Ebenezer

1 Samuel 24-27

2011-01-20T23:39:00.002-05:00

"The LORD rewards everyone for their righteousness and faithfulness." ~1 Samuel 26:23

I really have a thing for simple verses--for big ideas that can be captured in very few words. I think the phrase above in one such verse.

This a quote from David which he said just after risking his life by choosing not to kill king Saul.

At this point, Saul had made David's life into a living nightmare. He had driven David into hiding for month--he had tried to kill him multiple times, AND he killed dozens of people simply because someone that they were related to had helped David. Despite all of this, David chose not to kill Saul.

After Saul discovered that David had spared his life, he apologized to David and they have a conversation...

towards the end of that conversation

that phrase comes in...

The LORD rewards everyone for their righteousness and faithfulness.

I believe that David is expressing the idea that he had to be righteous and he had to be faithful--it did not matter what Saul had done. David knew what he had to do--and that was all that mattered.

I think that David sets up a good standard for all of us. We need to decide what God wants us to be, and we have to be that no matter what happens.
We have to know that he will reward us for being faithful.

1 Samuel 20-23 -Totally Off Topic--well mostly

2011-01-18T23:29:00.002-05:00

Alrighty, so right now I am learning a lot.

I am in a class that completely focuses on being a better Christian in the contemporary world...and I am reading Reaching Out by Henri Nouwan!

So my mind is blown a lot at this point....

So tonight, I am going to simply list the things that God has been teaching me...

Every person on this planet is lonely, so no, you're not weird!
One cannot take care of people if that loneliness dominates their actions. It has to be replaced with a sense of solitude in order for a person to be an effective minister.
I am always in a hurry---even when I do not need to be...I should really slow down!
Christians need to be much greater listeners than speakers!
Christians should be more interested in listening than becoming offended so that they can freely enter into relationships!
People Need People

More too come!

1 Samuel 17-19 Question

2011-01-17T23:58:00.002-05:00

Tonight I am simply going to post a question...

If you have an answer to it, please post it in the comments.

In these chapters (and some in the previous ones), the Bible talks about Saul having "An evil spirit from the Lord"

What in the world does that mean...?

This seems particularly odd because of James 1:13

When tempted, no one should say, “God is tempting me.” For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone;

Any Ideas?

1 Samuel 14-16 "Stay Small"

2011-01-17T00:38:00.003-05:00

Hello...sorry, I wasn't feeling good last night, so my blog time turned into sleep time :)

I hope that all of you are enjoying your Januaries, if you are not--I would challenge you to spend some time looking for things to rejoice in...I hate the cold, and I hate snow, so I have spent the past few weeks asking God to allow me to find joy in those things.

I have been shocked by the contentment that I have been given in those things.

Ask me about it sometime.

In terms of Bible Reading tonight, I spent a lot of time reading about the demise of Saul. It really is a sad story, that isn't so unfamiliar as we would like.

Basically, God chose a humble man who had the ability, but not the desire to be king.

God gave him success after success and he blessed him...until somewhere Saul got cocky.

Just before the judge, Samuel, tells Saul that God has rejected him, he uses a phrase that should haunt most of us...

“Although you were once small in your own eyes, did you not become the head of the tribes of Israel? The LORD anointed you king over Israel. And he sent you on a mission, saying, ‘Go and completely destroy those wicked people, the Amalekites; wage war against them until you have wiped them out.’ Why did you not obey the LORD?

~Chapter 15

The part that catches my attention is at the beginning--it is the phrase "although, you were once small in your own eyes... Meaning that Saul was humble when he began his rule.

The rest of the speech implies that Saul no longer sees himself as small--he sees himself through prideful eyes.

When Saul ceased to see himself as small, his life began to fall apart. As Saul's pride grew, his ability to be a good king grew smaller.

Saul stands as a challenge for all of us to see ourselves as small--to know that we are but one minuscule life that lives and breaths by the grace of God.

