.a little princess.

calm

2012-01-29T12:05:00.001+07:00

Say hi to my new peach divided skirt from my new sponsor, Pile of Thread. I really love the color of it and decided to wear it with my yellow bershka sleeveless shirt and june+julia nude wedges. This outfit contains soft and pastel-ish colors and made me look 'calm' (?) hahaha.

This divided skirt is so cute and I've wore this for twice. The material is good and you'll feel comfortable when you wear this . This divided skirt is a skort (pants inside but look like skirt when you wear it). visit their tumblr to buy their 1st collection! The items from the 1st collection are awesome and I feel like I wanna have all of it xD

top - bershka, skirt - pile of thread, belt & flower wreath : diy, wedges : june+julia

I might looked calm in this outfit but when I'm writing this post, I feel like I'm going to hit someone.

My Sunday morning was full of emotion because when I woke up, I checked up my blackberry notifications, I received 6 messages on facebook and 2 text messages at 3am!! The 6 messages from facebook were from one of my teachers. We went out together last week with some of my friends, she asked me to take down the photos because she's scared other teachers will see it. I was ok about that and I already deleted the photos, but what made me annoyed was.. why she had to send me 6 messages with same details at 3am in the morning? I was like.. wtf.. who would open facebook at this hour.. Couldn't she think I was sleeping and would check it in the morning.. I can read and I will directly delete it if you want, no need to flood me with your messages.. geezzz!!!

I also paired this outfit with my sister's jacket. She got this jacket from little lady shop (you can find their store on facebook)

p.s : about my previous post about school life, here's some words that I haven't said on previous post:

I was a really competitive and ambitious person who would do anything to get the highest score but I realized I wasn't happy with what I was doing, so I stopped, and now I'm not that ambitious anymore, I never force myself to be the first, because your future isn't specified by high scores. You know.. it's really really really annoying when your parents get mad at you because your score isn't the highest.. You've tried hard but they think it's not enough. that's just argh... frustrating! (so basically those words have same meaning with the words I wore on that post. just yeah. I keep thinking about it these days.)

Okay, now I'm going to McDonald's with my friends to spend my lonely Sunday. My parents went to Jakarta last Friday so I'm alone at home. Thank God I have amazing friends who will accompany me today. See you and happy Sunday all! ;D

Lana Del Rey - Born to Die

Who You Are?

2012-01-26T21:22:00.001+07:00

This was the outfit I wore when I went to the haunted house. Honestly I didn't wear the wedges as shown above, I replaced it with flat shoes because I knew if I'd run inside the haunted house, and I must wear flat shoes or else I would fall and trapped inside -_-. Okay I won't talk about haunted house anymore because until now I still remember the ghost's voice.. The ghost followed me and said "the girl in the back (it was me because my friends who said they'd accompany me left me).. come here... look at meee!!!" with a very very scary tone so that I screameedddd like crazy, cried, and raaaaannn awayyyy T.T

I wore an unbranded crochet top with topshop sleeveless shirt as inner. My jeans are from GAP Kids, wedges from june+julia, bag & sunglasses from gowigasa.

I can't believe it's almost the end of January, time flies faster and faster. I'll have national examination to continue my study to grade 10-12 on April, and lots of try outs and other exams on February and March. I know I'll be busy and probably I can't blog too much and that makes me sad. But however as a student I must choose school over blogging. My job is a student, not a blogger. Blogging is just my 'playing' world. Where I share my hobby with other people. I enjoy blogging in my leisure time only, even though sometimes I feel weird and 'something strange' when I can't make a new blog post, I must let go that feeling because school is waay more important although I also know that blogging is so much funner than studying :p. In my opinion blogging is also 'studying'. After blogging for almost 3 years, I feel my English skill is improved, my style is improved, and after reading a lot of good articles and stories in this blogging world, I get new knowledge which I never learned at school.

Sometimes I feel school is really boring and most of schools in Indonesia have more than 10 different subjects to learn. At school I only enjoy mathematics, science, and language lessons (chinese / english). The other subjects are boring.. make me always wanna sleep in every lesson -__-. I don't really like history / sociology because I'm a lazy student, I rarely study, so I don't like to memorize :p.

But there are times when I lovee history so much especially about european countries' history . I loveee history movies! But about my country's history... I'm not too interested because I've learned much about that since elementary school, and I don't know why, I'm just not interested with my country's history. *ok maybe after I typed this people will think I'm not a good citizen*. Now I'm not really proud with my country because everytime I watch tv, 95% of the news are bad news , only 5% are news about my country's achievements or something special else. I don't really care with it anyway.

My mom always asks me why I am so lazy to study, why I looked like I don't have spirit to reach the top, bla bla blaaah... I'm tired being the 'top' and my current motto is Bill Gates' quote : "I never topped in the university, but today toppers of best universities are my employees". In my opinion, the smartest people at school don't always be the most successful in the future. Success isn't all about smart brain. There are many other factors like luck, your personality, and many other factors which I can't mention it now. You know, mostly at school there must be a nerd, who is the smartest student, but he / she can't get along with people well, and sometimes they're just... weird.. I know they have super brains, super high IQ scores, super ideas, etc... but yeah... In my life's experience, I once met a person who I knew her 'past'. She wasn't a smart student at school, but now she's successful and even more successful than her friend who was smarter than her. I know we don't know how our future will be. Diligence is needed, but forcing isn't needed. I believe a diligent person can beat smart person.

