The SAINT

Asian Buffet

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 10:49:00 +0000

****READ THIS****

I do not write about sexual experiences in detail as I believe that it is indecent to the person who joined me in the act. However in this particular case the lady who joined me in the event has not only given me permission, but she has asked me to write about it. Here you all go,
Enjoy.

Supper time it was, and where better to go then, Treasures of China? Nowhere, and so we hopped in my car to go grab some food. The whole entire drive consisted of nothing but us touching one another and ridiculous amounts of laughter. This continued for forty-five minutes, in the end we made it.

We got out of the car and together began walking to the front door, where the sign read "Asian Buffet", I reacted by saying "O for fuck sakes they always tear down the good restaurants". Piss on it we are going in anyways and so that is what we did. Review, food was good but not near as good as Treasures, blowjob, well that made up for the loss of quality in the food.

We sat down at our table and the waiter came buy and asked what we would like to drink, a water and an iced tea joined us with our meal. She had never been there before so I grabbed her by the hand and said "lets go", buffets rule. At the start I shared a bit with her and tried to get her to try some good new things, but those skinny girls they get full real quick. And so while I ate plate after plate, we discussed a million different things including the stench of some of the old people who sat down near the end of our meal. Fuck me they stunk, like bad ass. "We gotta get outta here, bathroom" I said softly to her and she looked and me and shook her head "Oh Jesse".

I grabbed her by the hand and she is just shaking her head repeatedly. I lead her to the ice cream portion of the buffet. Yummy, there are ten different flavors, with the highest ranking being mint chocolate chip and cookie dough. We grab a bowl of each flavor, as we agreed that these two were the best flavors out of the bunch. At the table we sat eating the ice cream where we were disappointed that the cookie dough was actually a trick and turned out to be Oreo. As she licked the mint chocolate chip off of her spoon I said "You look extra good when you are licking". She just laughed and smiled as we proceeded to eat our ice cream. As we sat there eating she looked at me and said "No" and I quickly responded with "what are you talking about Lil Missy?". There was a long silent pause and a blush accompanied her face as she replied "You know exactly what I am talking about". I smiled and looked at her with a couple second glaze when I said "If I knew what you were talking about why would I be asking?". All she could do is shake her head at me and look into my eyes, we both knew it was going to happen, when I want something I always get it, and anyone who has ever known me to the slightest degree knows this. Although I have to admit the way she tried to play it off like it was not going to happen just made it way hotter.

We finished eating our ice cream, time to make up for the loss of the quality in the food. "Lets go" and I grab her hand and lead her to the bathroom. I look inside and there is no one, perfect, "come on" and she grabs my hand leading her into the furthest stall. I want to make it as dangerous as possible, higher chance of getting caught, greater turn on, everyone knows this. There is no time for gentle kisses or even to play around, hearts are beating, she knows this is crazy and what she is doing should be wrong. And just like most of them, she goes crazy pulling down my pants and resting on her knees.

She looks up at me and repeats her previous statement "Oh Jesse" and takes my cock into her mouth. After a couple minutes I tell her to hand me my video camera but to my dismay the batteries are dead, GAYNESS. She is going at it real hard when the first opportunity comes in. Opportunity for her to get caught, the bathroom door opens and I look at her face and she lights up getting more turned on due to the risk. And so I decide with her loving the risk lets add to it, I pull my dick out of her mouth and start smacking her across the face until the bathroom door opens and he is gone. She just gives me this look, that look of pure arousal, and takes me back into her mouth.

Ten minutes later the second opportunity presents itself, now how could I top the previous one. The bathroom door opens again and this time the feller gets into the stall right beside of us. I grab her gorgeous lock of hair and start thrusting in her mouth over and over she gags repeatedly. This consists for the next five or so minutes until the bathroom door opens once more and she slows down to catch her breath. "Well that was close" I say and she just shakes her head as she throws her lips around my dick once again.

Third time is the charm right? The loud bathroom door violently swings open once more, and she looks up with a smile and continues with her work in progress, me. I am almost done, now is the perfect time I can make it even more dangerous. I grab her luscious hair once more and the gagging joins the party once more, until I explode in her mouth. She swallows every last drop and right after gasps for air, joined by a seductive little giggle. The bathroom door opens and the third listener is gone.

She still had to make it out of the bathroom without getting caught, with her blushing to the point of no return, we walk out of the stall with me leading her by my hand. I open the door and look outside, to make sure no one is walking in.After a quick glance I softly say "What you waiting for" and she walks out. We are off to pay the bill.

The moral of the story is as follows:

Chinese food..............

Good.

Chinese food with a hotty..........

Excellent.

Chinese food
with a hotty and
a blowjob in
the bathroom

PRICELESS

Fuck 'Em, If They Can't Take a Joke.

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 08:19:00 +0000

Fuck it, article after article, lets change it up, and have some fun, how about that? Too damn bad that question was rhetorical so get ready for a story. Possibly even what some of you all may call an absolutely-repulsive adventure. This crazy day in my life occurred at date in my life and has been posted for your own personal enjoyment!

Life has been doing fucking awesome; I have been busier than shit: and that is the way it should be. Personally this is the way to get anywhere while I have not been able to get as much teaching done as I want; I have been working on important pieces of my life every day.

Alright so the night starts off insane; meet a close friend at a pub and have a meal with him; discussing life and our dreams. Thanks for your wisdom it always comes in handy. End up discussing the possibility of going to Moscow and it looks like it will end up happening sweet.

Get a text from Ea few of the boys and they are not joining me, shit I really do not feel like going out, they were my motivation. Well this is my only chance for the rest of the week. Guess i am going solo. Kool!

Get to the roadhouse, run in to a few gentlemen.........

Start out by talking to sets that I have met earlier as they have opened me.

Next I am off to the shooter girls go and chat them all up. Love them, they are so much fun and a great way to start the night.

Dance floor here I come as i have mutual friends on the floor.

I cannot remember who said it but someone somewhere said " You only need one set"

And that is the way she went.

Standing with three gentlemen when a friend of this smoking hottie tries to walk through; I open and am talking to this friend for the next ten minutes.

S> What, you want through?
O> Ya
S> Well it aint happening
O> Ya it is
S> You got an accent, where you from?
O> L.A.
S> Sick that is such a beautiful place to live.I love it there.
O> I know right
S> Definitely, so what you doing done here?
O> Came to visit my friend
S> Sweet, how do you two know each other?
O> We lived together for three years
S> kool, so what are you celebrating
O> Visiting her
S> Well she must be kool if a person like you comes down to see her
O> Actually it is funny she pointed you out and said that you were hot
S> Well I guess it's a good thing I said Hi
O> Ya
S> So you are?
O> Mariah
S> kool I am Jesse
O> Nice to meet you
S> pleasures all mine
O> Aw
S> And your friend is?
O> This is Nicole
We Shake hands
S> Hey I am Jesse
N> I am Nicole
S> So I heard you pointed me out
N> Sure did
S> Everyone does, I kinda stand out and it's sexy
N> Wow cocky
S> Nope, just realistic, I know who I am and what I deserve

Obstacle interrupts

O> I am going for a drink you stay here with this guy, he's cool
N> Wow you must be doing something right she normally hates guys I like after the first 2 minutes
S> Ya that's just how I do you either love me or really love me
N> Possible we will have to wait and see
S> sure sure whatever you say, alright we are going to sit
N> I hate sitting
S> that's kool well I will sit and you will be beside me she follows

Obstacle rejoins us

O> Did she tell you she is from Saskatchewan?
S> No, (I turn to N) , I am terribly sorry
N> Ha ha whatever

Obstacle sees a friend and goes running off

S> So much energy I dig that
N> As do I
S> So why you in Calgary?
N> For work
S> What you do?
N> Ah I don't normally tell guys that
S> And why not?
N> They run
S> I am not them
N> sure sure
S> Listen I don't normally tell people what I do either, so you are going to tell me and I will tell you; we shall call it a trade

Obstacle reappears

N>Should I tell him what I do?
O> Why not, let it out
N> Look my boots should let you know so guess

I look at these four inch high heels and think to myself, sweet a stripper; they are fun and flexible.

S> Look I am not guessing so tell me
N> I work on stroll

Sick not a stripper but a hooker; I love new experiences!

