My Fairyland

An Open Letter to Brother

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Mon, 20 Jul 2015 20:56:00 +0000

Hi Brother

The last time I wrote a letter to you, the God-damn courier company probably made a paper boat out of it and used it to sail on the roads of ever water logged Kankarbagh. So the open letter this time.

You are about to begin a new phase of your life. You are leaving home for pursuing your graduation. I know you do not need any sermons or lectures on how to survive in this cruel world, away from family. In spite of being five years younger than me, you are way more practical and matured, and I know you will be able to tackle every situation that comes your way. I have always been the rebel child, and you the obedient child of mom and dad. So keep it that way even when you are miles away from them. Whenever something distracts you from your goals, remember that your elder sister has already been a disappointment, and that our parents have now pinned their hopes on you. Do not let them down. This certainly does not mean that you don't have to enjoy your life. Relish every bit of the coming four years. Meet new people, explore new places, follow your passions.

Before this letter starts sounding like a moral science class, I just want to say one last thing... Be a man of dignity and the rest will follow.

Best wishes for your new life.

Yours truly,

Anni Di

The Climb

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Mon, 23 Sep 2013 15:58:00 +0000

I can almost see it

That dream I’m dreaming

But there’s a voice inside my head saying

“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking!- “The Climb” by Miley Cyrus

Ocean of thoughts filling my mind…I’m getting paranoid if they’ll founder me… I guess its time for a self assessment… a bit of introspection… if I really want to save my titanic!
Where am I going? What am I doing? What am I supposed to do? What’s happening around me? Can I make any difference to it?

I used to think that I've become a mature person, I've started differentiating between the right and the wrong, and I’m ready to face the “Real World”.
But I think I was wrong. I was so wrong. I’m still that teenage girl who thinks she will get everything she dreams of… a successful career, a loving life partner and a luxurious life for her family.

Of course she can still get all this, if…. *sigh*
Life would have been so simple without these ifs and buts… but here it is… with all its complications.
Never mind… if life has got a challenge for me, I’ll accept it wholeheartedly!

The last three years have not been what I had expected them to be! From personal life to academic life, I've not been able to deliver my best. In fact, I've made some of the biggest mistakes of my life. I've hurt myself, I've hurt others, I've hurt my family. I've been taking things too lightly… not learning from my mistakes and repeating them again and again.
But what now, is it too late? Am I doomed?
Are all my dreams shattered?
I was that over ambitious girl who wanted to have everything in her life… where did she go? She’s still here I guess! Then what went wrong? Perhaps she thinks she’ll get her dreams fulfilled just by sitting idle and wasting time! But she has to realize that not much time is left for her to waste.

EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!
It’s never too late to be what u might have been.

For you… FIDATO!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Wed, 05 Dec 2012 15:51:00 +0000

“Fidato”… It means a person you trust the most. It means someone with whom you can be yourself, someone who knows every little secret of yours, someone who can make you feel better every single time you’re low!

Lucky are those who have a Fidato in their lives… and I am one of them!

Sarthak Dubey, Oriental, Mechanical Engineering… a typical Bhopali Brahmin lad!

Me on the other hand, Oriental, Electronics and Communication Engineering… a typical Pataniya Kayastha lass!

Walking on two different roads with different groups of people, its strange how our paths crossed … Ok now I won’t go into the details of how we became friends and all… but yeah it was meant to be!

And then… there he was, every single time I needed him…

He was there to make me smile every time I cried…

He helped me in making choices every time I was confused…

Countless times he has chosen me over slumber so that I don’t spend the entire night crying…

What is he best at?? Making fun of people whom I’ve dated or hated just to make me feel better… :D :D

I love him for that!

But he’s even better at making me feel comfortable. Not even once he has let that creepy… “More than friends” waali feeling come between us. And I’m so thankful to him for that!

I don’t know what he does to me but at times I feel he’s like a pied piper when it comes to giving suggestions. I follow every word he says blindly! Gosshh Sarthak Dubey!!!!!!!!!!!

When I’m with him, I can never manipulate anything coz he knows better what’s going inside my li’l head :P

Through this post I want to tell u that these three and a half years of my life would have been tougher if u wouldn’t have been a part of it!

And yeah wanna let you know that you’re a far better fidato than John was in “Jhootha hi sahi” :D :D

Thank you for everything

May every girl get a FIDATO like you… Amen!

Nail Care at Fingertips!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Sat, 28 Jul 2012 18:20:00 +0000

Admiring her long, clean nails... the girl-next-door was wondering what should be the topic of her next blog post...
NAIL CARE?? Yes, definitely!! People should know how to maintain healthy and beautiful nails.

