Jens

MOVED !

2010-07-20T05:38:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps!

MOVED !

www.jensning.blogspot.com

REMEMBER TO RE-LINK ME YO!

2010-07-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

I dont know,
I dont know,
I dont know-

I want,
I want,
I want-

I can't,
I can't
I can't-

well, it's life..

2010-07-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

Is what im gonna say-

Ohkay, short post here.

Life ain't that great nowadays. As this few weeks..

Friendship , relationship..everythingg.

Screw it all.

CHURCH, you made me down.

GIRLS, you made me upset

I gonna agree with bowen, I EFFING HATE CHURCH ISSUES

Going to youth and night service tomorrow.

Pls lord, how am i gonna face every single one of them?

it wasn't my fault AT ALL.

Well, like what b told me that day, i shouldn't care bout it too muchhh.

You're innocence , you did nothing wrong.

Thanks b! You're really awesome!

Thanks for encouraging me every single time when i've probs
Thanks for being by my side every single minute when im down and upset.

but yea, we're just best friends.
I want it more but in fact, i know , i can't..

heyyo bowen,

i hope you enjoyed alot..

yes, church issues suckballs.

ngekngekk.

girl, dont stress out too much!

i'll be here for you =)

not because of who am i -

2010-07-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

hey guys! Long time no see =)
Well, life changed alittle after A4J..
Did lots decision after that.
GOD IS EVERYTHING
Read bible everydayy
finished reading before 30 and trip to hell!
THe books are very nice!
Currently crazy over watching god's power..really nice conference =)
50% of my phone's song track are workship songs!
DAMN AWESOME!
hehe~
crazyyoungchristian xD

ohyea, wei xiong fetched my back from school last few days!
thanks thanks thanks =)
Well, i'll pray for you and christine!
He called me last night...blowed water from 12am till 6am
awesome enough? damn yeng x))
woke up at 3.45pm this afternoon..slept for freaking 15hours!
and that's why i can't sleep noww==
it's latee.

OHYEA, im having a real christian name very soon!

As JENS aint my real nickname! Just a short form of my JENSNING

So, there's some option for me to choose!

Eshelle , Sherbell , Rosebell , Elouise
sounds abit weird rightt ? well, it's my fav!
Comment pls!

IM SO DAMN IN LOVE
=)
no larh, just kidding x)

Well, life's still great without you =)
god healled everything in my life!
my feelings , everything!
hahas. i still wanna see you and your sister at church one day!
kennard's gonna do lots =)

ADD ME IN FACEBOOKS PEEPS!

and there's miracle-

2010-06-20T02:08:00.000-07:00

LOL?
Stage of Bukit Jalil outdoor confrence =)
Vicky and me. Dougei enoughh xD

L3 , resting xD

FGA 's main hall.

Me, Raymond

Wen

Grace quah , Alice , John Ooi , Me =)

mine , songkiat's , bowen's. RANDOMm

Awakening for Jesus!

Mine, songkiat,bowen's

dance performance by FGA

it was raining , we prayed , it stoped.

AMEN !

Daniel chong a.k.a FGA CYC'S lead singer is so damn freaking hottt! but paster philip the most xD

BOWEN , my babyy, said that he's not hot!

I JUST LOVE YOU ! AMEN =)

2010-06-18T10:10:00.000-07:00

Heylo guys! It's the third day of A4J ! ( AWAKENING FOR JESUS )

Everything's okay =) i love it alottt!

Wake up all MALAYSIANS !

Revival is leaving MALAYSIA !

It's our country! Our place!

WE DONT WANNA LOSE THE CHANCE TO LET ALL MALAYSIANS TO KNOW JESUS !

WE AREN'T GONNA WAIT FOR ANOTHER TWENTY YEARS !

WAKE TO ALLS !

JESUS IS MY LORD , FOREVER !

AMENNNNNN !!!!

Lord, please dont leave us, we need you , WE NEED YOU !

I can't even imagine how would life be without you lord.

You helped me to get thru everything , EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE!

