duuudles.♥

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2012-08-24T08:21:00.004-07:00

100 words

2012-07-27T09:32:00.002-07:00

jenniferkayeLducao
princess
XIIXXIIIXCI
Duuudles.♥
COKE & ICE CREAM
LOVE the people who treat you right, FORGIVE the ones who don't.
Happiness && Peace && Love
F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
The sound of music
Care. Knowledge. Compassion
To DANCE is to be yourself. Larger. More beautiful. More powerful.
Perfection
Smiles, Hugs and Kisses
Breathe
I-could-not-ask-for-more moments
Weddings
Shooboiiee
I will be still and know you are GOD
Life is too short to be anything but happy
Hakunamatata!
Blaaaah, Wooooots and Huwaaaaaws.
This too shall pass. =)

The Person I Want You To Date

2012-07-07T15:28:00.001-07:00

I don't know who you are but i want great things for you. I want you to have romance and committed love and something REAL. Something that lasts. That's really hard to come by these days but I want that for you and I want that for me, too. Here are some of the things i wish i could tell my future children about love. To be honest, i don't know if i'm ever going to get married and have kids but that's okay... I'll pass these things on to you instead. You, my friend, are worthy of great, authentic love.

The person i want you to date exists and i want you to wait it out until you meet them. Because, in case you haven't yet, you will. Waiting is for the brave - it means watching years pass, noticing yourself growing older and sitting through wedding after wedding after wedding. It means bottling that slow-rising fear. It means questioning your standards and running the risk of settling.

I wish someone had told me that the person i was meant to be with was a real actual living person, breathing in some part of the world and waiting, too. I did not believe in romantic destiny so i projected all my hopes into the wrong people and tried desperately to make these wrong people right. In the end, no one won and the aftermath was a combination of devastating grief, self-loathing and crippilng regret. I do not want that for you.

Wait.

The person i want you to date might be making morning coffee right now or sleeping through a thunderstorm or getting a degree in Physics. Wait. I mean it.

EVERY OTHER PERSON WILL BE A CHEAP IMITATION OF THE REAL THING.

The person i want you to date BELIEVES IN BIG THINGS. This person has a PASSION and pursues it with a hunger that could set the world on fire. This person believes in setting goals and making them happen.

Trust me: You will never regret being with someone who is MADLY IN LOVE WITH THEIR PURPOSE IN LIFE.

When you meet this person - this unstoppable ball of good fury - I want you to have a vision of your own.

A goal you can shape your life around. I want you to have a desire to change the world, whatever pocket of it you belong to. You can't be stagnant when the person you're with is active and dynamic. Life is a grand celebration of doing great things that matter and you (yes, you) play a huge part in all of it.

The person i want you to date has CHARACTER. When you're young, all you're looking for is personality. Charm. Compatibility in music and book taste and food preferences. I think these are all well and good but character is what sustains a relationship when all of these thins change. Personality is ever-evolving, character grows and amplifies in time. Character is when a person does beautiful things without seeking credit. It's when someone DOESN'T QUIT - even if EVERY FIBER OF THEIR BEING BEGS THEM TO. It's the ability of someone to graciously extend back-breaking heart-wrenching love to someone who has DISAPPOINTED AND FAILED THEM. CHARACTER is that beautiful thing that gets molded over time and experience. BE SOMEONE WITH CHARACTER AND NEVER SETTLE FOR SOMEONE WITHOUT IT.

The person i want you to date will be into you. REally, really into you. There will be no need for pointless mind games, no room for even the slightest bit of emotional confusion. The person i want you to date will be crystal clear about their intentions towards you. They will not win you over with sweet nothings or romantic gestures. Their love will be bigger than the superficial trappings of courtship. The person i want you to date will take the time to know you. They will see everything there is to love about you and they will look at the core of all the bad stuff and not walk. They will not run at the first sight of ugliness..

Instead, they will love you through it.