A little time and effort can go a long way in creating gorgeous nails you'll be proud of. Though nails are the dead cells of our body, still we need to take due care of them to keep them live and attractive.

Basic nail care includes cleaning, trimming and filing your nails. You can easily do these steps at home. There's no set rule for how often you can manicure your nails, but in general it should not be done more than once a week.

1. CLEANING
   Soak nails in a bowl of warm water with a gentle soap/shampoo to loosen the dirt. Then clean the nails using a nail brush or soft plastic bristles. The bristles should be firm enough to remove dirt and debris, but make sure they are not too stiff either.

2. TRIMMING
   Trimming nails can keep them looking clean and at a manageable length. Choose a nail length that's appropriate for you. If you wish to keep long nails, use a pair of sharp nail clippers.

3. FILING
     Filing is an important part of nail care. It smooth-ens and shapes nail tips to make them look beautiful. For best results, use a fine grade wooden nail file. File in one direction and avoid filing down the sides of nails.

STAMPING NAIL ART:

Stamping Nail Art lets you put designs by stamping pre-designed images on your nails. Apply or change designs any time you want... do it yourself in just minutes at home, at a friend's house or anywhere you desire. Follow these instructions to do your fingernail art stamping:

Choose a base coat color. Paint your nails and wailt until the coat dries.
Apply a different color nail polish to your disc or image plate or straight to the stamper. Your kit will probably come with colors you can choose from. Scrape excess paint off if using a disc and press the stamper firmly onto the disc.
Press the stamper onto your nails, transferring the design to your nails.
Put a clear coat of nail polish that comes with your kit to prevent your design from smearing.

With Stamping Nail Art you can create perfect and classy nail designs spending very little time and money, just like a professional nail artist... or even better ;)

14 Useless Tid Bits Of Info About Me!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Thu, 19 Jul 2012 16:17:00 +0000

1. I love the word awesome… even if the likeness is not that strong, I’ll still describe it as…”u know what, it was just AWESOME!!”

2. I talk 2 my mom about 4 times a day… since the day I’ve left home, there hasn’t been a single day I haven’t talked 2 her…sharing even the silliest of the things! Love you mummy!

3. Whenever I do something… I have 101 reasons 2 prove myself right!

4. I may shout at the top of my voice if I get over excited about something… so think twice before hanging out with me! :P

5. If you tickle me… then I’m not responsible for your injuries!

6. My close ones call me “overacting ki dukaan”… Jus pat on my shoulders & I’ll give u the reaction of a bone getting fractured….. ahhhh mummmmaaaaaaaa!

7. Waiting for someone pisses me off a lot…!

8. I keep on wondering why God made “lizards”… the world would have been definitely a better place without these creepy creatures! Eewww!!

9. Can’t live a day without talking to my best friend… totally addicted to that moron… & fortunately, vice versa!!!

10. Too obsessed with anything and everything related to marriages… from wedding dresses to wedding songs… from the mehendi to the shehnai…!!!!!!!!

11. I cry over the smallest things… freaking people around me (specially my roomie)… And the very next morning I’m like… “Why you guys so serious???”

12. I love it when someone says, “u seem to have put on a li’l weight”… My reaction to it…”Seriously??? Awww”

13. I swear to myself, every time I go out to buy something, that I won’t even look at pink stuffs… No points for guessing it… yeah I end up buying PINK… why God why???????????

14. My life is nuts… & I just love it that way!

Oouch... its one sided!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Tue, 10 Jul 2012 19:58:00 +0000

Oouch… did u say “One Sided”?? It hurts… It definitely does!

It is one of the worst thing that can happen to anyone. Nothing can be more painful than falling in love with someone who can never be yours. People say love is wonderful. All I wonder is how can something so damn wonderful in essence be such a torture when it comes to “Unrequited love”!!

So what next? Do you want to keep on crying for that person who does not even notice your tears? No way! Keep these few tips in mind and I assure you… U’ll start enjoying your love rather than crying over it!

1. Don’t force yourself to hate them: If you’re thinking that the only way to get over your feelings is to start hating him/her, then let me tell you, you are only making matters worse for yourself as you’re eventually thinking of that person even more!

2. Don’t force them to love you: You simply cannot make anyone fall for you. Everyone have their choices just as you do. For once, think from their perspective, you might not be the one he/she is looking for! You just gotta deal with this truth and it will definitely hurt less.

3. Keep yourself busy: Come on guys, there’s a lot of important work to do than sitting back and thinking about the one who doesn’t give a damn to you and your feelings. Dedicate your time to your work, your studies, your hobbies! Go get a life!!

