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梦想-我是独行者

2013-08-24T11:21:00.003-07:00

有些事情，我选择不说。。。
为什么总在夜深人静时，有烦恼的事让我无法好好入眠~
烦了之后但不哭，不是我冷血。而是有些知道过后，眼泪潮湿不掉眼泪
心痛地收藏着，然后苦笑不堪。
明知道不合适，却穿着同样一件衣服
不喜欢就是不喜欢，何必勉强穿着自己不喜欢的衣呢？
我性格就是任性，执着。。。
谁坚持到最后谁就是王者吧！
看了难道就不当一回事吗？我没那么卑微~
你不爱的，可是我却做了，做了又让你失望，可是我不能给到你未来你想要的，你愿意吗？
可是还能怎么办呢？越不觉得危机就觉得有危机感!
此时此刻我很想大哭，但我没有那么软弱呢！
有些东西得到了未必是好事，好想此刻就舍弃一切~

只好用梦想来麻醉自己，尽量忘记自己的伤痛。。。
看我最爱的车，看我最爱的房子，看我最爱的海边~
认真的思考着，不被任何人影响，这是我要的
我知道我本来就爱自由，独自走在街道上，再看看我穿着的鞋子
一脚一步印想起了一些幻灯片，唤醒了我一些事
梦想是我唯一希望，我找不到寄托
可是我还是坚持，忍着坚持不要放弃~
我不多说，只希望有一天，有一个人。。。
能真真切切地懂我，并在他心目中我永远是个特别的女孩~

當愛情變成親情？

2013-02-16T02:45:00.003-08:00

當愛情變成親情？

兩個人在一起久了，好多年。感情已經很穩定、彼此瞭解、不會分手，覺得已經是家人、是親人了...一個眼神，一個微小的動作，都知道對方在想什麼、要做什麼，知道這輩子就是他了。一切都順理成章的進行著，就等著畢業、工作、結婚。

可並不能因為這樣的穩定，而忽略了生活上的細節，從而忽略了對方的感覺。就算再堅固的感情，也會受傷、也會被別人趁虛而入的。所以，我們要注意這些小節，因為生活就是由每個小節組成的。如果你不想分手，想一直走一輩子。那麼，請注意以下這些：

1、隨時能聯繫到彼此。因為生活學習工作的原因，兩個人經常分開是難免的，而對現在的我們來說，手機應是我們最主要的聯繫工具。不要沒事就關機，或者不帶電話，電話沒電要及時換電池、充電。我給你打電話，不是要監督你、檢查你，而是要知道你平安，你現在很好。所以，請24小時開機，如果當時因為種種原因沒有接電話，事後一定要馬上打回來，主動說明原因。

2、經常談心，讓彼此知道對方的想法。這一點是兩個人長久相處最重要的一點。不溝通哪來的彼此瞭解，不瞭解怎麼能形成默契。你也不用像做思想彙報一樣的說自己的心理活動。就像聊天一樣，說說自己身邊發生的事，自己的想法，或者說說兩個人之間的相處之道。談戀愛談戀愛，不交談怎麼戀愛？不要把什麼都憋在心裡，這樣你憋得難受，我猜得也難受，女人本來就是愛胡思亂想的。往往很多事，你把它說出來，反而倒沒事了。你什麼都不說，只會沒事變有事，甜蜜變傷心。

3、吵架要發洩出來，不能隔夜。兩個人在一起，吵架是避免不了的。但是希望兩個人不要冷戰，可以爭吵。讓彼此都發洩出來，這樣才不會生病。更不要隔夜，生氣睡覺是最容易死人的，除非你是沒心沒肺的那種，躺下就著，一點事兒沒有的。但最好還是當天解決，因為很多事往往越擱越難解決。

4、互相尊重。不光說話要互相尊重，還要尊重彼此的思想、行為。尤其是在對方朋友面前，不要過分的顯示你一定要佔上風，因為主角本來就不是你。不是說，你在他朋友面前，一定要給足他面子，貶低自己，那樣他在朋友面前就會顯得怎麼怎麼樣，就是愛他、尊重他。而是說不要刻意的貶低他，顯示自己，而是要互相捧著說，那樣才會讓別人覺得你們是互相尊重，感情平等的。

