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Long Due HoneyMoon

2010-06-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

It was about time Howard and i got our Honeymoon on. We did after all have 2 weddings and we sure needed one. So we took a cruise to some beautiful places, Cozumel, Belize, Roatan Island, and Grand Caymen. Howard had never been on a boat ever where i have my entire life so i was KINDA nervous he might hate it or even worse, be sea sick. With all our worrying we really didn't have to, Howard didn't get sea sick and we had the best time ever.

Check out all our pictures from the trip.

"click here to see pics"

A Moment We'll Remember Forever

2009-12-26T09:45:00.000-08:00

Well we did it, it was the most magical night of our lives.

A moment we'll cherish forever.

I have never been more happier and

i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him.

It Was Love At First Site

2008-12-04T17:40:00.000-08:00

We Met

We Kissed

We're In Love

It was the BEST weekend EVER!
We connected just like i knew we would and fell in love with each other INSTANTLY.
I love this man more than anything in the world,
and soo happy he feels the same exact way about me.
Finally I'm where i want to be.
Thank You Life, for bringing me my happyness.

We even have our own song now.
I know Ohhh the cheezyness tee hee.

Meet Me In California

2008-11-18T13:14:00.000-08:00

Wow i haven't written in this for ages, so much has happened over the courses of the months, alot of ups and definitely alot of downfalls as well. I experienced what i thought was love and then felt the heartbrake soon after. I gave in and then fell out soon after a few. It was alot of frustration but i'm glad i never gave up. This weekend i will be catching up with the one who makes my heart melt, the one who makes me want to wake up in the morning with a huge smile on my face from just thinking about him. He has been my everything for the past couple of weeks. It will be our first time seeing each other face to face. Its going to be nervewrecking yet SOOOO exciting. I think now what should be flowing through my mind is when we have to depart will i want to go back home or just sneak back to his haha.

When Life Gives You Lemons....

2008-08-13T14:49:00.000-07:00

...add some fucking Tequila and salt!

I've overcome my thirst for someone i had built up so much for, don't know WHY i even let my eyes wonder in that direction but they just made soo much sense to me at the time. Maybe because i understood him and he always made me laugh and when i knew who he was not many other people did as well so it was like finding a awesome treasure. Now that my treasure is exposed and sold to millions of people, its not so special anymore. As well as my feelings for him. It took me a goood long hard day to FINALLY get over them, and i actually felt REALLY happy and relieved after. So now i can move on with my ways and actually for once hope to snab someone amazing who is craving after me as much as i crave them.

“If life deals you lemons, make lemonade; if it deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys”

2008-07-31T11:54:00.000-07:00

Is it possible to have a HUGE fangirl crush on someone who doesn't share the same. HAHA if so then SCORE i'm safe for now. I love how i'm BLATANTLY obvious without being so obvious to him haha ohhhhh me your a silly one.

2008-06-30T21:37:00.000-07:00

You know what... fuck it. I just don't understand guys sometimes. Soon as something better crosses their path they just drop and diss anything else they were doing. You pay attention, you talk, you laugh, you try hard as possible to make everything go wonderful, things really DO go wonderful, until something better always comes in the way. Then everything you were doing before just suddenly stops as if it just never existed since the beginning. Guys bitch and complain day after day how they never get what they should, how the assholes get anything they want because the females swoon over them while the "nice" guys are left stranded behind. I call the bullshit card, i've given every sad, pathetic, quiet, dorky guy a chance and yet STILL they pull off the award as being a straight asshole. Is it me or have we just ran out of amazing guys on this planet because i just can't seem to find one anymore. Ok ok theres SOME of you left out there, but how do i know your not just playing the cool card and fake id'ing everything possible to get what you need? Hmm? Don't be pissed at me because majority of your fellow brothers have fucked up chances with someone like me. Smack them around a few times, teach them the tricks of the trade. Tell them to man up or something. Geez back to loving numero uno and taking no chances for a while.

2008-06-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging in Orlando, came here with momma panda and the brother to get him all registered for school and housing. Aww hes all grown up and ready to leave the nest. Thank gawd theres free fast wifi or i'd be goin crazy by now, hmm mabey i should go hit up more awsome food down the street.

2008-06-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

This post was looong overdo haha alot of things have happened. Some really awesome and some not so good. The good part is i'm still moving to Cali, the bad part is job now has become a real dick and might not let me transfer so theirs a chance i will be without a job. I'm flying over with mom for vacay and in that time talk to the other company's and see if i can just transfer there.

