My Life's Rollercoaster Ride

One Bravest Act of Love

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Tue, 14 Feb 2017 17:44:00 +0000

Falling in love with someone even if the person doesn't love you back in return is one of the bravest acts of love in this world. You are happy simply because the person makes you happy. It seems like the person colors your world in so many ways. Then you started to fall and get confused for doing so, only to realize that the person cannot give back the love you give. You became sensitive, get your heart broken, and no matter how many times you wanted to hate the person, still the good side of the person prevails. The good memories shared with the person outweigh the disappointments. You cannot just hate the person just because he's incapable of loving you back. This is where acceptance plays the key. Instead of embracing the pain, do accept the fact that the person is really not into you after all. Be cautious. Pray harder. Let go and move on. Engage yourself more to people who matters and where you matter the most. The next time around, be wise and know where you stand into someone else's life before actually giving in to the feeling. Most importantly, love yourself. You are one great person. You are beautiful. Your heart may be scarred but let not your hurt and pains prevent you from believing that love still exist. It may not be your time now but for sure you will get the love meant for you someday. The love you truly deserve will happen with the person you're destined to be with, with someone who is capable to love you though how imperfect you are.

To those who fall in love selflessly without getting love in return, to those victims of unrequited and un-returned love, salig lang mga besh!;) Your time will come and love will be knocking on your door.;)

Happy Valentines Day!

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sat, 31 Dec 2016 07:11:00 +0000

It's been a very long while since I made a lot of posts at a time. Gone were the days when I felt too excited to just blog about anything. So much have changed. I don't even know what to write now and I actually find it hard to find something to write about. As of the moment, I took some time to look at my blog and, reread some posts and it really seemed like I used to have this passion for writing. I am just so surprised that most of my pics were gone. Perhaps the links where I used to store my pics are not working anymore. I deleted some posts that used to have a lot of pics coz I know would-be readers cannot appreciate them anymore because no pics are found. I would have deleted posts with pics some more but I realized there are too many posts affected and I can't seem to have the time to edit them anymore. For that reason, my apologies. Oh how I wish I could regain my passion to write of about anything, even if sometimes it won't make sense. Or perhaps share here bout what's currently happening to my world so when I get old I could still get to read them.

I guess I better try and restart writing, hoping I could still do it.

A-okay!:)

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sat, 15 Oct 2016 14:20:00 +0000

I reread the last post I've written and I was like, oh my how embarrassing that post was. Now am laughing at it. It might be that I was too caught up with some of my emotions at that time that's why. As days went on, I have had realizations in mind that helped me feel better even up to this time. Let's say am it to the fact that the person never really cared at all. And that so-called girl friend never even cared at all. I knew I've been through most embarrassing scenarios of my life concerning this person but hell yah, life is too beautiful to be spent on worrying, on getting upset, and getting sad over matters which could never be a reality. Really, I am just relieved with the fact that I have more reasons to be happy than reasons to be sad of. Yes, I am alone, independently living alone in this other part of the world but I do not aggravate myself more to really being alone by isolating myself from people, from activities, or from what keeps me keeping alive. I have my ME time like staying at home, and being all by myself but I do go out, drive, walk, and eat. And I am more than thankful I got friends around who always make me feel like am part of their families.

Maybe, I was just too wrong to care too much over someone who cannot give back the care I used to have. Maybe, we're just destined to be friends but sadly, I should say it really did affect the friendship. Everything for me became different and I am more cautious this time. I should say it is just wise to really think the next time if a certain person is really worth the effort and care. Just another lesson learned I should say.

Right now, I am A-okay. I am trying to live my life to the fullest, while enduring the beautiful challenges life has to offer.

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Mon, 04 Jul 2016 23:35:00 +0000

i am at it again

on to this cycle of love and being heartbroken

at one point, i became happy because of this one great person i knew

no label in the relationship, yet we were happy

then i fell for him, secretly

i cared so much about him

i sometimes tell him indirectly how i feel and he just laugh at me, always

yet i knew he never liked me as more of a friend

coz had he liked me, he would have told me

awkward moments came next

then time became so mean

i miss his company

i miss him

i started to get hurt

coz i miss how we once were

now there came another girl in the picture

she took the place where i used to.

them always seeing each other

without me knowing it

and i feel like am being left out

suddenly jealousy hits me

i can't help it

i wanted to explode, breakdown, cry, and get mad at the person

yet i never had any right

coz there's never an "us"

this is my story.

