this is what i call sweet

kera sumbang

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Mon, 10 Jan 2011 08:54:00 +0000

suatu ptg yang indah:
(jobless day at ward 7b)

mamat A: when was the last time u meet our batchmates?

me: who? bdak2 medic ukm ke?

mamat A: ye la!

me: nadez termasuk x? haha!

mamat A: mestila x!

me: er. mase konvo aritu kot. ade jmpe naz n farin kat serdang mase hantr patient g ct brain.

mamat A: dat doesn't counts la!

nota kaki:omigod. adekah ak kera sumbang? feels like lightning strikes me. i should find some time to meet them. ouch!

missing medical school days

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Mon, 10 Jan 2011 04:19:00 +0000

reminiscing the good old days.

well.not that long.

but i do miss the time.

where u have no responsibilities on your patients

ur duty is to study so that u won't become a lousy doctor

i hope i'm not

though this journey as a doctor

is not always joyful

but i am thankful that i have survived so far

just another 1 1/2 yrs to go.

weehoo.

nota kaki: it is just another page in our life. next destination? life as a wife perhaps?

laugh out loud!

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Wed, 22 Dec 2010 13:12:00 +0000

i am quite disgust right now

quite contradict with my title right?

well.

i never thought i'll be quite miserable in paeds

miserable is a bad word. can i use dislike instead?

i enjoyed surgical more i guess.

probably i'm into surgical based postings.

or mayb the ppl in paeds which is much more particular+concern+strict+perfectionist

making me suffocate and in need of freedom. they are nice.pls.don't misunderstood my statement.

aih. i love kids.don't get me wrong. i just hate the environment.

p/s: nadiah. just swallow it and laugh out loud. like u always did. u will survive eventually.

complicated!

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Sun, 19 Dec 2010 13:50:00 +0000

Perancangan Majlis ( 6 bulan sebelum majlis )
this is a list regarding preparations 6 months prior to the BIG day..(oh.xlame suda!)

1.Tetapkan tarikh majlis ; pernikahan , bersanding, resepsi ( jika ada) -checked!
2.Hubungi perunding/perancang majlis sekiranya inginkan khidmat nasihat -yes br buat harini!
3.Bincang budget yg akan dikeluarkan untuk setiap majlis -er..kene kire blk bajet ni.cam da lari je
4.Senaraikan tetamu yg akan hadir - ni bio le mak gue yg setelkan
5.Jika majlis di dewan/hotel, pastikan ianya ditempah seawal yg mungkin untuk mengelakkan kehampaan -checked!
6.Pilih jurugambar. Sekiranya menggunakan yg professional selalunya memerlukan tempahan seawal 6 bln sebelum majlis -ni blom.ade yg nak volunteer? mura2 la sket..huh3
7.Pilih dan tempah katering / tukang masak -checked!
8.Survey pilihan-pilihan pakaian yg sesuai untuk setiap majlis -ni pn br arini usha2..
9.Jika akan menggunaka bunga segar, survey pilihan yg ada- in dillema.nk fresh flowers ke x. tmbh rm1k weh!
10.Tentukan jika anda inginkan hiburan semasa majlis spt kompang, musik atau DJ -ni blom lg. psg maher zain je la.wewewe
11.Buat persediaan untuk tempahan kad -ni pn blom
12.Hadiri kursus perkahwinan -oih! ni pn blom. cmne nk kawen if x g kursus lg? alfi da pegi.ak blom.wawawa!

btol ke xde perfek wedding??

engagement

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Thu, 16 Dec 2010 11:54:00 +0000

allhamdulilah azie engaged on saturday

and i'm not oncall dat day~

wehoooo!!

i have been missing some of my frens weddings

aih

at least i'm not missing my besties engagement!

azie attended mine, so i had to come and celebrate with her

anyway

turn out we came so late

we were the last guests of the day!

but we were treated like a queen.

tq azie n family for great hospitality

congrats! muahh!

tired!

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Thu, 16 Dec 2010 11:37:00 +0000

i am tired

period.

pls let me out of this misery.

nak kawen duduk umah goyang kaki boley?

haha!

changing into a new title

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Tue, 14 Dec 2010 12:19:00 +0000

uih.

wujud lagi blog ni upenye

anyway

i think no one will be reading my blog anymore

slps lame suda terbengkalai

i nvr thought of planning a wedding will be so difficult

skrg pn maseh fening

esp on the wedding dress!!

aihhh

i am in deep dillema!

aihh!

crushed and traumatized!