And also, I just don't want to force myself to study too hard. It only makes me more stressful. As long as I pass the subjects with my own 'standard', I'm happy. I'm already happy when I reach good score but I'm not the highest, although sometimes there are some envy feelings, but school isn't only about score right? The point is.. I don't want to spend my school life by studying too hard only to compete with other smartass at school, running to get the highest score. Trying hard is okay but it's not when it's too hard till you feel pressured I take my life easy, enjoy every minute of it by doing things I enjoy. I wanna have a happy, memorable and fun school life . I just don't wanna have a stressful life because of scores. hahaha. Just be your self and do what you enjoy, don't ever force your self doing something you don't enjoy because I know you're not happy. I'm a smart student but not the smartest. I was the leader of the school committee at school although I wasn't the smartest student at school, my brother was also the leader of school committee when he was in senior high school although he wasn't the smartest and he's even a social student, not from science class. hahaha . *please don't call me snob T.T*

This is just my current opinion, it's free to you to agree or not with my opinion, and as a teenager, my words might be wrong, and I might change my mind too in the future. I wanna write more, but time is chasing me. It's 9pm already in my place so I must do my homework and prepare my books for tomorrow's lessons at school. See you later!

Jessie J - Who You Are

Dragon Year

2012-01-24T21:19:00.000+07:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !! I know it's kinda late to say this but I was too busy collecting ang-paos yesterday so I didn't have time to blog :P. This year I can't share you my family photo because I look 'horrible'. My bangs ruined my faceee. I wasn't ready when my relative took the photo and we couldn't repeat it because there are a lot of guests in my house. huhuhu... T_T

This year is dragon year but I wore pink. I know I should wear cheongsam or red clothes like other chinese did, but since I live in this tiny city without any good stores, I bought my cny dress last December -.- . If this year were pig / rabbit year, maybe it'd be matching if I wore pink.. But yeahh... It's been a long time since the last time I wore red for cny. I wore orange last year, and wore turquoise 2 years ago..

Because yesterday my bro received a lot money from my parents, he's so kind to me and wanted to take some photos of me... hahaha.. sorry bro I'm not photogenic T.T
I wore lace dress from topshop, heels from zara, and yellow belt from bershka. that's my first time wearing lace dress. what do you think?

Here goes my annoying bangs.. I almost never have haircut in my city and always get haircut in Jakarta. But for bangs, I often do it myself .

My pretty mom wit her grandson (nephew), Jayden. Baby J is almost 4 months old!

My messy nails! hehehehehe

Half of the full Chinese New Year Dishes exclude the lapis-legit cakes, and other snacks.. Mom was busy for 3 days preparing those dishes.

And the last, thanks to my bro for the awesome photos!! <3

p.s ; today I went to a haunted house for the 2nd time in my life, and I promise to myself that I'd be the last time... no more.. that's enough.. I screamed and ran like crazy.. One of my friend said; "Usually you run as slow as a turtle but this time you ran very fast like a wind. Unbelievable!"

God, I beg you I wanna have a nice sleep without scary dreams tonight T.T

Avicii - Levels

It's coming

2012-01-22T15:22:00.000+07:00

Chinese New Year is coming... I'm Chinese so I'll celebrate it tomorrow. I always love CNY because I get a lot of money (ang paos), new decoration at home, delicious food, etc. But one thing that I never like is Chinese New Year's songs. For example, this one. My parents always play these kind of song every chinese new year -_-. It's not like I don't like with my own race, but that thing is just an exceptional . :P

So.. How's your preparation for tomorrow ? Have you got new clothes? ;p

Still In Love With You - Wang Lee Hom

one thing

2012-01-20T18:30:00.010+07:00

I wore this outfit when I went to my friend's new convention hall launching. I wore a plaid shirt from stradivarius, unbranded skirt, and belt from korea :) . Took these pics when I was in a rush, so you can see on the 2nd pic, the left sleeve looked longer than the right -__-".

I mentioned about elle girl Japan a while ago, and I can't resist to post this on my blog, that I WANT to have this hair.. Too bad my school doesn't let the students to dye hair, even in senior high school (grade 10-12). It looks like Diana Agron's hair! I really want that pink-green hi-light (do I spell it correctly?)

When I was in Jakarta my family accompanied my nephew to have a swimming session at mommy n jo f(x) mall. <3

With my best friend + best dancer ever, Gabby :D

Last Saturday I went to church with Nia & Jessica, then went to McDonald's to have some nice chit-chat :)

This photo is a teaser for my upcoming outfit post!

fave editorials + campaigins :

Emily Fox, Dani & Finlay Moore by Chris Nicholls for Flare December 2011

KARA's Goo Hara for Vogue Girl

Song Kyung Ah and Kwak Ji Young by Kang Hye Won for Vogue Korea April 2011

Frida Gustavsson and Lindsey Wixson for Mulberry Spring 2012 Campaign

source : vintagediary & allkpop.com

One Direction - One Thing

hello, school girl!

2012-01-12T17:37:00.001+07:00

I always get bored with my school's uniform.. I always wish in Indonesia we can have cute uniform like in South Korea / Japan (plaid skirts, blazer, bow tie, etc.) . hahaha.. So this time I dressed up wearing my 'dream' uniform :P.

The shirt that I wore as inner is from cloth.inc. I paired it with a scallop-polka top from Queentastic's Closet, and red skirt from kochi2 mangga2. For shoes, I wore oxford-wedges that I bought in Taiwan, and socks from hello kitty Japan. Aaaandd, I also wore a headband from Dorothy Perkins!

What do you think? Do I look like an elementary school student? Too childish? or ... ?? hehehehe :)

Dressing up like this gave me more spirit to study (what's the connection between clothes and study?? ==) since I'm going to be very busy with school for preparing the national exam, try outs, etc.. I'm kinda scared with it and I must make sure myself that I can do it!!

