EnchantedWrites

A New Start

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 02 Aug 2016 14:01:00 +0000

After a clear rejection she felt like her life was over. She lost all her dreams and didn't knew how to continue her life anymore. She got caged in her own world and the heart she owned wasn't her anymore. Everything went the way it was for years but all she did during these years was torture herself in a way to find the reason of her existence. Days after days went by but nothing changed.

Sitting idol and doing nothing was not a way to live her life. She believed that the only way to find herself was to get to know herself. She believed that life isn't over yet, and she could still change the way she lives. She started focusing on herself deeply and started following her passions and desires. She failed because she wasn't out of her trauma of being rejected, but she still knew that something just wasn't right, that something was rising inside of her, something that would make her successful in future.

She did sometimes thought that maybe there was some hope of him coming back, but she had to bury him beneath her self so she could start a new life, a life she didn't even knew. She started living for herself, for her own good, that maybe there was still a way.

Years after years of struggle she finally achieved her destination. She became an ambitious person with successful dreams. She was finally ready to do anything she wanted in her life. She was ready for anyone who wanted to accept her as a wife. She became a newly fresh women, but one thing she couldn't change was his love in her heart buried for years, but the pain was still the same and some memories were still there. Love never dies a natural death, it dies with the person itself.

One day she was waiting for a client in a restaurant, she saw a guy holding a bunch of flowers coming directly towards her and when the sight was clear, she didn’t knew how to react, it was him, holding a bunch of red roses. As he sat down beside her and said sorry for what he had done, that he couldn't stop thinking about her and realized the mistake he made years ago. He said that he searched for her everywhere but still wasn't able to find her, until one day he looked through the newspaper and found her picture saying, 'The best role model for women'. He said that he planned the meeting right away to meet her.

He suddenly sat down on his knees, took out a ring and proposed her, he said that he didn’t knew what would be her reply but all he know is that he loves her and it was stupid of him rejecting her years ago. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she got shocked with the situation, she didn't knew what to say. After a pause of 5 minutes, she took out a tissue and wiped her tears, slammed some cash on the table and called the waiter to bring the bill. As he stared her with shock, she walked pass him and said that she is no more the woman he rejected years ago.

Betrayal - A Mother's View

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 28 Jul 2016 14:35:00 +0000

They say a woman can cry to her extreme but when she is finished crying she becomes that strongest person who can bear any hardship this human race can give her. A weak woman can be a daughter, a sister or a wife but the strongest woman is a mother who is definite about her goals to upbring her child to the seven skies.
The only motive of her life becomes to teach the best to her kids. She never takes a second of break in doing her job. For the love and protection of her child she can bear anything this world showers on her. She becomes the brightest light in the darkest nights and the strongest shade in the bloodiest war.

All these thoughts were rolling in her mind when her 3 year old son was wiping off her tears, was making faces so that she could smile, was kissing her to make her feel better and was hugging her to show her that she is not alone.

A betrayal is not easy to digest and especially from a man you loved since you were a child. Everything was getting absorbed in her four little chambers. Her heart was now a metal for this world but a soft teddy for her son. She has to become a father and a mother for her son because the man she loved was just a rope around her neck. She knew how hard it would be but on a second thought she knows it is for her better.

They say forgiving is the best remedy to fix a broken relationship, but she disagrees. A woman can forgive anything but not betrayal. She might forgive and go back but she cannot forget the pain of betrayal. All her life she protected herself from all other men, protected her respect because she knew she was completely HIS, she knew even her soul belongs to him, then how can a man betray such a partner.

After breaking her trust into pieces the only thing he had to say was that he was 'SORRY'. That he is 'GUILTY' of doing such a shameful act. He wants her back and wants to live the way it was before and even after all that, he expects that everything would be normal with just saying sorry.

Deep inside she wanted his 'SORRY' but didn't want to go back and forget everything like it never happened. How could she even forget, forget that she was replaced by other woman? How could she forget that he was lying to her face so perfectly that anyone in place of her could have gotten hypnotized by him.

Marriage is a big compromise but compromising yourself for a cheater is a waste of one's life. It can be possible that he is actually sorry for what he has done but what is done has destroyed her forever and cannot be undone. He has lost her love, her trust, her attention, her soul and her happiness of being with him forever.

They say that time can heal every pain one gets, as time passes you get over with your pain and eventually it fades out and stores in a page where you never tend to look. But she disagrees again. Time doesn’t heal anything, it is you who gets so strong to let things go. It is your tears that help you fade off the pain in your story. You do not forget and store it in a place you do not look at, but actually you get so use to the pain that it no longer bothers you. You simply just get immune to it. You tend to see things beyond that pain but it remains in your life forever. It is not necessary that you cry all the time over those facts of your life but that you take it as a lesson and move on. A lesson from which you learned to get stronger and stronger.

She got tired of thinking of all the consequences of the decisions she made, so she simply decided to leave things on fate. Leave things till she gets strong enough to let all the pain go. Its high time! She glanced at herself on the mirror and saw what she had became in his love. She had to change her attitude, she had to change herself, she had to live for once for the way she always wanted to, but keeping in mind that she is a mother, that she had many responsibilities on her shoulders. She had finally decided that she would spend as much time as she could with her son. The only true love she found was by being a mother of her only son.

Someday In A Thousand Nights Changed Her Life

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 22 Jul 2016 10:03:00 +0000

I wonder if I was even a thought to you? Maybe I crossed your mind for once or maybe you still had feelings for me. Thousands of thoughts that crossed my mind, making a twister around my head. These thoughts were making me mad, hunted me every night. The pain was so much to bear and ended up torturing myself. Every day and every night I used to question myself...

Just Why? Why me all the time? Why did he leave me? What didn't I had that he was looking for? Why did he let me go? Was my love not enough? Millions of thoughts and millions of questions came in my mind, but still I hoped that maybe I crossed his mind for once. The one thing she didn't knew was that people leave no matter what and they never look behind.

She was so much for someone and nothing to herself? Days went by nights and she went through all she could bear. Dreamed about him daily and watched him with someone else. It was all a mistake. Lost her self respect over and over again but all she wanted was Him.

Every time he was her first priority and she was nothing to him. She had one thing left behind and that was hope, and that too was taken away from her. She cried so much and lost herself in the process of becoming the best version of herself. She was told that she deserves a better man, but who could be a better man than him?

She tried to kill herself but every time she tried she thought that what if he comes back? Every day she searched for a way to make things work out between them. She chose him over her, just to be close enough so that she could feel alive. He was everything to her and she was nothing to him. She tried so hard to work out between them but every time she tried, she ended suffering the pain which was unbearable.

This is how she erased him for every tear in her eyes. The love she had for him was gone now. All the respect and love was turning into hatred and it was the only way her love was fading away. She needed to kill her hopes that she was ever a thought, she needed to think through it all again and clear her thoughts that he cared about her. It was long, too long that she lost it? Lost her senses, herself and everything she ever wanted in her life. His love was finally out of her heart and believed that it was nothing but a daily nightmare that hunted her.

She was healing with time, she became so strong that she felt scared of herself. She was simply so tired of the drama which made her to quit him. She started living for her self and became ambitious and determined. She started a new life with a new look and yes, she became a girl with an ambition. A women with a dream and a lady with a class!

Some Promises Are Meant To Be Broken

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 17 Jul 2016 08:00:00 +0000

Life is full of surprises, she nodded. She was stunned by those sudden words, soon after her heart was full of dreams, he crushed them one by one saying that he never had feelings for her. She was shocked and didn’t knew how to react. Their friendship was more than what they deserved.

She wanted him to be close to him like he was always, she wanted to stay alive and dream again and again with a hope that he would come back for her. So she made a promise. A promise she didn’t know that will cost her - her life.

His happiness was her everything. She promised him that she will be his friend as long as she breathes. She promised him that she will never leave him alone no matter what hardship she faces in her way. But yet again, things go the way we never want.

Time passed. His feelings faded what ever he had for her and it all disappeared. He changed into a new man with lots of dreams. But she stood in the same place she was before and felt every pinch of pain day and night. All she ever wanted was for him to hear her out. She kept that promise because she never wanted to lose his side. She wanted to feel alive and this was the only way she had.

Then one day, just like always, her hopes were all crushed, the hope of him coming back was all taken away by someone she loved. He slapped her so hard that she got broken into gazillion pieces. She was lost, lost in her own world. All her dreams were crushed, she didn’t knew what to do in her life, it seemed like she was in a land of lost souls searching for a way to go back, but she couldn't. Her love was too deep that all she could do was cry. Every day and every night she suffered but yet he never asked how she was doing.

She wanted him to know her suffering. She just wanted him to listen to her even if he had to listen to her just as a friend they used to be. But his ego was to much, his selfishness pulled her away, someone who wanted to give her life for him now wanted to die for herself. But why should she die?