NOW!!!! I have THEEE most amazing news ever that i just needed to burst out in singing. I gave up with my irl friend/boyfriend. It never was going to work out, he was still in love with his ex and he just didn't understand how much my online world was a part of me. BUUTTT the awesome of it all is that i have found someone who's the sweetest most cutest man ever and i heart him to pieces!!! We are husband and wife haha for the online time being, he lives in Canada and soon to be moving to LA once he gets his finance situated. We've known each other for a while now from online/youtube/stickam, i know hes a wonderful guy because he is friends with my friends. He cares, hes always there when i need him, hes sexy as hell haha duuh. I can never stop thinking about him, he flows through my head day in and out. After Sams birthday i got home and he popped me that cute question;

In all seriousness, if I ever get to LA, would you consider a relationship?

BUT OF COURSE!!! I can't wait till i go to Canada in August and see my hubby.. haha mom TOTALLY approves too. Man i'm soo excited, life is good thank you.

...more to come :)

2008-05-27T09:31:00.000-07:00

This weekend was filled with busyness. I just got back home from LA. Mostly for business and some pleasure. It was Samproofs birthday so a few of us flew out to celebrate it with him. It was a good time to fly back there to check out the apartments, my new job, and other things. I managed to talk to my store and i'm a definite shoe in, HUZZAH! Now all i need is a official in for the apartment i'm getting. Some other things were brought up on my trip that i'm rather excited and swooned over.. check upcoming recent blog for details :)

2008-05-09T14:44:00.000-07:00

ZOMG!
It Happened

Magical
I'm floating on air
yay!

2008-05-06T22:43:00.000-07:00

I dunno what to do anymore, I had all this time to have him, and thought since i couldn't win and have him i would set my mind and plans back to California. Now that I've made my plans, realized i nearly love him, and officially set the date to move in 7 weeks and find out he likes me back. I find what i need and get it but reach it too late....

...sigh

I'm happy yet i'm sad..This is like one of those crazy rollercoaster with all those flips and large drops.

*RECENT NOTE*
We're moving things slow, starting with a date friday... at least its a start and something to hold on to for now.

2008-05-06T22:35:00.000-07:00

Him: ok this is gettin too slow an akward.... XD - i know it sounds corny this way but wtf - Noodle, do you 'like' me ???
Me: haha yes
Him: oh

.....sigh

Once Upon A Time A Chicken Was Born

2008-05-05T21:32:00.000-07:00

Sooo who knew falling in love with your best friend could be extremely exciting yet nerve wrecking. I saw Iron Man Friday night with my nerd boys whom i haven't hung out with in forever. Really excited cause i got to spend time with my best friend who i just recently realized I'm completely IN LOVE with. Not much i can do about it.

It was the typical story;

Boy falls in love with friend girl,
Girl gets scared,
Girl decides to just stay friends,
Girl INTRODUCES friend boy to another girl,
Boy falls in love with other girl,
Girl realizes shes in love with friend boy,
Girl is left saddened for being stupid.

They've been broken up for a while before i realized this and remained friends, shes a friend of mine too. Their still sometimes close once in a while, when she walks in the room all attention is set on her, even if hes with me. I don't dare act upon anything because I'm not quite sure of their situation and its kinda weird when she walks in and were hanging out.

This month has been amazing, we've gotten closer like it normally was, he'd come in the lounge at school and we now cuddle and play with our hands, it just feels so nice. We sat together for Iron Man and as awful as it may sound I'm really glad the other girl didn't come because then i could have time with just him. We sat together, whispered alot and got extremely awkward when a girl asked whats goin on with our "situation." UNG i hate when people do that, especially when your not trying to be really obvious about things. This is what happened when i gave him away to the other girl...

Girl: "Are you two together?"
US: "HUH?"
Girl: "Are you dating?"
Me: "Err.. no.."
Him: "Err.. no.."
(awkward glance)
Girl: "OK cool just checking..."

And thats how i decided I'd let her have him than me. But anywho so pretty much the same situation went on in the movie theater except the girl asked if we were "related" to which i nervously laughed and said, "aww, we're related, how cute..um not." completely reminding us of that one day and made us all awkward again. After the movies we hit up ihop thank gawd (spend more time with him lol).

Oh btw where we saw a "dead" drunk lady in her car parked in 2 spots, totally halfway out of the spots. We thought she was dead the expression on her face reminded me of the day i found the dead old lady walking on my way to work near my home. If you've ever seen the movie "The Ring" then you'd know the expression i'm talking bout:

Yeaaa that would be it. Freaky ain't it. We called out to her but she never responded so we had the lady at the counter call the cops, to which they got her to wake up (phew).

ANYWHO! So, after ihop i had him take me home, he even got out of his car, annnnnd weeellll.... Leaned in to give him a hug... and... that was all... I couldn't do it, I couldn't kiss him, as much as i really wanted to i just couldn't, and i think he did as well. UNG, i'm such a chicken shit when it comes to these things, brand me the biggest loser ever i swear. I'm thinking maybe this week i'll give it another try and see where it leads up.