Nikki Omas-as (nikkithe13th)

Single But Heart Broken

2015-09-30T08:51:00.004-07:00

From the first day I set my eyes on him, I knew I was going to like him.

He is not the girls' dream guy or ideal guy, neither do I. Even so, there is something about him that would make the butterflies in my stomach dance and sing. His jolly attitude and sense of humour are the things that caught my attention. Many days have passed I have got to know him better, and my feelings had gotten even stronger. I knew few things about what he likes. Well, straight to the point, I am not his type. I am not the kind of girl whom he would actually like and his family would like.

Nevertheless, I was thankful that he doesn't have any feelings towards me, because myself and I was not even sure if I do really like him or is he just some kind of guys I would like at first, then boom gone. Nonetheless, I still tried to be close and clingy just so I would know if I have genuine feelings for him. I knew he is already annoyed by my existence and by my nonstop cheesy doings, but he didn't stop me, perhaps because he knows I am sensitive, and he might hurt my feelings. However, I still tried, and tried and tried and hoping that he would like me back.

Then, for how many months I have proven to myself that I do, in fact, like him. When I came to realization that I am indeed into him, I stopped being clingy towards him, owing to the fact that I don't want to push these feelings and I don't want to fall in love with the person who doesn't even have feelings for me. It is a shame that the feelings he has for me is contrary to what I feel

for him.

But life goes on, there is always someone out there who's worthy of it all.

Beware

2015-06-14T17:54:00.001-07:00

Telling a person about the flaws they have is kind of a pussy move.

No one has the right to say these and those to a person, especially if that person has never done anything that had hurt your feelings. I may seem hypocrite by saying these things but NO, I don't insult people in an awful way, particularly in front of many people because that would lessen his or her confidence. However, if this person has already done anything to me that I didn't like, specifically if we've never gotten along that much or should I say, we hardly know each other like I've never even considered him or her as a friend from the very beginning just an acquaintance or workmate. Well, good luck on that because I will absolutely hurt your feelings on point, and if I am starting to insult and ignore you that means the things we had will never be the same. That's why, think before you ink. That means you have to think what you are going to say before inking it in people's brain because you can never undo the things you've already done. Just like a tattoo, it may be removed but the pain will be times two. As for me, I don't/never forget hurtful things that have said to me even if it was a long time ago.

Hurtful words taught me to be better in life, to work harder, to have confidence, and to not care at all. Because when you do not care, you are happy. You need not to worry about everything and anything that surrounds you. And you will learn to love your flaws and respect yourself. Because I know someone out there will learn to appreciate the things that I do and love me for who I am.

A Thousand Pieces Of You

2015-06-05T07:33:00.001-07:00

Reading books has been my addiction for the past few years.

I know, I don't seem like the type of person who reads a book. But, when I was young, my mommy (grandmother) used to go to our house just to tutor my brother and I since we are her only grand children that time, and she used to be an honourable teacher by the way. I remember her doing a puppy face whenever I say I'm done reading, looking at her face half upset because I only read like twenty pages, so I couldn't do anything but to continue reading and reading. In spite of that, I'm so thankful of her that she never gets tired of teaching and lecturing us about school. Because of her, I always get the green color in my elementary days since in my elementary school, having a green color means you are the fastest reader in your class. However, when I was young, I do not mind anything about school but games and sports like running and karate, I was kind of a boyish that my parents were afraid I might be a lesbian when I get old. They also enrolled me in piano lessons, but I reasoned out that dogs often chased me whenever I walked going home, such lame excuses just to get out of piano lessons right? Hahahaha I told you I am not into girly stuff. Somehow, I regret not listening to them, melancholic about the thought of piano. But then again, that's all in the past.

I never knew A Thousand Pieces Of You is this incredible, the story is about leaping through other dimensions, which is exciting. The story combines mystery, fantasy, romance, thriller, and science fiction. Every page is worth the read, and the best thing is that I haven't encountered tedious parts. So I'm going to stop talking about it right now, I don't wanna spoil everyone just because I'm done reading about it, lol. I recommend this book.

Blessed, Grateful, and Relieved

2015-05-25T06:44:00.000-07:00

Today is one of the happiest days of my life.