All she wanted to do now was to move on, move on from her awful feelings, her unwanted dreams, her thinking and the ability of caring for people so much. But every time she tried to forget them, she ended up in her own world.

Millions of thoughts hunted her daily. She became a psychological patient in an extremely bad condition, she use to shout for help but no one cared about the storm she was going through. But no matter what happened, she became stronger and stronger day by day.

She decided to let go of all the promises she made, but this time it was for herself. And one day she told herself to stop being weak. Get up and let it go! And now she became stronger and happier than anyone else.

We Need Women Who Are...

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 12 Jul 2016 08:00:00 +0000

We need women who are so strong that they can be gentle, so educated they can be humble, so fierce they can be compassionate, so passionate they can be rational, and so discipline they can be free.

Inequality, gender discrimination and racism runs in streets like a tsunami that drains us all along with it. By every passing day, this is increasing at a much higher rate. This is like corruption in our minds. We even know the consequences and our faults. But still we remain to stay quite and shut ourselves in our homes.

There are times when you need to stand up for what you believe in. There are women around the world who are suffering, their society doesn't accept them. And you can make a difference by standing in unity this one time.

A newly born girl is buried alive because she can't carry your business and become her parents support? She can't go to school 'cause she is born to work at house particularly kitchen? She can't do what she wants because she ain't no use to you? She can't work because she's a GIRL right? She can't marry men of her own choice because she has no right to? She cant' give birth to a girl because a baby girl is a sign of disrespect in the society? You hide your face and your heart is filled with inner grief when you hear the news of the birth of a girl. That's how the life cycle works. No?

Every human being when enters this very own world brings his rights along except for the right to judge someone, to reject the blessings, to violate, to abuse and to be treat cruelly.

There is no harm in treating someone kindly with a smile on your face, You wont die if you stop judging someone, not a shed of your pride will be harmed if you accept people for who they are and strive for good strive for creating a better world. You don't know how much it hurts when you judge the other person without even knowing them, their reasons and their problems. So please think before you speak think before you judge. If everyone throughout the world thinks positively no one would get hurt and everyone will be able to live freely.

Lets treat our women with kindness, they not only deserve it but they have the right to be treated kindly. You know how hard it is for a girl to survive in this world yet you become one of the threats to her. You know the issue, the problem and even the solution, so lets stand up for them.

Give all those women strength and show your support to all those who aren't getting their rights to smile, who are deprived of the happiness, who are questioned for their character so they can stand up for what they believe in, and don't get suppressed by the cruel world. We need women who are strong!!

Lets Always Meet Each Other With A Smile. :")

Solitude Pain

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 08 Jul 2016 07:30:00 +0000

I came under that same old tree and glanced at that torn up swing which was filled with full of unwanted memories. I sat at the swing and yet again I was meditating under the vast blue sky. The ropes felt wet again, just like always, 'cause of my tears which were soaked deep within them.

The breeze touched me gently on my cheeks, all the regrets I carried with me, I felt them touch my heart with pain as the wind walked me to my destination. The solitude hurt me, it was a pain in the heart which no medicine could heal. I searched for my reason to exist, but this question was unanswerable like always. No one recognized me for the way I am, but perhaps it was the way of life.

The clouds whispered at me again, I felt the warmth inside me rising while I was losing the hope of the ambitions of my life. The pain was unbearable, which couldn't be described in words, there was no bleeding nor was there any scar on my heart, yet the pain was real.

The fear inside me was just a reflection, a reflection of nothing but shadows. The blood which was boiling up inside me, I couldn't help myself but just to resist it. Crying was a joke for me now. People who cry all the time are just some crybabies for the rest of their lives. I complained more than I thanked myself, which I just made myself a joke.

The birds were chirping and yet again I got lost in these four little chambers. Thousands of memories got recalled in my mind, but the feeling of solitude couldn't go away. This pain in the heart is a pain which one could feel the nerves of it deep inside, but just couldn't help himself resist from it.

Feelings were nothing to me now, they were simply just a toy which got lost by a child years ago. I started to love being alone, cause I wasn't afraid of the fears which were roaming inside my soul, those were nothing but some shadows. A bright light was needed inside me to erase the shadows within myself.

But yet again, the loneliness created inside me got far more ahead of the shadows, and far more ahead of the fears. Those fears were nothing but the fears of being alone. And those fears led me to find the reason of my existence and that what I am capable of.

The winds blew again which made me stand once again. I stood strong and laughed at myself for the path I was choosing. The pain in the heart was nothing more than a pinch in a soul now. All the memories of the past were just my past, so I laughed once again and headed for my future.

The wind carried me to my destination, the pain led me to become much stronger than who I was yesterday and the memories became nothing more than motivation for me. I stood up and started walking away from the swing along with the winds. There was nothing more left for me now but to carry my ambitions again. The swing was swinging back & forth while I already reached my destination. Perhaps, the pain in the heart can only be healed by love of everyone.

Fell Into My Own Destruction

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 05 Jul 2016 07:30:00 +0000

I sat there with all the books in front of me. With all those memories just lying there. I kept staring at one thing and then the other. My eyes kept moving from one place to another. I was here to find something I had long forgotten, but today's unusual events had refreshed all those memories that had taken ages to hide, that were hidden beneath everything else. All those memories I had held back, all those tears and all those scars were now once again refreshed.

I didn't want to remember anything from my past but just like always, things I want never happen. Without wanting tears which welled up in my eyes. I had long gone developed hatred for these tears, they came very frequently but I never actually had control over them and here they were again without wanting. My life was finally once again going perfectly fine until.....until today.

Today's unusual events were so unexpected. I didn't want to remember them neither I wanted to be hurt again, and I certainly didn't want to remember them. I wanted my old life back, and here I was on a road I knew would take me back. The feelings lost long were now once again rising inside me and all of a sudden I realized that this is what I hoped for, for all those shattered dreams to come true and for all those promises to be fulfilled. This is what I had wanted deep down inside myself.

The reason I didn't want to be close to anyone wasn't that I was afraid of being hurt again, but that I was now use to getting hurt. The real reason was that that the special place had already been taken. I had already dedicated my life to someone, I had already been in love and I knew that these feelings would last forever because they weren't the same as before. But this time everything was different.

Although that person wasn't a part of me now but that special place could only belong to one person, just one. Someone who could never be replaced no matter what. I knew I was walking into a trap but I just wasn't ready to accept it. I knew the results of what I was about to do again but I just had so much trust in myself and so much determination that nothing else mattered.

This is what had happened before; me falling for him, putting all I had into this love but the result had been nothing. I had been used. Used to fix a broken soul that could fly again. I was forgotten like I had never mattered, like we had been strangers for long. But for me that love was still alive deep down inside and now that I was falling for everything that had broken me again I decided to put my life at risk, to put myself at stake this time. If I failed and this love ended it wouldn't be the only thing to end. My life would end with it. I was walking into it again.

The fear I had of losing him started developing once again; the moment I saw his face - I was just waiting for him to ask me to come back and yes, once again, I had fallen for the same person and made the same mistake twice. Once again, I felled for this trap of his, and once again, I fell into my own destruction.

"In The End, We Only Regret The Chances We Didn't Take."

Be Afraid To Remain The Same

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 30 Jun 2016 13:04:00 +0000

"Moving Water Is Always Fresh,

Stagnant Water Is Just Another Home For Mosquitoes."

We, Humans are blessed with everything. Nature, beauty, happiness, success, failures, a heart that is able to beat at the speed of light and a mind to use properly.

Throughout our life we see crimes and justice, hear cries and laughter and experience many ups and downs. But still every time we manage to smile at the end of the day and see the betterment around the world, we manage to stand up again after every fall and show the world the light of right.

Every person living in this small world, plays his part and inspires others through his own story, everyday. Being who we are and what we like or what we wear should be our pride. You don’t have to become what world likes you to be, you’re different in your own way, beautiful in your own style and rich in your own dreams. Who says, you’re not perfect? You are, show them. So be your own self. Because the world needs a new story not the old one which has been repeated a million times.

Every day and every second are a series of actions around the world which are many times unbearable to us. Each step we take today will build up the lives of our generations. Life gives you goose bumps, cries and leaves you with so much to learn from. All these mistakes which you make and all those failure words you hear from others makes you a better and a stronger person than yesterday.

Every person surrounding you inspires you with their qualities. Learn from them, learn from your past, learn from your mistakes and even learn from the successes. There is a lot to learn yet you think you’re so done being a child who learns.

It's just a matter of time when all the late nights and the suffer you deal with now, would just become a joke in your future. You will literally laugh at all of your problems you had today, in your future. Suffer now, get hurt and pain now, be a failure now or get hated by others now, but NEVER QUIT. Suffer until your dreams come true and the people who mocked you, obey you now.

You can change the whole world, remember one man can press a button of a nuclear bomb and destroy the whole humanity, so remember, one man can do anything. Take the first step for the change you want to see in the world. Because only you can do this, you have to learn, get up, and stand for the rights of all those people deprived of them. You can make a difference, you can shape the future and you can believe in your beliefs even if you’re the only one to believe it.