One Direction - Moments

for those who asked me how to 'show' youtube player on blog in 'slim /small' mode, you have to copy the embed code, and change the height into 28 . hope this helps! if you're still not clear, just ask me on formspring!

p.s: what do you think of my new header?

pink mood

2012-01-07T21:00:00.002+07:00

Is this my first post in 2012? Uhm.. The first week in 2012 was great enough. Although I was very busy because I had to practice dance, attended courses and birthday parties, did my upcoming project, etc.. The worst part was everyday in 2012, I was so hard to sleep before 11pm and wake up early in the morning. Okay, this isn't good because I'd be late to school! I'm grateful that I still have some time for blogging.

I got this cute pink top with petterpan collar from Red Cherry Shop, I'm bored to tuck the shirt into my skirt, so I just let it out and paired it with a black skirt and low wedges from Randa .

It rains everyday in my city . And I'm having flu and cough and sore-throat at the same time. T.T. I had taken a lot of medicines but it didn't give any differences T___T. I'm also nervous because this month I'll have my first try out for national final exam. aaaaaaaaaaa.. I need to kick out my laziness as soon as possible and start studying hard! Fighting!!

Florence & The Machine - Shake It Out (Benny Benassi Remix)

Have a nice weekend everyone! ;D

Getting Ready for New Year

2011-12-30T18:46:00.000+07:00

Last Wednesday I met my blogger friends ; ci Diana, ci Lalita, and ci Anastasia (Yes, they're all older than me...hehehe :P) at Plaza Indonesia. We had lunch together at Kihana and had some snacks and chit-chatting at The Goods Dept. *fat alert*. It was funnn because my others day in Jakarta felt so boring! I felt so happy to meet them :D

My face is the widest O_O

What I wore on that day : top - topshop, skirt - unbranded, wedges - yuan, bag - wonderplace( I only bring one bag for this holiday, thank God it easily matches my outfits!)

I went to Plaza Senayan to pick up my dad's clothes, and went to Kinokuniya to buy new books and japanese magazines. I looked for vivi magazine but too bad I didn't find the new edition :(. So I bought Elle Girl Japan and got a very cute bonus ;)

Tomorrow is December 31st.. That means it's my last day in Jakarta, my last day of my short holiday, and also the last day in 2011. I think 2011 is a pretty good year for me. I get some achievements at school, I have moreee friends from this blogging world, and also get a lot sponsors for my blog which makes me happy because I can earn money a little by myself.. Because of it, now I rarely ask money to my parents. :)
For 2012, I have some new year resolutions and I really hope 2012 will be an amazing year for me, and everything will run well in 2012!About my new year resolutions, I promise I will study hard because I'll face national examination. I will get the best score because I really want to make my parents proud with my exams' scores. So, no more lazy Veren! That's my biggest and number one in my new year resolution list!! hahaha. I also will be a better person, I'll be taller, and success in my upcoming projects (yeap, I'll have a project in early 2012)!And then, I'll watch more concerts in 2012, and be able to meet my idols (2pm, cho kyuhyun, seungri) >____< *blushing*. Lastly, I'll be a better blogger! I have a plan to change my blog's layout, I'll make another interesting posts and giveaway, etc. So please support me!! hehehe :DI think that's all about my new year's resolution. I hope it's not too early to write about this. ;p
p.s : -I really don't know what to do on new year's eve. I can't celebrate it with my school mates because we're all in different cities now -_-. Give me some suggestions, please?? Any nice places in Jakarta to celebrate new year's eve? I don't want to spend new year's eve countdown in my bedroom T____T
-now my blog's url has changed into WWW.VERENLEE.COM . You don't need to type blogspot dot com anymore to visit my blog. The simpler the better! You may change my blog's link on your blog. :D :D

Joyeux Noel

2011-12-25T22:18:00.000+07:00

source :instagram

This year, I celebrate Christmas in my parents' hometown, Pontianak. I went to church yesterday with my youngest aunt last night. And before I went to church, I had a Christmas Eve dinner with my mom's brother (my cousins). This morning I've returned to Jakarta. Here is the outfit that I wore on Christmas eve.

shirt : zara basic, skirt : forever21, wedges : mango, bag : wonderplace

I spent my holiday in Pontianak for about a week, and as usual, if I go to my parents' hometown, I'll always get fatter because of the food. In a day I could eat for 5 times -_-. Thank God I don't live there because if I live there I'd be very fat ! I have a big appetite ! The holiday was okay after all, I slept-over in my cousin's house for 2 days, and it was fun to watch korean drama and Sherlock Holmes together with them ;).

I didn't prepare much about my Christmas outfit, because it was my mom who packed my stuffs before going to Pontianak.. hohoho.. So I just took something red from my suitcase to match the Christmas theme~ :p. I know this is such a boring combination but... aaaa... T_T

Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday Jesus Christ ! I don't believe in Santa Claus but I believe that my parents are my santa claus! I got a lot of new clothes from my mom as my x-mas present :P

Let's celebrate Christmas with joy, love and happiness!

Love,

Veren

Super Junior - Santa U Are The One

polkawolka

2011-12-20T19:35:00.009+07:00

Hi, all! How's your holiday so far? This is a scheduled post, so when it's published on this blog, I'm already in Pontianak. I wore this outfit on the first day in Jakarta, I took these photos at home before I went to Jakarta last Sunday. The photos on this post are all un-edited and un-resized -_-. I'm too lazy to edit them one by one since I don't have much time because I'll go to the airport this morning. I also don't know how to resize the photos on my bro's macbook, and there's not my favorite editing program in his laptop -.-.

Look at my polkadot top and merry-go-round necklace! They're from Queentastic's Closet! Aren't they cute? :D. Go to their facebook's profile and buy a lottt of cheap and cute clothes/accessories with good quality!

