My OBE Diary

The Proof Project - First try

2017-12-17T14:30:00.004-08:00

I made my self a new project, the project is to prove the OBE actually happenes, something tangible something that can help me understand how this actually works, I´m not second guessing my experiences but I just want some physical or something that I can give me some scientific prof for my self. I am in most cases skeptic so I really need something that can help me under stand how things work. I can can be ignorant and just say to myself that these experiences are truth and nothing but the truth, but I will not be ignorant so I must get these answers.

I will post the proofs or none proofs here.

1. First try

Took a nap today and had the vibrations, I new that I was going out so I just waited until I was out, I thought of my room and I popped out. Few seconds later I thought about the project and of course I did not prepare anything to prove to myself that it is actually happening. So I thought of try to look at my self and see my position in the bed. I then thought of trying to go to the kitchen and see the objects there and try to remember them. I was in the kitchen an notified to myself a few objects and then I saw something on the stove like a greenish goo, I thought then what is this and this goo should not be there. I woke up and thought about the experience and here are the results

Failed : In the experience I was laying on my back, face pointing to the right but I knew just before I got the vibrations that I was laying on my stomach with the face pointing to the left.
Failed : I was not in my own home but in my old home which I moved from about 15 years ago and the table with the objects was the old table. I went downstairs and confirmed one object that I already knew that was in the kitchen but it was not on the table.
Failed : There was no green goo on the stove
Failed : The table had multiple objects that I have already put there

Conclusion

For the first try everything failed, the strangest thing that the old home really did feel like my home and was not living anywhere else. Even tho everything failed, does not mean that these experiences are just hallucinations or some physical things happening in the brain, there can be many explanations for these experiences. But this got me really depressed for a while, but I´m not going to give up, there will be more experiences that I will try to prove to myself that this is really happening.

Now I need to plan something on how I will do this, check for objects in the kitchen is a good one but that really does not help me. I will figure something out.

Until next time, bye bye

Water World

2017-12-10T13:00:00.003-08:00

Hi, just took a long nap today and it was quite an experience. It began that I started to have massive amount of loud sounds, I was very conscious and I could move my vibrations with my thought and the noise got louder and or more silent based on the control of the vibrations. I thought that I should try to get an OBE but nothing happened no matter what I did, for a while I tried to control my vibrations to help me get out of body until I just popped out and stood at the end of the bed.

I walked downstairs and tried to be aware of what was happening but I really did not get any focus on what I was looking at. Anyhow I thought that I should try to think of something else than be in this physical earth so I thought I might try to think of a planet that got any life but different of earth. I started to fly through like a hole and I could not figure out if I was flying up or down because the sense of direction was a little bit strange. I flew through the hole and popped out of a water geyser and I saw a world that was full of water, nothing but water. As I was flying above the water I could not see any skies only the sun, the atmosphere was like on earth but the air was very clear and the skies where blue. As I was watching the sea I saw these geyser and large circles of bubbles like it is almost like a geyser going to blow, but these water geysers that blew was large and moved like a large U, like the gravity of the planet strange. As I was flying under and over the geysers, it was really fun and as I was looking down I saw a large strange creature under the water, it was much larger than an big airplane and it was dark so I could not see it properly even tho the water was very clear and blue. I was thinking that the creature was probably so dark because it is near the surface and the dark skin might be a protection mechanism from the sun, just like our own skin that turns black while we are outside a long time. I saw the outlines of the creature and the head was pointed and had a slick body just like an airplane and the sides of the creature had like a small wings but nothing like an airplane, the creature moved slowly. I thought that these pockets of bubbles might be some kind of food source for the creature because it was moving around it. Finally I got home and I felt myself move back into my body and my consciousnesses was getting higher and higher until I was aware of my body.

I was quite excited about this experience because the feeling of this planet was so much fun and the beauty of it was just like a exotic beach, even tho there where no land in sight and I could not see to the bottom of the water or sea.

Someone home

2017-11-30T13:45:00.001-08:00

Hi there, long time since I blogged, anyways just had to share this experience. I was listening to a hypnotic meditation which I bought @ audible. Two hours in the meditation I was extremely relaxed, suddenly I just popped outside my body. I felt myself breathing and my breathing was like really forces like my throat was closed. I looked at my body and was trying to analyze my position and found out my head was in a somewhat strange position, I was snoring also. So I forced my self to move my head in a position so the airflow was right because it made me uncomfortable as it was. I moved back into my body and moved my head and then popped out again. I was in my room and did not see anything so I used the method which William Bulhman said to use was focus now and clarity now, I had to do it few times until I got some sight. I walked downstairs and saw someone standing there, he/she had a glow instead of a body, it was bald and just stood there. I said to it who are you in a forceful voice, well not in a voice but like mind transfer. It got startled and ran upstairs, as soon as it ran I tried to not mind it so I wanted to do something like fly or something, I went outside and woke up in my body again. Got frustrated about it. Still don´t know who it is, but since then I always get the feeling like someone is there in bed.