Anything that we are, we are because of him!

We are small, we had best remember that.

1 Samuel 11-13 "Sin of Omission'

2011-01-15T00:57:00.002-05:00

Fact of the Night: It is a sin for leaders not to pray for the people that they serve...

When addressing the Israelites in 1 Samuel chapter 12, Samuel adds...

As for me, far be it from me that I should sin against the LORD by failing to pray for you.

Holy cow!

This makes it clear that praying for one another is not a good idea, it is something that God wants us to do...it is a sin not to pray for other people!

That is a thought that should sit with you for a while...

1 Samuel 8-10 "Like the Other Nations"

2011-01-14T00:36:00.002-05:00

Ok...so we are firmly into the Old Testament here.

Israel is living in the promised land (finally), God has brought them to a point of peace after eons of being slaves, being homeless in the wilderness and then being warriors intent on clearing out their homeland.

God has brought them through trial after trial...

He has given them a great track record for victories, and Israel should have everything that it could possibly want!

Unfortunately...they want something else, a king.

Why do they want one...

"So that they can be like the other nations"

This is amazing to me, because Israel says this after seeing God defeat king after kingdom. They should have had sufficient proof that God's set up for them was good...but they wanted to be like all of the other kingdoms...they wanted to be like the nations that they were defeating.

This sounds ridiculous, but we do the same thing.
So many of the things that we want are shown to us by people that we do not want to be like. So many trends are set by people that we do not want to follow.

When we decide that we need something, we must ask ourselves if the person who showed it to us, is someone that we should want to be like.

1 Samuel 4-7 Thus Far...

2011-01-12T23:32:00.002-05:00

Tonight, I came across the passage that inspired this blog...

1 Samuel 7:12...

That passage initiates the idea of an Ebenezer.

The original Ebenezer was a rock that Samuel set up after God had delivered them from the

Philistines. It was the kind of victory that had been completely unexpected. It was the kind of victory that took its meaning away from the fact that God had rescued them after they had cried out to him.

That victory was something that Samuel did not want Israel to forget...hence the Ebenezer. It was a reminder that God helped Israel.

In Future days...and future battles, that rock would remind them that God had helped before and that he could help them again.

After first learning of this passage, I felt the need to practice the Art of recording the movements of God in my life--I want to celebrate the victories that he gives to me so that I will have confidence in him next time that I face fear or doubt.

So...this blog is the place where I can do that...

I look at my own life--and the movements (and teachings) of God within it, and I examine the lives of people within history and within the Bible and celebrate their victories as well!

Thus far the Lord has Helped ME!

This is My Conviction

2011-01-12T00:22:00.003-05:00

Tonight...I am not writing about any specific passage of the Bible

Rather, I am sharing something that God has been teaching me though his word, his voice and though the voice of people who learned it before me.

I am Convinced...

That God is deeply present in the heart of every Christian...that he literally lives within the flesh and soul of his adopted child

I believe that he is constantly present with the child--comforting, teaching and directing.

He speaks to that child in numerous ways--and he uniquely reveals himself to them.

As we spent time in solitude it is our duty to get in tough with the God who lives inside of us.

It is our duty to acknowledge his presence, and to seek more of it. It is our duty to take advantage of every resource possible in gaining greater knowledge of him.

Some of our greatest resources are the other Christians in our lives...

Just as we uniquely know God--they have their own relationship with him--a vantage point from which they may see some aspects of his character with greater clarity than we currently posses.

When we interact with other believers, we should be so honored by the chance to interact with the presence of God that lives in another being that we are slow to speak because, God Forbid, that we might miss the opportunity to better know God by seeing him through another's prospective.

Too often...

We tune God out...

We contently fill our minds with everything but him. Our minds are constantly looking to be entertained rather than captivated by someone bigger than we might ever fathom the ability to comprend.

