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2012-10-13T23:23:00.003+05:30

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2012-04-15T19:29:00.004+05:30

Daard hai zindge mai kae,
par tera hona ek dawa sa hai
Ajj tu mere sath nahi
Par tere yaddo ke sahare hass kar jeena hai.

TERE YAAD

2012-04-15T19:28:00.004+05:30

Tu kitna massum tha
Jub tu mujhe milla tha
Tha tere ankho mai ek noor
Aur har lafz mai muskan tha.

Ye Waqt ke nazakat the,
Ye Zamane ka sarur tha,
Tu badal gaya kyo itna,
Tujhe na pahchane ko mai majbur tha.

Yaad hai har ek lamha jo hummara tha,
Tere har ek baat ka agaz ya anzam hummara tha,
Tere khusee aur gum mujhse jude the,
Tere har ek ada mai dikhta khuda ka noor tha.

Kaha kho gaye ho tum ke,
Tera aaj bhe intejar tha,
Dekhta hu roz tumhe,
Par jo tha tu kabhe uska aaj bhe intejar tha

2012-01-10T14:25:00.003+05:30

Hi now I am starting describe my journey of life.

I was born in jaunpur a small city in UP and I was informed that as i got rashes on my knees while walking on floor of rented house so my Dad decided to move to our own house and he build our home at a place called Mughalsarai.
I remember some of the sweet memories that I have till now, I saw my elder brother going to school near my home (ROSE BUD PUBLIC SCHOOL) and when i saw his annual function from our gallery I started to dream I will be in
a school one day. When he came back he was having some gift item that he earned as prizes for his participation. I started telling my parents I want to go to school.

few months later I was in one of the LKG class there I enjoyed those alphabetic plastic charts that were hanging on the wall of class and remember few of the madam's one too old and one young. I was there but now I started missing my home.
when ever there is play time I came out and look at my home to see my mom or dad and to say a big Hi to them. I remeber that black dog that the owner had we afraid of that dog many times we run haphazardly through satires.
I passed or failed dont know but was in UKG for 6 months then a new dream started to wear white shirt with blue pant and to go to school via bus, as my brother was in Kendriya Vidyalaya now.

I was now in a competitive world as there was only 15% seats for non railway wards for which the school conducts the exam, I went to a coaching for that to Malla Miss and learned or say remembered some answers like national animal, flower, colors in Flag,
first prime minister and some counting stuff and finally gave the eaxm and was waiting for the results. Now I think is it fine to show such a small child that fight is every where and you have to do more than other to get what you want.
I was selected and on the first day when I was going to bus stand I was so happy that I was jumping throughout the way when i seat in bus with my brother I took the seat just opposite to driver to see the world through bus how it looks and to enjoy the fresh air that will come from window.

In few moments more new student came they were weeping & crying " We don't want to go to school " & I was laughing and saying bye I am going to school. every parents asked how your son is happy about school and my father gave a smile and said its his dream.
some where in my heart I felt I am different from other, I don't know whether it was proud or real felling of uniqueness.

I reached to class in Apyad far from my brother school as at that time KV was having two schools one in manas nagar and other 1.5Km far in apyad for students of 1rst standard & a new dream took birt there to be in this part.
In class I saw a girl (now I call her didi) who was in my previous school and I said hey you come following me and i teased her you will not get churans anymore as she always used to have churan and imli from sau jeee shop just below my pre school.
and I noticed another girl she came in jeans and shirt I was surprised by her attire. I met many boys with whom I become friend Gaurav piyush Rohit Shikandar and kaushik name of few close one. We enjoyed every luch time together we was together in bus.

Oh with name of bus I remembered there was three buses one bade bus, majhle bus & choti bus. The driver uncle of Bade Bus was sardar jee he was the one who took us from manas nagar to apyad in which we had song sung by conductor and door was always locked.