S> I teach men how to talk to women; socialize; and be themselves
O> Are you serious they have that here
S> Yes that is where I come in
N> So you are like hitch
S> Ya except for I am not Will Smith and I am not fake
N> I see
S> So why was I supposed to run?
N> Well it's not normal for a guy to like what I do
S> Well I am confident that I can handle it plus it happens have you not seen TRUE Romance?
N> No
O> Ya True Romance is totally about that
S> Cancer time

Exit for a smoke only N follows

Here we smoke then I grab her and start making out...

Finish smokes and we are off to grab O...

Grab O.... and we are taking pictures in a photo booth, N and I walk in to the booth

S> O get your ass in here you are part of this
O> k

Fifteen sexy pictures later and we are off for another smoke

This is where I actually get myself into a bit of trouble.....

A friend Ms.W comes to say hi and say that the girl I am with is gorgeous and so I got to introduce her to O but forget her name; they meet each other anyways.
After Ms.W leaves...

O> You don't remember my name?
S> No
O> How bout my friend?
S> Nicole

And O goes storming off..... After talking with a friend N joins me

N> Where did O go?
S> She is pissed
N> Why ?
S>I forgot her name
N> I better go find her
S> Hold up I am almost done

Make out...

We go find O and I try to say sorry and she is having none of it

S> Alright well fuck it I tried she wants attention and will not even realize that you gave me your name three times and she only said hers once; if she wants to be stubborn I am not playing around. I'll be on the floor
N> K just give me a minute and when I got her cooled off I will be there

Start dancing when my ass is being grabbed there she is....Dance and make out and now its like one thirty....

S> Gonna go have a break

Head to bathroom, It is late alright well you invested this much; lay it on the line.... Walk up and grab her

S> I am going
N> I cannot leave O
S>I am gonna go I will give you two a ride if you want
N> Talks with O

WE are off....

Now I thought that forgetting her name was going to fuck me right over but it actually helped me so much.When we got to their place she went straight to her room.YAY! For forgetfulness!

N and I start fooling around hot and heavy when she says...

"Have you seen my bedroom?"

And from here on in it would be indecent of me to give you more details. The point gentlemen is never give up even though minor bumps may occur during your ride, sometimes, most of the time they work in your favor. Stay calm, kool, and collected and remember that you control the outcomes of your interaction. I do not ask for you to have faith in any method, or religion, but have faith in yourself, and the skills that you have.

Prerequisites to a P.B.

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 00:47:00 +0000

This is the second part to a blog entitled "P.B. Versus The "One"; I would recommend giving it a read before reading this but hey maybe just for fun you feel like doing it ass backwards; enjoy.

A pair bonding is an equilibrium of one another; it is both partners being able to be their complete self without worries, without even the slightest amount of doubt; the two of them know that they can tell each other anything. Not only this though; they support each other to the point of no return; none of this talking garbage; these two are willing to do anything to help the other; and asking for help is unnecessary; it is not needed. The partner just knows from the actions of his (or her) significant other. It is more than just a balance and a supporting system though, in a proper pair bonding the opposing sex challenges you to be a better you. Anytime he or she does anything they are more confident; more focused; and willing to challenge themselves to the utmost extent as they know their decisions will be supported and respected. Kind of like how any person in sports or music has their "time" during a proper pair bonding it is both of the individuals involved "time"; their auras just shine, lighting the world.

How does one get there?

It was not a lengthy duration ago when an extremely close friend of mine and I got into this intense conversation. At the beginning it was more of a comparison of one individual's relationship in relation to another person's relationship. Soon hereafter though we got into the deeper meaning of questions as to how a Pair bonding can work properly and what was needed prior to involving one's self into the realm of a serious relationship. Without the following things no relationship will work properly as you will make your partner resent you or will end up being a completely different person somewhere in the relationship. That is the most common issue when it comes to a long term relationship one day both partners involved; wake up wondering:

What happened?

What happened to the love we had why are we always arguing?

Where did the person I met go?

Young adolescents get into relationships so quickly and here they feel so enthralled with one and another. Next thing you know both parties are dropping the "L" word and telling everyone how they are not like other couples; these two are special; indestructible. Bullshit! Their relationship goes down the tube quicker than the little pigs house that was built out of straw; one huff and one puff and that is it all gone; poof; invisible. All that they had never mattered but they made it a big deal.

Almost everyone is afraid to end up alone, in a constant position of solitude and confinement, which includes having no one to make them laugh and smile when the times get rough. That is why they get into situations of settling where they know that they are not happy yet the relationship is both comfortable enough and works well enough to keep both people from running or finding something better.

Our whole day and age is all about comfort and luxuries.

This is why experience is a necessity to any individual prior to a solid working relationship of happiness and joy. Every person's failed efforts of love and relationships makes them better. They can analyze and learn what made this negative outcome occur and stop it from repeating itself.A man is mistreated and emotionally abused to the point where he snaps and disregards the women of whom he was in a relationship with and so he now knows not to let another relationship get to that point. A women is loving and caring, her boyfriend is unfaithful and promises he will never do it again and yet he destroys her trust and her heart once more; she now knows what can happen if she stays with someone who has cheated. Without the prior influence of relationships the person or persons involved will do the previous listed examples of making it something it is not and drifting through. The experience of relationships is needed for an even bigger reason though, an individual's identity. As James Joyce says;

" A man of genius makes no mistakes; his errors are volitional and are the portals of discovery. "

IDENTITY

Identity is a very important and significant part of a person, and this holds true even more so in a relationship; if one - or both - people involved in a relationship do not know who he or she is then how can that couple know where they are going if individually speaking one or both parties is/are lost? Only when both individuals have character and identity due to prior experiences in life will their connection bridge to happiness and be able to support the weight of burdens, due to up and coming challenges. Before a relationship will even be successful the participating individuals must be able to live and enjoy life on their own. Before a person could ever even evaluate or think about diving into a relationship he or she would not only have to know who they are but want they want. There are couples who date for six or seven years and then are dismantled as only one of the two of them wishes to bring a newborn child into this world. Every person before settling down should be able to describe their partner and how she (or he) would look, act, react during different situations and her (or his) morals, beliefs, and even her (or her) *freak level(definition below). Writing the above information down is an extremely great exercise for any person to go through, as good as life goals, or maybe even better. As it is stated many times in many places we all look for someone; it is natural; might as well know what we want.

The actual question that ignited this whole conversation was "So should everyone have crazy sex stories before settling down?". In a short answer I looked at him and said "O FUCK YA (OFY)", but he would not let me just leave it at that as he quickly responded with "Really, how do you figure?". Are you kidding if a person has not tried everything he or she wanted to do he or she is still going to want to do it in a relationship. That person may bring it up leading to a resentment on one, if not both sides as one participant could resent the fact that the other would even ask of such a thing, while the other would resent due to not being able to enjoy on his or her sexual adventures. This sometimes leads to even worse pieces in relationships, such as: cheating; phone sex; strippers; hookers and more crazy things that will be the demise of the relationship. That is why I answered O fuck ya as both parties better enjoy their retarded nights of irresponsibility where they could try anything they wanted prior to a serious relationship; thus leaving temptation and resentment out of the way. Also it is another platform building on Identity.

Really to close it all down both people involved in the relationship need to know who they are, what they want to achieve in their life, and what they want and expect from their significant other. Each individual needs to have had enough experience to know how to handle different situations so that the relationship could work. Yet at the same time both individuals need to have seen enough and witnessed the actions of others to know when the relationship is going down a path that will end up hurting him or her. Really to have a pair bonding work you need to be able to live without it, and know that you could do without the relationship, but as of right now you do so as you enjoy it and it makes you happy. It is a decision that the participants make! They didn't just settle and if shit hit the fan; they would drop the dirty fan and wait for a new fan.

One word: IDENTITY. A person must know what he or she wants; what he or she will and wont accept; what morals are needed in their relationship. Identity is gained through experience socially; educationally; and OFY sexually! Until a person can reach harmony with who they are they are lost. If one is lost then joining with another is pointless.

THE Saint's definition-*Freak level:
The amount of kinkiness
in a women;how
big of a freak
she is.

Honestly,Seriously, Truthfully, Really?

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 12:14:00 +0000

Holy fucking Christ I cannot believe how insane some people are it is unreal. What the hell am I talking about this time? Ladies and gentlemen, let me inform you; goodhearted -versus getting walked all over a.k.a. -> Abuse;to treat in a harmful, injurious, or offensive way; including other individuals and ones-self.