I want you to know tha the person i want you to date will fail you. Give them the grace to be human. (You are one, too.) Don't listen to those stupid quotes that tell you that the person who loves you will never make you cry. I want you to realistically approach this thing we call human relationships. Hurting one another is part of the messy dynamics of getting close to someone. But the person i want you to date is a person who knows how to RESOLVE CONFLICT especially when it blows up in both your faces. THEIR EGO WILL NEVER BE TOO BIG TO OWN UP TO THEIR MISTAKES.

And when it comes to their love for you, YOU WILL KNOW. Their love will be the most painfully obvious thing in the world that though you will come to question many, many things in life, you will never - not even once - question them.

And you know what? They will believe in you so much that you will never feel compelled to question yourself. You will put all your insecurities to rest because the person i want you to date will, more than anything, make you feel that you matter. ALWAYS. And you know why? Because you do.

I'm sure it sounds like a long shot but what if you dared to believe tha tthe person i want you to date is real? Love is greater than cynicism and this is what i believe - yes, me, the last single girl in the world: While some people think this all sounds too good to be true, there is a God who is out to give us things that are much too good to be false.

Believe. Don't settle. And in the meantime:

Become the person that the person you're looking for is looking for.

from: a Facebook friend's note. =)

2012-06-25T00:41:00.001-07:00

People can be cruel, and sometimes they will be. People can hurt you and break your heart, and sometimes they will. But only YOU can allow them to continuously hurt you. Value yourself enough to choose to spend time with people who treat you the way you treat them. Know your worth. Know when you have had enough. And move on from the people who keep chipping away at your happiness.

from 20 Bad Habits Holding Good People Back

5 Moments When You Realize You Need More Friends - (Ryan O'Connell)

2012-03-29T05:49:00.004-07:00

That moment when all you want to do is lie in bed and watch TV all day but don’t really wanna do it alone. You’re feeling medium anti-social but you know that if you don’t hang out with someone, you risk falling into a serious fugue. So you scan the contacts in your phone and realize that you would need to do some sort of activity in order to hang out with most of your friends. You might really like them and have lots of fun together but you aren’t on that level where you can have long moments of silence together. You need more friends like that.

That moment when you score an invite to a cool opening or party and have a plus one. It’s going to be a specific kind of crowd where you’ll need to bring the certain kind of friend. You rack your brain and realize that no one in your social life would really fit in or have fun. You don’t want to go alone so you just stay home and are bitter, thinking about how you need more friends like who are more *insert description here*

That moment when you’re sick and need to ask your friends for help. When you think about whom to ask though you’re disheartened by the lack of options. “WTF?” you think to yourself. “When did I realize that my friends were all evil?”

That moment when you’re in a giant group of people and you still feel completely alone and alienated. You realize you don’t respect most of the people around you and need to find a new group of people who are more like you. This realization sucks. You can spend years cultivating bogus friendships and have to start all over again in order to have a satisfying social life.

That moment when you realize all of your friends got into relationships or consumed by work and it’s Saturday afternoon and you have no one to call. This moment has crept on you. You had no idea that it had already came to this but here you are. La-dee-da. It’s enough to make you miss high school when the friends may have been fairweathered, but boy were they plentiful. http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/5-moments-when-you-realize-you-need-more-friends/

Well, his words may be too strong, (and i don't perfectly agree with the title) but at the moment, i really don't mind. If this was facebook and there's a RELATE button, I'd click on it as many times as I can. WALA.LUNGS. This is just one of those times when suddenly i feel sad. I can name all the friends i have/i've had... then realizing how i can't seem to call on to someone to relieve me from my spur of the moment sadness. blaaaaah., unsay labot. =p

eyes

2012-03-08T03:13:00.000-08:00

grad pics

2012-03-08T02:11:00.000-08:00

70 days old rant

2012-03-03T01:04:00.002-08:00

it's quite sad when the only thing people can say about you is that you dance well. after all you've done, or atleast tried to do... it's the only adjective they can think of to describe you. Not that i'm ungrateful for such compliment... i just think I've done much more than dancing well. -december 20, 2011

i'm counting days! =)

2012-03-03T00:32:00.003-08:00

grad pics are out. will post photos sooon. =))

blah2x

2012-01-28T14:10:00.000-08:00

i'm soooo tired of going after the people of the past. when will i ever ~~learn~~ understand that no matter how happy your lives had been together, things change. ALWAYS! People come and go. If they don't stay, then you have to let go. That's just how it is. But it's hard. i hate change. rawr. =( Goodmorning.

