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Chinese New year 2012 2

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Tue, 24 Jan 2012 02:20:30 PST

Didn't know the existence of this kind shop til today. You can always find wonders in Penang. Happy Chinese New year everyone!! :-)

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Chinese New year 2012

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Mon, 23 Jan 2012 01:16:16 PST

A Guru. A Teacher.

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Sat, 14 Jan 2012 01:31:21 PST

Just finish watching God of Study. A Korean drama.
Cried lots.
Surprise me was before this I wasn't a person that will sit down and watch drama.
It happen once every semester when I am having my final exam.
Maybe because my mind didn't want me to study. Or i shut my brain from studying.

This drama, teach us about studying. How 5 kids under special supervision went from D student to A student.
Went to know nothing to know themselves.
Went to hi-bye friends to close-to-heart friends.
Hatred to love.
Strangers to teacher.

The way they learn and such made me think back my primary school time.
One of the teacher inside the drama said : "I want to be a teacher that students will miss".
That made me thought back my primary class teacher.
Mdm Tan BH.
She was my class-teacher for both Yr 4 and 6.
She was the well-known dinosaur teacher in the school.
I didn't expect to be so bad till i tried her.

No one can get less than full marks.
If not, you will be getting your punishments.
Full of homeworks everyday for you to complete at home.
Spellings for chinese proverbs everyday.
Copying articles everyday.
Writing and compositions.
Math the worst, no wrong-doing for even one question.
Bring all books everyday.

It was like hell for me.
I was being me. Lazy. And never wanted to finish any homework.
I always get from her.
From canning to standing outside of the classroom.
I was stubborn.

I used to hate her a lot.
She made us do this little book that write down all our homework of the day.
Then after completion, we need to get our parents to sign for us.
I did a few times then i faked the signatures myself.
Since no one would find out.
But she did.

She is a smart woman.
Pretty petite woman.
But am tough, strict teacher.

Because of her, i started to finish up my homework from time to time.
I used to wake up in the middle of the night just to finish up her homework.
I didn't sleep due to memorizing those proverbs and spellings.
I was promoted to a better class in Yr 5.
But i slacked again. And i dropped back to her class.

This time in Yr 6, she won't let anything go.
She reinforced in not only Chinese, English but also Math.
Everything must be perfect just like the drama i watched just now.

I must really say thanks to her that i get to where i am now.
Whenever i think of her, i think of hardship and hardwork.
From hardwork, you can achieve what you wanna achieve!
Thank you teacher!

I am sorry that I was such a problem to you back then.
I really thank you for teaching me.
Another secret was I never like my Yr 5 class. The teachers and students where snobbish.
You are one teacher that i felt really bring out your sincerity in teaching.
And I appreciate that.

Confession

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 08:54:41 PST

It's kinda weird.
The one you least expected confessed.
The one that you want him to... didnt do anything..

Love

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Mon, 09 Jan 2012 21:49:50 PST

Someone once said missing a person will cause your heart beat goes faster.
I think this is because of the intensity of thinking and missing that person that makes one this way.

Over the years, there are people come and go.
Love and being loved and also rejected and reject.
This is the norm for reality.

No fairy tales till the end.
It's just the matter of understanding and also time.

I used to have a lot of flings.
Till now.
Always a few guys here and there lingering trying to get my attention.
The same goes to me.
I also linger around to get guys attention.
The crucial part is whether that guy or girl want your attention or not?!

I have a friend posted "You don't say missing you like you used to huh?"
I guess this is the cruel part of a relationship.

I feel her.
It has been a few months and yet, she is still feeling down on her previous relationship.

How sad it is when he or she used to say nice things about you
Then suddenly they decided not to because they had either lost interest in you
or simply gave up?

Human are really something.
You can be husband and wife one day and then enemies the next.
You can be loving couple one day and then stranger the next.
You can be intense one day then cold like ice the next.

It's just like magic!

When we were kids, we used to love magic.
When we were older, we tends to lost interest in it.
Because we know it is not real.
Same goes to love.
When we are into it, we were loved.
When it ends, we felt down.

Because we thought it was real, and it's not.