I woke up around 9:00am to check my Facebook account and saw my teacher posted something on our group which she posted last night "the results will be released tomorrow 3:00pm." Because I am a lazy bum, I slept again and woke up around 1:30pm annoyed due to the hot weather which I totally loathe. I started my ritual and went to school earlier than the said time. I played chess with my classmate and won. So yeah, I have been meaning to tell you that I started playing chess just last year December 2014. To be honest, I never wanted to learn chess because it is really difficult just by looking at it lol. Additionally, I finally got to play dota for the first time this year May 2015. We played earlier after school and won three times in three rounds. BTW, today is the fourth time I played dota lmao.

Today is also one of the happiest days of my parents. They received great news from me "Ma, Pa. I passed my thesis." I was teary-eyed as my classmates and teacher hugged me. Until now, I still cannot believe it. I am very blessed, grateful, and relieved that my parents are done spending their money for my tuition fees, and they can finally put my picture wearing toga in our house. This year is not bad after all, seeing that I passed my thesis, got a job, as well as know how to play dota of course! Lol.

Thank you to the Almighty God, to my family, and to my classmates and teacher for helping me.

Do Nothing or Earn Something

2015-05-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

I am the type of person who does not party every week, believe it or not all I did before work was just watching different kind of movies / TV shows repeatedly and listen to music since I don't have new books to read to. My body clock has been destroyed the day I entered college. However, getting this job has got me back on shape. To be honest I never planned to get a job owing to the fact that I still have to take thesis on summer, and it would be hard to balance school and work. However, when one of my classmates told me that she was going to apply as a photo editor for this company. I thought it would be nice to try to apply too. On the day after our interview, we got accepted on the spot. Knowing that I would be in the morning shift made me feel jovial and blessed. As a result, my body clock has been fixed! And so, I took advantage of the over time because I would rather do over time on work and earn something than stay at home and waste my time by watching the same movies all over again without getting papers. I am done squandering a lot of time for nothing. It is time to earn and be Christian Grey, lol just kidding.

Back On Track

2015-05-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

I have been such a completely unsure person in the past few years, unclear of what to do whether to agree or not, to go or not, or, to do or not. As much as I hate it when a person is constantly changing his or her mind, now I hate myself even more for being one of them. This time, I want to be certain and definite in making decision as I do not want to be such a complete asshole and "way klaro (unclear)."

By that, I am going to start by this post. One year ago, I left my blogger to Tumblr. Since, I already have a Tumblr account I just customized it to a fashion blog, for the reason that this blog is about fashion, etc. I am not really good at sticking in one category like keeping it clean and organized, so what I did in my Tumblr account what just posting random things. Now, I'm going to revive this blog and turn it not just into a fashion blog but a diary-ish kind of blog. Hopefully, this is going to be my starting point at being a confident and definite kind of person.

PS: I cannot wait to share my journey though :)

Endearing Outside

2014-02-25T02:34:00.001-08:00

Most of my friends were shocked when they saw me in my short hair. I got the same compliment from them saying "Short hair looks good on you. You don't look evil (maldita) , you look kind and warmhearted. Don't let it grow haha" Other says, when people look at me, they cannot identify whether I am a baddest bitch or not because of the hair haha. Besides, it's just my hair, but I am still that evil looking shorty boyish who plays volleyball, soccer, guitar, etc.

Anyhow, Roneth and I had our lunch at Harbour City, McDo, and then Casa Verde where we were going to meet our friend. We meet Bar's special friend from Manila who is half Filipino and half Iranian.

Queen of Wishful Thinking

2014-02-15T18:59:00.001-08:00

Valentine's Day, also known as Saint Valentine's Day, is believed to be celebrated by couples, which consist of a boy and a girl who are in love with each other. Even so, I reckon that Valentine's Day is to be celebrated by lovers, either it is bisexuals, friends, families, etc., hiatus. Last week, we were talking about where are we going to have our lunch on the day of Valentine's Day since most of us in the group are singles. So we decided to choose La Vie Parisienne, we thought that it would be filled with lovers since it will be Valentine's day but when we went to La Vie at exactly 12:00 there are like 10 people only, had our lunch there, which was not really lunch because we ate croissants, macaroons and desserts. We were talking and talking, and we waited for the sun to come down so that we can do the shoot inasmuch most of us are into photography. The place is epic, felt like I was in Japan filled with cherry blossom trees. You guys should visit there.

