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2012-01-17T17:10:00.000-08:00

Life's Journey I

2011-12-11T19:09:00.000-08:00

I don't know what happen few months ago call it unmet expectation... expecting too much from person or whatever mistakes he committed (which I can't quite pinpoint) but even until now just thinking about it brought me to tears... so much disappointment I guess from a project/people who I thought I could help and help me as well. Yesterday was the last straw it brought back memories couple of months ago why I decided to give it all up and guess what after giving up that something I emerge myself into a so-called solitude/depression (drowning myself in unlimited korean series day in and day out) no plans, no directions, no aspiration, no dreams just barely existing.Although I know the harm of falling into a depress state but I can't help what I feel that time but thank God the cycle was broken when my cousin invited me to visit Mindanao. Oh what a reprive that was from that tortured state I was renew, refresh, recharge and alive but not until I find out the state of my health last October.

After coming back from Mindanao I thought to visit my doc thinking oh the meds would have workout by now since many months have past but only to findout otherwise so we (doki & I) agree I'll undergo an operation. I guess too much stressful thoughts is not good for my health. I was in a state of denial coz for so long I postpone that operation I seek alternative ways just to make me better but then sometimes one can't fight the inevitable so I succumb to it and have my operation last November.I suddenly find the courage to brave it all out, to get it over and be done with it. From the first day of checking in the hospital even the time I'm on my way to have my operation I felt no fear and not even a single tear fell from my face (which by the way is quite the opposite feeling I have just few weeks before my operation cause last October I sometimes find myself crying thinking of the forthcoming operation - I guess I was in denial state).

Looking back at my stay in the hospital I can deduce I was being brave but not until the time my father brought of opening a foodshop in the province and ask me to manage it and for no reason at all I really burst into tears and the dam was broken. My aunt and mother was so shock why I was crying and the nurses never said a thing but I know maybe they thought I was crying coz I was to undergo a blood transfusion and I'm scared. But what they didn't know I was battling an emotional battle, a hurt I've felt after that project fall to the ground and I guess can't help but be disappointed with the people around it as well.

What I didn't realize is that the hurt runs deep and it was only yesterday when a certain event trigger that hurt and disappointment I felt couple of months ago and you know what the funny thing is I burst to tears once again. Funny in a way that I've brave out a major operation and never shed a tear and here I am just a minor event crying in outrage. I do try so hard in the deepest part of my heart to forgive that person since it's christmas and everything. And one should not hold grudges and unforgiveness since everyone of us are only humans bound to fail and fall short of others expectation. But I guess you can also forgive my weakness that I'm also a person bound to be ruled out by too much emotion and hurt. Well I know in time everything will have its healing and forgiveness but dang it all I was just too freaking emotional yesterday and this kind of emotion is not a welcome visitor for someone who is also trying to heal from a major operation.

Asian Trip

2011-11-13T03:49:00.000-08:00

Asian Trip Slideshow: Sachi’s trip from Cebu, Visayas, Philippines to 3 cities Singapore, Hong Kong and Macau was created by TripAdvisor. See another China slideshow. Create a free slideshow with music from your travel photos.

Just some pic of my travel in Asia

Just Another Woman in Love

2011-08-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

I'm strong, I'm sure, I'm in control, a lady with a plan
Believing that life is a neat little package I hold in my hand
I've got it together, they call me "the girl who knows just what to say and do"
Still I fumble and fall, run into the wall, 'cause when it comes to you, I'm

CHORUS
Just another woman in love, a kid out of school
A fire out of control, just another fool
You touch me and I'm weak, I'm a feather in the wind
And I can't wait to feel you touching me again
With you I'm just another woman, just another woman in love

So pardon me if I should stare and tremble like a child
That "wanting you" look all over your face is driving me wild
I'm just what you make me, can't wait 'till you take me and set all my feelin's free
I know that you can, so come be my man, tonight I wanna be

CHORUS X 2 with FADE in middle of the second

PS: Just love the pictures in this song... The notebook is my all time favorite movie....