I have friend that tried to commit suicide for her love before.
She was being silly.
Love him SO much! Yet, that guy can just leave.
I don't wanna be sexism here.
The same goes to girls.
I have a pair of friend that love each other like there are no tomorrow.
Then out of the sudden, the girl walk away from him.

Both the girl and guy that lost in relationship,
can't help themselves in sadness.
Yet, that guy can be more rational than girl.

I never believe in fairy tales.

Love is too irrational.
You don't fall in love in first sight.
It is call liking what you see.

Love is a much deeper meaning.
Understand it before saying it.

I have guys that come to me and say they fallen in love with me.
I asked them why? How?
Why I can't feel them?

I can say I fallen in love with my family.
If people ask me. I will answer. .
I will forget about their mistake after argue.
I will remember them out of the blue.
I will cook for them.
I will fight and argue with them and still love them.
I will think about good and bad things about them.
I show them what i do and tell them what i did.
I care for them.
I like to kacau them.
I would willing to do anything for them. Maybe not the 1st thought because human are selfish. But i will.
I like how silly it goes when we wanted to plan something.
I love the differences in family. Not accepting but blending into it.
And so on.. and so forth... So many many things that i wanna say that i can't finish this post in 20years.

I believe if you love someone, you action speaks louder than words.

A wonderful day

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 22:08:48 PST

It has been a while since last spent the whole day js doing nice things...
Finally had the chance and it was awesome!!

Just wish that time would stop and continue to have that....

Bits of PTPTN Seminar

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Sat, 07 Jan 2012 06:00:36 PST

Me and CW went to the PTPTN seminar in KL the other day.

PTPTN sponsored the accomodation

2 in a room.

With bath-tub.

Heater and also iron.

Never heard of Grand Season hotel till that day.

View from my room.

KL is just so pack!

No wifi.

Glasses for plain water and also coffee and tea.

Dinner for the night.

My room-mate and her comrades.

Cam-whore dulu.

Part of the event.

Dinner.

Not bad.

Suprisingly the hotel not bad.

Kinda arabic feel to me.

I guess they have lots of arabic guests then.

Nice Xmas deco.

Overall, I would say thanks PTPTN for the seminar.

Yet, I think they can improve much much more.

They don't even provide feedback form for participants to rates their seminar.

The contents that they talk about, can be more precise and compact.

Too much free time.

I thought otherwise before going but i was disappointed as always.

Going back

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Fri, 06 Jan 2012 19:25:38 PST

In the end,
I get to go back as well.
Gonna be there for 12days.

Going back is nothing.
But going back to what is the main reason.

Being back meaning i need to leave something behind.
I will be in a very bad state this sem.
Because i don't know a lot of things.

Still, am happy and anxious of going back.
Hopefully everything turns fine.

In the mean time,
Happy day!

Used to be him~

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Thu, 05 Jan 2012 03:07:53 PST

Looking back at my photos, I notice some people in my life that does not stay.

I used to have a good friend.
Get to know him thru bloggers movie preview.

He used to be a close companion.
Talking in the middle of the night lying in his car.
Eating yogurt just for the sake of we both like it.

Night out at mcD to cure our boredness.
Sit there and just start talking and talking about all sorts of stuffs.

Used to go for a day out.
Park our car somewhere.
Just walk around the city in our bagpack and flip flops.
Act as a pair of tourist in KL.
Visit Telephone Museum. Act dumb.
Sit outside of Maybank HQ just for a rest.
Pose dumb in front of the camera.

Tried a lot of first time with him.
First time to his area.
First time sitting in the car with a guy friend and just talk.
First time drinking absolute + ice-cream soda in the cinema! *not being caught* ^^
First time feeling that a guy can be so simple and yet dream big.

He used to tell me his crazy stories.
His story of being a janitor.
His story of bringing all sorts of things into the cinema.
His story of his family.
His girlfriend.
His dream.

Then one day,
no idea what happen.
We lost contact.
Trying to call and call him.
Got him in the end. But he changed.
He said something that i can never forget.

From then on,
I am not sure is he the one that change or
is he like that since the first time i know him?!
Can i trust everything or anything that he says?

I chose to trust.
But we never contact each other after that.

The last i knew,
He worked with a gaming company.
Had a new girlfriend.
Still into photography.