Pictures of me with blazer on were taken by Denielle Joyce Otadoy
Pictures of me without blazer were taken by Richard John Pozon
LOL

Happy New Year (2014)

2013-12-31T04:16:00.001-08:00

I have been waiting for the year 2013 to come because I love thirteen and now hours to go 2013 will be gone. Even though there are many ups and downs that I have/ we have encountered I'm sure those were lessons to learn for. New Year means, new beginnings, new doings and new things to look forward to, don't let the torment from the year 2013 keep you from being happy for this year 2014. Remember, we have to be thankful that God gave us another year to fulfil our duties as His servant. Happy New Year everyone and God bless!

Anyway, this is the outfit I wore for the New Year's Eve. Sadly, most of the pictures were ruined, its quality is as low as the fuck I usually give for haters lol.

Dress - Rest & Relax

Belt - Gift from my Mom

Shoes - Lashoe By Iris

Pouch - M.A.C

Illuminati Earrings - Forever21

Pictures were taken by my brother (he's getting better at taking pictures actually haha I'm proud)

Complete and Happy Family!

Tequila Carbine anyone!?

Beauty In Filth

2013-12-12T08:26:00.000-08:00

Beauty in Filth is what actually fits the most in my post. Look at the bicycle, it filled with filth yet it looks beautiful and so is the background. Anything you see from damaged to filth it can be changed to beauty. That is why, never underestimate the ugliness when ugliness can be turned to gorgeousness.

Thanks to my ever beloved photographer who is very talented when it comes on taking pictures and making it beautiful, my friend named Kaye Clarete. And to Steven who is very kind just like his girlfriend, thank you for letting me borrow your boyfie's bike as my props for the shoot, when actually it was just an impromptu.

Bike is from Steven, Chau's boyfie! :)

Gloomy Young Lady

2013-11-25T04:48:00.001-08:00

Does anybody think that floral crowns could be worn as a boyish look? I bet some. Most of the bloggers I know wearing floral crowns matched it with cute dresses, heels or doll shoes and anything girly. However, the idea that popped in my mind was my personality. The combination of pink floral crown, pink dress and black leather jacket, black stocking and black sneaker expressed my boyish side. You know fashion is not about how everyone would think about your look, it is how comfortable and how you can pull it off.

Got this leather jacket from thriftshop. My dancemates wants us to wear leather jacket for our design award dance number, anyhow I left my leather jackets in my hometown. Who would have thought that I could wear leather jacket here in tropical weather of Cebu. Fashion is not about how expensive your clothes it is how you can pull it off (overused words lol), as what I have said earlier.

I made this floral crown by myself, I bought a black headband, cut those flowers and pinned it on the headband using safety pin haha.

I love how my hair look so gorgeous here. Sadly, I just chopped off about 3 inches of my hair because I wanted it to be thicker.

This is Max! Look how he stares at me, isn't he so charming? :)

(Sorry for the quality of the picture got ghastly)

Huge thanks to the awesome photographer Kaye Clarete who is my closefriend, classmate, seatmate and chikamate haha.

And you can also contact her on Facebook

Weed Be Good Together

2013-10-23T02:03:00.002-07:00

Hello Sembreak! I missed you. It has been a long time since I had a shoot for lookbook and ta da!

Basically, the top was a huge t-shirt I bought from Sinulog this year which I regretted because the cloth is excessively transparent. I decided not to throw it but cut the shirt for it will be useful for some other appointment a.k.a laag lol. That's all! And btw I will post the so-called lookbook party with my gang Chau and Erna, watch out for it ;)