Elton John at the Crown Coliseum 031115

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sat, 21 Mar 2015 20:09:00 +0000

It was an amazing experience to witness Elton John's concert at the Crown Coliseum held in Fayetteville,NC last March 11, 2015. Elton John is really a legend, a very unforgettable music icon with marvelous contributions in the music industry.

Random

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sat, 21 Mar 2015 16:27:00 +0000

I've stumbled into this on Twitter and realized that this is what I want in a man, in a relationship.

Thanks Twitter poster for this.

My Last Moments with Mama

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Wed, 17 Dec 2014 19:20:00 +0000

I never thought I would lose my Mom too soon but death did take her life unexpectedly and I personally was caught unprepared. We were still chatting on Facebook a month before she died. I was even glad because she and Papa just submitted themselves to routine lab exams without me telling them to. However, death is really like a thief in the night and took away my mom's life in a span of one month.

The moment I knew she was admitted in the hospital, I got scared. I could not keep myself still. I was even more afraid when I learned that she's in a very difficult situation like the hospital scenarios I used to get involved with when patients are battling between life and death. I terribly cried upon seeing her pictures and I could not imagine that her every breath at that time was solely dependent on the breathing machine she was put on.

I was so lost then. I could not eat well. I lost focus at work. I sometimes break out and cry because I can't help it. I got preoccupied of the many possibilities that might happen -- whether she's going to survive and be saved, or the other way around which happened to be my greatest fear -- my fear of losing her.

The first time I saw her in her most difficult situation, I held back my tears. I didn't want her to see me cry. I talked to her in a soft, yet shaky voice that I've gone home for her. My heart's been crumpled and in pain having to witness the physical changes within her. It was totally different, I should say. The most heartwarming and the most significant part at that moment was when she extended her left arm, attempted to hug me which eventually made me bent down to hug and kiss her, with tears in her eyes. I cried heavily when I was out from her sight. My mom should not have suffered that much. A very good person like my Mom did not deserve to suffer. In the next few hours, the family have decided to let her go. It was actually hard telling her to let go because we won't be seeing her anymore but it was more heartbreaking if she had to continuously hold on. We prayed for one thing at that time -- that she would be as comfortable as possible until she's ready to let go.

I was there with Mama moments before she died. She was more comfortable and relaxed compared to the first two days since I got home. I've seen her deteriorating. I held her hand, rubbed her arm, talked to her -- with tears in my eyes. When the cardiac monitor evidently went to flat line, I kissed her in the forehead, hugged her for the last time, and whispered, "You are finally pain-free, Mama. I will miss you terribly. The Heavens are excited to welcome another good soul such as yours."

One Fine Day

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Wed, 26 Nov 2014 00:28:00 +0000

It's that one fine day

When everything seems to be in place

When all your worries have been erased

And this one pic seems to soothe the depths of my soul

My Heartbreaking Story

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Tue, 25 Nov 2014 18:57:00 +0000

When I was told to go home because Mom wasn't doing any good, I was able to buy a ticket within four hours and the flight taking place in the next 24 hours. Immediately informed my superior that I won't be reporting for work anymore. The whole time I endured my almost 24-hour flight, I was preoccupied with thoughts of how I would react seeing mom in her most difficult situation. The moment I saw her, my heart got crumpled because she was indeed suffering. I wanted to cry but I didn't want her to see me cry. I held back my tears trying not to let them fall. I was very much happy when she extended her hand, acting like she's gonna hug me. Since she can't do it herself, I lowered my body so I could hugged and embraced her. I then kissed her too many times. I really wanted to cry but I was just trying to be strong. Seeing my mom in that state did break my heart. It's way too much for her to bear, yet she was trying to be brave still. The only thing I could do at that time was to kiss her because I was also in so much pain having to see her in pain.

Really a saddening story that causes me a heartache whenever I remember it.

My Sick Mom

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sat, 25 Oct 2014 16:24:00 +0000

I am at loss for words now. I didn't know what to say. My mom's physical health condition is what preoccupies my mind for the last two weeks. Time seemed to take sides with me because I had days off for more than a week now but thinking about my mom's physical condition just crumples my heart and shakes the whole of me.

