d alchemy of reluctant thoughts

Tu aaj aajab yaad aaya....

2011-06-25T03:01:00.000+05:30

Dil Dharakne ka sabab yaad aya........ Woh teri yaad thi, ab yaad aaya Dil Dharakne ka sabab yaad aya........ Aaj mushkil tha sambhalna ae dost Aaj mushkil tha sambhalna ae dost Tu museebat mai ajab yaad aaya woh teeri yaad thi, ab yaad aaya...... Dil Dhadhknay ka sabab yaad aaya....... Din guzara tha badhi mushkil se Din guzara tha badhi mushkil se Phir tera wadah e sham yaad aaya Woh teri

i........

2011-06-24T00:34:00.006+05:30

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the last kiss.....

2011-06-21T02:24:00.000+05:30

Woh Jo Hum Main Tum Main Qarar Tha

2011-04-11T02:54:00.002+05:30

Woh Jo Hum Main Tum Main Qarar Tha.... Tumhain Yaad Ho Keh Nah Yaad Ho.... Wohi Yaani Waada Nibah Ka.... Tumhain Yaad Ho Keh Na Yaad Ho.... Woh Naay Gilay Woh Shikaayaten.... Woh Mazay Mazay Ki Hikayaten... Woh Har Ik Baat Peh Roothna.... Tumhain Yaad Ho Keh Na Yaad Ho.... Koi Baat Aisee Gar Hooee Keh.... Tumharay Jee Ko Buree Lagee.... To Bayan Say Pehlay Hee Bhoolna.... Tumhain Yaad Ho Keh

Zindagi aur kuch bhi nahin...

2011-03-21T05:00:00.004+05:30

"Zindagi aur kuch bhi nahin...teri meri kahani hain..." There are times, when you are walking on a tough path. You are exhausted, physically, emotionally,meta-physically. There is a constant fight within your own self and the world, which to its best tries to strangle you brutally. The identity seems to be going through the double edged sword of losing itself and at the same time a desperate

Koi Umeed bhar nahin aati...

2011-03-19T15:36:00.001+05:30

"Saathi na carvaan hain...yeah tera imtahaan hain.... Kaato pe chal ke milege saaye bahar ke.... Yun hii chala chal dil ke sahare..... Dekh tujhko karti hain manzil ishare....." These words came haunting back after years...Probably to

mere dost ka janaaza hain.....

2010-12-20T01:37:00.001+05:30

na le ke jaao mere dost ka janaaza hai abhi to garm hai mitti ye jism taaza hai na le ke jaao ... ulajh gayi hai kahi saans khol do is ki labon pe aayi hai jo baat poori karne do abhi ummeed bhi jinda hai gam bhi taaza hai na le ke jaao ... jagaao is ko gale mil ke alvida to kahu ye kaisi ruksati hai ye kya saleeka hai abhi to jeene ka har ek zakhm taaza hai na le ke jaao ... PS: I

tujhse naraaz nahin zindagi....

2010-12-19T21:23:00.001+05:30

‘…I am so tired. I wish I could sleep and not wake up for ages, and finally when I open my eyes the sleep was long enough to have made me forget all that is in my mind. I could see the sun shining over a green valley and start afresh all over again with the innocence of a child.’ ‘What are you tired of?’ ‘Life. Living it.’ ‘Why is that?’ ‘It feels like all that I have given all that I have

Until he died within his silence....

2010-12-13T02:05:00.001+05:30

There was a man A lonely man Who lost his love Through his indifference A heart that cared That went unshared Until it died Within his silence And solitare's the only game in town And every road that takes him Takes him down And by himself it's easy to pretend He'll never love again And keeping to himself he plays the game Without her love It always ends the same While life goes on around

Zindagi Yunn hii...

2010-11-16T23:52:00.000+05:30

zindagii yuu.N hu_ii basar tanhaa qaafilaa saath aur safar tanhaa apane saaye se chau.Nk jaate hai.n umr guzarii hai is qadar tanhaaa raat bhar bolate hai.n sannaaTe raat kaaTe ko_ii kidhar tanhaa din guzarataa nahii.n hai logo.n me.n raat hotii nahii.n basar tanhaa hamane daravaze tak to dekhaa thaa phir na jaane gaye kidhar tanhaa.... PS: There comes a time when after years of

Not in Speaking Terms...

2010-11-10T01:53:00.005+05:30

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woh aaj bhi kareeb hai.....