I remember one day when a old faculty came in bus but there was no seat for her then I offered my seat she was happy but not ready to accept my offer then finally i said I am not felling well that you are standing then she sat there and said boy to the next seat to make some space for me and we both were sited now

we had many sweet memory in apyad i got injured there once due to the water supply pipe that was going on surface of ground and I was sleeping in class and that same jeans wearing girl was taking care of me.

we all enjoyed there I never remembered how much i scored in 1rst standard but when i saw my 1rst standard result in almirah I was surprised it was 96 % oh at that time these numbers were not so important but now we only think about results before and after and don't enjoy our life to full extent

FRNDSHP................................

2011-08-31T12:02:00.000+05:30

jindge mai kisske gum nahe jo aur gum batu
dosto ka kya karu jub hue ankhe num who apne palke bhenga baithe

KAVI SAMELLAN AT IIITA BY KUWAR BAICHAIN IT WAS GREAT

2011-08-29T22:49:00.000+05:30

Dharmendra Mani Varma apne achal ko bhegote he chale jate hai

jindge roe to rote he chale jate hai

naik kammo mai kabhe dair na karey sahab

dair hote hai to hote he chale jate hai
13 August at 20:08 ·
Dharmendra Mani Varma dair se pahchan paya who mujhe

accha hua

mai bahut khus hu

usne dair tak dekha mujhe
13 August at 20:09 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma sache mai humne auro ke rangne nahe dia

dil moom ka tha phir bhe pighalne nahe dia -2

chare ko aaj tak bhe tera intjar hai

humne auro ko gullal malne nahi dia
13 August at 20:12 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma yaad unke aur mujhe phir rula dia

,ai kaise maan lu unhe bhulla dia

who swan mai na yae to maine yahe kia

jhule par unka naam lika aur jhulla dia
13 August at 20:14 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma pahle to ye chupke chupke yuhe milte julte hai

ye dil ke darwaje hai khulte khulte khulte hai
13 August at 20:15 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma dil pai bahut muskil hai dil ke kahane likhana

jaise bahte hue panee par ho pani likhna

kuch bhe likhne ka hunnar tujhko agar mill jay to

isk ko ashk ke dariya ke khane likhna
13 August at 20:16 ·
Dharmendra Mani Varma Kya hai suraj tere aukat is duniya mai

Rat ke baaad bhe raat hai ish duniya mai

sakh se tode gaye phull ne hass kar kaha

accha hona bhe bure baat hai iss duniya mai
13 August at 20:18 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma hoke mayaus yu sham se na dhhlte raheye

jindge bhor hai suraj se nikalte raheye

ek he padav pai tharoge to thak jaoge

dhere dhere he sahe rah par chalte raheye
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Dharmendra Mani Varma apne uljhan mai he apne muskilo ke hall mile

jaise tede madhe sakho par phall mile

uske khare pann mai bhe koe kasis hoge

warna kyo sagar se ja ke yu ganga jal mile
13 August at 20:23 · · 2 peopleLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma nade bole samundar se

mai tere pass aye hu

mujhe bhega mere shyar

mai tere he rubae hu.

mujhe uchaeo ka who akelapan nahe bhaya

lahar hote hue bhe mere acchanal nahe lahraya

mujhe bandhe rahe thade baraf ke reashme kaya

bade muskil se ban neerjhar utar pae mai dharte par

chupa kar rakh muje sagar mai pasene ke kammae hu
13 August at 20:28 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma nade bole samundar se

mujhe pathar kabhe un ghateo ke pyar ne roka

kabhe kaleo kabhe phulo bhare tyohar ne roka

mujhe kartvya se jada kisi adhikar ne roka

magar mai ruk nahe pae mai tere ghar chale aye

mai dhadkan hu anhdae tere dil mai hu samae

nade bole samundar se mai tere pass aye hu

mujhe bhennga mere shayar mai tere he rubae hu

pahan kar chand ke nathnu sitaro se bhara achhal

naye jal ke naye bunde naye ghungreu nae payal

naya jhumar naye tikle nya bindiya naya kajal

pahan aye mai har gahna ke tere sath he rahna

lahar ke chudiya pahna ke pane ke kalae hu
13 August at 20:37 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma suke mitee se kabhe bhe koe murat na ban payege

jab hawa chalege ye mitee apne dhul udayege

isleye sajal badal ban kar bahuchar ke chette deta chal

ye duniya shukhe mitee hai tu pyarr ke cheete deta chal
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Dharmendra Mani Varma suraj dubba to ambar ko de gaya sitrao ke chite