Thought my daughter had the flu

2015-09-20T14:47:00.001-07:00

Last night I had an OBE experience three times in a row. The first one I was just going to sleep and I had this vibrations through out my body, I knew instantly that I was having an out of body experience, I just waited until the vibrations subsided and I floated out. I actually felt the feeling of the separation from my physical body. I knew that I was out of my body and I wanted to see myself asleep, I turned around and saw myself. I thought that this was boring and I wanted to fly out and above the skies, I flew straight up through the roof and for a few seconds I also felt that this was boring because I have already done this so many times. Suddenly I woke up in my body. I waited for a few seconds to see if I would get the vibrations again and it came back, I waited again and finally popped out of my body, I thought I might try again to go somewhere else. I went through the window and started to fly somewhere but I did not know where. I was getting too used to this and I wanted to to something exciting and learn something, but few seconds of flying I was back into my body. Again I wanted to see if I got the vibrations and waited, and yes it started again but this time it was very fast and I was out of my body in a matter of seconds. I stood there out of my body in the middle of the room thinking of what I wanted to do so I thought of a the old man that I had met in previous experiences, I also felt that my awareness was not completely 100% I was loosing consciousness and drifting to sleep so I thought about it very hard to maintain awareness and succseeded. That evening my daughter complained about her stomach so I was aware if she would puke I needed to snap into my body and go to her to help. While out of my body and I was thinking of that old man I had already met before I heard this noise in the hall so I snapped quickly back into my body and opened my physical eyes to check if something was wrong, but then I noticed that it was just the dog moving from the sofa to the floor. But the sound that I heard while I was out of body was like a puke sound so it got me worried that my daughter was puking in her room. It was strange and confusing to think that it was a puke sound. It made me think how the mind can influence hearing. I did not attempt to go out of body again this time, I felt to exhausted. The morning after my daughter was fine and did not complain or anything, she was OK and did not have the flu, she just had a stomach problem last evening.

They don't want me there!

2014-08-07T16:37:00.000-07:00

I was woke up in the middle of the night, I don´t know what time it was but I knew that it was dark out site. I felt the vibrations through out my body but it was very short and I knew I could try to pop out of my body. Within a few seconds I was out and I was floating outside my old house that I lived in, I don´t know why I was there. Just bellow me was the sea and I could see my old house even tho it was dark out site. I decided to check if I was dreaming or actually having an OBE so I tried to focus on myself and see if I was fully aware and I was. I looked around and thought to my self what to do, I got excited and started to fly around, I flew above the skies and looked up and saw the stars. There where so many stars and I wanted to fly as high as I could to touch the stars. As I flew higher and higher I felt this sensation that I was going somewhere else rather to space and I noticed that I was not on this earth or even in space. I don´t know how to explain it but it was like I was in some other dimension. I tried to check if someone where there and I knew someone was there but I could not see them, the only thing I could see was like waves of the sea if I would be looking down on them, but all it was all around me. I tried to reach out for someone to interact with or chat but as soon as I felt someone coming the thing or what ever it was told me I should go back, but I did not want to go back. I was pushed back and I was back at the place where my old home was but few hundred meters away and I was falling down into the sea bellow me. I woke up. I tried again to have an OBE and I did but it only lasted for few seconds, I tried again and again and each time it only lasted for few seconds so I just stopped trying and went to sleep.

Quick Project

2014-07-02T17:34:00.002-07:00

I had hard time sleeping last night, so I just got out of bed about 2:30 to change my thougts by doing some programming on my computer. About an hour has passed so I tried again to go get some sleep. Imwas drowsy and almost fell asleep, woke up spinning like a weel of a truck. I noticed that I was getting an out of body experience so I just waited and watched the experience happen. I heard strange noices like I had a long metal tube an was like it was on the ground and moved with me, it had different frequencies. I suddenly felt my body floating so I tried to open my eyes and noticed that I was not in my room but rather in some environment that I could not recognize. I suddenly woke up about 5 minutes later.Did not try to have another Obe and fell asleep.

