This Is Life

To My Beloved Sister

2013-01-08T00:01:00.001+07:00

Dear My Beloved Sister,

Do you remember the time when we used to spend together? The time when we used to laugh. Do you remember how proud my parents of you. How they always compared me to you? I still remember about the time we used to spend on those evil thing when we were teenager. All those stuff just makes me laugh.

You finished your school 1st. I loose. They keep saying If you are better than me. At that time, I feel so dumb. Even your english is much better than me :D. But all those compare thing just makes me want to be better. I even learn many things on my way, just so they thought that I am good just as I am, not being you.

You used to make me jealous, with your life. Even your love life. I even realize now, I was being bad just because I didn't want to loose from you. Have to admit that I got influence by you. Suddenly I remember about what you asked me to do with my X. I know he was bad, treated me that way, but then i realized that revenge is not making me much better. But well, that's past.

Time by time, many things happen in my life, makes me think a lot than other people think. I still remember the 1st time I can make you take your words back and I know you was surprised by me. Maybe you think I am a quite lil shy girl. But I think in my silences.

You know, no ones can hide their lies. No matter where you run sis. At the 1st, it's just me who know who you really are. No one believe me. At that time, all i can say is just "Stop comparing me to her!"
But now, they are all know, You didn't graduated from the university you used to brag on.

What surprised me the most is that you married the wrong guy, thieves, liar and whatever it is. You know sis, many people broadcasting about what you and your BF or husband i think, about what you two did to them. Do you know, even your parents is don't care about what will happen to you now, since you never come home. Now I know, you are in a difficult situation right now. No wonder why you keep giving me and my brother fake offer. Geez, You also want to bully your sister and brother? and your family? What on earth is happening to you? You delete my PIN, you deactivate your facebook page. Do you think you really can run?

Sis, If you will ever read this one day. Don't run, face all the situation in front of you. Because, no matter where you run, you will get caught. Before they saw your picture and your husband on the media, you better come home and finished what you've done.

Weird Weather Aberdeen Fishing Village Engulfed In Sea Foam Strange Phenomenon 2012

2012-12-16T19:32:00.002+07:00

Weird strange weather Aberdeen Village engulfed in sea foam and other strange objects have been reported falling from the sky in the area this week. Strange Phenomenon 2012

Anthony Sanchez Child Abuse

2012-12-16T16:38:00.002+07:00

Gosh... who he think he is.. striking a child with a belt bcz he failed to catch a baseball? although he just ur step son, but still!!! maybe he's jealous bcz it's not him who made that son. Well what a lame, cz that kid will be a great catcher 1 day.

16 DEC

2011-12-17T19:13:00.000+07:00

I used to love the number 16 before, like around 2 years ago
Well it's near my b-day and used to have a good day in my life
But Idk why, and I just noticed it till today
Always get sick Right in the date of DEC 16
Is it the cursed date for me o.o"
Date and month o.O"
Well someone who maybe read this can explain why
I thought I had the same kind of illness like last year
phew glad it's just a normal fever
And my huney, give me support to get cured ^3^
Plus watched final fantasy today together
Fell much much better..
planning to go to SG next year then come to his place ^3^
Hope everything goes well..

Anger

2011-11-02T14:51:00.000+07:00

Most of us experience anger at one time or another. Others may get angry with us, justifiably or not. We may become angry at others, sometimes with very good reason, sometimes not. One thing is for sure, it is not a pleasant experience.

We cannot always reason with those that are bitter towards us and sometimes we may need to accept that it exists. To counteract this with retaliation is something that needs careful consideration.

"Consider how much more you often suffer from your anger and grief, than from those very things for which you are angry and grieved." - Marcus Antonius

Perhaps we are guilty of hostility more than we would like to be. Greater interaction with people should reduce these feelings. Less anger should result in more confidence and less stress.