NATURE AT ITS BEST

2013-10-20T01:04:00.002-07:00

The beauty of Cebu's Alegria

A wise traveler never despises his own country. -William Hazlitt

I woke up early in the morning, went to the south terminal bus, but I waited inside the 7 eleven. It was my first time to travel here in Cebu because I don't have much time to do anything aside from studying, I guess? Lol. The reason is that I prefer staying inside my room, watching series, anime, movies, reading books, listening to music, surfing the internet and studying which I rarely do. Yes! I am an idle person, yet I can still pass everything on time. When I cannot, it only means I intended not to pass or do to. My first time wasn't that great owing to the fact that there are many bad things that happened, good thing no one got hurt, thank God. I traveled with my classmates/friends to see the beauty of Alegria, by all means we are fond of nature as well as photography. The pictures above are the examples of how beautiful Alegria is, that we filipinos have something to brag on, something we have that others don't. So to keep our place harmoniously, we have to stick together. Stick together means by helping each other or telling each other not to litter. This is our home. We have to take good

care and be proud of it! ;)

Photo is taken using Ipod Touch

Reason and Explanation

2013-10-01T10:19:00.000-07:00

I have tried my hardest already, but nothing has changed.

When I was still an elementary student I used to be "naning" when it comes to school activities, I've always been in the honor list. But because of my bitch face, my math teacher from my 6th grade been trying to drop me on the honor list. First grading, I was 6th. Second grading, I was 5th. Third grading I was 4th. Then, bullshit tragedy happened. This happens many times, every time I talked a little, this math teacher will always give me her bitch look and shouted at me in her bitch manner. I'm Nikki Omas-as and I don't wanna be shouted at things that are not worth shouting for. My patience reached to its limit, and so I talked back at her and defended myself. I gave her the best bitch face and best bitch speech slash insult, and she shut her mouth and looked so speechless. The class has ended so well. That was the reason why I graduated in elementary without any awards. I was expecting to be 3rd on the fourth grading but the bitch teacher gave me 78 in my math subject. This is the explanation why I don't give a damn fuck about school anymore.

Sam's Diner

2013-08-31T03:44:00.000-07:00

When we think of Diner, we think of 2 Broke Girls, A Cinderella Story, and etc. We see diner in television and movies. We think diner only existed in foreign countries. Yet, what we do not know is that Diner exist here in Philippines, particularly here in Cebu, the Diner named “Sam’s Diner.” Lol, I remember watching Cinderella Story, and the protagonist is Hillary Duff, and her name there was Sam and her father has a Diner named Hal’s Diner, unfortunately it wasn't named after her.

My first impression of Sam’s Diner when I got inside was like “whoa!” I was mesmerized by its ambience the whole thing was so vintage. I thought I was in the 90’s having lunch with my friends. The pictures were all about Elvis Presley and Marilyn Monroe, the songs they played were all about 90’s songs. Even the decorations and the posters, especially the Coca-Cola things that were released early 50’s – 90’s.

So these are the pictures I took, I edited it to make it more like in the mid 80’s or 90’s lol.

This vintage car is just awesome!

Even their faucet

Chau!

Marilyn Monroe

Guess?

Seizing the chance to take a picture of what I ordered because my number was 13, my favorite number.

This is the exterior of Sam's Diner :)

xoxo Nikki

Revolutionary Chic

2013-07-22T01:06:00.002-07:00

Sorry, got nothing to say :P

CAFA Acquaintance Party 2013 (Colorfest, City of Colour)

2013-07-06T23:22:00.001-07:00

Someone invited me to CAFA acquaintance party on Facebook. I wasn't sure if I'll go or not because of the thought nga ma busy ko ky graduating naman hihi, so I selected "maybe". Then my college friends said that they're going, so my mind changed immediately, I asked Mama to send me money for the payment. However, my dancemates (CAFA CREW) told me that we're gonna dance and the ticket is free haha how lucky I am!

PS: Thanks to Kaye Clarete for taking photos of us dancing hihi :D

I got this photo from Today's Carolinian taken by Phoebe Kate Espejo

With the imba girls

Headbangin'

So yeah, this is me haha

These are the contestants for gay pageant haha

While they were watching gay pageant haha

Skyblue - Kaye, Red - Weng, Yellow and Green - Dee

Toy cameras :D

Grabbed this photo from Dodid hihi

Happy eh?

Some of the photos are not mine, unless stated.