4. Don’t seclude yourself from your dear ones: Try to spend more time with your family and friends. I know you must have been ignoring them, be it unintentionally, for that one person. Don’t do that. Being with them will help you keep your mind off him/her.

5. Acceptance: This is the biggest step… to realize this was never real, to realize this person was never meant to be yours, to realize you have got no reason to love him/her. I know its difficult but atleast its way better than continue living in a fantasy world… isn’t it?

6. Time heals all pain: Someday… maybe not today or not tomorrow…but someday… the scars will fade away with time. Time will fill the gap. Life is short and there is no point waiting for someone you can’t have. Instead find someone special who completes you.

Before applying the above tips, always remember no tips can make your life better unless you want it to be better.

Fact: This will make you feel good… The feeling of not being loved by the person you love, affects 98% of all people during their lifetimes!

So stop having such thoughts in your mind like, “Why me?” or even more dramatic ones like, “Am I not worth of his/her love” and blah blah! If you’re having such thoughts then let me tell you… YOU’RE SPECIAL AND YOU’LL ALWAYS BE! J

The End

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Thu, 23 Feb 2012 20:34:00 +0000

I knew it was meant to end... I knew I couldn't have you for eternity... I knew you would go away someday!

You say you didn't want to change for me... even I never wanted that!

All I ever wanted was to be loved by you...!!!!

And that couldn't happen!

I tried to continue our friendship and suppress my feelings...

Even that couldn't happen!

I tried to part ways and forget you...

Well the "forget you" part couldn't happen and can never happen!

So here we are... parting our ways!

Don't take me wrong... but that's the only choice I have!

Someone has truly said, "TO HAVE SOMETHING HALFWAY IS HARDER THAN NOT HAVING IT AT ALL"

So I would prefer not having you at all.

You'll always be loved and missed by a crazy lass...

Bye. Take care. :)

I can be tough… I can be strong, but with you it’s not like that at all!!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Wed, 08 Feb 2012 21:27:00 +0000

All right… m writing this… don’t know why… m not even sure if you’ll read this ever… but this is the only thing that can help me feel better!

This post contains stuff that I’ve already told u a thousand times, so I don’t want you to go through the torture again! :P

I know I piss you off at times, don’t I? With my sentimental lines, and my never ending expectations, and my tears that are ever ready to flow from my eyes… & of course when I get angry with you over little things… Gosh! I really wonder how u tolerate my tantrums!! Right now when m pondering over all the crazy things I do… m realizing how much I irritate you! sorry L

You know why have I turned this way? It’s the frustration! It’s the helplessness! How restless do you get when you badly want something knowing very well that it is never gonna be yours? How restless do you get when you want to say something out loud, but you can’t? yes, this is how I feel… do u wanna know why?

Coz I want to say “I love you”, but I can’t!

Coz I want to hug you tight, but I can’t!

Coz I want to shower all the love in this world on you, but I can’t!

Coz I want to care for every little thing of yours, but I can’t!

Coz I want to make you only mine, but I can’t!

Coz I want to dedicate every romantic song to you, but I can’t!

Coz I want to break all bindings with you, but I can’t!

Coz I want to explore the world with you, but I can’t!

Coz I want to cross all limits with you, but I can’t! L

I wasn’t like this before… I hated telling someone how I felt. I wanted people to understand themselves what I wanted, and those who couldn’t understand, never made to the list of my dear ones! And now… just look at my life, revolving around someone who… ! Forget it! And here I am, opening my heart out, yelling at you on the top of my voice, and still you fail to understand! What have I done to myself! I hate myself! I regret being madly in love with you! I hope things would be fine once we part ways after college.

But sometimes I wish… I really wish… you were deeply in love with me! I wish you craved for me just like I do! I wish I was the one you would see, every time you closed your eyes just like I see you! I wish you could think of me every time you heard a romantic song or watched a romantic movie! Why cant this be true? Am I asking for too much? I guess I am! But I am not the only one to be blamed… this world makes me believe that this can happen, stories like ours have happened… and they’ve made it!

This is how my feelings never give up on you after getting trampled umpteen times!

I don’t know if I’ll ever get my answers, I don’t know even I should search for them or not! I don’t know when I’ll end this fucking post…. and end up everything else too!

coz it's time...

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 16:01:00 +0000

its been a long time i've posted on "My Fairyland"!

coz i think its time...

its time to get out of my fairyland...

its time to face the real world...

its time to stop believing in fairytales and happy endings...

its time to realise that true love exists only in the twilight saga & mills and boon!

i guess this phase comes in the life of every girl next door... sooner or later... some matured ones discover this much before the ones who end up getting hurt by not learning from their mistakes! Fortunately or unfortunately... I am among the latter ones!

so now onwards... no more posts regarding relationships, love, friendship and all...

there are far more serious issues that need our attention!

so readers, the girl next door needs your wishes...! all set to prove herself to the world! Amen!