5、不要跟異性朋友沒完沒了的聯繫。每個人都有異性朋友，這也不是什麼不好的事情。反而能說明你這個人心理很健康。但是你的異性朋友不要太多，超過同性朋友更是有問題的。聯繫可以，但不要太過頻繁。有這麼一句話：「跟愛人吵架，跟陌生人說心裡話。」你跟異性朋友永遠是溫柔的，心裡話都說給她們。可是跟愛人卻是冷漠的，惜字如金的，什麼心裡話都不說。那麼你們的感情肯定經不起一點兒風浪，和平也只是暫時的，一旦對方受不了了，爆發了，那麼你們肯定就完蛋了。

6、不要吝嗇你的嘴。兩個人交往，甜言蜜語是應該的，這也是最增進感情的一種方式。不要因為在一起時間久了，覺得沒必要說這些了，就吝嗇自己的嘴，情話要經常說。三天沒見就必須說想念，不想也得這麼說。「不就是才一個月見不到嗎？」這種話絕對不能說，太傷人心。

7、態度決定一切。不要動不動就不耐煩、發脾氣、亂吼。誰都有心情不好，誰都有不高興的時候。但是你要跟對方說明原因，不要無緣無故的凶人。

8、兩個人吵架，不管是誰的錯，必須有人先低頭道歉，哄對方；而另一個人也必須很給面子的配合，迅速和好。

我們長大了，不再像小時候那麼單純，一看就懂。這個世界上的誘惑也變多了，你不去招惹她，她會來倒貼你的。人越大，心思就越多。如果你不去努力維護你的感情，不去用心的對待你的另一半，那麼再堅定地感情也會被摧毀的。

决心让我爱上你♥

2013-01-09T08:28:00.001-08:00

感觉如此的美妙

缘分让我们相遇从那一刻决定把小手交给你时

你让我的生活有很大的改变变得不像真实的自己

爱情让我学会一堂课就是用真心

来对待对方

为对方着想

尊重对方

体谅对方

珍惜眼前人

来维持我们的感情就如此而已。。。

童话♥

渴望着童话故事版的爱情不在现实生活里

真心的白马王子不是外貌有多帅

而是他愿意为你付出肯花时间陪你

无怨无悔忍你的小小脾气

为了不让你难过愿意做你的男人

在心酸的背后默默保护着你为你做了很多事情

其实他很脆弱只是不让你看穿而已

爱你才会在乎你为了我们的将来

失眠了好几夜如何把幸福交给他

他想给你一个温暖的家　不计较大小

只要每一天都能看到你的空间　他都愿意为了你完成

有时候　不是他没有主见　只是想配合你而已

想和你配合的男人　其实是想和你一起过美满的生活的男人

真心的男人　不管有再多困难　　他也不会放开手的那个人

不放手　就是代表他不放心　在乎你　才会照顾你

怕你受到一点点伤害　只好委屈自己　

放下面子和疲惫的身子　任你打　任你发泄

他不会花很多钱　却给你很多　

他只想找一个真心　为了他等他给她幸福　在他的背后一直陪着他的女人

Darling,你看见自己了吗？
当你看到这个文章时，我们还会在一起吗？还是这样过现在的生活吗？=')

Movie Time：《犀利人妻最終回：幸福男．不難》

2012-12-25T09:37:00.001-08:00

Is time to update again~

第一次和darling看半夜场的爱情片^^

这是我们第一部爱情片在电影院看吧！

我觉得很好看，看了这一部过后

我就爱上了爱情片了，哈哈

下次如果有上映爱情片，我一定会去看

（￣︶￣）

我还没看这部偶像片《犀利人妻》...反而

Darling看过了~~

想不到他也有偶像剧的~

看过了，当然要与大家分享一下电影的内容

这是说明着小三出现的故事...

哈哈...不好意思，我也不太清楚故事内容

但是 我有精彩的预告片给大家看

真的蛮好看的！

外婆家♥Grandmother house

2012-09-02T09:29:00.000-07:00

可爱的小鬼^^

haha

Two cute girl girl are my cousin,Cute!

CUTIE♥

NIce~girlXD

So Cute

Tonight.....We Are Young!!!=D

MY memory Only U and I♥

2012-06-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

Tree beside got flowers,Pretty?

What the beautiful scene?Like the movie secret by Jay Chou!XD

I love Sunset...Who also love this sea？

My darling and I,,,^^He not so handsome guys,but it is okey,Cute!Haha^^

【 RELATiONSHiPS HAVE STAGES ♥ 】

2012-06-19T05:14:00.001-07:00

【 STAGE 1 (1-3 Months): The Honeymoon Stage 】

Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love.” You share moments, dates and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. It’s like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you’re thinking, “This may work out….” and it seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.