Nap time on the sofa

2014-02-09T08:59:00.000-08:00

Today I was tired so I just got a little nap and it was over 1 hour nap, but in that time I had few obe experiences. While napping my daughter and her friend was playing in her room, was quite fun for them because they where laughing and playing and I had a hard time to fall asleep so I thought why don´t I just try some OBE. The first thing that came to mind was to do the Robert Monroe technique, doing the rolling out of the sofa. While thinking that I suddenly felt that I was getting an OBE experience but I had to try few times because my kid was very loud and my thoughts was also with them to check out if everything was all right, so I popped into my body every few minutes I thought. Whit this experiences I will tell them separately.

First obe experience was quite nice, I started to have this tingling feeling throughout my body and I just popped out, the feeling was great and I felt very free. I popped into my body.

Second obe was also as the first one but now I did not see anything, I tried to open my eyes but then I remembered that I had to think of seeing, but before I did that I said to myself "clarity now" so I could become more clear in thoughts. I just got to see things around me and then I fell into my physical body again.

Third obe was as above but now I tried to fly, I flew through the skies and suddenly I started to have a lucid dream. It was a rainy day, even if I knew that it was sun outside and clear. My daughter and her friend was playing in the room, then I found out that something happened to the doors. I woke up in my body after that, but I did not want to wake up completely.

Forth obe was quite strange, as above but with out the lucid dream, but I had a hard time to see things around me. Suddenly an image came into mind and it was a face someone strange looking guy. He felt alien to me, someone not from this earth, his face was very human like with eyes, but the head was little bit different like his head was bigger, like he had a bigger brain or something like that. He had painted a blue Y on his face, it was thick and was going from his brows down to his nose and ended at the bottom of his face. He was interested in me and said "You have a quite interested place", I knew that he had been watching me doing obe and as I was doing that he was also watching everything I was seeing, like looking through my eyes. I popped into my body again. I thought that this was quite interesting and said to myself that I would try for the last time to do some obe and see if I could contact this guy again.

The fifth experience was very strange. As above I popped out of my body and started to fly through the skies, then I thought of this guy and wondered where he was from. As I was flying above the skies I noticed a blue water bellow and suddenly I was in the water, it was clear as the air and I could see everything in the water and I was deep. As I noticed that I was in the water I thought to my self that I needed to breathe but I knew somehow that I did not need to breathe, it startled me for a moment and when I was above the water I saw a land I knew that this land was not something from this earth, strange looking. I saw to people waiting for me but I could not see their face. I knew that this was the place where the strange guy was from. I felt that he was saying that this was enough for now and sent me back. I popped into my body and I felt tired of doing obe so I woke up.

The old baker

2014-01-28T16:05:00.003-08:00

I had a hard time sleeping that night, probably had about 3 hours of sleep. Because I was not able to get some sleep I tried to have an OBE and was successful, I was not aware of it first few moments but as I was more aware I noticed that I had successfully had left my body. As I was out I was thinking what I should do, as I was thinking that I was at my old childhood home. I did not see very much because it was dark, but I tried two affirmations "Awareness now" and "Vision now" and it worked. The environment was quite the same as it was when I was smaller, but the thing is while I was watching the furniture around me I did not understand why all was the same as it was when I was a younger. There was nothing that interested me so I flew through the window and up in the sky. As I was getting higher I popped back into my body, but I did not want to stop so I tried to have another OBE and was successful. At that time I was thinking what to do and thought I should go somewhere to learn.

I was at a marina and there was a boat waiting for me, I looked around and saw a guy standing. He did not

say very much but I read his mind like he was talking to me. I thought I was going somewhere to learn, and the response from the guy was "you are". It felt quite strange being in a boat, going somewhere I did not have a clue where I was going. I thought why we should not fly there and the guy said, where we are going is not on any map so it would be difficult to go there unless we have a knowledge for the path. It was a very short time travelling in this small boat. I saw a door but I did not see any house around the door, like it was only the patio, the door and some stones around the door. We walked to the door and it opened, I said to him, "you know that I´m astral projecting" and he said "I know", I thought this was quite strange and I felt that he did not believe me so I said "You know I can fly, just to prove it to you that I´m actually having an out of body experience", as I said that I begun to fly. He did not say anything about it. I felt quite strange because I was aware of everything but nothing felt quite normal. I felt the strange sensation and questioned my self if this was actually real. The guy said to me "Go over there and meet the guy in the kitchen". As I was walking I started to look around me to see anything specific that might tell me that this is not real. There where wooden floors and the walls where also made of some type of wooden panel, it seems that I knew the place somehow I recognized the place. I walked to the kitchen and saw a old guy, he was cleaning and making cookies in the shape of a star, it was a chocolate cookies. He offered me one but I did not want it at that time. I wondered who this guy was and somehow I knew him, was questioning myself why I should talk to him. He said, "You have a question for me" and I said "Yes, is this actually real, am I actually having out of body experience?". He said "Yes as real as it gets, I feel that you need some kind of proof?" I said "Yes". He took a box like a shoe box and said to me that I should think of my body and feel it. I felt like I was in two places at once when I begun to think of my body, I felt myself there with this guy in the kitchen and also in bed. Now he took something from his face, a tear or something and pointed into the box, as he did that I felt a tingling pressure on my forehead on my physical body in bed. It felt strange, but I was not convinced so I asked him to do it again and he did and the same tingling pressure on my forehead happened again.

