FindingLove

BEEN A MONTH AND 1/2

2011-08-11T05:21:00.000-07:00

Been in Europe for a Month with Anna and yes I do lover h er but if that's the case why do i always think of Sandy.? This year am making it my goal to become millionaire,have doen it before and become one. This time i would do it for shit and giggles yet i always think of Sandy. To me Sandra was the hottest girl ever and 3 years later i cant get over her. I have fucked dozens of honeys since then AND IF THE BABE TICKLES ME ILL TAKE HER ALL OVER THE WORLD. but i AM DEEPLY HUNG UP OVER SANDY, HELL GIRL IF YOU READ THIS REACH OUT TO ME AND ILL BRING HEAVEN AND HELL DOWN TO YOUR FEET GIRL.

2011-07-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

Wow been here in Europe for a month now. We have made love in every city and in stuff in public!! lmao man right now we are in amsterdam and doing mushrooms and smoking pot and hash at cafes as we check out people out. Wow yea I am 50 but bitch I am the new 30 :) Bed with roses before we make love like bunnies..BTW roses will smear the sheets with red color...lmao who knew?

My wife to be one day

2011-06-01T17:57:00.001-07:00

This is so much fun. Am at my girlfriends open house for her students. This is a ball! Kids are so cute and my gf is a total pro. Lucky kids pretty smart teacher to be with then. Am using blogsy service to type this post.

Blogsy test this service

2011-06-01T17:52:00.001-07:00

June it begins

2011-06-01T11:57:00.000-07:00

My life trips the beans out of me. So many women I have made love to, forgotten them by now. Sandy was right I turned into a man whore for 3 years. The madness has stopped when I met Her. Shes been nothing but great luck for me.Have gained weight, now am at 200lbs but i can lose 20 by end of june and other 15-20 in France and europe. We are taking a train throughout Europe. Beds in train private room. we did that last time Italy to paris. Gessus who the fuck have I become. I still miss Sandy doubt ill ever forget her. Yet I make love to my baby girl in a day than I ever did with a honey in a week. She matches me in everything and finally completes me.

When I read back in this blog all the shit i went through its amazing am still here. In this these past 3.5 years have been shot point blank in the head and not even a scratch well a little cut i guess. Been with actress,dancers,strippers in small orgies. Stopped pedophiles dead in their tracks saw the pope in last February. Was knighted and I get loved daily more than a porn star. I make money in copious amounts and I kneel before God and thank him daily. My kids came back and apologized for thier ways and of course they can not do wrong s i adore them. Imagine paying with a credit card and never worry about if being declined>? LMAO! Am getting a jacuzzi put in bedroom for her. Lol am a spoiler!!

May Recap

2011-05-27T11:29:00.000-07:00

What has not happened this month? Hnn lets see. I think I fell in love with her lmao nah I sure as hell I did. When I hear the loving comments she makes to me. I just fucking melt inside. Yea we make love daily in the beginning it was sex I guess slowly it turned into love. We met in January. Left for Italy in February, came back fought a little as adjusted to living together after all I am a monster, shes a second grade teacher. Beauty and the Beast We leave for Europe soon. Not just Rome and Paris again, but I threw in these scraps of cities and countries too. Florence,Venice, Greece, Egypt, Germany Spain,Holland, Austria, Switzerland, England and whatever the fuck is left over there lmao! Figure 2 months should give us a little time. I itend to make love to her in every country. The biggie is she doesnt know it yet. I have bought a engagement ring for every country we go to. I itend to marry her in every country!

To any ladies reading this. Make love to your man min of three times a day; make his darkest pleasures come alive and as God is my witness he will bring the Universe, lay it at your feet and yawn as he waits for you to ask for something prettier. 7 months ago I was trying to be happy as restaurants let me go cause I am too old,(49) now next week I get paid about $38,000. for what 4-8 hours of work a day...wait there's more when I bound out of bed after making to love to HER I laugh as can't believe poeple are throwing money at me so I can help them be richer. have 15k in bank rotting paid all my taxes and dam mother fucker I can still crush a pedophiles skull with my hands..guess I aint that old yet!!
Bought Ipad 2 for daughter shes in a lawyer in 3 years! bought a another ipad just to0 work in Europe.