I could give you a thousand different reasons as to the contrasts between a kindhearted person and someone being completely unrealistic; which ends in someone's excruciating pain, and, or in the steady supply of unnecessary stress.At this point l do not believe that this would be helpful and instead I shall be using the three examples that are standing out like an elephant walking through a shopping center. Trust me it shoots out at you to the point of no return; you may try to ignore it, but the more you hide the easier it eats at you as if it were a cannibal eating his final meal.

PROOF 1

Sweet; a gal I know is having her crazy needy friend come over. Well better she deal with it than I; neediness is so unattractive especially when it is to the point where restraining orders should probably be involved. She is sneaking in miss needy in her dorm where one of there rules is; no sleepover guests. Yet to help her supposed friend out she is going to hide her out there until she heads back which is at least a month. How does miss needy repay the genuine gesture and hospitality of my close friend; she tells her that she is bringing a guy and he is staying too. She lets this slide and does not even speak out or state that it is unacceptable. Even though there is a huge possibility that as a consequence to miss needy's actions that she may be evicted from her only living space.Good friend or nothing but a user?

PROOF 2

Example two is a novel involving an extremely wise and mature young man; with whom I have been lucky enough to work with as well as confide in as a trustful friend.Einstein's story is definitely an entertaining one ; his ex-girlfriend lends his mom and family money, and so he decides he owes her everything that is his.And so it happens she asks to move in with him into his bachelor suite; which normally consists of one room where your bed goes; there is the tiniest version of a kitchen ever possible and a small door that leads to a bathroom tucked away in the corner. Now, to me l wouldn't even want a roommate in this type of living situation and yet he was thinking not only of a girlie; but instead considering having his ex-girlfriend, stay there. Not for a night or even a week but half of a year, that's one- hundred and eighty two days. Are you kidding? Einstein makes his decision and confirms that he definitely will take her in.

Four o'clock in the morning and I am driving my dead tired ass over to his place; I am going to put this insane idea to a complete halt. I have my mission I am a mercenary I will sacrifice all of my time until this beautiful mind understands my point of view and perception that hopefully leads to his revelation. Also known as an epiphany: Bad fucking idea stop now. Four and a half hours later he and I have discussed this topic and every other topic underneath the sun until we were blue in the face I had done it. I had won he had realized that although she had done a good thing for his family that did not mean that he had to nor did it even partially justify his thought process of letting her stay with him and turn his reality upside down. To be one hundred percent serious though I did not win I just explained intensely and thoroughly that there were more sufficient ways in which he could still help her that would not make him sacrifice everything that he had learned and gained since the ending of their prior relationship. For example one of the new options that I had pushed as a more reasonable and ideal possibility was to help her find a place to stay with a friend or acquaintance of his.

PROOF 3

On the other side of the spectrum yes you got it stay on topic; women. Actually one in-particular; definitely another close friend of mine and once again someone I am content to say is in my life but sometimes she is; lets say; silly. I do not know her ex-boyfriend and as a well diverse man I choose not to pass judgment on anyone until I have witnessed it firsthand and more than once but also I would not sink down to the childish level to bash anyone; no time for that garbage. However everything I have heard from my friend has painted a dark disgusting and depressing picture of a person who uses, abuses, and actually enjoys hurting others.

This brilliant woman put herself through years of his torture; accepting his apologies repeatedly over and over believing that their love was well-worth it and that the pain she endured would make them stronger. Incorrect this great amazing character of a man dumped her when she had to move to her dream school. His girl was doing exceptionally well and had her greatest fantasies coming true and so he decides he has to throw her out like a bag of trash. Over the course of the next two years her ex abused her in more ways than I even feel like exposing everyone to. Absolutely repulsive. And yet she still had the psychotic idea to send him a text saying "How are you?".

Come on now you have gotta be fucking joking!

This is the same guy that has fucked her over left right and center; has mistreated her and crushed her heart into a million tiny pieces. How does this make sense? IT DOES NOT AT ALL. Her reasoning was just to see how he was doing; who the fuck cares? Why is it that she believes that she should still care and worry when he never even emotionally cared for her? Or if he did his actions and the way he presented himself in relation to her did not prove this true. She cares just as the above two examples were confident that this was part of being a good person.

There is a Line where a good person ends and the above examples are so far past it; two completely different galaxies.

There is a difference between being a kindhearted person or being in this other realm where a person lets themself sacrifice intolerable items, effort, time; for a false purpose. This is not a good person; a kind hearted person gives to the people who deserve it and does not waste his or her time with the people who are unappreciative or undeserving of his or her heart and feelings. For example one good hearted person may volunteer at a homeless shelter serving food and that person may get to know some of the homeless people but when one ends up killing someone for money this person does not go to see how they are doing in jail; as this person is NOT WORTH THEIR TIME. And as a kindhearted person he or she does not wish to invest on a lost cause as this person knows that there are many people out there that need love.

There are many ways a person will know when they have past this line or are even about to trek through this territory. Right of the bat the individual will have feelings of awkwardness and axiousness as they go too far. Next they will either be told from the people who genuinely and sincerely care for them that what they are doing is ridiculous or the person will just automatically conceal the fact that he or she is going through with the next operations and actions.

In the end it comes down to one question; in which you must remove your personal biases and feelings; walk a mile in the audience's shoes; how would you feel if your *sister*(*insert anyone you love with all your heart and who will fit into the situation that you are in) decided to follow through with what you are doing after she had been through the past that you had with that person?

And hopefully after you have asked yourself this question; honestly, seriously, and truthfully, you will see unimpeded, unobstructed, and
CRYSTAL CLEAR.

Also remember you can only be as good as the worst people around you. Your family and friends and even acquaintances can bring you up or be your downward spiral. You are in control and you get to choose who joins your life and for how long; so choose wisely. Do not let others walk all over you it is hard for people to see and even harder on yourself.

Chow,

Jesse

L.Y.A.

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 09:28:00 +0000

Love you, all.

In a world where most people are looking for their next instant gratification it can be hard to find time for one`s-self. As well as appreciation for the things that actually matter family, friends, and health. As a man raised in Canada who has seen all of North America I have witnessed this first hand a million times. People rushing into things whether it be buying a movie or video game or to the more severe side of the spectrum. Like a girl getting branded with her boyfriend`s initials or even further into an extreme point of intensity as a couple gets married drunk and disorderly in Vegas.

I could sit here and write a thousand different ways in which our society is always demanding the next "Thing" to bring them that instant joy (Social-networking sites, Dating sites, Fast-food restaurants, Job-sites, and last but definitely not least how about the entertaining late night infomercials?) . Instead of wasting my time talking about what everyone else is doing I am going to focus on the people important to myself and me; as an individual.

STORY TIME

Just a short while ago a friend of mine and I were talking about this in a lot more detail. She was explaining that even for her as a women how she hated Valentines Day. She went on to explain that it was due to the fact that it was a day where you supposed to do something for someone; instead of doing it as you wanted to. Why should loved ones or partners be assigned when and how to show their appreciation?

While I meshed with her thought process in some ways when I tried to explain that Valentines Day was no different than any of the other holidays it was interesting to see how or ideologies varied. While she only believed that Valentines Day was a unnecessary holiday; I argued that Mother's Day, Father's Day, and Family Day were also unreal; as you should show your love and appreciation for these people not yearly, not even weekly, but DAILY!

And this was the same reason that I personally will never get married (Does this mean I will never settle down? NO). So many things are taken for granted that it is absolutely ridiculous and with the outs (divorce, separation, prenuptial) set up there is no consequence to a person's actions. Why do I need a piece of paper or some specific day to show appreciation for the people I care for?

I DON'T. FUCK THAT. I APPRECIATE THEM DAILY!

With that being said the following people KNOW that I appreciate and love them to the point of no return; but I am proud to make it public. These are the people who have helped make me; ME!