madhur ritu aye to phool bane madu mast bharo ke chette

sawn aya to phollo ko mill gaye bharo ke chite

badal bhe mitne se pahle de gya phooharo ke chete

tu bhe kuch nae umngo se

apne jivan ke rango se

har nae subha ko sindure singar ke chete deta chal

ye duniya sukhe mite hai tu pyar ke chete deta chal
13 August at 20:48 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma Do char bar hum jo kabhe muskura liye

sare janha ne haath mai path utha liye

rahte hummare pass to ye tute jarrur

achha kia apne sapne chura liye
13 August at 20:50 · · 1 personYou like this.
Dharmendra Mani Varma abhe kisi daraj mai mill jayenge tumhe

who kaht jo tumhe na de sake likh likha ke
13 August at 20:51 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma usne mujhpar pathar

aur mai pani ke tarah

aur ucha aur ucha utha gaya
13 August at 20:52 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma duniya ne mujhpe pheke the pathar be hisab

maine unhe jod kar ghar bana liya
13 August at 20:53 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma sante ke trah mujhko mille jindge ke din

maine unhe mai basure ke dhun bana liye
13 August at 20:55 · · 1 personLoading...
Dharmendra Mani Varma hasste khilte phulo ko he jag ke ankho ka pyar milla

andhiyare mai jalte deepak ko he satkar milla

jo apnse se bhar aya usko sansar milla

jisne marna sikha usko jine ka adhikar milla

LEARN TO LIVE

2011-08-29T22:45:00.002+05:30

Jindge jine ka andaj hum sikh rahe the
Mile har ek chot ko huss kar hum dekh rahe the
Who samjhe ise humare nasamjhe
Kya kahu ke khare asko se chot mere darr rahe the

HAVE FAITH

2011-08-29T22:44:00.002+05:30

Yaken ka daman tham hai
nae raho par jana hai
darte the pag pag par
par ab mai he sach hu ye jana hai

...Jana hai koe rah asan nahe
par manjil tak subko jana hai
tu ho ya mai hu sub ko ye farz nibhana hai
Ek din millege manjil jarrur bus yahe soch muskurana hai

MY DREAM A PICTURE

2011-08-29T22:43:00.002+05:30

khwabo ke tasveer mai
kae rang hote hai
koe anshu mai bhenge to
kae muskurahto ke chete hoti hai
jo dekhe dhyan se koe

UMEED

2011-08-29T22:42:00.002+05:30

har subha tum ek umeed de jate ho
miloge aaj yuhe kahe ye ass jaga jate ho
Jub ate hai sunhare shamm to dard cha jata hai
par us tanha rato ke chand mai tera dedar ho jata hai
tute hue anshao ke nahe subha hone ka intejar rah jata hai

JINDGE KE SHAMMhota hai ye jindge ke shafar mai kyo jinhe hum humrahe banate hai who dur kahe choot jate hai jindge ke in tedhe mede modo mai kahe kho jate hai ...ye tera ek andaj hai hume kabil banane ka ya koe nae sikh de jane ka ya jalta hai tu apne tanhaeo ko dekh kya hai wajha tere in ruswaeo kahota hai ye jindge ke shafar mai kyo jinhe hum humrahe banate hai who dur kahe choot jate hai jindge ke in tedhe mede modo mai kahe kho jate hai ...ye tera ek andaj hai hume kabil banane ka ya koe nae sikh de jane ka ya jalta hai tu apne tanhaeo ko dekh kya hai wajha tere in ruswaeo ka

2011-08-29T22:41:00.002+05:30

hota hai ye jindge ke shafar mai kyo
jinhe hum humrahe banate hai
who dur kahe choot jate hai
jindge ke in tedhe mede modo mai kahe kho jate hai

...ye tera ek andaj hai hume kabil banane ka
ya koe nae sikh de jane ka
ya jalta hai tu apne tanhaeo ko dekh
kya hai wajha tere in ruswaeo ka

