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67 : It Is June 2014 Now.

2014-05-30T04:00:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah I am back again writing on my blog (luckily remembered my password!)

It was so funny reading my older entries. It feels like you were being a different person back then..in a good way I mean. Well, I am 19 years old now and able to finished my foundation year with lots of blissful memories. I tried to write in this blog during my foundation days but this-some-annoying-security-password-thing that I did not know what is wrong with my account was messing with me so I decided to not log in to my Gmail or just plain lazy (um.....yeah the latter sounds better kot). I am just being me, lazy it is.

Yesterday I felt like to blogging nowadays is so not ~~hipster~~ cool. I mean, who read blogs anyway? We have Tumblr, Twitter etc. yet blog is such a pain in the ass. But, today I realized that having blog is a medium for people to actually write diary for the memories to be cherished once they forgot about it.

For me, as I browsing through my entries, that memories of being a cadet in kawad, went home with the dormies, and those lovely unforgettable events that happened in my life, I was able to do some self-reflection. The old naive me who was going through rebellious stage in life. Haha. It was awkward to read it but you know, that was the thing that made me grateful to what I have today.

I want to write about how my foundation year in UiTM Kuantan feels like, how much changes has I made in accepting new surrounding, new people and new course, how much fun I had back then and everything from Minggu Destini Siswa (orientation days) in Jengka, Pahang to end of the days in UiTM Kuantan, Pahang, how it feels like to go through foundation year which is very short and how it feels like to be apart from my family in Seremban for many days.

I do not want to sound so excited because it makes me look very gedik but......just whatever, I still want to write about my life journey. Hehe

So, meet you on the next entry?

66 : My Man.

2013-10-17T01:27:00.001+08:00

HELL YEAH, HE'S MY MAN NOW HAHAHAHA

Currently, am having so much difficulty to keep my blog updated. Wanna know why? My man resists me not to. He made me stay up all night watching him on Youtube and Tumblr. Man, am so obsessed over him right now. I'll update my blog when I have time ok? (btw, am having a 1 month and 2 weeks holiday now! hahahahahahahaha I AM TOO BUSY TO DO ANYTHING)

My never ending love for oppa with sharp and high nose <3

65 : Selamat Sambung Belajar.

2013-06-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hi and a very good evening to everybody =)

Atirah - Foundation in Science, UiTM Puncak Alam Selangor

Shahirah Salim - Foundation in Science and Technology, USIM Nilai

My girls kat Matrikulasi, sambung politeknik, masuk kptm, masuk form 6. Semua dah bertebaran di ceruk Semenanjung.

Dormmate,

Rasa macam hari tu tidur satu katil dengan Hanis and Dayah. Berlatih kawad. Pergi tuition malam. Makan maggi sama-sama. Lepak dekat restaurant asrama. Dorm 4 and Dorm 3 and Siti Dorm 2 :) Rindu nak pick on each other. Nanti mesti rindu nak test baran Syu. Sepahkan barang dia, pecahkan water spray yang MAHAL lah sangat tu, nak tengok muka kerek. Balqis, baik dan baik dan baik. Atika, she is a diva but in a nice way. Love her lovey personality <3 Dayah, eventhough mulut macam sentap sikit(huhuhu jangan marah babe!) tapi baik gilerrrr <3 Loves to share her stuff with me yang sometimes jakun tengok barang baru hehehe =P Will remember her and Hanis yang cute because they are the most longest girlfriends that i have ever slept with. Slept together for 9 or 10 months huh? =) Forever remains as a good memories tau! =)

Ex schoolmates,
Alya, eka, anis, puteri, aina etc. korang semua dah bertebaran. Jumpa kawan baru, course baru, environment baru, gonna miss all of u! <3 Alya terima kasih bagi pinjam baju putih :) anis, eka terima kasih datang rumah lepak bawak makanan :) nanti datang lah lagi ye hehe. Bawak moto leklo, belajar leklok nanti bila dah kerja besar gaji besar pangkat besar jangan lupakan aku pulak tau! =P keep in touch dekat twitter and facebook, pastu nanti aku nak buat account whatsapp dengan wechat tau so layanlah aku seadanya. Hahaha k tu je kot and goodluck girls!
=)

Lots of love, kiera <3

64 : JUNE And The History Begins.

2013-05-30T02:47:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

It's 30th of May and yes, i was really happy. Allhamdulillah i passed my driving license 4 weeks ago, worked at Cosway Dataran Senawang for 1 and a half month, and passed the TESL interview! It was the best moment in my teenage life. Seriously.