*If your relationship ended in this stage — Most likely, both rushed into the relationship too quickly. Being together was all too sudden and just for the moment. When one starts noticing the flaws, one gets a choice to move foward, or back away. Being friends has a high percentage of working out, but nothing to stress over. Both may just need the time to get to know one another better.

【 STAGE 2 (4-6 months): The Bumpy Road 】

Things are going okay now. The relationship is calm and settled; both are still mostly happy. Had a couple arguments and disagreements here and there, nothing huge. Start to notice some of each other’s flaws and aspects of their personalities not seen before, but still truly care for one another.

*If your relationship ended in this stage — You truly cared about this person. You had the energy to fight for this person, yet you feel as if something was lacking, something was missing. It doesn’t feel right, one isn’t happy. When one isn’t happy, one tends to walk away to seek their new happiness. Being friends is still a possibility.

【 STAGE 3 (7-12 months): The Rocky Mountain 】

You start to realize who your partner really is. A few more arguments may occur. Problems with jealously, overprotectiveness may arise. Other people may come in the picture. The “in love” moments start to decrease, but you feel as if you’ve “fallen in love.” You tend to have this energy inside to strive and “make it work,” and you feel more comfortable being around this person, feeling more of yourself.

*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel as if you’re hurt, depending on the circumstances. You were so sure that that person was “The One.” You were so SURE that he/she was different. But like a cancer, a problem that may have happened, a small issue, grew into something larger that took over what was made between two people. You still miss this person from time to time. You still remember the memories. Being friends may be difficult right away, but over time, you slowly mature up, and learn the reality of it.

【 STAGE 4 (1 year or more): The Long Road 】

1, 2, 3, 4, 5 years, huh? This person truly means something to you. You are “in love” with this person. He/she made a difference in your life. No one else knows you more than this person. You guys have been through the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still strive to make it last.

*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel heartbroken; it’s tough. You can’t sleep, can’t eat, you miss him/her, you try to move on, you try meeting new people, but seems like nothing works. For whatever reason the split occured, it must’ve been something important, or something must have been so wrong that it took over. Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved” .. .. ♥

拼什么

2012-05-10T11:18:00.003-07:00

来到了五月份了！已经是五月份了！
我朋友全都去升学了...
而我找了书记的工作，新任值班！
这是我第一份工作，薪水Rm650
从很早八点半醒来，就匆匆忙忙去工作了～
做到六点才放工，很忙啊~~~
我喜欢的人，又想你又要工作~
工作的时候，就不段的想你，我想这应该是我人生最煎熬的日子了～
忙着忙着...也没时间...

在工作期间被顾客骂被人家拒绝久而久之也习惯了
我也不管了真的没有力气再管了~~~
接不完烦人的电话我真的不耐烦了
有想放弃这工作的念头我也不知如何是好...

真的到头来，在工作期间想了很多~
和从此变成熟了...

心累了就再也听不到自己的心跳
只为了你一个人而跳
寂寞空虚无奈～这就是我现在的人活...
想见亲爱的人又不能见这让我心痛不已
我的心一直都在痛着...你知道吗？
这夜晚听着悲伤的歌我的泪水差一点撑不下去了~
我的梦想就在此刻被工作淹没了已经死亡了~
这是我的心底话不敢和任何人说~
逼着自己做不喜欢的事情是无可否认的...
直到我勉强不来为止... ...

回想着以前美好的从前再也回不过来
想念读书的时候想起了也红了双眼
也失去了很多很多...
也许 “失去” 也是我“后悔” 最大的遗憾！

我相信有一天伤口复原心痛也会有停止的一天！
晚安！希望你不要想太多！我也知道你辛苦！爱你！

no pain no gain

2012-04-08T07:01:00.003-07:00

I think i must do the job....
Start my new life...
No enough money ...sadness

My love disappear...lonely...
FAIL my JPJ...dissapointed....