I want to go back to Rome

2011-04-27T14:07:00.000-07:00

Thats Inn at the beach in ventura county. Yea I stay at top places now. Ever since Marianna and I broke apart things have been good for me. I make money and love daily. Yet my daughter told my girlfriend that sometimes I get withdrawn and I'll snap back in a few minutes. What do to man here I live in los angles in a house with a woman, sweet and sexy. My kids says she loves me but in my blood I seek death and glory on the streets again. I am what I am and smile so deeply when I hear Satan screaming my name with rage.

I know she wants to rehearse her guitar songs and stuff but Jesus man I want to go back to Rome. She met my kids lol adult kids this Easter and we chilled at Paradise cove in Malibu. Yea am vain as hell and dug when priests bowed and kissed my hand in Rome just seems like hours ago. I have gained weight since I became a man of a house again. i had grown used to my loneliness and now I miss being alone and lethal.

I am finally in love

2011-04-14T11:03:00.000-07:00

She stood side by side with me before the Pope. The Holy Father blessed her and ORDERED her to forever obey and take care of me. I was Knighted and gratefully earned my place in Hell so another could be set free from its eternity. I am complete. Have known her for only 4 months but could not imagine a day without her.
I was married for thirty years to Lucifer's Daughter and now I ride with the sword of right is might and my Angle flys above me guiding my revenge on those that harm Christs favorites... The Children. Read and mark my words evil ones My face will be the last you see and forever the one that slays you for eons in the darkest of depths.

Never harm a Child....or you will know of me

Wanderlust is powerfull

2011-04-04T12:18:00.000-07:00

In less than 3 months have been to Rome, Paris and cruise up to Mexican riviera. Now a biz partner wants me to take off to Barcelona. Am going for it. Make money easier than spitting on the floor. Who, thank you might God. knows whats in the future or how long everything will last. I am going back to Europe and think am going to stay and say bye too all for a while.

I'm that guy!

2011-03-31T01:37:00.000-07:00

Who am I? Well for 30 years I was a faithful husband and Loving Father. Got divorced 4 years and became a lethal man whore, as Sandra put it. If a honey smiled and said yea.. I tapped it it long and hard. Then I calmed down and moved in with Marianna. It didn't workout and ended horribly. When we split well I was now officially broke and without a car. Even though when I divorced I weighed 300 lbs. I had slimmed down to 150 and had stopped smoking after 30 years of a pack a day.

My skills as a womanizer had been honed that with just a simple wink, I could go home always with a sweetheart, half my age, Never took my car to a club and could hitch a ride on Ventura blvd at Studio City by thumbing out as I walked backwards. For a former Jabba hut that was my finest moment as a "hunk". So I moved into a single room in sylmar, a personal low as I had always lived in mini mansions.

A mouse that lied in same room actually became my friend. knew right then that I would go mad and most likely commit suicide. After all had hardly any contact with my young adult kids and was totally alone in life without friend or heart. Took to patrolling my streets and basically rendering street justice to assholes. Figured sooner or later somebody would have to kill me and just fucking end it.

Four months later am clubbing in Rome, Italy with a girl I met just moved in 2 weeks before. We rode a slow train from Rome to Paris with a bedroom on train and well. I paid for it all. I had become a rich guy. Poor by other rich peoples but wealthy by mine compared to what I had lived through for past years after divorce. We just got back from a Cruise. We met on Jan 15,2011. Wow man..just fucking wow.

I'm a day trader and I make money for people and commissions off that. This weekend its my daughters birthday and my girl and kids are hanging out. Am heavily in love with her and digs me hardcore. I have found a home.. will it last? I'll do everything in my power to make it so. Shes a Teacher by day and a Rocker by night. Me.. just a semi rich asshole that adores her.

2 B loved again,,ROCKS!

2011-03-29T11:06:00.000-07:00

Wow what a cruise!! We dined, smoked, drank and danced nightly!and yea we put bunnies to shame LOL!

I Got Engaged..gulp!

2011-03-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

The second time in 49 years of life I fall in love again and and got engaged! How could I not ask a hottie that has made love to me every night since we met? Our love struck on January 15. A week later I moved in with her. 3 weeks later I took her to Rome and France.Now? we are heading back from a cruise on the Mexican Rivera. Lol they closed Mazatlan cause of drug cartel.. Am sure happy as fuck we stole the southwest from those idiot Mexicans. LOL I AM A MEXICAN BY THE WAY !! but born a American. I'll be the first to tell you "my" people suck.Here I sit and blog all the while I trade fro my clients on a billion dollar ship. FUCK ME MAN!! in October I was working for a whole 3 days as a short order prep cook in a hamburger joint Venice beach!!