KEEP BLOGGIN'!! KEEP ROCKIN'!!

a Bihari's Telugu connection!!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Thu, 24 Nov 2011 21:48:00 +0000

during one of my journeys from bhopal to patna...

"somebody please suggest me a good movie... this journey is getting extremely boring!" .

akanksha replied, "no unwatched movie left in my lappie!"

"neither in mine", i said.

"hey, i've got a telugu movie... have heard a lot of praises about it!" ranjan suggested.

"a south indian flick? no ways! don't have any interest in watching lungi clad, moustache wearing heroes going after heavy-weight champion type heroines!"

"well if this is what you think of these movies then you should definitely watch this one...you wont stop thanking me, am sure!"

"is it so? well.... then i can give a try to your tamil flick!"

"its telugu!!"

"tamil, telugu, kannada.... whatever! all the same for me!" i grinned.

dat was how i watched my first telugu movie...& even today i can't stop thanking my friend!

TOP 5 TELUGU MOVIES IN MY LIST

1. ARYA-2

Starring Allu Arjun, 'the stylish star', as he is fondly called... Arya-2 is my most favourite telugu movie. Story of a guy who is ready to sacrifice everything for his best friend (or rather 'blood friend')

including the love of his life! Watch this movie for its excellent sound track, awesome choreography & Allu's heart touching performance as the protagonist.

2. KONCHEM ISHTAM KONCHEM KASHTAM

A super cute romantic movie... starring Siddhartha & Tamanna. Siddhu (Siddhartha) is the only child of separated parents and falls in love with Geeta (Tamanna). But he has a tough job of reuniting his parents in order to get the permission of his traditional would be father in law to marry Geeta. Music is composed by the awesome threesome of Shankar Ehsaan Loy. All the tracks are superb but my personal favorite is "Aanandma" sung by Shankar Mahadevan & Shreya Ghoshal.

3. MAGADHEERA

This historical love epic shows the reincarnation of two lovers who die with their love unfulfilled.

The story goes back and forth into the past and the present. The USP of this saga... its magnificient sets, brilliant camera work & good editing. The leading actors, Ram Charan and Kajal Agarwal have done full justice to their roles. The scene where Ram Charan as Bhairava kills 100 warriors of the enemy troop all alone, will leave you spellbound! Music is also appreciable.

4. BOMMARILLU

Siddhartha again steals your heart with his exceptionally good performance. This romantic comedy also has our very own "jaane tu" girl Genelia playing the role of ha... ha...hasini!!

Story of the film deals with the relationship that sours between a good father and a good son.

All the characters have managed to give their best especially Prakash Raj as Siddhu's dad.

Each and every track of the movie touches your heart. To describe the movie in two words... PICTURE PERFECT!!

5. HAPPY DAYS

The storyline of this movie revolves around the life of a group of friends who experience friendship, love, heratbreaks, fights, responsibilties.

Feauturing mostly newcomers, this flick became a big commercial hit! Lot of movies have been made on campus life but happy days gives you a totally new perspective.

Go watch it if you want to take a nostalgic trip down the memory lane & relive the memories of your college life!

the chum in your spouse...!!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Fri, 16 Sep 2011 22:33:00 +0000

its 3 am... insomnia hitting on me again! never mind!

well... had other ways of tackling this thief of my slumber... but chose to create this post...!

hope it helps!! :P

Do u ever miss the chum in your spouse? i guess most of us do!

at times, we feel we are not able to share things with our life partners the way we do with our buddies! we can't talk, laugh, cry ... in short, we find it difficult to be ourselves in front of our "special one"!! the reason behind it.... spending less time as friends... and getting into the relationship in haste.

Friendship is often the basis for a deeper kind of love, one that tends to be more long-term. In my opinion, that kind of chemistry lasts where the boy and the girl have been friends for quite long... have known each other well... seen all the aspects of each other's characters... have been with each other in their good & bad times!

So....... u'll never miss the chum in your spouse if u've found your spouse in your chum! :)

Its then when u feel like singing, "Tera mujhse hai pehle ka naata koi... yu hi nahi dil lubhaata koi... jaane tuuuuuuu, ya jaane naaaaaaa!!!"

If the sky above you should turn dark and full of clouds
and that old north wind should begin to blow,
keep your head together and call my name out loud.
Soon I will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name, and you know where ever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall, all you have to do is call and I'll be there.

Even experts agree on the healthy survival rates of many friend-to-lover relationships. All the time u're being friends, u're learning about each other. Subconsciously u're deciding whether u can take it further, from a friendship on to a more emotional level.