I JUST WANNA SEE REVIVAL IN MALAYSIA!

DON'T TELL ME IT'S IMPOSSIBLE , BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN FAITH , I BELIEVE IN LORD.

DON'T LET THE REVIVAL LEAVE,PEOPLE!
We need revival in Malaysia.
Lord, i need you , we need you!

AMEN ? AMEN !

so here, my fav pastor PHILIP MENTOFA =)

Our beloved ps philip!thnks for your love to Malaysia, truly blessed in A4J this yr. I'll try my best to grow faster and not to forget oso the homework that u ask us to do b4 next year, and we will b strong enough to stand on our own feet, I mean God's feet xD

2mr last night of crusade, will pray & shela everyday in my life. I PROMISE TO YOU !

PS. PHILIP

Well peeps, have i ever mentioned that he went to HELL before ?! no, i guess. So here is it! Will share you something that i've here. Words by ps. PHILIP !

Dear Friend,

January 1st, 2000, 5 am in the morning, I was in the large desert, dry and infertile. The wind was so heavy and weather was so hot. I saw a lot of weird and disgusting animals that I've never seen before in my life. I walked step by step through the desert till I found my self in a gloomy place.I had strange feeling that time and I could feel the pain spread to all of my bones. The situation was silent and dark. No wind blew. Dark cloud appeared surround that place.I could not describe it in better words because there was only horrified of hell!A huge gate appeared in front of me. I felt nervous and worried but I tried to open that gate anxiously. It was not difficult to open it. I opened it and shocked because there was another gate bigger than the first one. It was written on top of that gate VALLEY OF TORTURE.

There was a doubt in my heart implicitly, whether I should continue this trip or not. But something that powerful inside of me made me to go on. My heart beat was loud as I could hear it my self while I opened the next gate and.Oh my God!... I could not believeI could not believe what I sawbut it was real.

There was a long dark path in front of me. I stood in the side of the gate watching and predicting how large and long that path was but I could not see it clearly. I saw a vogue rise up in the end of that path. I thought it was terrible ocean of fire!

Along way I walked in that dark path, I saw many people were tortured by creatures wearing black clothes and having horns in their heads. I saw they were so cruel in torturing everyone there before they were put into the fire ocean at the end of the path. I heard affecting tears and pain mix up with dirty laugh sounds in that dirty place.

At the edge of the path, there was a young woman whose hands were bound at a piece of wood and she was surrounded by a lot of horned creatures who made fun of her and laugh at her. I saw her face was pail and white filled by fear. A strange weapon that I have never seen before was swinging in front of her face. I did not know exactly what it was but it was like a fork with a sharp cutting edge in the top of it. That weapon was carried by one of the horned devils which surrounded that woman. I heard the devils were threatening that poor frightened woman, �Lie!... Common, lie!!!I saw her become more frightened. She was completely fell into the power of that horned devils so that she obeyed them whatever they want. That woman answered .Yes, yes, I lied! I lied!All of the devils were laugh, seems that they were satisfied with the young womans answer. I though after that woman did everything that they want, they will be released her. But what happened next was really made me shock! The devil stabbed that horrible thing into her face! The fresh blood squirted from her face! It was so horrifying! Her face did not have a shape anymore and her cried of pain so heartbreaking!

Stop! Stop it! I yelled.

But it strange, they could not heard my voice; even more my appearance seemed invisible for them! I felt disgusted for everything that I saw, but there were a lot of other views that surprise me and made me shock!

Then, I saw a man whose hair was burnt, only rotten skull remain. There were unburnable maggots come out from his skull cavity. He was lying and carrying from the end of the path not far from fire, I thought that they tortured him for a long time. His body was burning and his flesh was melting because he was lying near the hottest fire ever!

The devils who carried him were laughing at him. There was nothing he could do besides surrender him self to them. He was dying but he could not die. He looked like having terrible pain, seemed he wanted to say something for mercy. One of those devils said, Common, masturbate! Masturbate!! That man shaking answered, Yes, I masturbate! I masturbate! Aaaahhhhh! He was screaming and a lot of maggots come out from all of his body so many!! I felt disgusted when I saw it, even when I heard his screaming so horrible!!!