At this time when he pointed to the box I blacked out for a while. So it seems like something happened because when I came back from the blackout I was at the marina again but there was no boat there. I felt something missing, like I have forgotten something but I don´t remember what. So I flew over the ocean and knew the way back to the door, as I was flying I was suddenly there.

I entered the door and walked the hallway to a room next to the kitchen, I noticed that the old man was there cleaning and it seemed like the kitchen was more clean than before. He noticed me and asked if I had forgotten anything and I said yes, but still don´t remember what it was, but I knew what it was when I was in the OBE. As we where talking I felt like I had to try the cookies that he made so I asked him if I could try one and I did. As I put the cookie in my mouth it felt like I had never tasted chocolate before, quite an experience tasting food in the OBE. I asked him if I could come back someday and he laughed and said this is not the first time you ask me. I greeted him and went on my way to pick up what I had forgotten. I blacked out after that and woke up next day.

The next day I was thinking about what he said and the point of all this, I figured out that sometime in the past I had visited this place and it was a place of knowledge and learning. As I was figuring this out I knew that the past year I had been wondering about life and trying to figure out a rational explanation about god and some things. Every question I asked myself past year had been answered and more, and I knew why I had not gotten any OBE experience past year was because somehow someone was trying to help me with this questions with out OBE interfering. At this point I had reached a point which I could continue with the next step, but still I don´t know what it is, but I know that it will come to me.

Did not want to go!

2014-01-28T05:19:00.002-08:00

It has been a long time since I posted a diary about my experiences. The problem is that I did not have many experiences last year, and I think the problem is that I don´t have time to think because of work. But anyhow I have been working with thoughts about life and stuff and some of the answers that I get are really rational and make sense. I have had two experiences this year and here is the first one, I will post the second one later.

I was asleep and noticed that I was getting an OBE, it got me excited so I tried to focus on the waves of electrical surge throughout my body. As I popped out of the body, I became aware of my environment, then the next thing I was lucid dreaming. I noticed that I was lucid dreaming so I tried to become more aware what I was doing, next thing I remember I was flying through the skies over some valley which had some sea water. I did not have a clue where I was. I became scared and started to fall, as I tried to move to a small hill I heard sound of wolves howling and I noticed that they where following me. I walked up the small hill and saw a lion which followed me, I became more scared and moved further up the hill, but the lion was still following me. I became to think about why I should be scared because I was in the OBE, so I turned back and faced the lion, as I moved closer to the lion I noticed that it was also scared. I moved a little bit closer to the lion so I could touch his fur, it was growling. I looked into it´s eyes and saw my self. This was only a test for my self to face my fears but not run away from them. After that I had fallen into the water I became aware that I was in a lucid dream.

I felt my body in bed and I knew that it was time to go back, but I did not want to go back. I wanted to stay longer. I thought "NO I DON´T WANT TO GO BACK" as this thought had entered my mind it was like a great force had pushed me from my body. I was in my room, it was dark and I tried to see. I was beginning to feel uneasy because I have forced my self from the body. It became more difficult to move, then I thought maybe I should go back and rest. With an instance I was back in my body. I opened my eyes and saw a dark man moving side of my bed. I knew that this dark man is the same man that I saw when I was little. I became a little bit scared, but very few seconds had passed and I had fallen asleep.

Next OBE I had was extreme, I was so aware of everything. Check out my next blog post.

Dark waters

2013-04-25T15:56:00.003-07:00

I had a dream but it somewhat as real dream as it could be. I was at a party at my work but the surroundings was in liquid state. The environment felt strange, I had the feeling that I was trying to find my child that I had never known. I felt the feelings of the child, it had never been loved and it was alone in the world. I did not see the child but I wanted to search for it, I met some people there but I did not see any faces but I felt who it was, one of the man was my grandfather and suddenly I saw him on the see rowing. He was saying something about the ocean that it will be in full force like he was warning me as he was saying it he vanished into the darkness into the night. Suddenly the ocean was going crazy but there where no wind. As I was searching for the child I fell of the boat. I tried to catch my breath but it was not working, I heard a voice in my head but it was more like my own, "now you are in trouble". As I was sinking into the ocean I stopped in the bottom and saw other people there dead. I started to think of the child I never knew, then I knew that the child had gone to the other side. I started to float above the ocean and then over some forest I saw trees then I felt unconditional love for everything. I was sad that I was not able to give more love to everything. As I was feeling the love I felt everything connected, I felt the roots of the plants alive, like a light coming from the base of the roots and growing upward and it was extreme love.