It is hard for someone like me who's been worlds apart from her. It is just frustrating for me that I am here and she's there. I immersed into distractions most of the time but still at the end of the day, I can't help but think about my mom.

I love my mom so much. She is my life. She considers me her one precious gem and I consider her as my very precious gem, too! It just hurts me so much that she's suffering from her sickness.

Prayers is what I am offering to my mom right now.

I am fervently praying for her to be brave enough to fight.

So help us GOD.

Sunday Stealing: 90, part 2

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sun, 15 Jun 2014 03:16:00 +0000

Welcome back to Sunday Stealing which originated on WTIT: The Blog authored by Bud Weiser. Here we will steal all types of memes from every corner of the blogosphere. Our promise to you is that we will work hard to find the most interesting and intelligent memes. You may have heard of the expression, “honor amongst thieves”. In that age-old tradition, we try to credit the blog that we stole it from and we will “fess up” to the blog owner where we stole the meme. We also provide a link to the victim's meme. (It's our way of saying "Thanks!") Sometimes we edit the original meme, to make it more relevant to our global players, to challenge our players, to select the best questions, or simply to make it less repetitive from this new meme or recently asked questions from a previously featured meme.
Let's go!!!

From Survey Haven:

30. Do you read your horoscope? ***YES! I find my horoscope to be always interesting!:)

31. Where was the last place you bought something? ***McDonalds

32. How do you feel about your hair right now? ***It feels great because I just took a shower

33. Do you bite your nails? ***I don't.

34. Do you have any expensive jewelry? ***No.

35. Have you ever been told you speak fast? ***Yes, most of the time.

36. Is your laugh usually hearty? ***At times.

37. How fast have you driven a car? ***75mph

38. Have you ever smoked? ***No.

39. What was your favorite subject in school? ***English

40. Do you have cell phone provider loyalty? ***Yes.

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? ***Guys who still practice CHIVALRY.

42. Do you have any hidden talents? ***I think so.

43. Favorite Song? ***Current song which is playing right now: Take GOOD care of YOU AND ME by Dionne Warwick and Jeffrey Osborne

44. Do you like to sing at all? ***YES.

45. Dream Job? ***Being a MOM ;)

46. Where does most of your family live? ***Philippines

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? ***I have siblings.

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? ***No. We're not raised to be spoiled.

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? ***What time is it?

50. Do you drink? ***Not much

51. Know any other languages? ***Just English and Filipino

52. Ever write a coded message? ***NO.

53. Have you ever been in someone else's wedding? ***Eversince? Yes, been to most of my friends' weddings

54. Do you have any children? ***No.

55. Did you take a nap today? ***Yes.

56. Who has the same birthday as you? ***Jennifer, Dexter, Sienna

57. Ever met anyone famous before? ***Yup, a famous politician in the country.

58. Do you want to be famous one day? ***Never dreamed of becoming one.

59. Any Pet Peeves? ***I got a few but can't think of what to write for now...

60. Are you multitasking right now? ***Yes, listening to music while taking time to answer these questions

Saturday 9: Oh! My Papa

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sun, 15 Jun 2014 03:02:00 +0000

Welcome to Saturday: 9. What we've committed to our readers is that we will post 9 questions every Saturday. Sometimes the post will have a theme, and at other times the questions will be totally unrelated. Those weeks we do "random questions," so-to-speak. We encourage you to visit other participants posts and leave a comment. Because we don't have any rules, it is your choice. We hate rules. We love memes, however, and here is today's meme!

Saturday 9: Oh! My Papa (1954)

If you're not familiar with today's song, you can hear it here.

1) Eddie Fisher starred in a popular 1950s TV show, which was sponsored by Coca Cola. Do you have a favorite soft drink?
***I love to drink WATER

2) He was notorious for leaving his famous first wife for his very famous second wife. Can you name either of the women involved in this Hollywood scandal?

***I can't remember

3) His oldest daughter, Carrie Fisher, is best known as Princess Leia from Star Wars. Are you a sci-fi fan?

***Not much of sci-fi fan;)

4) Since Sam's father is particular about his footwear and likes "a good pair of Cole Haan loafers," her Father's Day present to him is a DSW gift card. If we were to give you a gift card to any store or restaurant, which would you choose?