Imagine: We actually trade the chance to focus on the king of the universe for programmed television--for a few minutes of sedated mind.

Imagine: We are so quick to speak and so slow to listen that we never really near the other believers in our lives---we rarely take advantage of the opportunity to know Jesus better by seeing him though someone else's eyes.

1 Samuel 1-3 Begging Works!

2011-01-11T00:10:00.002-05:00

Our Character of the Night is...

Hannah

Here is the bio on Hannah...

She was a God loving chica who was adored by her husband. This is good!

AND she was unable to have kids and was shamed by this. This is not good.

Christians often struggle with the issue of finding the balance between "Accepting God's will for their lives" and Praying for a change.

I, personally, can make a case for both options there....and it is hard to know which one is right for different chapters of my life.

Hannah, was firmly in the camp of "Pray Until Something Happens"

She constantly begged God for a baby. She begged with so much urgency that she looked drunk.

Eventually...she went beyond praying, and she made a covenant with God.

She agreed to give her son back to God, if only he would give her a baby.

God agreed...Samuel (His name means asked of God) was born!

I think that there are two things to take away from this story the first being the fact that God really did care about Hannah's happiness. He really did take her desires into consideration...and he did not seem angry at her for asking for the thing that she badly wanted.

The second (and more important) is this: Hannah could not have what she wanted until she was willing to literally give her desire back to God. She had to want God to be served more than she wanted to be a mother.

She had to give up her desire before it could be fulfilled.

Ruth 1-4 The Big Picture

2011-01-10T00:28:00.002-05:00

I think that you should know that I just spilled fish food all over my laptop!

That is probably the down side of typing, lying in bed and feeding my fish (Bubble and Squeek) at the same time.

Now my keys smell like dead, shredded, dehydrated and artificially colored fish (fish food) !

Just another moment in my life.

At the same time, I am currently finding myself lost in a beautiful sense of joy that only comes from cleaning my dorm room (despite appearances one of my favorite activities) and then reading my favorite book of the Bible...Ruth!

My reason for loving this book so much is probably the simple fact that it is easy to relate to.

The story's main character is a young women who had lost her husband...which is a lot easier to comprehend than a 1,000 year old man--or a long haired hulk like judge.

I also like the fact that this book shows the significance of fairly insignificant actions.

No battles are fought here...there are no "significant" miracles....and no one is aware that their actions could have eternal meaning.

It is about people who seek to live their relatively simple lives well--without ever realizing that they would be remembered...or that they would become the ancestors of Christ.

My very favorite thing about this book is the fact that it shows God's ability to use painful chapters to create a joyful story.

The entire beginning of this book is filled with bad events....

Famine, infertility, death, death, death...

I am sure that Ruth and Naomi felt very disappointed. No one expects a life that will leave them homeless and crying over the graves of one's family.

ENTER GOD...

In the midst of that brokenness, God begun to put a plan in motion that would, eventually, kill death forever....

That would re-unite God and men

and

That would give Ruth and Naomi a new family... a future...and Joy!

Matthew 26-28 The End

2011-01-09T00:26:00.003-05:00

Tonight I read through the story of Jesus' death and resurrection.

Something that struck me differently this time was the question of why the Apostle Matthew wrote so little about the time that Jesus spent on earth after the resurrection.

Matthew writes 26 chapters about Jesus' pre-crucifixion life and he literally includes only one quote from Jesus after he was raised.

The quote was this....

Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

I spent some time thinking about it...and I thought of a possible reason. The last thin that Jesus said before he died was "It is finished," We do not know exactly what he meant by this--he could have been referring to death, or sin, or his life (Or all of the above) and he could have been referring to his mission on earth. After his death, his work was done.

Maybe his only post-resurrection mission was to turn his job over to the disciples-to make sure that they were really aware of the mission that he had assigned them (and us) to.

Maybe he said little, because he wanted his followers to know that it is now their job to do the talking!