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Sat, 25 Sep 2010 13:59:00 +0000

can't stop this feeling

though ppl said time will heal everything

absolutely this is not included

i just need my strength.

to keep on going.

nota kaki: sighing deeply. s.o.s!

emotions

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Tue, 10 Aug 2010 13:07:00 +0000

life is quite hectic these days

i've been engaged for nearly 7 months now.

my fiance is an army officer. young officer

his life is pretty miserable too at this moment.

org kate x elok tunang lame2

it's not really the actual plan.

at first, we were thinking to tie the knot by the end of this yr

or early nxt yr.

but, looking back at our situations now

it might probably delayed..

aih.

i love my job. i love my life.

i want to built a family so badly.

but it seems so vague.

may the path runs smoothly...

amin..

nota kaki: selamat berpuasa. selamat bertarawikh...smoga dapat cuti raye thn ni..:P

tin kosong

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Sun, 01 Aug 2010 13:56:00 +0000

ade 3 jenis manusia dlm dunia ni

satu:

die mmg terer gle. tp mmg kerek n bongkak.
but still, i can tolerate this kind of people.
at least, they knew what are they doing.

dua:

die mmg terer gle. tp sgt2 down to earth.
humble.suka tlg org.
ak doakan ko sentiasa senang dunia akhirat

tiga:
ko ape pn takde. ilmu xde.skill pn xde.
yg ade kat ko. mulut je bising. hasil xde
hampeh.

ni name die tin kosong.
in this case, ak rase cam nak pijak2 je diorg ni masuk tong sampah
cakap je lebat.

haih,manusia2..

nota kaki: it's an observation.not a judgement.

me talking to myself

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Thu, 01 Jul 2010 15:55:00 +0000

it's been 2 weeks since i started work

i had this 2 different feelings

one, i think i kinda love my job

two, why in the world did i choose to become a doctor?

i hate doing oncalls!

well. good things will never be standing around alone

it must be equalize with bad things.

no, i should probably replace 'bad' with difficulties

and with difficulties will someone learns to appreciate

learn to overcome it

and learn to improve.

i never understood when my lecturers used to say the satisfaction of seeing ur patient improving with ur treatment

till now.

ya allah. smoga niatku sentiasa betul. dan permudahkan, berkatilah perkerjaanku.

nota kaki: i just don't get the point of negative criticism. u r not that good to criticize others. pity u. hope u'll realize soon.

orang zaman dolu2

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Thu, 27 May 2010 05:27:00 +0000

cpt btul mase berlalu

ni da nk bulan 6

so xlame lagi pose and xlame lagi raye

so tgh duduk2 menunggu induksi neh

cpt2 la g tempah baju raye

weee..ntah dapat ke x cuti raye thn ni?

sob3..jgn kene raye kat wad suda

anyway, this is what happened at the tailor

me : makcik, saye punye 3 helai yg mrh purple and ijau tu

makcik tailor: meh ukur badan. 1st time buat kt sini kan

me: aah

makcik tailor: ni nak wat bju ape ni?

me: baju kurung bese je..tp nak pesak gantung. pinggang tu nak separuh getah separuh klip ye

meanwhile, my mom browse over the measurement that had been taken

mama: pinggang 26? dulu mama mase anak dara 24 je tau.

me: haha!! dulu mn ad mekdi ke kfc ke baskin robin ke.. mane aci

nota kaki: ceh. diperli oleh mak sendiri.aiya~

deep sighh~

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Tue, 25 May 2010 06:52:00 +0000

adekah betol kate shuk

yg induksi will be postpone?

bdak um da g induksi and da tau posting kat mn pun

alih2 tau our induction course will be held end of june?

after usm. which ended their exam later than us

this is so not fair!

habesla sume hospital2 kat smnjg ni

oh tidakkkkkk~

pls la bg sy housemanship kat smnjg dulu

nti jd mo nk anta sabah pn xpe..heheh

ngp transkrip pejabat akademik x siap kn awl2?

what is the purpose of finishing med school earlier than anybody

but get to work last?

haihh..dugaan2..

sexy is my name?

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Fri, 21 May 2010 02:56:00 +0000

when i first listen to this song

this is the words that really pierce through my eardrums

"sexy is my name, yeah sexy is my name"

haha!

anyway, the song is hip, catchy and i am so loooooving it!!