So so so... all single guys and girls out there..... if u start feeling for your best buddy, talk to them openly! like any relationship, good communication is the key to keep u both in good terms & regardless of the outcome... maintain your strong bond forever 'coz Rats & Meows are always meant to be together! :)

All that happens in love! (Part ii)

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Sat, 18 Jun 2011 10:10:00 +0000

The world around Kavya had changed totally! She had started loving each and every thing around her… everything appeared so pleasant like never before. Just the thought of Sahil would bring a huge smile on her lips, sparkle in her eyes and a glow on her face!! Before meeting Sahil, she lived in a world where she hated guys like anything… but now, her entire world revolved around a single guy!! The girl who believed that true love, promises of staying with each other till last breath, planning for the future, etc existed only in Yash Chopra’s movies and Mills & Boons’ novels… but now, she herself was experiencing all this!!

Sahil taught her the meaning of love. He made her believe that her life was a fairytale, she was a princess and he, her prince charming. Though he had many flings in the past, but it was the first time he was so serious about his relationship. He always made her feel special. He was mad for her. He could spend hours looking at his princess. He could do anything to see her smile. He had decided that he’ll spend his entire life with Kavya. Everything was going on better than anyone expected… until 7^th of Feb 2008!

That morning Sahil arrived at the office earlier than usual. Kavya’s face beamed as she saw her lover boy waiting for her!!

“Hey hi…” Kavya smiled. Her smile vanished soon when she saw Sahil’s face. His eyes were red as if he hadn’t slept the previous night and his face appeared very pale! “Shona…what happened to you?? you fine na??”

“Kavya… I …I …”, Sahil’s voice was shaking. Kavya’s heart knew something was horribly wrong with him ‘coz Sahil wasn’t among those people who panicked on small issues. “Kavya listen to me very carefully…”

“I am listening…go on!”Sahil sighed. “One of my friend’s boyfriend had gone to donate blood to one of his relatives yesterday. But there the doctors found that he was HIV positive.” “What??? Ohhh gosh!! Poor guy! But…whom are you talking about?” “Kavya let me complete first…” “Alright!”

“Doctors have said that he has about one year left! My friend and her boyfriend love each other a lot. They cant live without each other. I just want your suggestion… Should my friend be with him or should she leave him right now?”

“She should obviously be with him till his last breath… when two people are in a relationship, they are not just for the good times. Even if the guy doesn’t have much time left, the girl should definitely stay by his side and shower all her love on him! Now are you going to tell me who is that friend of yours?”

Sahil took out a piece of paper and handed it over to Kavya. “Whats this?”, Kavya was puzzled. She couldn’t understand wat was going on! She unfolded the paper. It appeared to be a prescription or report kind of thing. It read…

HIV- POSITIVE.

On top of the paper, Kavya read something that made her mind go blank…

Patient’s name: SAHIL KASHYAP

She read it again and again. “This cant be! No! there must be some misunderstanding! This report cant be true!! Sahil say something please… this isn’t true na?? this repot can’t be yours! Nothing can happen to you!!”

“Kavya this report is mine. And its true! They have referred me to APOLLO. I am leaving for delhi tomorrow with mum and dad!

Kavya fainted in Sahil’s arms. When she regained her consciousness, she was lying in the nearby nursing home with Sahil sitting next to her, holding her hand. She caught his sleeves and started crying “Sahil, please tell me that it was a nightmare and nothing has happened to you…”. “It wasn’t a nightmare Kavya…but its not true either!

“what??????????”

“The report was fake. M perfectly fine. Just wanted to tease you a bit!!” Sahil grinned.

“Tease me a bit?? Sahil u almost gave me a heart attack and you are saying a bit?????” Kavya was extremely annoyed with Sahil’s deadly prank but at the same time she was very happy that it was just a prank!!

“I hate you Sahil kashyap!”

“And I love you Kavya Verma! And I also know how madly u love me…thanks to this HIV prank!”

Before Kavya could scold him more, Sahil brought his face close to hers and kissed her!!

…to be continued

All that happens in love!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Wed, 18 May 2011 11:30:00 +0000

It was the first day at work and Kavya was quite nervous. Being nervous was something very contrary to her character! She kept on thinking, “Why on Earth am I freaking out?” But somewhere inside she knew the answer. “I am definitely not going to send my daughter to an all girls school!!” , she said to herself. Kavya had never been around guys. She did not have a single male friend. An all girls’ missionary school and then graduating from an all girls’ college. She had always been a cool and confident lass all her academic life, but just hated those creatures from the opposite gender!