Nvm larr,i am younger...
Still can do the job earn money.
That's fine for me
Although no money, no love, fail my jpj~

感觉Feeling。。。

2012-04-04T10:57:00.002-07:00

很久没有写blog了,我不想为谁而写了

但是,不写...偏偏就有很多话憋在心里面不说

。。。

不敢说的爱又怎么会有结果

从那一刻开始，你让我明白学会了一堂课

爱''我从来就没那么认真爱过一个人

以前的我，终是喜欢把爱放在嘴边

现在的我，有了爱的人喜欢放在心里

我爱你，更不需要理由

我几乎可以把你的缺点看成优点

说不爱你，偏偏越爱

说不想你，偏偏就越想

想你的日子，我快要变成另一种人

未来，模糊的视线

以前的你，我都不在乎

我只在乎，唯一的你。

心里只有你一个，想着满脑子都是你

我都快要晕了，我在想：可以不要那么想你吗？快点从我脑子里出来~

可是不能~看别的男生，帅帅的，也不会那么留意

想你的时候，想知道你在做些什么？

木有伤害，只剩淡淡的忧郁，苦中思甜，仅此而已
现在的我，什么都不在乎

不管遇到挫折，困难...

但最在乎的只有你了......

[情感]找出真爱诀窍

2012-02-03T12:21:00.000-08:00

你我曾经深爱过某人，无非也就是芸芸众生中的一个，只是爱由心生。

只以为他会是今生最爱，当你感觉你爱他，你用心去爱就觉得他最珍贵，当万物归原，生命仍然继续，他无非也就是我们生命中的一过客。我们根本无法确定哪一个才是今生最爱，如果不懂得去珍惜，你身边这个爱你的人，在某一天，也会成为你身边过客。

找一个你爱的人不容易，找一个爱你的人也不容易。
如果无法确定哪一个才是你最爱的人，何不在自己成为别人的爱人的时候珍惜这份感情?
爱由心生，你告诉自己是爱他的，自然就可以爱上他。

如果你爱的人不爱你，请你记住“爱由心生”。是你太过于把目光集中在他身上了，试着放开视线焦点，你会发现光亮的蜡烛到处都有。

Movie time♥

2012-01-02T09:11:00.000-08:00

Well...Is time for youtube...

What's about the making of youtube video you like?
I perhaps,more like the comedy.
yeppp...who was the most popular in youtube?
They just for fun to make a video.
Do...
Humour!

Madness!

OR strange...

They is SMOSH!!!
This two guys really got crazy in making video!

I like them so much.HAHA^^
They also make one of the most popular video on youtube.

Pokemon theme song.

WoW!!Got 235,134,165 views!!!
They do well done,real nice!
Ok.SHUT UP!Of my mouth.
Let me introduce the next...

Second,this guys must had a lot of fun in youtube video.

He kinda fun.Cool.

I thought this will Make Me Bad,son.

He like the word of BITCH.
He also like banana.Giraffer.

Is he was.Damian.^^

If you watch his video,you will gonna crazy.

waaaaaaaaaaaa....

ggiiiigiggigigiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

loooolooololl...

*^&%$#@^#()(*&&%$#@##%

A lot of word will he saying.

LOL!
How come the action he do?

Let me previous this video...

I have not his picture.

Just share the video to all.

Watching the movie with my bro at Ipoh Jusco cinema♥

2011-12-20T11:35:00.000-08:00

Have you watched the movie Mission Impossible 4: Ghost Protocol?
I viewed it last night.

I found it to be very interesting and entertaining.

Tom cruise had actor the last few movie impossible,more cool.
But this time was had a little bit funny.
About this movie,i had also to learnt many things.
Every movie i would ponder with call it my gut seriously.
I love with the action film so much.

In addition,i feel dreaded when watching the actor had a shoot the gun to them.
While a moment,tom cruise and another in inside the sea,urgent to help save himself.

Oh god!!! He almost to shoot by the gun.

Usually,the sequel to a movie is as good as the first production,

but this movie seems to be different.

If you have not seen it yet,you must!

My aunt wedding dress taken by france&taipei ♥

2011-12-19T12:35:00.000-08:00

When i walked in this shop,i have seen a lot of weeding dresses.
There are created more special design for it.
VERY BEAUTIFUL!:)
I love it design so much.
That make me want to take a photo with many shoot.
I staring wistfully at dresser.

My mom just said this dress very nice!She like yellow colour also. :)

WOW!!

I would like be provided with glamorous dresses.

We in the Eko park at Ipoh ♥15.12.2011

2011-12-16T11:14:00.000-08:00

Lake inside got a pretty of fish.

The hot sun rise make me feel dizzy.

Beauty LOTUS

I get ready to take a new photo for update.

