A Maiden's Testimony

Taiwan Escapade

2020-03-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

One of my goal in my life is to travel. This is the only escapade that can help me to refresh from stress and payoff of my hardwork. I feel like Ideserve something great for myself so this is the way to celebrate my blessing.

Fortunately, sometime on March 20-25, 2019, I had the privilege to travel in Taiwan. In terms of travelling to other countries, I am so much aware of ”Visa regulation. " Actually I dislike the thought of applying for Visa because I had been disapproved for two times. So, when my group of friends, told me that Taiwan's visiting visa was dismissed in order to attract tourism in their country, I took this opportunity to travel with them.

Taiwan actually is the last country that I explored so far, before the ncov19 became epedemic around the globe.

I was spoiled with their incredible attractions and been trapped in every characteristics of perfection of each nature we’ve visited. I also observed their foods, taste them all deliciously except sea foods, which i am allergic to it. 😂.. Upon touching down the said country, we directly went to Shelingpark in Taipie. Some pictures here was our daily tour included in our travel package. Be with me in this journey, my friends.

Shelingpark

Yehliu Geopark

Shifen Waterfall, Taipie

Seafoods and vegetables delicacies.

Taipie 101

Museum

Rainbow Village

City Walk

Sun Moon Lake

Chung-She Flower Garden

Waiting for someone to stand by me.

My Taiwan escapade was a great memories that remains in my heart. I don't know where is my next destination but I praying that the next travel maybe I am already with my future partner, which I am waiting for a long time.

Thank you so much for having time and part of A Maiden's Testimony travel journey. Enjoy reading!

=Betrayal =

2020-02-22T04:55:00.001-08:00

Betrayal caused us trouble and struggle, that sometimes our relationship shall be in suffering situation. In every journey we have, we met different people, they came to leave footprints in our life.

I just want to share my testimony of having experienced of being betrayed by a friend. A friend been part in my life for almost 3 years, wherein she attained my trust. We have a lot of good memories and the most part that I never forget about her was, she is openly shared mostly her past that made me felt comfortable. Along of our friendships I also discovered something about her good behavior, how she fight her life for her family. But despite of some good things I've noticed there are some characteristic that I really felt dismay.

Anyways, being betrayed is one of a reason why I become more careful in choosing a friend, I put boundaries to protect myself. I believe these circumstances happened to me lately, are part of my refinery and maturity.

Unfortunately, when my birth month was approaching, I ended up in the situation of being bitterness due to the unfaithfulness of a friend. This is the most downfall birthday that I had; I suffered physically and emotionally. I wasn't able to protect myself and never been wise in dealing some transactions from her. I realized that the TRUST, INTEGRITY and CREDIBILITY i worked for a long time, was in trouble. Facing this kind of dilemma made me vulnerable.

I don't know what I gonna do, as maybe people been involved in the said scenario. Do I need to choose my integrity? or to protect someone who is in trouble? I decided to obey the words I heard from them, though, it was against my heart, “white lies”, is a word of saving someones dignity. In this stage, I thank my bosses for their brain storming, helping me and comforting me in my helpless spot.

Once in our life, we don’t know what happened or why all this thing happened to us.

Sometimes, we become the subject and willing victim, that caused us to destruction and we never noticed that our positive journey should be affected. In life, we need to learn the lesson, and be settled of what we believed. I affirm that our wisdom can help us to overcome every complication we are facing in our progress of ability. The most important is we value to learn more from every mistakes we have.

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Till we met again.. 😂 Friendship goals

2020-01-23T02:38:00.000-08:00

High School friends are those friends that we became part in our youthful journey. This stage was the start point of learning and exploring to interact socially with friends, classmates and other people. When I was in 3rd year highchool, i was separated with my 2 bestfriend lilia and janet as i was assigned in a lower section. 😂 Of course, i felt sad, but i need to move on. Until, i met Anita and Gerita, as we are seatmates in the same row, until we've become friends. We named our group as 3marias.

We enjoyed our company and become part in each family. But, we separated our ways when we graduated from high school. We've met other friends in college and we had already don't know each whereabouts. Until, we became busy in building different journey of our life, along those journey, our friendship had been tested through miss understanding, but our relationship become more strong because of the forgiveness and understanding the situation we've been through. 😂

Fortunately, we've met and decided to reunited and we patched up to rebuild our friendship. Actually, our time are more memorableand lovable

I treasured this relationship that we had, I am truly blessed having them as my friends, I appreciate their gesture they extended with me, their love, care and kindness.

To you Jie, thank you so much for not forgetting me, i appreciate your time and extending your helped when I was in my deepest struggle. I am grateful being your friend.

To you Ann, I'm sorry for judging you, thank you for the forgiveness. I am happy witnessing your life as a successful one same as you jie, in the highest level of your life, you both still humble.

You are special in my heart, I love you both and may we continue our journey of friendship until we are in old age. I also pray that God will bless our relationship that our children and other friends will witness so they shall be blessed.

Here are some young memories we have. 😂

The moment we met is just like we conquered the world of friendship. 😂

We look young and pretty at this age.. 😂 😂 😂 😂 😂 😂 😂 😂

May God bless our relationship and give us the opportunity to enjoy and explore our remaining time.

