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2023-10-10T12:45:00.000-07:00

kill time
We killed time playing cards.
- /kɪl//taɪm/
idiom
to spend time doing something that is not important while you are waiting for something else to happen
scroll
Scroll to the end of the document.
- /skroʊl/
verb
to move text or other information on a computer screen in order to see a different part of it
stare
I screamed, and everyone stared.
- /ster/
verb
to look at somebody/something for a long time
in-between
He's at the in-between stage, neither a child nor an adult.
- /ˌɪn.bɪˈtwiːn/
adjective
being between one thing, condition, etc., and another

Weekend Patrol NPC

2022-06-01T07:14:00.002-07:00

What to choose to increase Favorability in Weekend Patrol?

2022-05-31T07:07:00.001-07:00

It's sad that I miss you everyday.

It's just sad that feelings remained unsaid,

It's so sad that we only have to keep it to ourselves.

It's just Sad.

But I know it's for the best.

Loving you from afar,

I even met you in my dreams,

Having a good time.

But I know it will remain in my dream.

You will always be the sweetest memory,

I will never forget.

2022-05-28T15:31:00.012-07:00

"Sometimes the person who tries to keep everyone happy is the most lonely person" and he replied "seriously 😀".

Yes seriously because I know myself how to be sad and it feels not good and sometimes really so so lonely. So I want that the people around me is happy. By that I can also be happy seeing them happy.

2022-05-27T15:45:00.012-07:00

Sometimes we don't really let go of the person we love. We just learn how to cope on the situation given to us. We learn how to put our mask and smile even deep down in our hearts we are crying.We learn how to laugh even we are so broken. We adapt and survive. We live and we hope that someday everything will be okay.

2022-05-26T15:58:00.005-07:00

The dark has always felt like home to me. I always want to sleep so dark. And if I'm so lonely I just want to stay my room and bed. I always find comfort in darkness

And maybe I just belong to the night. Like the moon and the stars.

I know once you've been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.

2022-05-25T15:50:00.001-07:00

he said: "Find a reason to play" me thinking and get tired because the reason I play is him. Before he said why not make me a reason for you to continue to play. And seem he already forgot why I'm back at playing haha

2022-05-24T15:54:00.006-07:00

The problem with getting attached to someone. Is when they leave you, you just feel lost. I'm always alone even I got friends, most of the time I'm alone. So they don't bother asking me if I'm coming or not. When I get attached to someone, I always try to ready myself as I know someday they will hurt me. Because they won't be around forever. They will just be there for you to comfort you when you needed them. Or vice versa your the one helping and comforting them. That's why you are together for now.

2022-05-20T16:02:00.001-07:00

Shutting down myself is far worse than me exploding. I just want to shutdown so I can no longer feel any pain. In this way It's easy for me to say what ever I feel or in my mind to the person that hurt me the most. I've already said things over and over to the point I don't care anymore. I don't want to ask anything anymore. Because when I explode, I will be totally a mess and I think it will be harder to fix myself by then. And I think when I explode it means I still fight for what I believe we had.

2022-05-19T15:35:00.000-07:00

Before I give up on anyone, I try and I try and I try until I no longer can try anymore. Means I'm so tired of trying and just wanna give up on everything. Even it will cost me so much pain. I think it will be for the best, not for me but for him. And me by giving up means everything. Forget everything,

2022-05-18T15:40:00.001-07:00

All these time I tried to be good, be at your side and make you happy. Or maybe I just thought I'm making you happy but the truth is not. I wanted you to choose me. Yes you did say you choose me. But I know you choose me because I fight for you, because I'm the one beside you. But you didn't choose me because you really like me.

All these days and weeks, I think I just leave in my own world. Thinking you cared for me, thinking you really like me, believing it was all real. But in the end, all I had was the role I played as the fool and my heart was once again torn into pieces.

2022-05-17T14:56:00.000-07:00

I'm not asking you to stay for the rest of my life...

Stay as long as you like...

No whys..

no hows...

no buts...

no promises...

just stay...

It's more than enough

2022-05-05T16:22:00.001-07:00

She said if he is confused whether to be with you or not. Stop it already. You cannot be someone "second choice" or someone "maybe" or someone "what if" or someone "I'm not sure". You deserve better. You need someone who knows exactly what they want.

But why its hard for me to do process all the words you say.

2022-04-25T16:26:00.001-07:00

Maybe I also wanted to matter to you. And maybe my insecurity made me ask for proof or maybe you never took the time to show me I was ever anything at all. And I just believed on those.

2022-03-07T15:42:00.000-08:00

I appreciate the little and the big things you do for me. Your simple ways of showing you care makes me smile and say “I’m lucky to have you as my friend”

2022-02-28T15:31:00.001-08:00

The thing is, I'm not even angry with you. I never really was. I was mad at myself. I still am mad at myself for allowing you to treat me the way you did and for knowing the entire time what was going on ad still allowing it to happen, just keep you in my life a little bit longer.