My Grandmother and Grandfather (Thank you for being the saints you are)

My Brother (You crazy bastard, all the good stories we have and more to come)

My Sister (The optimism and innocence you have rules)

My Step-Dad (For the long discussions we have had about everything and anything)

My Father& My Mother (Without you two I would not exist)

My Friends (From the ones that are gone to the ones still in my life today you all rock)

Ladies (Each one of you was beautiful and I am thankful for the experiences we shared)

There are so many events in my life that I appreciate whether they were positive or hardships that I had to go through; they helped me find myself; the TRUE ME! They helped me learn the qualities I would need to be a stronger and better person. Do not worry I will write about them soon.

Chow,

Jesse

P.B. Versus The "One"

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 00:29:00 +0000

Before I begin this will be a two piece topic, the first piece shall discuss the different variations in the thought process of these two beliefs while the second piece will be discussing when a person should get into a relationship and the prerequisites I see that are needed as a foundation to a happy and successful relationship.The second piece will be entitled "Prerequisites to a P.B.". With that being said here is part one.

Nope not peanut butter at least that is not what we will be discussing today. Instead Pair Bonding versus the "One" and how perspective changes depending on which one you believe in. Perspective is more than just your thoughts on this though as the thoughts you harbor in your mind change the way you act and speak which ends up changing people's reactions to you.

Pair bonding is the belief that through out this world there are many individuals of whom you are attracted to and can have a solid happy relationship with. These people come and go at random times and it is you and that person who decide if it works or not. It all depends on if you two are willing to make it the content happiness that it can be.

While the "One" is the belief that there is only one specific person out there for you and that fate and destiny are in control of it. Or maybe even someone's god will make sure that the cards land in your hand.

Personally pair bonding is the only option that makes any sense whatsoever. Come on now has fate, destiny, or even god, ever got you to where you wish to be? That school you wanted to go to? That girl you wanted to date? That concert you wanted to see? That job you wanted to have? Or any of the other possible variations of this question that could be asked?

FUCK NO

It takes work! Everything takes work and effort as without any initiative why would you be handed the experience to make you a better person, someone who evolves and can adapt?

I do believe that everyone has experienced the "One" as we are bred by our parents and the media to think this way.

Now that we have an explanation of the two different beliefs let me explain an average relationship in both cases from beginning to break up.

The "One" relationship would consist of the two participants being extremely needy as they both believe that they are always to be in each others lives. It is possible that this relationship would include a lot of hypocrisy in such a way that one partner would be able to do more things than the other. Over time the fighting would get ridiculous however due to the participants' belief systems the two of them would endure this pain for a long period of time. Sooner or later the straw would break the camel's back as the constant fighting and unhappiness would lead to one of the two participants snapping and deciding that it is no longer worth it. And when this relationship ends both parties will go into a huge downfall of negativity as what they believed to be right had just been flushed down the toilet.

A Pair bonding relationship on the other hand is on a more sociological wavelength of thought as both participants know that there are other people out there that can also join with them to build a complete content relationship. Due to this they look at each other as equals and put in the effort needed to keep one another happy. If this relationship stopped being happy on either person's side then it would be discussed and if the happiness did not go up it would end rather quickly. This would happen as the unhappy person would know that nothing had changed and that there were other options out there to be happy with. After the breakup both parties would be awkward and saddened but their belief systems would not be crushed.

Which Perspective Sounds Better to YOU?

Stuck

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Wed, 01 Oct 2008 08:57:00 +0000

Well it was another awesome day as always and I was heading home from running a Circuit. It did not take me long and I even got to enjoy the brisk air on my face as I walked to my apartment. Making my way inside all I could think about was anything and everything as I was so exhausted and wanted to keep my mind off of this thought process.

And then it happens...

Now if any of you have read Elek's blog then you will know that Calgary is known for over priced places that come with practically nothing. Believe me when I say nothing is included I mean nothing; even maintenance is not included. And this is how I ended up stuck in an elevator for an hour and a half... again!

This time it was so late that I was trapped in solitary confinement and had no one to socialize with. Due to this I needed to find some way to keep me entertained so that I did not fall asleep on the elevator. This is where my phone came in extremely handy as I am a technological handicap to say the least. So I figured might as well learn some more about it try and make myself more efficient and productive with this tool. Instead of achieving that; I found an interesting contraption that I hope others have on their phone as well.

The contraption I am about to explain is known as "My Words" and is a device that saves all of the words that you use in your texts that did not exist in the phone's dictionary prior to you using it. And as I read through these words I laughed my ass off and so I hope you enjoy them as much as I do:

1)Anal

2)Aphrodite

3)Asshole

4)Bastards

5)Batch

6)bday

7)Bikini

8)Bitch

9)Blah

10)Chickaboos

11)Chodes

12)Chow

13)Clit

14)Confuckled

15)Crap

16)Cum

17)Deepthroat

18)Douchebag

19)Dipshit

20)Fiesty

21)Freaking

22)Fuck

23)Fucked

23)Fuckfest

24)Fucking

25)Gayness

26)Goofball

27)Gstring

28)Jackass

29)Kinky

30)Kool

31)Kopy

32)Kutey

33)Matress

34)Meh

35)Mermaids

36)Missy

37)Narnia

38)Nite

39)Nudes

40)Nympho

41)Pringles

42)Pua

43)Pussy

44)Ruckus

45)Sarge

46)Scriggler

47)Scrigglers

48)Secretary

49)Sex

50)Shithead

51)Shutup

52)Skullfucking

53)Skitzo

54)Tantra

55)threesome

56)Timmie's

57)Tits

58)Wakey

59)Whore

60)YAY!

Chow,

Jesse

How I Joined the Community

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Tue, 23 Sep 2008 05:44:00 +0000

Hey, How we all doing?

Now to the question everyone has been asking; how did I join the community?

I was a Natural for seven years.As a teen that was all I did party, socialize, and fornicate. It was a blast and is the reason that I believe I was able to progress so much faster than most puas. I had already had the confidence from previously annd the experiences that many men did not enjoy through out their whole entire life. These seven years rocked and taught me so much about socializing with women and how to react to keep social situations moving in a direction in which I was happy with.

Then it happened; I had found her; the one! I swear so many introduction stories sound like this it is always after a relationship that we start looking for answers. Well at least in chode days. In the end I got into a relationship that lasted 2 years and even though I knew six months in that she was not the right girl for me; I decided that I would wait until I found another girl before I left. Just got lazy; the downfall of my game consistent sex. Everyone told me not too get in this spot but I did anyways. Everyone was right and I was wrong learned a lot and am thankful for this experience as it is really one of the main variables that got me to where and who I am today.

It was crazy; I did not really love her and I knew that yet it was so awkward not having her around. Even though she was insecure I had just gotten so used to dealing with her that it was my definition of reality. A month of awkwardness and I was invited to a New Years Party; got drunk and the old me reappeared for a night.This proved to me I was good in social circles and so that was where I played. Problem was that when my friends and I went to the clubs or even lounges I saw girls that I used to be able to invite into my life and it frustrated me.

I continued playing in my social circle and doing well until sex came into the picture and then I was more needy, did I say needy, than a CRACK ADDICT!This spectacular event repeated itself three times in four months.And so my brother stepped in giving me the game; in hopes that I would get back to my old self.

Read it in a night! I went to town going out every day and night to socialize; many mistakes and many experiences so much knowledge just flowing into me I ate it up like a kid and a video game.In between this and where I am today many big things happened I will just list a few as I do not wish to make this too lengthy:

-Mehow asking me to teach for him

-Circuits all over the world

-Hanging out with Tenmagnet and many other good guys

-Having taught for 2 years straight

-Tons of CLIENTS

-LETTING MANY AMAZING PEOPLE JOIN ME ON MY JOURNEY

And that is how I got into Social Interactions; if you have any specific questions that were not answered please post a comment and I will do a follow up.

Chow,

Jesse (aka The SAINT)
thesaint@charismaconcept.com

Find Your Beliefs.....

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Mon, 15 Sep 2008 09:46:00 +0000

Everything we know is learned; all of our habits good or bad. A huge percentage of our actions and beliefs were influenced from our parents. Ever sat down after saying something and realized that it was exactly the same as your mom or dad used to? Admit it or not everyone has. Most of our individual traits come from our parents and a mixture of what the social world has taught us. School, experiences and of course the media combined with our parents influence explains what we believe we deserve and what we believe we can achieve.

Personally I have had an abnormal life but then again who has not. Every life is different and there really is no such thing as normal just an average range of people and what they believe is acceptable. We all have insecurities and doubts that is normal; no one is flawless.