Afraid of Love

2011-08-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

At this rate, I might go crazy
No actually I already am
might be crazy about you
At this rate, I might die
No actually without you
I might not be able to live

An impossible love in this world
Someone I absolutely shouldn't love
The more I turn away from you
the more I miss you
I'm scared of this constantly frightening love
I even miss your shadow
I'm afraid that you're the one

I should have just passed you by
I shouldn't love you
The more I turn away from you
the more I miss you
I'm scared of this constantly frightening love
I even miss your shadow
I'm afraid that it's you

Will you teach me what to do
What should I do
to escape this fate?
I love you, I love you
I love you to death
even if my heart hurt like crazy,
even if my tears don't stop,
even if I can't love you
I love you

Shine like a Star

2011-07-10T16:26:00.000-07:00

We all have different path to take so don’t be just a shadow of someone else’s life. Shine like you ought to be and see how beautiful life will be.

Life is not meant to be live as a mediocre imitation or cheap copycat of someone else. That’s why God give us hopes, dreams, ambitions, capabilities, talents, gifts and core values so that we will shine more and be less of a shadow.

Life is about pursuing our dreams, freeing our soul and following the passion of our heart. It is one big canvass where we are the artist, creating, molding, sculpting and shaping it to how we envision our life would be.

It is a merging of your heart and your soul as you slowly start to find the path you ought to take. Finding your path doesn’t mean arriving at a particular destination but rather it is a continuous journey slowly unraveling everyday then discovering and reveling of new aspects within ourselves.

But if we live for a moment to be just shadow then we are not living the life that we should lived or partaking the path that we should take. So free yourself from the shadows and cobwebs that’s hindering your growth and realizing your potential.

Just break free, let go and shine like a star then see the great lights emerging from within. No more living in the shadows nor there be dark clouds in the horizon to dampen a free spirited soul and a heart full of passion.

July 11, 2011 @ 7:18am (after awhile I suddenly feel a little bit inspire to write something blame it on the status I coined in my fb)

Benefits of Honey

2011-06-28T18:49:00.000-07:00

Honey is not only delicious and flavorful but it is also packed with lots of health benefits.

For one thing if you're feeling a little bit under the weather and would like some energy booster put a teaspoon of honey to your favorite drinks like coffee, milk or tea. It's not only a good substitute for sugar but it's a great ENERGY BOOSTER.

Honey is full of antioxidants and anti-bacterial that can help our body fight diseases from the common and not so common illnesses. It boast our immune system as well as cleanse our body from harmful ailments. It aids in tissue healing and fights infection. So yes honey is a good IMMUNE SYSTEM BUILDER.

Aside from that Honey is a good remedy for natural ailments, it cures infections, eye conjunctivities, diarhea, skin infections, cough remedy, heals cut and burn, aids in sleeping and many more.

The wonder of this natural food supplement is so vast but yet it is the most understated food today.

What do we mean to each other

2011-06-26T05:41:00.000-07:00

I'd rather know if you had turned the page
If you go faster than I do
Suddenly it's not so clear just what I am to you
Am I friend, am I lover, do we still need each other
When you touch me, when you touch me baby I can tell

What do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over now
If this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from here
What do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over now
Do you love me still or do you just mean well

I can see clearly how im hurting you
Every breath gives you a way
All we go on separate roads has gone in the way.
Am I friend, am I lover, do we still need each other
When you hold me, when you hold me baby I can tell

What do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over now
If this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from here
What do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over now
Do you love me still or do you just mean well

Time became a poison looking slowly on my home
Screwing all the memories, Is it tearing us apart
When you touch me, when you touch me baby I can tell

What do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over now
If this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from here
What do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over now
Do you love me still or do you just mean well

What do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over now
If this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from here
What do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over now
Do you love me still or do you just mean well

Do you love me still or do you just mean well

God gave me You

2011-05-09T20:42:00.000-07:00

For all the times I felt cheated, I complained
You know how I love to complain
For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame
I still cursed that rain
I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue
Then out of the blue

God gave me you to show me what's real
There's more to life than just how I feel
And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn't know why
Now I do, 'cause God gave me you

For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt
All wrapped up in that hurt
For every glass I saw, I saw half empty
Now it overflows like a river through my soul
From every doubt I had, I'm finally free
I truly believe

God gave me you to show me what's real
There's more to life than just how I feel
And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn't know why
Now I do, 'cause God gave me you

In your arms I'm someone new
With ever tender kiss from you
Oh must confess
I've been blessed

God gave me you to show me what's real
There's more to life than just how I feel
And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn't know why (didn't know why)
Now I do (I finally do), 'cause God gave me you (God gave me You)

God gave me you

Note: A very beautiful song of thanks and love... enjoy

How do you heal a broken heart?