"Be The Change You Wish To See In The World."

Shining Soul

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 24 Jun 2016 10:33:00 +0000

She stood there at the end of the hallway staring at all the different people there. Nobody had noticed her as usual as she stood in the very corner. That hallway brought back memories. Memories of HIM. She didn't want to remember anything. She wanted to forget. She wanted everything to end. But deep down inside she wanted to keep all those scars fresh so she could know how easy it was to fall for someone, make them apart of you and then all of a sudden live life on your own. She was one of those many thousand people who had survived those scars but her story, it was different in some way. It wasn't like all the other 'stories'.
It was the first day of school. The first time she had seen him. In all these years this was the first time she had got attracted to someone at the very first sight. He wasn't anything special yet she felt something interesting about him. She couldn't help but staring at him and that was the moment when he looked up. There, her heart skipped a beat. His eyes were an ocean, which drowned her already.

Just standing there in the corner her eyes were wide open as if they just saw a miracle. Now, her heart was beating at the speed of light and she could see him walking towards her. She stood there without moving a muscle lost in her thousand thoughts that maybe sometimes miracles do occur. But she didn't notice when he passed by and that she was staring at nothing but thin air at the very next moment. This was something she will never be able to forget. This moment had changed her life forever.

In everyone's life something strange happens that changes them forever. She suddenly felt something rise inside her. Something she had never known before. Maybe it were those love chemicals inside her body - flowing and jumping with the reaction of some kind of love chemistry. Yet her unforgettable past used to shake her tremendously with the thoughts of HIM. Just like a broken glass, she stood there with deep thoughts until she heard the ring of the school bell.

They were together in school since kindergarten but they kind of had never interacted. She knew each and every bit about him, his past, his present and his amazing soul that was hiding under that playboy's smirk.

He was an outstanding captain of the school's soccer team, and she was one of the geeks in school. She was simple unique and a universe of beauty but no one ever cared to notice that. He hardly even knew her as a classmate or a schoolfellow.

Everyday she would come home and talk to him and tell him everything she felt, every pain and struggle she would go through. But little did he know she was someone who would accept him the way he is, who would never let go of him and always hold his hand to make him feel better when his parents throw things at each other, when they fight till the need of divorce. She knew he was himself a broken soul under the heart breaker's mask. She was just waiting for that day when everything would happen according to her plans and ofcourse when she experiences a miracle. Yes!

"I am in a relationship where I am the only one who says I love you, and he just smiles in the photograph." -Clair.

The last words in her diary and the miracle she was waiting for, was his presence around her, and the love that roamed inside her.

She walked to the classroom and entered with unusual thoughts in her mind, sat on her place in the fourth row around the corner and got lost in her mind. Suddenly that man appeared again in the class and sat just beside her at his place. She couldn't stop herself from staring at him. He then noticed her glowing hazel eyes which made his heart ponder. He smiled at her which made her lit like fireworks in her inner-self. She just couldn't get over with the beauty of his soul shining in that room.

She heard the ring of the school bell again for the off-time and stood up while picking up her notes from the desk. Walking towards the school gate she dropped her notes which flew away like some feathers. He appeared to her again, helping her pick up those notes while staring at her tremendously. Her cheeks went pink with a bright smile on her face, she thanked her and continued walking towards the school's gate. He jogged from behind and introduced him to her. They continued chatting with each other until they left to their own paths.

Since then every day they used to talk. She was finally getting close to someone. All her dreams were finally coming true. This is what she had wanted all along to live life like this. Every word she had written in her diary was now coming true and all those dreams she had were being fulfilled. She was now deeply loved by someone.

Just as she thought everything was going well in a settled path, but life took a turn, the wind started blowing the other way, north was now south for her and east was now west, everything went in the opposite direction.

She was waiting for him in school the other day. He was never this late. Restlessly waiting she finally found him walking through the hallway greeting people laughing, smiling, when suddenly he reached her. His smile faded and without saying anything he just walked past her. She was shocked. He couldn't do this, he couldn't just leave her without a goodbye. This just couldn't be it. Everything had just started , how could it end so quickly.

This wasn't the only day he did that. From then on he did that every day. He walked past her without saying anything when one day all of a sudden he didn't come to school. Later that night she got a message from him saying all those moments he had spent with her were simply beautiful, he just couldn't explain them in words. She felt something wrong and called him but he didn't picked up. The next day in school she heard stories, stories of him, stories she couldn't believe, nothing could had happen to him right?

She called him again that night. No one picked up. She dialed his number again and suddenly someone else picked up. She heard another female speak from across the line informing her of HIM. She couldn't believe it. She threw the phone away and rushed towards the hospital and there he was. Lying on the bed breathing his last breaths. His mum told her she wasn't allowed to tell her because he had said so, but he wanted to meet her so badly and wanted to look in those eyes last time. He wanted to hear that voice all along last time, and see that beautiful face for the last time of his life.

She bent forward and whispered in his ear. He opened his eyes and tears rolled down his cheeks. She held his hand and sat by his side. He told her he was just leaving the world but not leaving her and that he'd always protect her from everything. He was there for her all she had to do was feel his presence. He told her he would always be by her side. Just then the machine buzzed and he took his last breath.

Those hallways of school still bring memories of him. How he was always full of life. She can still feel his presence around her. He may have left this world for all other people but for her, he was still alive.

Hardships Of Life

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 20 Jun 2016 11:12:00 +0000

Sitting at the side view of the sea, he thought about how life went through just like a glimpse of a journey as the winds crossed through his wrinkled face. He just laughed at the sufferings of his past and said to himself that, 'life wasn't as tough as I thought.' Or maybe due to growing ages, a person just goes through a lot of ups and downs of his life which helps them to learn more, and then life just seem easy to them.

Everyone on this earth is fighting through some cold days of their lives. Broken from the heart while standing still under the night sky. Some may suffer, some may be tested and while some may just be taken for granted.

Everyone has their own book, in which they are the authors of it, it is upon themselves what to write and how to write about it, it is their book and certainly they are the owners of it. No one has any authority to change their story, or scribble the pages with pain and hurt, nor the destruction of their book.

Not only a set of different stages is experienced through these tough times, but we get the guidance of choosing the right people to enter our lives. This is one of the most important developing sense of an individual which can make him able to differentiate between the right and the wrong paths of life.

It's all about the company you're into, choosing the right people leads to a successful lifestyle with greater responsibilities, while choosing the wrong people may lead you to destruction. What matters the most is that who stands beside you while thousands are against you, so choose the people who enter in your life very wisely.

There are things which we don't want to happen, but we still have to accept the fact that some of them may happen in life. All we need to do is suffer now, stay strong and pass these tests of our lives with a bright smile on our face. It's only a matter of time when these moments would just become some memories, so make as many memories as you can because it is the only thing you will remember before you die.

He went into some deep thoughts while memorizing all the sets of memories spent with his late wife. Tears ran down through his cheeks with heart-breaking expressions on his face. Everything was perfect until she left him. With all those beautiful memories in his thoughts, he just wanted his life to be at an end too, yet he still remained calmed and smiled. He wished her to be back, but no one can rewind the time which has passed forever.

The only person left in his life was his only daughter whom he loved more than his own life. He knew he was going to die but he didn't wanted to leave his daughter behind. He had no choice but to suffer this last hardship of his life. He suffered hardships throughout his life yet he attained nothing but more suffer. The times was close and he could feel the wind touching him like a pointy needle.

He loved his daughter so much that he just couldn't live without her. He didn't even got to see her daughter for the last second of his life. The time was less and he was losing. Dropped the bottle of water on the ground, dropped the phone he had in his hand and dropped himself on the ground. He could feel the earth so much as if it was a part of himself. The clock was ticking from his wristwatch, and then the time stopped.

Life Is Not A Fairytale

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 13 Jun 2016 09:00:00 +0000

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"She Was Unbeatable Now.

Her Strongest Weapon Was Her Soul, And The Weakest Was Her Heart."

He gave her everything more than her expectations; love, ease, respect, hope, inspirations, colors along with tits and bits of pain. She was a different person now, he made her different, his presence, his love and treatment made her the happiest.

Nobody had ever made her feel as peaceful as he did. Nobody knew why she was afraid of the dark other than him. Nobody loves her imperfections and adored them like him. She was just an ordinary person with a colorful mind, undiscovered.

The secret of her purity was too beautiful, yet so hard for someone simple to understand. She never trusted people easily, keeping the distance between the world and her, alive. She always kept her eyes open and guarded her heart with the walls high enough to be out of reach for the floating ships in the silent ocean of her life. An ocean so beautiful and deep, letting the moon to raise the tides and the stars to see how bewitching they are. She reflected the beauty and calmness of this world with her soul.