After a very-very-veeerrryy long time, finally I wear flat shoes.. hahaha.. I usually wear them to tuition places. If I go around the mall, church, etc I often wear wedges :). Yesterday I went to Central Park with mom, and when I took a look at shoes, my mom said, "Don't buy wedges / heels! You won't wear it!!". But when I usedflat shoes to the mall, my mom always says, "Why do you wear flat shoes? You're short and it look ugly !!". Me : "........... What should I wear,then??" -___-.

cardigan : stradivarius, top & necklace : Queentastic's Closet, bottom : unbranded, flats : new look, watch : lacoste

Today is my brother's birthday. Happy Birthday brother! May u be a talented graphic designer & photographer! I love you <3

Adele - Set Fire to The Rain

school life + giveaway winner

2011-12-17T20:21:00.000+07:00

Today I wanna post something a little different.. I'm not going to blog about my outfit today. But about my school life! I can't tell much but since I'm an active student at school, I handled a lot of school events , and appeared a lot in front of camera :P

This photo was taken few days ago, when the classmeeting started. You can see my friends wore t-shirts and I wore a shirt because my friends joined sports competition like indoor soccer (futsal) and basket ball, but I didn't join anything because I was sooo busy preparing for the end-year party and checked everything about classmeeting --". And to be honest, I'm not good at sports :[

And oh! We're with our ex-science teacher, Mr. Juventus :D! He was our school committee's builder. I adore him because he's creative and very supportive~! He didn't teach in our school again because of my school's ~~supers*cks headmaster~~.

This polaroid photo was taken on August 17th, Indonesia's independence day. Do you know why I didn't stand in rows? My teacher asked me to take photos (be a photographer), so I didn't need to line up and my other photographer friends took me this photo.. hohoho :P

These three photos above were taken on October, when my school joined a retreat program. It was sooo fun ;).

My school's atmosphere !

This is an old photo. Me and my team joined a dance competition last January, and got the first place ;D

I was with my bestie, Sarah. It was her birthday last week. And on that day I was wearing a top and a skirt by Red Cherry Shop. I haven't had any chance to take a full outfit photos :(

THE WINNERS OF LOLYPOP SHOP'S GIVEAWAY ARE... :

Agate Hairband + Ribbon Crochet : Chaah Sarah
Rosette Hairband + Ribbon Crochet : Patricia Evelyn Salim
Apparel Hairband + Ribbon Crochet : Kelimutu

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE WINNERS!! You'll get contacted via e-mail by the owner of Lolypop Shop as soon as possible! I choose the winner based on the entries and randomly ;)

If you don't win this giveaway, don't be sad because I PROMISE I will make another giveaway! ;D

HAVE A NICE HOLIDAY EVERYONE!! :)

p.s : I'll go to Jakarta tomorrow !

Glee - Rumor has it / Someone like you

exhaustion

2011-12-13T21:21:00.000+07:00

Final exam has ended last Saturday, and I'm so glad that I pass all the subjects! Uhm.. although I'm not satisfied with my score ;[, as long as I don't need to study anymore, I'm happy!! For the whole week I didn't get enough sleep, I slept late and woke up early.. aaaa .. that was really annoying :[

Now I still have some school activities like class-meeting and an end year party that will be held this Friday. Actually I don't want to go to school these days.. but if I'm absent I don't know how many people from the school's committee will be mad at me T.T

I don't know why but I'm not feeling happy at all today. Since yesterday I've been receiving lots of questions about class-meeting things. what makes me angry is : I've posted a note about all about classmeeting, I've put the announcement on the announcement board at school, I've informed all the classes' leaders, I've posted a status about the class-meeting's facebook link, even broadcast it, but STILL.... There were some annoying guys asked me about it.. I really hate people who are LAZY to read and pay attention, and when they're confused, they'll just easily ask. It's not that I'm "judes" and don't wanna answer their questions, but please.. I've EXPLAINED it VERY CLEARLY, and the information is already very very complete. Why did they ask the questions that I've explained?? And also with the students from grade 8 and 9, who should've known what should they do in classmeeting because they've had class-meeting for twice or more! Oh come on. Couldn't you remember anything? The rules are just the same with the class-meetings we've had before!!! I still tolerate with 7th graders because it's their first time.. grrrr...

It's the same with people who like to ask silly questions before googling it first..

I replied them with "have you read the announcement on fb / announcement board at school? could you read first before u ask ???" . I don't care what they feel because they've made me really really annoyed!! I'm just so tired! :[ :[

have you met people like this?

I got this top from MsJo Closet and the plaid shorts are tailor-made. I added some accessories from dorothy perkins and candybutton :).

I think I'm going to off now.. I'm very tired today because of dance practice this afternoon, so I'll sleep early. Bye~! :)

AKB48 - Heavy Rotation

I'm so addicted with this song because of pocari sweat Indonesia's newest cf. kkkk

Lolypop Shop Giveaway

2011-12-06T19:57:00.000+07:00

Do yo know what is Lolypop Shop? Lolypop shop is an online shop that sells lots of good accessories for girls such as hairclips, hairbands, hats, brooches, bracelets, necklaces, and many more! And do you wanna know something special about Lolypop Shop? The stuffs are handmade! ;)

And at this opportunity, I collaborate with the owner of Lolypop Shop to make a giveaway with 3 persons as the winners . only for my readers!

each winner will get :

1 hairband and 2 ribbon crochet hair-clips

they're all limited edition stuffs at Lolypop Shop. They're really cute right?? So, you have to join this giveaway to get them!

How to win this giveaway?