2010-10-30T03:14:00.001+05:30

Woh shaam kuchh ajeeb thi, yeh shaam bhi ajeeb hai Its cold and chilly outside...And I seek warmth for my soul.. I lay on my cold bed..I recalled a similar night.. When earphones were plugged into the ears..Cell phone on charge...Stars covering the naked sky..And her words... “I love you...” Tonight I lay on the same bed..A love sick clone..My lips move and slowly wishpers... “I love You...” Woh

do naina aur ek kahaane....

2010-10-28T02:14:00.005+05:30

maut tu ek kavita hain...

2010-09-23T01:03:00.008+05:30

Time is always flowing... Its the direction which either leads you to where you are standing. Generally "I" dont write my blogs with "I"... But "I" want to write this in "I"...Because its personal and its my relationship with death. Its the not so pleasant events of life that conspired to strengthen my bond with death.. I silently laugh at my own cenotaph, And out of the caverns of rain, Like a

shaam se aankh mein nammi si hai

2010-09-13T00:02:00.004+05:30

The sunlight melts into twilightand the pale moon decks up the evening skyI'll think of those magical moments we hadand my heart mutters a silent cry.. shaam se aankh mein nammi si hai aaj phir aap ki kami si hai.. Deep within I console my heart thatFar away from a distant land,You would long to re-live our world of dreamsbut I am entwined by the viscous tentacles of fateAnd as usual succumb to

mumified....revisited...

2010-08-10T01:22:00.001+05:30

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ab bhool gaye hain ..ki joote kahan utaare the..

2010-07-21T00:45:00.004+05:30

Chhoti-chhoti chhitrayi yaadein Bichhi hui hain lamhon ki lawn par. Nange pair unpar chalte-chalte Itni door chale aaye Ki ab bhool gaye hain – Joote kahan utaare the. Aedi komal thi, jab aaye the. Thodi si naazuk hai abhi bhi. Aur nazuk hi rahegi In khatti-meethi yaadon ki shararat Jab tak inhe gudgudati rahe. Sach, bhool gaye hain Ki joote kahan utaare the. Par lagta hai, Ab unki zaroorat

Aur Phir yun hua....

2010-07-18T01:30:00.004+05:30

You walk on a lonely roadstriving on your on..when people , believe disowns you.. You walk holding the dip ray of hope with an empty handthe unexpected happenswhen you expect it the least..someone comes from somewhereholds you hands... you commit to a life time of togethernessYou promise toTill death do us partBe thereThrough sicknessAnd healthGood timesAnd bad You discoverEach otherEvery

figmented claustrophobic thoughts....

2010-03-25T14:32:00.005+05:30

I leaned against the wall. All I could see upto the horizon was a dry, empty land, a barrenness rivaled only by the emptiness I felt inside. It had been twenty five years since I had first stood by this wall. Everyday since then I had been drawn to it to stand in front of it wondering what was on the other side imagining, dreaming until it was no longer just a wall but a doorway to a life, a life

a thousand desires such as these...

2010-02-22T01:17:00.005+05:30

a thousand desires such as these..a thousand moments to set this night on fire...reach out and u can touch them..you can touch them with your silences...you can reach them with your lust... rivers, mountains ,rains... rains against the torrid hill scape.. a thousand desires such as these...hazaaron Khwaahishen aisii.... ki har Khwaaish pe dam nikale bahut nikale mere armaaN.....lekin phir bhii

the last smile....

2009-12-10T22:35:00.004+05:30

….. shaayad fir is janam me, mulaakaat ho naa ho hum ko milee hain aaj ye ghadeeyaan nasib se….Those words echoed in their hearts. Their hearts and minds contradicted each other. They felt those words running in their veins. They walked, though they looked away from each other, for they feared their vulnerable emotions would be exposed. There was silence between them as words had deserted them.

solitaire

2009-12-02T01:23:00.004+05:30

Though im not writing much these days,and i miss writing,but....after a long time felt like sharing a saong with u guys....its an old classic by carpenters....hope u guys enjoy it as much as i have always done...There was a man A lonely man Who lost his loveThrough his indifference A heart that cared That went unshared Until it died Within his silence And solitare's the only game in town And

i'misunderstood......

2009-10-31T05:29:00.000+05:30

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the final goodbyee....

2009-08-06T19:18:00.012+05:30

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kya kare zindagi......

2009-07-22T17:31:00.004+05:30

If the world was sweet and soothing music and life was what I lived in that world, how beautiful would that have been? I could be lost in the rise and fall of the tunes and then the heart would enjoy even a sad song. The sadness inside me, in the world I live in, would have been a song. And what is more beautiful and touching than a sad song? Then I would enjoy sadness which takes away my peace