There were more screaming and commanding that I heard.Common, drink! Drink! Gambling! Deceive! and those devils were laughing and enjoying the moaning of pain and tears, as they were listening wonderful music. I was afraid to walk in through that path. I only saw as far as I could and I was sure there were more kind of tortures at that place which is more appropriate to be called barracks of torture.

I found a view that made me really shock, there were many righteous and religion people there!! I did not believe it but I did not have power to deny all that I saw. I heard all their screaming when they were being tortured. They cried out for God, �God, help me! God, do I always be together with You? You tough us at our towns and I served You Lord!

They were begging to God but salvation had already close for them, till I heard they abused Him! My heart was breaking when I saw it! After that I was in the top of the horrible situation I could not do that journey anymore. And I believed if I continued this journey, I will have been dead! God I cried Please bring me out from here! Please God. All of these were a vision, a horrible vision vision of Hell! I was so happy when I found out that I was at home, even though after that I got ill for couple days. All of my bones and pivots were hurt; I suffered stomach disorder and got shock day by day.

I prayed to God and wondered what its all about, what He wants through my experience. God gave me understanding and deep burden for people around me. God wants me to tell what have been happened and will be happened to everyone. A lot of them are having fun, eating, drinking, having party, free sex, drugs and others seems that they can enjoy them forever. They do not realize that hell and the horned devils are waiting for them. They are the next victims.

I know that God really loves you. This vision that is showed to me proof that He still gives you a chance to repent.

My dear friend, I have to write this article to warn you. I do not want you having the same experiences as those people there. Truly, I love you all and I hope you will meditate all of these and repent. Accept Jesus Christ as your savior personally and start a new life and do not come out from the road that Jesus has decided to us.God Bless You.Your friend, Philip Mantofa.

Jesus! i love you =)

AMENN!

2010-06-14T06:14:00.000-07:00

YAY~

Shopping with bowen tiong tomorrow!

SUNWAY =)

friends outreach-

2010-06-13T23:04:00.000-07:00

my day was pretty awesomee.

Saturday , after night service. BOWEN n I went to Songkiat a.k.a my cousin brother's house. We overnight-ed there and it was totally insane! Reach around 10.30pm. Bathed and watched the first match for football. There were about 10/12 ppls there. All orang tua, as most of them are 24-29! Yea, kennard is one of the youngest among all xD We headed to a tongshui stall and had something to eat after the first match. THE FOOD WAS GREAT =) Back to his house, TEXAS time! i was still a beginner okay == kennard and songkiat were damn pro. i kept losing T.T luckly we weren't gambling! if not i will be...=((( heheehehe. They played winning 11 as well! a football game btw. All the excited , damn yengg. Bowen shouldn't sleep that early as they're all so funny and insane == Then eng vs usa match , i kept running up and down! between the com and the tv. Watch the last part for 45minutes and it was a draw == Slept after the match. Freaking 5AM! Slept for few hours then go singk with them! Songkiat is so damn pro. He could sing very well! He somehow sounds like 蕭敬騰+楊宗緯+周杰伦= Songkiat ! yea! his formula =))

kekeke~ Everything went pretty well thou =) Movie was the last plan of all! i forgot the name of the movie but it's about doggie dogs =)

Thanks songkiat for fetching me back!

Im so damn excited for tomorrow's outing with bowen!

Going to sunway to shop!

Im sure we gonna shop til we drop!

heheheheh.

Ohyea readers! i might not blog probably for the whole week ? until sunday.

Gonna be very busy of A4J!

LOL. can't waittt.

ciao ciao~ gonna pack my luggage now!