***I would like a gift card from RED LOBSTERS!;)

5) Sam's father hates it when she swears. When is the last time your cursed?

***I secretly cursed last week when I got so pissed but can't let them know that I am
6) Sam's father is a voracious reader. So much so that the local librarian knows him on sight and by name. How often do you visit your neighborhood library?

***I've never visited a library yet but a good friend of mine told me to visit one here in Fayette

7) "A good used car is a better investment than a new car." That's what Sam's dad tells her when she's in the market for wheels. Share some other words of financial wisdom with us.

***can't think of one right now

8) Every car her father has ever owned had a pro-union bumper sticker. Do you have any bumper stickers on your vehicle?

***No, but this question here gave me an idea that I better buy one for my car.
9) To celebrate Father's Day, Sam is giving away her father's favorite candy: LifeSavers. Would you prefer a roll of Wild Cherry, Butter Rum, Winter Green or Peppermint?

***would like the PEPPERMINT.

Distraction

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sun, 15 Jun 2014 02:55:00 +0000

It is undeniable that I get homesick at times. Who else doesn't feel that way when family and friends are on the other side of the world? Lucky are those who got families here. I don't say am too unfortunate coz I've got relatives and friends who live near me but the thought of being far from my immediate family and closest friends sometimes make me so sad.

Thank GOD for these distractions!

Sometimes when I feel like going out, I do go out. I love loitering in malls with a friend or at times go somewhere interesting. I also visit friends even if I had to drive many miles to reach their homes. I am just glad that everything is just accessible here for as long as you can pay for the gas and off you go.

Thank really GOD for distractions like these are made!;)

Thanks to YOU

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sun, 15 Jun 2014 02:36:00 +0000

I can't think of a person aside from my family who's got so much time to offer to teach me and boost my confidence and morale, to help me, to inspire me, to walk with me, and to simply just be there for me. You are just an amazing person who showed countless efforts to just make me feel alright, ensuring that I am okay despite the personal struggles I have in terms of adjustment and coping. You simply take my homesickness away by giving me distractions that temporarily not make me think about being far from home.

I can't think of all the returned favors and the unsolicited help you gave me because they seem to be countless. Remember how many times we chatted on Facebook even if we used to live miles apart from each other? It's just so surprising to note that we actually had more than 5,000 conversations while I was trying to retrieve it now. You told me your stories about your transition here while at the same time I was telling you most about pressures and stresses at work back there and the updates of my papers before coming in here. I can't forget how you would surprisingly message me wishing me good luck on my physical exam and my embassy interview and in return, I also told you details on how these events went on. When you finally knew about our flight dates in coming here, your messages made me felt like I should not be scared about transitioning here. You even added that my dream of coming here is almost closest to reality. I can remember I had concerns with my immigration fees but you helped me out without much questions and you devoted time to really figure out how. When you learned about where I'd be assigned at, you eagerly offered how you would help me look for a place to stay. Our long distance conversations went on until our flight bound in this country. I can't forget how we still exchanged conversations while we're at Narita, Seattle, and Charlotte Airports.

Now that I am here, you still and always did prove to me that I can always count on you. Seriously, you made a great influence in my life here.

For all that, many, many thank yous from the bottom of my heart!;)
Thank you for making my transition easier, for always giving me something to look forward to with my stay here in this different world far from the world that I used to.

7 Months Old

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Fri, 28 Feb 2014 05:35:00 +0000

I turned seven months old 3 days ago in this foreign country and I should say that I still am in the process of adjusting but there have already been improvements that I could be proud of. One most important thing I gained here is independence. I independently do things on my own. I cook my food, clean the house, do my laundry, throw the trash, do my groceries and decides for myself solely. It is not easy but I have to. Nobody can do these things for me. Thank GOD I have friends with me who keeps an eye for me and who somehow make me feel like am just home.

My only prayer is that may GOD continually bless me because I knew that HE sent me here. I got this very positive feeling that I am just destined to be here to realize what's meant to be realized.;)

Go With The Flow

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Fri, 28 Feb 2014 05:08:00 +0000

I once told a friend about how I got confused over some personal matters and she just said I should just laugh at the confusion. The thought of laughing at the confusion was at first not considerable but after taking some time to think about the situation, I somehow did consider just "going with the flow".