I worked, i got paid. Honestly i got rm866. Its worth it :) Alhamdulillah with all the OTs, customer with a lot of pe'el, deal dengan boss, I really really really gained a great experiences thanks Kak Ros, Wanie, Amir, and Along Cosway too. You guys really helped me a lot <3

Tapi all the money dah pakai. All left was just rm80 because i had to open my first Bank Islam's account. Bayar yuran pendaftaran, perghhh habis macam tu je. But i felt proud lah jugak because able to paid registration fees USING MY VERY OWN MONEY. Hehe that was a very perfect satisfaction tahu tak!? =P

As time goes by, i lost interests in my studies. I mean your working condition is absolutely perfect, great staff great boss bekerja bawah aircond. What else? I mean who could resist, comfortable giler tahu!?

Rasa macam nak forever working kalau boleh. Tapi i sedar, i dalam comfort zone. Takkan nak setiap bulan basic rm650 je kan sampai dah beranak pinak? Nauzubillah.

So i decided to accept UiTM's offer =) Foundation in TESL. For those yang tak tahu, TESL stands for Teaching English as Second Language. My enrollment date will be on 2nd of June which gonna be 2 days moreeeeee!!! Excited, takut, best, hopes semua mixed dalam satu bekas dan semuanya disimpan di dalam hati. Huhuhuhu please pray for me dapat perform this course sangat-sangat eventhough my English was really really bad. Kalau speaking, 80% boleh. Kalau listening, 99% boleh. Kalau writing, 50% je sebab memang bongok menulis :\ Wuuuwuuwuuuu acano nak survive tuuuuuuuuuuu

Kbye nanti sambung, nak tidur

63 : Currently Thursday Blues

2013-02-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

After high school ended, I stopped caring about socializing.

When I have time now, I usually just keep to myself.

I realized that the more I get to know people, the more I dislike them.

So I don’t bother much at all.

I’m not sure if I would rather be like this, or be with people.

I can make more of an effort to get to know more people,

but to be honest, I just don’t care.

I think I’ve grown cynical.

62 : Nervous Tak Tentu Arah.

2013-02-14T22:16:00.001+08:00

Saya ni baru nak start kerja besok.

So,

Gelisah dia lain macam sikit.

Doakan yang terbaik.

61 : Movies Marathon.

2013-02-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Masuk today dah almost 3 months dah aku membuta kat rumah. I really really enjoyed my holiday. You don't need to worry kalau belum study physics or chemist or addmath or siapkan folio civil or whatever that makes you looks like cacing kepanasan. Best giler feeling lepas habis SPM ni.

My old entries before aku delete, aku selalu review movies yang aku tengok. Well takdelah review sangat kot tapi just nak acknowledge readers yang aku dah tengok dah movie ni. Pehh berlagak sangat kan. Tapi tak kisahlah ni aku nak taip apa pun ikut sukahati aku lah.

1. Life of PI

4/5 stars lah aku kasi. Kalau aku tengok balik movie ni, aku masih tak tahu mana satu cerita yang betul. Sumpah lembap tapi salute graphics yang superb. Overall aku boleh ringkaskan, cerita ni ada double meaning. Introduction bosan, tengah best, dekat nak ending lagi best, ending kurang faham. Time aku tengok ni dengan abang-abang aku, dorang expect banyak graphics lawa tapi sebenarnya banyak berborak dari action. Pepaham jelah camne reaksi dorang. Menyampah aku nak dengar.

Sekian.

2. The Hobbit

One word = HORRIBLE. Rate 1/5 stars. Gila takleh blah punya bosan movie ni. Tolonglah sesiapa jangan tertipu dengan trailer yang macam epic sangat(contohnya aku) walhal cerita macam sampah. Cerita pasal orang kerdil dipaksa masuk satu team untuk selamatkan kingdom mereka pastu menempuh halangan seperti di istana dan di hutan dengan sekumpulan raksasa. Mereka ditemani seorang ahli sihir which is yang berlakon jadi pengetua Hogwarts. Lepastu kalau dorang gelisah mereka akan menyanyi lagu negara. Endingnya mereka berposing di atas bukit sambil memandang ke arah istana dengan muka penuh harapan pastu THE END. What the fish! Time ni aku tengok dengan Ijam je dan dia tidur. Seperti yang dijangka.

My question is : KAU DAPAT BALIK KE TAK KINGDOM KAU TU WAHAI ORANG KERDIL!? -__-

Sekian.