--

2010-06-12T11:58:00.000-07:00

HEHE!
hey peeps! Im so damn high now xD
currently at songkiat a.k.a my cousin brother's house.
Watching fifa , eng vs usa , while blogging.
Bowen slept pretty early today. Neh, 12am i think ?
Kennard and all were playing fifa on ps2. They were way more excited than watching fifa live lorh. ehehehe~
And it's 3am now. Im not tired but really really high xD
So yea, went to bowen's house this morning. Obviously , we swam xD
I didn't really swam alot but sunbathing the most. LOL. i wanna get darker!
Anyone wanna change skin with me ? I wanna be black =X
Fun day @ Church.
Honestly, it wasn't fun at all!! I prefer talematch that we played that day! yea, the first day of scgc xD omgeee, i miss those days =(
Well back to football!
Im not a big fan of fb but watching with them's so damn freaking awesome! they kept shouting and drinking and eating junks. The part i love the most, was the part eating junks xD
HAhas. ok, i think i gotta sleep at least 2/3 hours today! Going to singk @ puchong's neway tomorrow afternoon! HEHE. HAPPY HOLIDAY PPLS!
CIAOCIAO =)

本来因为不熟所以觉得有点被冷落
不过，
感谢主=）
那种感觉不见了！

我以为-

2010-06-10T08:38:00.000-07:00

你曾说过不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂
我的失落不需靠宽容就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你已对他不在期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
真心陪在你左右
你不怕一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
真心陪在你左右
你不怕一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅原来你早就想好
你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
真心陪在你左右你不怕一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强
却输的那么绝望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望

谢谢=）

can i have more ?

2010-06-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

can i have more TIME ==

Im gonna be very very busy for the whole holiday!

This week*

Sundayy

Went out with family for high tea @ eastin hotel to celebrate daddy's awesome birthday! Food wasn't that AMAZING but as long as im still with my family , im satisfy =) See! Im a home girl.

After that , weixiong and bowen came to my hosue and fetched me out to 1u to cheong k~ I wanted to go for a movie but bowen x want , so stayed in the car for minutes as we've no idea where to go..And we ended up going to 1u to have fun =) Thanks wx ! it was very very funn =)

Monday til thursday

Dance babe dance! Never stop your moves!

Dance from 9am til 4pm. DUH ! It was very very tiring as it's actualy the 2nd day of the practise and my whole body is...i can't feel my muscle any longer. Well , 2 more weeks til our sports day performance and we , the dancers , gonna add lots oil and continue dancingg!

Fridayy

Tuition in the morning. Like whatheheck ? It's holiday and we still have tution. Well , again , we're still students == okay. Whatever xD

Night - OVERNIGHT BBQ party at GRACE'S place! Im pretty excited~ Well, im not gonna sleepoever at her place due to some personal reason..as bowen not staying too...so, yea...hahas. wth ==

Sundayy

Going to bowen's hosue then song kiat a.k.a leng cai kiat is gonna fetch both of us , the little girls xD , to puchong's neway! Heard that KENNARD is going to. Omg la! i dont know how am i gonna face him == Anyway , It's gonna be fun. Never hang out with songkiat and it's our first time x) He's pretty good at singing! as well as bowen == so, im gonna be very very quiet that day. IM NOT A GOOD SINGER , i can't sing ==

Monday
Planning to hang out with SAMUEL as he's back to M'SIA ! OMGGG, i miss him more than words can say. It's been years since i last saw him...like 2008 ?! He went to USA to continue his studies and left THE PEOPLES at M'SIA! SCREW you SAMMY ! It doesn't matter how long , i just wanna see you! A lunch break / dinner will do =)

Tuesday

IM GOING TO SUNWAY LAGOON WIT BOWEN TIONG

hahas. damn excited and looking forward to it mann =)) Going to play like mad~

Wednesday til Saturday ( the most excited one )

A4J !

and im gonna sleep over at bowen's place since tuesday night =)

Im sooo happy =) ily girl !

Sunday

Gonna stay at home as we've school the next day =(

IM gonna miss my holidays very very muchh!

Well , that's all for my holiday.

My shedule is obviously full !