I woke up refreshed.

Isabell

2013-01-23T00:52:00.002-08:00

Had this strange dream last night, it was not an obe but just a dream but it felt like I´ve been in this situation before. I was walking with my friend to the golf course but we where not going to play golf. It was night and we where just going for a late night walk. My friends house was just around the corner and behind the house was just field of grass and ponds. As we walked we saw something in the sky, as we looked closely we saw a glowing light coming from the sky and it was all kinds of colors but one color stood out of the other ones and was white. It was beautiful to look at and I did not know what it was, I asked my friend if he knew what it was and he said "Yes, they come sometimes". I looked at him wondered and thought what is he thinking about. I tried to check if I had my phone to take pictures but I did not have my phone so I asked my friend to take a video on his phone and he did. As my friend was starting to record the light came closer and my friend became scared and ran away and had hidden behind a car and was still recording. I just watched the light thinking what it could be. Suddenly as the light came so close I saw what the light was and it was some kind of UFO, I started to watch myself in third person as I was watching it from the UFO. I was numb and I could not move and blacked out. I woke up in a dark room and saw someone there around me, I looked in the dark corner and saw a being watching me. As I approached the being it became scared of me and backed from me. I thought maybe I should not scare it and turned around and saw other beings who where friendly but they did not look human, they where small. I reached out with my hand and one of the beings touched me, I felt it smile, relieved to see someone, maybe it thought it could save it from this agony in this dark place. I knew that I had no idea where I was or what I was going to do. I turned around again and saw this dark being in the corner, I tried to approach it again and then I saw it. (Click more to read more)

It was a girl about 6-7 years old, but she was in pain. I looked at her face and she had red skin like she had sun burn. I asked her who she was and she replied in other language than my own, "I´m Isabell" she said. I asked her where we are and she replied that the others had taken her from her mommy. I started to think how I could we get home, but if I was unable to get her home it would be a good thing to write some information about her, such as her phone and where she lived, remarkably I had an pen and paper and was able to write the information, her phone started with 72 something. Suddenly I was taken away, I remember a flash of snapshots what happened when I was taken away, just some beings looking like aliens. As I returned into this room I was ex-ousted. I lay there unable to move, I thought why did this happen and why do these beings come and take me, why is this room so dirty, beings with this technology so messy. I still thought how could I get this girl away from this place. Somehow I was able to get away from this place with the girl. We stood on a field and few meters away there where a house, I walked with the girl to the house and asked her to go and knock. I knew that if I would be seen someone would shoot me. I stood away unseen, from the woman who came into the door. Now I knew that Isabell was safe and I walked away.
I was now back in the same place as I started, with my friend and I asked him about it and he did not remember anything. Now the question is what about the recording on my friends phone! ?

This was my dream.

REM me a light

2013-01-20T16:43:00.000-08:00

Took a nap today, noticed that my body was asleep, so I tried to do some Obe. When I started to feel the electrick tingling pressure in my body. It was dark and I could not see anything so I tried to find out how I could manually open my eyes, I felt as my physical eyes where open, but just small opening. As I tried to see I saw light sparkling around me, so I thought maybee this could be somekind of REM sleep as my eyes are moving automatically and my eyelids have small opening then the light around me where coming through so my brain is probably decoding it as somekind of light sparkles. But it did not seem as my brain trying to figure out what was going on but rather it was like I was in some kind of a sparkly place. I lost interest in this so I just wanted to fly, I popped out of my body with out hardly trying. I flew threw the window and up in the air. Ahhh, it felt so nice to fly into the ski, but it seemed like the environment was not as it should be, I tried to focus on what was wrong and then I noticed that it was dark outside, but I knew that it was not as dark outside as I was seeing. I told myself to try to figure out how to see better and suddenly as I thought about it everything got more clear and light became more. I was drifting into sleep and I feelt loosing control, suddenly I woke up in the air moving toward some house on a small island, it did not feel like a dream and it did not feel like a obe experience, but rather somewhere in between. Maybe this was a lucid dream because I felt having contol. I went into the house and sat down at a table in front of a woman. Everyone was watching me and talking to each other wispering and I could net hear what they where saying. This was a dull place so I asked the woman if she wanted to get iut of this place, she nodded and we whent outside. It started to rain and it was a lot of rain. Few meters away was somekind of house that was under construction, we ran to the building and went iside. There was an elevator there and it did not work, I opened it to see what was on the other side and heard some noices as someone was there so I closed the door. Next to the elevator there where stairs that we walked up. As we came to the second floor there where a receptionist, we tried to sneek past here and opened another door. Behid that door where other people who where doing some yoga or something like that. I asked them to go away because I was the dreamer and I controlled the dreem. They went away bug someone stayed inside. I asked him forcefully to go and he said no and said that I was not the only one in this place. I knew that I did not hve control over him as I did the others. It was like that he was in my dream or dreaming me. He said I will show you something and suddenly I was ontop of a big waterfall. I woke up and thiught that this was something interesting to write.

