Symphony...

You are the bravest kid to your mom !!

2014-07-12T01:23:00.000-07:00

When the world seems tough..
And all go wrong ..
All I remember is a lovely song..
'you are the bravest kid to your mom ' !!

*here's the song*

Rest o' little , you little chweet charm..
Keep your hand here .. Into my palm.
Then close your tiny eyes that blink ,
and sigh no more, nor do think !

Worries out fly, and grudges all vanish..
Doubts erase.. And only dreams you chase,
baby, don't blabber, in Hebrew or Spanish..
Mumma's here with you in every phase !

Go, ahead..for your dreams no matter you alone ..
Go ahead, and make a world of your own..
Get to your stars , and moons and the sun..
Make your own happiness in every run ..

Cry never baby, cry never ever !
Tears and fears are deceivers ever ..
Sing and live the tunes and the hues..
And 'Dance', to come out of the blues !

Little you, lively ,
when you'll be grown..
Unlike mumma, you live ,
with the shackles thrown..

And here , I lay you on the bed of dreams..
Weave 'em or pick , whatever you please !
No matter what day , find always a song :)
know u're the bravest kid to your mom !

A Reverie!

2014-01-30T05:10:00.000-08:00

I lay asleep,

And things went on...

By the time I woke,

The time was gone!

I thought God will do everyone's good,

And be fair to his child...

But I went rushing in tears to him,

When the final day arrived.

“I did none's harm and stole not a thing,

That I was gentle by nature and did no sin,

So, why still you ranked me last?

And why you overlooked my glorious past?”

Strange! God didn't smile looking at me...

Thought I was the most lovable child held he,

And then he spoke with an eye on me

“You did nothing to be you ever wanted to be”!!!

Perplexed, I stared...

His throat, he cleared...

“You lived on a past that died years back ,

And buried your dreams alive stack by stack...

For you were a coward who never dared a thing,

Child, harming and stealing are not alone sins.”

“My love for you never faded,

Until your dreams for your fears ’re traded...

Every night, some magic, I hid inside the box(mind),

That you never opened in fear of some loss”

I felt my throat being gripped so tight...

I cried for help to cease my plight...

My own ululation shook me from sleep,

And for so long, I recognized, I had been so asleep !

And, realized that god keeps magic in everyone’s mind,

And that for the first time I had opened mine,

And... Unleashed a reverie of this kind...

Which, When I understood, felt so fine!

And so flashed all my fears at once,

All the firm grasps and inhibiting ties,

That how blindly I looked at everything,

When it was right before my eyes.

Awakened anew, as I was...

Could listen, my dreams calling out for me,

And then, I became without a pause,

All that I ever wanted to be !!!

I have found. . .

2013-11-26T08:23:00.000-08:00

On the paths of truth,

when it’s hard to walk,

sometimes , somewhere,

a person lies !

In the silence of the nights,

When it’s hard to sleep,

Sometimes , secretly,

A person cries !!

On the roads of travel,

I today , unravel-

Sometimes , insides...

A person dies !!!

* STARS *

2013-10-23T07:21:00.000-07:00

In the times full of darkness,
I hope to shine like a star.
Pushed, stepped on; no matter what,
I’d Know I have to probe afar!

For stars don’t shatter in the thunderstorms,
They just pick their lightning swords to fight,
against the roaring and darkened clouds,
that they keep shattering with their might !

For stars, I know, are the jewels of the night,
and warriors of the uni-verse,
and they sometimes fall off too,
to grant a wish and remit a curse!!

2013-08-23T11:40:00.002-07:00

Sometimes , I wonder there is a torpedo of stories going around me. It passes by me and tries to catch me too in this whirl , to make me a part of one of its stories , but then it misses somehow .

It every then , offers me its hand but I don’t hold it . .ever ! It dances around me , trying to entice me and call me in , but I dread its whirl and so I believe I would never give in. I think I’d be lost that way . Yes , I wish to see the insides of that torpedo, of those stories , but I’m scared ! I scare the part that I will be thereafter a part of another torpedo , a world of entangled stories. The stories fascinate , but there too comes a point when they muddle me up. Still , I hope that someday they will unfold themselves to me as they are- easy peasy. Or may be I’ll learn to understand them just like that ! The day I will... I will tell you how !

A Prayer !

2013-08-23T11:04:00.001-07:00

God ,

Never let me lose my ownness,

I want it all through my life !

Your blessings awaited ,

In the clothes of surprise .

Fear may come ...

But, I shall never stop !

Days may go tiresome ,

But, nights shall bring hope !

For time will flow...

And time will go...

Help me build a fortune,

To make this time by itself glow!!

GOD is in the GO_OD !

2013-03-28T11:52:00.001-07:00

Sow flowers for everyone you meet ,

Be the gentle and be kind .

No matter whatever the people say,

God observes all from behind !

In the scorching days of life …

Goodness is a tree that’s shady .

The eternal good of a man remains,

Even when the soul has left his body !

Be good to the one who has learnt no good ,

Who has harmed one –many .

God ambushes you himself,

From the sinister and uncanny !

The magic in the good is that ,

You know not when it returns .

The good you do to others

Is the gift for you in turn !

Mean no bad , and be not sad ,

For reasons of happiness are many .

Let the god know you hold his grace,

Higher than the penny !

! Murder !

2012-12-17T11:45:00.001-08:00

I drowned my emotions,

and sliced their throats…
they gasped for you ,
I pushed them more !!

Their blood then muddled

my mind throughout ..
yet , they cried your names …
I curbed their shout !

For you , they fought ..
It was you , they sought !
though their life slid off them ,
their fading cries still called your name !!

I thought , they would leave ..

But so was I wrong …
a murdered emotion ,
Was mourned by a throng !

A dead can never die ,

I forgot this norm …
And the life of a dead soul ,
is really very long !

I kill each day ,

oh ! the thousands of ‘em !
and everytime, like ‘em ,
I too cry your name …
to forget the same …
To forget your name . . .

2012-11-27T03:24:00.000-08:00

Dead touches life !!!

Inside the cold earthly chest did lie,

A winged seed with half an open eye,

He saw but dark and breathed too hard …

Alone he was alive, all alone he sighed.

He spoke to the leaves past buried and dead,

To the flowers withered and the shed.

They told him their tales of life and death …

Like to a baby cozy in the bed.

The trodden wailed at the solitary being,

Fearing his future would be as theirs had been?

Whether he would survive or be one like them? …

Whether he would grow up out or mere lie therein?

The dead then wept, all night long…

And the little seed rested, listening their song!

Their tears gushed to nourish the slept ,

With two sprouted arms, he woke next dawn.

He giggled and wriggled for next few days,

And the dead touched life in several ways,

The earth then opened …

And the tender entered an all new space!

He lifted and lifted and rose and rose ,

Like heeding to some sorcerer’s force . . .

his flowers , leaves and fruits and roots …

Whose each part , god himself chose !

All was well …until autumn in drew ,

Dry winds replaced the morning dew…

His flowers then withered and fruits too fell..

He went mad with rage, without a clue.

He called for the heavens and cried to the god,

“my beauty snatched , what was my fault ?,

I m such naked , unable to stand ..

‘ve come here to seek help my lord !! “

The clouds went heavy , listening him yell ,

And the kind god gestured to end autumn’s knell …

Laden clouds bursted into tears ,

Over the pleading tree , they fell !!

Pulled back to life , in joys swayed ..

Again his features laid , all god made .

his little seeds sprouted somewhere underneath,

So many plants sprang up in its shade!

The tree rejoiced to look all around,

Seeing his little children adorning the ground,

He never thought this beauty would time bring,

Alone afterwards, he himself not found!!

Thereafter to god , he never complained,

Of falling flowers and dropping fruits,

For he had known…from his older days…

That the dead touches life in several ways!!

2012-10-13T11:02:00.000-07:00

God moves his hand...

And a breeze does blow ,

I place my heart over the wind ,

Which everyday takes it to you !

You know not my part …

You heed not my heart ,

Though the songs of the breeze stir you well ,

But seems , you don’t need my heart L

I remain dead all while ,

Waiting for my wandering heart to bring me smiles ,

Just then, get my sobbing heart back …

Oh ! The longing and the pain multiplies!!

En-wrapped in tears every time I cry...

When look at me, you hear not a sigh?

And each time, I decide, this is last !

Until next time, I try hard forgetting past!!

And here-now , sending you my heart again …

Knowing the longing and the pain…

The twist is swift , as it drives my song...

Hope this time , it doesn't take too long !!

I break many times and shatter to despair...

Sometimes I wonder, u just don’t care !

…and someday, think , will be one like you ,

Someday, I may learn forgetting you !

HEART

2012-08-24T01:36:00.000-07:00

Last to wear the shield though…

This thing I very well know ,

I found when unshielded it was free…
But no arrow could pierce this heart now,

So, there won’t be any injury !!

But ,
Oh !  this   fool..
I   know   it   will
Burst   therein   a   thousand   times…
Missing   those   people   and   million   things ,
That   have   now   changed   with   the   changed   times !

This heart , I know, will dance to the knells of sadness ..
Like a madman talking to himself !

And you will be mocking. . .

Without knowing it houses you still !

Silent will it be to you ,

And quiet to the worlds around…

Cause which can scale its pain ,
There isn’t such sound !!

2012-08-10T08:27:00.002-07:00

sisterhood !

Oye dIds , this one’s for you ! =)

The tiny hands that managed to pick me from my cozy cradle…

and the lovable back, had been once tied to...so I may not fall..;)

those fairy tales that you had told me along our paddle :)

Oh! how I wish to get back it all…I cherish it all!

the way we used to play all day long !

making houses of mud, and hoping that they should never fall..

the number of skippings and the races we had..

the way we fought over whom loves more-mom and dad :P !

the times you carried my school bag,

and the times I did your homework..

those poems…that in place of you..,I'd crammed..

those thousands of pacts and deals we had...!

exchanging stuffs from frocks to socks..

that royal leisure spent sitting idly on rocks :P

adorning the walls with that modern art…

and hiding behind each other when being caught :D

the times we had quarrelled...

and just decided ceasing to talk !

And chatting wantonly, the very next moment...

and then realizing...ooops! we had fought!! :p

knowing your coming by the anklets that chimed..

those magic words that sometimes rhymed :P

that unruliness, and freedom of yelling aloud..

the childhood’s wonder of riding the clouds :P

sailing the paper boats in the rain water ,

into inverted umbrellas , trying the same to gather ..

rushing to roofs for splashing and dancing...

and tasting the drops with tongues outwards sticking :P

the cherries we cherished… ;)

and the treasured candies that perished :P

the lofty buildings of coins..

the richness of those joys !

those wounds of mine..

that lifted your sighs..

that togetherness laughter..

and those parting cries ! :’(

all those “one day I will be” dreams , we night long shared,

and enacting mom , whenever she stared :P

those artistic diversions whenever we get bored..

uff! those heavy nights when you snored !:P

and now…when the childhood is but a memory,

I relish it as my biggest treasury !

If ever given a wish to ask for…

That time with you will be my prior thievery :P

when paths had muddled , and I could not see through ,

you have been my light house to pave my view,

Whenever life seemed dull and hopes were few..

I saw you bringing for me the hands full of hue !

Those million pecks that you gave to my once plump cheeks ...;)

and a trillion I gave back to yours :P

there's a pilgrimage I must 've made in my last birth..

to be your little sister :)

2012-05-18T11:23:00.000-07:00

The flowing ebbs and therein whirling me ...

Like an unmastered surfboard straying me…

May the tempest come along dancing wild…

May it toss me off the curling plight !