2022-02-23T15:41:00.001-08:00

i’m just the person who fill the spot in your emptiness. If your already happy i am just being set aside if not your here again making me feel that im important too.

Sad, you just let me taste the old you for one day. But it’s okay i’m already tired 😪

I wanna close my eyes now not thinking of the friendship we had. Who am I by the way. I’m just nobody.

You teach me how to be tough and took away my smile 😃. now its time to put out the mask i already set aside and hide with a fake smile. I know you don’t see my worth but i know the people around me see it. And they missed to see the old me. They are trying to fix things but what i said is “Dont try to fix things please accept the new me. Dont find what is already gone”

I try to understand but you are pushing me further and further away. Did i ask or do something that makes you these?

Somebody told me maybe just avoiding conflicts for the future. What can I say hahaha. No worries i think im accepting the situation now.

Dont want to stress myself, that place is only my escape for all my stress. and now…

2022-02-21T15:33:00.001-08:00

I never asked for much, but the small things I needed to fill the space for my heart desires, were hard to come by. You are the one who made me feel special and now its like I'm asking you the world. All I wanted was a little bit of your time.

2022-01-02T13:18:00.000-08:00

YOU may not have everything that you want, but you do have everything that you need.

BE always GRATEFUL for everything that makes your life BRIGHT , BEAUTIFUL & PEACEFUL !!!

2021-12-31T13:59:00.001-08:00

Love is not enough to make someone who's gonna be there for you all the time,

It is someone who would treat you better,

It is someone who could see you through,

It issomeone who would never say goodbye

2021-11-26T20:02:00.001-08:00

Remember self-control is strength and calmness is mastery. I need to get to the point where my mood doesn't shift based on the insignificant actions of someone else. I must not allow others to control the direction of my life. I must not allow my emotions to overpower my intelligence.

2021-11-05T11:11:00.001-07:00

I tried to fit in, trying to blend in with everyone else..

The thing is, it didn’t work out as how I wanted to be.

No matter how much I followed the crowd and did my best to be like the rest..

I was still different. I’m thankful for that.

I was never meant to be just another copy of everyone else.. I am unique in my own ways and I am meant for so much more than that.

I’ve got big dreams, a kind heart and a passionately deep soul that yearns for more than just an ordinary life.

Life’s too short to live unhappy, unfulfilled and empty.

I want to chase my dreams, fight for my future and immerse myself in the beautiful moments.

I’ve spent too long doing things I never should have in ways that weren’t me..

So I’m changing the music, turning it up and setting fire to my life.

I know I’ll still stumble and fall.

I’ll lose my way and get frustrated.

I’m sure I’ll fail as much as I succeed..

But I’ll be doing it my way, by my rules.

I’m not going to ask for permission, approval or acceptance.

I’m making my world what I should have long ago-

Happier, fun and authentic.

I don’t always know where I’m going, but the beauty of the journey isn’t in the destination.

I’ll lift my face to the sunshine, dance in the rain and live in the moments.

So, when you see me out there living my life to the fullest, just smile and join me.

I may be a little weird but I’m always loving, true and real.

In a world full of imitations and trends,

I’ll always be the one thing I love most about myself:

Original and genuine.

It’s up to me to make my choices-

And I’m choosing happiness,

Now and for always.

2021-11-04T11:20:00.002-07:00

Life has been hard lately and I feel like I'm drowning at every turn, but I need to keep going.

I need to lift my head, dig deep and find a way- I always do.

Life may have gotten the best of me for a while, but it doesn’t storm forever.

I need to overcome this stronger , wiser and better than I have ever been before, but first, keep fighting and get through it.

I’m not saying it will be fast or easy, only that it will be worth it. I'm worth it..

I need to stop thinking about the past and begin believing in your future..

Because my best days, happiest moments and beautiful love haven’t happened yet,. And they will.

I know I have been fighting for survival as long as I can remember, but this is where my story starts to change.

I don’t want to give up on my hopes and dreams before ever really started.

Turn the page. Start a new chapter.

Believe in myself, because I know I got this.

I need to stop thinking of negative that make me doubt myself.

I'm a beautiful strong soul who is capable of anything, so start by finding that person I have lost along the way.

They’re waiting for me to remember them.

I deserve happiness, so keep going and stop surviving and start living.

Do it for myself.

Then never look back or stop until you end up where you’re meant to be.

Be unstoppable.

2021-10-27T20:41:00.002-07:00

When I say "I love you" , I mean is I value and cherish you. That you are an piece of my story, an irreplaceable part of my life, and that I wouldn't sacrifice you for anything. I may not say it as often as some do, and I will never use those words reflexively. I won't echo it back every time I hear it. That is because, when I say it, I mean it, with all of my heart and all of my soul.

2021-10-26T20:56:00.001-07:00

It really hurts. I never faked my tears so when it falls, I am really hurt.