Matthew 25 Whatever You Did...

2011-01-08T01:29:00.002-05:00

Over Christmas Break I read a book called "Encouragement" by Larry Crabb.

That book details that fact that each and every person must live in the balance of being a broken person in a broken world with real, personal needs while having the ability to meet the needs and to defeat the fears of others.

At every moment, I have the option of trying to meet my own needs or of trying to fill the gap in someone else's life.

There is something ironic about the fact that I cannot encourage myself--but I can encourage someone else.

Also somewhat mind blowing is the fact that a person who is only looking to gain from a relationship will never really be filled.

People cannot, really be satisfied with anything less than a genuine love and encouragement that is given by another person.

Unfortunately this is a little known truth. Basically all of us live our lives trying to satisfy our own needs without any real success.

Imagine if all of us were to stop trying to satisfy our own emptiness.

What if we stopped trying to encourage ourselves--and tried to encourage others...

Then we might actually create Christian community...

Then we might actually find ourselves satisfied in our relationships...

It has to be about giving...

If you take a minute to read the end of Matthew 25--you will find another reason to enter into relationships for the sake of giving rather than receiving.

EVERYTHING that we pour out into other people, we are pouring into God.

Matthew 22-24 "This is it"

2011-01-06T23:52:00.002-05:00

The entire law (like 8 long books of the Old Testament come down to this...

`Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”

It certainly takes less time to read, but these sentences take those long list of rules and expand them to every second of our lives.

God wants ALL of our love to be his.

And he wants us to love his favorite thing on this planet...

His children!

Matthew 19-21 "Nope, it's not fair."

2011-01-05T23:19:00.002-05:00

I am sure that any other oldest children who might be reading this will understand my pain.

Parents are so much easier on the younger kids!!!

When I was younger, I badly wanted to get my ears pierced...it was a big deal, I begged my parents for years....but the deal was that I had to wait until I was twelve years old, and I had to prove that i was responsible enough to handle it! Well...I was shocked when my parents gave in and let me get them pierced when I was 11!

My little sister came along and got hers pierced when she was 7!

What the heck?!

Seriously...there are many other examples of this! Oldest children around the planet can testify to this! They get later curfus, higher allowances and fewer rules!

I never understood this growing up...and I am sure that I am not alone in this.

It just didn't seem fair!

Matthew 6 has a parable about this....

Here's the gist...

Farmer needs to hire some workers...

He goes into the city early in the morning and asks people to work for him, he offers to pay them a reasonable wage.

He goes back into the city later that morning (when all of the non-morning people had emerged) and asks them to work as well

Same thing at noon

And in the afternoon

The day comes to an end and the farmer pays all of the man the same amount. It is a very fair wage for the men who worked all day and it was generous for everyone else.

NO...this is not fair! But the farmer asks this question of the men who worked all day "Are you envious because I am generous?"

What is so hard for me to wrap my mind around is the idea that the things that are given to other people have zero effect on the things that were given to me. We need to look at the lives and gifts that God has given to us without comparing them to the things that he gave to people around us.

Just like our parents, he has the right to do things differently for different children.

No, that's not fair, but it is right!

Matthew 16-18 "Freely You Were Forgiven, Freely Forgive"

2011-01-04T22:29:00.002-05:00

Right now, I am back at school...and I am so very happy to be back in my own bed!

I am trying to stay focused despite being very comfortable!

Here's the thought!

Two days ago I was impressed by Jesus' statement "Freely you have received, freely give" Matthew 10:7

He took this thought even farther tonight in his parable of the unmerciful servant (Matthew 18). He expanded the thought and applied it to the giving of forgiveness. He reminds us that God will not forgive us if we are not willing to forgive other people.

God offers us a massive pardon that cost him his very life, and in return, he asks us to let go of the things that we hold against others.

He asks us to forgive the human failings of the other people in our lives...and he offers us forgiveness causing the death of his son.