Im gonna miss mua holiday =)

p/s . thanks god , you leaded me to the right path. And now , i know i gotta move on.

it's just part of my life-

2010-06-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

Date 日期
16-19 June 2010 (Wed ~ Sat)
Venue 场地
Wisma FGA, Kuala Lumpur(Conference)Bukit Jalil Stadium Outdoor Car Park(Revival Crusade Night)
Especially For 对象
Christians and leaders who desire to yearn for revival and experience the power of God凡渴望经历神的大能和带动复兴的基督徒和教会领袖
Organizer 主办
A4J
Co-organizer
联办
NECF
FGB
MBS
禧福
Love Cheras
Mawar Sharon Indonesia
Bread of Life Taipei

muahahaha~ can't wait for A4J ! Going to sleep over @ bowen's place as it ends late in the night x)

tried everything in my clozett-

2010-06-04T20:21:00.000-07:00

dad's back == like againn ?! Oh well, its good too. He will be celebrating his birthday with us this year! like finally ?! been long time not celebrating w himm =( LOL. damn excitedd! Going to sunway for high tea in the noon and house's gonna have small party at night ! Ass damn happy =)

mum started calling me ' Char ' as my nickname.
I was like wtffff ?

okay. A short and stupid post x))

the awesome friends in my lifeee =)

2010-06-03T08:41:00.000-07:00

Bro in White tee x))

Bro and his girlfriend yee nee!
( he's so gonna kill me x)) )

Bowen tiongg! without tan jen but jensning insteadd~

Richard chua yang limm x)) the idiott ass

Mei tingg! girlfriendku =)

She's famous , fabulous , fergiliciouss~

there will be miracles, when you believe.

2010-06-03T07:31:00.000-07:00

窗外开始下起毛毛雨

云遮住了星星

夜深了还没有睡意

翻来覆去的想你

时钟滴答滴答的声音

像在说我爱你

转过2点3点到6点恨不得快点见到

你幸福的距离

就算万公里

在你眼里有我想要的勇气

我们勾勾手

就一言为定

我会傻的好好的爱你

永远在一起拥抱多过千言万语

I can't stop thinking , you made it happen

I wan't you back , you thought is crap

Itold you that , you never give a damn

I saw you there , you went so blind

I heard your voice , you was so deaf

I let you go , you just said yes

I want you here , you left me there.

fudge, i love you alot

you know you're in love, when u keep facing the phone waiting for that person

although i know , i will never receive any msges from him anymore.

爱我的资格

2010-05-30T06:59:00.000-07:00

把手放了，我也许会比较快乐
我也许会换个情人，我也许不会再撑

真的够了，能不能让雨别再下了
能不能让心别再疼了，能不能不要再开灯

我们的爱跟着你写的剧本，出现了越来越多的角色
我是你什么人？如果不是情人，是不是不要再浪费我的人生

你比我更清楚
你对我多好多温柔多认真不构成爱我的资格
除非你只看着我想着我只有我爱本来就独一无二
为你伤心多一点少一点流下的眼泪都一样不值得、
世界上那么多人只有我一个人能拯救自己的快乐不要再为你哭了

再一次，可以吗？

2010-05-29T18:45:00.000-07:00

Like I mentioned in the previous post , i went to genting's waterfall!!

Met weixiong , paul and jun hao at 1u then went for a movie while we were waiting for bowen to finish her violin exam. Movie was very very awesome! Its better than kidnapper. Kidnapper is just toooooooooooooooo scaryyy! Then, wx fetched us to kepong for lunch and went up to gothong jaya =)) It was pretty my first time going to waterfall , as the last time i went was 8years ago? yea, ass long time. They said that i played like a monkey == The rocks , sand and water aint anything lorh. It wad very dangerous yet , stil funn =) WX! bring me there agaiinnn!

SCREAM FOR A4J!

2010-05-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

You told me in the freaking wrong time.

It was our...that day.

Thought lots bout what you told me during the last few days for the exams.

Maybe it's true ? No, its not true but the truth.

It's been a long time since we both chat. We started the conversation in the right way but ended in the wrong way.