The bubble and the mountain

2013-01-07T16:07:00.000-08:00

The past few weeks have been crazy in work and home, because of Christmas and new year, but I did get an OBE experience this week that was amazing.

It started one night I was sleeping and woke up in a dream and I noticed that I was dreaming so I knew that I could use this opportunity to get some OBE experience, as I thought about this I felt my body getting really heavy like it was crushing the bed then suddenly I popped out, but I was not anywhere near my bed but I was on top of a mountain. I felt like there was some kind of bubble around me but I could not see it. I floated around the mountain wondering what the heck I was doing there. It was dark but not that dark that I could not see, the moon was shining on the mountain so there was some light. As I was thinking about what I was doing there at the mountain I felt like I was two persons talking to each other, one person was saying that I should go to the houses at the end of the mountain and try to get in and do something like a prank, but the other person was saying that it was not rational do to that and was asking the other person why I should go there to do some pranks. But I felt that I had just have to watch myself talking to myself and let something happen with this experience, so I floated automatically to one of the houses and I saw that there where other beings(souls) there in the houses trying to connect with the persons inside, at one moment I was inside one house and I started to try to push things and throw things around, but what ever I did nothing happened. I lost interest in this experience because there was nothing to gain from it so I woke up in my bed.

Merry christmas and a happy new year

2013-01-01T12:53:00.000-08:00

So the year has started chapter 2013 has begun, hope that this year will be good for me as for you. I will try to post more experience stories to my blog so you can enjoy reading it as for me to create it.

Wish you all the best with peace, joy and love.

Abstract of life

2012-12-04T14:08:00.003-08:00

I have been thinking past months on how life works and how one´s life path is ? One night I woke up and had an OBE as I realized that I was having an OBE I really did not have any control what was happening. I went to a dark place and saw these crystals moving in different shapes, sizes and colors popping all around me and and fading out, some of the sides of the crystals where shaking and some pearcing outward some inward, while moving they made a trail behind it. It did not make any sense why I saw these crystals and then it hit me like someone was putting the information in my head. As I got this information I was in a circle tunnel with out any end. The sides of the tunnel was crystal like texture with different colors, shaking sides and moving. I thought this is like a rock candy but inward and the edges are all in triangles.

As I was wondering how this tunnel worked I got the information that the tunnel is the thoughts the path of ones life and it changes by the actions we do in our physical life and the tunnel keeps changing. The more we do good and think good in our physical life then the edges of the tunnel gets smoother. But I knew that the tunnel had different texture or more rocky in the tunnel when I moved further into the tunnel. Then I knew that the future is predefined for us but we can make changes in the tunnel our self's, by thinking that we can make a change in our life´s path. I looked above the tunnel and saw billions of tunnels side by side, above each other and tunnels connecting each other. I knew that when our tunnel is more smooth, other tunnels are affected and even try to conjoin the tunnel or copy the tunnel. I knew also that time had also something to do with the tunnel, but it did not show me that the past could change the tunnel like if I would time travel back to the pas I could actually change the tunnel. I thought how does it feel like when I´m at the end of the tunnel as the thought came to me I was at the edge of the tunnel but it moved forward appearing with new texture triangles around the tunnel, but what ever I did I could not go to the end. I have been reading some books such as the power of the now and how to live in the now not in the pas or the future, as I thought this it was like I was synced to the edge of the tunnel and it felt good, like I had control. I thought how about other tunnels and I was on top of one tunnel witch was someones life path and his life begun regular and the edges where smooth but in time it came more disturbed and the edges of the triangles shook hard and where piercing hard like it was a knife, I thought what could cause this and I got this information that this was the effects of drugs and drugs gets the tunnel more irregular.