This shouldn't be a hard choice...but it can be next to impossible. It is so hard to let go of such small things! I know that I am very good at staying angry for things that shouldn't have upset me in the first place! People can be SO STINKING DIFFICULT!

That's where we have to remember that God was willing to forgive us for our stupidity...so we might as well follow suit!

Matthew 13-15 It's Supposed to Be Hard!

2011-01-03T23:11:00.001-05:00

Sometimes finding the energy to actually sit down and read the Bible is nearly impossible--add to that the fact that it rarely makes a lot of sense. We go though long days with a lot to think about and then we put in our standard five minutes of Bible reading only to be faced with stories with names that we cannot pronounce and meanings that we cannot begin to understand.

Fact: I believe that God intended this process to be difficult. It is not something that we should give partial attention to-it needs intense focus with a dollop of prayer...because this is supposed to require God's help.

People often think that Jesus spoke in parables so that "everyone could understand him" because he was an "excellent communicator!"

Lies!

Jesus spoke in parables so that people wouldn't understand him!

He himself says...

This is why I speak to them in parables:

“Though seeing, they do not see;
though hearing, they do not hear or understand.

Matthew 13:13

Jesus did not want people to understand him unless God were reveling the meanings and depths of his words to them! His stories required thought, and a willingness to ask questions of God--and a willingness to wait for an answer.

I believe that this same idea applies to much of the Bible. It is not a book that will make sense if we take it casually--we have to ask God to revel it to us in the hope that our eyes just might be opened.

If you take this lightly, it might not take you anywhere at all!

Matthew 10-12 Here's Your New TShirt!

2011-01-02T23:34:00.005-05:00

A few years ago, the WWJD? slogan was plastered on everything that could possibly be purchased in your local Christian Book store. It was kind of ridiculous--I remember thinking that my life was pretty much amazing when my dad gave me his rainbow striped WWJD? bracelet--it was the coolest fashion accessory that a nine year old could have!

Christians really like their slogans, the task of doing this thing called Christian life is just a little bit easier when we have a slogan--or a battle cry! For years WWJD? was that... admittedly, we took it too far but it served its purpose. It was a simple phrase that captured the truth that serving God is something that affects every decision we make.

I think that I found another one.

This one was actually written by Jesus.

Freely you have received; freely give.

Matthew 12:7

This phrase comes towards the beginning of speech where Jesus tells disciples what their first missionary trip should look like. He tells them to perform miracles-to heal, and to spread the words of Jesus.

This phrase, basically, serves as the thesis statement for the first part of the speech. As the disciples served people- Jesus wanted them to use the memory of everything that they had received from God as the motivation-as the standard for their service to others.

Truth-we will never be able to out give God.

He has given us everything good that we have. He never asked us for any kind of payment for any of it!

That needs to be the standard that we have for serving other people. If we haven't given them as much as God gave to us--we probably aren't done giving yet.

Matthew 6-9 Don't Worry!

2011-01-01T23:13:00.002-05:00

I have officially found my 2011 theme passage!

Matthew 6:25-34

“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?

“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. ²⁹Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

AMEN and Goodnight!

Matthew 3-5

2010-12-31T23:23:00.003-05:00

Sorry for the lack of posts in the past few days...

I was on vacation with my family in the most delightful,low technology cottage on the planet. I spent the last week, watching old movies, knitting and drinking more chi tea than was good for me!

Nothing interesting happened until today on the drive home when my ridiculous lab puppy escaped from my car in the middle of a busy parking lot. It was a horrendous 7 minutes helplessly watching as a black blur dodged cars and to get as far away from her potential captors as possible. I was certain that the adorable pain in the butt was about to become a memory-when a complete stranger handed her a cookie...and she was caught!

Thank God for the cookie bearing angel in Lapeer, Michigan!

Anyway...Fittingly, for the beginning of a brand new year-tonight brought me to the story of the beginning of Jesus's public ministry.