2011-04-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

I can't believe what i just heard

Could it be true

Are you the girl I thought I knew

The one who promised me her love

Where did it go

Does anybody ever know

Chorus:

How do you heal a broken heart

That feels like it will never beat this much again

Oh no

I just can't let go

How do you heal a broken heart

That feels like it will never love this much again

Oh no

Tonight I'll hold what could be right

Tomorrow I'll pretend to let you go

And were you ever what you seemed

Or was I a fool who fell in love

With his own dream

And now you say you want to leave

Start a new life today

Those words I thought you'd never say

Chorus:

Tonight I'll hold what could be right

Tomorrow I'll pretend to

Wake and put it all behind me

And find that I have finally found

A new life

In my soul

And find that I know how to let you go

You go

Chorus:

Tonight I'll hold what could be right

Tomorrow i'll pretend to

Wake and put it all behind me

And find that I know how to let you go

Some signs to know if he likes you

2011-04-17T00:23:00.000-07:00

Examine his body language. If he likes you, you may see that he rarely turns his back to you, often leans towards you, and also looks at you a lot. If he slouches his shoulders when near you, he's romantic and cares about what you have to say. If he points his shoulders and pelvis towards you while sitting, he is definitely feeling something for you.

Notice his eye contact. If he likes you, he may either look away quickly if he is shy, or he'll try to catch your eye and hold it or make faces. This can be uncomfortable if you don't like him. If you feel like you have held eye contact just a fraction of a second longer than you would with anyone else, or if he looks away quickly, then there is something there. When he's around you and he says/does something funny and everyone around laughs, his eyes will flicker towards you for a second to see if you laughed, too.

Listen to what he's saying. If he likes you, and he's nervous, he'll probably start talking about himself. Many times, guys feel the need to prove themselves- especially if you talk about another guy in his company.

Be aware of touching. He might put his hand on your arm when he laughs, and won't move his leg if it happens to touch yours, or he may hug you for small things - all are good signs of a guy liking you, unless he's a bit of a "playboy" who flirts with a lot of girls. See if he uses any of the tricks in How to Touch a Girl, and see if he uses them more with you than with anyone else.

Watch for him showing interest in things you like and do. For example, if you like a certain genre of music that he likes as well, he may suggest bands or artists for you to listen to. Another example, if you introduce him to a TV show that he didn't really know about and that becomes his new favorite thing, thats a sign that he likes you.

Look to see if he imitates you. If he mimics you, he probably likes you, such as if you move to another table, he'll go with you. (I've had a guy who liked me mimic me before, so I know this is one thing)

Acknowledge any compliments that come your way. If you do your hair or makeup differently one day, and the guy notices, that's a very good sign that he likes you. Most guys won't notice, and if they do, they won't say anything unless they're into you. Anything like, "You look nice today," "I like that shirt," or even "Did you do your hair differently today? It looks nice," are all indicators that he could be interested in you.

If he talks to you on a Social Networking site. If he chats with you often he may like you. He could also just be talkative and friendly so don't assume he's into you for chatting. He may put 'x' on the end of everything he says to you. That might not necessarily mean he likes you. It could just mean that you are good friends.

More than 98% of the time, if a guy likes you, then he is going to be around you. It doesn't matter if he is not talking directly to you or even blatantly ignoring you. Even if he is making fun of you, picking fights or punching you in the arm and then running away. One way or another, no matter what he is doing, he is doing it around you, and I guarantee you, this is true for men of all ages.

Ladies, I also think that it's important that you understand that most men, no matter how old we get, never grow out of this. On the flipside of this coin, no matter what a guy is doing, if he is not doing it around you, typically he has no interest in you. Even if what he is doing are exactly like the examples above, if he is not around you more times than not, he probably doesn't have any feelings for you.