Now am a Digital day trader and doing ok. Today I walked into our cabin., knelt and proposed to my Queen. I have given my heart to some special women these past 4 years, from my wonderful Sandra to my mean spirited Marianna. Yet Anna has loved me like no other and makes love to me every night several time3s in a day. She plays guitar and serenades me with song. She does her best to make me feel wanted and loved. Never refuses me anything, She also wears all the sexy costumes I buy at sex shops lmao man!! Wow how haven't I tortured her precious sexy body with my sexual fantasies and depraves!

More than anything in life and why I must have her as my Wife for life. She makes my worthless Soul feel like a million bucks and respects me with with looks of awe and wonder. She has a Masters and other single letter important titles..Me? I'm a high school dropout.Yet she says I'm the most brilliant man shes ever met.

We are both 49 years old and both have had children, she has a 9 year old grandson.
I adore her. She has become my life.

Love so rocks!!!

2011-03-05T10:11:00.000-08:00

Am helplessly in love with her and she adores me. How could we not love each other for we are Roman Gods once more. The world kneels before us and fortunes rain upon us like snowflakes. God himself has rewarded us with each other. Never in my life have I known such contentment and happiness. We bound out of bed every day, make love and take the world apart and at night as we lie in our spent embrace we heal the planet again.

As far as the post above I found that stuff in a bazooka Joe wrapper...LOL

Money is a velvety whip too:)

2011-03-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

What a great weekend!! Woot spring break up the street! Clubbed in Rome, Milan and Paris with my Gf and last weekend in a valley club like she said ghettoerrs lol

Touch a Child I'll melt you alive..k?

2011-02-26T09:45:00.000-08:00

In October was ending a relationship with a honey that didn't love me sok I didn't love her either I know that now. Having traveled in Europe with Anna I know without a doubt I truly love her. She so fucking rocks my work. We don't have sex..no bro .. we make Love 3-5 times a day. Have gotten my slice of heaven. She saw me get Knighted by the Pope in Rome. The Holy Father blessed her and told Anna Take care of your Man for he is irreplaceable and serves God directly. She fainted when she saw why I was Knighted. Yea a Slayer of Demons

I am Lord G...Sebastinii de Aragon, Defender of the Faith walkway of the Order of St. Thomas. I stand before my fellow Americans and breathe the purest of Airs. I am now complete and fully protected. The Vatican has unleashed the nightmare upon all Priests that destroy children.

I'm Back..Let Terror be the order of the Day./

We fell in Love

2011-02-19T03:02:00.000-08:00

So Bros when a girl lets you make love to her everyday since you meet. Boys that's the girl you take all over the world. I have and will always will. Took her to Rome, Florence and now in Paris. I so love her. I have never had this kind of fun so a unabashed love we share. We infect people with our fun and happiness. Bought her a Louis Vattoun purse,bag whatever. Who knew chicks liked purses? the thing was like a grand and i could care less for her smile is worth millions.Today I take her to the Lourve and will make love to her for the fifth time today. LOL am 49!!!! yea but I make love like I'm 43...ROFL

I finally found her! I asked her to marry me and she said ...yes. oh yea we have known each other 35 days now... We moved in toghter 7 days after meeting each other. Shes a second grade teacher and a lead singer in her own rock band. Me? I 'm just a mean asshole but with her I am a King among Men!

My Wings have unfurled

2011-02-02T01:53:00.000-08:00

She met my daughter. I have known her since the 14th of January and dude this is it!!!!!!!! lmao!!!!!!! rofl shes my everything lol!!!!!!!!!!!! we sing, we dance and make love every night. I love her kids and she loves mine. I have found heaven on earth. She stands next me as I dance in front of my laptop and trade for my clients nationwide. I have changed again an industry and added a whole layer to binary trading! I accept no surrender for I battle against self imposed poverty and abandonment. Lol she says I bring out the freak in her.

It happened.

2011-01-28T03:39:00.000-08:00

On January 15, 2011 we met and fell in love on our first date. A week later She picked me up for a weekend at her place. Few hours ago I "officially" moved in and listened to her bands weekly jam session in her living room while I traded 100k from my laptop, all the while watching her play a guitar and sing. That night after honey love she pinched me and asked if I was real. See.. shes from Nebraska, family of 14 and well I love her deeply.

Apparently I was wrong!