Here is your clept note version.

Matt. 1-2 Jesus is born, and he grows up.

Matt. 3 Jesus is baptized-which was really cool because of the whole God talking out loud, dove from heaven thing.

Matt. 4 Jesus is lead into the wilderness to fast for 40 days and to be tempted by Satan...no, this wasn't fun!

Next Jesus calls his disciples, and starts the business of healing and teaching.

Matthew 5 Jesus gives his most famous sermon.

Something very relevant to the person reading these passages on the eve of a brand new year is this...Jesus had some incredible moments as he began his ministry, but moments of extreme hunger, stress, and temptation planted themselves in the midst of those triumphs.

From the very start, Jesus first experiences a beautiful moment of being publicly loved by God and then is, immediately, sent to spend more than a month being beat up by his enemy. Please Note: Jesus stood strong in every temptation.

After this---Jesus is ready to do God's work!

As we look forward to a new year, we probably have a lot of hopes and maybe some expectations. We all wish one another a "Happy New Year"..and we would like one for ourselves as well. What we do not want to think about on a day like today is the fact that being trained and used by God means some unhappy days.

It means being pushed to our limits, and it means going without the things that we want sometimes.

Why is this?

It is because God uses those moments to strengthen us so that we-like Jesus-will be better prepared to serve him and he can better bless us when our lives are not lost in a bucket full of sunshine.

Jesus himself put it this way...

“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
⁴ Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
⁵ Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
⁶ Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
⁷ Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
⁸ Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
⁹ Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called children of God.
¹⁰ Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Matthew 1-2 "Yes, it's a big deal"

2010-12-25T23:08:00.003-05:00

FYI: I had a marvelous Christmas. I really enjoyed getting to spend time with many of my family members. I really enjoyed getting a chance to do a very traditional Christmas morning with my family.

This year, people constantly seemed to point out that this could be the last "Normal" year for my family. Both of my brothers and I are in college now--this is a time of transition and none of us know what the next years will look like.

Fortunately, we had this year...and it was a blessing.

Due to the need for variety in my life, I am going to alternate between blogging books of the Old Testament and the New Testament.

Since yesterday ended Joshua, today starts my first New Testament rotation.

Hello Matthew!

Fitting for the day, I got to read Matthew's version of Christ's birth.

What caught my attention differently tonight was the story of the Magi (Wise men)

Ok...so just to sum up...

This group of astrologers (we don't know how many it could have been 7, 2 or maybe 3)

see a star...a very special star that, for some reason, convinces them that a king is being born. They were convinced that a major player in the story of humanity was about to enter the scene!

So, they do the obvious thing...and set out to meet him.

Problem...the Star seems to have worked a lot like my family's GPS--it gives you a direction to start off with, but the details sometimes need a minute to pull up.

SO, the wise MEN asked for directions...from the wrong person.

Since nature itself was telling them that a king was being born, they assumed that the country's leaders would know as well. So, they talked to king Herod...who used scripture to discover that Jesus would be born in Bethlehem.

Herod then asks the Magi to tell him exactly where Jesus is living..."So that he could worship him too"

Secretly, he wanted to get rid of this newborn threat.

Magi continue on...Star GPS kicks in....they find Jesus

Commence with worship and gifts...thus starting several traditions

1) Gifts on Christmas

2) Men instinctively knowing that asking for directions is a bad idea.

What I really love about the Magi is the fact that they prove that Jesus' birth was something that shook the very foundations of the earth.

His birth mattered so much, that non-Jewish stargazers knew that he was something special.

They were so sure that his birth was important that they assumed it to be commonly known and celebrated....but they were wrong.

Instead of finding fellow worshipers, they found people who had ignored the signs, and tried to eliminate the savior of the world.

The wise men remind me to keep my eyes open for the movement of God.

If a group of stargazers recognized the move of God, God's sons and daughters should ABSOLUTELY be able to see them!