Dont wanna think about it any longer.

Im not used to the situation and I can't handle it anymore.

Im stil wondering , yes until now.

Could anyone tell me ? Myabe she's right , us situation , ur dicesion. But why ? I still can't find and get the right path . It's not hard to understand but I just dont wanna waste time on someone that i never loved. Okay , maybe , cut oof the " never love " part and replace it as " someone that i love so damn freaking effin much "

It's aint a break up peice , just wanna express what Im feeling thou.

You're still here, in my heart.

Saw the text that day and i effin cried. I dont know why.

I just wanna dig a hole and jump down without a second thought. But no matter how , im still gonna get up and jump for another hole. Yea, who is gonna be the one that gonna throw the rope for me ?

Stop hesitating , baby hit me one more time.

Ignore the spelling errors , I just wanna post my blog.

Exam is finnaly over ! haha. Uguan called me few days before when i just finished reading my books. It was pretty late in the night and a warm call from him was awesome. He sang me Love story with his guitar on. You're so damn greatt! =) So , very very sorry if you x understand my english been a long time not speaking english =( Anyway, thanks for the call and im so damn touch x) Ass hope that you're going very well with you're girl =)

Today was fun, went to genting's waterfall annd it hitted my day alot!

details tomorrow kay? Have school tomorrow =(

Ciaozzzzzzzz

tell me whatcha waiting for :x

2010-05-21T23:43:00.000-07:00

It's been ages since i type in English. Hoho, just feel like typing chinese for the previous posts...=) So, there's few more days till exam over! Memang excited! Goung out for lunch with YING and FROG at mutiara then KEPONG JUSCO for ME and FROG x)) Pity ying kaoX2 because she has practise after school , right after exam. Add oil babee! Okay, back to my exams. Algebra , Chinese , Moral , B.m were pretty easyy! But geometry , History , Science and Physics , fail till kaokao =( Anyway, do pray for me that i could pass my Biology , Chemistry , English And Geo with flying colours , which only happen in my dreamm =( Sitting exam at 5a(yi) aint that fun for honest. ONly a few of my dears are there. Ran up and down between 2jing and 5A(yi) ,damn lonely up there =( 2Jing seems really fun during the break of exam periodd. Omggg, i miss YING , FROG ,JANICE , PAUL , GUO RONG , HAO GEN badlyy =( The form 5ians ain't that friendly compare to 2Lian 08 x) They rarely talk to us , not even a smile. LOL. maybe we , the form 2s are too small and naughty till they dont wanna give a damn on us.

hahas. To all chong hwas ians , add oil studying!

Here, some words for my babes =)

YING , FROG !

30/5 , Two boys are gonna cry for 3days and 3 night s and the others are going to celebrate like there's no tomorrow!! Think twice beforre you change ,kay ?

Frog~敢敢上！我爱你

Ying~不要后悔哦！我也爱你

我的肩膀可以暂时借给你们的！不过记得要还哦~不然就给他骂到死死

2010-05-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

我，会回来的

if its you.

2010-05-08T01:37:00.000-07:00

很想跟她讲话，
虽然没有很熟，
应该是一点也不熟，
看到只会打招呼的那种，
不过，她看起来很健谈咯
=)

[你又不跟她们吃啊？]
[你又跟她们吵架啊？]
[你很粗鲁叻==]
[不要再骂粗口liao]
[中指收一收啦]
[上课不要一直按电话啦]
基本上，每天都听到的--
最近，
真的变了很多，
这个，我也知道。

阳霖，
谢谢你=）

i.n.g，
对不起
荥，你看我的眼神

怪怪的

不懂是我想太多还是...?

在你们眼中的我，

不再是那个我

2敬的各位，

谢谢你们。

janice,我爱你~

[爱在心里口难开]

每个人的心中都有一道墙，

一道不想任何人翻越的墙。

真的很想告诉他，

不过，

讲了跟没讲，

应该没什么分别。

或许吧，

我也开始累了。

开始停下脚步，

慢慢地走.....