This day he tried to dive in without her knowing. He noticed the long walls that seemed attractive to him. He tried to get in but it seemed so hard. As if they were renovated after a great fall, and now they were closed once and for all. He knocked at the doors with the light of hope, yet they remained closed.

He started coloring the walls, which mold her heart and made her feel extreme special. The doors opened without a question and his eyes started glowing. It was a sight, he had never witnessed before.

Crystal clear room of glass, which was as fragile from inside as hard it was from outside. He started loving his new home - a new place to color. She got satisfied, for he knew exactly how to color up her life. She trusted him more than anything else, he owned her heart now.

But this ain't the only thing he did. She gave everything to him, all that she had now, her joy, pain, comfort, love and her beautiful soul, without knowing that the flowers he brought her were being smelled by someone else first.

The heart that she thought she had occupied, was once a castle of someone he loved. She didn't knew that the hands that touched her, were in someone's else hands. The fragrance she recorded in her innocent mind belonged to that person whom he had hugged her. She didn't knew that the blades of his paintbrush from which he colored her life would be sharper than a knife.

This was bound to happen and that day is here, when the truth did hurt her so much that it broke the walls once again. And she was unaware of the fact that everything would end up with a storm in her heart. She is no more a colorful person, for believing that the colors were her biggest mistake of her life.

But somewhere inside the piece of her soul, is there that misses the warmth of his hands, the color of his eyes and his beautiful lies, and thats how she dies everyday.

Chin Up Girl!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 09 Jun 2016 08:00:00 +0000

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Nothing lasts forever, but you know what does? Memories. You can erase a person from your life, pictures, contacts, gifts and even from their existence but you can never erase the time, the moments, and everything you shared with them and every single moment you spent with them. They’re gone, just gone in a flash. They’re not with you anymore but they left a lot with you, so much that you just cannot throw away or burn. All that you can't do is forget or remove them. That's everything that will stay with you forever.

Memories good or bad, beautiful or ugly, best or worst doesn't matter, all that matters is that they left the hardest thing on you, and you were strong enough to fight through it.

This is temporary, actually all of it. The people, the feelings, the pain, the happiness and your existence as well. When all of this is over, the only thing that I’ll remember about you and I is that you weren't there. You left when I wanted you and needed you, when I cried on the stair case begging you not to go away not to leave me like that. You left. You knew how hard and shocking it was for me, you just knew everything! How I was about to die in that car accident and how I was gonna get a mental breakdown.

I tried a million ways to kill myself, but you rolled your eyes and walked away like its nothing. You accepted and rejected every time like it never happened. All that we had was a lie and all those promises never existed. You went away without looking back, I couldn’t see a single drop of tear on your face neither could I see the guy I knew who loved me. You were the one who always took the first step in strengthening this bond of ours, it was always YOU. All this time I trusted you and gave you all I had, but still it just wasn't worth it.

No matter what I did, no matter how much I cried for you and no matter what limits could I reach to earn the love of yours, it just wasn't worth it. All I wanted was you so I gave you my heart, and all you gave me back was a heart which was broken into gazillion tiny pieces.

I see now, to you? it just meant nothing. Nothing at all I swear to god that day I’ll do exactly what you did but with a lot of grace. I’ll hold my chin up and walk away. I’ll show you all that you could’ve had and all that you missed. I’ll show you, and I mean it.

"Chin Up Girl, They'll Kill To See You Fall."

...Remember, Before It's Too Late!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 08 Jun 2016 08:00:00 +0000

6:00 am in the morning, lights on, all yawned, moments later bed's set up, while I looked over at the calendar; Here it is. The wait is finally over.

I passed the smiles to my roommates. riding a wheelchair to the front garden of the building, examining the beauty of nature just like every other day, looking over at the beautiful petals of the flowers blooming and watching the children play free and innocent, just reminded me of my son and daughter, as well as my late wife.

The nurse brought me my book, the only book that I have, the only one I found interesting, That was my only hope that gave me strength to live every day. I showed it to every other person passing by, "Trust me, its not an ordinary book" I told to the little girl who was a visitor here. But I just sat there smiling at how she ran away all afraid of me. Huh.

I opened the book, it's almost about a hundredth time I opened, but still, I just never got bored of this album. I made this, after the birth of my grandson. Collected all the previous and all the upcoming moments where I always ensured that no one harmed this album. It had my whole life summed up. Those were the days. But I still felt the love after two years of looking over these pictures, and every time I read it, a strong tear rolled down my wrinkled face. I told myself that I will love my children no matter what.

I called in the nurse, she brought me my coffee and I asked her to prepare my things, I wanted to look the best among everyone that day. She looked at me with a bare face. No expressions, but just a sign of grief on her face. She knew they won't come. But I gave her a smile, "Stay happy young lady, you never know when it's your last day to smile. Trust me." And then I saw her eyes filling up with water. She just nodded and took me to the washroom. I shaved my beard, took a shower, combed my hair and wore the best suit I could find in my broken suitcase. I looked in the mirror and seeing that big smile of mine just made me the happiest man in the whole universe.

I waited at the garden near the gate, still wearing that big smile. I was absolutely sure they all would come; my son, his family, my grandson and my daughter. They loved me and I knew that no one can say they don't. A part of me knew that it would just be my wish like ever.

It hurts. It really does, all I wanted my whole life was to live a nice lovable old age. All I ever wished was that my children loved me the same way I did. I wanted to see them be successful. I wanted to see how much they love me. Who stays with me in my hard times and who gives up and leaves me. But a part of me just hoped for the best like it did everyday. That's more like lying to your own self! My inner conscience hit hard up there again.

I refused to eat anything. I wanted to spend my time and eat lunch with my family. It was already 8:48 pm and I was still there in the garden. People came and went. The album rested on my lap. I haven't moved an inch of myself, and with that big smile on my face, I sat there still waiting and hoping that maybe this time it's the day they will come.

The doctors surrounding me and literally begging me to come inside and telling me again and again that they won't come. BUT I KNOW THEY WILL. THEY WILL. IT'S MY BIRTHDAY AFTERALL. HOW CAN MY SON FORGET THAT?

He just can't and I knew that. Not this time. I waited till the very last minute. A phone call, a message, a visit atleast? Anything? But no, Still nothing. No one came. Just like everyday, I looked at the clock ticking and with every second passing, teardrops escaped my eyes.

The doctors told me that I was perfectly fine and not a mentally retarded person, I never was actually. It was just my son and my daughter who left me because as I aged, I became a burden to them. But I didn't trust them anymore.

About two weeks after my birthday, I finally got to see my son and my daughter. I already started jumping around in my mind with full of joys , that big smile appeared again on my face as I stared at them, and that wrinkled face just aged back to my younger self. All those feelings. All those happiest moments. And all those times we used to be together, it just felt that I was back to the good old normal days. But well, life just changes, only the difference in that moment was, they were within their bodies, and I was within my soul.

Always remember your parents during their old age, before it's too late!

Memories

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 06 Jun 2016 08:00:00 +0000

Flashbacks. Sudden flashbacks. Old moments playing like a movie bringing waves of emotions. Past replaying. Moments that have passed coming back in parts. Something that all of us live with. Something that everyone possesses. Memories.

Memories are those special events that have taken place in our life, it have made a great impact on us, and made us who we are today. It has changed our entire perspective, something so precious and so special that no one can ever risk forgetting.

Memories activate your emotions. Some memories happen to be so breath-taking that they can leave a person in shock. Some can be so sad that they can make the happiest person cry and yet some can be so joyful that a person is forced to smile even in the most crucial moments.

Sometimes we never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory. We don't remember days we only remember moments. The laughter, the smile, the happiness, the pain, the memories. We never realized that we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun. The reason why everyone holds onto memories so tightly is because memories are the only things that don't change when everyone else does. Memories are the timeless treasures of our heart. Things end but their memories last forever and some memories, they never fade.

Memories are not just about some specific event, they can be about a person and its hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. Some memories are personal. They are those few experiences of our life that mean the most to us, and are so special that they are meant only for us.

Some memories are worth sharing. Memories are a way of holding on to the things you are, the things you love and the things you never want to loose. The good and bad times come and go but the memories, they last forever. Memories can make a person strong. People learn from the mistakes they have done and the lessons learned are stored as memories that make us who we are today. But EVERYONE has those few moments that turn into their weakness, those memories that make you cry are the ones that make you weak.

Sometimes the best memories are the saddest because you know they will never happen again.The memories we cherish the most are the ones spent with friend, the jokes, the laughter and the fun.

Life brings tears, smiles and memories. The tears dry, the smiles fade but the memories last forever. Today's little moments become tomorrow's precious memories. When you look back over your shoulder at everything you have done, put the good ones in your pocket and let the bad ones make you strong.

Everything In Life Changes, And At The End All We Have Are Memories.

