martin's blog

back again~!

2012-01-10T02:00:00.000-08:00

Ok, haven't been posting for months , well i need to admit that my university life was indeed busy, that i would rather spend my time sleeping rather than blogging here.It is January now and yea its already 4 months that I've been here. Basically, everything went fine and i started to understand the life that i really gone through now.

After one semester of studies, i now get to know that my perception as a science student towards the economy market was mostly wrong,why? because now i learns theories on it , hmmmm some may say its just theory but when you use your brain to brain it ,well, it works in real life. Well, i have to admit that i was wrong in see-ing things in past, but when it come to real , who would have done nothing wrong? at least we learn . Well, transferring from a science student to a management student may sound easy, but for me as a Malaysia educated student, its quite difficult in the beginning where u don't even know wadafaq you're gonna read. Well, this is where i would comment about education system which only focus in one way and it is totally different from other countries.

Money is so damn important here, here i get to understand even further inside the value of money, which last time money is just piece of toilet paper which the usage is to buy things. Reading books from kiyosaki , trump and so on which tell you how to earn money is just a reference, because their life is different than your life!. Now, i have valued the money and indeed , some may say they are professional in certain fields and keep bragging their talent around just ain't right because you still work to get a life , instead of making a money to get you life! which most of the successful personal may say. Well, have to say i still need to work to get the money. Maybe in future planning you will see ME coming out with a book that makes you success!!(it ain't easy but live a life bro ,no books can make you rich but you need to work it out).

Well, even i am now studying in a place which is not like KUALA LUMPUR or any way else that is more advance, but honestly, i really see lotsa things here.

Miss~!

2011-10-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

Ok, another sunday has just wanted to BYE BYE~~. Suddenly my hearts feels like i miss a lot of things.First, my gf(of course lah~), hometown food, hometown leisure, family and so on.Yesterday went to BP mall to catch a show on real steel basically that is a nice movie but it really sudden make me recall of what i have before and now i don't. last time i drive to cinema ,now, i use bus to go cinema. Last time got a girl(GF) accompany me go movie now no more!. Basically this is all the change of environment that i need to cater with you know and sometimes its so hard to cater the feelings. Even its been a month here already but the environment here is torturing ~, its not kl where u get public access so frequently and the weather was like hell ~~COLD~~. There is many things i need to cater that is new friends, new environment, new food , new lifestyle, and emotions

Then just start from friends,due to result i was the only guy in my school to enter UTHM which is the University i am studying now, i came alone (with bravery) and use the environment to reach here on first day. I was a lone ranger to be exact where everything i do it on my own. Its so much differ than other of my friend who go with dual, triple or even stay back in kuching. First day seems easy but actually its tough. Luckily , due to good guidance of the FACi there i am able to finish my registration successfully.I have been into such a change when i was like primary 5 when i move back from Brunei back to Kuching where i can't even get a piece of shit out of bahasa sarawak and when i get use to it , now, i am in Johor, language is ok as english is my major speaking and mandarin too. Well, they do say that i am brave to go alone but for me even a girl might did the same thing , nothing to talk about lor~. That time there is no missing home feeling lor.And one last thing is that i need to save money here as sometimes i am fully on my own financial support.

Next, environment!,ok environment include new friens,although my first impression to them wasn't so good but honestly, we have fun together. Go here and there together to take meals, settle our things and so on. The other one is new place lor, being a stranger to a kampung place aint easy man. Several times walk extra road just because i don't know there is a bus going in. New to this place makes me confuse on the way in this place. I don't know the roads and shortcuts so might probably just explore this new place. Haven get to know this place so well, so basically i found the few place that i really need to go always.First, is the chinese restaurant that we should visit everyday for filling up our tummy,next, church that i would go every weekend for spiritual purposes,then , some market that provide cheap goods so i can save up some money. Uni life is about study and self reliance i think so far i can still manage myself.

Talking about food , the food here which is simply cook by some unknown chef is very awkful and nasty, the taste sucks and yet can cause you to "pangsai" non stop.The chinese cuisine here is tasty as i would comment but it depend on which restaurant you go . However, the style of the food is still far different from my hometown. Talking about food in hometown i miss the Kuching kolo mee, kueh chap, char kueh and most uniquely the SARAWAK LAKSA. The taste of laksa here and sarawak is totally different. Well, if compare to penang asam laksa i still prefer sarawak laksa for the taste(personal view).

Although everything is new, i have yet to explore here. Thats all i miss and the difference between hometown and here!

bored so i wonder(talk is priceless)

2011-10-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

Ok, today is Saturday this statement is bored statement. So morning went to the mall have some shopping and crapping movie then i went back hostel, as usual weekends are so damn quiet and suddenly the thinking mode is "ON".Ok, so the wondering startssssssssssssss, why people like to talk all the crap out of him that he is so good? He knows this la that la even fucking also pro. Why people like to relate bill gate into how their life is going to success and even mark zukerberg?. The answer is because they success already!! ok i accept that because no one is going to use me as an example. muahahaha but are you genius? taking two genius into your consideration? funny la, is just like me taking negro's cock to say its my cock. The point now is you doesn't belong to that group of people lor~~~~, same goes me i doesn't belong to negros so my fucking cock is not dark and huge.Ya it aint dark and huge and you aint gonna be successful like them if you are using priceless talk. Well, you might say i can try at least i try , well i say go on dude.

Well everytime i heard people cocking , they cock so much la erm wanna be rich and so on , yea you are right, who in the world don't want to be rich ? i wanna be rich ~~ and so do you. But one thing don't think that you get out of university then u can get rich~~ rich =~~education~~ and same goes to education=~~rich~~. The only thing i saw nowadays is that education makes cocking even bigger and larger (priceless). Because they are expose to mostly nonsense, putting themselves is THE SOCIAL NETWORK but in reality THE SOCIAL NETWORK is only valid for Mark zukerberg, hell yea then it forms a formula call "THE SOCIAL NETWORK=~~YOUR REALITY~~..INVALID, so why don't you create your own reality then rather than cocking around~~~. Maybe , just maybe you will be better than them, i pray for you. Cocking like that just make you seem erm ran out of ideas so taking bill's and mark's idea into your world. So not creative meh? think yourselves lah~~ I believe mark and bill just wanted to motivate you but instead you all take him to copy , they must be so sad when they know they motivate you to copy it, So, don't just sit there and cocking, go moves your ass and get your things settle!!.

Last but not least, one thing i found the total difference between this group of people and mark and bill is that both MARK AND BILL DOES NOT COCK LIKE YOU ALL~!!! get me? so wash your eyes now and get into reality !!

UNI life~ (update)

2011-10-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

Basically, i though that uni life is a tough one!! when i thought its tough one then i mean its really tough as u can't shit when u try to give up all of your strength to push it out!~~ ..oh shit!! yea!! thats was i thought of last time before i reach here. After all , i think everything was too free for me..no sembelit ,but the pass motion is so smooth~~~.. yea you get me right . So damn easy and free until u can far cry all night long where no ppl will knock your head and say ASSIGNMENT!!!.Somehow, i pity those engineer who i see ending up reading and reading in library . While management student is FACEBOOKING there ...SALUTE you all~~!!

Probably the thing that i can get use is the FOOD in parit raja,frankly speaking everything consist of chilli chilli if ~~chilli~~ then its invalid (CANNOT we emphasize on chili. End up how? u know lo i know lo .. berak tak henti henti . So be honest pork is hard to find here so i been not having pork for 2 weeks -3 weeks . Until one day OMG prok~~ oh no say wrong its PORK!!!

ok this one is very ok.. when its first came into my mouth " oh god this is REAL food" taste nice and its real cooking.

Next, my residential college !, ok basically its very comfort ,2 ppl staying in a room, but many cons!!! internet slow , banyak LAWS!!!!(not surname LAW), and one MORE THING!! sometime no water at all.. OMG!! WATER~~water~~ water?~~water!!!~~.. shit!!! hell yea shit also cant flush the water !!.So damn disappointed actually. No more comment!!

For leisure ? ok first time before i reach here one of the super super senior told me this place look like BAU (not smelly) in kuching ,honestly its really something like BAU but the food in BAU is better then some crap here. The only thing i see is the road la, the road is better than BAU bumpy roads lo that is all..KNS!! cars drive like "SAKIT PERUT" even they are ~~SAKIT PERUT~~. So how? only place to go is BP mall then square one and summit lo, BP mall is something like boulevard (WTF longer only), square one(loads cheap stuff), summit?(look like hopoh with sg wang style LOL). Basically, still got cinema , k box, and so on but erm if compare la , this place is like erm erm got a big big mall in the middle of serian lol.

Another Day~~

2011-10-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

Ok, usually monday is the day that most ppl hate alot , hell yea i hate it too last time , but now oh man i love it like hell, because i am totally free and yet see-ing all my roommate going crazy and showing their face of wth.Since i step in this university ya i just know that i am more lazy than others and yet now they gave a super free schedule .

Ok they told me uni life is enjoying but as far as i see if u got money then u can enjoy la ,HOW ABOUT NO MONEY? sit in dorm enjoy writing blogs lo ,shop online lo,see online BP MALL~~~.. cyber world is more beautiful.

Besides what?sittin there think nothing ,remisnicing the past lo , so thats the other daY~~~ wakakaka bored post , anyway just wanted to post RIP wai gong ~~

sunday~~(may look happy but imma not)

2011-10-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

Ok, once again a boring and sad night. Today many things happen ,i went to church in the morning by bus, yea, u get me right dude,martin is going to church first time using a bus ,but thats not the problem. What i notice is that , the thing here is really differ from sarawak ,in sarawak u have big big churches while here so pack and small .Now, i get to know that sometimes sarawak has it own uniqueness instead.Coming into a place that is not as lucky as my hometown make me realise that indeed sarawakian are lucky in certain ways. first, less accident ,second , drive fucking safe , third, honk more gently lol..ok lah thats the morning part , when i reach hostel i started to finish off my assignment , yea man accounting (sounds easy but blur la), since i am a science student ,this is my first time complete a ledger in erm...Erm.ERm......ERM 3 hours ..(wat the F&ck) then i got a headache ..

Fin3, take a nap dude !!! i took it , but wake up with a sad news , yes its so sad , i was been told by my sister that my dad had pass away.ok, here is the thing ,i feel a little sad, but i feel that its isnt that bad too. complicated lah dude!!! the thing i can tell myself is "DONT THINK TOO MUCH" thats all. so end up taking dinner, tryna relax .....

in the pass twelve,i may tell ya i may look HAPPY BUT I AM NOT LO~~

New life!!

2011-09-30T20:18:00.000-07:00

ok, i may start that every worries started when i get my stpm result (like shit!!),i was so worry (oh shit!where can i go now ?) ,before that i am thinking of going to LIm kok wing,curtin ,swinburne and so on .But, thx to God ,on 15 july when i check my online application(UPU) its say that "TAHNIAH ANDA TELAH DIPILIH UNTUK MENLANJUTKAN PELAJARAN DI UNIVERSITI TUN HUSSEIN ONN MALAYSIA". OK,i was like ,(wtf face) where is that?.So , with the technology going on, my first research is to search it on google !!!.oh shit!!, doesn't seem appealing to me on google(ROFL). Then , ask at the forum(lowyat) ,ok, some say its very good ,somesay its like shit!!1 . Then i ended up searching on FACEBOOK!!, the pics seem appealing~~ .

ok,all those are online!! cyber world!!, what the hell they mention lah!!. Not until u reach here !!, you will find its different from cyber world !!shit!! where is my swimming pool? he ans: under construction!!.Now , this indicate that sometime online is not so reliable (don know other place will how or not la).This time is a new challenge for me , ok basically i think its gonna be tough for me as a science stream student to study management but actually its not that bad either. what i have to say is this course is at easy level but maybe will go harder day by day.What does this all have to do with my new life? yes new environment , eat curry everyday (where i don do it in sarawak ) laosai every week ,hot everyday , going darker and darker .What? what can i do?just make it as a part of my life.

Before that i would like to share some opinion lah,before i come to this uthm, i have encounter some sort of ppl ,who tell me study no use la. He told me many ppl no study pun earn money a lot.Ok, by that time i was a noob so i say u are right bro , so right. But, now i study finance i think they are stupid loh.because of what? because they don understand value~~.They nvr understand understand that the money they earn now in terms of "paper" may end up like a toilet roll"wahhahahaha u get me right".Dont agree with me? ok u see the value , don compare with USA la they are too far , we compare with singapore lah. rm 700 u can eat till full in a month(i agree) but sgd 700 also can eat till full only ma (ok thats make my friend proud) ,but in malaysia rm 700 u cant get an i phone , in sg u can~~!!! (how about that). Ofcourse, thats just an example. Did u see what i am trying to say? the point is , ur money that u earn now is probably just enough for u to live in malaysia but ur mindset is going global ,yes, we compete with the world ,in malaysia u can afford "sayur but not "iphone", so whats the point? u tell me u earn a lot and end up using proton only lol.Another point is that i am trying to tell him , this is an investment in time , u invest ur time in a thing that the value drop from time to time , why dont i invest in a thing that nvr drop its value and useful(knowledge) but i am not trying to say money is not useful.Come on la friend u now loan a VIVA (which is a car), then after ten years ? old car,NOOOOOOO old liao rofl .Some even worst , tell me get the money for investment , i was again wtf, u think u can invest like that? shit you , you spoil the market .When u invest with no knowledge is just like a 20 years old kid building a house without what sort of construction cert and knowledge.FAIL!!!! so think further la, u think ur life is gonna end up at 30 years old and so hectic to earn money? prepare GAO GAO GAO then go earn wont late also ma .agree?( if we die tomorrow pun the money u earn is useless also so don tell me we dont know when we die)

So think properly la, ur life is not short , start ur new life is not late too lol

Hi there i am back

2011-06-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time that i didn't touch anything about blogs. Well, basically i forget about its existence due to my hectic life last year. Still remember that this blog was founded by me 2 years ago. Which i have no intend to write blogs at that time when i was just finishing my SPM, after that my friend challenge me to write a blog. So later that day i continue my study in STPM. Well, stpm life was horrible , some say college life are tougher but listen to me form 6 life is fun but stress too. And then form 6 life is when i have stress and no time to update this (noob) blog HAHA funny right?.Then, in my previous post something happen i mean HAPPEN ,so, i change this blog name into the path of life.Finally, i mean really FINALLY I HAVE COME BACK TO BLOGSPOT.COM and that is the end of my HECTIC life in stpm and maybe some of you did realise that its almost 8 months after i finish my study till today i update my blog. Well, as i said i forget to blog already. OK SO I WILL STARTED BLOGGING since i am free now .

ur birthday present hahahah!!!!!

2010-05-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

Well, same old story my life was busy busy and busy.That i cant update this blog.Actually, being good in study is a very hard thing, am i gonna make it to the university? am i going to graduated ,well form 6 is a hard task for me, having too much responsible in extra curriculum and many homework in my study really stress me out, my life now is full of tension( any type of tension) .Well, talking about love, it is indeed a wonderful feeling that happen to me a year ago which i started with my girlfriend ,all that we do that time was really sweet~~~, but there is a lot of circumstances that we face through this 9 months sad,sorrow, and happy,even though sometime we intend to get angry but that is just not forever.Well, i know that you haven been looking or visiting my blog for these few months but i would like to write something here because i believe that u will be here one day to read what i wrote...

anyway,i know your birthday is just around that corner, its on 04-05-10, HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~.. although i cant get you ,your favorite cheese cake but i do got present for you hahaha... i know i cant give on the exact day so i think i would present it right here to let you see.. are u prepare ? let me start the countdown
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lol~~~ wait let me get the picture~~~~

happy birthday SHMILY~~~~~~

investment? dumb or wise matter? should you invest?

2010-03-17T20:27:00.000-07:00

its holidays... yeah~~~ so i can have some time with my family and my love one but of course not spending too much time in playing i should also focus on my studies. Erm so yesterday i just went for a DOTA match at ONETJ~~ damn we(with my friends) won only *matches(better don tell if not its so damn sia soi) hahaha but never mind that is not the important topic today

Is MONEY really THAT important in our life? Well, i was so blur man, i dont know which one should i listen. The old man or the young guy? the old man usually said money is not so important as happy and simple life without stress is the most important but the youngster would calm that money is so important that without it we may die.Erm, i strongly feel that money is part of life,we need money in order to survive.we need food and so on. Things get even stress when we are married because we have a family to tak3 care of,but one more problem is how much money can we earn in our whole life?