1. You have to be a follower of Lolypop Shop

2. Like Lolypop Shop's facebook page

3. Choose a type of hairband that you wanna win (for the color of the hairclip, you can't choose the color / it's random)

4. Leave a comment that you've done all things you have to do (follow lolypop shop's blog and facebook page, choose a type of hairbands that you wanna win) and also your e-mail

example :

" I've followed lolypop shop's blog and liked their facebook page. I choose Apparel Hairband and my e-mail is 123@xx.com"

If you've done it all, it will be counted as 1 entry

extra entries :

+1 Follow my blog

+1 Follow my twitter

+2 Make a blog post about this giveaway on your blog

+2 Tweet "I join @veren_lee x Lolypop Shop's giveaway to win cute hairbands and ribbons! click http://bit.ly/5bBh1g"

This giveaway is open to Indonesian readers only until December 16th! I will announce the winner on December 17th!

More entries, more chances to win! GOOD LUCK!

trouble maker

2011-12-01T15:56:00.001+07:00

Final 1st term exam is coming.. and I haven't studied anything >____< . I'm so busy with school committee stuffs lately and that makes me have such a little time for blogging :(. But thanks God everything runs smoothly everyday. I'm going to do the best for final exam and get the highest scores <3.

shirt : new look, vest : MsJo Closet, shorts : stradivarius, wedges : june+julia

Sometimes I really want to blog about other stuffs beside outfit posts, but I'm just too busy T-T . I do really want to blog about red carpet review, my opinion about something / more about my life, but argh... school's slowly killing me but as a student I know that school is my 1st priority :(

p.s : I'm going to make a giveaway soon! and there'll be 3 winners from the upcoming giveaway! Make sure to follow my blog / twitter to keep updated! ;)

Anyone watched Mnet Asia Music Awards (MAMA)? Well, I streamed the show 2 days ago and my favorite from the red carpet was SNSD! Jessica and Yuri looked super hot and their outfits were very very very pretty! I love Tiffany's dress the most. kkk ;p

I also watched Hyuna and Hyunseung's duet performance (Trouble Maker) and it was a real trouble maker. I don't know how's Hyunseung's fans reaction when they watched the 'kiss' between them!! (ok maybe some of them support it but some of them might be mad / bash Hyuna O_o). But Hyuna was so sexy on that day!! I love them! Have you watched their MV?

sky

2011-11-19T16:30:00.001+07:00

ok. here we go. this is just a very very quick post. I'll go to church an hour later and I will stay at school tonight because there's LDK (new school committee recruitment). I'm typing this post as quick as it possible.. hahahaha :p

I got this tosca top that I wore as outerwear from Red Cherry Shop, I combined it with my favorite floral dress from Miss Selfridge, and wedges from June+Julia.

sorry I still don't have any chance to reply your comments. Perhaps tomorrow?? hehe. once again I'm sorry and I do really appreciate your comments on my blog posts. ^_^. SEE YA!

Bust Your Windows - Jazmine Sullivan

HANDS UP

2011-11-17T20:00:00.004+07:00

Hi!! I'm so happy to share the photos that I took at 2PM'S Concert in Jakarta last Friday ^_^. There are a lotttt of photos in my facebook (almost 150 photos), but I won't post that many on this blog. But I think the photos below are enough to tell you how fun it was :).

So, the story began when I went to Jakarta by car on Friday in the morning and arrive around 1 pm. I went to my apartment first to take a bath and preparing for the concert, at 4pm, me and my friend arrived in Jitec Mangga Dua Square (the concert's venue). We queued to get in for 2 hours, and since we bought 'diamond' tickets, we're called to get in first. And in level 8 there's a stand selling 2pm's official merchandises. We bought 2pm's t-shirts and directly changed our outfit in the toilet :p.

The show was the delayed because there were too much people and I think the promotor didn't coordinate that well. It was really really crowded and thank God I didn't need to queue when I had to get a "bracelet" sign. When we got in we were shocked because we thought the seat for diamond section will be like in the theatre (like stairs) but it wasn't like that. They're all in the same level (seats in diamomnd/silver/gold), but it'll be in different level by different classes. We got K row, and it's really unclear because the people in front of us covered our sighting :'(. Luckily when the show started, there were some empty seats in the row in front of me, so many people moved to those seats. The staffs even couldn't control us because it's their fault making the seats in the same level which made the people in the back rows couldn't see clearly. It's so unfair if we buy idr 2 millions ticket but couldn't see clearly right?? We even stood on the chair to see 2PM boys better.

The show was TOTALLY AWESOME & SUPER DUPER FUNNN. The songs , the performances, etc. Hottest couldn't stop singing together with 2pm and when the song "hands up" was being performed, we put our hands up in the air! yeahhh!! :D

My favorite boy in 2PM! Nichkhun <3. When I saw him closely, he was totally handsome like in the pictures. his skin was sooo smooth and whiteeeee >____< *faint*

Junho & Wooyoung's duet performance!

In this photo, 2PM and hottest sang "I Can't" together.. It was a little tearful moment for me, it's such a nice song.. and it's just really sweet when we sang that song together :)

The 'old' maknae from 2PM, Hwang Chan Sung. I never really liked him before I saw him in 'real' life. He was super handsome, sexy, and hot at that night. I was OMG! Chansung!!!! You didn't look old at all. You're too handsomeeee *_* (changing my bias into Chansung. Sorry Khun! ;p)

And this moment was so funny. Taec & Khun went backstage to change their clothes and preparing to sing "My Valentine". At that time Chansung & Junho did some dance moves . You can see my fancam here.

Jun2daKay (Junsu)'s solo stage. He sang his solo debut single "ALIVE". It was a very awesome performance from him. Believe me he's really talented!