Live Your Life The Way You Want!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 05 Jun 2016 08:00:00 +0000

Don't let people decide your future. Be who you want to be, live your dreams and struggle for success. Forget what the society thinks, actually just forget what anyone thinks! Say what you feel, act straight and never give up. Be strong, and never quit. Don't let others take away the uniqueness within you. Ignore the people what they say. Just live your life and let them live theirs.

From the day we are born, is just the starting of life where others decide our name. Like your family decides your name even when you aren't born. How sad could that be? They have just chosen your name, think about the things that would happen during your life, or are just happening.

Well, forget the family. Family is love. We are talking about the people here, whether it be your society, friends, cousins, schoolmates, or your enemies. They will hate you for who you are, they will probably try to stop you from succeeding, or will probably give an advice which would be in their favor.

Always remember, you are born alone, and you will die alone. The thing I'm trying to tell you is that, if you are born alone, then you can live your life by yourself. You don't have to depend on others in order to succeed. You just don't have to rely on anyone for their help. Remember! You can help yourself! You have this uniqueness within you, this power which no one has. This heart and mind of ours is very special my dear friend. Use it well, and then you will yourself see the results.

The pain, the hurt, the screams and the abusive language you hear daily, make it a way to succeed. Make it a way to motivate yourself, to find yourself and to know the reason of your existence, you need to shut the hell up anyone whoever hurts you. That broken heart of yours, it may be of a girl, a boy, from family, or from people, but remember! Everyone is broken inside, everyone! You were strong my friend, that's why you fought through it.

This war is not over, you still need to fight. You have to get up on your knees, and face the situations. Actually, the war was never over, you just are increasing the level of each round daily as you grow. Take it as a game but play it well, because in this one, there is no respawn, nor restart.

Always remember, only you yourself know who you really are. No one can understand you ever, except for you yourself. There's no use of crying daily in your washroom or under the pillow late night, trust me, there's no use. You have to stand up and face the situations. In order to succeed you must find your uniqueness in your daily routine, just maybe with hard work and struggle, you may succeed.

Your time is limited, and so is everyone's ofcourse, don't waste it! Time is very precious my friend. It's more precious than money, you will only remember in your old age that you had all the time you wanted in your younger-self. Remember, it takes many days to earn someone's trust, and just a few seconds to loose it all. You will probably waste all of your time living someone's else life. Your time is limited, so live your own life. Don't die a copy of others, die original.

Remember, everyone wants something for themselves in this generation. Anyone would do anything to get an advantage for themselves. Let's take an example; during exams, no one is there to help you, you're all there by yourself, all that matters that time is what you did the whole semester, what knowledge do you have and what have you learnt! Now compare that small example with this life. Get it?

"In Order To Succeed, We Must First Believe That We Can!"

I HATE MYSELF

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 04 Jun 2016 08:00:00 +0000

A story never heard nor wrote. My life is that myth. Everything was perfect, my life was amazing. It was complete, and after losing my parents when I was 2 years old, I only had my brother who was mentally not well. I wasn’t a rich girl, I was living a poor hard life but I had love surrounding me. I had everything I wanted, I was happy and soon me and my fiancé were going to get married. Both of us belonged to the same class and were living a life of hardwork but we loved each other and that makes every other thing small. I loved him crazily, I was mad after him. So was he. I was living a life of fairytales.

Well, he always made me feel like a princess of our small little world. We had so many plans for our wedding as well as we were constructing our own house by ourselves too. My fiancé was a fisherman, he was moving out of the city. I had to go meet him one last time until he comes back. That night I ran to the sea coast just to meet him and say him goodbye.

That night was supposed to be great till his return. But the tables turned down, and that night became the worst, the night that changed my life, my soul, my people and showed me the real world. I lost myself, I lost all I had, all I loved and all I trusted.

Life, that has been written with such hardships and sufferings. My soul and my existence has been scattered into pieces. My goals, my aims, my path got lost. Difficulties following me on every step I took. I can't live my life again. This is a tragedy that I just cannot face. I am not strong enough to see their faces. This is a life of a victim who has been abused and left as a murdered living. What was my fault? I cry and cry and cry, nothing is left. It's just me alone who has to face it.

He left me here, because my life had this story for me? I wasn’t aware of the future, I have been broken into a gazillion pieces. Everyone left me, because now I am a sign of disgust for them? They promised to stay with me. They promised to be there whenever I needed them. And now when I need them the most they blame me for all this. They question me for my character. They went and never came back. They hate like they dont know me or never did. I am amazed how they just turned their faces like i meant nothing to them. How can someone be so mean and inhuman?

Its all my fault, why do I exist? Why did I ever trust them. Why did I love them so much. And why do i still care for them, miss them and still expect a bit from them. Why? Just why is this supposed to happen. I cried and shouted and screamed and begged for help but nothing can happen now. Nothing. Why do I have to face all this?

He came to the hospital, I cried and was glad to see him. I called him and tried telling him the truth but what he did was. He spat on me. He accused me of being a liar, betrayer, and a person of loosen character. It couldn’t get worse. I was alone. He came and pierced my heart once again Was that all he loved me? My whole life is now based on a disgusting soul. I hate myself for being me, for loving people blindly. For expecting too much. I hate myself for who I am. I hate everything. I just have a last wish to die. Just a miserable life, I am just a symbol of humiliation and shame for all. I saw who is real and who is fake, who loved me and who left me. They only stay with you when you have something to give them. When you are useful to them but as soon as this soul of yours demands a little too much care, they leave. I have always been afraid of loosing people even though i meant nothing to them but every single person around me held a strong place in my heart. But then again my poor heart has been crushed. It all makes sense now. There’s an end to everything. Not every story has a happy ending. Not everything runs according to your plans. Not everyone turns out to be the same as you expected.

But i just need to escape from all this. I want to run somewhere far from all these problems and all these people. Every day every night i have nightmares. All i see is the same night again and again. And everytime i wake up with a scream escaping my mouth. Everything has been changed alot, all i know now is how to cry. I don't know how to stand up again. Its similar to as if i have been thrown in an ocean where i don't know how to swim.
I am just alive with the thought of maybe god has a better plan for me. MAYBE?

Was It Worth It?

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 03 Jun 2016 10:20:00 +0000

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It was time. After all those years, after all those beautiful moments, and after all those memories they had together. It was just the right time to back-off before things went serious and more afar. It was the right time to forget them all, actually, it was the right time for them to just forget each other. It was the time to finally grow up and realize their immaturity that they had done in their childhood. All those mistakes they had done, were those worth it? They knew they could never be together in their whole life, whether it be their worldly life, or the afterlife. Never ever could they live their lives as one, but still, they had hopes.

Hope Is What Made Them Stronger, And They Kept Their Hopes High.

They knew that the sky was not the limit. But yet again, there was no way around, hopes and dreams were all just broken. Was it worth it? To just back-off? After all the things they went through together? Well, to gain something, you need to loose something. It's hard, way too hard for them, but it's for their own good. They both knew that neither one of them could do anything about it anymore, nor could they sacrifice themselves for each other. They just moved to two completely separate paths.

The way they used to talk with each other, the way they used to just forget the world in a glance of solitude and the way they fought and agreed in their hard times together, just couldn't be described in some heartless words. Those were the times they both still remember. But Hey! Even after those moments, they still didn't forget each other. Like how could you forget a person whom you love more than yourself? Like how could you ever forget anyone whom you asked them in prayers?

Days passed. Memories started vanishing. Things became clear. Actually, life just became cleared to them. Happy moments didn't seemed so happy without each other. Both of them wished to have each other in their joyful moments. And life just became completely dull. But yeah, they both showed each other the way to live their lives.

The way to LIVE their lives? Or the way to actually just SURVIVE? Was this just a mistake? Or probably a ticket to a successful future? But they never wanted a successful future, or someone else in each other's places. All they wanted was each other.

Life goes on. We cannot stop time. And so couldn't they. They both loved each other, they both wanted each other, and they both promised to stay with each other for the rest of their lives. But well, it was their first promise of their lifetime, which couldn't be fulfilled.

"And At The End, They Both Just Wished That They Should Had Never Even Met Each Other."

Life? This is what's life all about. They risked their lives for each other, spent their whole lives in meditation. Thinking, what would had happened if they both were together. And what would had happened, if they had been together. Was it worth it?

Confused

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 02 Jun 2016 11:02:00 +0000

Confused. Ten different things came to her mind at once. She sat there wondering. Yes they had became friends, just friends for a long time back, but why didn't it felt like that? Why did they still talked like they weren't the one? They had started talking from like eight months, the first time she had felt something like this happening inside her, it was just two months later they had chosen separate paths. But fate had made them one for once again, but again, for how long?

Three weeks later, they were now just friends and still, it didn't seem so. Why was she drifting towards someone still unknown to her? Why was she trusting someone she had never known before? It seemed like everything had changed but nothing actually had. They knew what they meant to each other, they knew how important they were for each other, they knew they couldn't live without each other. Nothing was unknown, but still they couldn't be together. Even after knowing everything, they still felt something missing, something hiding beneath everything else.

Life just couldn't accept them as one. No matter how hard they tried, things kept drifting them apart. They used to talk for hours and now, just saying 'hey' seemed so difficult. A lot had happened. They had met new people on their separate journeys, lost people and yet they returned to no one but each other attracted by something which even they themselves didn't knew. She was so confused; it was like she was trapped inside a maze, whichever path she took, she always returned to the same moment where she had just started.

Life was playing with her and she knew that. All she needed was support from 'someone' and yes, confirmation. She knew that the bonds on relations only weakened when doubts about someone were answered by the person doubting them. She had done everything else she could, she was just a bit too afraid to loose someone so close to her. She wanted to be there through his good and bad times and she wanted to stop those tears while being the reason behind that smile of his.

That's the only reason she had agreed to be friends. No matter how hurt she was, she would always smile just so she could never see him get worried or upset. She would just talk like everything was alright but in reality she was broken and hurt. In simple words she was wearing a mask of happiness.

She knew alot of people but had never been so attached to any of them. It had took alot of time and effort for her to face the reality, the reality that they could never be one, that some people are meant to stay in our hearts but not in our lives, and once again the determination was rising. Those questions unanswered were once again waiting for the answers. She didn't want all of this happening again. It had took a lot of effort to get back on her feet without someone's support, but now, it just felt like she would never be able to get up without that strength.

The feelings long lost were rising. No matter how hard she tried to reject, she couldn't. She was once again on the path that had made her who she was today. And she couldn't even stop herself. Something or someone was attracting her. Some force was pulling her towards him. She knew what would happen. She could already see herself standing alone and even if she resisted she knew what would happen to her but why was she still going into this trap? Because in some corner of her heart, the part that yet hadn't been broken, had hope that maybe, just maybe life wouldn't play tricks and finally, once and for all, she would live happily on her true destination. That maybe this time she isn't wrong and for the first time she had done something good, something correct. The only fear that now remained was;

"What If History Repeated Itself?"

The Most Awaited Day

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 01 Jun 2016 10:58:00 +0000

Photo originally taken from https://www.pexels.com/photo/black-and-white-woman-girl-sitting-2369/

"Without Pain, How Could We Know Joy?"

White buttonup shirt contrasted with a jet black skirt with a pair of black wedges. My perfect winged liner, and demure lipstick. “This looks better” I said while giving myself a last look in the mirror by my closet. I held my bag and walked out of the room. The house was empty like always, everyone’s busy in their own lives. Mom might be at some party from last night, and dad well, he’s always out of the country. Jake my little brother he’d be in his room, snoring probably. My phone rang and there it was. Zach’s text, “I’m here”. I came outside, and his metallic grey Audi is standing right infront of my house and he’s waving at me. I put a big smile on my face and walked towards the car.

We reached the college, everyone’s just staring and obviously admiring us. Prom is by the end of this month and I have to buy clothes and do stuff after all I want to look the best of all. The queen title is mine, its Aria’s for sure. I am so excited yaaas. And yayy mom and dad are finally coming home for a reunion. Jake and I miss them a lot. They have separated their paths since 2 years. That was the day that changed my life upside down. Jake and I had been each other’s support in times of grief and joy. We haven’t been deprived of anything but the only thing that matters the most is the absence of love and a complete family. But well, I am just so happy, it’s the day I have been waiting for so long. Perhaps the most awaited day. I just can't wait to meet them.

Chloe, my bestfriend, Zach my life. We’re sitting on a table in the café, talking about prom, when suddenly Zach’s hand touched the coffee so hard that it fell all over the table and on me too. I took out a tissue paper from my bag and wiped it off my hand, Zach kept on apologizing which made me and Chloe laugh so hard. So we were having quite a good time, I will definitely miss all of this so much!

I took out my phone to check the time, what? Ten missed calls? From Jack? What even. Blegh. I called him back, he wasn’t picking up. “I’ll call him later, me and Zach are going out, meet you soon Chloe” Zach has always been the best, he is everything for me now. The one for whom I can simply leave the whole world, and be alone just with him and live the life because with him I am complete. My whole life is just complete with him.

He has changed a lot from the past two years and that he changed for good. He does everything to see me happy. We have tons of memories but we’re planning to stay with each other even when the future and our career options are different.

Photo originally taken from https://www.pexels.com/photo/black-and-white-person-woman-girl-3351/

It was 2:00 pm when Zach and I did a light lunch in a restaurant. Now we were heading to my house, because mom and dad would already be there and I don’t want to be late. I can't wait anymore, I am so freaking happy. I’ll just insist them on staying for a few more days, and we would go out on a family picnic and introduce Zach to them too. I’ll buy my dress for prom with mom, and play tennis with dad just like old times. I was drowning in my thoughts, when suddenly Zach pulled up and came up with a stupid fight which had no valid reason. I was trying to calm him down but then my phone rang and it was Jake again. I got so pissed that I banged the door of the car and got out on the road. Receiving the call I said “WHAT THE HELL JAKE, WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?” But he didn’t reply. Zach started the car, I looked back and he was gone already. “JAKE STOP PLAYING WITH ME AND SAY THE FREAKING SHIT YOU WERE DYING TO SAY.” He didn’t reply again, and again I became pissed as hell. But then I heard someone cry on the other end of the phone. “Jake? You okay?"

I reached the hospital he told me about, I still didn’t know what had happened. I saw Jake sitting on a bench just outside the hospital. I ran to him, he was crying so hard. “Jake! Jake! What happened? Look at me? Is everything okay? Jake.” He said in a very gentle voice; “Mom is in the ICU, Dad came home and later mom came too, I went to take the album I made of our family memories. When I came back both were fighting, and dad even hit mom. She was crying, I tried stopping him but he slapped me too, they were arguing. He took his gun out and threatened mom to shoot her if she said anything more. She tried to solve the issue and was about to say something when dad already took a shot.”

It was hard to absorb all this, nothing has ever happened like this, never. The doctor told us after a day that mom was in a coma, as because the bullet affected a nerve to her brain. Dad was nowhere to be found. We tried contacting him but that number was no longer in his use. We even asked his friends and employees but no one knew where he'd be. Chloe was there with me all the time, and all my friends stood by me. Zachary Anderson, the guy I trusted the most loved the most, stood by and left all for that one guy, was gone without even saying a word.

No questions, no explanations. It just ended like that? He didn’t contact me after that fight, and I heard he was doing fine.

I am not in my senses anymore, its over, everything. All that mattered the most was the only love and trust left in my life but its gone too. All my expectations had been thrown like that. No family, no friends, no love, no trust? Is that all? Or there's yet to come? I don’t want to have a reason to be angry with God. Its so hard to believe that the people you trust the most leave you without even looking back? They do not care how you feel, or what you did for them. They always leave you in your hard times. Caring less about you yet you try to work it out. But its hard. Life is hard and demands the pain to be felt. I couldn't feel anything, it was time to realize nothing lasts forever and this world is just full of mean and selfish people.

"My Thoughts Are Stars, I Can't Fathom Into Constellations."

Left Alone In A World Unknown

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 23 May 2016 09:26:00 +0000

Everything ended for me with this news. I didnt know how to react. Everything was going all so well when all of a sudden my mom informed me of this. My very first instinct was not to believe what she had just said, but seeing that expression and the tears that she was hiding all I could do was face the reality. The reality that had just tore my life into a gazillion little pieces.

I just sat there. I felt like a feelingless person. No tears rolled down my cheeks because I couldn't feel anything. I felt all my body go numb all of a sudden. I stared at my wall sitting still on the floor when all of a sudden a scream escaped my mouth and tears began to fall. I crouched myself like a little baby onto the floor and cried. Hearing my screams my mom ran to my room and stood there in dismay seeing me like this. She knew nothing could be done.

This was life. This was reality. I had been in my own little world for just too long that God had finally decided to show me the bitter side of life. I had been living with the support of someone's love for too long that God thought it was time to show me that this "love" and the "happiness" with it doesn't last forever.

It was 3 pm and I had to get dressed. I changed my clothes as we prepared to leave. Staring out of the window of my car I could see the leaves fall. Everything has to come to an end one day. But nobody can ever imagine how soon it is for this life to end. Everything seemed so grey that day. Dull. Life seemed meaningless now. I had started to gather my senses back but that was to be for a short time. The car stopped and I could see people crying and sobbing when suddenly out of the corner of my eye I saw HIM.

He was lying there lifeless. Not moving a muscle. I lost control over myself. Without wanting to I ran towards him. I wanted to tell him how much i love him just one last time. I wanted him to open his eyes and look at me. I wanted him to tell me that he loved me too. I wanted him to hold my hand and say, "hey everything is going to be alright".

I wanted to hear that voice one last time. I wanted him to hold me so that I forget about this world and the bitter truth of mortality and live in my own little world. I wanted to spend all those moments with him just once more so that I could value them and cherish them more. Without him I was LOST. I just wasn't ready to accept that someone who had been such a major part of my life would all of a sudden leave me here.

In the middle of a world that was unknown to me. He left me and this world just like that to be on our own. All those promises he had made had just vanished into thin air. This was life. It was unpredictable. One day I'd leave this world just like he had. I'd leave all my loved ones behind to sit and cry over my memories.

"If He Could Do That Then Why Not Me? "

You Never Know How Important Someone Is To You, Until You Loose Them

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 15 May 2016 14:03:00 +0000

The title says it all. Don't you sometimes want something so badly, like anything? You sometimes cry for it, or probably scream in the house that you want it? And then when you get it, you don't even care about that thing anymore after sometime. And again, when you loose it, you cry so badly and want it again. Or sometimes, even after you loose it, you don't care anymore about it.

Well, same happens with humans, at first, we want a way to talk or be with a person so badly, we like, want to OWN that specific person. And when we get the chance to be with that person, we get happy and jump around with tears of joy. Then later, when we get irritated and annoyed from that person and loose him/her, at first, we get happy, but later realize that it was the biggest mistake to loose him/her, and that our life became incomplete without them. And so, we cry for the rest of our lives. Whether it was our fault, or vice versa. It would be still Our mistake if we were the first ones to leave them.

Like, you never know how important someone is to you, until you loose them. You just never know the consequences it would lead to. It would probably be so awesome or cool for you, but what about the other person? What if you were in place of that person?

If you wanted to leave that specific person at first? Why met him? If you never liked that person or were just annoyed by that person when he came and talked to you, why didn't you just tell him? It would have been just better crying for a day than crying for the rest of our lives when you would just have left him and said abusing words as well as spread rumors of him all over the school or college, and that after all the things you guys went through together, he would had to deal with them daily alone.

Why torturing the other person? Or being tortured yourself? Why faking everything and playing with the other person's heart? Like just why? Weren't you just happy with the way you were living before meeting them? Like you see a person, and think; "Let's Play With That Guy's Heart And Have Some Fun."

Well, whether it's you, or the other way around, things happen, life still goes on, all we need to do is Stay Strong and always think that,our life was going well before, and it still can go well after the departure of that person. All we need to do is put our hopes high, after-all Hope is what makes us stronger!

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Respect Women!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 13 May 2016 14:48:00 +0000

I don't like the fact that all guy jokes are sexually based, and the fact that people actually accept jokes aimed towards the female members of their family as well as the general public. I hate those things and if I ever get into a fight, ever! It would be because of those women, that should be getting the respect they deserve and not have an undermined influence in the society.

This whole male dominating society bill shut posses me off tbh. Women bear childbirth and still go through torture by families just because their newborn child wasn't a boy. Males are actually the worst. Everyone you see who is a male, doesn't even thank the God that he's a male, they think they're the best? And that women are their slaves, but they are wrong!

Doesn't matter if it's me, my friend or whosoever. Women get blamed for something a male is responsible for and that's ridiculous I saw these articles about honor killings and I lost my mind. Did you know a 16 year old female was killed by her elder brother just because she spoke to a male outside her family. What's even worse is that her father forgave her brother and saw the act as right and that, it was the only solution.

Females are the ones who are slur-shamed and there's no counterpart aimed at men. Males blame women in cases of rape just because they wore clothes that caught their attention. Like wtf? it's a damn excuse! A man will stare at you even if you're fully covered in a veil in which only your eyes are uncovered. Some people literally date to "kill time." That's just literally unfair to the girls! And why the hell is woman impurity considered a taboo topic? It's something that is supposed to happen no matter what! But still it's subject to shaming. There's this 'Religious Indian' who stated that he would install machines that detect impure women so that they could not be allowed to enter the temples as they're impure. Apparently it's okay for a man to enter a temple in a state of impurity, but a shame for an impure women to do that.

A women's duty is to raise her child in a respective manner. I strongly oppose the standards of our society has for the women. And why do women get paid less than men in some areas? Especially for the same job that the men are working in, and then they get criticized harshly upon any error. While men are set loose! I resent the fact that I'm a male in this society but I want to change it too. Women are beautiful things, they are delicate and fragile. They should be treated like a queen because they deserve it. They should be respected!

Women are stronger than men in my opinion due to the fact that they're surviving here. Men are weak! I myself being a male can say that. Women are the ones who are showered with acid by their husbands. They're the ones who are abused sexually, not men. Women are the ones who are hit by their husband's, men are not the ones who get hit by their wives. Even if a woman hits her husband, it's because of his mistake, she would never unanimously just hit him, it's all because of a reason that she's holding up for so long time, or should I say, Reasons?

Honors of this human category is just killing me. Daughters are said to be a blessing and that is what everyone should ask for. Women are the society's mothers and I say let's treat them like that. Plus women are even body shamed! No one wants a girl too fat, skinny or ugly? There's nothing such being that. Everyone's beautiful inside and outside! It's just what you think of someone. What difference does it make if a girl is just not perfect? Are you perfect? There's a famous quote which is one of my favorite:

"I will shed that skin to the very bone of yours, to show that appearance is not what makes a human beautiful."

So, if you just cannot respect a women, then atleast just respect yourself! Restore the Humanity within you, everyone is a human being, and not only women, but we should all respect everyone! Neither degrade someone, nor make fun of them and hurt their feelings. What do you know about them that what they're going through? What if they are going into the worst of situations but still smiling like a bright star? As because, they are strong and you are weak!

Sent in by
Talha Waqar

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Edge

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 05 May 2016 14:43:00 +0000

She stood there- on the very edge. One step ahead and everything would end; the pain, the tears, the loneliness, the bitter fact of what life actually is. She blinked tears away from her eyes and yet she couldn't understand the real reason behind these tears. She was about to make everything right, wasn't she? She was about to do what every other person wanted for to happen and yet she cried. She cried where tears fell with every blink. She could feel them first welling up and then brushing down her cheeks. she felt numb. This was it. One step and everything would end. FINALLY END. She stood there to look at what her life was one final time. She closed her eyes and took aa deep breath as the memories came rushing back.

"1st September: -No one was home, She sat there on the couch. The first turn in her life was about to come. It was just a normal day like any other, and yet she felt special that day. For then, she didn't know why but that day just started to seem magical. Just talking to her friends and random people like she usually did where she suddenly came across someone. At first it was nothing, then slowly she realized a feeling developing inside her and suddenly for the first time in her life, she knew what she actually wanted. Determined. Not desperate, but determined instead. She waited and waited until patience ran out and finally it happened. The turn in her life. She knew how beautiful could life just be. She, for the very first time, finally knew what it was like to be special, to mean something to someone"

She opened her eyes to just face what everything was like, not the time had changed everything. She didn't want to interrupt her flashbacks but she was sick of dreaming and finally, she had accepted to face the reality. The reality which forced her to do this.

Another flashback.

"For the first time her life was now finally on a settled path. She had finally found a reason to live. She never knew how it felt to actually care about someone else more than you cared for yourself. She finally knew how it was to talk to someone who meant the world to her. A smile never left her face but as they say; smiles fade as time passes by. She also knew how it was like to feel lonely without someone. They had recently argued upon crack in her own small little word. She had never imagined any such thing to happen but she was a bit too careful that the mistakes she made were not in her own sight. She knew it was her own fault. She knew she had flaws. She was just not ready to accept that someone who meant the world to her could have flaws. She knew that 'her world' was just perfect. Total perfection. And now she felt lonely. Just for a short period of time, nut for the first time she missed someone's presence. For the first time she cried for someone. That was the one and only time her tears were rewarded."

She opened her eyes once again with voices echoing inside her head. Promises being made to be there no matter what. To face every difficulty together. But once again the reality was in front of her. She was standing on the edge of a cliff- a single step and everything changes. Alone. But once again she felt someone's presence missing. She closed her eyes wanting the past to continue replaying.

"22nd November: No arguments, nothing, just a peaceful day was made magical by someone's presence. She was so lost in her dreams that she didn't see what was coming. The second crack to her world. Someone who chose to join the paths with someone is now asking to slowly drift away so that the separate paths could be taken. So that one life, one person, one body- has to split into two. The promises rush through her mind and she can't think straight. This feeling, emptiness, she had never known it before, yet right now she could tell. She didn't need justifications. She was so hurt for the first time ever that for her, nothing mattered anymore. She was so happy that morning but happiness doesn't last forever, does it? Her smile changed into tears. She felt broken. Betrayed. Lonely. Empty. Hurt. By someone whom she called her own. That was the first time she wandered that- was this what you got in return for loving someone? A billion questions popped into her mind. Questions she knew that she could now, never be able to answer."

She opened her eyes once again wanting the flashbacks to stop. She didn't want to remember. She didn't want to remember anything from her past. This was it. She could take one step, and it would solve everything, wouldn't it? She looked down the cliff and closed her eyes, without wanting the memories to come back once again.

"What hadn't she done? Self-harm? Suicide attempts? But none of them worked. Life and death are in the hands of God. She had tried everything she could just to let go of the past, but she couldn't. Sometimes it hurts to hold onto something, but sometimes it hurts even more to let go. She wanted to hold onto her past. The memories. She knew memories were a way of holding onto the things you are, the things you love, and the things you never want to lose. She knew it was difficult to forget someone who gave her so much to remember"

The memories- bringing waves of emotions. The first time they had talked. The first time they saw each other. The first time they heard each others voice. She knew that the decision she made was correct. She knew she would be able to make everything right. But she would never be able to listen to that voice asking her to come back, because she was missed by someone who had been a major part of her life.

She knew she would never be able to see her entire world in someone's eyes. She knew that now all those things would end. She knew that now she had to make this one last sacrifice, although she was sick of sacrificing her feelings for people who didn't care. She knew this was the last sacrifice to be made. After this- nothing. People who had a soft corner in their hearts would feel sorry, but for how long? One day? Two days? or maybe even three? But after that, everything would be the way it used to be. Life was nothing to her now. Nobody knew she was here and once she had done what she intended to do, nothing could be undone.

She knew she was nothing special. She was just a common person with common thoughts, and she knew that she had led a common life her whole life. There were no monuments dedicated to her and her name would soon be forgotten, but she had loved someone with all her heart and soul and for her, that was enough. She had loved someone so much that now she had to do this. Tears ran down her cheeks. There was no going back now.

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

Suddenly, she could feel the air against her skin. Fast. She could feel herself in mid air. And then. Suddenly.

" BLACK OUT "

But always remember, SHE LOST. She lost because she quitted. And so, she was a loser her whole life & the after-life.

If you haven't read "Life- It's all about being strong"
Click here ---> Life- It's all about being strong!

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Help Save Shamsher Malik!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 01 May 2016 20:28:00 +0000

UPDATE: Thanks to the Almighty, we have collected almost $100000 in 3 days as well as Malik Riaz, the Chairman of Bahria Town Pakistan has taken full financial responsibility for Shamsher's treatment.

Faith in Humanity still exists! :)

This young boy is fighting between Life & Death! He is one of my school friend and has been in Coma since 10th March 2016, for about 3 months atleast, his parents have spent almost $65000 on his medical treatment and his mother has lost her job, they are facing many troubles as well as running towards bankruptcy.

A message from Shamsher's father:

"My son Shamsher Malik , Student of A Levels, studying in ROOTS is in coma since 10th March in SHIFA Islamabad.
Shamsher is diagnosed with a rare disease SLE. He was diagnosed with ACUTE RENAL KIDNEY FAILURE & while being treated for these two problems he caught BACTERIAL MENINGITIS from Shifa Hospital. Unfortunately he developed HYDROCEPHALUS in his brain due to MENINGITIS & went into coma.
Since 15th February till now we have spent over 65 lac rupees ($65000) for his treatment.
Now we cannot afford to keep him in hospital.
We would be highly grateful and OWE OUR LIVES TO ANYONE WHO WILL HELP US IN THIS TIME TO SAVE SHAMSHER'S LIFE."

He's all over the social media where everyone is donating and launching campaigns for saving his life, whether it be his friends, school mates, or complete strangers. Every one of them is showing humanity!

Many of his close friends are trying their best to save his life, they have almost collected $30000 in 10 hours and much more from different websites like:
(P.S: YOU CAN DONATE HERE)
https://www.generosity.com/
AND
https://www.gofundme.com/

Campaigns are being launched all over Islamabad & Rawalpindi (in Pakistan) for this guy, many people are also donating from around the world. We are getting 100% response from the public of these twin cities. Perhaps, this shows the true meaning of friendship!

Facebook pages such as /MillionairesSayings/ AND thehumorists/ are also helping us in our mission! Millionaire's Sayings have helped us a lot in collecting the huge amount as well as spreading the word.

Although, we are getting more donations than we thought, but still we need more to save his life. Even $1 would be enough if you could donate, as every penny counts. We have to save his life and try to feel that what his family is going through! Just for the sake of humanity! We cannot lose him! Please help us & donate!

For people who live in Pakistan, you can contact on this number of his mother 'Dua Chohaan' to donate:
0323-8221822

Save Life! Save Humanity!

If you need any help regarding the steps to donate, or if you have already donated or about to donate, do email us at Smkaliasghar1@gmail.com
We would love to know! :")

Or the least you could do is to click the ads on this blog to donate, all the earnings would go to his medical treatments!

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Life- It's All About Being Strong!

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 29 Apr 2016 09:45:00 +0000

THE PAST IS IN THE PAST, LET IT GO!!

Dont judge me by my past, because the moving water is always the fresh one, as I keep learning everyday. My past doesn't know what I am now, neither my future knows what I was. So, live the life to it's fullest, that's the biggest blessing.

Our childhood, our memories, all those losses, disappointments, innocence, trust and love made our past. This past plays a very important role in shaping who we are today. Don't look back at it, it has nothing new, just the same old story that again turns you off and takes you back to those bad memories.

You cry, you mourn, you start drowning into it all over again. But what you get? Nothing, just the same old reply, the same ending and the same story. Nothing new, nothing interesting that cheers you or brings happiness and joy to you. Stop running after people who don't care about you. Think about those running after you, they deserve your time and love.

Today's mistakes become tomorrow's lessons. You fall a million times, yet you still are YOU, so get up, learn and move on. Whatever you did is now the past. It should only be looked upon as a lesson, a blessing to know the truth and learn from it. Things lost in the past would eventually cross paths with us again in the future. But don't worry, you're doing it right, just be confident and take the step.

Everything that happens has a reason, think positive because it's just how we look at things. The thing that matters the most is our perspective, and our way of thinking. Things done should never be regretted because we took those steps according to it's circumstances and they have made us who we are today.

Losing someone special is hard, you get broken, and now you're all alone. You start taking things too seriously, without searching for the hidden part. If someone leaves your life that's because they dont deserve you and that they just came to visit you not to stay with you forever.

Instead, someone better or new people come into your life, to help you stand up one more time. Isn't it amazing? how finely this roller coaster goes on and on. We lose people and meet new ones. Every person has a reason to enter our life, some come to show us the right way, while some people may become stories, some chapters, and some just titles of our book, but certainly, only we are it's author.

Many of us think that life is funny. Just when we start planning something, get excited about it, and boom, the paths suddenly change, wind blows the other way around. North becomes South, and East turns into West, and then we get lost, but what we don't see is that we have already started a whole new adventure, with many mysteries awaiting, many adventures yet to come, we just have to keep the lessons we learnt in mind and try not to repeat them.

What is meant to be, it will be. You can't do anything about it. No matter what, you cannot bring that person back unless it's fate. This is where we fail, we get all desperate to get them back and do whatever it demands, but forgetting the good part we get distracted from our main path. The line between determination and desperation should always be in our mind, because something that's ours would eventually be ours, but if something isn't, no matter how hard we try, it would never be ours.

People come and go. But the closest ones always hurt the most. People act quite good, they'll let you think you're extraordinary & special, but then they leave you, hurt you, throw you and use you like you were nothing, how can someone be so mean and heartless? Without even turning or looking back, they are gone. You cannot just leave and go away without even caring about them.

But, this is the part where you need to hold yourself together, and not let yourself break apart with just one bounce, this is the time to show your strength. This is where we have to be strong, so that one day we look at someone and say, 'but.....I survived.' Rather than sitting there and regretting the things we should give up on, GET UP, and FIGHT!

God has given us just one life and we cannot let anyone destroy it or waste it. We have one life and we should live it like there is no tomorrow, feel like that everyday is the last day of our life. Feel like the moon that shine at night, and the sun which brights up the day.
One day, you'll rise like a break of dawn and become an inspiration.

Nobody ever says 'goodbye' anymore. Everyone just seems to silently drift into the night and slowly walk away right when you need them. They don't even leave without any sign, without any warning. And whenever you cross paths, they can never look at you straight in the eye and once again, they disappear without a goodbye. This hurts a lot, because these were the goodbyes that were never said and never meant to be.

Obviously it hurts, but if the other person doesn't care, then why do you? It might be difficult to let go of the past and it might hurt, but we have to make sacrifices right? The pain might be temporary, it would soon end and you would be stronger than ever. These scars might even last forever, but they would be just as the reminders of how strong you were. It's just how you look at things. Don't ever see what has been done; seek out for what remains to be done.

"Be strong & be happy, because the happiest people are the strongest ones."

"If we can't touch the past, then why are we letting it touch us?"

Upcoming article: "Edge" on May 6th.
Be sure to read it! :)

Written & Published by
Ali Asghar

Edited by
Maida Nasir