I snapped back to my body, I was really thinking about this.

Underwater and animals

2012-11-17T05:55:00.003-08:00

Previous night I had an OBE, I woke up in the middle of the night and felt this electric pressure feeling in my body, I could not move or do anything I knew that my body was asleep and my mind was awake. I knew that I was going to have an OBE so I thought what should I do when I get out, maybe I should check if the birds and animals are aware of me in this state. After a few minutes I popped out, and while out I tried to figure out how to see things around me I just saw darkness and nothing else. No one was around me and I felt alone in a endless space of emptiness, I thought I should call out to someone because I have had this experience before and someone came but as the person came I woke up. But in this experience I asked not to be sent back but rather to send me on my path to experience. I had my thoughts what to experience and suddenly it was day somewhere around the world and it was hot outside not cold as it is here in Iceland. I was over the see flying and then I saw some birds I tried to get there attention but nothing happened, so I thought maybe if I touch them, as I flew neer the birds and tried to touch them they flew away. I lost interest in this experience so I thought how is it to go underwater. As I dived into the see I saw corals and fish around me, but suddenly I thought I should take a breath and it feelt suffocating so I popped inside my body again unharmed.

With this experience I noticed how attached I am to my physical body and how my physical life controls my spirit.

Dancing Stars

2012-09-24T14:25:00.002-07:00

It has been a while since I have written anything to this blog so it must be time for me to write about something that happened to me the other day.

I was asleep and woke up, did not realize where I was but it did not seem to interest me where I was. It was night and I was looking around and did not see anything because it was so dark, while checking things out something told me to look up. I looked up and saw stars and it was beautiful, suddenly some stars appeared out of nowhere and they begun to move like moving across each other in X formation, dancing and changing colors. I was interested in this then I knew that these stars where not man made objects but it seems that it was controlled by some intelligence, so I thought this must be some UFOs or something like that. Then like I heard a voice saying into my mind "We are coming soon", it was not like it was saying it was coming in threatening way but like the voice was calm and I felt peace with the voice.

I woke up that morning trying to figure out what happened, it was not like I was dreaming and it was not like I was in OBE state. It felt like I was somewhere but also nowhere, I did not feel time passing nor I felt my body or mind thinking. The best way to explain it is I think like I was another person but I did not feel the person itself.

Found my journal

2012-09-05T09:23:00.001-07:00

I had a journal witch I lost, now I´m going to translate my journal and post it here.

The dark man

2012-08-30T13:29:00.001-07:00

I woke up last night and felt that I was having the sensation of vibration through out my body. So I just waited until it passed so I could leave my body. It was a few moments until I felt something holding my hands down, I did not think about it much so when I felt the time to try to leave the body I got stuck. What ever I did I could not move, but every time I tried to leave I felt like hands holding my hands down. I was laying on my back with my hands straight. I tried as hard as I could but could not move, then I thought maybe if I try to check if I could see, maybe my hands are wrapped around the sheet or something like that. I opened my eyes slowly and saw a dark figure on top of me, I saw him clearly. The head, his shoulders, arms and his body, he was dark like see through, I could not see his face or his body like a real physical person. I got frightened of this dark man, because I did not know who he was or why he was there holding me down. So I struggled as much as could to move my physical body, but could not do that. I noticed that he struggled as hard as he could to hold me down. Then I tried to talk and could not move my lips, then suddenly I said as loud as I could "Go away, Go away" and the dark man just went away like smoke going away. But my voice was not loud, it was like was trying to scream and the dark man was trying to choke me. Then I was not frightened anymore and thought this is very similar when I had my first OBE experience when I was a little boy. I felt like this dark figured man was the same man as I met when I was little. Few minutes later I just went to sleep.

Seeing or not seeing

2012-08-24T07:31:00.000-07:00

Once I woke up knowing that I was going to leave the body, the vibrations where like pressure waves going through my whole body. As I realized that it was time to leave the body, I could not do it. I tried and I tried but it did not happen. The vibrations where going slowly and sometimes fast, but what ever I did to try to leave the body, nothing happened. Then I thought maybe I should just wait and see what happens. After a while nothing happened so I tried to see if I could see through my eyelids and tried as hard as I could. Nothing happened while trying to see, even if I knew that I was in the vibration state. So I thought maybe I should imagine like I was opening my physical eyelids and see what happens, I tried as hard as I could but nothing happened. So after a while trying with out success I just figured I should just go to sleep, at that point I could see through my eyelids but I could not move or nothing. I knew and felt that my eyelids where closed and even so I saw the top of my room, but I could not focus correctly nor I could move my eyes to see any other part of the room. I was getting frustrated so I decided just to go to sleep.