Now,
I just hope that he is all well.
Happy.
And maybe sometimes, still remember me.

TMA- This is us.

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 11:40:49 PST

Just saw a few photos of my ex-roommate's new born baby boy.
Can't help myself thinking why this baby so cute.

I still remember I used to get jealous of my sister and also cousin if they get all the attention from my family.
All of them are roughly around my age.
Me being the eldest of course already get used to being the centre of all attention.
But after them, I can notice the different.
I can't tell the different then but now i know what was it.
It was just plain jealousy.

After my brother being born, that little thing is awfully naughty.
But everytime I see him fallen asleep, I can't help myself smiling.
Though as always i seem to not to care but deep down, i always think of him.
I think the same goes to my sister.
Though mummy always say she is jealous of my lil brother but i know she actually loves him.

As for my sister, i both love and hate her.
Hate her for being able to just get angry as she wants.
Though she never say it out but i know she is.
I know a lot of times, i say or done things that hurt her but it seems that i didn't know it.
I didn't realize it until she tells me. Until i ask her.
No matter how bad she is, i can only be angry with her for a while.
Take the tab for example, i know buying the tab will make her mad, jealous and such.
But i can't help myself. I don't dare to tell her that because i know how she must have felt.
And because of this, he must also be siding her so i know she will have someone to complaint to.
I waited till a few days after that she ask me only i talk about it. I know by then she already can face the fact.
And she must be already accept it, or atleast face it.
This is my sister, no matter how it is-she wont tell you but she will make faces and such.
I guess you need to know her to know her.

I remember me telling people that I don't like little kid.
Well, this is the truth.
If that kid is awfully naughty i dont like.
But I can't help myself looking at kids.
I can't help myself looking at crying babies.
No matter how hard they cry, they r still that adorable.

That resemble my lil brother's face when he wanna cry.
The mimik face that our whole family know how to make.
He is an angel in our family.
Thanks to him, mummy have a company at home now since me and sis not around.
Thanks to my lil brother that we know jealousy.
Thanks to my lil brother that miss me although he never say it out. Maybe scare i will laugh at him if he says.
Thanks to my lil brother that always always love his sister no matter how we scolded him.
Thanks to my lil brother and sister for being there when i am sick.

I miss them. I miss how 3 of us go out for shopping, movie, fighting, eating every 2hrs due to my brother hungry-ness, walking around just walking, going for a jog, playing badminton that my brother sux in, karaoke session with my sister and make her pay for me, paying for her meals, paying for his meals, seeing both of them happily eating, pillow talk with her and with him, looking at his face when he says wanna sleep with us, playing rough and so on and so forth.

Never before

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 07:34:46 PST

It came and goes from time to time.
Never did I realize that how important it is till now.
Never been happier that it happens again.
Thank God for that.

Marriage

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Tue, 03 Jan 2012 05:45:59 PST

Back and then saw some wedding photos~
Sometimes I am wondering why two get together and in the end get married? Is it because they are really that in love with each other or just to satisfy their sexual needs?
Everyone can look so happy together in those photos but in real life, are they that perfect?
Each and everyone of them have their deepest secret.

For me, marriage is not that important as long as both of you are happy together.
I don't mind living together but not married. Marriage is just a ceremony.
Sometimes this ceremony makes you regret. Or makes you do something that you don't think it's possible in the 1st place.

To be married meaning to love and forgive for the rest of your life.
Yet, some can't do it and still get married.

Some are force to get married.
Some naturally went into marriage due to too long being couple.
Some just follow the trend.

Seriously people, why do u get married?
Why do you even think of it ?
Or plan it ?

I have friends that have a dream of getting married and build a family.
I have friends that didn't expect themselves to get married but end up married and having a baby soon.
I have friends who still searching.

If you are married, tell me why do u get married in the 1st place?
And are you happy now?

If you are not married, then tell me do you wanna get married? And why?

1Hour 1Paper

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Tue, 03 Jan 2012 02:10:50 PST

Just finish 1 paper today. What can I say about it ? Not that difficult but no that easy. I can say I can get 20 out of 40 but not full marks. I notice I have some slacks at the end there but let's hope for the best. Hope that I can squeeze a A- from this subject, if possible.