For as long as I can take it, I better go with the flow and savor the moments. After all I am counting much on the moments and not on what should have been said. It might still be a puzzle with a few pieces missing but I know in the long run I might be able to find that missing piece that could best give me the answers.

On Becoming UNhealthy

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sun, 09 Feb 2014 00:36:00 +0000

I would like to think that I am on the process of becoming unhealthy in this side of the world.

Gone were the days when I was sweating out because of abdominal crunches and my hip-hop abs routines. Gone were the days when I was too picky of which foods to eat.

Gone were the days when all I got were veggies and fruits in the fridge.

My lifestyle has changed since I came here.

I eventually gave in to it.

Perhaps I am just too busy to care about becoming unhealthy.

Junk foods, microwavable foods, meat products, cheeseburgers, chocolates --- all these have become part of my routine. The weather itself is not friendly. In this generally cold weather, I just curl myself to bed. I ain't get my body moving. I was never sweating myself out. I got dumbbells but they're just out for display.

How I wish I could regain back my desire of becoming physically fit to become healthy.

Vague

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sun, 09 Feb 2014 00:29:00 +0000

It wasn't a big deal from the start. I thought it's just something I could well adapt on to and something that I can get used to. But I was wrong.

Days rolled into months and it got me confused.

I somehow got used to its routines but it's not helping.

All the more I get confused.

It is just plainly vague.

It's being unclear makes me feel uneasy.

Worst is, it makes me sad having to think more of it.

Until now I can't still find the answers.

It is just so VAGUE.

The Dilemma of Being Away

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Mon, 20 Jan 2014 19:52:00 +0000

I used to dream big things for myself. It was like a dream come true when I was sent here to work in this other side of the world. As months went on, I realized one thing --- life here is totally different and I miss my family big time! Being the optimistic person that I am, I am trying so hard to combat homesickness and the thought of being away. I go out, I eat a lot out, or hang out with friends. However, I just can't get to hide it when I began to retire for sleep. Endless thoughts of home came flashing on my mind. That usually becomes a temporary thought til I doze off to sleep. It entirely is like a routine for me. Happiness and Homesickness has been a part of my everyday routine. Yet, I am still fighting for the latter. Yes, still fighting! I am just treating homesickness as a normal occurrence. Hence, I still am fighting against it.

"Bahay Bahayan"

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Mon, 09 Dec 2013 02:27:00 +0000

As mentioned in my previous post, I moved in to an apartment the moment I came here in Fayetteville. I am situated in an apartment near Ramsey Street.

This is the parking space where residents' cars are park. This is just among the many parking spaces here.

This is a pic of my one-bedroom apartment. Looks like everything isn't in place, aight?;)

This looks so bare and everything starts from scratch!

I love my bathroom! Imagine the pink shower curtains I have it on now.

This is really a huge closet! I could really fit in and sleep inside when I want to.There are no dividers though unlike in the Philippines.

My bedroom the first time I came here. Now imagine a queen size memory foam inside it.

The fridge and the oven ;)

Where dishes are being washed up.

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Mon, 09 Dec 2013 02:19:00 +0000

To continue with my American journey, I am now situated still in the state of North Carolina and is presently living in a big city in Fayetteville. I am settled in a very quiet community and it still feels like home to be here. Someone helped me out to get an apartment and I am glad coz I have friends who live here too! My first few days of living here was tough. It's like starting from scratch! Imagine the first time you step into the apartment, it was all bare. There's a fridge and an oven though but it still looked empty to me. Thank GOD I got an angel who went with me shopping for some stuff needed in here. For big furniture, I joined in with the majority to just order online and have them delivered home.

It's now been more than 3 months since I moved on here and I've had major, major adjustments! I need to adjust with the type of weather here, the food, the people, my job, and even with the language because sometimes I don't understand them or the other way around, they can't understand me. Everything is really an adjustment which I need to take.

About Fayetteville, there's still more for me to discover. I have had few pics though but am gonna be sharing them in different posts.

I just wish I could update this blog more often just like before.