Seen like a kindergarten kids.Cute or not?^^

The fish in the lake had large and little fish.
Shortly,i dreaded fish spark at water while feeding it a slice of bread.
But that was a nice experience trip given me.

那些年...过了以后

2011-12-07T10:15:00.001-08:00

今天♥07122011♥我会永远记住这一天,,,,在此我要正式宣布我终于毕业了...

在这两年以来，我真的非常感谢我的朋友,老师,及几位亲爱的朋友.

虽然艰苦，可是最终还是熬过了...

在我想放弃的时候，我都不哭...憋着在心底难免会很痛苦

我只好说我这两年都不哭，只有一种心情...紧张~紧张~

此时此刻，到了今天,我终于哭了...

哭得最厉害的一次，就只有今天了~

我真的不明白，我还想好好念书下去

虽然spm刚结束，但是奋斗和充满挑战的精神依旧还在

最后一科，华语，我选了“吃苦"’这一题

我target使命地拼了三面，最终还是把它写完了~高兴~

我永远牢记在心里，这些心情，回忆

回忆里累积了酸甜苦辣，如果没有了味道，就不会品尝到多姿多彩的生活~

还是用遗憾来作为句点吧~虽然有些遗憾，但是我们往后的日子更要珍惜~

遗憾是我们成长的过程，好好收下它，接纳他，这是个很难得的经验~

其实，真的没什么，大不了以后要更珍惜所拥有的吧！加油我的朋友！！！

为往后的日子打拼,闯出一番天，敢敢来，表现自己的才华~为自己还没实现的梦想而奋斗吧！！

我相信，你们肯定是很好的保证！老师以我们为荣！

朋友们，我们离开后，各自各走，像天上的鸟儿~自由的飞~
不再见面，不代表，不再对你想念~
离人节作为我的心情~

天堂.零.距离接触

2011-12-01T07:30:00.001-08:00

我很喜欢海

也很喜欢一片大大的蓝天
我人很简单
想跨越一片蓝天有着大大的梦想
在大海中寻找新空气环境
每个人都会喜欢吧:)

大海让人有一种宁静的感觉

我爱的蓝天就像这样
坐飞机可以直接看下的朵朵白云
像是棉花般一样绵绵的暖暖的
好舒服~

光辉天空正在迎接新的一天的开始

三只鸟儿自由自在地在天空上飞啊~飞~

Book of Secret.

2011-11-28T23:08:00.001-08:00

These kind of book i want to share for blogger in many times ago.

Also,this is a first Eng-book in special to share to other.

Really,i just said that is a meaningful and useful knowledge to learn for it.

Well,the secret book in top of list is EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE,NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

That also said about ASK.BELIEVE.RECEIVE.

These were let us know the book of secret.

Perhaps i am not read this book,i really want read book till end.

If you prefer this kind of book,go quickly turn to click in this link:
http://thesecret.tv/thesecretbook/

周杰倫 - 挑戰新的速度

2011-11-28T22:59:00.001-08:00

看了这个video...除了囧之外还是有些怀念杰伦的旧歌。

好听+囧=yeng!!!♥

太酷了,我喜欢这个video~

这个制作人也太yeng了,加快speed杰伦的歌,我想他更定是杰迷了~

哇靠!!

Stay forward,never give up!

2011-11-27T20:22:00.001-08:00

The spm was passes very soon.I will tried my whole best in every chance i had,said seriously.

Future is on my hands,but chance is how to do on your life.

Trumb up's.Don't give up.Let's the hope become true.

Don't let a life normally,you will had a life suffused regret.

Encourage when you felt down,but don't discourage.

I believe one day i will prosperity.If i failure,i also never despaired on my life.

Face a problem you have,no dreaded.

Looking wistfully at successful man.

No one's is impossible,everyone must be''i'm possible''.

Honestly,my ambition is become a airline stewardess.

I kinda love this kind of job,hehe.

While i am18 years old,i want to interview to try and practice more until i was a reality stewardess.

I know that was not easily,it's a challenge.

Stewardess must know a lot of language.I tried to learn it.

Advantage is it could built a relationship to tourist and more.

That was very helpful in business such two bird's with one stone.

Sometime,i appreciated to my family and friends.All of them was kind of important in life.