2011-01-25T03:10:00.000-08:00

She won me...sigh wow man. To take a shower and find a madly hot honey wearing the bustier you bought together at Victoria secret night before... wow. ROFL she kept telling me to chill at store lmao. I was so all over her, rubbing against her and just grabbing stuff and just slapping it on her lmao. Tonight after we made love for what seemed for hours. We just lay there busting up over our antics at Victoria s. I love her I fucking do. Will it last?lmao who knows man. Been here at her house since Friday.

It didn't work out.

2011-01-24T18:50:00.000-08:00

Its like I'm Bill Bixby from show the tv show the Hulk. It didn't work out maybe cause I have no tolerance for being used. It was all about the money lmao now that I have crap loads am finding the wrong girl lol man sad. Well

It took three years to get here

2011-01-23T10:30:00.000-08:00

This week, have over 75k of clients money to invest for them. Although I miss Sandy terribly and maybe always will. Yet my girl has waged a war of love for my cold black heart. Have destroyed so much evil that even a Pope fears what he has created in me. I look at Gods Son on his holy cross each day. Pray for his Guidance to show the path to my investors. See I told all my clients I'll make them the money but they MUST to give a 1/3 to the poor. If they don't they will find it hard to spend the money with no hands. My girl and I spent this weekend in palm dale feeding the homeless. I think she is a Angel. Am so scared of falling in love again. Hell some of my soul still lies in Sandys heart. Yes am ready to give myself to my girl.

Yea I fell for Her

2011-01-21T14:00:00.000-08:00

How could I not. The way she looks at me and calls me with such words and thoughts. Thought controlling my jealousy and shit would be hard, always has. Not this one though. The thought of ever seeing her sad because of me. Makes me rethinking every comment I say, 20 times until Its reduced to a simple baby I love you. Am getting hit hard from everywhere. Never met so many women? I mean beauties but nah will no longer strike before am struck. I'LL be and chill and let my girl really know me. No longer know who it is that looks back from a honeys eyes, yet am glad that my life changed and having my kids by side is everything. I make money as easy as walking and feel all fuzzy again with the right girl by my side.

Love Speed!

2011-01-19T01:40:00.000-08:00

Traders ae now asking to hire me. Wow man just wow. Somebody wake me up ok? I swept a Goddess of her cloud and on earth she walked by my side for a night. That night She felt the warmth of a thousand Suns explode in her being. I never worked so hard to accomplish such a wonderful experience so dam easily. Am taking off with her for a 5 day cruise. See now I became the guy that does that stuff. The one you always see in movies. The guy that swings in an uses everything in his disposal to attain what he seeks.

I need the caress of a woman now and for a long time to come, Its what I what and always will want. We guys are the a strange breed. How and why we make money is trippy. Am all about taking my girl next month for a valentines cruise.When a girl grabs you by your jacket lapels and whispers to your face with such a hesitant and hopeful smile an asks Baby are you for real". Wow and those shinny green eyes so bright they look like emeralds smiles back when she sees the answer in your face...wow man.The stuff she opens up to me and I make her feel. Shes the girl Jimmy Stewart an John Wayne fought over. I won the lotto of women. Shes da bom and I will take her all over the world as she did one thing that no other woman has ever done to me in three years of being divorced. She never let go of me the whole night and danced like the wind in my arms. She did anything I asked, but the whole time and I mean only guys will get this. Shes the girl you always wanted to take to the county fair. Shes picking me up this time an well am staying in her town for the weekend. I found her..I finally found her 3 years later. I found her.

I am in Love with Her.

2011-01-18T00:37:00.000-08:00

Ya know some days you just fucking grow up. Tonight I had one of those. I fell for her tonight badly man. Never known such a nice Woman. She tells me stuff that wow. Hits me hard! See look above screen shot all night all be trading those and bigger amounts. To do that I need a woman in my life and this girl loves me already and to tell ya the truth so do I. Shes a rocker has a band but shes omfg a teacher and I cant even imagine but being anything but a Cary Grant around her.Tonight I killed my profile on plenty of fish. Today I fell in love for the first time in what seems a thousand years. Shes all over me when we walk shes affectionate but the way she looks at me with such admiration I just wince tro think I could ever be mean to her in anyway. Omg I love again OMFG I CAN FEEL IT EXPLODE IN ME OMFG THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN FEEL IT AGAIN OMG IN FEEL IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No other Girl matters anymore. I will God give me the chance and Ill move the world for your Angel Ill give everything I am for her.

Game Baby Game.

2011-01-17T19:32:00.001-08:00

Wow she said more than yes to a Cruise with me. Second date a cruise? LOL!!! wooot!!!!!!!!!!!!