MY STORIES IN "WONDERLAND"

About a Life

2011-12-17T10:42:00.000-08:00

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.

STRANGER

2011-12-06T12:37:00.001-08:00

I stand in front of the mirror
And wipe the fog away
My vision is still hazy
From ridding myself this way

My hair is all in tangles
My eyes are filled with tears
I wipe the warm tears away
As if trying to rid myself of my fears

I'm ashamed of what I have done
But it hurts me even more
I can't make myself stop doing it
Even though I know what's in store

It has taken over my mind
It is eating away at my soul
My throat burns with anger
While my stomach growls even more

I am still looking in the mirror
Yet I don't know who I see
All that I know
Is this sad sight couldn't be me

I grip the edge of the counter
So tightly that my knuckles turn white
I want to scream out in anger
At this ugly sight

It's your fault I hiss
That I do this to myself
If only you didn't look this way
I would be in better health

I cover the image in the mirror
With the palm of my hand
And notice a cut on my finger
That I never knew I had

I grab my hand in anger
Or is it more like fright
I'm just so shocked
To see this sight

I laugh and then I cry
Then crumble to the floor
Suddenly aware of my problem
Like I never was before

How did this happen to me?
How did I become a statistic?
I thought that I was strong,
I thought I was better than that

My head throbs in anger
My throat burns with pain
My finger loses a drop of blood
And Nothing is what I have gained

Life is a Gift

2011-12-06T12:25:00.000-08:00

life can be cruel
life can be kind
life can be hard
life can be tough.
life is mysterious
life is strange
life is complex
life is weird.
life has twists
life has turns
life has ups
life has downs.
life for good
life for bad
life for war
life for peace.
life and love
life and hate
life and growth
life and death.

Favourite cap

2011-09-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

BLOGGER NI DIARI KE ?

2011-07-27T02:50:00.001-07:00

ATTENTION ALL !

2011-07-26T11:03:00.000-07:00

don't need to point fingers at others, if that's your own mistake !

saat ku mencintai mu

2011-07-26T03:45:00.000-07:00

Mengapa kau pergi
Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu
Berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku

Menyendiri lagi
Menyendiri lagi
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencintai dirimu
Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencinta

Menyendiri lagi
Menyendiri lagi
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencintai dirimu
Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencinta

Semoga engkau kan mengerti
Tentang perasaan ini
Maaf ku telah terbuai
Akan indahnya cinta
Maaf sungguh ku tak bisa
Untuk kembali padamu
Maaf ku telah terbuai
Akan indahnya cinta

Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencintai dirimu
Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencinta

Aku inginkan diri mu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencinta

Saya Makin Tak Kenal Siapa Kawan Saya

2011-07-24T01:40:00.000-07:00

SAYA MAKIN TIDAK KENAL SIAPA KAWAN SAYA !
" Siapa mereka ? Betul ke itu mereka ? Betul ke itu kawan lama saya ?"

saya makin tak kenal siapa kawan saya yang dulu selalu bersama , tak kira la apa problem pun . kami tetap bersama . lepas satu demi satu hilang kawan yang pernah saya kenal dulu . memang setiap manusia akan berubah tapi kenapa mesti berubah sebab yang tidak saya jangka kan . kawan yang dulu pernah berjanji bermacam-macam untuk tetap bersama . tapi dengan masa yang sengkat berubah dengan haluan masing-masing . jika itu yang mereka mahu , teruskan dengan pilihan mereka . kita akan mula haluan masing-masing . jangan bertegur siapa yang mula atau bersalah . cuma jaga haluan kita semua . terima kasih kawan .

Outing With MY Childhood

2011-07-22T08:35:00.001-07:00

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ! <3

For Who Hate's Me !

2011-07-11T23:11:00.000-07:00

Just To be Me .

2011-07-03T00:37:00.000-07:00

Dealova songs

2011-07-03T00:31:00.000-07:00

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah, dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu, yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena, langkah merapuh, tanpa dirimu
Oh karena, hati t’lah letih

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu, yang s’lalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku, selalu memujamu
Tanpamu, sepinya waktu, merantai hati
Oh bayangmu, seakan-akan

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil, rinduku, padamu oo~…
Seperti udara yang ku hela kau se-lalu, ada

Hanya dirimu yang bisa, membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku me-rasa, hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

My Painful Love

2011-07-01T03:50:00.000-07:00

Why does it have to hurt inside?
Why do I have to cry each night?
I think I have to walk on by...
Cuz I'm starting to lose my sight...

What is it that changed your mind?
Who is it that keeps you blind?
Why did you change so fast?
Did you really have to leave me behind?

I start to think about all we had
And how it turned this way...
I guess I'll have to leave your side,
And turn my face away...

Although my soul will die...
Although my heart will cry...
I've got nothing else to do,
I'm hurt deep inside

But although I'll leave your side,
You'll be always on my mind...
My heart and soul will ache for you,
Every day and every night...

You're my never-ending love,
The love that keeps me alive...
You're the one I'll love forever,
Although it hurts inside..

When I remember You .

