understand what lecturer teach about, I’m still not fuckin ready yet for everything. =s

Rushing assignments for the past 2 days, searching for groupmates, listen to the guideline, appointment for group discussion, rushing out proposal and presentation and etc.

God, it reminds me that I’m finally getting back to student’s life. LOLZ.

Deadline for Internship Final report is coming so soon but yet I had not done it =s

Not feeling to do so but gonna force to do so soon. *forceforceforce*

There is an assignment get my interest on it, blog =D

It’s always my favorite. *teehee*

Wish I can do well for this assignment. I had long time din meet up the assignment I like since diploma. I love no assignment normally. =P

I love the blog design cos It’s look sweet and cute =D

Sorry to my male group mates that I’m making this blog till so girlish. Haha.

Here is the link, please do follow if can =D

[Le Tailor Box]

And this is ME =D

Finally meet up my sistar, we had been not meet up for a long time I guess.

It’s really pretty happy to see you and shared with you all the secrets.

Only you know that much okay, please do me a favor, don’t tell out unless I say yes for it =P HAHA

The feeling is weird again. It din stop at all since the day my school day start.

I can’t describe what the feeling is, I guess the word “mess” may have the close meaning with it.

It feels like I’m surrounding in a birdcage, I just can’t run out of it. Like doing whatever are useless action.

I can even skip a whole day class, omg *cover face*

I have no help. =/

My ex-roomate is here, finally meet him, i had din meet him for half of year I guess.

I’m surprise that we did really din meet for so long time and by his look.

He’s getting bigger and bigger. HAHA GOOD =D so I can only look smaller and slim beside him =D

Looking at the time, I guess I should stop at here.

Please do support my blog =D

it’s all about Handmade items; we’re sharing but not trading with you in the blog. =D

To my heart,

You know you shouldn’t make the same mistaken again after the hurt you get from last time.

SELF-CONTROL is highly needed for this period of time.

So cheer up, life still move on, fulfill your desire with your dream.

If you can pass this hard time, no one can stop you unless you want it.

Hey CheeMeng, Welcome back to the Real Life. =)

You’re gonna prove what you deserve for.

11052012 Sunshine, Beach and Smile :)

2012-05-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

Okay, I had got the permission from the photographer. *BIG THANKYOU*

Finally, I can share here with you guys my part of memory =D

Well, I do really miss the trip so much. =/ *bringmebackpls*

And this is the first time I can really exactly see the world.

I mean the view inside the sea with many colourful fish =D

It’s no longer just an imagination,

I am always use imagination to draw the undersea during my childhood time.

I guess most of us are the same, but now I can prove that, it’s really amazing =D

Well, it’s should not be a wordy post about, let’s watch the photos =D

Sunshine, beach, camera and Smile are needed to create the memory,

A gang of crazier friends are highly needed from all of that. =D

The 2 photos below were taken at night, it's nice like fake.
And the 2nd photo my sistar said so sweet. =D
it's mean IM SWEET xD *ignore others complaint and feedback*

This is the photo i love the most among all photos from the trip.
Idk why just a feeling and Thank you to Edmund Lim for crouch down at that moment,
I guess that's one of reasons which make the soul of photos out. =)

Thank you to the photographer for making my memories is not only nice photo but feeling with photo =D

I do miss the time when we all in the little island,

All sleep on the beach and me facing to the sea and sing like no one there.

Not to rush in the trip but just walk around also can make me happy

It sounds weird but yet I do wanna to say it out,

ILY guys so so so much. *big fat hug*

Thank you for giving me such nice memories =)

We're Blackies now =D

09052012 Take Me Away

2012-05-09T02:39:00.003+08:00

photo credits from http://josepineapple.tumblr.com/post/14599094296

Finally I’m get back to my studies life again after the so long internship.

Yes, I miss my colleagues actually since I had gone through a sweet&warm time with them for the past 3 months.

Thank you for teaching me and be with me,

I’m the newbie in the company and you guys are like my big brother&sister who cover me no matter what I had done. Thank you. =) *smile*

My boss even calls to go back and give me a proper farewell. How sweet she is. =) Really a big thank you to you all. Imy.

Honestly, I’m still not in the situation.