Is a discussion possible and is it worthwhile? A few words and an exchange of viewpoints might result in one or both sides having a change in attitude. Try to see another point of view no matter how unreasonable it appears.
Consider how you are feeling. It is common, perhaps good advice, to let anger be expressed, to not hold it inside. My personal experience is that sometimes I have regretted this because I was wrong or over reacted. Sometimes the anger still lingered. Avoiding anger in the first place, through conciliation or acceptance, can result in feeling better all around.

Hatred is a prolonged anger towards a fellow human. There are various forms of hatred, motivated in different ways, and mostly without cause. Prejudice, jealousy, gossip, bullying are hard to deal with. This is where friends can be a great help in trying to understand these harmful actions. They can offer comfort and foresight. Be a friend.

"Whatever is begun in anger, ends in shame." - Ben Franklin (1706-1790)

LOVE AGAIN

2011-10-15T15:51:00.000+07:00

Don't say goodbye when you still want to try.
Don't give up when you still feel you can.
Don't say you do not love him anymore, if you can not let go.

Love comes to those who still have hope, even though they have been let down. To those who still believe, even though they had been betrayed. To those who still want to love, even though they've been hurt before and To those who have the courage and conviction to reawaken faith. Maybe God wants us to meet and make love with the wrong people before meeting the right people, we must understand how to be grateful for that gift.
A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who really matter to you, only to find that in the end becomes meaningless and you have to let go. Sometimes you do not appreciate someone who loves you whole-heartedly, so you lose it. At that time, nothing to regret because it goes without saying anymore.
The possibility of what you hold dear or beloved ugliness stored therein and the possibility of what you hate goodness stored in it.

Real love is to let those you love to be himself and not to twist picture you want. If not, you love only the reflection of ourselves that you find in themselves. Optimistic-minded people are always looking at things is difficult, but maybe people who think pessimists are always looking at everything that's possible, but difficult. The best thing for you is not PROMISING something to others, and who even better if you have not broken a promise.

Locked up

2011-10-08T14:56:00.000+07:00

It really feels like I want to write something here
But my mind just stuck in.. uhm.. somewhere..
I want to write A, but it jumps to Z
I don't even know what I'm talking about

But..
No matter what happen
I still have my life to build more and more
The dreams that I want to achieve, goals and everything
Sometimes I just can't wait to make it all come true
Sometimes, makes me scared that my goal will run away
But.. if faith said so..
Then, be it
Something in my heart, is.. uhmm.. something that i cant even explain it to my self
something I cant even describe
Well I think it's because I don't want to reveal anything anymore
either sad or happy..
It's not a big matter for those who didn't know me
They will see it when it goes to be happy or not
All I'm doing is just to be more calm..
Even i admit it that still i loose control

Changed for BF/GF:is a must?

2011-09-26T20:42:00.000+07:00

Many people are willing to change for the sake of their lover. Whether it was requested, or the desire itself. Transformed into a better person, obviously is not a problem. In fact, Cindy Haynes in The Book of Change, it was suggested. Moreover, if based on personal awareness.

"Changed or (rather) a compromise for the sake of a lover, will contribute to the relationship. Moreover, when the change is positive and inspiring for both of us. Nothing wrong,!" Said Haynes.
Then, what kind of changes that can be said positive and inspiring? Appearance, such as when you are required to look elegant and sexy, but you are a casual person. Do not get frustrated, but try to find a new side that you never feel. Compromise, to the extent where you can change it. At the very least, you do not need to be changed.

Weight. Naturally, if he/she concentrated on weight. The reason, besides not pleasing to the eye, too thin or too fat is a sign people are less healthy. No offense, but think about the positive side, unless you are comfortable with the current body weight.

Changing personality. This is the most difficult, because it's already innate nature. But when he/she takes you into a better direction, why not? Moreover, if (the word of friend), you've got a line of nature "ugly", such as angry, vengeful, or lazy. will be okay, if it can be changed right?