Joshua 23-24--Your End of the Bargain

2010-12-24T23:30:00.003-05:00

For some people, Change is exciting...

It's an adventure--uncharted territory--a quest into the unknown.

For me, change and transition usually mean emptying more than my fare share of Tums bottles and begging God for a preview of the next few months.

Christmas is one of my absolute favorite parts of the year...I love my family, I love the fact that my tree stands in exactly the same spot every year (with ornaments that can basically tell the story of my life), I love the fact that we fondue little tiny pieces of steak one by one every single Christmas Eve--this is something that I live for...

But this year begs the question of where will I be next year... or the year after that, or that...

This is absolutely a transition year for me, and I am not sure that I like that at all.

I don't know where I will be living next year, I don't know if I will be able to use the pots and pans that I am sure that I am getting from my mom tomorrow...I don't know if I will be able to afford to buy Christmas gifts next year...Honestly, I don't know much.

But this I am reminded of...

God fights for me (Joshua 23:10). He is on my side, and he is capable of doing anything that he wants to...and that is comforting.

This also, I am reminded of...God already promised that he would take care of me, as long as I follow his commands and Hold Fast to him (Joshua 23).

This is the biggest point that Joshua wants the Israelites to take hold of before his death--the Idea that God will uphold his end of the bargin (to take care of the Israelites) as long as they are willing to he his.

God never gives us a clear picture of the future...but he does promise to be there for us, as long as we hold fast to him.

Joshua 21-22--Calling It Quits

2010-12-24T01:54:00.002-05:00

Ok...Long Long Story...sort of short

1) Israelites are headed to promise land...but that takes a while.

2) Some of the Israelites fall in love with some land just outside of the promised land.

3) God say (paraphrase) "Cool, I will give you this land instead of the Promised Land if that's what you want...but you have to help the other tribes to get their land before you settle down..."

4) Tribes agree and help out...The Promised Land is won, and the tribes finally get to go home.

Enter Joshua!

Then Joshua summoned the Reubenites, the Gadites and the half-tribe of Manasseh and said to them, “You have done all that Moses the servant of the LORD commanded, and you have obeyed me in everything I commanded. For a long time now—to this very day—you have not deserted your fellow Israelites but have carried out the mission the LORD your God gave you. Now that the LORD your God has given them rest as he promised, return to your homes in the land that Moses the servant of the LORD gave you on the other side of the Jordan. But be very careful to keep the commandment and the law that Moses the servant of the LORD gave you: to love the LORD your God, to walk in obedience to him, to keep his commands, to hold fast to him and to serve him with all your heart and with all your soul.”

This is a send off that would be worth memorizing...

It is a beautiful combination of affirmation and challenge.

The affermation is something that all christians should wish to be said of them...

It is, basically, this..."You have done everything that God asked you to" and "Now, you can rest"

Living up to all of God's commands is something that is worth striving for...because it results in rest and peace.

The second part (the command) is this

"But be very careful to keep the commandment and the law that Moses the servant of the LORD gave you: to love the LORD your God, to walk in obedience to him, to keep his commands, to hold fast to him and to serve him with all your heart and with all your soul.”

That is a loaded statement...

something that is worth letting sink in...seriously, it is worth memorizing!

Joshua 17-20 Refuge

2010-12-23T00:43:00.003-05:00

I am a little bit of a crime drama junkie.

What does this mean?

It means that I could probably watch an entire season of "Bones" or "NCIS" in one season.

There is something addictive about the question of "Who did the crime?" and there is Catharsis in the moment of seeing justice played out across the screen.

That cathartic moment is something that we are drawn to. As human beings, we like to see the bad guy get his punishment, and we like a neat, clean finish to a nice round of drama.

The problem with this desire is in the fact that real life rarely has a tidy answer--and people are very good at creating situations with no right answer.