2012 a new year to blend in

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Mon, 02 Jan 2012 00:11:24 PST

In a jiff of time, I am already in my 3rd year in UMS. Being a 3rd year student now is not that easy and also not that difficult. I looked back into those years when I was still a secondary school student. I never thought I would be able to get into local institute due to my laziness and also poor results. But deep inside I always I would get in because people always say only those with good results and lucky ones can get into local university.

Being in UMS for 3years i learned a lot. Most of the time people will write their new year resolution in the beginning of every year but this year I gonna write one more extra which is things i did in year 2011 and also new year resolution.

Things I did in 2011

- straighten my hair before CNY, 1st time being awesomely pretty!!

- Slim down & wore dress for CNY and Look AWESOME!!

- Last minute took part in Campus Election & WON 3rd or 4th place~ :)

- Got the position as Treasurer in MPP UMS

- Been to my 1st dinner with the Minister & more after that

- Lots of flying back to Peninsula for events, seminars, conference.

- Attended Graduan Aspire 360 and met awesome CEOs

- Attended SIFE World Cup 2011 @ KL Convention Centre, Met lots of awesome people from around the world. This make me realize how small am I and how much more i need to learn.

- 1st time meeting MPP from all local university in USM, Convention for Parlimen Mahasiswa.

- Met reps from other private university and made great Friends~

- Tour around Malaysia, visiting more than 10 local universities with my fellow MPP

- Missed the most palapes training for the whole period im in palapes

- Being the VIP for the event most of the time

- Tired of all things and broke down into tears

- Glad that i experience more than others

- being the follower for group assignment for the 1st time, the feeling was not bad but also not good. I prefer the old style of mine.

- skipped most classes in the 2nd term of my MPP life.

- typed the most excuse letters for my missed classes

- Met people that come and go

- Joined Youth Defined, just the sake of knowing what this means. And end up meeting cool people from KYS !!

- Appeared in Newspaper & Magazine !! *winks*

- Dress nicely for International Appreciation Dinner with all the International Students and lecturers. 1st time knowing there are that much of IS in my uni. That triggered my brain into making IncFest! (coming soon in April or May 2012)

- Got a Tab from Ms.Know.It.All. *Hugs* Am loving the pressie!

- saw 2 pairs of my closest friends got together. ~sweet~

- Lost in a relationship, but still am friend.

- Planned a trip and yet unable to go. *sobs*

- Planned another 2 trips for the coming year. Peek-Manila & Mabul *winks*

- Most of all, Happy to be with all my loves ones including my mum, sister, brother, aunt, uncle, friends.

2012 New year Resolution

- Slim down to 52KGs

- Spring clean my room, gonna sell off some stuffs soon! Watch out for a garage sales~

- Get a new casing for the Tab

- Get secure with money, do not spend more than $$$

- Stock some healthy foods in my cabinet

- Organize a meeting with Bendahari Jakmas, PM sekolah & UMS

- Make IncFest! a success!!

- Organize a resume & cover letter writing workshop

- Organize a Charity Event

- Left RM 500 in account for year 2012

- Be happy

- Buy property!!!

- More to come..

Actually I havent have the chance to think of my new year resolution. But this is what i get now.

So I think i will more to come..

For the time being!

I wanna make 2 things work

1. Resume & Cover writing workshop

2. IncFest 2012

Random snaps in the office

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Wed, 28 Dec 2011 10:30:00 PST

I have a tendency of taking random when Im boring the office.

My weird-poser-face in office waiting for meeting at 8pm.

I think this is more normal compare the 1st one..

I like my wavy hair here..

If only i have time to comb and blow nicely everyday~

Poser lagi la..

Sometimes, I just don't go office..

But i go, she is not around... so well, you can't say im not there also la...

Dress for the night~

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Tue, 27 Dec 2011 01:17:57 PST

Dress for the Night~

Am Happy that I still can fit into this dress for Xmas!

This is a call for celebration.

Dress up nicely for Xmas Eve dinner.

I felt happy with all the nice dolled up.

Long time never do all those..

Anyway

Merry Xmas & Happy New Year~

Exam coming..

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Mon, 26 Dec 2011 08:13:59 PST

Exam coming in like a week time.