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Essence of Life

2019-04-08T20:02:00.000-07:00

She is a pretty old woman of which her existence made her vulnerable. 😂 Life for her is not as easy go lucky like other, this maiden's journey had given her wisdom that brings her more great things in her life. She is not rich in material things but she is rich of joy, peace, love and kindness. This maiden believes that the essence of life is not what you have, who is with you and how famous you are. It is how you become contented of what you have, being thankful, be kind, forgive those who hurt you and ask also forgiveness to those you hurt. Be prayerful and give time to meditate. Always ask God for wisdom, trust and believe God for everything. That's how a maiden's life enduring the great blessings GOD bestowed in her life.

Prayer: Dear Father in Heaven, thank you so much for everything, may you continue to filled my heart with joy, shield it by peace and love, crowning me by your mercy, grace and favor. In beloved name of Jesus. Amen.

My First Devotional for March 2019

2019-02-28T16:13:00.002-08:00

James 1:12 Blessed is eh man that endureth temptation; for when he is tried, shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hat promised to them that love Him.

Application:

In every temptation and difficult that we have in life, we know that only god can help us. Trusting and believing God in the midst of our hardship, He promised us for a crown in heaven, because of our faith with Him. Obeying the word of God is help us and guide us to a right path and to every decision that we are about to do. In every trials and temptation is one of a way in testing and maturing our faith. In every difficulty we have God is the one who gives us wisdom how to handle everything. So stay firm of your faith to God as I do as well.

My prayer.

Dear God, my beloved Father, thank you so much for everything, may you help me and protect me and my family from any harm and temptation. Guide me always in every decision that I have, help me to do good and right things that will glorify your name. I honor you God and thank you so much for crowning me of your tenderkindness love, mercy and favor. Thank you Lord Jesus for healing and freedom. Amen.

Travel Mania

2019-02-21T06:44:00.001-08:00

One of the most highlight that I experienced before the end of 2018 is the Christmas holiday vacation in Bohol, Cebu, Oslov and Sumilon Island which was sponsored by our bosing bottom line.

blood compact

It was my first time to visit Bohol that feels me excited. I heard a lot about this place because of its famous different and historical tourist spot they have. Bohol is rich of different kind of beautiful and amazing scenery. Like, beaches, Chocolate Hills, Hinagdanan Cave, Lobok Cruise, Exotic Animals , Tarsier, Manmade Trees and other historical spot, like Old churches. Actually, we visited all of this except the Exotic Animals, because of the hard rain, so we decided to go the Hinagdanan Cave. Pictures maybe in the next post that I gonna share with you guys.

Our first day in Bohol, we spent our time in Alona Beach, I and my daughter enjoyed the white sand seashore and crystal sea water. It was an irresistible experience with the nature which makes my spirit free. I really love to stay long in the clean sea blue and crystal water, but since, the sunset gradually drowns we end up our swim and change our wet clothes. We decided to take our dinner in one cozy restaurant. After dinner, we look something for fun, and our feet entered in a videoke bar. Singing actually is one of the most I love.. sorry folks..hahaha..but anyways, they enjoyed so much when I song my favorite music... hahaha..

After the concert we tried the most selling and all-time favorite of boholanos Halo Mango, which makes us mesmerized because of the most delightful taste that I ever love. Overall, I really enjoyed and nourished this blessing that I had. I want to thank God for the favor and for providing all our needs.

Ended we have a great bohol escapade...and we are ready for out next destination...CEBU CITY.

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Thank you so much 2018!

2019-01-01T04:22:00.002-08:00

Dear 2018,

Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to enjoy my journey for the whole year . You make my life more excited and more favored. When 2018 knocked, God blessed me abundantly, that I nourished and enjoyed. He blessed also my heart in giving, and it was my privilege to support with those I am praying for. I am so thankful to become a good steward of the blessings that I have, He shouldered all the needs of my daughter in school and I thank God for the processed healing of my daughter and my son's situation.

In the middle of this year my soul had been tested of relationship that I never expected. I opened the door to someone which caused me so much pain but it given me hope because of testing of my faith and obedience. God you know, how weak I am, but you make me strong, you gave me wisdom to understand the situation and you help me to decide the right thing to do. Another test was my relationship with my friends, I was hurt because I truly love them but I need to accept the truth because of them, I learned a lesson that helps me to be strong and to be trusted. Though I am not comfortable every time we talked, yet, I still love them and respect them. I still thank them because in my journey, they contribute a bigger part in my life.

Closing the door of the said wrong relationship helps me a lot, it gave me freedom to forgive and forget. Obeying you Lord, is one of the greatest test of my faith.

Thank you so much despite of my shortcomings, you reminded me that I am so much love and you promised me to endure my life forever.

Ended, my journey 2018 is favored, and I am blessed for experiencing the love of God, and helping me in everything. I cannot do it alone, thank you my Heavenly Father for being with me in times of difficulty, trouble and problems. You never leave me alone, you make me stronger, you gave me wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Thank you for shielding my heart with joy, peace and love.

Crowning me your tender kindness love, mercy and favor in my next journey of life in this coming 2019, including my daughter, son, mother, sister, brother and his family, my loveone and friends.

Now, I welcome 2019!! with more abundance of blessing, favor and love!!!

Sincerely,

Star Chuu

Music Monday- Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

2018-11-20T04:31:00.000-08:00

There is no perfect relationship if you are not meant with each other. Loving someone is not enough, you need to to let it go and accept your fate. Love is not a fairy tale that we seen in the movie, it is an irony to the journey we have. The perfect love that can give to us is the love of our great father above.