2011-08-29T22:40:00.000+05:30

dil itna masuum kyo hai
ish duniya ke chalo se anjam kyo
ata hai ise dard mai bhe khuse
jo who mere dard par muskurae

...cahta hai ye khuse uske har pall
chae hum kitne bhe ashk bahaye
ye uske yado ko sanjoye hanse khwaab dikhaye
un khwabo ke khwab hone ka dard hum kya bataye

AFTER JOINING IBM

2011-08-29T22:38:00.002+05:30

tere yaddo ka karwa aaj phir chal pada
thahre the jindge kisi anjan padaw pe
phir ise chalne ke wajha milee
tu aaj jaruur kahe phir hasse

...tere jindge bhare muskan ne
pathar baan chuke in ankho ko jindge de
dekhe isne phir kae khawab
tut jaye to bhe koe ab daar nahe

tere yaddo ke ek lahar chale
dil ke samundar mai bhawander uthaa
har bhulee lamho ke mote chamak uthe
kalle andhere raat mai bhe umeed ke lao phir jall uthe

2011-03-30T11:48:00.002+05:30

Humse tum umeed karo ge aise na umeed the
Jo tum na samjho ge apna tumse umeed na the
Jane do umeedo ka kya who to tut jate hai
SHUKRIA JO TUMNE KAHA TUMSE WAHE UMEED THE

2011-03-30T11:46:00.002+05:30

kud ke talash hum karte rahe
appne yado ko khngalte rahe
jo the hum kabhe
aaj uske khojte rahe

YOU wana Kill Me

2011-03-30T11:45:00.002+05:30

who mere marne ke baat karte hai
Hum kya kahe ke kaise jete hai
Kuch bahta yadoo ka lahu hai
to kuch unke duao ka kassor hai

mirror

2011-03-30T11:42:00.001+05:30

Tume aaj phir pahchan liya mujhe
laga tumne apne jaisa maan lia mujhe
apne khubia gianae mujhmai aise
jaise tune aina maan lia mujhe

koe mujhe milla de

2011-03-28T00:04:00.000+05:30

waqt ko mere daar ke raasta kaun dikhayega
who in tede medhe raho mai bhatak jayga
jaise bhatak gae hai khusia mere
par dua hai unhe thikanna mere mahboob ka mill jayega

I M NOT A JOKE

2011-03-28T00:02:00.000+05:30

kahte rahe hum jaha se ankhe baand karlo
jo hum kuch kahe apne kaan band kardo
par who samajh tamasha dekhte rahe
hume banna latefa humpar haste rahe

tune kyo tareff ke

2011-03-27T23:59:00.001+05:30

kah diya apne jo apke dil ne kaha
Humne bhe use hass kar kabul kia
Ke tere you adat na the tareef karne ke
Par aaj phir tere jajbate ne maj tujhe bur kia

words are .....................

2011-03-27T11:59:00.002+05:30

Kavita kisi ke jagir nahe hoti
ye to kisi ashiqe ke tahreer hoti hai
kisi ke asko ke manjil hoti hai
Jo uttar jaye samvednay warko par
to ye warko ke takdeer hoti hai

yadeeeeeeeeeee

2011-03-27T11:58:00.002+05:30

Kal ke baat kyaa kahu
jinka tha sath kya kahu
dil kahu to kaam hoga
ruh chu gae aise unho ne baat kahe

AAJ PHIR MAIKHANA THA

2011-03-27T11:57:00.002+05:30

Kal sham ye yanha ek maikhana tha
aye the kae pillane wale
Shabdo ke sharab aur
kavitao ka pyala tha.

Like wat you say

2011-03-27T11:56:00.002+05:30

kah diya apne jo apke dil ne kaha
Humne bhe use hass kar kabul kia
Ke tere you adat na the tareef karne ke
Par aaj phir tere jajbate na majbur kia

KEEP SMLING 4 SM 11

2011-03-27T11:54:00.002+05:30

aaj phir gum hua hum ro diye
humare dost mannane agyae
mere asko ka maul hire moti se laga gaye
hum na ruke aur rote rahe
ke jo karte the humse nafrat
who pahle he anmol muskan de ise kahred gaye.