I cant concentrate!!!

What should i do???

I keep on doing things that im not suppose to.

Keep thinking of things other than study.

90% time other things(FB, watching drama/movie, going out, bla bla bla)

10% studying.

Ah...

GOD help me..

I booked a Flight !!

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Tue, 20 Dec 2011 10:49:41 PST

You won't believe what i just did !!!

I booked a flight to Tawau in February !!

Since I will be here for the rest of my holiday for semester break after my training and MAS is having this cheap air-fair going on so might as well a holiday for myself. And me alone only!!! :)

I will be swimming my way to Mabul Island in like 2 months time !! Yippee~~

And I gonna enjoy my leisure day in mabul for 3days and then maybe a day in Kunak to visit my foster parents.

Im so excited !!

So for now I gonna study hard and effectively then go for my exam !!

Training !!

Then Hola to Mabul Island !!

Christmas is coming~

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Wed, 07 Dec 2011 23:50:27 PST

I just love how Christmas makes me feel.

I love the way everyone is always so happy going for Christmas present shopping.

I love Xmas songs.

I love to sing them too.

I love the laughing and chit chat of love ones.

I love the nice bling-bling deco.

Though in Malaysia we don't have snow still it will be nice to spend time together with your family for dinner.

I love the feast.

I love the gift exchange.

I love the excitement in people's eye.

I love the color of christmas.

I love red, white, green.

I love all about Christmas!

What about you?

Christmas Promo @ KK

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Mon, 05 Dec 2011 07:35:55 PST

Not gonna celebrate my Christmas in KL with my families.

Thought of organizing a Christmas gathering over in KK with my friends.

It's a coincidence that i saw this in Le Safran's page.

Thinking of trying it out.

Le Safran also taking orders for Christmas treats

1. Roasted whole turkey with stuffing & Giblet sauce (5KGs) RM 275

2. Roast chicken with mushroom sauce (2kg) RM 70

3. Roasted whole lamb leg (4 kgs) RM 340

4. Whole roasted new zealand rib eye with shallot sauce RM 100/ Kg

5. Roasted New Zealand sirloin RM 80/ Kg.

6. Le Safran Cheese Cake (1.3kg) RM 85

7. Christmas Log cake (1.3kg) RM 70

You can all 088 486489 for info and orders.

And Hyatt is having all these awesome orders

1. Roast chicken (2kgs) at RM 42

2. Roast Leg Lamb (5kg) RM 65/kg

3. Roast beef (5Kgs) RM 92/kg

And they also have their awesome pastries

1. Christmas Goodies ranging from RM 12-58

2. Christmas Cakes ranging RM 70 - 96

3. Christmas Chocolate RM 20 - 90

4. Christmas gingerbread RM 16 and RM 19

If you are interested to make your own Christmas goodies, then HYATT is organizing a Santa's Workshop!!

You will get to decorate your own gingerbread cookies !! :)

Date : 17 December 2011, Saturday

Time : 3 - 5 pm

RM 80 per set (inclusive of baked goodies, decorative items & gift wrap)

They will also be having Christmas Carols on

December 20, 21, 22 & 24 from 7 - 8pm.

You can call 088 221234 for more info.

I know it looks like im doing promo for Hyatt but I just like Christmas and am helping others to get as much info as possible.

Hopefully all these info helps~ And Ho..Ho.. Merry Christmas!! :D

I would. I like to.

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Fri, 25 Nov 2011 01:39:42 PST

Im not sure whether am consider a sensitive person or not.

It seems that im very well taken serious by what others said.

It seems that what-ever people say .

If only i am as naive as a little girl that is blowing bubbles.

I would. I like to.

If only I am more imaginative and can live in my own world.

I would. I like to.

If only i can just sit down alone, quietly finish my coffee.

I would. I like to.

If only I can lay down on the floor and don't care of anything.

I would. I like to.

If only i can borrow the wings of birds and fly.

I would. I like to.

If only i could sit down by the seaside and think.

I would. I like to.

Cry as i like if it won't hurt others.

I would. I like to.

Love innocently like i wanted.

I would. I like to.

Close my eyes and as if nothing has happened.