3. Mama

5/5 stars. Awesome giler! Time ni tengok dgn Eez & Atirah and it was epic. Kitorang tak expect pun ini cerita yang terperanjat sebab yelah kan title pun macam comel je bunyi ''Mamaaaaa''. Level terperanjatnya tu sampai kena kepit popcorn kuat-kuat jangan kasi jatuh dan spekmata jadi kabur pasal tutup muka dengan tangan. Tangan kotor = Tangan dekat spek. Tensyen betul. Anyway bila tengok dengan kengkawan yang sama sifat membuatkan benda tu jadi best sebenarnya even ada scene yang tak logik nak mampus hewhewhew :)

Sekian.

4. Hansel and Gretel

So-so je movie ni. Witch hunter - dah tipikal sangat dah storyline dia. Yang hero body nampak kekar yang heroin pulak body mantop kalau tembak ahli sihir jahat pun kena tembak dengan posisi yang cool. Gitulahhh tipikalnya cerita ini. Kenangan tengok cerita ni dengan budak dorm kat KLCC adalah phone cabok aku hampir hilang tertinggal dekat toilet. Bila masuk wayang nak start baru perasan poket kosong, panik aku 5 saat. Nasib baik lah ada acik cleaner ni tolong simpankan. So kesimpulannya aku tak tengok 5 minit awal movie ni. Huuuu rugi rugi rugi. Tapi papehal pun hot jugak hero walaupun rambut beruban hewhewhew.
Sekian.

Sssshhh XOXO.

60 : TO ALL MY SENIORS STTJ/SMKTTJ.

2013-02-02T04:47:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Actually berlambak entry yang dah taip but i put it in the 'draft'.........just because.

Back then i used to hate whoever calls themselves a senior. When i was in Form 5, i never felt proud of my title. I mean what's the use to call yourself a senior when you actually aren't acted like one.

Whoever claimed that 'am a senior so bitch, respect me and dont you guys ever disobey my words and be rude to us seniors' really deserves my middle-finger.....well yeah in my head. This type of people is so called batak.

I dunno why but i just hate my seniors whether in SMKTTJ or SMTTJ. I just dislikes them because they just seniors. I felt like the word 'senior' is likely to be a curse to me. They look down on us just because we are juniors and we have to act like a fool to pleased them. Sorry but these kind of thing really didn't suits me. Kakak angkat adik angkat abang angkat.............................................................whatever!!!

Some of my friends also acted like batak and i dont like it. Tapi what to do, you just get away from me and go bataking yourselves. I dont care and dont really give a damn whenever ze senior-junior had a fight. I mean you guys ni boleh tak mature sikit? Kita ni upper form okay. Behave lah. Well initially memang nak cakap macam tu................................but just in my head. Penakut kan aku? Hehehehehehehehehe bodohnya bila fikir balik how hesitant am i back then x___x

But now lepas dah habis sekolah, lepas dah start nak finding a right path to enter the university or matriks baru kita nak cari orang yang dah experienced. And who really qualified to be ask? YES IT IS OUR SENIOR. We have to create a bond and asks lots of things regarding studies. ''Kalau ambil itu ini dekat matriks ni okay tak?'' ''Kalau masuk itu ini susah sangat tak?'' ''Which one is better?'' and blaa blaa blaa. I was suprised that they were cool bout it. Examples : Kak Mai, Kak Syaf and Kak Fakhira :)

I learned that actually you can't and shouldn't have negative-thoughts bout seniors. Because if God's will, they can be your role model. Those steps that they took, you might following it. And i also learned that i was such a negative thinker. What a bad Syakirah..

So i'm so sorry to all my seniors. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart sebab i used to hate you guys without any concrete reasons. BUT NOT NOW ANYMORE. Walaupun saya seorang je tau perasaan ni, still sorry. I dont know that we can really create the bonds together. Huhu silly me! So yeah are we cool bout it? :D

Sincerely,

SYAKIRAH ISHAK <3

59 : Learner-Driving-License.

2013-01-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua :)

Well i was really excited after i passed JPJ computer test. Even cukup-cukup makan je pun but at least i tak repeat. Hewhewhew. Sekarang tengah tunggu lesen L keluar pastu baru boleh bawak kereta pergi jalan xD

Namun, imanku diuji semasa ambil test dkt Ampangan. I waited for 3 hours and what i got is NOTHING. Sistem slow lah, tak boleh login lah apa benda lah. Computer dah lah sikit tapi orang bukan main ramai tunggu. Nonsense kan kalau tempat tu nama je for COMPUTER TEST ONLY tapi cekedot je komputer. Panas, sakit perut, mengantuk, lapar, 3 jam tunggu tak gerak langsung queue. Benda kecik macam ni lah yang buatkan aku maki dalam hati. Terus jadi busuk hati. Memang sensitif gila hari tu. Huh!