MizzNina Feat. Colby O Donis
What You Waiting For:

[colby]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me want get this party started
hey baby comein tell me what this all
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[mizz nina]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[colby]
its your birthday
so tell me what's you want it too

[mizz nina]
its my birthday
im really wanna get with you

[colby]
drop the beat now and may be we can get it started

[mizz nina]
will go insane and take you to the after party

[colby]
so what's your name hey baby what's your name oh yeah

[mizz nina]
sexys my name yea sexys my name

[colby]
ok and whats your game hey baby what's your game
[mizz nina]
ok i like to play..i ..i like to play

[colby]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me want get this party started
hey baby comein tell me what this all
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[mizz nina]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[colby]
hey sexy girl from kuala lumpur
[mizz nina]
hey baby that's me i'll be on the dance floor

[colby]
i got you with surprise we pop in up in VIP
[mizz nina]
and if i ask nice can i take you home with me

baby let's get crazy come and loose control
you want to tear up after party
i know you wants some more
i wanna see you with that body

baby come and get it
what you what you waiting for

nota kaki: it's mizznina from teh tarik crew..:))

man vs woman

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Tue, 11 May 2010 08:09:00 +0000

one of many odd jobs i had to do this holiday is to send my sister to her workplace

so, indirectly i become the most loyal listener of hot fm am krew

sbb ni jela rncgn radio pagi yang tajuk2 die menarek, wat ak gelak sorg2 cam gile

despite the highest level of cortisol is in the morning,

i need some boost to prevent me feeling drowsy while i'm driving

and of course, laughter is a good solution.

tajuk arini ialah laki vs pompuan.

sape lagi memahami?

as expected, man will always blame woman and vice versa

but to me..

sbnrnye dua2 pun sm.

dua2 pn sbnrnye paham keadaan pasangan msg2

tapi saje je buat2 xnak paham

sbb ape?

sbb ad rase pntgkn diri

rs nak menang

rs nak jadi yang betul je..

it's true..

nota kaki 1: b, if sayang gemok and naik 3kg, will u understand me? or will u mock me? haha..:P

nota kaki 2: happy mother's day to my mom, my future mom-in-law...will update on mother's day celeb after i've done uploading the pics!

short words

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Wed, 05 May 2010 04:12:00 +0000

setelah pnt jadi bibik kat umah

i've deserve this holiday!

malas nk describe.

jus njoy d pics!

nota kaki: sy nmpk gemok sbb pakai jaket tu ye..haha! :P

perfectly perfect

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Sun, 18 Apr 2010 13:51:00 +0000

oih

sgt seronot kuar jln2 di waktu wikend

tanpa perlu pkr pasal blaja

or kelas

or exam

heaven!

we were supposed to go to jln tar

nk cari tudung2 yg menarik

tp sbb anak sedaraku mau ngade2 nak ikut

tpksa la g jln tmpt berbumbung

a.k.a shopping complex

we went to our 'it- a- must' hangout place

coffee bean!

and yes

i looovee black forest ice blended

and the latest obsession is

frozen yogurt coffee bean

sgt2 sedap!

n guilty free.

nota kaki: ye.sy da gemok 3kg. tp maseh blom ade cubaan mau diet. muahaha!

jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Fri, 16 Apr 2010 02:32:00 +0000

i just can't wait!

oh duit

walaupun da x de

sy akn berusaha ntk enjoy jugak holiday kali ni

heee

:)

last trip oversea was 2 yrs ago to holland

tu pn bkn vacation sgt pn

this time is full time tourist! yay!

oh ye dinner mlm td i made spaghetti bolognaise for my entire family

aih,

igt nak buat ala2 melayu sket. sbb sy ske pedas

tp akhirnye jd western gk

anyway abes jugak..lalala~

mau belajar wat bengkang ubi la pasni

tp mcm leceh sket kueh2 tradisional ni

hehe..kumpul mood dlu..

probably after dis vacation? will see

nota kaki: the future is not for us to see. the present is for us to succeed. (",)

wandering minds

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Thu, 08 Apr 2010 06:02:00 +0000

it's my holiday!

sape sangke menjadi part timer 'housewife'

adelah penat jgak.

correction.sgt penat

here goes my routine.everyday!