Phoebe's CupCakery

2013-06-30T10:34:00.001-07:00

If you haven't visited Phoebe's CupCakery, you really should. These photos were taken a long time ago while we were doing our assignment in Production Design, I think lol. Anyway, Phoebe's Cupcakery's a very small place if I am not mistaken there were only four chairs each of the three tables, except the outside one. Their cupcakes are so delicious even their packaging's totally cute! And of course! The cr is also cute but sorry to say that I don't have any pictures of the cr because it's really awkward bringing a camera inside, if you know what I mean haha. Enough with the talking and let the photos I took talk itself :)

Even the design of the main chair is so cute!

Phoebe's Cupcakery is located at Maria Luisa Road, Cebu City

PS: I used Denielle Joyce Otadoy's Camera for this :)

First Day of School

2013-06-11T03:10:00.002-07:00

Hi guys! It's been awhile. Well, it's our first day of school except for Bar. Actually these photos were taken not in school but in Ayala Mall and I.T Park. Bar visited here in Cebu and we planned to hangout, I invited my friends Roneth and Lalang. So yeah! We had our dinner in TGIFridays and we were talking random stuffs, you know like girl stuffs haha. We had a lot of fun listening to Bar's stories hihi. Afterward, we took photos and then stopped at I.T Park to have some Frap :)

Not so candid haha

I actually love this shot but it's blurred haha

Snow White Without The Seven Dwarfs

2013-06-04T05:02:00.001-07:00

"Snow White Without The Seven Dwarfs" so why this title? Because of my hair and skin (lol) and also the red headband without ribbon lmfao. Doesn't mean that I wrote Snow White, I'm pretty. Actually, I hated Snow White the first time I saw her in TV but when I watched Once Upon A Time the series, I started to love her. Especially when she evolved in her cartoon character, having long hair. Ugh I really love long hair! <3

And oh! About the red headband, it was my father who bought it haha <3

Boyish Can Be Lady Sometimes

2013-06-02T04:26:00.001-07:00

Boyish can be a lady sometimes haha. Anyway I have this attitude which is really boyish but I am also the girl type you see in mean girls, the meanie one haha. However, I am the type of person who discriminate someone when they discriminate my family and closefriends. I swear, you won't like it when I get mad ;) :) :) :) :)

This dress makes my abdomen look big.

Do you know how happy I am when I saw this photo after taken? Because I look so thin :D

I hate candid shot, but this is awesome haha

I'm All About Him

2013-06-01T03:19:00.000-07:00

Don't you know that I got this checkered baby dress and this stocking when I was still an elementary student? I know you don't. But now, you know haha. I don't think I got the chance to wear it. However, this wedge shoes is definitely new and I got them from California, although its brand (American Eagle) is not well-known here in the Philippines, but still it's simply gorgeous! Haha.

PS: I'm All About Him is a song by Auburn

Jansport

2013-05-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hey, it's my first DIY and I hope you like it.

So school is fast approaching and I need to have a bag like a backpack. As a fine arts student, I need a huge bag to have all my things get fitted into it. Because I already have one, I decided to put studs and design my bag.

First you need to have a bag, old or new, it's up to you :)

Second, you need to have studs.

This is how studs look when it's closer.

And This is the final product haha.

Now, I'm ready to go back to school! :)

PS: It's not fucking easy to put studs, like seriously! My nails broke after doing this.

Rebel Inside

2013-05-22T05:54:00.003-07:00

I have always wanted to have a shoot with skateboard and finally I did! We went to Golden Haven for a place to shoot, people there are so kind and not minding other's business :)

I got my simpleswagg top last last month (March 2013) as a bayad for CAM's dance video shoot with a little of advertisement. The shirt is worth the bayad because its price is 1000 above hihi and I got to choose what design and style, so I chose this huge sweater.

"Rebel Inside" title, uhm I just got it from my bonnet says "rebel inside" since I am a rebel looking one haha

How could I forget to thank Erna May Santos for being my photographer and videographer hihi. And also Jim Sarcauga for the Skateboard :)

Check Erna's blog

PS: Golden Haven is a cemetery haha

Hello Kitty ft. Barbie

2013-05-18T05:56:00.002-07:00

Shantal already told me long time ago, before my ojt and summer class started that there's a hello kitty thingy at SM. I've been wanting to go there but there was really no time because I've been occupied by ojt and summer class whole day. But after my ojt, I finally had a picture with my hello kitty grandparents hihi :>

Of course! How could I forget to have a picture with Barbie haha

Toodles :>