More smart. That is certainly not because you are stupid, but they will feel more proud if you could 'more' smart. This could add your spirit to come across as a more qualified person. Absolutely not a bad change right? Essentially, as far as changes that impact both graduated, we need to consider. After all, not just for the good relationship, but for us too! Um, if love the get more attached, fun right ...?

What's wrong with you

2011-09-25T06:21:00.000+07:00

Every moment every time you complain, you always feel less and less, you always feel unsatisfied. You are lack of gratitude, You're actually not making mistakes, because that's how real human beings.

Human perfection is a shortage and there because we complement each other. But do you know when you complain how much time you used to complain, why don't you try to use that time to think to plan something for tomorrow. When you feel less, isn't that is a spur us to seek more. even when you are not satisfied isn't it the measure of our ability that would be better if we improve. And when you are not grateful, why don't you start from now to celebrate all that God has given us. why have to wait for tomorrow if we can do it now.

This is the uniqueness of the Dead Sea, Israel - Jordan

2011-09-22T17:35:00.000+07:00

The Dead Sea is a lake that ran in the region between Israel, the Palestinian Authority and Jordan Region. At 417.5 m below sea level, the lowest point on Earth's surface. The Dead Sea is very salty, which made it impossible for living beings to live. This is the reason for its name. However, this is not really dead, because some types of bacteria can live here. Because water is so salty, people can easily float in the Dead Sea without any trouble. Travelers come from all over the world to float here.

This time I want to discuss a bit about the dead sea, not as sordid as its name, the Dead Sea is a salty lake (not the sea, because it is on the mainland), the term sea in his life due to the extent that reached 76 km in length and has a width of 16 km, so it can imagine if the lake is so vast (but this lake has undergone a narrowing and reduction of water discharge due to excessive evaporation and lack of water supply from the River Jordan). Okay, henceforth we shall call this lake the Sea.

Salinity in the ocean is so big it makes us able to float on it without much difficulty swimming, even while reading the book though! Strange indeed, but that's a natural occurrence. It is said that dead sea salt in it reached 31.5% (that means 9 times the normal sea salinity is about 3.5%. Due to its salinity levels are then all objects can float on top.

One of the stories about the origins of this sea is the story of the Prophet Lut, which tells the story of how the destruction of human morality at that time (Sodom Gomorrah) that perform similar sexsual relationship, regardless of the story are all dead sea has another story from the scientific aspect of its high salinity. Due to the reduced flow of water in this sea that reached its 1 meter per year due to the amount of water coming from the river jordan many in use for irrigation purposes so that the supply to the sea is to be reduced and evaporation is very high, this is the cause why the ocean has become saltier. No fish live there, and when the dead sea water exposed to the eyes, will feel very sore.

Underneath it all, this marine mud has its own benefits for women in particular as a skin (Sea Mud Body Scrub). In addition to the salt content is extremely high, the Dead Sea water also contains potassium, magnesium, and bromium, maybe that's why the sea mud death is considered highly nutritious. Israel, Palestine and Jordan agreed to save the Dead Sea is due to the impact when there is damage to the marine ecosystem to die this will be very bad for the region, among other measures to be undertaken to supply water from the red sea to sea to die by making the canal a canal to connect the two seas are the distance is about 200 km.

Dead Sea water level is estimated to have undergone shrinkage of 392 meters below sea level to 416 meters and are declining to levels that are very alarming.

The Warming Love Story

2011-09-22T17:02:00.000+07:00

So this is the Story:
There's a girl who give a challenge to her Boyfriend to live without her
Not to communicate at all for one day
She said to her man
"If you can go pass thru that, I will loving you forever"
He agree
He didn't send any text or call her for one day

He didn't know the truth If She just have 24 hours to live
Because she have a cancer

The next day, he came to her house
Suddenly his tears dropped, he saw her girl already laying there
With just a piece of paper says:

"You made it hun, can you do that everyday?? I LOVE YOU.."

Don’t Ever lost contact with someone you care,
you’ll never know what’s gonna happen the next day,
or the day after that..