那天跟bowen讲的话应该record下来

然后一直开给自己听

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌，爱的那么深

于是梦醒了，搁浅了，沉默了，挥手了，却回不了神

各位，我拍拖了

我虽然写不出一篇好文章-

2010-05-02T00:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the last day of church's competition. It was really fun and grand as it was the grand award ceremony. So, A3 , us got the 4th over all. Yeap, abit dissapointed but we did our best right ? =D

bowenn，
答应我，
那，会是最后一次

受到了逼迫，得要坚强。
因为我知道，我疲惫的身影，并不是他想看见的我。
至少，有他在。
至少，还有他。
至少，我有他。
-她

如果没有他，或许

听见星星叹息，告诉不眠的云，是否放弃日夜追寻风的动静-

2010-04-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

电脑的line很lag，弄到我很不爽==

laptop 又24/7 没有电~回到房就懒惰回去书房拿chargerr

结果msn lag 到我很想把电脑拿去烧掉

难道我酱惹事的咩？==
哈哈，应该咯，不然哪天也不会差点给班上的人车.
2敬，越来越爱他们liao！！！
不过他们一个两个每天zat我，我明明就很斯文，很安静的啦~
给他们讲到我在班上很吵酱，等下外人误会就不好liao咯 x))
这几天常常emo一，两节..
文杰
伟翔
janice
永恩
豪耕
Paul
国荣

勇俊

美婷
谢谢你们啊 =)

愉婷，钲荥

今天&这个礼拜都没什么陪到你们，

我们好像很久都没有一起吃liao hor ?

哈哈, 一个两个都pak toh，

爽liao lorh ?

不管怎样，

你们还有我啊！！

柏温，

今天，

down 了一点...

不过，

谢谢你...

爱死你了啦!!!!!

有时候，就是要那么的自私...

你不能怪他...

友情，爱情，

是我，我会选择友情咯

还有，

教会真的很好玩，

基本上每天都在期待拜六 =）

总是那么的短暂，

但这次，

我决不让步..

放不下，是你的事...

机会给了，

但你却不会好好地珍惜...
为了一个女生，跟兄弟翻脸?!

[义气]

有时候，

那女的，

真的很笨咯

明明懂不应该，

还硬硬去做

还有，

酱诚实做么？

你不讲都没有人懂啦

女孩呀，

做人不要做到酱聪明，

什么都不懂就最好了
就算懂，都要装不懂

总之，什么都讲[不懂]就可以liao

你知道吗？我真的很爱你

be loved.Jens.

that should be me-

2010-04-11T02:46:00.000-07:00

So, we got champion yesterday! It was a quiz test and tong tong won for us. Yea, you guys are awesome !

Sorry to all readers, it's a post of pic instead of words x(

Bowen, you cried badly yesterday. As your best friend, i never knew that you were so sad in the bottom of your heart. I felt really bad that i can't do anything , even to comfort you. Sorry, i can't pray x: Don't worry babey, he's coming back soon and I'm always by your side no matter what happens. Friendship last forever for noone but for you =)

I apologize to liyue,yuewen and jiawen for skipping saturday's practise for weeks. Im really really to sorry to say that i sacrificed my time for beloved church. It wont last forever but at least a month. And im still having a doubt of joining august's competition or not participating in it. i have no idea for honest. Im sure there're more dancers that wanted to dance more than me. Maybe i should just quit out of the competition so that there would be a better dancer to show and light up the stage but im sure i wont have the guts to tell steve x( Im still deciding.

That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
Till you believe
That that should be me
ily.alot

请不要做到那么过分，
我们不是陌生人，
我们曾经是很好的朋友
难道，就这样散？
我们三个,
总该有个人低头?
余钲荥！！
你到底在么???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

2010-04-04T22:28:00.000-07:00

failed of [LOL] Would try it again next timmme x)

BROOOM ! The motor! Current fav action x)

Yesterday's mv shooting was fun. I mean like spending time with them is always fun. Vicky, Grace,Bowen x))))