With out reading on any further please accept the following things:
I am not writing this for any emotion from you what so ever please save your pity, sympathy, compassion, and anything else that you could possibly feel for the next person you welcome into your life. I am writing this as a way to try and inspire you to question your beliefs and views of the world.

Let me see some of the things that happened while I was growing up that definitely should have fucked me right up. My parents were always fighting and I remember that to the point of no return when I turned six my mom ran away. Now at this time I had no idea where my mom had gone or why all I knew was I wanted my mom. Soon after this things became a lot worse my alcohol abusing father pushed it to the next level.

It was an average night and I had not seen my mom in what felt like years so I snuck into my little brother's room to hang out with someone. I woke him up he was three at the time; we were having a ball giggling as I tickled him. After a while he grew tired of me I had woken him up from his sleep and so he started bawling when I did not leave him to rest. Much to my dismay this woke my dad up.

He stormed into the room yelling "What the fuck is going on here; I am trying to sleep" to which I replied in a sad voice " I am sorry just just wanted to play with my my brother" as I shook in fear. He grabbed me by the ear and while dragging me with one hand smacked the living shit out of me. I remember trying to run off so that he could not hurt me and then he would just throw a bottle at my head. After I had bled for long enough and had promised to say that "I got stung by a bee" I was thrown into my bed and left in peace.

When I woke up the next day I did not even notice that I was covered in bruises; I was just happy my brother was not harmed in any way. I grabbed my stuff and went running off to school as quickly as possible. Confused and unsure of why everything was happening I wanted to get away and hoped that school would help liberate me. It did not; ten minutes in and I was sent to the principals office; where first she asked me to explain what had happened to me.

"I was stung by a bee and had an allergic reaction" was my exact response and I totally thought she bought it when I was sent back to class.

Ten minutes later.....

I have been called down to the office again but this time when I walk into the principal's station not only is she there but two policemen as well. I repeated my statement over and over again to the policeman whom obviously did not believe me. After about two hours of this though they stopped pushing it realizing that I would not fold. Still to this day I am unsure if I did this to protect and help my father or out of the fear that he had instilled in me as a young child.

Now I could go on sharing thousands of stories like this but I do not wish to make you read all of that and I would like to get to the main point so the following are other important pieces that happened to help you fully understand what I am trying to explain.

Probably three years later my grandparents (Saints by the way, the most amazing two people ever) took my brother and I in. This was a much better living situation than prior but added a new element that I had not seen yet. I was completely different from every other kid; I lived with my grandparents. And due to this had much different rules, expectations and definitely interactions.

My mother ended up being an addict as well but to a prescribed medication known as morphine; a opium( same plant as used for heroin) extraction pain killer.

A few other quotes to expand more

" You know what I should have done I should have burned you when you came out of your dumb mother's cunt"

" Come here you little fuck I will put you down like the dog that you are! NOW come here you piece of shit"

Now from the above hopefully you can see that I should be one of those low self-esteem; un-confident scared types; definitely not the case. I believe I am one of the most content people on this planet especially when it comes to who I am and what I believe in.

Why...................................?

I went through a lot. So have you and anyother person in this life and that is why I began searching for answers and I realized that my parents actions were influenced by everyone else. And so they did the best they could with what they were taught. I had to choices hate them forever or say thank you for trying and decide to do better for my self.

And that is what I did; I started writing down everything that I thought I believed in or valued and then went looking to others for their belief and value systems. From here I was able to confront my thoughts with other ideologies and thought processes until mine were completely secure. Now this was not a daily procedure as every time you think you have it right something new gets thrown into the mix and makes you double check everything that you have compiled thus far. Especially due to the fact that it is never ending everday more people have new ideas and thoughts on how a person should be but the truth of the matter is this is a good thing. With out the confrontation of thoughts, ideologies; methodologies; and philosophy of your life your true belief and value system will never be in control.

And so I ask you to question everything you know double check it and make sure that you have valid reason for keeping the pieces that you hold dear to your self; leading you to confidence in your own personal mind. So that one day you may be as happy as I.

Edmonton

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 22:43:00 +0000

Hey, How are we all doing?

Alright gentleman time to book some time off; on Saturday September the twentieth Charisma Concept will be doing a seminar and tour in Edmonton. We are going to be discussing opening and mid-game from a natural point of view.

Burgundy, Djmex, and Elek will be speaking for sure so far and that is only the start.

The following is what will be happening:

Meet up on Saturday, September 20 at Hudson's Taphouse (subject to change) and the Seminar will start at 5 pm.

Where Djmex, Burgundy, Elektro and myself will be speaking.After the Seminar which will include a Q & A session, you guys will be hitting up the clubs. The plan is to hit three different clubs after the Seminar, this will be up to you guys to decide. Whichever clubs have the most votes from members will be the ones selected. If you're going to be attending please select your three favorite clubs.

Hopefully you guys love the union, cause that place rocks!

I can fully guarantee that this will be a blast no matter what your skill level or knowledge when you come out with a group this motivated even if you only open one set you will learn lots and be truly inspired. As of right now Elektro and myself will both be speaking but I am sure that other Calgary dedicated members will be coming up and so they can help you out as well. This is a great way to help you see the lifestyle as well I know that not many people in Edmonton are pushing natural and so I would like to show you guys the other side of the coin. No gimmicks and no routines just finding yourself and projecting your best traits and qualities.

Cannot wait to see you guys there.

Email me if you have any questions thesaint@charismaconcept.com

Jesse

Giggle

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 07:01:00 +0000

Alright so I am out with my girl as it is her last night in town; and so I have booked the night off to make sure that she can have the best experience possible. Now there are a lot of good times but there is one special event that sticks out in my mind. Buying her a drink.

Not for the fact that I bought her a drink but we are standing up against the bar when a young man whom I will dub "Mr.perseverance" decides he is going to join us. He walks in and starts talking to my lady friend saying " Wow I knew as soon as I saw your eyes that you were the one for me. Am I the one for you? ". Now I am quite enjoying this as I am sitting here looking at every different thing he is doing wrong when he decides to repeat himself.

And so I step in "Hey I am Jesse" to which Mr.p replies " Is she the one for you " I smile and try not to burst out in laughter while saying " are you having a good night? " where he responds "Yes" and the finish " than I suggest you continue it" waving my hand. He walks away.

Honestly what is this world coming to; really this was shocking to me there were no manners what so ever. I understand most guys are intimidated of the male in a set and this is why an afc will not talk to him but if you are walking up to random strangers introduce yourself to everyone and on his way out he does not say good night or see you soon or anything just accepts death. Come on gentlemen let us lead these people in the right direction; let our actions inspire and motivate others.

And the line that he used I was really in complete disbelief I mean if you are drunk why would you need such a terrible line? You should not as when you drink it should just be "in the moment" and that is why most people who drink fail with their social skills.

Side note> Mr.p got blown out of every set and I saw him in over ten.

Next time you think you had a bad night just remember it could be worse you could be Mr.p. Be proud that you are at least recognizing your attributes and working on the ones that can be better and will help you succeed.

Initiative

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 03:17:00 +0000

I met Tenmagnet the last weekend and it was interesting to meet someone with like minded goals. While our outlooks on game itself were definitely different; credit where credits due; he was definitely a kool cat who does well with the ladies.

Actually it started on Thursday; he did a free seminar to help build awareness for the company he works for. His talk discussed the"elimination of flaking". After this discussion the room socialized and there were to many people for all of us to go out. Somehow, someway a group of us ended up out together where we chatted about our identitiesand shared stories.

Tenmagnet had to get up early and I had to teach so we had to end thenight. While saying goodbye however we exchanged numbers and figured we might go out on Sunday. On Sunday we ended up getting together and well talking about everything from pickup to hobbies. As always when great minds are put together they pick one an others brains. And so the question arouse "Why did you give me your number and decide to go out with me" to which Tenmagnet replied "Honestly your initiative". That was the main focus of the night.

When we discussed the new up and comers in the world of social dynamics it reappeared. Cajun who works with Tenmagnet and Konica who works with me have both become intensely good in short periods of time. And it comes down to the effort that both of these men put in to bettering themselves while not letting an ego blind the truth. The way these gentlemen give it everything they got to get all that they want is just inspiring. Yet they do not take it so seriously that it is no longer fun. They enjoy growing as people and are always finding more ways to do so.