Even a single “hi” or a “good morning”
Before you know that someone is no longer there….

Blue Sky

2011-09-18T09:10:00.001+07:00

If you look up at the sky after falling down, the blue sky today is also stretching limitlessly and smiles at me…Yeah.. I’m alive! Today the Blue sky will teach me a thing, everything will always change as the beautiful sky today, before I see cloudy skies over the vast expanse of parchment, but the winds obey your destiny replace paint the sky gray to blue, the sky was blue as the sun smiles leave, they want us to always smile, smile for now and then until the time enough to take off we go, because with a smile all the things that express sorrow will gradually disappear and make everything easier, remember the sadness when it approached every happiness that we have received so far, isn't it more joy than sadness? then what are we worried? Since every sadness or happiness will end soon and replaced by another event, a learning process to understand why we live today.

I walked only with the eyes of the heart, breathing only with determination, I climb full of puzzles, where is my sun? My sun is always shining, but the meaning of its light only on those who are willing to open themselves, even though the light seemed hit every human on this earth, but those who received interpret it differently, there is sometimes confused as to why the sun shines, sometimes dim, some of them sad today why the sun dimmed, some of them worry and thinking if would be wonderful to see the sun again today, and some are thinking why the sun never tired to shines? We are where we are entitled to vote.

My sun is always shining, his destiny is to give the meaning of life. I too want to be like him in every way that I have today, trying to give meaning, life is choice, and I've decided, I shall stand for choice. I'm in the process, but my faith is very strong, I have to struggle friend! You can I can!

When I fell later, I'm ready to jump higher!
Face the spirit and remains every episode of Life with a Smile
Everyone feels pain
But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Step by step, I want find that light

Cheating vs. Truth

2011-09-17T08:05:00.000+07:00

Cheating is sometimes seen as something that is so very interesting to do. So easy, instant, no need long period to process and then the pleasure can be enjoyed. But unlike the case with the truth, sometimes it does not look attractive, necessary process, need to pay the price, sacrifice, etc. need to keep the heart.

But this is the end result:
Cheating such as smoke, who briefly visible but disappears in a flash anyway.
While the truth even though sometimes it seems slow but it kept moving up, getting brighter as day and looks.
And the first thing we need to know is, cheating will never win against the truth.
Strive to live within the truth within every aspect of our lives.

You are special

2011-09-15T23:48:00.001+07:00

One day, a renowned motivator opened the his seminar with a unique way.
Holding the denomination of U.S. $ 100, he asked the audience, "Who wants this money?"

Looks a lot of hands went up, sign a lot of interest.
"I will give this money to any one of you gentlemen, but first let me do this."
He stood close to the audience.
He knead The money with his hands until many times.
Then asked, "Who still wants this money?"
The number of outstretched hand is not reduced
"Okay," he said, "what would happen if I do this?" He said, dropping money into the floor and stomped on it with shoes. crazy
Although still intact, now the money is so extremely dirty and not smooth anymore.
"Well, if anyone is still interested?"
The hands are held still remains a lot.
"Ladies and gentlemen, you just get an important lesson.
Whatever happens with this money, you are still interested because of what I am doing will not reduce its value.
Even crumpled and dirty, this money is still worth 100 dollars. "
In this life, we had several times fallen, torn, and covered in dirt caused by the decisions we make and the circumstances that hit us.
In such conditions, we feel unworthy, meaningless.
And whatever have been and will happen, you never will lose value in the eyes of those who love you.
So, every time you feel insignificant, remember the 100 dollar bill.
Do not ever forget - you are SPECIAL.

Happy can Love him

2011-09-14T19:12:00.000+07:00

I don't know how long I will stand here. I don't know how long this will happen. Maybe I need more time. But how long? No one knows. Not even me. I still want to take care of the feelings that I have for him. Even he's not mine. I don't know maybe even he belongs to someone else.