Here,i am optimistic that my link to share to others:

http://hi.baidu.com/%CE%D2%B5%C8p%C3%F1/blog/item/b993ab524cabb93e42a75b34.html
To sum up,this link would have inspired all of you to lead a become stewardess.:)

全新的一天...1/11/2011My New Update.:)

2011-10-31T11:20:00.000-07:00

今天1/11/2011全新的一天,这么特别的日子~才发现许多东西也改变了...

犹如blog facebook甚至是微博也更新了~这样我也需要更新一下我的博客了~^^

考试要到了~努力这几天~时间也过得真快~~~我得要快马加鞭了~

Haizzz~没办法~人生也要拼一次~就这么一次~就好了~

我真的担心会考不好~不知道如何是好~~~

再多么地紧张~也要考试~这是不能避免的决定！

命中注定生长在马来西亚一定要考了这场...

在这几个月也发生好多事情...也有悲剧与喜剧

喜剧就如selina结婚啦~周杰伦出第是十一张唱片啦！！^^

悲剧有泰国洪水灾难...希望赶快解决掉这问题~泰民也平安无事~

唯一最可怕的事我大考来临中...怕怕~~~

这几天虽然对我来说很短暂...

也只有努力....努力...努力...再说吧~

读我这篇文章过后你们一定会很好奇~不必多疑~我只是在练习中...

Today 1.11.2011was a new day in this mouth,what's a special day.

Alright,i mention that many thing was already update...

Especially blogger,facebook also remain weibo.

That reason make me want to update more and more...hehe

The examination has been countdown,i must be practice and work hard as quick as possible.

haizz~life should get a position to hardworking.Irritated~

I really anxiously get a result off colour ~

however how a worried,must do the exam ,as etched in stone.

As a Malaysian,must take a exam in form5.

A few mouth later,have more than kind of event was happened.

Such like happiness and sadness filem.

Selina has been married~Jay chou come out a new album.

Sadness would have Thailand disaster like my novel midst of hardship.

Hope that may in normal and safety.

Unfortunately,my exam...scared

Not more time,shorter.

My 18 teen birthday^^

2011-09-11T10:19:00.001-07:00

I just had a great party for me.

My mom give me a special cake.hehe

One word could represent my feeling now

''Happy!!!''^^
Appreciated....

When finish to see all this picture,it looks like great, isn't?

But suddenly write down the blog,i was crying now.

I don't feel so happy to me,that was so hurt.

I know that next year want to go NS.
I will be there no celebration with my family

Beside that,i feel scare all things in NS.

It was first time i myself going outside livelihood.

Many case NS had blacklist in many years.

Perhaps i could live or not?Said seriously.

Sushi with my beloved friends♥

2011-08-28T21:56:00.000-07:00

Today,26.08.2011

Is my special day for me*

With my friends ngan xin en,apple ssy and lim li xin

was decided went to yoshiya eat sushi...^^

That day,got tuition of BM,

But we still dare for eat high tea together^^

Yummy

I have been started drooling...

We order set lunch and some sushi there

Appreciated for food

Sushi♥

Exactly good taste♥

Last one,Green tea ice-cream♥

My life like a ...dot...ddd

2011-08-24T06:55:00.000-07:00

...stiil alone staying at home

How come i would do stupid things in the world?

My mami knock a door in a few minute again

It could felt that she so long winded

Haizzz....

You could says i am rude,but could let me have a private time

so tired can felt now

I myself such as lazy bug

Sleep and suffering again again

Job was my hatted activities

Going school let me hatted quite bored

Consider tomorrow was my holiday

I thought that day i had my holiday season

Oh no,tomorrow had test for art

Sadness all my faces

write own shoot on blog

write to my feeling

write to my personal

write to my whole day and night

Inspired my dream

Some stupid suspicious me on facebook

Could i says that you are silly...''

yetrr,you are first!

Failure

2011-08-21T10:03:00.000-07:00

My life such as frustration

My friends family each other

No more could tell me what false i am doing

look forward was comfort myself as well as drug

i'm so hurt for today my behavior

let me disappointed for tried exam spm

I confess that no interesting the subject akaun

Tired saw the result i got still 7 marks in akaun paper1!!!!wtf!!!!

when my teacher come to ask me what the result i get

speechless...can't do any response

I pretend says that i dosen't remark yet

so hurt to lie with teacher and my classmate

sorry for them for my untruth

I know.all of friends just looking despise me

I felt despair no confident to walk on the destination again

Could i have to continue initial make a dream come true?

I don’t think so

The last chance was a fortunate

This is my last chance in my life..