Dressed in white salwar kameez, she entered her office. Soon she started interacting with her female colleagues and found them very friendly and co-operative. Then the introductory session took place and all the new recruits introduced themselves. Kavya didn’t even bother to notice any of her male colleagues. But yes…there was a name amidst so many new names that had caught her attention! “hey friends I am Sahil Kashyap!” “Hmm…nice name… and nice voice too”, Kavya thought , but even then didn’t care to have a look at him. Being a sincere girl, she had already engrossed herself in her new work.

Days were passing by and Kavya was enjoying her office life. She was liking everything around her… her job, her new friends, her new environment… There was hardly any interaction with any of her male colleagues (which she liked the most)……everything seemed perfect!!

“Meeting at 2:30 sharp”, boss announced. Kavya and two of her friends, Naina and Pari, reached the board room 15 minutes before. Some other staff members were already present there. The trio took their seats at one corner of the room and were waiting for the meeting to commence. “Isn’t that tall, fair guy in spects staring at you Pari?”, Naina remarked. “Oh really? Who cares! He is Sahil Kashyap, a big flirt… I have heard a lot about him from his college mates”, Pari replied. Kavya finally decided to have a look at the topic of discussion. “Flirt? But he looks quite calm and composed!” “Looks are often deceptive Kavya!!” Meanwhile Sahil came and took a seat parallel to Pari. “Naina’s guess was right”, Kavya thought, “this guy definitely likes Pari”. The three of them started giggling and whispering to each other. And then something unexpected happened! Sahil turned to Kavya and said, “You are Kavya, right?Hi I am Sahil. “Ya, Hi” Kavya replied hesitantly. “I have sent you a friend request on facebook. When do you get online by the way? Anyways, seems the meeting is about to start, see ya later,” and then he left his seat and went to sit with other colleagues. “OMG! Can anybody explain me what just happened??” Pari said. The three of them looked at each other with baffled expressions. But they had definitely concluded one thing, Sahil was a BIG FLIRT for sure!!

That evening after work, Kavya found a friend request on FB and a message in her inbox-“Please check your mail.” Her heart was pouncing, with hundreds of questions arising in her mind…”What on Earth is he trying to do?? He hardly knows me! May be some official work? May be he is trying to approach Pari through me? Arghhh…that’s why I hate guys!!” And then finally she read the mail…

Honey did you know??

That you had me all the way

With those softly spoken words

That you chose to say

Honey did you know??

You always amaze me

And that is one thing,

That I would like you to see

Honey did you know??

You've changed the way I see things

You make me happy to look forward to,

What tomorrow will bring

Honey did you know??

When I'm singing in the mirror

I imagine I'm singing in front of you

And I'm holding you near

Honey did you know??

That even though you're not here

I can always feel you love,

Cause I hold your feelings near

Honey did you know??

I run all the things you say, around in my head

It usually brings me peace at night,

Before I go to bed

Honey did you know??

That you are in my dreams at night

And honey you look just like an angel

And you send me on a flight

Honey did you know??

I will always think of you this way

That is why forever

With you my heart will stay

i know dat i am going too far too soon

basically i wanted 2 b ur friend first,

then wanted 2 proceed further..... u know...

but i could'nt control myself.........

whenever i see u my knees get weak.....i get lost in you

ur eyes cast a sort of spell on me....

the only thing i want to say now is dat

i love you.....

i hope when u see this mail u will understand my sentiments....

I AM WAITING 4 A REPLY.....

actually i can wait for my whole life for ur reply because i have decided that u r the one i was looking for......

i wanna spend my whole life wid u

waiting...

Kavya could’nt believe what she had just read. She was fuming. She was nervous. She was frightned.

“What is he up to??” she thought. She went to her mother and placed her head on her lap. Sobbing, she narrated the entire mail to her mum. “Mom, I don’t want to go dat place anymore, I don’t want to face that guy”, Kavya said with tears in her eyes. “I didn’t know that my daughter will give up so easily. I have always taught you to face problems, not to run away from it. And beta this is just the beginning. The next time he approaches you, tackle him boldly.” “Hmm… I’ll try my best!”

The next day at office… “WTF!!! He proposed you in that mail!!!” “What does he think of himself???” “He has definitely got a lot of guts”. “What are you planning to do now?” Questions, questions, questions…all around Kavya! Hundreds arising in her mind and now hundreds from Naina and Pari. “I don’t know girls what I am gonna do! Feeling like slapping him.” All this time Sahil was constantly looking at Kavya which was infuriating her even more. And then he came towards her, “I guess you have read my mail”. “Yes I did! Kavya replied. “So…??” “So what? Do you even know anything about me besides my name? How can you mail me all that crap straight away? Are you out of your mind?? And let me tell you clearly, I am not the kind of girl you are assuming me to be! Don’t you dare talk to me again!!!” “Are you done Miss Kavya? Now may I get your permission to speak a few words?” Sahil said in a cool manner. Kavya realised that her tone had become quite offensive and meanwhile she hadn’t even given him the opportunity to defend himself. “Hmm… go ahead!” she said. “Look, I am really sorry for the mail. Actually I am a very impatient guy. I know I should I have approached you in a different manner but I couldn’t control myself. when i saw u for the first time i became interested in u....... just like that

when i saw u more i became attracted to you.........

when i came to know more and more about you..i don’t know how...i fell in love with you ....