Even tho I can't be the perfect girl like what he wants. You know, Whenever I starring to this world with an empty eyes, I do really hope that he's happy and fine. Even when 1day I cant even starring at this world anymore, I'm wishing that he will be happy. Everyday, in every step of his life. I'm not waiting for him, I'm not waiting for anyone. I face my life with the way I choose. I'm waiting? NO. But if he wants to come to me, I'll be open, i will always be open. If not, then I'll face the world just like this.

Tho, fine, I'll be happy if he's happy. NO MATTER WHAT!

Closed

2011-09-13T22:16:00.000+07:00

Since the day I met him, Since the day I know him
Since the day he step into my heart
Since the day he said he love me
Since the day he spend his time on the cam just to watch me
Since that I feel like he's the one for me

I thought that we will be together forever
No matter how much the distance that we have
Thought he will always be there for me
unexpectedly, words came "let's broke up"
What a shock moments

Since that, I've been so mean to all the boys who tried to get close to me
Couldn't even feel the meaning of love again
Why I become like this?
Even in my life.. Here.. boys.. wow.. nothing special in my eyes
Got sick of em really
I know they aren't the same.. But everytime they trying to get close
All the broken hearted memories just come
Makes me stand, couldn't move in an inch
Scared to stepped my feet into it

Do they know that It's not easy for me to falling in love
When I'm not in love, don't ever try to make me falling in love
Or i'm just gonna hurt em
Then they will say..
Why am I this, why am I that

Sigh.. I'm tired of explaining everything
Have to start it all over again
Well.. better not
I wonder my self, how long will I stay like this?
Not like I'm not moving on, knowing you moving on
I'm moving on, and this is me
This is the way that I choose
not gonna stand in anyone anymore
gonna stand in my own life, my own path

So from now on..
I really feel that my heart is closed for anyone

When Love says HI

2011-09-13T17:14:00.001+07:00

When love has been greeted
This heart feels helpless
A king's yield also

When love has come
It's revolting quiet heart
Life's so indecisive

If love is just a word
Surely we will destroyed
Because love is a sacrifice
Not just a word

Bird Song

2011-09-13T01:55:00.003+07:00

Birdsong in the morning light
Making life become more patient
Entertaining the doubts heart
Into dangers that always confront

If love is as beautiful as this morning
Surely my heart will never get hurt
Although I have to waited long

For An answer that was never sure

If the light of love is so bright
Surely my soul will always calm
Facing a falter
Like a daughter of a restrictive

But, love is uncertain
Sometimes entertaining, sometimes hurt
For those who never understood
The essence of a true love

Clock

2011-09-12T22:58:00.000+07:00

I look at to the right
I saw a clock is watching me
Seems like he starring at me
The clock smiling so bright
He is smiling, looking at me

I was crying
Feeling the bitter world
Which has made the heart feel hurt
Feel the bitterness of love

But I realize
I can not continue to rely
Relying on him

But I must always rely
Leaning to the "All-True"
Who can make love exist
Who can make this love disappear
Make me strong..
To get through all this

This Heart cries

2011-09-11T20:31:00.001+07:00

when i thought about him

But I don't know where is he right now
sometimes heart cried with this emptiness

searching and waiting for his love

I cry without tears
I cried silently
only feel the pain of the heart
The waiting is excruciating

Feels so heavy to let this feeling go
that has been pervasive in the liver
maybe if I'll die
my regret be immortal

Will this expectation will lead happiness, or whether only a sense of sheer
but my heart's always tough to deal with

though ultimately only make cuts

Loneliness

2011-09-09T23:28:00.000+07:00

Who knows when this will end
I could not face it alone
fly like a bird without wings
do not know when this feeling will disappear ......