...

2012-01-21T06:12:00.000-08:00

Bold the ones you’ve done in your life:

1. had sex
2. bought condoms
3. gotten pregnant
4. failed a class (failed in quizzes, major exams, but not classes.)
5. kissed a boy
6. kissed a girl
7. used a little paper bag for lunch
8. had a job (got paid forr dancing, that counts right?)
9. slipped on ice
10. missed the bus
11. left the house without my wallet/purse
12. bullied someone on the internet
13. sexted
14. had sex in public
15. played on a sports team (softball!)
16. smoked weed
17. smoked cigarettes
18. smoked a cigar
19. drank alcohol
20. watched “The Breakfast Club”
21. been overweight
22. been underweight
23. had an eating disorder
24. been to a wedding
25. made fun of someone for being fat
26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight
27. watched tv for 5 hours straight
28. been late for work
29. been late for school (always)
30. kissed someone in the rain
31. showered with someone else (required during camping/sleepovers/bathing after beach =))
32. failed my drivers test
33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes
34. been outside my home country
35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours
36. had someone break your heart
37. had a credit card
38. been to a professional sports game
49. broken a bone
40. been unhappy about my weight
41. won a trophy (medals ra bitaw)
42. cut myself
43. had an STD
44. got engaged
45. been on a diet
46. tried out to be on a tv show
47. rode in a taxi
48. been to prom
49. played in a drinking game
50. stayed up for 24 hours or more
51. been to a concert
52. had a three-some
53. had a crush on someone of the same sex
54. been in a car accident
55. had braces
56. learned another language
57. killed a bug
58. been at a yard sale
59. been to a japanese steakhouse
60. wore make up
61. talked to someone via webcam
62. lost my virginity before I was 16
63. had my wisdom teeth taken out
64. kissed someone a different race than myself (that little japanese boy: kento pag grad bash)
65. snuck out of the house ( i don't need to =p)
66. bought porn
67. had a virus on my computer
68. had oral sex
69. dyed my hair
70. gone skinny dipping
71. graduated from college
72. wore someone else’s clothes
73. voted in a election
74. rode in an ambulance
75. rode in a helicopter
76. caught the stove on fire
77. got in a verbal fight
78. been on vacation
79. been on an airplane
80. been on a boat
81. had surgery
82. kissed someone before I was 14
83. beat a video game
84. found something valuable on the ground
85. made a survey
86. stalked someone on facebook
87. prank called someone

88. been to a library outside of school
89. spent over $100 shopping in one day
90. cut my hair and hated it
91. peed outside
92. went fishing
93. helped with charity
94. taken a pregnancy test (not mine though, sa patient sa E.R. haha)
95. been rejected by a crush
96. been suspended from school
97. broken a mirror
98. faked sick from school
99. owned a pet
100. been to six flags

purpled the updates. =)

two-zero-one-two

2011-12-31T21:30:00.000-08:00

Starting the year with a BANG(s).

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

HAPPY 2012!

♥

year 3 wa pa nahuman oks

2011-12-28T06:37:00.000-08:00

wish list

2011-12-03T00:34:00.001-08:00

i've always had a hard time creating a wish list, and i guess my manitos and manitas in the past had a hard time looking for a gift for me too. it's not that i'm hard to please (i really don't think so.. haha), i just don't know what i want... or maybe i want a lot of things! ahaha. but generally, i just want to receive things i can use / wear. =)

well to who ever picked my name in class for this year's christmas party, i'm making things easier for you! woooot. here are the some things i want, but i wouldn't buy for myself because... well, they're better if given from the heart. haha.. =p

1. FITFLOPS

black, i'm size 5, and a replica will be fine. =p

P.S. i want thissss!!!