2011-07-01T03:24:00.000-07:00

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Cinta Yang Tak Akan Kembali

2011-06-30T05:03:00.000-07:00

KETIKA CINTA ITU TUMBUH DIBENAKKU
DAN KETIKA KATA HATI MULAI MENGEMA
KURASAKAN BETAPA BERARTINYA DIRIMU
KAU ADALAH KEHIDUPANKU

DETIK-DETIK TERUS BERLALU
KINI KAU JADI MILIKKU
NAMUN KENAPA SAAT KAU JADI MILIKKU
KAU BERUBAH MENJADI APA YANG TAK KUHARAPKAN

BETAPA SAKIT HATIKU MELIHAT KAU BERPALING
KUKIRA KAU TULUS MENYAYANGIKU
TERNYATA KAU HANYA MENJADIKANKU
SEBAGAI SESEORANG YANG MENGISI HARI-HARIMU

AKU TAK MENYANGKA KAU BEGITU SADIS
AKU PUN MENINGGALKANMU TUK SELAMANYA
TAPI KENAPA AKU SULIT MELUPAKANMU
JUJUR AKU MASIH MENGHARAPKANMU

JANGAN KAU KEJAR CINTA YANG TELAH HILANG DARIMU
KARENA CINTA YANG KAU SAKITI ITU TELAH PERGI
PERGI MENINGGALKAN CINTA YANG LAMA
MEMBANGUN KEHIDUPANNYA SENDIRI

The Story Of A Broken Heart

2011-06-30T04:53:00.000-07:00

You stole my heart
And broke it in two
You lied you cheated
What else was I to do

My option were
A. to ignore the pain that builds
Or B. grab the blade
And go over the scars that have healed

I choose option B.
Hoping to go to deep
Maybe it will be you
Whom cries themselves to sleep

You say you love me
But you've lied before
Well my end is near
But there is something you need to be told

I loved you with every piece
Of this broken heart
Ad you're the reason
I fell apart

Thanks alot

MY BUDDY

2011-06-24T02:01:00.001-07:00

I LOVE BOTH OF YOU DAMN DAMN MUCH !

Awak Membuat Saya

2011-06-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

Anda membuat kepala saya ke awangan
Anda membuat saya merasa bebas
Anda membuat hati saya penuh
Anda membuat saya berasa gembira

Anda membuat saya mahu menyanyi
Anda membuat saya ingin menari
Anda membuat denyutan jantung saya
Oh begitu pantas

Anda membuat hidup saya bahagia
Anda membuat saya ketawa pada anda
Anda membuat saya cinta anda
Oh begitu banyak

In Love Once Again

2011-06-14T00:35:00.000-07:00

Save me a place in your heart.
Let me stay ~ never to part.
You'd be my hero,
By now you should know
That I'll save you a place
In my heart...

Shall I say it over again
To the tune of a gentle refrain?
As we walk in the sun
We'll be as one,
You and I together
Falling in love once again.
for " babyboobie "

I Wish You Could Be Mine

2011-06-11T12:44:00.000-07:00

I saw him coming my way...
he looked perfect, divine...
I wish I could hold him forever...
I wish he could be mine...!!

He walks across smiling and gleaming
Shining brighter than the sunlight
I look at those glimmering eyes
And just wish he could be mine….

I wish u could feel the way I do…
I wish, to be with him...so he could see me shine...
yet…I am here, still, and mesmerized…
I wish he could be mine..!!

His voice is like no other
Hoping he'd sing our song to me
I sat by thinking and praying
Wishing that he should be mine…

He is every girl's dream...
He is in my mind…my soul…
I don't know...If I love him more than sun…
Could he be mine?

My love for him is wider than the universe
Deeper than the ocean
Stronger than sunlight
Purer than clear water…

But All I can do is wish…
Wish for the day,
When in due time
He could be mine

But I know I can't...
cause he still love his ex gf
He is there in my memories now…
And there could stay…be mine..!!

If I Could Stop Time

2011-06-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

If I could stop time,
I will be in the toppest of the world
Experiencing all the joys and happy moments

If I could stop time
I would pray the Time to stand still,
Because there are still few words left unspoken:
And moments to spare with the loved ones

If I could stop time
I request the Lord to have mercy on me
So that I shall grab out all the rapturous fantasies
Oh! Time be slow for you are the greatest healer of life,

I wish and love to do all these things
If and only if I could stop………TIME!

JUST PRETEND NOTHING HAPPEN

2011-06-10T03:20:00.000-07:00

JUST SHOW MY SWEET SMILE =)

my favourite

2011-06-07T04:01:00.000-07:00

Kereta Ku Shibie

2011-05-30T00:00:00.001-07:00

kereta ku kereta ku kereta ku .
kenapa la kau buat hal je shibie .
aku sayang kau la shibie .
jangan la susahkan aku .
aku tak nak jual kau shibie .
tapi jangan buat hal je .
aku baru pakai kau . dah jadi macam nie .
please jangan buat hal lagi .
aku sayang kau sangat sangat .
kau lah boyfriend + girlfriend aku .
i hope u understand me shibie .

Hati Saya Berkata

2011-05-27T08:58:00.001-07:00

saya suka tengok awak tapi takut awak nampak .
saya suka cara awak tapi takut awak tak suka cara saya .
saya suka dekat awak tapi takut awak tak suka dekat saya .
saya mula teringat dekat awak tapi takut awak tak ingat dekat saya .
saya mula happy kawan dengan awak tapi takut awak tak happy .
saya mula rasa sayang dekat awak tapi takut awak tak sayang saya .
saya mahu awak selalu ada di sisi saya tapi takut awak rimas .
saya mahu awak cinta saya tapi takut awak tak nak .
saya mahu cinta awak tapi takut awak tinggalkan saya .

ketakutan boleh memakan diri kita =)