With that one example being stated I urge you gentleman to truly realize that if you do not try you can never succeed. What is this try though; talking to a couple girls at a bar; is that life? Personally I do not believe so when I say try I mean give it your all in every aspect. Know that you have done anything possible to improve your life and others around you.Men and Women it does not matter socialize with everyone. Live and learn; question everything and find the answers that will give you inner peace. There are many men on forums all over the world who say they will learn this; many do not even make it a month; where is the commitment. Staying motivated is hard in anything but especially in a situation where you can be brought down to a new low and so I highly recommend that you write goals before you start your journey. Not just goals either what is it that you are in this for? What type of woman are you attracted to? Why? What qualities would she have? How would you and her differ? How would she act in situations? Just remind yourself what you are looking for.

Before a person can get anywhere he or she needs to know their final destination this is the same reason that before starting a business companies create a business plan; to help them understand what they need to do so that this company can be successful. Which is more important a business or your life? I would hope that your life is more important than any business and so I suggest that you look at the people who have enjoyed their journey and model their positive traits. Now this does not mean be them; it means add to who you are. Take their positives and combine them with the great person you already are.

P.s. Tenmagnet and Cajun are both teachers for Lovesystems,

Tenmagnet`s Blog

Cajun`s Blog

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Thu, 24 Jul 2008 02:39:00 +0000

I am Happy to announce that Charisma Concept will be running a circuit in Montreal, August 22 through 24th-2008.

Let me start by saying that Charisma Concept focuses on natural abilities and inner game. With pick up being every where now a days, any hot girl that you wish to approach will have heard the routines, set yourself aside. We are all Individuals and we have different aspects to our personality and this is the way it should be. Learn how to show your best side in every situation.

Game is not just about woman; please understand that this is highly essential to understand. If you judge your life or define yourself and start basing your self-image on your success with women you will bring yourself in a downward spiral. There are many different pieces to your life and YOU must focus on ALL OF THEM.

With that being said, Charisma Concept is coming to Montreal. Let me inform you that we are a company that believes in personal guidance and one on one teaching. This is why there are limited spots so if you are interested get it done, Give ERR shit.

Both Zip and myself will be there; ready to bring you to the next level of social skills!

For information Zip or myself.

Zip@charismaconcept.com

thesaint@charismaconcept.com

A question

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Wed, 23 Jul 2008 17:41:00 +0000

A question

Ring! School is out and I am in an extremely good mood as I am pretty sure that I just aced one of my tests. Hop in the car turn on the tunes and I am on my way.

Shit! Rush hour, this is going to take a while; kool; cannot change it so might as well enjoy it. It is a break that was given to me; extra time for relaxation. Let my thoughts ponder and plan the rest of the day.

Get home and it is time to hop on the computer and reconnect with the international world. Tons of new emails and information to read when I come across an email from a guy who lives far far away and that I have never talked to or heard of before. He is asking for advice on this girl that he is working on. Now normally I would not even answer something like this as I have a million other questions to get to but he gave me so many details and was willing to throw it all on the line and see what happened. And that I respected which lead me to making a reply.

" Hey,

Sorry to bother you, I need advice from a "community expert" and you seem like you know your stuff. Sorry - I'm being extremely presumptuous assuming that you are going to give it to me but I thought I may as well try. If you do give me some advice thanks SO much and if you don't no worries!

I have not really used game, or really had to. I go out to places like _____ where the girls are so easy it seems like one has to make an effort to get rejected. Last week in fact I was in that very place. I got a fair amount of action but I missed a great opportunity with an unbelievably hot HB10, and now I think its gonna take game to f-close her when I return this Saturday. If you've got the time I would really appreciate your advice on how to go about doing so using game, with some useful routines perhaps.

The Story So Far:

1st Night

I see her walking back from the loo, guy trying to put his arms around her. I glare at him, he runs off. She puts her arms around me and says
HB: Do you want to come and meet my friends in this club?
Me: No gotta get back to mine. Find you in the club later?
HB: Sure look for me, I'll be waiting

Forgot about her

2nd Night

I run into her again, and promise to find her in the club.

I forget again.

3rd Night

I see her in club and she comes over and says hi, but then my friends drag me away.

4th Night

I remember her and what an unbelievable opportunity this actually is.

I see her at the bus stop with some 19 year old friend of her brothers. She is drunk. He wants her to go home. I persuade her to come to the club with us to the anger of the guy. She gets turned away at the door and I make a massive fuss to the bouncers. Now the guy is really annoyed, he says hes not interested in her and that I can get to know her on another night. I go away. I see her again in the loo, we kiss on the cheek and I think about moving in to properly kiss. She then says bye and runs off. I then see the guy and ask for her number and he refuses.

5th Night

Someone taps me on my shoulder its her. Shes really friendly and with one of her friends. I make some jokes about the other night that go down well. I see her again in the club briefly and we say hi. Then I see 19 year old guy trying to dance with her for ages. She eventually pulled away resisting him and left. I saw the guy and the bar and he was bizarrely friendly.

I think my main problem is that I haven't got to know her properly. Are there any routines or methods that you would suggest to lead to f-closing?

Thanks so much and sorry for wasting your time,

C"

And so I reply.....

Hey, How are you?

It is funny normally I would not put a huge ounce of energy into
something like this but as you have given me so much input and details
into your situation I will give you my perception and how I would go
about it from here.

Let me start by saying this girl definitely likes you and the fact that
you guys kept missing each other led her to believe that you are very
busy and thus far an important person. Let me explain in a simpler
analogy, when you order something; you must put down a deposit. That is where you are you have a small piece of this interaction going on. You do not get the prize until it is all paid for in full.

Yes you and her are seeing each other out; and both are thinking about each other but does she feel safe? If she was showing you her naked body all of her slightest imperfections would she be sure that you would accept her and not throw her down the drain? As men genetically, and
socially we are raised not to let our comfort effect our power, that we are supposed to show through territory and ownership. This is why so many men who are insecure look for that gorgeous girl that they can hold as a trophy.

She needs to be able to let loose and be herself, through experiences
with you as evidence that you will not abandon her or hurt her. Not the
minor little things that you have had up to now, instead a deep level
connection. serious topics that just push your interaction into a full
rotation. You must make her understand that you are into her for more
than sex and that you have good reasons to be into her, her personality.

Now how shall we move on from here?

Honestly, I do not believe in routines, they are so out dated! I believe
in letting things flow while having an understanding of social concepts.
You need to get into an intellectual conversation with this young lady.
You need to find commonalities that will bring you and her closer. Think
about any friends that you have; things start out as being fun and then
over time you move into deeper conversations if your morals, ethics, and
beliefs match you become closer friends if not you become acquaintances.
All you are trying to do is fast track the bonding time, this means while
discussing topics that bring you closer together, you will throw in
touching so that she becomes comfortable with this at the same time.

Ideas to get on this topic are twenty questions, you ask then she asks a
question each of you getting twenty.

Truth or Dare to insert the deep level without moving away from the attractive and fun qualities. GET out of the BAR, you cannot always see her here, this will only hinder your progress as you have so many things to compete with, including: her friends, the music, other guys, bouncers, booze, and more. You want her to get with you, this means you two have to be alone, so get her alone.

Find out about her, let her find out about you and show her that you find her amazing and that is why she is lucky enough that you want to connect with her. You want her to feel the best pleasures that she has ever felt.

Wish you all the best, keep me informed.

New BREED

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Fri, 18 Jul 2008 07:54:00 +0000

Repetition is great, when it is used properly! The act of saying something over and over, again and again is a great way to emphasize something.

In math it was whatever you do to one side most be done to the other.

In English it was i before e, except after C.

Acronyms, rhymes and other mental tools are used to help us in daily life learn everything quicker, while keeping it locked in our memory.

So what is the issue then? Ever heard the following?

"Always be alpha"

"Don't be needy"

I am willing to bet that you have heard of at least one of the above two, if not both of them. Now the problem comes as groups are emphasizing the radical sides of the spectrum. Being alpha is wicked as it helps you get the things that you want, when you want. At the same time if you are always alpha you will just end up being disliked or given that dick notation.