I kept trying to fight fate
that always makes me cry
makes me grieve
who knows when I will remain steadfast
go lonely, let me dance with delight
and culture of happiness come in tomorrow and so on ....

well god does this ordeal for me
get rid of this lonely and let me be happy

and let me smiling in the beauty of happiness
let me find shards of glass that has been fragile
so I can arrange it, to find happiness

let me stand up straight when my happiness comes ......

loyalty

2011-09-09T19:35:00.000+07:00

Cold night on a blanket wind
and invite quiet drizzle
today, a girl waiting
Her lover in the dark silence
But for some reason ..
Drowning in the silence of the night
And the rain came accompanied the sad at heart
A love was nevertheless come
Bringing warmth, smothering
hopeful,
but still miss handcuff
Lost in a dark suit night ..
the girl Heart cut, disappointed
Promise etched in her heart
star gazing as a witness
shadow the poet was dissolved
in the girl's muffled cries
nevertheless not wait sore disappear
as the rain soaked
but waiting, do not end up like rain
Due to sincere devotion to wrap
Disappointment at heart ..

More Spectacular buildings In India

2011-09-09T19:21:00.000+07:00

1. The space station Called Atmosphere-style structure will be built in Calcutta

Inspired by the traditional Hindu life and contains 80 families. A large terrace and wide enough to provide some families to enjoy the open space. It even includes a golf course for the sport.

2. Chocolate ribbon design.

This building will be more alive at night, could take a different perspective from each side during the day. This building has been awarded the festival's Open Buildings People's Choice Award. Inspired by the natural river pebbles that create a unique aesthetic experience is wrapped by the idea of softness and elegance as well as power and strength of character, as stated by the architect.

3. Modern deck area set in desert rock

The need for technological innovation approach to building a growing, these buildings can be an inspiration from the architecture and designer for more creative in building and designing new buildings.

4. Dubbed the Oyster

Inspired from the beach turned into reality. The building is contained in it is the kitchen, coffee shop, mini library, and meeting rooms. It could also be said as a Fantastic Urban Living, there are even well outside plant to give the impression of a natural and cool the room during the summer.

Before you complain, Ponder This

2011-09-09T19:05:00.000+07:00

Today before you say the words that are not good, think about someone who can not speak at all. Before you complain about the taste of your food, think about someone who did not have anything to eat. Before you complain about not having anything, think about someone who is begging on the streets. Before you complain that you're bad, think about someone who is at the level of the worst in his life. Before you complain about your husband or wife, think about someone who is asking the Lord to give mate.

Today before you complain about life, think about someone who died too soon. Before you complain about your children, think about someone who desperately wants to have children but she was barren. Before you complain about a dirty house because your assistant is not doing its job, think about the people who live on the streets. Before you complain about you have to drive away, think about someone who travel the same distance by walking.

And when you are tired and complain about your job, think about the unemployed, disabled people who wish they had a job like yours. Before you point fingers and blame others, remember that no one is innocent.

We all answer to God "And when you're sad and your life in distress, smile and give thanks to God that you're still alive!"

Life is a gift... Live it... Enjoy it... Celebrate it... And fulfill it...

Love others with words and deeds. Love is created not to be stored or hidden. You do not love someone because he's PRETTY or handsome, because you love and love them, and thet become beautiful. Beauty is not a person's face and good looks, but pretty and handsome emerge from the Heart, also called CONSCIENCE.

Brain chip

2011-09-09T18:49:00.000+07:00

For the first time IBM developed "Brain Chip"

This chip works on the basis of human thought patterns. This chip can be programmed to provide information without first such chip in general and can also respond to real-world signals such as temperature, sound, and movement. Challenges in training the computer to behave like a human brain has tested the limits of science for decades. But researchers from IBM today said they have made a key step toward combining two of the world.

The techniques explored by IBM and other companies and university research laboratories around the 'cognitive computing' can lead to chips that are better able to adapt to unexpected information. U.S. technology company has built two prototype chips that said process data much like how people digest information from the chip that currently power a PC and a supercomputer.

This chip is an important milestone in the project for six years which has involved 100 researchers and spent $ 41million (£ 25million) from the U.S. Department of Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency