P.I.D.F.

Part of a new song

2011-06-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

Well hey I'm back and this is what I started working on last night. The song is called "I Hope You Make It"
Its a song about three young women and their life and pain. So basically I tell three sad stories about what women go through in the world here is verse one

-This goes out to the young girl with strong ambitions, but can’t reach her potential because of her condition/

-Sexually abused at the age of 15 but she’s young and strong holds on to her dreams/

-you can’t help but notice that this young girl is quite, long sleeve beauty that cuts herself in silence/

-Mad at the world for letting her past happen, too much pain inside for this to be acting/

-physically abused by momma’s boyfriend, mad at her father for never giving a hand/

-fell in love with a boy his name was Jamal, and you know Jamal plays college basketball/

-but she didn’t know Jamal had a motive, laying on the floor till the last man was over/

-Jamal and his friends went through like a train rack, and all he ever wanted was money and sex/

-now this takes place in a three year period, oh snap she just missed her period/

-now who could be the father, now that’s a question that no one is proud of/

- got to get rid there’s no other option but I could give it away for adoption/

-I’m sorry to say that the baby didn’t make it, neither did the mother laying on a metal table butt naked/

I'm back

2011-06-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

What up it's been i while since i was on here but now I'm back.
I'm going to make poem tomorrow and post it when I have the chance.
But in the mean to be safe and enjoy life.

been a while

2011-04-06T17:39:00.000-07:00

This is not a poem
its been a while since i've been on here all i want to say is i have to grind harder than the other members on my group because they grinding they on 10 i need to be on 20 and thats my thoughts im out

right words for a song

2011-03-07T07:45:00.001-08:00

It seems that it is becoming very hard for me to find the right words. The right words to write on paper so that I may sing them. When I sing I want to people to feel my emotion and these words aren't working I need help with this I want to be a great but I must get past these walls of frustration. And enter the world of enlightenment and music ughhhhh

Princesa

2011-02-20T14:40:00.000-08:00

You are my hearts love
The one that I hold dear
But we can not speak of our love
For my love for you is forbidden,
For I am nothing but a common slave
You are the daughter of higher
Not to be seen with such grime
Your name comes from Kings
As for my name, is of nothing but filth
For you to take it would be besmear
Go marry a prince who will bring your name much more mean
Yes it will break my heart for you to leave me
But I will not let you stay with me and become an outcast of your heritage
Promise me this hold thy memory of us last night close to you
As I hold you this last night
You have become a women as I a man
If I have a daughter I shall name her after thy first love
Shanel..........My Princesa

Selfish

2011-02-20T14:10:00.000-08:00

You can call me selfish because I love you
I want to keep you close
I'm selfish because I love you more than I love myself
I want to keep you from the world so they will not have you
Hide you from people so that they can not find you
I want to hide you from them so they can not love you
For if the love you they mite take you

What do you do

2011-02-20T14:06:00.000-08:00

What do you do when all hope is lost
What do you do when your love is lost
What do you do to keep yourself going
What do you do when you feel you have no purpose
What do you do when your calling out to people but they don't see you
You stand up for yourself and try to hold on to your will and faith for strength
You are the one who must play the cards in your hand and try to make a positive influence
So stand and fight for love
Fight for peace
Fight for understanding
Knowledge,
And fight for yourself

S.M.R

2011-02-10T18:12:00.000-08:00

My love for you is everlasting
I want you to be mines forever
If you die and leave me I will die beside you
You are the one for me body and soul
The one who completes me hole
If there is no you there is no us
And if theres no us then there's no me
So put your head on my shoulder and rest your eye's
I'll be that protecting man who will never make you cry
You are my light and my dark
The sun and my moon
And I am the Earth inside your universe
So love me and I'll love you
Forever and ever, and ever no more

love pt.1

2011-02-02T11:54:00.000-08:00

What is the true definition of love, what does it really mean/ we use the word so easily, a girl we just meet and the first day she says I love you/ that's not love that is lust or a real strong liking/ you love your family and love a long time friend/ love is a blind word with no restrictions/ doesn't care what color you are or how much you way, the way you look/ what may be ugly to me, mite be the soul mate to another/

how i felt at that time and still do

2011-02-02T11:49:00.000-08:00

I think about you all the time, I want you to be my girl and mines alone/ I'm afraid if some one else will steal your heart before I can get to it and take it for my own/ if someone were to steal you away I would feel lost, lost like a child without its mother I want to be your only lover/ I want you to feel me like I feel for you everyday/ when I close my eyes I see the smile on your face/ it makes me warm inside because I know your happy/ when your sad I feel your pain/ I feel the emotions you experience/ I want to give you and will give you the best experience of your life/ all I'm asking for is for your hand down a road, a road to love friendship and more/ I can be all I can be when I'm with you, I want to be close to your heart, I promise I will never stray apart/

nice guys

2011-02-02T11:45:00.000-08:00

Nice guys finish last as the saying goes, thats why we take our time/ we have goals we must reach in order to succeed/ but we sacrifice so much, like love to another man/ but we find that these girls are in no comparison to the wives and women that we become close to/ yes her features are good and that sex is a key point in a relationship for a man in his prime/ but is it worth the lies and cheating, so we move on and make and money/ minding our own, then we get a phone call outta no where/ may I ask who is this oh star/ spell it back wards and that's who it is/

old free style

2011-02-02T11:39:00.000-08:00

Poetry in motion as I write across the stone, my language is easy forget Rosetta stone/ I was born from throw up and spit into the game/ let me breath life into your lungs, and bring you back from the dead of hip hop/ walk through the cemetery of fakeness and pass into the field of realness/ reality is key and being a statics is weak/ they say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, well the blind have it easy/ the eyes are the windows to the soul I beg a differ/ sex in are day an age is the true window to her soul/ my world is different, happiness in every kitchen/ my life is a movie, with a ton of squeals/ comic book geek hood rat chaser/ they say a good girl comes a dime a dozen/ the odds looking real slim with the fall of young men/ rape victims, thugin it out like men that's no excuse/ be yo self be the gender god made you/ end the end you still need a mans erection/ anyways make sure you wear protection/ even with yo husband if you don't trust em/ three baby moms you know bound to cheat yes eatin is cheat its still a form of sex and you touched lips well so did they/

Emotionally deformed

2010-12-01T15:59:00.000-08:00

I guess you can say I'll be alone for the rest of my life/
I've done wrong to the one girl who truly loves me/
Is it because i love another/ No not a women nor a man/
Yes I love my god but he is my father/ But my love is for music/
You can say that I'm deformed/ emotionally deformed/
I love the sound, the feeling, the joy it brings me/
Why do I love you so? Why do I care so much about
something that is not hear, but yet a sound/
I've made it my lover my friend my partner in crime/
The sound of it makes me happy/ lustful at times/
I will never love another like I love Music/
Just call me emotionally deformed/

As we go

2010-11-25T10:14:00.000-08:00

As we go and celebrate/ are loved ones moving on to the after life/ we cry and holler/ some of us cry for different reasons/ sum have unfinished business/ or just missed them/ as we hold on to a piece of paper this Is a piece of what is left of are fellow loved one/ the last thing that we all share/ with the words that tell a story of their life/ may we pray to live to see years more than what are loved one has/ and in the end we will realizes that were in heaven and were all young again/ so go in piece because at the end you have not lived until you died/

Creator

2010-11-16T19:25:00.000-08:00

These hands of mine build out the blue print of my mind/ I am the creator of opportunity/ I do not. shape dynasty but I help speed up the process/ I will not be afraid of death I welcome it because I have done right by those and have been good to myself/ I am at peace of mind and body/ I have raised my children to follow the right path with out crime/ I chose to follow the footsteps set before me by my creator/

Beauty

2010-11-14T15:20:00.000-08:00

Call me a demon for I make deals and don't hold up to my end/ I steal hearts of these young women/ I live in the shadows of my own light/ I fear falling in love/ so I stay on the ground and coast/ I'm a blind demon but I see clear/ I look to the sky after the ocean falls/ I'm soaked in unfamiliar water/ I search for the source to find unique/ a uniqueness that many have killed for/ I ask why do you cry/ she says I cry for you demon that has found no love/ for you have lost your soul and heart of gold/ I cry for you are a man lost to many/ I cry for you have tasted but only a small piece of love/ I cry for u because u have lost your way/ I cry for u are my soul mate that has lust for another/ I cry for u because I have lost you to another/ I cry for you because we do not no one another/ I cry for you because I can not see you/