Nichkhun the angel <3. He's a prince charming. Isn't he? ;p

2PM sang "Thank You". They threw some flowers but unfortunately I didn't get any T.T .

But that's ok, I could touch Junsu's hand (KYAAA!!!!) and when Taec threw his wet tee , I 'got' his 'sweat'. lol -___-"

This was the last performance. When they walked into the catwalk (in front of diamond seat), I directly ran into near the catwalk stage so I could saw them in less than 1 meter . The staff has phrohibited us to move from our seats, but some wild hottest including me pushed him and didn't care... We just wanted to see them closely because we couldn't see clearly from our seats. we didn't want to throw our 2millions away !! If I didn't do that It'd be my biggest regret ever.. hehehe... Nichkhun was right in front of me. He really has a nice body, face, and skin!! I screamed "NICHKHUN!!!!" like crazyy :p

The best moments from the concert for me were when 2pm and hottest sang I can't together, when hottest screamed "2pm! 2pm!" and 2pm replied with screaming "Jakarta! Jakarta!" and when I could see 2pm right in front of my eyes ^^. Although there were some disappointments to the promotor, I'm still thankful to them who brought 2pm to Indonesia and made my dream came true. I hope next time there'll be no more delayed shows / queuing for vip tickets, and also the seats must be like stairs so that we can see our idol without any disturbance.. :). And one more thing that made me kinda mad, the people who sat in the first row (A) were the promotor's relatives and families who aren't 2pm's fans. geeezzzzzzzzz ._________.

And the last.. Chansung and Taec went topless... omg look at chan's abssss T.T

you can guess how'sour reaction...

*faint*

November 11th 2011 was THE BEST DAY in my life EVER!!! <3 THANKS to my parents who bought the ticket for me and left the work just to go to Jakarta to accompany me :)

please check my youtube channel to see some fancams which were recorded by myself. Kamsahamnida ~

p.s : if you wanna take out these photos / post them on another sites, you have to ask my permission by sending e-mail to verenlee@gmail.com, or you can just take out with full credits (please include this post's url or my twitter's url. thanks a lot!)

Be My Baby

2011-11-14T18:06:00.000+07:00

Hi! I'm back from Jakarta! :D. I wore this outfit before I went to Jakarta and I was wearing a top from zara, skirt from Red Cherry Shop, and wedges from June+Julia ;D. What do you think of my new wedges? I wore the wedges for 10 hours and I didn't feel tired / get hurt ! yay! I also love my new skirt that I got from Red Cherry Shop because it's so pretty and you can buy it in affordable price! I'm a skirt lover!

Honestly I really miss writing my long thoughts on this blog but I always have no time T-T. And this weekend I must go to school for school committee (osis) stuff. arghhh .______.

By the way, my current hobby is reading kpop fan fictions.. and my favorite will be fanfictions with lee donghae or cho kyuhyun as the main cast. Actually I can't define my self as Super Junior's fan.. only a SparKyu and I love that feeling when I imagine his face. so handsomeee~ ><. Anyone loves reading kpop fan fictions too? Can you send me some blog links that have good fanfictions (angst, romance, comedy, etc except horror / ~~porn~~!!) :D

2PM concert was super duper fun, it was the best day in my life and I think if you're my twitter follower you've read my tweets about the concert. I've posted the photos from the concert on my facebook and also some fancams which were recorded by me on youtube. If you're my friend on facebook you can see the photos, and the videos can be seen by everyone. just visit my youtube channel here . I'll post the photos and completer story on my blog later . I have some assignments and daily tests , so just be patient. :)

I have to study for physics test , see you~. annyeong~ :D

WONDERGIRLS - BE MY BABY (honestly I prefer this song than snsd's the boys.. hehe.. it's just my opinion btw. I'm JYPE shipper!!)

Retail Therapy : Darkness Inside Mind

2011-11-08T21:00:00.003+07:00

When I saw this newest lookbook of Retail Therapy's October collection, what came into my mind was , "This is the best lookbook and collection from Retail Therapy!". Retail Therapy's collections are breath-taking, and super adorable. You have to visit their blog to see the lookbooks. The best thing from Retail Therapy is... the clothes they sell are affordable, and they often give special discount / offers! If you don't wanna miss any sale, make sure to follow their twitter :). The links of their blog, facebook, and twitter can be found at the bottom of this post :).

I love the colors in this collection, and the model looked absolutely cute here <3

I lovee this jacket to the max. Get this for only IDR 250.000, and additional discount if you follow their twitter!

And the tweed blazer is just really classic and adorable. If you want to have an awesome tweed blazer, you don't have to buy Chanel's! This tweed blazer is only IDR 250.000!

for more details and information, visit their facebook page / blog / twitter. If you're their twitter follower, you can get 10% discount. Hurry up! :)

early bird

2011-11-05T21:25:00.000+07:00

Yay finally it's Saturday :) . I spend this weekend by watching korean movies and tv shows (I really love korean movies, dramas, and tv shows). At this time I don't watch korean dramas because they're too addicting and it might make me lazy to study. hahaa. just wait for the upcoming holiday and I will watch k-dramas as much as I want ! :D

I've been really busy this week, and I had no time to take some outfit shots, luckily I haven't posted this outfit on this blog. I wore this outfit last week ! hehehe~

Yes. I need to have a hair cut soon. My bangs is really undefinable . It's too long!