Everytime , i have this feeling.

Every time time does not permit me to do this.

I wish i could do whatever i want.

I also wish to please everyone.

But I can't.

I wish i could.

I would. I like to.

Kudat One day trip with ROTU-14

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Sat, 12 Nov 2011 20:07:04 PST

It was Mid-Sem break.

Supposedly i go Kunak for a wedding ceremony but the flight ticket was too expensive.

My fellow squads wanted to go on a trip.

Suggested somewhere that is near to us.

I rented 3 cars and off we go to KUDAT- Tip of Borneo.

It was a raining.

WE move at 6.30am instead of 6am.

Stopped by Kota Belud for breakfast.

The food there was expensive.

I guess Richard(ROTU and local) didn't know which place is cheaper.

Then me and Winna shared our Nasi Lemak & Soto Ayam.

It was both delicious.

After breakfast, we speed thru to Kudat.

1st stop, Bee Farm.

Everyone need to pay RM3 for entrance.

Do you know that one whole small box of Bee house only produce 1 litre of honey.

And it takes about 3mths.

Plus, the male bee sting doesn't contain any poison. Only female bee sting is poisonous.

Remember your honey that is always thick and dark in color?

For fresh honey, it won't be thick. Why is it thick? Because they already steam it to make it thick and hence there is a expired date for honey.

If you keep it straight from the honey house then it will be "cair" and can keep for a very long time.

Then why is it dark in color?

1st, it's fresh.

2nd, it's not the wild honey. Wild honey = dark honey.

Enough of bee..

Next, Gong Factory.

The world's biggest gong replica is in KUDAT, SABAH.

The world 2nd largest is in China.

Amazing huh???

Now, why our tourism malaysia didn't promote this??!!

Fact 101 : The bigger the gong meaning the louder the sound of gong.

Last stop was Kudat-Tip of Borneo-Simpang mengayau

It was awesomely pretty.

Had fun taking photos and doing crazy running and climbing.

I enjoyed this whole trip though it was tiring.

Im glad that i follow this trip.

Love Them always!!

ROTU-14 is like my family.

My brothers and sisters.

Worst Friday Ever~

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Sat, 12 Nov 2011 03:23:26 PST

Previous Friday I had an encounter with LM, the Famous eatery or chains organization.
I was given a chance to do waitressing for them or maybe they called it serving.
I reach LM at 1.30pm and thought that the job was in LM, but turned out that we were suppose to go outdoor in Stadium Likas.

The pay was ok for RM5/ hour but under the heated sun and open air.. Hmm.. sounded a bit fishy.

They were late. Said to be there at 1.30pm but ended up we only reach the venue at 2.30pm. So wasting time but well, i don't care as long as they are paying us.

Then there was this Mr.J that was one horrible boss. He was the head for everything that night. Once we reach there he was shouting shouting all over. Asking us to line up. We did. But then he went and attain to other things then when he was back he asked why were we there? "Hello!! we were waiting for ur order"

The way he treated the workers were as if they were worthless. I remember one thing he says " I pay tonight and hence you better do your work or else I won't be paying you then you will be doing charity for us". Well, in a way he was right but also the way he talked make me think that "you think you got money then you own us??"

Not a chance. I still do whatever i like as long as the job well done.

I would love to say that please shows some respect and treat your workers well. I pity those who need to work full time with you. I don't like your attitude at all. It doesn't mean that you are the boss then you can do whatever you want. I vow i would not be the same boss like you. I pity everyone that had to deal with you.

Then there was this lady that i was not suppose to serve her piss me off!!

Scenario was like this :

Mdm A : Can i have 2 bowls of dessert please?!
Me : yeah,sure.
Then i went look for dessert for that table that i was not suppose to serve because that was not under my supervision. Found it then i pass to another 2 guests that just came. (That was my fault for not remembering which guest asked from me as it was a bit dark there. )

Mdm A : just now i asked for 2 bowls from you isn't it?
Me : yeah. Im sorry i can't remember which one was it. I will get another one for you.
Back with another bowl for Mdm A. Then after that...

Mdm B : Hello, can i have another bowl of dessert?
Me : Im not sure if you can have extra bowl but i will go ask for it.
I then went to ask the supervisor and he said each one get one portion only.
Me : Im sorry mam, each one get one portion only. But this food are from LM so maybe you can get it there next time.