2. FLATS

again, i'm size 5, preferably black or anything cute, not plastic,

with rhinestones / sidlak2x / bato2x / whatever

3. CUTE CARDIGANS
ayaw nang taas kaau ha, kanang m.compliment sa akung height! =p

4. =))))

cute man gud kaau ni. saree. =p

5. MONEY TREE!!!!

bitaw oiii., kaw bahala... mudawat ra kog money if tapulan ka mangita ug gift. hehe.. Merry Christmas to you! And to whoever is reading this, and feels very generous, i accept christmas and advance birthday gifts. =p

cute little things

2011-11-11T17:43:00.001-08:00

my sister went to hong kong and brought home these cute little things.

tadaaa. the mini donuts are actually lip balms. left one is strawberry, the right is kiwi. =)

chopsticks from hk and ofcourse, wouldn't be complete without the famous disney mouse

this is a nail cutter minnie. nailcutter mickey is downstairs.

i love my eyes. _

2011-11-11T04:07:00.001-08:00

No, I'm not vain. I never was. Maybe one day I will be. But right now, i just really like what the make-up artist did with my eyes for the graduation picture taking and that's why i'm taking these vanity shots. (P.S. pictorial ended three hours ago, i'm home, i've changed into my house clothes... but i still have my eye make up on. it's too pretty, i don't want to take it off! =p)

lifeless life

2011-11-05T00:48:00.000-07:00

This is my weekly schedule for the coming semester. As you can see it's quite full. and sadly, no more weekends for me. =( I know we have been practicing deadly school schedules for the past school years / semesters, but this is the by far craziest! This is not just deadly, this itself is DEATH. So much for saving the best for last! haha. But it's okay. I'll get through. I know i will. So help me God. =)

♥

2011-10-31T22:38:00.001-07:00

life is too short

2011-10-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama && the people who create it, and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad && focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy. Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So LOVE the people who treat you right, FORGIVE the ones who don't && BELIEVE that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, TAKE IT. && If it changes your life, LET IT. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. ♥

i want

2011-10-26T05:51:00.001-07:00

review starts

2011-10-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow, Saturday, my batchmates and i will be taking a diagnostic exam from 8:00 am to 5:30 pm. Then on Sunday 'til Tuesday, review will start... then succeeding Sundays thereafter. THIS IS IT. The long "awaited" REVIEW will finally start. I hope everything goes well. And i pray that in about 8 months, we will all end this journey with flying colors. =) As for tomorrow's exam, i will need a miracle. I haven't studied and i'm sleepy now... well, Goodnight and Godbless us! ♥

sleep early

2011-10-19T11:41:00.000-07:00

Recently, i've been sleeping very late (around 3AM). or is that very early? ahaha. I guess it's because of this case study i so badly want to finish. Although most of the time i'm awake, i'm not doing my paperworks! i'm wasting time. hahaha =) But finally tonight / this dawn, i'm done with chapter 1-5! woooooot! Just a chapter to go but it'll be easy. So from now on, i promise or atleast i'll try to stay away from the computer, do more sensible stuff and sleep early. ♥

happy birthday rosetherese

2011-10-16T11:37:00.000-07:00

It was 3 years ago when we first became friends.. ahw classmates ra d i to. haha., i remember sa katung summer class, i see you from my seat at the back, you were kulot then, you looked silent... nya sort of prim and proper... but you we're already ALWAYS eating. (bayabas, mangang hilaw, pomelo, grapes. etc. mao ni akung n.rimember imu gkaon na naka.pangayu ko. hehe) and yeah you were a ****** girl back then. hehe. You were the kind of person na i thought i will know by name lang... but woooot., after almost three years... you complete the sentence. =)

We started as groupmates, then friends... since then dghan na aug na-agian atung friendship. char. bitaw, we've been through a lot of things, although not in a drama churva kind of way. it was mostly fun and laag-laag.

Together we conquered:

the mountains of Busay

Bohol

Argao

the islands of Mactan

Papa Kits, Liloan

And all other places around the city...