Beta..... and ..... Neediness

Beta is a word that was used to describe students grades, beta meant that the student was in the middle, coming after alpha and before last places; gamma. Beta is not only perfect for many circumstances but needed. As is neediness if you never show a need for anyone they will not give anything in return as the participants in your interaction will feel unappreciated.

Alright so some words and thoughts, here is some proof expanded.

I will start with any relationship, think of your mom or sister or dad.

Now if you were to always be in control of any one of these three your relationship would be shit. Either you would be disliked for your arrogance and always having to have the last word put in or your mom, sister or dad would never be able to live. Then what is the purpose to breathe? Tell me do you argue over every minor detail with your family? Doubt it. When there is a topic or issue that is worth discussing this is when you should speak up. Your time is valuable so do not waste it.

How about in your job, do you always confront your boss on every decision he makes? FUCK NO, because if you did he or she would fire your ass. No one wants to be told about everything they do wrong this is not good for self-esteem. Just the same no one likes a kiss ass either, you know the type of person who every time you do something is just completely complimenting you on every aspect of your action.

And worst of all the RELATIONSHIP:

All these guys have been given the material and they are running around spitting this canned material their new identity. Awesome now people have a placebo to meet girls, well at least a belief that anyone can talk to a girl. A girl is no longer that terrifying thing that makes the guys heart beat and sends him into an anxiety attack. Problem is that even if a guy is successful with canned material, it is not him or his personality and when he meets a quality girl he cannot keep her. Why? "Be Alpha" Damn it be alpha when needed if she is some one that you dig than you must be able to show her this otherwise this will only end poorly. Think about getting to know anyone you can't put in all the effort and she can't be the only investor either; it takes two to tango.

Let's Dance...............

We are in the third generation of pick-up, that means that we must evolve and try to be better than our predecessors. I have never been a fan of canned material as that is not who I am, or will ever be. Personally I teach that "Game" is not what you adapt to however you adapt it to your personality. I also totally negate the statements of a girl being higher than anyone, using "Negs" to lower her to your level, Fuck that we are all equal this is not the 1950's. I bleed red and so does every other person out there, I breathe air and so does everyone else, the only difference is my traits. My positives and negatives make me who I am, and I love that cause I rOck!

So where does that leave us? Enough of the radical movements, just like anything in life balance is needed. I am a new breed the perfect equilibrium between Alpha and Beta, I am Delta. I control everything in my life and can influence others but only if I feel that it is necessary. I choose my battles and not over oil, but over the sacrifice, and the energy put in. If the effort that I put in is worth what I believe will be the final result, then I shall take the time to advance in this challenge.

I will talk to anyone to see what they are about but if I am not enjoying myself, I will not stay in a set. It is not worth it I live only once and I have no regret as I went and had an interaction but I did not enjoy it, so I excused myself. I will not date a girl because its stable, I love the ups and downs life is a roller coaster, I am here for the ride! Will you join me?

It is all about you finding the balance of Alpha and Beta, the finale of DELTA.

DELTA, Join the SORORITY?

It's not what you say, but how you say it!

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Fri, 18 Jul 2008 07:53:00 +0000

Hey, How we all doing?

It is Saturday June seventh and we are heading to cowboys, Disturbed's new cd has come out so I need to drive and listen to my tunes and get ready for the night. The visualization of me walking through the club everybody looking and noticing that I am having a wicked time. I listen to my tonality in these sets and watch my body language, evaluating myself in my mind. Now I am here and it is time to rock it out or at least that is what I thought.

Cowboys is having some promotional gathering and due to this the line is at least an hour wait, why waste our time? Discuss going elsewhere, new destination, Snatch. Back in the car repeat visualization, time to have some fun.

Guess what? It is dead, everyone is discussing where to go now when I say lets just go have some fun all we need is us.

Start off on the dance floor to get some of the newer boys loose, telling everyone "make a big fool out of yourself and have some fun".While we are dancing, proximity appears left right and center so everyone starts opening sets and dancing with some girls. Now I am hot and bothered need some water and some fresh air, so I exit. Wagesaus joins me.

Walking back to the dance floor we open a 2 set>>>>>

S> What are you celebrating?
Her> Nothing.
S> "happy Saturday"
H> "Ya lets go with that."
S> "How long have you two known each other?"
H>"2 months."
S> " and you are already bar buddies?"
H> "Ya she is awesome."
S> "Did I introduce you two Elek and scuglass?"
H> "No."

I pick her up so that Wagesaus can be in isolation and introduce her to everyone, explaining that "she wants a tramp stamp tattoo"
H> Hell no, I want something original. (she playfully punches me)
I retaliate by punching her ever so gently and using konica's "next time it is right in the box" and add in "so stop the violence"

I see that Wagesaus is exiting and know that I need to move her.

S> We're going where its quieter.
Lead her to the smoke pit

S> Are you ticklish?
H> No.
S> You are a terrible liar (as I tickle her).
S> How old are you?
H> Guess.
S> I do not do that guessing thing. I have a kid sister so I get enough games with her.
H> 24, and you?
S> Guess.
H> Thats not fair.
S> I never said it was (wink).
H> 23.
S> 21. Have you ever played the Wii? (Setting up for the pull)
H> Ya, I own one.
S> Are you serious? I'm going to make you look so bad when we play.
H> Um, no. I'm gonna win.
S> Sure whatever you say. So, what were your favorite games from Nintendo and Genisis?
H> Sonic, blah blah...
S> You are losing points now.

Another girl jumps in.
G2> Are you talking about video games?
S> Hell ya. Old school ones.
G2> Have you ever played ________________________
S> No.
H> No.
G2> You have to try it.
S> Thanks, lets go inside.

Find the rest of the guys in set and my target and I stand beside them.
S> We're having a staring contest.
H> I suck at them.
S> You're even worse against me.
Snap my fingers (she blinks).

Through my intuition, I can tell that I can kiss her now, but decide to leave it and let the tension build up.

H> I have to go to the bathroom.
S> Ok, have fun I guess.
H> You will be here?
S> If you're lucky.

Jump into another set. End up getting smelt and groped. Wagesaus announces he's going to leave. I ask him to stick around, knowing that if my target comes back getting groped will not help my situation. As a good wind, he stays until we assess the situation. My target reappears.
S> Lets go play some Wii.
H> Not now, I'm here with friends and I do not want to go home with some random.
S> Wow. I can not believe you could call me that. Thats a low blow.
She grabs me with a big hug.
S> Who are you even here with?
H> All my friends are over here.
S> Well introduce me. Its called manners.
H> Ya sure.

I get introduced when JPizzle comes running in and says Konica is outside and in trouble. This ended up working beautiful as I do not even have her number and I am gone without even saying goodbye. This shows that my friends are a really important part of my life and we are all loyal. Turns out that JPizzle blew it out of proportion and Konica just wanted a ride.
S> Dude, I'm probably pulling so just pay cover again and Scuglass can give you a ride home.
K> But I told my set that I had to go as I work tomorrow and there is a dude in a suit that is getting in my way.
S> Tell your target that you made a mistake and that you work next Sunday. As per the guy, we can deal with it.

Konica's set walks out. Konica starts talking to his target. JPizzle on his. While Scott and I see the suit guy and another girl from the set. Suit guy sends girl 1 to grab girl 2 from JPizzle and says "sorry bud." Now JPizzle should've done something here instead of giving up. Now suit guy sends girl 2 to grab girl's target, so she walks back to suit guy and he says "do not let the first guy who has a cock have you."

Time to shine, I jump in.
S> Damn man, I respect the way you look after these girls.

JPizzle and Scuglass switch spots with suit guy so they are talking to the girls while he is talking to me.
S> So what's your name bud?
sg> ________________
S> Cool man. I'm Jesse. So how do you know these girls?
sg> I went to school with them.
S> Nice. Now let me inform you; you are a good guy and so are they. I guarantee it.

Konica's target talks to sg.
KT> You work here?
sg> Sorta.
KT> Can you get him in?
sg> Does he have ID?
KT> Yup.
sg> Fine, but you owe me one.

Konica gets in and I talk to sg a little more until I know that the boys have it under control and now I'm back to my set.
S> Look, I'm leaving. We're going to play some Wii. Are you coming?
H> I'm innocent.
S> You play innocent, but I see right through you. (Make out with her). Are you joining me?
H> I don't know.
S> You know you want to.
H> I do, but we just met and I do not just want that one night thing.
S> Ya we just met, but if I was an asshole, you wouldn't be talking to me. Who said anything about a one night stand? Lets go play some Wii. Trust is earned. I promise to keep you safe if you keep me safe. (I hold out my pinky finger for a pinky swear and she puts hers up.)
S> So you are coming.
H> Ya.
S> Okay, well I'm going to grab everyone else.
H> Okay, I'll wait here.