Then i went off. And then i was being called back by my friends that the lady wanted to talk to me.

Mdm B : Just now you said each one only get one but how come my friends get 2 portion?
Me : yes, that's right but Im not sure of the other friend. Can i knw which guest is that?
Mdm B : The guest is in this table as well.
Me : *shock* and replied then i think there must be a mistake.
Mdm B : And you also asked me to go LM and get the dessert ?! What's your name? (Her tone was as if i thought she don't have any money to pay for the food. )
Me : May i know why?
Mdm B : tell me what's your name?
Me : Taira.
Mdm B : what's your full name?
Me : why?
Mdm B : tell me ur full name.
Me : Taira khoo
Mdm B : ok.

I was plainly shock, angry and piss off with her. I don't mind she report to LM and what-so-ever but im worried of the permanent staffs. Hence i warned them about this and tell them to report all that as my fault because I don't want them to get into trouble.

That mdm B looked so nice with her smile but yet they are all Snob !! Mdm A wore such a nice attire but still snobbish attitude. I felt pity for them. For me, after a few days i might forgotten it already but for them, they have to wear this attitude forever. Pitiful snobbish wifes.

I vow not to be like the Manager and also snobbish wifes. This irritates people and shows that you are not that well educated.

I really wanted to just walk away from that job. I don't care whether LM pays me or not. I can treat it as charity work but I would want them to remember what they did.

Over the 2nd Oct weekend

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Tue, 01 Nov 2011 16:00:01 PDT

Some of the younger friends from KYS. :)

Those faci from MyHarapan~

This dude was the only one from INTI college. Kinda sad. But still nice meeting him.


The cute cupcakes in Bon Odori 2011

Friends I met during MyHarapan workshop. All from KYS. Wonderful new friends.

Misused of space

noreply@blogger.com (irresistible) — Mon, 31 Oct 2011 17:48:29 PDT

Over the weekend, I attended a session in my University. Bare in mind I am studying in local institute that being heavily funded by the "Current Government" . I heard lots of rumors on this event and yet i chose to go see for myself before trusting those. And well, I woke up pretty early to get dress up and go to this event.

I reach there quite early and when i walk into the hall, i can see it so clearly. It was full of politic figures and "some students" from different varsity. Some were in their "uniform" and some just plainly dressed. I was in another "uniform". I can say I was forced to attend this event as being "someone" I need to be there. With me, I have 2 juniors that i felt sorry for them to need to bare with this situation or rather this event.

I heard some noise and then there came a sound and video. The moment i heard it, I felt I was back to election period. I told myself to give this event a chance, maybe I should listen till the end. I did it and I was totally feeling disgusted by the topic being presented and the questions being carried out was too much! I felt I was being fooled in the 1st place. I shouldn't have wasted half of my day.

According to them, this event only invite those leaders and "me" being in the "we" are lucky because they provide 100seats for "us". Leaders.. Perhaps it was my fault for forgetting to ask "them" what kind of leaders that will be coming? I forgotten that leaders in which field? I assumed. My bad.

Being a student, i believe we have our own ground rules that we need to keep. But "they" are helping us to break the rules. If they said it was a kind of exposure maybe an education one. I would ask would you allow the "others" to do what you did too? And I mean publicly just the way you did it ? I think we can all think of the answers ourselves.

For me, "they" are there for too long and hence it makes "them" scare to move out of their comfort zone. They want to be in there forever and thinks that they can fool anyone. I shall add, "we" the people of this nation have eyes and ears to help us judge what we need to judge. Just make sure you don't do anything uncivilized.

I truly felt disgusted in a way that they used academic area for that kind of purpose.

University shouldn't be misused in any sense as this is a place for knowledge and education purposes. Please don't think that we are STUPID when you are ONE~ (Pardon me with the harsh word, I am totally in the mood now.)

Now I am wondering whether should I take this topic up for a discussion? It's a totally super controversial topic. I don't think "they" will like it very much and I don't think "university" will approve of that too. Maybe I might get in trouble and then my mum will kill me if i do anything to jeopardize my education.