SM City, Cebu

Ayala to gov's house

Good Shepherd, Banawa (to "study")

Tubod Flowing Waters, Minglanilla

Galeon Andalucia

with Papa Galeon. haha

Valentines Day at Parkmall

The list goes on and on... we have so many more places to conquer... after board! ^_^. I'm glad i've shared my experiences in these places with you. We had so much fun despite the simplicity of our trips. Almost all the time, we are uncertain of where we are going and what to do. But with you as my kuyog, things were so easy, way hasul, because that's just the way you are... way libug. =)

You're tama, you're crazy.. and you wiki-wiki. haha., you cry a lot... but it just shows how kind your heart is. char. I'm so proud of you.. of how you've transitioned from a sort-of-shy-always-eating-girl... to a not-so-shy-but-still-always-eating-hot-and-super-sexy-laydeh. For sure everyone has nothing but good words for you, and all the people around you would agree that you are indeed a friend for keeps.

THANK YOU FOR BEING A FRIEND! aziiiin super. i treasure every moment we spent together in laags, "adventures".. even in our boring classes, our fb chatbox sessions talking bout weddings, prenup videos, and just about anything, You know there are only a few people na maka.sturya and kuyog ku without being awkward, and i hope you know you're one of those who tops my list. (although we do have quite a number of those "that awkward moment", e.g. the search for the missing tindira at winjie's, the straightening iron dilemma at jk's. haha.)

TODAY as you turn TWENTEEEE, I wish you the all the bestest because you deserve nothing less. Unya mayta maka-uyab naka para mg.boyfriend shower na ta! hahha., I know dghan kag churvas, d lang ka musaba! if kapili naka... ipa-ila2x daun. choose wisely.. hehe.. =) We have quite a long way to go. I hope in the coming years, we'll still be able to do the things we do together... laags, first Friday masses -char-, chikas (maybe by then k.relate na tag heartbreaks? hahaha. jowk).

huhaay,, wa man ni ayu oii. haha.. Lisud bitaw maghimu ug letter... mao late na kaau ni na requirement... haha.. but i hope you get my point. ♥ Mayta you had fun spending your day with us... wooot. and busooog kaau ko! =)

HAPPY HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ROSETHERESE!

With all the wooots and the huwaaaaws,

I ♥ you always. mwaah! =)

PS: oh diba, d ni maigo sa katung gamay na papel! =p also i felt i had to do this here kai aside from being very bored at that time, this blog started because of you. woooot.

no to abortion. =)

2011-10-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said:

'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together.

So the doctor said: 'Ok and what do you want me to do?'

She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.'

The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.'

She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request.

Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms.

The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a child!

'I agree', the doctor replied. 'But you seemed to be OK with it, so I thought maybe that was the best solution.'

The doctor smiled, realizing that he had made his point.

He convinced the mom that there is no difference in killing a child that's already been born and one that's still in the womb. The crime is the same!

If you agree, please SHARE.

Together we can help save precious lives!

"Love says I sacrifice myself for the good of the other person. Abortion says I sacrifice the other person for the good of myself...

one of the most beautiful...

2011-10-07T08:02:00.000-07:00

To officially start my "sembreak", i did the most appropriate thing: WASTE-MY-TIME.

From the time i got home from duty and until this moment, i have been facing the computer screen and travelling the internet world. In one of my online destinations, i saw this post entitled One of the Most Beautiful... (from: emailvariety.com)

These info aren't necessary but i think they're nice to know for they reveal true beauty in various and distinct forms.

One of the most beautiful plants in the world is shaped like a water bubble.

One of the most beautiful horses in the world is the Arabian.

One of the most beautiful little girls in the world is Fatima from Morocco.

The most beautiful eyes in the world belongs to this little girl from Afghanistan.

One of the most beautiful cities in the world is Brugge, Belgium.

One of the most beautiful houses in the world is in Barcelona, Spain,

owned by the famous footballer, Ronaldhino.

One of the most beautiful bridges in the world is in Japan.

One of the most beautiful waterfall in the world is Niagara Falls in the U.S. and Canada.

And one of the most beautiful days in the world could be TODAY...
if you make it so.

Have a great day and Be happy! ♥