Next Friday I'll go to Jakarta to watch 2PM's concert. I hope I'll get the first / second row so that I can really see my 2PM boys clearly :P. I'm superrr dupperrr excited!! I'll meet Caroline from Castor Pollux too! She helps me to exchange the voucher to the real ticket because I'm still in my city on Thursday. Thanksss a lot to her!! This is my first time ever watching a concert :D

I really hope the traffic will be nice on Friday (Tegal - Jakarta). I'll be absent from school for 2 days because the concert will be held on Friday and I will go back to my city on Sunday. In my city, we go to school from Monday till Saturday.. -_-. God, pleaseeeee make everything to run smoothly without any single problem. I beg You!

shirt : forever21
skirt : bought in taipei
belt : forever21
wedges : heatwave

my nephew is going to stay in my house for 3 days. yay! time to play around with him! see ya! <3

GLEE CAST - SANTA BABY (i know this is too early but i can't help it! too gooddd <33)

busy bee

2011-10-29T18:13:00.000+07:00

First, I wanna apologize for my absence on this blog. Last week I went retreat to Parakan for 3 days (Monday - Wednesday).
I had so many wonderful experiences there! Should I publish the photos on this blog?

flower wreath : DIY, bow-tie top : esprit, pantskirt : Mrs Clothes, wedges : Michelle Cla

Not so long ago, I got another freebie from Mrs Clothes. I got a fuchsia pantskirt. I'm really happy to have a sponsor like Mrs Clothes, the owner has sent me 3 different clothes, and I must say honestly, if the clothes she sells are all in good and high quality materials, but the prices are really cheap and affordable ;)

And I wore this pantskirt on Thursday, I went to my sister's house to see my nephew.

I didn't go to school on that day because on Wednesday evening, I've just arrived home and I'm too tired + too sleepy to go to school, since I didn't get enough sleep in Parakan. Plus, many of my friends decided to not go to school too on that day. :P . The reason why I didn't get enough sleep, on the first day in Parakan I only slept for 2 hours because there wasn't any air conditioner / fan in the retreat house, it was so hot and I was sweating and then I couldn't sleep T.T. Luckily, on the second day I slept really well. hohoho~ . And in Parakan, the water was really cold and it's as cold as the water in refrigerator. I've never taken a bath with such a cold water like that. It was fresh , though. One of my friends didn't take a bath for 2 days because he couldn't take a bath with that cold water... And he sat in front of me in the bus on the way home.. He was so stingy, I and my seat-mate almost threw up because of his smell. LOL. Ok, I will tell you more if I have a chance to publish the photos on my blog ;D

Okay, I have to off now. I have so many tasks to do. Tonight I must finish studying story-telling, tomorrow I have to practice dancing in the morning, and go to my sister's house in the afternoon. On Monday there's language and bible month celebration at school, I'm going to compete in english story telling and also dancing, and the most important thing is I'm the head girl (osis) and I have to manage the event. Everything has to run smoothly! Amen :D *busybusybusy*

p.s : here's a little treat for you. When I went to Korea last holiday, I managed to snap a photo with same pose that I did 8 years ago (I visited South Korea twice). hehehe... I was eating samgyetang in both photos!

SNSD - The Boys

still

2011-10-16T17:55:00.002+07:00

top - gowigasa, shorts - wonderplace, watch - lacoste, belt - bershka

Hi! :D

My midterm test's over already and I'm feeling realllyyy happy. Last week, I always slept late and woke up early to study T_T *too diligent, eh?*

But now I'm free and next week I'll have a religion trip to Parakan for 3 days. :)

About today's outfit, I matched pink, yellow and blue . I still can't get enough of bright colors!

As I've promised, today I'll announce the winners of my latest giveaway ft. Hanake Shop.

And the winners are ...

1. Jennifer Christy

2. Qinthara Nabillah

3. Ivanka Desyra Susanto

Congratulations!! The winners will get contacted via e-mail by Hanake Shop to get the discount vouchers.

If The winners above don't reply the e-mail for more than 6days, I'll pick another winner ;)

If you don't win this time, don't worry! I'll make another giveaways! So, please follow my blog / twitter if you don't wanna miss it :D

Pink Dolls - White (Ost. White : The Memory of The Curse)

About today's song, it's a soundtrack from a korean horror movie that I watched this morning. (I didn't dare to watch horror movie in the evening because honestly I'm really scared watching horror movie, and I rarely watch it, the last horror movie I watched before this, was Drag Me To Hell which was really disgusting and shocking -__-) . The story is about a korean girlgroup who use a song from unknown writer, which is actually a curse song. The members slowly died one by one. Everytime I listen to this song, I feel scared like I'll be cursed too . I'm not brave enough to sing this song! lol!

Anyway, for this post, I'll disable the comment function because I haven't had time to reply your comments, probably I'll reply it next week. Thanks for always supporting me! ;)

ask me anything on formspring <3

brown

2011-10-08T19:01:00.001+07:00

This is a scheduled post, so I don't have much words to say. I don't have time to play internet because I'm going to have midterm test start from Monday - Saturday. Please wish me luck!! :D

Thanks for the comments and I promise I'll reply your comments when I'm done with my midterm test. See you! ;)

top & necklace : Hanake Shop
skirt : yuan
porkpie hat : seibu
wedges : decimal shoes

Attention! I have a special offer if you want to shop at Hanake Shop, I'll give away 3 discount vouchers for you. You'll get 10% off if you have the vouchers!

How to win ? It's really simple! You only have to :

1. Leave your name and your e-mail in the comment box below!

I'll announce the winner on October 16th!

Good Luck!

lonely

2011-10-01T21:12:00.001+07:00

I was wearing a new top and ring from my new sponsor, Queenbee Shop.