bgn pagi-gosok gg-solat

bukak gate-tutup gate-buang sampah-

basuh kaen-angkat kaen-

masak lunch-lipat kaen

tido2-tgk2 tv-

boooooriiinkk!

and i'm doing it all alone

did i said my other half is no longer here in peninsular msia?

he's far away from me.

haha.gedik pompuan ni

kat sabah je pn

but he's like the new prime minister

nope. he's wayy too busy from the prime minister himself *sigh*

ape agknye jadi ble ak start housemanship

dua2 pn busy?

aih

the more i forbid myself frm thinking bout it

the more i think. and deeper.

i think i should get a new hobby.

to take my mind off those disturbing thoughts.

and pls.not binge eating.

a new and healthy one.

dancing perhaps? lalala~

miss those moments.

senyum sampai ke telinga

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 10:40:00 +0000

allhamdulilah.

allhamdulilah.

allhamdulilah.

saye gembira

saye bersyukur

saye suke

yay yay yay

after 5yrs of hardship..

it really pays off!

mungkin bukan rezeki

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 04:36:00 +0000

sy stress

sbb ortho td sy pdm jwapan yg betol last2 minute

5 min sblm abes tuka jwpn dr de quervain tenosynovitis

jadi carpal tunnel

bwh pn same

dr ats smpi bwh tuka

:(

xde rezeki kot

atau adela dosa2 lame ak buat dulu..

xpela..mr tdo untuk ilangkn stress dlu...

don't fret.

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Sun, 14 Mar 2010 01:09:00 +0000

ya allah

permudahkan lah perjalanan peperiksaan kami

semoga kami tenang, dilapangkan dada, di beri akal untuk menjawab soalan peperiksaan

ya allah

smoga segala usaha kami selama 5 thn in diberkati mu

semoga kami menjadi antara hamba2 mu yang berkhidmat untuk masyarakat

semoga kami jadi doktor yang selamat, yang beriman dan bertakwa

ya allah

janganlah kau tarik hidayahmu dari kami

walaupun kami ini hambamu yang hina

yang banyak membuat dosa, yang alpa

ya allah

semoga kami semua tidak hanya berdoa dan tidak hanya dekat padamu ketika waktu2 susah..

ya allah..permudahkanlah..aminn...

guys, MD UKM 2010..

good luck.don't fret.u know u have tried ur best..

it's ok. stop worrying but don't stop trying

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Tue, 09 Mar 2010 23:25:00 +0000

i've been having dreams this past 2 weeks

and it makes me feel so tired upon waking up at morning

almost all my dreams were sooooo tiring

i was in the jungle running like no body business

or i was battling with snakes or crocodiles

or i was climbing steep hills

it's not nightmare though

i didn't felt scared at all

it just i feel soo tired in the morning..

my brain really didn't want to stop working even at night..

nota kaki: it's ok. i'm ok. i just need to keep holding on.

kemanakah buah jantung pengarang hatiku...lalala~~

pic xde kaitan ngan entry. rindu ngn ketenangan hospital slim river...:)

can i?

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Wed, 03 Mar 2010 07:23:00 +0000

at this moment

all i want to do is

SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAMMMM out loud!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

bak kate nadez, g tngkt 5 HUKM dpan tpt construction site tu

sure xde org denga

xyah g jauh2

aih.ari2 pn tacycardia tachypnoea, hypertension

mandi x basah, tido xlena, makan x kenyang2..

wewewewewe..

rase cam nk g spa.or facial.or massage.

dem! duit xde.mase pn xde! ngongs

p/s: ni otak org merapu.sekian!

image obtained from google

korporat? kkm?

noreply@blogger.com (Nadiah :)) — Thu, 25 Feb 2010 12:24:00 +0000

arini interview SPA

dlm mind da set nk jadi family med specialist

kalo tny

so bc la dengue dm hpt tb etc..

tp kene tny thyphoid and chollera

haha!

ape perbezaan die..

kui3~

microb da lm tnggal da..lg pn diorg jrg kene admit.

pastu leh plak tny pasal budaya korporat yg diamalkn KKM

teeett!!

tny ar satu malaysia ke. h1n1 ke. aiiiihh..

anyway. allhamdulilah..ok je kot

mari bace ong2 gedek2 arini..

p/s: tgk gamba ni x sangke da nk msk 24 thn da thn ni.(kecuali nadez mmg org tua)