Quick Nap

2012-08-23T10:41:00.000-07:00

Just after running 1/2 marathon in 1hour and 47minutes I started feeling sick in my stomach, but I did not allow this problem take over my victory feeling. A day later I started to feel sick and noticed that I had pain in my sinus, so I thought maybe it is a sinus infection. Me and my body was feeling very drowsy and I just had to take a nap to maybe get more energy.

It was just after noon and I was laying in my bed and as I was falling asleep I felt this vibration electric feeling going through my body and I knew that I was going to have out of body experience. Suddenly I popped out for a few moments and while out I felt how my body was drowsy and sick and it had some effect while out of body. Then I just snapped to my body and I fell asleep.

This is the first time I have noticed that sickness or drowsiness can have some kind of effect while going out of body. I really did not feel the physical pain but it was like my energy body knew or somehow got affected or where aware of the physical pain. I really don´t know how to explain it better.

Dream flying a plane

2012-08-13T06:03:00.000-07:00

Had a very nice dream last night about flying a plane. I was with my brother who is a pilot and some two other dudes I don´t know. We where in a plane simulation box and my brother was teaching and doing some stuff. One of the guys where trying to fly the plane and my brother was doing some stuff to the simulation so one of the guy needed to fix, but it seemed to hard for the guy. I sat in the pilots seat and started to fly and my brother said "Ok, I´m now going to switch of one of the engines of the plane, you need to fly the plane and land it safely", then I said "First I´m going to get some higher and then you can switch it of". The scenery was very realistic in the simulation, almost like it was real. So I tried to get higher but I stalled and the plane went wobbly, the nose was going up and down and I was still loosing heights even thou the both engines where in maximum efficiency. Then I got just above the clouds and my brother said "OK, now I´m going to turn of one of the engine" and he turned it of and I started to loose heights, but I really needed to get the feeling on getting the plane straight, but I was not good enough to fly the plane so I crashed.

It was only a simulation in the dream but it felt like a real plane, at least the scenery.

Exploring Mars

2012-08-10T05:35:00.001-07:00

Here is a little experience that I had, I was doing some OBE with out trying to so I popped out of my body and did not know what I should do, it is always like that, maybe because it is not intentional that I try to do OBE. Well I popped out of my body and did not know what do to, so I thought this Mars thingy, why do scientists find it so interesting is it because of the water or something like that, maybe I can go and check it out, so I went to mars and I flew over and saw something interesting. There was this kind of flow like water or something like that so I checked carefully and I noticed that someone was with me telling me about this sand flow or water flow on the surface and he told me that beside this river of something was civilization that had been living there billions of years ago. I stood on the ground beside the river and saw a little mountain and beside the mountain was something very interesting. I saw some kind of metallic object that was in the ground and I thought this might be a car or something like that because I had the feeling like it had something to do with apples. Then I just woke up after that, maybe the last part was some gibberish I don´t know.

Meeting Extraterestrials

2012-07-29T14:06:00.000-07:00

One time I was having an OBE with all pre effects before leaving the body, the pressure, electricity going through my body. While out I was thinking what I should do, so I thought why not try to contact some aliens that are in spaceships or something like that. As soon as the thought came I was in a black room that had a very little light in it, the room was very clean but it felt like everything was very unclean. I walked and looked around me and saw someone there, it was some being that I have never seen before, it looked thin but did not look like the aliens as are described in books and movies. The alien had some kind of suit, don´t know if it was a space suit or something, the suit was grayish but I really did not see everything because it was darkish there. The alien was doing something on some board that looked just like stone panel coming from the floor and did not have any lights on it or nothing. I walked towards the alien and tried to communicate, the alien seemed to notice me there but tried to ignore me, so I tried again and then I got the feeling that he was not interested in communicating with me, like I had nothing to offer to him. So I just lost interest myself and went home to my body.

The course

2012-07-28T12:55:00.000-07:00

Woke up in OBE state wandering around and thought I might check if there could be some kind of courses or training in other dimensions, like energy work or magic or something like that. As soon as the thought came I as in a class room with full of students and a teacher. I was listening to the teacher talking about something and I did not understand anything that the teacher was saying because it felt like it was out of my understanding, similar like going to a 10 day course but not attending the first 9 days and then try to learn on the last day. As soon as I started to loose interest the teacher noticed me and asked me to go away, but I got interested in the environment of the class room so I started to wander around. The teacher got irritated and asked me again in such force that did not know what happened, like I was pushed out, I got the feeling that I was not welcome there anymore unless I would commit myself to learn the things that where taught there.