I can't describe anything about today. I'm feeling happy and also bored and sad. I'm feeling happy because I'm officially an aunt from my sister's son. My sister gave birth yesterday :D. I'm feeling sad because I haven't seen my nephew because my sister gave birth in Jakarta and I can't go to Jakarta because of SCHOOL. T_T

My parents and sister went to Jakarta last Wednesday, and actually all of us thought my sister's son would born in mid October, not September 30th. So... I think my parents will stay longer in Jakarta than the actual plan, which means I'll be moreeee bored at home. I feel weird when my parents aren't home.. Usually there are a lot of noises at home, my mom's screams and shouts at me, but now.. my house is really quiet! I even don't know what to eat for breakfast / lunch / dinner. I miss my moom's home-made food :(. Almost everyday I eat McDonalds, KFC, etc. uh... those are junkss! I don't even watch television this week :"(. Luckily this week I still had fun with my friends, my friends picked me up and we went to have dinner together for twice.

I always hope to continue my high school in Jakarta / Semarang, so that I'll be free from my mom's nags, but I don't think I'm independent enough . I can't imagine when I'm sick, there aren't my parents with me, when I'm hungry and I don't know what to eat. While now, I never think what'll I eat, because when I'm home my mom has prepared my lunch . But the way to make myself independent is... to live by myself without my parents. I think that way..But I don't think I'm ready for it.

It's Saturday and I'm not going anywhere. My driver went home before 6pm. 2 of my best friends also went back to their homes today (they don't live in Tegal, always go back on Saturday) . so I couldn't go anywhere . :[ . I should learn to drive!! But I'm only 14.. and not tall enough -,- .

I rent some dvds yesterday (I'm to lazy to go to the mall to buy fake dvds) and it seems like I picked some wrong films. Geezzzz. I rent 5 dvds, I tried to watch 2 of them , none of them was good. I only played 10mins and I already got bored and I changed it with another one.. The best film was Wild Child.. That's my all time favorite film.. Alex Pettyfer was really handsome there. I'll never get bored watching Wild Child :'>

and.... here is my cute nephew, Jayden Skylar Hu.

If you're following my twitter, you must have seen these photos. I love him so much and really can't wait to see him. :D

Anyway, Baby J and me have a same thing in common, both of us born on 30th ! Although we're born in different month, but still... he has to be as cheerful and as 'smart' as me . huehehehe B-). I'm gonna be his best auntie !! *I wanna munch his cheeks*

HAVE A NICE WEEKEND , EVERYONE!!

2PM - I Can't

think pink

2011-09-25T19:30:00.000+07:00

blazer : zara trf
overall : forever21
mary-janes : june & julia
watch : lacoste

Hi everyone ! :D . I'm feeling VERY HAPPY because 2PM will come to Jakarta on November 11th for 2PM Hands Up Asia Tour Concert! I bought the ticket on Saturday. And that wasn't simple nor easy. The promotor started selling the offline ticket on Saturday, 8am, and online ticket at 12pm. I was going to buy the ticket online. But unfortunately, all of the tickets, all classes, were sold out within 10minutes. (Indonesian hottests are daebakkkk. jjang!!)

My friend (Nita) and I were going to be crazy. Nita has just got her mom's permission at 11am and one hour later we didn't get the tickets.

Nita directly searched people in uob plaza (the place where they sold their offline tickets) to buy 2 tickets for us. And we got that person! The person who bought us the tickets (vouchers to be exact because we still have to change the voucher with the real ticket on h-1) sends our tickets to Nita's apartment in Jakarta on Monday. Hope it will arrive safely .

Honestly I don't like the payment method for offline tickets. We must pay 50% first and complete the other 50% later but before October 15th. We can't pay 100% at once. That's kinda tiring and taking time :"(

After the person who bought us the vouchers sends the vouchers, it will arrive, I'll complete the payment, then it'll be confirmed, then on November 10th I'll go to Jakarta, and on November 11st in the afternoon I'll go to the concert venue, change the vouchers with real tickets, queuing and ...... I'll meet my princes!!!!! . kyaaaa xD. Nichkhun! Jun Brothers! Wooyoung! Taecyeon! Chansung!

Hope everything will run as smooth as what I've planned and hoped ! Amen :)

Is there anyone who'll watch 2PM Hands Up Tour in Jakarta too?? PUT YOUR HANDS UP!! I'm looking forward to meet you there :) :)

By the way, my EF (english) teacher found my blog.. Miss.. If you're reading this now.. I apologize if there's grammar mistake. I'll try harder. hehehehe :D

I bought this overall long time ago but have just had a chance to wear it. Actually it's a bit too big for my hips but I couldn't resist to buy it because the flower pattern stole my heart :P. And I bought the blazer before I went to South Korea, originally I brought the blazer to Korea but didn't wear it because the weather was too hot! :[

By the way, I've updated my sponsor page, if you want to buy side bar ads, now it's available for International. Read the complete details here :)

Wondergirls - Nothing On You (cover)

Seoul Diary - Last Day

2011-09-23T21:15:00.000+07:00

These photos were taken on September 2nd, my last day in South Korea.

head to knee : all from doota, dongdaemun!

Anyway, I really love my hair and that's an important part of my whole look. Some of my friends and blog readers give me a lot compliments about my hair. I'm not a kind of person who's dare to try 'permanent'- different looks, but I really love to have curly/wavy/straight hair. I also take care my hair . I always want my hair to look shiny and sleek!

And now I suggest you to visit and take a look at GHD's website . They have a lot of hair products and guides!

We had to walk uphill to reach N Seoul Tower. My mom was wearing heels and she was able to do that and she said she's okay and she didn't feel any pain --", While myself.. wearing low-wedges.. I didn't stop mumbling at that time, saying how hurt was it to walk uphill with my not-so-comfy wedges (I didn't wear socks T^T)

*still trying to smile*

Love Locksss <33. Didn't find Khuntoria's one because there were too many locks :'(

Seoul, I miss you!