You

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Mon, 09 Dec 2013 02:01:00 +0000

It was a lovely day when I first met you a few years back. We're heading somewhere up north and that's the first time I ever got sight of you. No sparks really but you got this wonderful physique that every girl wants to have in their men. You are actually handsome but I tend not to admire you because you're just too handsome for me. Kidding aside, I found myself comfortable with you when we started talking. We talked and joked around each other. However I just didn't like you at first. Within the many days that we spent together in that learning experience, I found out that chivalry isn't dead when you're around. I said to God, Oh how I wish I could have someone like him to walk life with. I just said that to God but intentionally didn't ask for you because I knew for one that I was unattractive to your level. At that time, we visited a sacred place which I can never forget. The place became so memorable for me because I was up there for the first time. Being a believer of God and a devout Catholic, I took the chance to feel the moment while I was at the top. I prayed so hard for the realization of my dreams. I even asked GOD for a flourishing love life. I didn't realize I became too specific. Because you were near me at that time, I ask God should HE give me a man destined to be with me as a lover and a husband, He could give me someone like the one who's standing beside me, and it happened to be you. I would like to really think that God must be laughing at me for that matter.

Days rolled into years and there was even a year that I didn't see you. I could contact you though if I wanted too but I got preoccupied with job and with men who can't reciprocate their feelings for me. I admired a few men who just left me nothing but heartaches, men who can't love me for me and I was the one who always do the chasing. I lost interest in love to the extent that I didn't care enough to admire men. I became a man-hater and an advocate of those girls who got their hearts broken because of their men.

Now, I got the chance to see you again and I got the chance to talk and spent time with you because of an event we both attended. You're still very nice. I was surprised when I learned that you're still single and unattached. That's how my admiration in you started. You barely noticed that, right? You just don't know how much I admired you that I had to keep it to myself because I was too shy that you might discovered it. I mean, you're still too attractive for me and that's the reality.

There was a time that we had to meet more often and we had to keep in touch. I became too happy while secretly admiring you. Later I realized that we communicated much more often, and that drew me to be nearer you. I just love the thought that you did care enough to talk to me more often as expected.

Now, I am looking back at the prayer I once made. Is it becoming a reality? I can feel that it's getting closer to reality. I may not hear you say anything about it but I can sense that you're comfortable having me. You always have time for me. I just feel so light when I'm with you. I don't wanna assume nor would I expect but sometimes your silence is enough to let me know how you feel about me.

I rest my case to GOD.

Sunday Stealing: Time Keeps On Slippin'

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Sat, 02 Nov 2013 18:48:00 +0000

1) Do you think Daylight Saving Time is still necessary?
**I never had an idea. Lol
2) How long does it take you to adjust to the time change?
**I would like to think I can pretty adjust to time change right away...
3) What's the hardest part of the time change?
**showing up too early for an appointment
4) How many clocks are in your house?
**None in my apartment
5) Are you generally early, late, or on time?
**Just on time.
6) If an invitation to an event listed the time as 8-11pm, what time would you arrive?
**On time I guess Lol
7) Do you wear a watch?
**Yes.
8) Have you ever glanced at the time and had to glance again because you didn't pay attention the first time?
**Yes
9) Are most of your clocks digital or dial?
**Most are digital
10) What does your alarm clock sound like?
**It's like the sound of the bells ringing
11) Do you use the snooze feature on your alarm clock?
**I use it often times.
12) Does clock ticking drive you nuts?
**Yes
*

Homesickness Setting In!

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Thu, 24 Oct 2013 18:38:00 +0000

There will always be days when I feel like I needed someone I could comfortably talk things out, that I needed the company of a friend who could best understand how I feel, and that I could just be myself when with them. Unfortunately, today's just one of those days wishing Davao is just an hour drive away. I missed laughing out so hard. I missed movie dates, coffee moments, night-outs, and most especially videoke sessions. Oh well, reality just hit me this hard but I know I'd be okay.

Random Thoughts!

noreply@blogger.com (Marie) — Mon, 14 Oct 2013 14:39:00 +0000

Living a life far from what I call home is no joke. Somehow, I've learned the tricks of how it is to live here so as not to miss home so badly. I am just too lucky to have people on my side whenever they're much needed. I can feel the warmth of their genuine friendship and its sincerity. Work may sometimes makes me stressed but I look at the good side of it. I may be anxious in any way but I know the good LORD will always be around and is always willing to be my refuge. Whenever I feel weak, I just look up on these people with me here and draw strength from theirs. This is my way of coping. And somehow it does help me get through whenever the dawn of homesickness sets in.