Source: http://www.wikihow.com/Know-if-a-Guy-Likes-You and http://www.girlsaskguys.com/Articles/Flirting/Signs-He-Likes-You-Signs-He-Doesnt.html

Hard Habit to Break

2011-03-26T04:58:00.000-07:00

Note: I usually love making miniclips video but never try the windows movie maker so here's the first one I've made using windows software... enjoy

Longue vie blog

2011-03-12T14:26:00.000-08:00

One day I wake up and decided to revive this blog I mean it's not dying or something but it lack sparks and life. It's just out there drifting merely surviving but never really get the spirit it used to have. Well this is not some kind of a personal thingy where I put my heart and soul to it but mind you it used to have personality and once in awhile when I feel like it I tell you my soul and what's going on with my life. But for a couple of months or maybe it reach a year I've lost that sense of pouring out my thoughts and feelings into words. I thought I've out grown this love for writing and creative thoughts but I guess it just lies buried somewhere deep within me. This need to share feelings and ideas, to inspire, to motivate, to hope, to dream and just to simply be the person who can reach other people's life through their own experiences. I'm not perfect nor though I have a perfect life as what some people may perceive by just looking at the outside. Look more closely and you can see the scars both physically and emotionally of the battles I've fought within myself. Sometimes I've win and there are times I lost but it's alright because life is not about winning it's about relating and learning and making things better along the way. Life is not a bed of roses as cliche goes but for me Life is still the most beautiful thing we could ever have. Live, Love and Eat as what Wolfgang Puck always says or you could Eat, Pray, Love as what Julia Roberts did in her movie. It's up to you it's your life and you should be in control and be happy with it. As for this site it's a long time coming but it's getting there so come along with me and welcome aboard to the revival of this blog.

Kanlungan

2011-02-22T04:16:00.000-08:00

Pana-panahon ang pagkakataon
Maibabalik ba ang kahapon?

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Nang tayong dal'wa ang unang nagkita?
Panahon ng kamusmusan
Sa piling ng mga bulaklak at halaman
Doon tayong nagsimulang
Mangarap at tumula

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Inukit kong puso sa punong mangga
At ang inalay kong gumamela
Magkahawak-kamay sa dalampasigan
Malayang tulad ng mga ibon
Ang gunita ng ating kahapon

Ang mga puno't halaman
Ay kabiyak ng ating gunita
Sa paglipas ng panahon
Bakit kailangan ding lumisan?

Pana-panahon ang pagkakataon
Maibabalik ba ang kahapon?

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Nang tayong dal'wa ang unang nagkita?
Panahon ng kamusmusan
Sa piling ng mga bulaklak at halaman
Doon tayong nagsimulang
Mangarap at tumula

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Inukit kong puso sa punong mangga
At ang inalay kong gumamela
Magkahawak-kamay sa dalampasigan
Malayang tulad ng mga ibon
Ang gunita ng ating kahapon

Ngayon ikaw ay nagbalik
At tulad ko rin ang iyong pananabik
Makita ang dating kanlungan
Tahanan ng ating tula at pangarap
Ngayon ay naglaho na
Saan hahanapin pa?

Lumilipas ang panahon
Kabiyak ng ating gunita
Ang mga puno't halaman
Bakit kailangang lumisan?

Pana-panahon ang pagkakataon
Maibabalik ba ang kahapon?

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Nang tayong dal'wa ang unang nagkita?
Panahon ng kamusmusan
Sa piling ng mga bulaklak at halaman
Doon tayong nagsimulang
Mangarap at tumula

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Inukit kong puso sa punong mangga
At ang inalay kong gumamela
Magkahawak-kamay sa dalampasigan
Malayang tulad ng mga ibon
Ang gunita ng ating kahapon