I want to dedicate this song for someone that once in my life, he became part of my journey of love. I have no regret of the love we shared before, and I truly cherished our memories. To the man that I love, if you happen to cross in my home page, don't forget to play this song. This is for you, and I wan't to say thank you for a short time that we shared, you made me happy.

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Adventure Blast Day 1: Albay-Bicol Region

2018-11-17T07:43:00.000-08:00

I am so blessed to have an extended family in Manila who help me and offered me a private car with driver for our travel together with mommy Cora. Of course, I thank the coupled joy and jay for extending their heart to let us borrow their motor vehicle.

Well, travelling from Manila to Bicol Region took 9 hours. We travel at 7pm and we arrived the place at 6 in the morning of November 4, 2018 and we had take our bed rest first before we decided to go to the place that we shall visit.

This is my first time to have a solo adventure, I feel excited to myself because of being alone, no group of friends with me, but i am so much glad that I have one who become my best buddy ever. I want to say thank you mommy cora for being my best partner. This is the most adventurous and joyous journey of my holiday blast. Maybe because being alone in this journey, you are connected with yourself. I realized that travelling is not necessary who is with you, who are around you and who are your companion. The most important is you enjoy yourself in every activities you have and your connection with the one who blessed you. I actually amazed this journey of mine, I believe God arranged it everything for me. I did not experience difficulty for my travel, everything is set, the car, the driver, the place where i stay and the people that will help me on the duration of my adventure. See, how God loves and blesses me. Thank you Lord, for your kindness and for giving me angels everytime I took my vacation. You always reminds me that I am your daughter, the heirs of this world, and you have given me the opportunity to explore the world and be happy. Thank you my Heavenly Father for everything.

God creation is beautiful and great, I was amazed of the place we visited. On the first day of my Bicol blast holiday. We went to Mayon Skyline, located in the halfway to the peak on the Eastern slope of Mayon Volcano. it such a very nice place for refreshing, I enjoy the fresh air, peaceful huge of nature, cool and very relaxing place.

I found myself enjoying the breeze and a perfect place to rest. I am captivated of the following scenery around this beautiful nature of Mayon Volcano, although he hide from the clouds, I believe that He possess a very important characteristic that is why He is famous and became the first attraction in the place of Bicol.

Here are some of my enjoyable pose and I can say it Perfect Nature blast~~

Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better. Albert Einstein

Colors are the smiles of nature. Leigh Hunt

with mommy cora

If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive. Eleonora Duse

Nature's beauty is a gift that cultivates appreciation and gratitude. Louie Schwartzberz

Every volcano is a powerful illustration of God's character. He is a Vesuvius of goodness, life, and energy. Reinhard Bonnke

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Music Tuesday! Angels Brought Me Here..

2018-11-13T07:46:00.001-08:00

To my right man, the day that we meet, I want you to sing this song for me.

I believe that God has set you apart for me. He ready your heart to love me most, that I gonna love you too forever. That I gonna amazed of you, because you fears God. That, we both have the same attitude and characteristics. That we shall enjoy our relationship with full of love, joy and peace. That we both travel the world, to enjoy the abundance of blessings of God for us. That our relationship shall prosper and endure us. That, the time we meet, we are still young, pretty and handsome, healthy and financially stable. That, we both have the heart to help the poor and the needy. That we gonna have a lot of fun in life, we can travel to enjoy the nature and the gift of God for us. That we shared together all good things and right things to our love ones.

That we shall build a happiest and joyfullest family. That we are both bless spiritually, physically, mentally and emotionally.

Father, thank you so much, I declare and claim that this petition I ask from you shall be coming in my way. Give me patience to wait and make our life in order God, in Jesus name. Amen.

Letting Him Go is a freedom.

2018-11-11T07:05:00.002-08:00

This maiden actually suffered pained from her present relationship which was once in her love journey brought her heartaches from the past and present situation. She never expected that the moment she unlocked her heart for this someone, is a path of complication and uncertainties.

Actually, when the first day they met, the night after, she felt pain that caused her to cry out loud with the heavenly Father, praying to protects her heart and guides her in every decision she has.

Lately, she did not notice her feelings had been captivated by her emotions in which fear made her worry. Worry since, she is afraid to loose the one she loves.

A short duration of dating was the happiest moment with him but it caused them trouble and sadness upon they set apart. This maiden’s digging her mind and everyday she deeply think to find an answer, why all this things happened that troubled her too much.

Attending the Emotional Damage Healing in Davao, is a big answer of her prayer. Actually it was a breakthrough which ended her to be brave, give her courage to ask forgiveness to those she caused trouble, for herself and to the one who hurt her. She has also given a privilege to pray for the one she loves, before they departed. She never forget that moment as they both celebrate and cherish their last day being together, before they say goodbye.

God has always a reason why they bring back in their past, maybe because there was an issue with their life that they need to reconcile and to make the wrong thing to a right thing. God wants us to understand that our past brought us heavy baggage and that baggage needs to throw away, o release, to reject and cancel. He wants us to clean our path for the next level of our life, as He prepared for us.

Acceptance is one of her way to be more confident and reserves her strength. In every decision she has, given her a deepened relationship with the loving God. She deserves freedom, joy, happiness, love and peace.

Likewise, she deserves a treat with herself, or a vacation that shall help her to restore her being, activate her spirit to soar and to have a peaceful soul.

travelling to Casagwa

Casagwa Park

ATV at Casagwa

a short caption at Mt. Mayon skyline

I wish and pray that when she come back, God shall restore her heart, fully covered with love, joy, peace, kindness, self-control and happiness. She believes that she totally recovered everything. God never fails with His promise, this journey she has is a reminder that she needs to wait patiently, because every prayers and petition she has, God heard them and been answered. And when her heart is ready, she shall receive and endure her life forever.

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Happy Birthday my Angel!

2018-11-11T05:59:00.004-08:00

Time flies to fast, my little angel is totally certified a lady! God makes a way, that I gonna be with her to celebrate her birthday. I am so much blessed to be her mother and I thanks God because He engraved my heart to love and care my angel everyday.

My prayer to you my dear anak, that God shall crowning you by His tender kindness love, mercy and favor in every journey of your life. I affirm, that you shall be filled with the fruits of the Holy Spirit, such as: love, kindness, peace, joy, generosity and self-control. That God will bless your heart, protect you from any harm and temptation. That God shall surrounds you more good people, and you shall be a blessings to them. That God, shall increase your leadership skills and He shall use your life to minister the leaders and to be a legacy of the next generation. God loves and cares surrounds you, that the enemy cannot touch you, cannot see and read your emotions. God is your strength and He shall prosper your life. You have nothing to worry because God had already cast your fears! God is your refuge and strength. You are special in His heart. You are always loved! In Jesus name. Amen.

Celebrating her birthday at Vikings

November 3, 2018

After Viking...massage bonding

We both feel happy and we enjoy our time. Nak, don't forget that you are beautiful and you are remained as my angel and special.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANAK!

Bonding with my daughter.

2018-11-09T17:22:00.001-08:00

Mother and daughter relationship is the greatest gift that I have. I am blessed to be a mother of a beautiful lady, who possess a good spirit, a lovely and kind in nature. Last October 12, 2018, i have a chance to visit her, i truly missed her presence. We spent our time together and it was a great and valuable lovely day for us. We spent our time chatting while we are eating to a different korean resto and convince our self to eat to a western resto.

We went to Starbucks for an early coffee with Atty. R. Then after discussion about some topics and some encouragement word for vyne, she treats me in the Sweet house which was located within the area of SM Mall of Asia.

with Atty. R.

Early coffee in Starbucsk

A single shot with mommy cora

“Spare the rod and spoil the child – that is true. But, beside the rod, keep an apple to give her when she has done well.”– Martin Luther

Dinner time

Parlor bonding!

The day that I am leaving to GSC

Candy House

I think togetherness is a very important ingredient to family life.”– Barbara Bush

with Atty. Romulo

free chocolate cherry and chocolate flavors.

Breaftast in starbucks

"To my daughter. Never forget that I love you. Life is filled with hard times and good times. Learn from everything you can. Be the woman I know you can be. Mom”

God is Going to Cause You to Forget The Pain! by Joel Osteen

2018-10-08T15:36:00.001-07:00

God is going to cause you to forget the pain, he gonna bless you in such a way that you dont remember the pain, is not to be going to for front of your mind you will be so feel of gratitude for, God is done you did not think about what been through. we talk about let it go the past, forgiving people that did is wrong, not really living disappointments that important that sometimes it is hard to think about what is wrong.

You wake up, and that heartaches all matters unto mind, through the day you would not be happy but you feel that heaviness reminding you of the lost, all the sickness you dealing with. We try to tune it out, but it can be ongoing struggle, stay in courage, there will be a day will God causes you forget, you will gonna wake up thinking about the hurt, you gonna wake up thinking the goodness of God. You gonna go through the day discourage through the lost, way down by that heaviness, God going to turn on around to where all you think about is how grateful you are. You gonna have a deep satisfaction, a joy that you cant explain. God is not forgotten about you, He had seen the heartaches, the lonely nights, the injustice, God is collected every tears that you've shed. You may not be forget of your own, the good news is God is going to cause you to forget. He is going to turn it around in such away that you overwhelm. You have time to think about the hurt you, so focus for the grateful goodness of God.

We all need things about to forget, a big bad break, a mistakes that we made, a door to close, a brought heartaches. Do your best to let it go, when we taught comes up, don't dwell on it, but some point, God is going to do something out of the ordinary that to causes you to forget. You won't have to struggle with it in your thoughts, your mind will so feel with God's goodness, that the negative memories doesn't have the space to come back up.

I'm to bless to be offended, Im to bless to be stress out, Im too bless to get bitter, when I think about the goodness of God. The good news is where is breakthrough how it cause to be open.

Isiah said, Because you got a double of trouble, your inheritance of land will be double and your joy will be forever, God did not promise that we will have difficulties. S ometimes, we get the double dose more than our shares, the good news is trouble doesn't have the final say, the sickness, the lose, the betrayal is not how your story ends. God promises is not only to bring you through but it will bring you with double, double the joy, double the peace, double the influence, double the resources, it says your joy, were go on forever. that means the trouble is temporary, the addiction, the loneliness, the depression, the sickness is not going to last. Pain is temporary, but your joy will go on forever. Maybe you'd been through a lot for the past, or perhaps you have lot against you and now, that it seems you cant work out get ready, Manassah is coming, there is something on your future that you will be so bless, so prosperous, so grateful, that you live from the place of joy, a place of gratitude, when you say Lord, thank you for your favor, you amazed me of your goodness.

You don't wake up in the morning thinking about the haters, you wake up how bless you are. You don't go through the day bitter because of bad breaks, you go to the day say Lord, thank you for your favor, thank you for being so good to me, you dont go to bed to discourage, dwell on that not did not work out, you lie down on peace, overwhelm with gratitude, thinking about the greatness of our God.

There is something in your future that will erase the pain of the past. God is not going just bring you through, is not going to just restore you, heal you, vindicate you, that would be good, God will cause you to forget the pain, God is going to do something out in the ordinary. something unusual, something didn't see coming.

We dont understand everything is happen, life is not always fair, you dont make people do what is right, God gives us our own free will. Sometimes people, make decisions that hurt us, but God is the god of justice, He knows, how he will heal the hurts, that would be enough we would be grateful to be restored, God is so amazing, His going to cause you to forget the pain of the past. When you go to the point have a bad break, you become pregnant Manassah is concieve of your spirit, Maybe you did not have a good job, somebody betrayed you, finding of illness you take treatment life strike you a curl, the goodness is, your pregnant there is a baby coming, God bless you to such a way to forget what you lost, forget your hurt, forget your pain.

My Prayer:

Thank you Father, I am grateful and overwhelmed of your promise in my life. Thank you despite of my pain, my heartaches, bitterness, loneliness, sadness, losing someone, you are going to restore me, heals me vindicate me and helps me to forget the pain. Lord, thank you for your favor, for being so good to me, for everything. Thank you for loving me and giving me joy and peace in my heart. Thank you Lord for giving me the opportunity to experience your greatness, your mercy and favor in my life. I love you Lord, I will trust everything to you and I believe you had work our path to make everything unto order. I pray that you shall give us wisdom for every decision that we have. Help me Lord, and help also the person that I love, that he gonna have peace in his heart and mind, help him also Father, give him wisdom so he can understand your purpose in his life. In Jesus name. Amen.

My Prophecy

2018-09-15T14:13:00.000-07:00

Sometime in the early month of 2014, we had given the priviledge to attend the prophesying training in ENC. It was a great opportunity to become part of this activity to open our mind and understand in every gift bestowed by God to us. This ministry had given us the opportunity to used our gift by giving us the wisdom to understand every word we heard from God through our mind, soul and spirit. It help us to focus in every word He speaks in our heart and mind.

I was encouraged to be part in this activity and it was my opportunity to hear God promises unto my life.

When the Pastor asked me, "are you thinking to remarry again, vilma? I didn't answer the question because i am in doubt of myself if i will remarry or not, as i am still enjoying my life as a single. He didnot wait my answer, but he continue to speak and prophesy me this:

" The Lord is going to give you a good man that you will amazed because the man that the Lord will give you will be a man who would fear me. You don't go looking for it because it will look for you. And, the Lord says, Vilma i'm going to bless you financially, you're going to travel the nation. Your not going to be one who's going to look at your daughter and say, it's just her but your going to travel together. Your gonna be one whose gonna experience the goodness of God in your lifetime. Know this Vilma, your young and there's a world out there to conquer. And the Lord says, be ready, be happy because i'm gonna give you good things."

My prayer:
My heavenly loving Father, thank you for everything, thank you for giving me hope and courage. Father, help me to focus in your promise, guide my heart and bless me every moment. Shield my heart with your love and affection. Cover my heart with joy, love, patience, kindness and self control. Crowning me by your tenderkindness love, mercy and favor in every journey that I have. Thank you for loving and caring me Lord, I honor you and glorify your name. In Jesus name. Amen.

Far from love.

2018-08-27T13:23:00.000-07:00

Love is the deepest feeling that we shared with someone we love. Love is the most exciting and amazing part in every journey we have. Love is the essence of feelings that we enjoy. Love conquers everything!

Have you been fall in love to someone?

This maiden real journey of having in love with someone is quite hurtful. In her early stage of being had a relation with a guy whom she falls in love, gave her a traumatic experienced that caused her a different kind of suffering and failures in life. This maiden actually, is the most loneliest woman who never stop to fight the battle she had been facing of. Yes, loving him is the most enjoyable moment she had, it was the most unforgetable memories she cherished and those moments they had remained deeply in her heart.

Yet, the world changed the position of her feelings. A hurtful message from someone she loves most, made her die, her heart had been covered a hateful feelings and it became a desease to her, causing her to cry for every wrong decision she made.

It was hard to choose in the middle of uncertainties and discomfort. Her heart tried to change choices but her emotions conquered by fear, niether she choose the one she loves who are willing to accept her being, despite of her weaknesses nor she should remained to the person she never love but she lost her purity. Her decision agonized so much pain and fear which led her to voluminous failures in life.

Many years gone by, this maiden's became a fighter and stronger, maybe because of different failures she gone through. Years and many years has gone, her journey in life changed, though she became busy in her life, she never fails to pray for the man she longed for.

This man who conquered her heart from the start they met. The first and the last man that she wants to be own and to live with, forever. A man who makes her happy and in his arms she felt security by his love. A man that she prayed for.

She never stop praying and wrestling God's help. praying to the one she loved and desired to be with him forever. In her journey of waiting caused her hopeless. Hopeless, in the sense that she has no knowledge about his whereabouts, thinking if his love to this maiden still in his heart, but she was reminded always of his last sweetest word she heard from him, "kahit maputi na ang buhok mo, kapag tayo'y muling magkita, mamahalin at mahalin pa rin kita", he did'nt knew that words became her armed to hope of waiting.

Sometimes, she ask herself, until when she will wait for him? Is he far from love? Can she still own his heart? She was afraid of those question created by her mind.

But she never lost her hope that someday their steps will lead them in a right time and in a right place to meet again. Until one day, those questioned and prayer became a breakthrough and real.

How can she forget's this date? The most awaited time in meeting him, unexpectedly, when she saw this familiar face, her heart was fully occupied by excitement, hope and love. Meeting her lost love made her sleepless, until she realized that their journey begins here...

Do you want me to continue the most beautiful journey of a maiden's love story?

This might be a very sweet and lovely when they started to communicate with each other..

Folks, their love story never ends here.. Their journey starts here.

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Her existence..

2017-06-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

Her existence …

To be a mother is a gift and a blessing. My mother is one of a kind which God given to us. Reminisce my childhood, I still remember how our life suffering in hardship. I saw my parent’s who works too hard for our daily needs and for our education. I witnessed the hardship of my parent, especially my mom.

My mom, is the oldest daughter of our late grandfather. According to her, at her younger age, they have a luxury life, but when our grandmother died, their life begun to change. His father, remarry again, unfortunately, her step-mom abused her which caused her to stopped her study and she decided to marry in her early stage.

She shared with us the challenges, trials, hardships and failures in every roads she'd been through. She become more stronger, a fighter and a survivor in her different battle in life.

When she had her own family, she taught us to know the good things and understand the dark side of this world. I remember how she TRUSTED us, when we are growing up. She nurtured us by her unconditional love and affection, despite of her busiest time by providing our daily needs.

And when the time we got married, she continue to pray for us, I know sometimes in her life she suffered when we are in trouble. Her loving heart reminds me how she protects and comfort her children. Her hugged gives us peace and comfort. Presently my mom, choose to serves us by cooking and do some household chores despite of her old age.

We are so much bless because now, we her children witnessing her life as she is enjoying serving God. I thank God for giving her the opportunity to experience her life by honoring God and serving His people.

To you mang, I honor you, thank you so much for trusting us, for all the sacrifices, for your love, for your prayerss and for your great time serving our God in heaven. I love you mamang!! We love you you!

1 Timothy 5:4But if a widow has children or grandchildren, they must first learn to show godliness to their own family and repay their parents, for this is pleasing in the sight of God.

Dear God, thank you so much for the gift of life, you choose us to love . Thank you for the great opportunity that you gave for our mother, after the tribulation of her life, at her 72 years on earth, you let her to enjoy your love, by giving her peace, joy, love and the wisdom to know you and bless her heart by giving her the passion to serve you and your people. I pray dear Lord Jesus, to add her life, and may she enjoy the gift of the Holy Spirit. I declare healing in any deceases she has, freedom and forgiveness in her heart. Lord, I pray to crowning her by your tenderkindess love, mercy and favor. In Jesus name. Amen.

I am not a Teacher..

2017-06-26T04:55:00.002-07:00

Teaching is not my profession, I actually dislike to teach children because I know how difficult to discipline kids with different characteristic as they grew up with different culture. Besides, I never dreamed to be a teacher, and I did not see myself to teach in the future.

But if God will use you, whatever difficult things made you, God shall give you the wisdom to learn, to teach and to understand the lesson that you shall impart to the children in front of you.

And because of my desire to serve and to share my hidden talent, I started to observe every Sunday in ENC-victory kids, General Santos City. I have given also the opportunity to volunteer in the said congregation, being part of this ministry. They mentoring us by attending the training and giving us some christian reading materials, challenging us to makes some crafts by our own ideas which helped me to enhance my creativeness in anyways. Likewise, they encourage us that leading and serving is one of the gift that we need to intensify in any ministry where we be called.

My first day of handling the pre-schooler, was a challenging one, because most of our kids speak English with correct pronunciation and grammar …ha!ha!ha!ha…but to my surprised I made it, maybe because of the wisdom that I asked from our Heavenly Father. He gave me the strength to do my part, and I believe that I can only do it, because of His presence through the Holy spirit who work with me. This is how God used my existence which I valued so much. Why? Because I did not study teaching, I was not a teacher graduate, I am only a mediocre who dreamed to live with purpose.

In this endeavor I bestowed, It is my opportunity to honor the kids volunteer ministry of ENC, General Santos City for believing on me, and for the great chance they gave to every individual who have the desire to be part in any ministry they called to be.

Three years of doing my teaching skills (I call it my hidden skill),, it helps me more to understand the value of the gospel in my daily life. I did not only learn from the lesson I shared with the kids, I also learned to apply every lesson in any situation of my life. That is why, teaching the gospel with the children is also like God teaches you for transformation.

Psalm 78:2-4 for I will speak to you in a parable. I will teach you hidden lessons from our past- stories we have heard and known, stories our ancestors handed down to us.

We will not hide these truths from our children; we will tell the next generation about the glorious deeds of the Lord, about his power and his mighty wonders. (from christian quotes)

HATE and FORGIVE

2016-10-31T06:41:00.000-07:00

Today is souls day, it is the only time that I and my sister have a great time to travel in our hometown where our late father and brother buried in the Cemetery of Koronadal City.