I go and grab everyone and tell them to meet me outside.
S> You ready.
H> Ya, but my friends are looking after me and have questions.
F1> Where do you live?
S> Scenic Acres.
F1> Whats your address?
S> ___________________
F2> What is your address?
S> __________________ (Same as before)
F1> What did he tell you? (To F2)
F2> _________________
S> Look I will text you my address and I have to say mad respect. You guys care for her as much as I do. (To F2)

Exit. Walk outside and apologize to the boys and explain that I got interrogated.

Get home. Give her a tour and then we play Wii. We play for an hour. Her beating me for half and me beating her for the other half.
S> This sucks, I die in one hit when I have a 300% handicap.
H> I'm loving it.
S> Okay there Macdonald's.

We lay on the couch and start making out. Both my lets crack ten minutes in.
S> That's a sign that this couch is too small for the both of us. Would you be comfy moving to the bed?
H> (Silence)
S> This is one of those questions that you are not going to answer.
H> Exactly.
S> Get up. (Pull her up)

Open door to my room slightly and door to living room slightly.
S> I shall close my eyes and you can pick one.
I open my eyes and of course she has not picked one.
S> You women are nothing but trouble. If I take you back to the couch, I am a chicken shit that cannot take control and if I carry you to my room I'm an asshole that likes sex.

Pick her up and carry her to my bed. And from here on in it would be indecent of me to give you more details.

Jesse

"Dark Spot"

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Sat, 05 Jul 2008 23:41:00 +0000

Hey, How we all doing?

The following is my first response to http://zentransformation.blogspot.com/ , Ciaran writes about why he is leaving RSD and the pick up community. I will be doing a second post on this topic as it brings great interest to me and I think with more time I can spread extra knowledge on the situation.

I have spent many hours discussing and thinking on this topic and honestly have not written any of it down as the uncertainty is there in a full throttle way. Seeings as Dave has decided to write about his feelings towards this topic I feel it to be necessary to reply as to where I stand.

There was a time when I had no doubts what so ever towards this community and I believed in it more than anything I had ever believed in before. Yet now there is this huge burden of being numbed by the world, the whole romance, true love, meeting the right woman completely gone. The magic is long and lost things no longer just happen I have practiced my social skills thus I know when an interaction will go good or bad, I can predict how it will end and that makes it quite boring.

Pride fucks with all of us, I remember back in the day when I first started, making out with 12 girls in a night and not caring about a single one of them. It has lost all of the excitement. It was a hard battle and it sucked you could not open then you could but they would not hook and then you could and each time you got to that next step the high was more then before and you were rewarded for your efforts. And now there is no real answer just total uncertainty nothing but a muddy fog and the worst part is that there are few people in this community whom will speak publicly on this topic. I only know of Style and Ciceran and I definitely wish that more people would voice their opinions.

Once you have seen the world for what it is, can you ever close your eyes and ignore what you have seen? And if you can is it the right action to take? How can you ignore what you have seen, I have seen things that in my opinion are just as bad as murder. A murder happens in anger or self defense, I have had woman with kids, husbands, boyfriends, people whom they said they loved and would never hurt, people that they had bonds with and through that all away selfishly for their own pleasure. How can you omit this from your mind?

Alright so what are the options, drop off the map ignore seduction and believe that you will meet the right woman through the hand of god. Has god or some other higher power helped you with your education job even buying your house? and if you do this and end up meeting a woman whom you think is "the ONE" will you end up being another piece of the divorce statistic?

Or do you continue on with your mission to gain social skills and meet more people so that you have the highest chances to find the perfect girl? Even though if you do find her you will have to lie or not tell her about the things you have done otherwise she will run. Can you live with the guilt of knowing that you have omitted a huge part of your life, and that you have hidden your true self?

I have met a lot of great people in this community and a few whom I now consider my closest friends and for that I am very grateful. As someone who got very deep into this and wanted to teach I know find myself not only questioning my own involvement but if helping others get into this community is a moral thing to do. The worst part is both options are counterproductive, I do not drink unless for special occasions anymore and a lot of good things have happened but the numbness and disgust in peoples actions is huge.

Now I know that everyone in this section believes that having other things in your life is needed and I totally agree but even if you are doing this in moderation will you end up at this same result? Everything we have been taught as people growing up in this society has been erased and due to this I personally think that either way you will end up finding peoples actions ridiculous and repulsive.

RM discusses trust and I have discussed this through and through with many people and I wish to express that this far I only have one opinion that I cannot argue. Previously I wanted to get married and have kids and now there is no way in hell. After witnessing what I have seen I cannot put myself in that kind of position, there was a time when marriage was for good. That is no longer the case and why would I want to bring children into a world that is so Fucked up. RM quotes an author who said "if a woman is happy with her relationship their is nothing anyone can do to seduce her" and I would agree. The issue is that it is human nature that the grass is always greener on the other side, life is a roller coaster with ups and downs and this holds true to a relationship. All it takes for one low where you and your girlfriend wife or fiance get into a fight and you guys run different ways she goes to the bar with her friends and some young stud like you once were talks to her and makes her problems disappear. Her illogical and emotional side go to town and she is having so much fun, that she has not received in forever.All attention is on her, and the hatred toward you for taking her for granted lead her to giving in to her desires and being unfaithful. Adam and Eve, had everything yet they still ate the apple.

The only point that I have not been able to argue on this discussion is that of a leap of faith and I only know one person who has said he could do this. After seeing how deceitful and selfish woman are can you leave yourself open to getting hurt, being miserable and totally wrong about her?

Most people got in this as they wanted to be able to control our situations and now we want things to just happen, risky and unpredictable. Question is what is the right move now?

Outlook of an Optimist

noreply@blogger.com (The SAINT) — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 20:51:00 +0000

Life is what we make it.

Many people live daily in a routine, doing the same thing over and over again. With you reading this let me congratulate you on the will power and honesty to make yourself a better person. With all these changes you have made and your initiative to evolve as a man, you shall have an epic lifestyle. Days will be different, there will be ups and down but you have the power to sway any decision.

I listen to so many people who speak of their excitement in making changes and yet they are unwilling to accept the truth and remove the main component of one’s downfall, negativity especially through validation. When people look at the world in this way it is like wearing a pair of orange tinted glasses, the whole perception is different. This is why social conditioning consisting of one’s morals, beliefs, and experiences changes their interaction with society. If you put yourself in the “It cannot get worse” frame, then it definitely will not get better.

It hit me, a while back while in the driver's seat of my car. My solitary confinement, out drifting and just letting my thoughts ponder. I love to socialize and it is a ball but at the same time I need my space. I believe everyone does, an example is have you ever lived with a roomate or hung out with a close friend too often? Sooner or later you just need room. This does not mean you are not close or that something went wrong. Your just an individual. If you cannot love yourself, how wil others?

THEY WONT

Personally, I could not give a flying FUCK, I love who I am and the fact that I will get where I want. Everything in this life is at my feet, all I have to do is open the doors, and my destiny is in my control. I am truly exhilarated bringing others into my life, if and only if they can grasp that I do what I want when I want. What’s mine is mine because I earned it and if I feel that I need something else I will take that too. If we can intertwine and mesh together that is tight, if not then it cannot be right. No biggie, glad I got more experience.

Experience is the main reason that I am jotting this down today, the negativity of people seeking validation is sick. Do not get this wrong, I have done this a million times however it is on my conscious level of awareness and does not affect me in any way shape or form. Go to a venue and it is dead, how do you respond? Are you the person who vocally or even mentally figures that the night will suck? Or can you just kick back and let the epic lifestyle that you choose to live follow you everywhere you go?

In my opinion this is the best way to live, having a blast at all times. Yes there will be conflicts and confrontations but you choose the results. Without a positive mind state you will never be able to completely enjoy your life.

My grandfather once told me “Everything life gives us, is just, beautiful, so smile” and if I did not take these words to my heart I would not be who I am today.

Cheers,

Jesse