Not just to say, but an earnest pray ...

It is worth life to a still born child !

2012-03-18T11:42:00.000-07:00

THE THREE TEARS !

O Tears!

You are the gestures of happiness { ,

You are preserved in eyes *_*…

You come out…

On the sudden calls of the surprise J !

You come to share ...

My joys J!

You prove you care…J

Tears ! L

You are cheat… you betray me !

You do not care for me in agony :/

When my pain-bearing drooping eyes…

Need helping hands and friends..Ñ

O tears

You escape...stealthily and slowly ,

My-self unaware wholly…L

You slip, slide..and roll and roll down…

You leave me in the mid-way..

Cause you know my ship has a hole..

You leave me aloof, aloof ...alone!

………………………………………………….

the tear sparkled , then smiled..

took it all in its stride ,

and quoted this with pride ...

“you misunderstood me dear !

My heart like me so pure and clear “

And…:(

“ killing myself...i give you relief..

While falling down..i take away your grief !

I know.. I will die..

But,

but..how can I let you cry ?? “ L

And , then…

Sobbing...L!!

--Silence-- was breaking…!

Sobbing…

and tears falling…

Neither of happiness..

nor of sadness...

Those were the radiant tears of

repentance… !

The dusky wonder !

2012-02-05T08:37:00.001-08:00

Lighting the moon,

and pulling the dark curtains…

The sun sneaks…

to rest onto the mother’s lap..zzZ!

The jingling of the temple bells…

and the chanting of the evening prayers...

at some distant far off place,

all blow the trumpet of

the descend of the night..

from the heavenly space..!!

The vast cold raiment, it bears..

to wrap the heated mother earth…

to dissolve the scorching sunlight..

and to caress its children abreast !

The breeze that flows along...

tickles the studded stars of its gown.

they murmur and twinkle in return…

but never do they frown..!

The moon that

lits up the forehead of night..!

Is like a newlywed bride’s

…ornament of pride!

The silence…that accompanies

sings lullabies into the tired ears.

and stirs into the minds and hearts…

the beautiful symphonies!

...and when every mind starts weaving a new dream…

and the souls start connecting with divine...

It moves her cloak,

again round around…

and volatiles eventually

withou’ a sound!

It awakens the sun…as it goes.

extinguishing the moon that night long shone!

the jingling of the temples bells…

and the chanting of the morning prayers…

and awakened nature’s eternal beauty…

all sing with afresh delight

the wonders of the bygone 'night'…!

2011-09-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

ThE TuSsLe I wOn !!

The wind blew against me...

trying to brush me aside..

but ,

I steered Onn,...

from Dusk ---> Dawn..!!

..I fell...:/,, I cried..:'(

stood again...and tried,, :)

'twas opposing thou'..

but,..

I had to pass through..:)

Et once...

the wind roared..

I screamed..:'/...

It soared..:((

...it gulped my pride...

uh :/!...

it just threw me aside..:'-(..

I shiverrred with fears...:(..

I lost...:/,,shed tears..:"( :"(

I gave up the fight...:{..

I accepted..its might..!!!

...had to give up all my ways...:(

the wind jus draggged me along..://..

I pushed...i moved..:(

ohh...

I suffered for so so long...........

but...

Once..

when looked my 'self' into the mirror...

saw my eyes brimming with terror...:"(

...

~~I AM NOT A WIMP~~...I yelled...>:(

I had to DARE..

n yes!..I rebelled...!!

I rose against the wind..|||..

managing with what all i had...!

with...

with...all the courage..and,

and for all the tears i once shed..:"(..

I moved..

for my sake..

thou' my challenge wasn't even considered...:/

jus went Onn..

but...

I wasn't deterred..!!

I geared ...

and,,

speared...

the wind across...!!

...to get back the path ...I once lost..

I CONQUERED my fears..

I,now proudly say..

as noww..

I WALK MY OWN WAY!!..:-)..