Then kitorang pergi lah ambil test kat Jalan Labu sbb tak ramai orang. Tempat ni baru lah make sense kalau nak cakap FOR COMPUTER TEST ONLY. Komputer berlambak-lambak. I took 12 minutes nak passed the test. I just waited for only 2 minutes in aircond, selesa. Make sense kan tempat mcm ni nk buat test? Whatever it is alhamdulillah everything goes smoothly :D

On top of that i met someone for the first time. At that time i was really excited when i passed sebab tak expect apa-apa pun that day akan passed. Siap bawak backup money okayyyy in case fail. Betapa tak yakinnya diri ini. When i first saw her, i was really shocked! She is so pretty, kurus and putih. I was startled kot time tu. Tapi biasalah i think the way i expressed my amazement tu mcm terlampau sangat kot sampai she tweeted ''Telling people about their flaws when you meet them for the first time was sort of rude''. Pehh sentap mak baca tweet ni sampai terbawak-bawak lah masa tidur :/ Idk why tapi maybe sebab pms kn so benda macam ni makes me feel guilty and sad. Boleh je kalau nak tweet her and say sorry but i think i really need a loooonnnggggg explaination. Ok look aina, am so sorry. Maybe i was a little too-over-excited-gila and couldnt think straight time tu. Lepas i talked to u, i lupa apa yg i cakap. When i say u looks kurus, i didnt mean it in a bad way k. Janganlah kecik hati. Seriously...i have no common sense at all. Am so sorry.. So aina, are we cool about it? :)

58 : A New Born Adult.

2013-01-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

IT'S 2013 AND SYAKIRAH IS LOVING IT!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR READERS :)

57 : Dengarlah Rintihan Tuan Hamba.

2012-12-20T02:16:00.003+08:00

Sedih betullah, penat ni aku tunggu orang call aku untuk ambik kerja.

Jangan sampai aku kentut dan merajuk bawak diri pergi Legoland.

Aku dah takde duit dah ni.

Kau jangan buat main dengan perasaan aku.

Ingat aku tak boleh sabotaj kau ke Giant, Tesco!?

Aku bagi amaran ni.

56 : Good Mowning.

2012-12-17T07:01:00.000+08:00

Mulakan pagi anda dengan doa dan senyuman :)

Kekekekekekekekeke =P

55 : Taip Penuh Keterujaan.

2012-12-17T03:08:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua :) Wahh lama dah tak post-mortem blog ni, rindu pulak rasanya!

Papehal acik nak cakap yang ACIK DAH HABIS SPM HAAAAAA!

Hehe maaplah teruja sangat tapi nak buat macam mana, eksaited sangat. Orang grad Ph.D pun tak eksyen cam acik. Takpo, acik tak pandang.

So, lepas SPM ni macam-macam plan dah aku listkan. Malah, sebelum trial lagi aku dah listkan. Nampak benor adrenalin nak cepat habis sekolah tu mengalir laju dalam pembuluh darah. Tak sangka kan perasaan habis sekolah ni sangat heaven sebenarnya. Betullah senior dulu cakap

''habis PMR tu takde makna', kau tunggulah habis SPM!''

Aku dah paham dah apa maksud kau wahai senior, aku ingat kan korang nak eksyen je lebih. tapi aku tak faham betullah kenapa ada budak seminggu lepas habis exam dah complain bosan bosan bosan. Eh hello studentssssssssss jangan nak buat lawak badut. Uolls tak pandai manfaatkan masa terluang sebab tu lah kata bosan! Budak pure science terutama NUR ATIRAH AJIS please terasa kbye.

Kalau bosan macam-macam boleh buat.

Kalau siapa yang taknak kerja tu, boleh masuk class language/belajar main saham/belajar driving.

Kalau siapa yang taknak kerja dan taknak belajar drive, boleh masuk kelas masak/menjahit/learn foreign language dari youtube.

Kalau siapa yang nak kerja tapi tak jumpa lagi kerja macam aku, boleh pergi jalan-jalan tanya kerja seberapa jauh yang boleh. Selagi tak jumpa, selagi tu carik!

Kalau siapa yang nak enjoy dan berduit, boleh pergi oversea atau backpacker ke mana-mana dengan member. Pasti enjoy sampai lebam!

Kalau siapa yang nak belajar driving tapi takde siapa nak sponsor lepastu kerja tak jumpa lagi tapi desperate nak duit dan ingin enjoy (exactly macam aku!), bolehlah LAYAN RUNNING MAN SAMPAI LEBAM DAN KHATAMKAN SEGALA CERITA YANG DAH TERMISS dekat KSHOWNOW @ MAADUU PASTU TIDUR PUKUL 4-5 PAGI SAMPAI EYEBAG BAWAH MATA HITAM SAMPAI KE BIBIR!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA PASTI ENJOY SAMPAI MAMPUS =D

*Sekarang ni aku tengah layan SHINHWA BROADCAST best best best xD*

So, azam aku lepas habis exam mungkin untuk menjadi seorang yang lebih rajin dari sebelumnya dan berfikir positive sepanjang masa. Hehehe insyaAllah boleh buat punya!

Kbye, internet lembap -____-

Love,

SYAKIRAH ISHAK.

54 : I'm still loving you guys, trust me.

2012-06-09T03:45:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. It is almost 2.45 a.m when i'm writing this post.

This holiday, dah jadi habit dah tidur pukul 4 or 5 a.m. Because of?

LEKA.

I dont know what is wrong with me. I lost my concentration. I lost my focus.
Focus on SPM, to be exact.
On second weeks of holiday baru nak kecah-kecah sentuh buku.
Itupun kawan ingatkan. Haishhhhh

Why syakirah, why?!
Why you have to be so lazy?! Basted.
Not to mention, the fats yang tengah having fun bergayut all over my body lah kan.

I blame myself.
I blame myself.
I blame myself.

Well, talking about holiday,
Aina and the girls, i'm so sorry.
It's my fault. I cant join you guys. Last minute cancelled, I bet you guys must be pissed off.
Eleh, cara you guys tweets pun dh tahu you're holding grudge on me.
I'm sorry, and as what I said, I prefer my additional mathematic project more.
Mesti lepas ni dah taknak berjanji dengan aku lagi kan?
It's okay, I can deal with it.

For the sake of SPM, I think I'll have a rare time to hangout.
Well last year dah cukup puas dah.
Attend this and that event, party, and etc.
Biar tahun ni, kita struggle.

Lagipun aku memang dh tekad, masa form 4 lah will be the last joy of my so-called-honeymoon-year dengan you guys yang awesome.
Tahun ni tak dapek do jep nak selalu huha huha lagi dah.
Kita masing-masing dah busy, masing-masing dah ada tanggungjawab kat mak bapak.
I wont let my parents down bila ambik result SPM nanti.
Am not gonna take this kind of thing for granted.
I wana join you guys, but I know my limit well. This is enough for me.

Tak kisah lah korang nak cakap aku ni dah berubah ke, pilih kawan ke, dah taknak lepak ke, dah kerek ke ape ke atau yang sewaktu dengannya.
TAK KISAH DAH.
My words are firm.
And I am terribly sorry for sesiapa yang terasa atau terkecil hati,
atau terdetik hati ''bapak menggelabah dia ni, chill lah take time, takde life je duduk rumah terkurung''.
Well, kepala hotak kau nak take time!
Bodoh, tak sedar diri lagi ke? SPM nak dekat dahhhhhhhhh jangan nak duk fikir lepak je!
Jangan nak fikir happy je sekaranggggg! Sedar lah sedar lah
Kalau takde efforts nak belajar tu, JANGAN LAH MENGELUH.
Kalau mengeluh kat diri sendiri tu takpe jugak lah, at least nak melakukan improvement.
Tapi yang ni mengeluh, mulut je lebih nada nak tangkap leleh je walhal actions takde. Zero.

Eh sorry emo pulak. Well just saying. Untuk kebaikan kita semua and aku jugak.
Harap orang yang agak tak sedar diri duk enjoy lagi itu ini, sila sentap.

p/s : Selama cuti ni, anything about Korea semua aku tak sentuh. The movies, dramas, music shows, semua tak layan kecuali Running Man. Itupun 2 episod. So jangan nak tuduh-tuduh aku sengaja bagi alasan taknak keluar dgn korang semua pasal nak tengok Korea atau aku dah taknak lepak dengan korang. Aku bukan bangang sangat 2 minggu ni aku nak layan Korea je. Ada banyak lagi kerja aku nak siapkan walaupun aku on Twitter 24/7! SILA TERASA ALYA HANNINA.

I'm having a hard time right now. Tolong lah faham aku. Jangan fikir negatif pasal aku. One day, aku akan cari jugak korang sebab koranglah kawan yang terbest and terawesome. Maafkan salah silap, terkasar bahasa, tergurIs hati, termungkir janji aku kat korang semua. Friends, ILY <3

Sincerely,
SYAKIRAH ISHAK.

53 : Ini holiday saya.

2012-05-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

Pelik kah saya kalau saya stress berada di rumah?
Tak sosial kah saya bila saya reject segala invite kawan-kawan saya atas faktor tertentu?
Sensitif kah saya bila orang bergurau dengan saya, am taking it seriously?
Gedik kah saya bila saya meluahkan perasaan di Twitter tatkala stress menggila dan tiada siapa yg sudi meminjamkan telinga?
Sombong kah saya bila saya asyik dengan dunia novel tanpa perlu fikirkan perasaan orang sekeliling yang memang tak pernah nak faham orang lain.

SAYA TAK SANGKA BEGINI PERASAANNYA BERADA DI RUMAH SENDIRI BERSAMA DUA ORANG ABANG TAK GUNA.

INILAH HOLIDAY SAYA. MAAF KEPADA SESIAPA YANG TERASA.

SEKIAN.

52 : Bila kita tiba-tiba rindu.

2012-05-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.
Weh Syaufiq Amirul. Weh anak buah aku. Weh budak sama umur. Wehh wehh dan wehh!
Mana kau menghilang sejak duduk asrama ni? Mana kau mana?
Sombong eh taknak tegur padahal sekolah sebelah-sebelah
Weh aku rindu nak tengok muka poyo kau.
Sumpah rindu.

51 : BIG BANG ALIVE TOUR IN MALAYSIA

2012-05-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

So nak cakap apa lagi ni? Ohmagad, am so freakin excited!!!! Harap harap lah dorg tak datang masa aku tengah SPM. Please Big Bang, datang masa holiday ye? Please, please, am begging you!

50 : Eh! dah bulan Mei dah ke?

2012-05-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

First of all, i wanna apologize to you guys sebab lamo bonar tak update blog nie. Last bloggin pun 8th of April kan? K fine takde siapa pun kisah pasal blog nie. Haha whatever :P
Meniti detik-detik bulan Mei adalah sesuatu yang agak memenatkan. Ecehhh!

Kawad NAVY

It is so much fun except the training session masa cuti and masa prep x_x Papepun, kitorang dapat Naib Johan (Y) imma tell you, this is my first competition of kawad kaki and i screwed up A LOT. Nervous dan juga peluh telah bercantum menjadi satu virus in my body. Maaf ketua platun, maaf sangat sangat. Apa yang kami pakai adalah Popeye Uniform dengan topi yg agak cool err tapi dh terlupa namanya apa and boot size bigfoot -.-

And believe me, saya rasa cool pakai baju all white dengan badan saya yang ramping. Ha ha ha (gelak paksa)

Nie sebelum bertolak, saya row yang belakang sekali, 4 dari kanan. Ada yang lagi pendek dari saya okay ^^

Kawad KRS

Malam balik dari lawan navy tu pulak, KRS dah start panggil budak turun training. Urghh am so tired maaaa. Besoknya pergi lah jugak turun sebab mula-mula memang kena paksa masuk pun, tapi dulu aku pernah janji akan masuk gak KRS lepas lawan Navy, kesimpulannya saya termakan janji. Haha alaaa lagipun dah 5 tahun kot setia dgn KRS, inilah masanya menabur rasa sayang dan cinta serta jasa pada KRS even tak menang. Hik hik hik :3

Training di awal pagi pakai sandal and shirt hijau sebab budak lelaki pinjam uniform. Can you imagine budak lelaki yang berpeluh busuk gila pinjam gloves, barray, seluar and baju from the girls pastu akan pulangkan balik? Eeeewwww am lucky coz am not of them :D errr cuma gloves dgn barray lah basah sikit T_T

Asrama Open day inter-dorm

Well, aku tak join in sekali pun masa game bola tampar nie for some reason tapi its fun! :)

First time

Last but not least, my first 'balik kampung' with the dormmies, bus and KTM. Hahaha poor me T_T never thought that day could be so much fun! :D and the last thing is, saya balik dgn Izzi pasal berhenti dekat station yg sama dan rumah dekat-dekat. Boleh terima? Hahaha

Thank you guys for making my day. Well i mean my last year in school. Lepas ni dh tak merasa dh benda ni semua. Semoga memori ini akan dikenang. Tsk tsk tsk T_T

49 : (BHB) - Bila Histeria Berleluasa

2012-04-08T11:01:00.000+08:00

Penat lah mcm nie kalau dh seminggu tak prep malam, tidur pukul 2, 3 pagi, nak cakap bebudak ni tuisyen memang tak lah jawapannya. Cikgu cuba cakap dgn saya, bila benda nie nak habis?

Kalau benda nie dh habis settle semua takde huru hara lagi, baru saya tak boikot kiosk malam.

48 : Hey March!

2012-03-17T14:16:00.000+08:00

I know this is lame, but happy holiday guys! Sekarang baru dapat privacy nak update blog setelah menunggu hampir seminggu. Tsk tsk tsk T_T

Ujian bulanan pertama dah lepas, and i've got terrible marks in exam. Yeahh this is not something to be proud of tapi kira bersyukur lah dah lepas exam. Lepas ni terus masuk mid-term pulak. Pehh baru menyedari yang subject form 5 adalah subject paling tough.........jika anda tak focus dan study betul-betul ~.~

I've watched THIS MEANS WAR. That British guy was so damn hot. I suggest you guys go watch that movie instead of Cinta Si Kura-Kura. That Malay movie, are trash and typical. Kalau nak tengok sangat, tunggu raya this year or next year mesti keluar jugak dekat astro mcm cerita Cun. Haha it's the truth.

As a hostelite pulak, we had Larian Merentas Desa and my first time High Table with the form four. Now, sekolah tengah buat 5S and it is so damn ~~asdfghjkl~~ tired. And i won 3rd place in Spell-It-Right. Yeay to me! =D

Emm apa lagi ek? Dh takde kot, tu jelah yang aku boleh ingat. Till then!

47 : Happy belated birthday human!

2012-03-03T16:53:00.000+08:00

Entry special for Puteri, Acap and Azmil.

First, to azmil and acap aku nak mintak maaf sebab terlupa birthday korang. Biasalah budak asrama kan, tak mark pun date korang dalam calendar aku. Hiw hiw so so sorry ^^

Dear acapan,
Kau dah lupa aku. Yelah dah jadi form 5 ni mana nak tegur lagi dah kan? Takpe takpe, aku masih anggap kau bestfriend aku yang ''ala ala omeynyewww dieww'' especially di atas bibir kau tu. Kalau dari jauh aku nampak benda hitam, maknanya itu adalah Acap. Lihat? Begitu istimewa dan uniknya kau. Anyway happy belated birthday dude! Have a blast as a senior =)

Dear azmil,
Hai crush Aina! Lama kita tak ketemu kan sejak kau pindah balik sekolah. Mesti kau tengah happy berada di sekolah semula, k fine aku jeles......sangat. Tahniah lah dapat pindah pastu dah terus dapat markah koko -.- Btw, saja tak wish kau kat phone nak kasi surprise. Aku memang suka buat surprise segala nie. Happy belated birthday too, dude! =) May you get straight A's in SPM. Amin.

Dear Puteri-lovey-dovey,
Actually i've prepared your present earlier than your birthday. Tapi tak sangka hujan di tengah panas, terpaksa postponed nak sent present tu kat awak. Takpe takpe, nanti saya kasi jugak. Saya rindu awak sangat sangat. Next time bila awak tak busy, saya pun tak busy, let's have some party k? ILY <3

46 : Our 2nd sisterhood moment.

2012-02-26T01:42:00.000+08:00

In order to achieve something, you must to sacrifice something. In a nutshell, in order for me to achieve continuous love from my family, my sister have to sacrifice something like ''money''. Hewhewhew. So we had a sister dinner(?) on 6pm at Secret Recipe. Thank you for the lovely treat :-*

Madam tengah pum pang pum pang pasal apa tah dengan action yang sangat exaggerate.

And me keep eating eating and eating. I gained 1kg tau. ONLY 1 KG SAHAJA! Cool aite?
(hidung kembang kempis)

Oreo Cheesecake plus Diet Pepsi plus Chicken Cordon Bleu. That heaven feeling when it has been 2 month since the last time you eat your favorite foods. Super loving it lahh.

Lepas makan, mesti lah kena ada dessert kan? Hehe so kami terpaksa beli TuttiFrutti-wannabe di sebelah kedai.

Tadaa! So we bought a raspberry frozen yogurt dan sebagai pelengkap seri, we added marshmallow and buah longan. Not bad lahh as long as the price is $6.90 =) Tapi yang highlight adalah marshmallow yang colourful. Sungguh comel dan attractive banget.

Around 8pm while waiting for ayah to pick up us, kak in felt like wanna eat a lamb chop. So we decided to have a little 'supper' at the food court. Talking about food court, i love JJ Seremban 2's food court. Bersih and we can see how they cook and serve our meal. I mean, semuanya under supervision kita lah. So takdelah ragu-ragu sangat kan?