When we arrived in the said city, we went first to the cemetery we ask someone to clean the grave. After an hour that we stayed in the said place, we went in KCC mall, to take our late breakfast., then we visit our friend Lilia. We actually plan to go home after visiting her, but we receive message from our oldest brother that he is on his way to Marbel. So we decided to go back in KCC Mall, and wait for him.

While we are walking within the premises, I notice a familiar face and when I looked at him, I actually felt unusual. My hatred comes up, I cant understand my feeling that time, but, I felt my heart heart wants to burst out, but thank God I controlled myself as I am afraid to make an scandal inside the mall. Well, I and my sister, followed him actually, and he noticed it, and when he look at me, I angrily look him. I really want to go to him and I plan to confront him, but I decided to stay calm.

While taken our snacks in one of the fast food, I felt uncomfortable, I really felt the hate inside. I want to confront him. I want him to know how I hated him. While I shared it with my sister, what I felt. I secretly ask God in my heart, why I felt this way? How I can forgive the guy, who become the instrument of my xh and even the woman involved in FRAMING me up which is I considered them all the HORRORS in my NIGHTMARES in my past.

Sometimes, if I think and imagine my past, I felt very which I thought, I had already forgive those who caused my pain and failure. Observing my inner heart, that time, I really want to hear some answer if I do need to forget and forgive him as I know myself that I had already move on. It was such an answer from those fourteen years, i thought, wishing that someday, I gonna meet that guy to tell him how badly he is. Too sad, wasn't able to punch or strike him, which my left head dictate. In my right head said, so what, it is a long time ago vilma.

Luckily, while I and my sister decided to go in the comfort room upstairs, I saw again that familiar face, This time, I said into myself, Yes!! this is my opportunity to confront this guy. I went straightly to him and asked his name for confirmation. and I am not wrong he is the guy my xhubby friend which had been use to FRAMED me up in the situation they made against me. I used to introduce my name unto him, but, he used not to know me.or he was acting that he don't know me neither. I told my name, then I said in vernacular "tung imo amigo nabuang na, mayo ikaw wala pa nabuang" in English, your friend is already insane, "good for you because your still not getting insane" and I walked out straughtly. I know he was shocked of the event I made. I did the right decision, why?because I want him to know and understand the effect of their mistakes they made 14 years ago against me. I just only want him to know that there are someone who hates him and I need to renounce it infront of him, so that I can forgive him. Of course, I believe it happened because of the reason that it is time for me to FORGIVE the people who HURT me for a long time ago. I felt relieve anyways!! I felt the freedom because after all, the hate that I felt gone and my heart is ready to FORGIVE and FORGET them. Only God can do miracle in every human heart.

Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.Colossians 3:13 | NIV |

My Prayer:
Dear God, please help me to forgive those people who become the instrument of my failures, cover my heart with love so I know how to love and pray those who hurt me. Thank you father God for the opportunity to met that person whom I hated, and expose to him the reality of their wrong doings, may you open his heart to understand the consequence they made and he shall be able to ask forgiveness unto you. Give us peace in our heart that the time we meet again, love and mercy shall cover my heart. In Jesus name. Amen.

Know the gift of life/

2016-07-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

We always say that life is a gift. The gift which we shall be able to know and discover in every stage of our life.

One time when I and my daughter talk about life, She asked a question, “ Mum, how did you survived of my attitude? How did you handle everything, despite of those negativity of my emotions which resulted of our quarrels and misunderstanding? Those questions makes me smile, I took her hands and hug her. And told her all about, I answered her that “Only God’s grace and the wisdom of love, understanding and patience is my weapon when we are both in the presence of uncontrolled circumstances. I actually explained to her, that I got surprise of my respond towards her, and told her that every moment we had a misunderstanding; I must to challenge myself whatever the difficulties I faced and learned from it. I told her that our life is not depended of what we have or of who we are, it is depends of God’s desire and purpose He designed in our life.

In our early stage of our existence is an experimental of our beings, how we shall be able to response with our emotions which is the most sensitive part of our feelings that we need to control.

Our small talks reminded me how crucial the future of our siblings is? if you have no awareness of what she feels, then the future shall hold the effectiveness of the emotion.

The reality of our existence in the frenzied world, had been complicated because of our heart, desires. I thank God for giving me the opportunity to know His desires and the Gift of Life being blessing I receive in my entire life.

I thank God, for giving me the opportunity to enjoy the gift of life. Our gracious beloved God is the source of everything, in financies and our relationship to our beloved friends, family and most specially our spiritual favour from above.

..with the temptation

2016-03-25T05:12:00.001-07:00

My journey help me to stand as a strong woman. I realized that my life was tested by different phase of a giant of circumstances.

Fourteen years of my separation, I tried to figure out the impact of those challenging part in my early marriage I consider my marriage as a great revelation of who and what I am today, I actually consider my marriage as a winning piece in my journey in the sense that God taught me to trust everything in Him despite of failures and struggles of my relationship with my love ones.

I may not know why it happen to me that before, but God had given me the wisdom, to understand why it happened. I had the opportunity to understand that life is always be a battle. Failure is one of the battle that I experienced, I FAILED in my marriage life which I question God and seek His answer before. It is not sin to question God, but it is a way to ask God it purpose why I should need to experienced it.