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/n/noel_cabangon/#share

All I know of Love

2011-02-18T10:28:00.000-08:00

Once I found a perfect love
And you showed me everything there was to know of love
Time will not betray the truth
And for all the years we've shared I celebrate with you
For you...
[Josh:]
Un giorno t' incontrai [One day I met you]
[Barbra:]
And me...
[Josh:]
Pensai, "adesso lei" [I thought, "now it is she"]
[Barbra:]
Will be...
[Josh:]
D' allora insieme noi [From now on together we are]
[Both:]
Forever
[Both:]
You are all I know of love
How could I ask for more
You're everything I'm dreaming of
You're all I need from love
And every star above
Spells out your name
I swear I'll always feel the same
You're all I want...
[Barbra:]
From love...
[Josh:]
All I want from love...
[Josh:]
Dimmi [Tell me]
[Barbra:]
Hmm...
[Josh:]
Che e per l' eternita [It's for eternity]
[Barbra:]
Like a memory
[Josh:]
'Mi terrai ad abitare nei pensieri tuoi' [You will hold me to live in your dreams]
Con te [with you]
[Barbra:]
You are my only heart
[Josh:]
In te [in you]
[Barbra:]
I loved you from the start
[Josh:]
Noi due [we two]
[Barbra:]
Together not apart
[Both:]
Forever...
[Both:]
You are all I know of love
How could I ask for more
You're everything I'm dreaming of
You're all I need from love
And every star above
Spells out your name
I swear I'll always feel the same
You're all I want...
[Josh:]
From love...
[Both:]
You're all I want from love
[Josh:]
Pensami [Think of me]
[Barbra:]
I think of him
[Josh:]
Perche` io sogno te [Because I dream of you]
[Barbra:]
You'll be with me
[Josh:]
Due cuori ed un anima [Two hearts and one soul]
[Barbra:]
My love flows free through you
[Josh:]
Guariti e liberi [Healed and free]
[Barbra:]
I live my whole life
[Josh:]
I'll live my life
[Both:]
To be with you
You'll always be the one who taught me everything
My heart knows to be sure
My heart knows you
You're all I know of love
How could I ask for more
You're everything I'm dreaming of
You're all I need from love
[Barbra:]
And every star above
[Josh:]
Every star above
[Both:]
Spells out your name
I swear I'll always feel the same
You're all I want...
[Josh:]
From love:
[Barbra:]
You're all I want from love...
[Both:]
You're all I know of love...

Note: such lovely voices and a beautiful song

Tell Him

2011-02-17T10:01:00.000-08:00

I'm scared, so afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak if I tremble when I speak?
Ooh, what if there's another one he's thinking of?
Maybe he's in love, I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel, I don't know what to do

I've been there with my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance to love him pass you by

Tell him, tell him that the sun and moon rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper tender words so soft and sweet
I'll hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Touch him with the gentleness you feel inside, I feel it
Your love can't be denied, the truth will set you free
You'll have what's meant to be, all in time you'll see

Ooh, I love him, then show him
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/celine-dion-lyrics/tell-him-lyrics.html -]
Of that much I can be sure, hold him close to you
I don't think I could endure if I let him walk away
When I have so much to say

Tell him, tell him that the sun and moon rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows

Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Your faith will lead love where it has to go

Tell him, tell him that the sun and moon rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper, whisper words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Ooh, never let him go

PS: atot naigo ko sa song da hehehe

You change my life in a Moment

2011-02-14T08:46:00.000-08:00

The nights the sky was filled with clouds
My worried mind was filled with fear
I couldn't count all the lonely hours
Spent with memories and tears
I never thought i would see the day
When i could throw all my sorrow away
But then you came and you showed me the way
You have made all those times disappear

Chorus:
You changed my life in a moment
And i'll never be the same again
You changed my life in a moment
And it's hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone (is gone... is gone... is gone...)

I never thought that i could change
Could change so much in so many ways
I'm still surprised when i look in my mirror
To see that i still look the same

Chorus:
You changed my life in a moment
And i'll never be the same again
You changed my life in a moment
And it's hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone

(you changed my life in a moment)
You changed my life
(and i'll never be the same again)
I'll never be the same
You changed my life in a moment
And it's hard for me to understand
With the touch of your hand in a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone

(you changed my life in a moment)
Gone... gone...
In a moment in time
All my sorrow is gone...

Change of Heart

2010-11-25T08:16:00.000-08:00

I feel that I'm at a crossroads
I don't know which way to go
You say that I am changing
Into someone that you don't know
Who I am and who I'll be
Is locked inside, inside of me

And if I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend
If we break apart?
How do I make, how will you take
My change of heart?

For years you have been my bestfriend
I thought that would always be
You know that I just can't pretend
It's written all over me
'Cuz where I'll go
And what I'll do, I just can't see
My life without you

If I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend
If we break apart?
How do I make, how will you take
My change of heart?