I never believed in ‘love at first sight’ till it happened to me when I saw you on the very first day of office! You were looking so beautiful in that white salwar kameez, and when you were giving your intro, you were adjusting your dupatta over your left shoulder………. “Stop your nonsense right now!” Kavya shouted. “Wait wait, m sorry, m so sorry, just two more minutes, please Kavya let me complete!” “What do you want?” “I just want to be you friend that’s all! I’ll never ever discuss anything that you wont like, I swear! And if I do then you are free to walk away, but please give me just one chance, please”.

There was something in Sahil that made him different from others, atleast for Kavya. His attitude, his confidence, his super cool behaviour attracted her towards him, although she didn’t realise it then. It was just his hatred towards all boys in general that was making her so rude to him. But her hatred gave way to her attraction and she agreed to be his new friend!

Soon Sahil and Kavya became best of friends. Whenever they used to get time from their work, they spent it with one another having coffee or talking. They seemed to have umpteen topics of discussion…their talks would never end, be it in the office, or on the phone, or through texts!

As Sahil had promised, he never brought up anything that would annoy Kavya. He had started liking her even more and didn’t want to loose her in any case. Although they had become good friends, still Sahil could not read Kavya’s mind.

But one day Sahil gave up, “Look Kavya, its getting really difficult for me to pretend. You know very well what I feel for you, still I have to behave in front of you as if you are like my every other friend! I can’t do this anymore, so it would be better if we part ways!” “No no no, please don’t do that”, Kavya wanted to say it but she couldn’t. “Alright! Bye”, she said. And then they stopped talking to each other.

But Kavya didn’t know it was going to be so tough for her. She couldn’t do a single work properly. Sahil was always there in her mind. She was confused. She wanted to keep herself busy with her work, but she couldn’t. “What’s happening with me girls??” “You are in love sweetheart!!” her friends told her. “So what should I do now??” she asked restlessly. “Tell him about your feelings you fool!!”

It was 5^th December 2007, 6:04 pm. She called him.

Kavya: hi sahil, its me Kavya!

Sahil: ya say!

Kavya: just wanted you to know that I am in love with someone!

Sahil: oh that’s great. Who’s he?

Kavya: He is very unpredictable, but I love him. He is very short tempered but I love him. He is totally mad but I still love him. And that he is you!"

And after this conversation Sahil and Kavya got “Happily committed” to each other!!! J

… to be continued

UDAAN...break away from all bindings!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Sat, 07 May 2011 09:18:00 +0000

Was planing to watch this movie since a long time...had heard a lot about it...got a lot of appreciation by a number of film critics...received quite a number of awards!! Finally saw it last weekend and to describe the movie in a sentence, its "unconventional bollywood at its best"!!
Well here i am not going to review the movie for sure...but there was one thing about the movie that really really touched my soul. The protagonist in the movie, a 17 year old teenager Rohan dreams of being a writer...so there are few poems in this flick. I never ever had interest in hindi literature...that too hindi poems, but when i heard these poems in the movie... <sigh>...was just left speechless!!
Therefore thought of putting some poems here in my fairyland...

poem 1(this one would make you nostalgic):

Chhoti-chhoti chhitrayi yaadein
Bichhi hui hain lamhon ki lawn par.
Nange pair unpar chalte-chalte
Itni door aa aaye
Ki ab bhool gaye hain –
Joote kahan utaare the.

Aedi komal thi, jab aaye the.
Thodi si naazuk hai abhi bhi.
Aur nazuk hi rahegi
In khatti-meethi yaadon ki shararat
Jab tak inhe gudgudati rahe.