Years passing by and new years come, I slowly understand that our God is great! I actually appreciate Him, because of His tenderheartedness, His truly a loving and merciful father. I experience His presence. His love and care in the midst of my battle and I realized that He won my battle.

Temptation, No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. 1 Corinthians 10:13

I am human, I need someone to be with, just to shared my losing piece, I mean, to share my failure that caused me so much pain. And then, someone came along the road, to make it short, I have been tempted and made sin against God. When I had made my decision to had a relationship with other man after my separation with my husband, I remembered my first tears, the most painful and sinful tears I had done in my life, the result of repeated mistakes I've done. It is actually one way of showing that I felt too tired in my life. But God never gave up on me. He tried to reached me, He open my eyes with the truth, that He loves me so much. God enlightened my mind and my heart, God wants me to know that He always care of me.

I believe and I always been praying that God shall shield my heart with His tender kindness love and comfort me with His faithful promise..that soon,the person that I prayed for and love for is not a temptation but His promised that I patiently wait.

My prayer..

Dear God, thank you so much for guiding my life, for never gave up on me. Thank you for your great love as you make me complete everyday. Thank you for your faithful promised that I hold on. In Jesus name. Amen.

A Maiden's Testimony's Come Back 2016

2016-01-24T07:02:00.000-08:00

I almost forgot my other world, I am too lazy to put my hand into the keys, specially if my brain is nonfunctional. But since, I myself miss my virtual home, I decided to open and start my fingers to work according of what my mind say. Well, this might be a privilege again to press the button of my head, so that the clogged blood shall run in my vein and help to touch my Adrenalin and my brain shall be able to function and help me to think whatsoever!!

I was been inspired by my best pal to write and she encouraged me to write my own story. She is my mentor, one of the most witty , pretty and friendly blogger back in 2009.

One reason I decided to hiatus the maidens testimony, because of my time, i cannot manage it anymore, second, i felt discourage because of my grammar, third, I am afraid to criticize.

Anyways, God wants us to develop our skills and to share our talents with other. Maybe, I have the skills in writing,but what I need is to develop it, practice it until it will makes it perfect.

I hope that you shall enjoy your time by stopping and reading A Maiden's Testimony.!

Psalm 31:24 : "BE STRONG, AND LET YOUR HEART TAKE COURAGE, ALL WHO WAIT FOR THE LORD!"

Isang Bayan kay Pacman

2015-04-27T08:48:00.000-07:00

Pacman Manny Pacquiao the great fighter in the entire world. He become a hero in every individual's life. He is a role model of the world.. His life is a great testimony for every Filipinos. He is a great influence in every individual. Manny possess a good heart, he loves to help poor people and he loves God. Kaya Pacman this is for you ISANG BAYAN PARA SAYO!! we pray for you Manny PAcman.

A decisive victory in a battle.

2015-04-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

Individual shows a different characteristic in making a decision. It says that if we have no battle in life we have no power to choose. My question is,.. How the battle affects your life? How victorious you are? How would you accept the situation if you lost in that battle? Is there any solution to come if you become a losser?

A lot of question derived from my mind. I consider my life is far beyond I expect. My path that I took yesterday is different path than today. Yesterday I had a win and lost situation that makes me realized. I need to stand of what I facing contrary with my imaginations. Yet everything is simply possessing different situations that hang me up.

Considering the question HOW THE BATTLE AFFECTS YOUR LIFE? Of course I might tell it, Bravo!! Congrats!! My battle in every journey that I have is a great opportunity to know the things that makes my life change. I considered my financial status as a battle. Every one of us of course needs money. Money gives you freedom a freedom that sometimes we misuse it because money changes our status of living. I got some lesson in terms of this matter, back in my past, I remember the time that I have nothing but only Five Pesos (P5.00) in my pocket. I worried and scared that time, but then that moment, I cried out and asked my God begging Him to provide, then He answered through other people, God used this person who gave me One Hundred Pesos that day.

Praying yes, that’s the only armour that in every fight I have. My faith in Him that God is a true God who hears my prayer. After then, I continued my journey believing God is with me all the time. This is how my battle affects my life, trusting God and surrendering everything with Him is a right decision that I made. In everything I have is from God sources. He said at John 14:14 If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it." Praise God!!. My battle affected my relationship with God...I will tell you later ...

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Welcome back "A Maiden's Testimony"

2015-04-24T21:07:00.002-07:00

Hello world!! Hello Blogosphere!! Hello my virtual friends!! This is how I welcome myself again in the blogosphere.

I miss writing although writing is not my passion. This is also one reason why I stop to write because I am not good in constructing a right grammar. But, I realize now if I take this reason I going to miss to learn more about English and keep in writing will continue to correct me and help me to learn more ideas in writing. Actually, I learn that writing our own anecdote shall help our heart to express our feelings and it might help us to learn a new strategy using our thought. They say it will allow you think more and more. What you think, you write, everything you write is your expression of your heart.

Anyways, being hiatus for three years, I had missed a lot of opportunity to share my journey in life. But I believe that today is a great chance to share every details of my existence. I believe it is not too late for me to share my journey which is full of hope in every hindrance she faces. In every tear she has symbolize her being a woman. Every pain she has makes her strong. Every suffering she has there must be joy. Every mistakes she has there is a lesson. Being alone in her journey she is in God’s heart.