Moving on is gonna take some time
When I'm gone, you might have
A change of mind
Gotta take the chance,
No matter what I find.
No matter how far I travel
I think of you as home
Its not about finding someone else,
Its all about being alone

Because who I am and who I'll be
Is locked inside, inside of me
'Cuz if I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend,
If we break apart?
How will I make, how will you take
My change of heart?

PS: This is my 100th blogpost

Looking for Scrubs as gift?

2010-10-28T19:12:00.000-07:00

I have been a constant visitor to the hospital lately due to my ongoing lab exam. What I noticed though is the common nursing uniform of their staff. I admire that as time pass the white uniform was replace with a more colorful hues. Most of my friends are nurses and one of them is going to celebrate his birthday and I want to buy him a gift. It’s a good thing that I have come across this very cool site who offer custom made scrubs.

I feel ecstatic just thinking about my friend’s reaction to my gift and I know it will definitely be the talk of his friends. What I like about the site is that they not only customized your scrubs they also have a wide variety of nursing scrub uniforms. You’ll be amazed how nice the medical uniforms nowadays and there are so many choices and options for you.

Amazing how online shopping makes life more easy for busy people like me. Instead of going to the mall shopping for a gift to a good friend now this medical uniforms store have help me a great deal solve my dilemma. It’s really a big help to me since I have many friends who work as a nurse so why not give them something they’ll treasure and use for a long time.

10-10-10

2010-10-10T08:20:00.000-07:00

Today is a very special date triple 10 in the calendar. But for me it's just an ordinary day with a unique numbers. So how are you my blogger friends? It's been awhile since I've visited my site or write anything interesting in here I guess I was so engrossed with my so-called. That so-called life consist of work-home-sleep a continuous routine and cycle everyday for more than a year now. Hmmm I seem to be a bit boring nowaday I don't know what happen to me this past year but seems I haven't find enjoyment on most things. I feel like I've been struggling for no reason at all, so much discontent, so much insecurities and then shyness overshadow my new found confidence. Is it because of where I'm working and the way the boss is treating me or was there just so many lies and disillusionment along the way. I mean it's not a very stressful job as most of the time I'm just waiting for the clock to strike 6pm so I can go home. Not so challenging or tiresome as my previous job however, sometimes I just can't understand how to cope up with my boss unpredictable temper and her penchant of reprimanding you in public with so many people listening. It's not that I've always been reprimanded as I've always watch that I do my job well it's just maybe I need a little bit of appreciation for all the work that I've done not be like a robot that continuous on moving without emotion. And since I'm experiencing a little bit of difficulty with regards to my health hence I decided to file for early resignation effective on the 15th. I feel kind of uncertain on how things will turn out afterwards but deep inside I know it's the right thing to do since I'm no longer happy with my job and where I'm connected. But I know that God will not forsake me on this new journey of mine to total healing and recovery from everything that's bothering me both physical, mental and spiritual. I close my eyes and say a little prayer to God that He will ease up the transition in the coming days and also my full health recovery. That's all friends happy 10-10-10 and may all your wishes and dreams come true.

Love Is

2010-07-15T08:10:00.000-07:00

They say it's a river, circles the earth
A beam of light shining to the edge of the universe
It conquers all
It changes everything
They say it's a blessing
They say it's a gift
They say it's a miracle and I believe that it is
It conquers all
but it's a mystery
Love breaks your heart
Love takes no less than everything
Love makes it hard
And fades away so easily
In this world we've created
Where this place that we lived
In a blink of an eye the darkness slips in
Love lights the world, unites the love that's for eternity
Love breaks the chain
Love aches for everyone of us
Love takes the tears and the pain
And turns it in to the beauty that remains
Look at this place
It was paradise but now it's dying
I'll brave the love
I'll take my chances that it's not too late
Love breaks your heart
Love takes no less than everything
Love makes it hard
And fades away so easily
Love breaks the chain
Love aches for everyone of us
Love takes the tears and the pain
And turns it in to the beauty that remains

PS: very beautiful and meaningful song

Good Morning World!

2010-04-16T17:01:00.000-07:00

I just thought to drop by in here my long forgotten blog. It seems I have forgotten my many random blogs in the Internet because I was too pre-occupied with my so-called reality. Hey this blog is my escape to my world where I pour out all my thoughts, misgivings, hurt, pain, joy and all wishful thinkings. If you really want to know what's inside of me then you've come to the right place. I have so many blogs in here some a bit personal, some just random stuff a little bit here and there.