Sach, bhool gaye hain
Ki joote kahan utaare the.
Par lagta hai,
Ab unki zaroorat nahin.

poem 2(this one is full of puns and sarcasms...):

Har Baal Ki Khaal Ki yeh Chhaal bhi kha Jaaye
Iske Haat Pad Jaaye Toh Mahine Saal Bhi Kha Jaaye
Kisi Behaal Ka Bacha Haal woh haal Kha Jaaye
Bemaut Marate Mann Ka Yeh Malaal Kha Jaaye
Laalu Ka Laal Kha Jaaye Naksalbaari Ki Naal Kha Jaaye
Bachpan Ka Dhamaal Kha Jaaye, Budhaape Ki Shaal Kha Jaaye
Haya Toh Chhodo Behaya Ki Chaal Bhi Kha Jaaye
Aur Agar Parosa Jaa Sake Toh Khayaal Bhi Kha Jaaye!!

poem 3(my most most fav):

Jo lehron se aage nazar dekh paati toh tum jaan lete main kya sochta hoon,
Wo aawaz tumko bhi jo bhed jaati toh tum jaan lete main kya sochta hoon.
Zid ka tumhare jo parda sarakta ,khidkiyon se aage bhi tum dekh paate,
Aankhon se aadaton ki jo palken hatate toh tum jaan lete main kya sochta hoon.

Meri tarah hota agar khud par zara bharosa toh kuchh door tum bhi saath-saath aate,
Rang meri aankhon ka baant-te zara sa ,toh kuchh door tum bhi saath-saath aate,
Nasha aasmaan ka jo choomta tumhe , hasraten tumhari naya janm paatin,
Khud doosre janam mein meri udaan chhoone kuchh door tum bhi saath-saath aate.

love-live-laugh-PINK

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Fri, 29 Apr 2011 16:26:00 +0000

I freaking love the colour pink...dunno the reason but evrytime i go for shopping, just have one thing in mind "not pink again"...and everytime i end up buying a pink dress, a pink hairband, pink clips, pink footwear, etc etc...!!!

Pink is the colour i wanna look at….PINK HOUSE….PINK WALLS….PINK BATHROOM…PINK BEDROOM….PINK CLOTHES…EVEN A PINK BATHTUB!!! It is the color of my fairyland...I cannot imagine my world without pink in it!!! PINK is feminine...PINK is romantic...PINK is hope...PINK is affectionate...PINK is unconditional love!!

I really wonder what makes me and

almost every other girl obsessed with this color?? Is it some kind of just a social behavior… there must be some connection for sure with the scientific aspects or are there any specific genes which make us like or dislike something??? I guess thats why most of the girls have the same genetic characters with respect to liking pink as a color of choice…!!

dis song by aerosmith exactly describes the feeling of everyone who's in love with the colour of love ...

Pink it's my new obsession
Yeah, pink it's not even a question,
Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause
Pink is the love you discover

Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink 'cause you are so very
Pink it's the color of passion
'Cause today it just goes with the fashion

Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light, and
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight

You could be my flamingo
'Cause pink is the new kinda lingo
Pink like a deco umbrella
It's kink - but you don't ever tell her

Pink it was love at first sight, and
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight

I want to be your lover
I wanna wrap you in rubber
As pink as the sheets that we lay on
'Cause pink is my favorite crayon, yeah

Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light
Yeah pink it's like red but not quite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight

happy one second...cranky the next!!

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Mon, 25 Apr 2011 21:53:00 +0000

love makes life beautiful

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Sun, 24 Apr 2011 21:48:00 +0000

LOVE...a simple four letter word that we come across almost everyday, but this simple four letter word can bring your world upside down!!!
Different people have different opinions about "being in love". For heart broken kids, love is a waste of time... for people who have experienced a successful love life, its one of the best feelings in the world...& the list goes on for all kinds of homo sapiens.

I have been through both... I have seen the good as well as the bad part of a relationship! Whenever anyone asks me "how does it feel being in love with someone??" I answer immediately without having any second thoughts..."Love makes life beautiful!!!"

People often ask their partners..."do you love me??"
A free advice from my side, never ask anyone if they love you! Even if someone is angry, he/she is demonstrating love. Emotions like anger, jealousy and greed are because of love! Love is our nature.
If someone is sleeping, do you ask the person "Hey are you sleeping?"
If you do, you have already woken him up!
So....from next time never ask your better half if he/she loves you or not...just keep on loving them...unconditionally!
coz LOVE MAKES LIFE BEAUTIFUL <3<3<3

ainvayiiiiiiii....

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Sat, 23 Apr 2011 10:03:00 +0000

few minutes ago a sudden thought creeped in my mind...heyy did i start a blog some day???? oh yeah i did :P
oh shit!!!
ohkays...no worries m back again...nd i really hope 2 give some time 2 my fairyland for sure :)

My first post

noreply@blogger.com (Ankitalal) — Tue, 09 Nov 2010 09:30:00 +0000

this is my first step towards blogging. i hope to be around here for a long while. reasons: i get bored too quickly and have a habit to think a lot when i get bored. so i'd rather share those thoughts here.