God was (and is) very aware of that fact--that's why he created the "Cities of Refuge"

What is this?

A city of refuge was a place where a person could go to for safety if they had accidentally taken a life. (it was also the place where people went to until a trial could be held).

The cool thing about these cities was the fact that it was illegal to avenge a death within the city walls. (in Bible times, it was normal for a family member to avenge the death of a relative and it was, apparently, legal).

If the killer was found to be innocent in their intentions, they were required to live with in the city until the death of the current high priest. Depending on the age of that priest this could mean that a man would spend much of his life within a city of refuge--or it could mean a vacation for a few weeks!

Here are some of the things that I take away from this...

1) Once again, human life is valuable-even accidentally killing someone is something that is and needs to be taken incredibly seriously!

2) God understands that we can make mistakes too--over and over again, God emphasizes that the shedding of human blood is matters to him. The concept of someone's blood being on your head is the highest shame. BUT--God also understands that things do not always go according to plan--and that we make mistakes. A city of refuge was one more way that God showed his people the meaning of Grace. Yes, stupid things happen--and yes, life can continue.

Joshua 12-16 Remember Remember

2010-12-22T00:43:00.002-05:00

Today, I was blessed with the opportunity to spend some time with old family friends--the kind of people that new me before I knew them. It really was wonderful. Days like these are the ones that really "Make" Christmas break for me--it was wonderful. Tie into that spending a chunk of my evening knitting and drinking tea with a dog sleeping on my feet--and a truly ideal day is created.

In reading tonight, I came across a lot of very skimmable passages....meaningful, yes...meaningful to me...not so much.

The book of Joshua contains a lot f names-names for cities, and for defeated kings, and names for barriers between lands--lots of names that are difficult for me to really attach meaning to because I was not with Israel when they defeated a king named Sihon...and I will never remember the name of the stream that marked the edge of Caleb's land...but these passages still contain vast meaning for a reader in the 21st century.

These passages remind us of the importance of keeping a record...of remembering the faithfulness of God.

No, these passages do not hold personal meaning for me...but the people who wrote them knew the strength of the defeated king--and they used this passage as a method for holding onto the reality of God's action in their lives. That is important.

This passage is a reminder to give God credit--and to keep personal records of the things that he does in our lives--so that we never forget the mark that he has made on our lives.

No, the memories that we record do not have to carry meaning for all of mankind--they simply need to remind us to continue to trust in the God that has brought us this far!

Joshua 9-11 Stacked Deck!

2010-12-21T00:39:00.003-05:00

OK...so, life in this fragile, broken world is, essentially, terrifying. Ok, seriously, think about it. Simply getting though the day takes a lot of effort...we somehow need to eat, to sleep, to maintain health and life--and that, in itself, is an accomplishment.

Stack on top of that the fact that God has asked us to live meaningful lives...to take care of people, to follow the eight million commands that he has given us in the bible, and to somehow decipher the individual plans that he has uniquely given for us.

This is a lot of work!...Sometimes it all seems like too much. There is absolutely no way to handle everything that life places on our daily To Do Lists.

The weight of all of this, and the fear that we will completely fail continually eats at us and leaves us feeling completely overwhelmed, until we remember on thing...

God fights for us!

In these chapters, God makes two things very clear...

1) He is on Israel's side--Over and over again, God reminds Israel of this...he makes it clear that he is absolutely fighting for them and not for their enemies.

2) God has all of the resources in heaven and on earth...and and he can even bend the laws of nature if he wants to!

In chapter 10, God literally stops the sun (Or the rotation of the earth) so that Israel will have time to defeat an enemy (he also throws hail stones at the same enemy--but that is not talked about as often)

We often forget that there is nothing that can stand in the way of our God--he can do anything that he wants--and he wants our best. He wants us to win the battles that he sends us into--and yes, he can help us in ways that we cannot even imagine.

Once again--God is the greatest power in the universe and he is on your side!