Ini bukan makan. Ini mentekedarah. Ok noted.

Tapi saya confius, siapa yang makan lebih lebih sekarang? Har har har T_T

Anyway, thank you Madam for the precious advices, and a lot of honest comments about me to keep being in the right path. Thank you for a sweet outing sister!
XOXO.

45 : Entry tak berapa nak permulaan sangat.

2012-01-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum to all the readers! Lama dah kita nggak ketemu, sob sob sob. Minta maaf lah tak dapat nak sambung entry lepas sebab tak sangka masa terlalu cepat berlalu dari yang dijangka. Tengok-tengok saya dah masuk asrama. Tak sempat nak update kt blog, sempat update kt Twitter jewww. Huwhuwhuw.

Honestly, saya rindu berblogging T_T Rindu nak buat luahan perasaan, rindu nak feeling k-pop lagi setiap kali post entry baru. Ahh rindu rindu! Tapi nak buat macam mana kn? I'm seventeen. Sweet seventeen. Aww terasa comel tau panggil sweet seventeen (ahaks!)

So far asrama okay, takde perasaan tak puas hati lagi except budak age saya a.k.a senior yang nak tunjuk besar kepala tuding jari itu ini pada junior yg for me boleh-bawak-borak-lah-jugak, means budak tu okay. Korang yang negative sangat. Tapi memang tak boleh nak sangkal lah kan, ada jugak junior-bitch. Well mana tumpah nye gene senior-bitch kalau tak ke junior-bitch. These two bitches nie memang tak boleh jalan punye, so lantak pi lah kat hangpa berdua. I rilek saja.

Update terbaru di sekolah ialah saya seorang prefect. Tapi saya rasa sangat terhina dengan apa yang cikgu cakap pasal saya sebelum confirm kan saya jadi prefect. That's not funny for me, dear teachers and friends. NOT EFFIN FUNNY.

And saya dapat masuk Spell It Right. Competition start lepas CNY which mean i'm not fully ready at all. Tanjat kita tau bila tiba-tiba teacher cakap dia pilih kita. Tapi saya terima saja sebab saya nak kumpul banyak sijil di form 5 nie. K nampak tak nada penyesalan di situ? Apa?! Tak nampak? K whatever.

Dahlah, saya nak tulis entri macam mana saya boleh bertukar menjadi Puteri Gunung Ledang pulak lepasni. Boiiiiiii.

44 : Day Seven - 10 Things You Want To Buy

2012-01-03T02:33:00.000+08:00

Attention : This post ada banyak gambar. So pada siapa yang internet lembap tu, toksah le berangan nak bukak. Takut meroyan pulak hangpa nanti.

1. MAS Business Class return flight ticket to Korea. Hew hew hew.

2. Yellow Volkswagen Beetle.

3. Super duper awesome villa with garden swimming pool.

4. Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1

5. Just like Aina Atirah, i wanna buy a jubah too =)

6. Fuji Instax Wide Instant camera anyone?

7. OMG cool gloves!

8. Cute panda hoodie.

9. Cool 2NE1 blackjack hoodie.

10. Chocolate fountain forever in my home.

11. Akuarium besar gedabak dalam rumah.

43 : Day Six : 10 Things You Can't Live Without

2012-01-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

So tomorrow maybe gonna be the busiest day for me cause it was the last day of holiday. Yeah, me hate it too. So i'm gonna post the challenge-entry twice, today and tomorrow. Dont be mad, niggas~

1. Religion. I am a Muslim. I can't live without Allah.

2. My parents. No them, no me. Got that?

3. My siblings. They can be as annoying as they want but they can't denied our relationship.

4. Education. There's two kind of people in this world. Let's make it simple. First, people who can success in life using their intelligence. Second, people who makes great effort without using brain. But up till now, i didn't know what category i am.

5. Bestfriends. They must be a diamond for me to call them ''bestfriends''. Be lucky, girls! xD

6. Oxygen. Err, obviously lah kan? (idea sudah kekeringan)

7. Foods and water. A food a day keep the anorexia away. See? The quote also talking about how important food are.

8. Money. Yes, money is not everything but everything needs money now.

9. The one and only, my spectacles. I have to wear it 24/7 and i'm sick of it tapi nak salahkan siapa? I'm the one who can't take care of my eyes. So, self-blaming session.

10. I can't live without my invisible-future-husband. And then, i can't live without my invisible-future-twins and then i can't live without invisible-future-grandson and so on. (eh? nonsense!)