I mean in the college for grouping, assignment, tutorial class, lecture, notes and etc. all the annoying stuffs. =/

My mind/feeling was still staying in the little island.

Btw Hey I’m just came back from the trips.

As I mentioned in the previous post, I’m back from the trip and I miss it BADLY.

I miss the moment when no assignment, no work, no people I hate, with the friends I love, no stress and blah blah blah. Oh gosh, how good the time is. *wink wink*

I do miss it so much but I know I can’t be in that all the time.

It’s precious when it’s rare. We just can’t always like that.

Anyway, photos keep the memory for me; I can flashback whatever funny things while looking at all the photos even the photo show nothing but view only.

Special thanks to someone, for keeping the best moments by his camera =)

Now I’m exactly feel that having a good camera with the good skill can do really keep not only the moment but the FEEL.

I’ll get my own camera so soon since this is my wish.

Having a friend who good in photo shooting is really nice, I wanna be this kind of friends =D *dreaming*
even my photo shooting skill are bad =P haha.

Thank you *high five*

p/s: I know you won’t want bog hug so high five xD haha.

Photo will not being shown here since I haven’t get the permission from him yet.

There’re few photos which can shown in my phone. =) *weehee*

Oh ya, I’m blackies now, Sexy/Funny/Cute Blackies =D *weehee*

All my college friends saw me and the 1^stthings they said were the same.

“You’re darker than before.”

Someone still said I’m thinner cos of the dark skin, dark colour makes people looks slim.

And my lecturer even said that I’m that dark as my hair colour.

I heard people said that my lipstick looks dark also and yet some more I heard was I look exactly like a Domo now since I’m darker now, I was just like sweat/Lolz but funny. Haha.

I do really enjoy for the few days in the little island.

I miss it once I get back to the busier city. LOLZ.

When is the next trip my dear friends? =)

A little interlude for the trip, I’ve think of you out of sudden.

The sea I guess which the reason. I’ve never been to sea with you before but just a feeling.

You’re still in my mind I guess.

Thank you for giving me a chance to miss someone else with no reason.

You’re the only one who did it to me.

Perhaps it’s good to me so no next or like the song “someone like you” to be appear soon. Haha.

Well, my feeling is weird now since yesterday till now.

I can’t describe it with any words, just weird.

Feel like wanna remain silent for a while and doing my own things.

Not the little interlude makes me like this way (I guess).

I think I’m just not ready yet for the class.

I’m not ready yet for whatever coming to me now.

I need to re-arrange all of it, my handmades , my assignment, my studies, my pocket money and etc.

It’s just the second week of my new semester but there are tons of assignments waiting me to settle it.

I wonder is it PR students always need to be that busy. Oh ya, I hate my class timetable. I think it’s the most suck timetable ever, who’s the genies make it? Lolz. Anyway, I’ll accept the challenge.

Assignment looks quite funny like blogging and so on, seems easy to me but definitely NOT.

I’ll talk about it next time when I really start that assignment. Wish I’ll start early since my time arrangement always the “best”. *pray*

It’s 2 o’clock in the midnight now and I have a morning class at 8 am in the early morning later.

6 hour left and yet I’m listening to some soft/sadness music and blogging.

It sounds emo but I feel safe in this way, will be return back to the previous me soon.

I mean the annoying ME. No worries =P haha.

Wow, I had written a long post. Haha.

I should stop now and continue other things.

Before to the end of the post, here a soft reminder to ME.

Hey, Remember, You’re the one who gonna rule your world,

Don’t give up for any possible/potential chance which can help you to achieve your aims.

Someone is there watching to see you fall down.

Please do remember who you want them to down okay,

Take out the list, and you gonna make them down.

That’s all the post about. Thank you for reading =D

夜里,情绪再次被挑起,我沉默不语,我输给了回忆.

Take me away from the feeling please.

Home 010502012

2012-05-01T17:44:00.000+08:00

Finally I’m in the Rumah-manis-rumah now!!! *weehee*

I’m sitting in my lovely home, and writing this post.

Guess what, I’m finally meet my family especially my mother =D

I’m having my short holidays now.

Finally I get back to where I come from; it had been 3 months which I never back here.

It can’t be measure/calculate how much do I miss here.

As my expectation, my mum cook for me, I posted the photo in my fb.

Unexpected that the photo get more than 25 likes from my friends and yet received good comment like “it looks great/tasty.” from my friends.

I do even get jealousy from my sistar *flips hair* haha

In conclusion that Mama’s food always the best =D

I’m willing to be overweight cos of that =D *thumb up*

I’m writing this post in a place which full of LOVE. Therefore, this will be a post which FULL OF LOVE TOO. *lovelovelove*

Haha xD

Meet up some longlostcontact friends and having our longlost section [gossip] =P

As usual like how we do in previous, we end up conversation with a happy ending. *teehee*

Joined the Bersih 3.0 in Ipoh version, it end up peacefully in Ipoh. =)

I don’t count how many people join but the photo tells I guess.

I love the feeling was like meet up somebody else who Idk while I walking to the polo ground, they smile to me and I give them a smile in return to them. I love this feeling so much =D

We don’t know each other but yet we do smile to each other. This is because we know that we’re coming for the same purpose.

Just something bad happened in my short holidays, my dear needle was broken due to my violence. =x

Sorry to my needle, but it’s really wrong timing, I need to rush my handmade.

Anyway, plan changed now and I’ll blog about it soon. =)

Btw the trip is so soon, I’m awaiting it to come true =D

Someone is countdown ing for the trip I guess xD

HAHA, another time to relax xD

Well, going back to my hometown does really refresh my mood/mind/self.

Feel like my life getting better now =) *teehee*

I’m not sure when I can back again for the next time,

Cos there’ll be a busier semester for me [PR-CAMPAIGN]*omg*

I’m just checked up for my group discussion, Thanks god for not sending me to somewhere I hate.

I love my groupmates so much =D wish you guy won’t mind about me =D *weehee*

I think that’s all about the ME now. I’ll change my blog background and so on soon.

So stay tuned for it =D even I know no one wanna know about it =P

Soft reminder to me, chosen the path and go ahead, no one can stop you.

You’re gonna rule the world, even his/her world.

Trust yourself, you can if you want.

They said you can’t. Prove to them and ask them “watch me.” Like how the picture said.

They don’t know about you, even your name and the story behind you.

Lastly to ME, please let JEALOUSY works out,

I’m gonna make you jealous on me.

Have a nice day =D

Path 27042012

2012-04-27T15:03:00.001+08:00

Another long time I din update this blog,

The feeling now was like pretty happy *weehee*

I’m back finally =D

Another great news ever to me, I’m going back to my Rumahmanisrumah tonight =D *weehee*

It was like finally, I had never been home for 3 months since my intern started till now.

Today is the 2nd last day of my internship life. Time move so fast.*omg*

That’s mean I’m gonna to be FULL TIME student again =D

I miss my coursemates/classmates so much =D *sincerely*

After all the happy things, I must scream this out,

“Wow, Fantasy baby.”

Haha, this is the trend to me recently =D love that song, love bigbang, love T.O.P =D

Well, I’m so into my handmade again recently, yup AGAIN.

I’m always that random, randomly focus on handmade in this time, and then change to other field like reading suddenly from the halfway.

I never concentrate on the same issue within 3 months I guess.

I just learned how to sew a mini wallet last 2 weeks.

Shopaholic is also one of my full time jobs; it’s never taking off during the time I shop =P

Again, I spend my so called homeland money to buy the fabrics and materials.

I’ll make this time different with the previous, I won’t let it down. I mean my handmade stuffs.

I’ll continue it till the day of world end. =)

I still wanna go for sewing class to learn how to make a bag and etc.

Wow, feel so excited when talk about this *weehee*

That’s one of the reasons I love handmade, it can light up my feeling easily. =)

Rather than that, I thought this week will be quite relaxed to me since its last week of intern.

However, imagination was always different with the real world.

Realistic kill the imagination, I’m busy like hell for the previous few days.

EURO Activation 2012 was started, guy please do support =D see will you being one of the real fans who will be send out to watch the real match =D *support support*

Countdown for 5days, I’m going a trip soon with a gang of friends.

My class start at next week but as I mentioned bout the trip, so I will not be in the class =)

Anyway I already plan back ipoh for a week after my intern at first before I get the time table.

There will be another event for us in next semester, well, may god bless us *praying*

The most horrible things I guess was random grouping by lecturer, *pray more*

Wish everything will be fine.

Tomorrow will be 428, the big day of my country Malaysia.

Bersih 3.0 will start on tomorrow.

May the god make the change for us, and I will do participant in Ipoh.

You asked me, why not to stay for the main stage here, this is your country you should fight for it.

I do know that and I’ll do my part for this event.

There are so many words in my mind, but I can’t type it out.

Anyway, let’s make a change =)

I’m gonna leave KL tonight finally,

My mum and my sis are waiting me in the home.

I miss them so much, as much as you can’t even compare it to anything.

Please, this is ME, not ~~you~~. I really don’t need your idea to fix/value me, Okay?

That's your path which you choose, and this is mine, I'll dominate my own world.

Choose the path which you want, not the feeling but the heart face to.

Follow the path, no matter how hard it is,

Please no blame cause this is what you had chosen.

God may not support you; the world may against you, but please support it by yourself.

No matter how hard it is, you’re yourself supporter and the only supporter who will never change.

I choose what I want to follow with. And I’m happy with it.

So please don’t give me any single shit of your thinking can?

My dearest friends. =)

Zayn Malik 11042012

2012-04-11T21:53:00.001+08:00

How could I say about it?

Life is unfair when there are somebody else who good looking and nice body shape.
There are like having whatever they need/want.

Well, my life good also, I have my friends, I have my lovely mum and sister, I met up lot of nice people who treat me well.
Even though there are some bitch and bastard in my life, but they are the one who train and make me be more tough and strong.
I have all the sweet&goods but human being always greedy. =x

God, please treat me a bit good can?
Even though I know you already give me the best I should have =D *Thankyougod*

Well, after the lovely Khun I fall for long time (even till now), he is the recently I fall for.

One Direction – Zayn Malik

One direction are a British-Irish boy band, anyway want know more about them just go google it.
I just love only him in that group =P

I don’t know much of him; His good looking grabs my attention.
I’m like that, so what? Scientific proved, looking at nice/pretty things can make life longer ~~~ xP

Omg, my life being longer after look at all those photos *faint*
He is fuckin handsome, I wish I can be like that *daydreaming*

He looks awesome, fuckin handsome and especially in this look,

Look at his eyes, is like bling bling or watering? Just whatever.
His eyes is so beautiful *wink wink*
Im gonna go do a plastic surgery.
I already fall for him. Haha xD

Found this through Internet, it’s so awesome xD haha

Btw their song quite nice =D
I know I’m outdated but yet I’m still trying to catch up in the 1st line.
Here intro 2 songs of them to you guy =D,

Have a nice day =)

Piscean 09042012

2012-04-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

When talk about the word “emotional” and “horoscope”,
People will first think of the last horoscope.

The most romantics’ horoscope: Pisces.

And I’m a Pisces.
I love this horoscope so much, for a reason? Nope, just love it.
I think no one will dislike their horoscope, or maybe some minority group of people.

Idk is it because of my horoscope,
I love things related to water/fish the most.
For example, among the entire princess series in Disney, I love little mermaid the most.

She is pretty, innocent and courage to follow her mind/feeling for the love one.
Fight for love, iloveher. =D *thumb up*

I’m Piscean, people who born with under Pisces are called as Piscean.
My best sistar are also one of the Pisceans. She is the most alike/similar Piscean I had met so far.
We’re still different but in some way else we can be the same.

I had met up so many Pisceans after came to KL.
Wow, wanna make a conclusion temporary now,

Piscean is a nice people =D *weehee*

Haha, why I said so? Erm, so far the people I met who are Pisceans are pretty nice. Sorry to other horoscopes, no offense but I just love my horoscope, that’s all =)

Found some pic related to Pisces from a Tumblr user (Thank you for the photo =))
Each nice photo with a simple words, and it’s tell you how a Piscean are,

Person personalities are not much related to the horoscope he/she has.
It’s depending on how you view it/ how do him/her wanna be.
I’m just here to share with you how ~~we’re~~, I’m.

This is not apply to all the Piscean but some.
If you ask for any evidence/ scientific research to prove it, sorry I have none of it.
But to me, it’s true in some way else. =)

You ask why?

Cos I’m the [Some] of the Piscean as told in the pic. =)