So what have I been up to why I suddenly go hiatus oh well let's just say I just came back from my rollercoaster ride with a special friend. It was a journey with so many mixed emotions. Sometimes I feel like flying so high I can touch the sky and when it seems you can't really quite get enough of it the ride plunge as if you're falling down, down and nowhere else to go. It was one exhilarating ride and it was all I ever think about for a time. I guess I got a little bit obsess and get more than I bargain for. I should have not make it my world and let other people in but sometimes I don't listen to reason. It was an experience I would have not trade for anything in the world, it was a ride I never thought I would take but over all I learn a lesson that not all things you wanted in your life you can have. But even if you feel down after finding that fact heck life still goes on and you'll smile afterwards and just think of that ride and whether you want to do it again :-0

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2010-02-25T10:16:00.000-08:00

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My Life's Irony

2009-11-25T05:43:00.000-08:00

Over a year has passed since I went away in search of a dream believing in my heart that it was the right thing to do. To find my own place in this world, to search for a secure future not depending on my parents support and be free from all the restrictions of my life. I guess I was more than dreaming when I flew away believing I will find the greener pasture at the other side of the globe, believing life was way better than what I've been used. Oh how much I try so hard despite just recovering from a previous medication and it was a victory for me when the doctor finally says I can now go and begin my journey in search of my dream. Off I went not knowing I was half dreaming and half awake and what I perceive to be the greener pasture prove to be a wake up call for me lets just say I did learn some hard life lessons and valuable experiences. For all that I've went through that journey no matter how miserable I might have felt, how hopeless life seems to be, the constant tears and the fight to really find what I'm looking for was an experienced I wouldn't have trade for anything at all. It was indeed a very humbling time for me and for once not be engrossed in my sometimes self-centered world. I learn to value friendship and how much it helps keep your spirit alive despite the dark times you're experiencing. I learn to smile at the simple things and be grateful for everything that I have because I didn't realize at that time how blessed I am because I'm too focused with my own longings and desires.

After all the constant battle of finding my own path in life I realize that what I've been chasing after is not really what I want. The gold that glitters can't really satisfy all your longings in life. It can probably fill an immediate need but to be fully contented one's emotional need can only be contend if one is full of love in his heart. Not only is life meaningless without love but as an individual you will continually be dissatisfied with what you have, constantly struggling to find total satisfaction. However, if one has a lot of love to give then for sure life is more precious because it will return to you hundredth times. I'm not just talking about romantic love but love in its totality, no restrictions, no conditions, no boundaries. But sometimes its so hard to find that kind of love because we are humans bound by societies dictates and norms and we can't even love unconditionally. We love conditionally and that's normal because we're just humans and if in case we can love unconditionally absolutely perfect. But then again no one is perfect except God and he is the only one who can love us unconditionally no if's no but's. So the next time you try to find a perfect love look up because that's the only place you can find it but since we're still here on earth just be satisfied with imperfect love because that's the best thing you could get. So what's the point of all this rambling well that's one of the lesson I've learn while chasing my dreams and made me realize what is the deepest longings in my heart and yes I now know what I really want in my life.

Looking through the eyes of Love

2009-11-09T04:42:00.000-08:00

Please, don't let this feeling end,
It's ev'rything I am,
Ev'rything I wanna be;
I can see what's mine now,
Finding out what's true,
Since I've found you
Lookin' through the eyes of love

Now I can take the time,
I can see my life
As it comes on shining now;
Reachin' out to touch you,
I can feel so much,
Since I've found you
Lookin' through the eyes of love.

And now I do believe,
That even in a storm, we'll find some light;
Knowin' you're beside me,
I'm alright.

Please, don't let this feelin' end,
It might not come again;
And I want to remember
How it feels to touch you;
How I feel so much,
Since I've found you
Lookin' through the eyes of love.

Note: I was just surfing through youtube and suddenly remember this song then when I watch the video I was really amaze I love this actor in Winter Sonata and still he never seize to amaze me :-) A beautiful video and kudos to the one who made this one....

~*~ Beautiful Life ~*~

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