Some ppl may dream to buy a SPORT CAR,LUXURIOUS HOUSE ,EARN BIG MONEY and so on at the age of mine which is 19 years old .Duh~ who don dream of that? but what i am trying to mention here is some youngster are too naive. What they see things are just a short listed things, they only look at the successor but how about the long listed failures , do you ever think of them? how worst their condition are? why they fail? why the fall bankrupt?. Of course for example MLM policy , in promotion to promote their new business in new field they will find the successor which is rare to find(maybe 1 in a million) to tell you that they have succeeded .They never show u the how many people who fail in helping promoting their product. Therefore,people are tend to be attracted to their offering.Anyway its good to try, if u ever read books publish by successful investor such Donald Trump. You will find out that their road to success aren't their bravery to invest, but its their wisdom in investment.

wisdom in investment? what the F*** is that?in our life , in our surroundings, they are many things that we can invest , and there is a potential or not in getting back the benefit? think about it ,if you are spending the money but u did not get the money back in time, would you consider your self as wise? you spend money every month for certain purposes(exclude food and drinks or daily needs)such as investment but you did not get any benefit back is that a invest? YES it is but it is a STUPID INVESTMENT called by those people (not me).

Nowadays, the internet field is full of potential but potentially there is still a lot liar which will cheat in the internet. However,there are still people who earn a lot of money through internet as internet is highly potential field to invest in.But to be remind that do not be gullible and trust too much on certain products that does not have any recognition from any authorize view.The point here is not saying that you should not invest in internet but invest with care and wisdom.As internet is not in part of my study i cant actually give any comment about it~~.

In order to invest wise in for ex,any business and so on. The wise investor would only take less risk in investment. Remember this motto "earn more loss less", this tells us that being a good investor we should not be too greedy or gullible we should have our own instinct.The financial crisis in year 2008 had teach bunch of investor a lesson for being too greedy.At that time, many people have believe that the international oil price will hike high until usd200 per barrel.You may laugh now because at that time the price drop in an instance from usd 13+ per barrel.Think about it the so called"early bird" who sell earlier will have the benefit while the so call "late bird " will lose in a drastic amount of money.This is just part of the example.

so? investment? do you invest in the right way? are you dumb investors or wise investors? think about it again... if you are dare to invest doesn't show that you are the pros but it show that you are highly potential to fail, but if you are lucky you will be able to show to the world that you are rich. Therefore, it is better for people without model to invest wisely and carefully in correct field.

SHOULD YOU INVEST NOW?TAKE A RISK?OR A MORE WISE AND CONFIRM WAY?OR JUMP HIGH? decision is on your own hands.. theory may be wrong but human is sometime correct but mostly wrong.

revive!!

2010-03-16T01:52:00.000-07:00

well, since the last post i was struggling in the fire of love...lol .. but now everything turn back to normal... life is really something tough... there are many things in life that we have to encounter with... Do you have a problem in your life?Anyway thanks for those support...i really appreciate it

i have solve part of my problem but it seems like the problem won stop striking me HAHAHA... now i have to encounter with studies. Erm, recently i have been too busy in my studies because of the semester test.However, after a hard struggle in my exam i still end with a disappointment,LMAO<<< what the??... Honestly i failed most of my subject ,there was a friend of mine whom i fetch him to school saying that i will sure fail in my STPM. Well,after that nite i think properly and indeed what he told me was correct and no wrong either. So, i wanted to give up actually but until i saw this man..

Well, his name is Nick Vujicic,Frankly, i never have think of him when i was down,until one of my fren posted an video about him which really touch my heart.Nick was born with no hands and limbs in Australia. He is a religious guy even though he was born that way but he never blame GOD for that.He was satisfy for what he has now..

Hey, talking so much here, how did he actually encourage me? hahaha nice one but let me tell show you how he does it at the end of the post.This guy travel around 19 countries to share experience and give courage to many people in many countries. He even went to prison to give his speech to those prisoner.Erm, maybe what i am going to tell you here is a more or less related to religious view but try think of it, He does it with GOD'S help.

I am not trying to promote here but i strongly feel that what we think is really important in our life. See, GOD have reward us with nice working brain,perfect functioning organ and potential to carry on our live.Why do have to give up? What is the big deal of failing in our test? .I have to say if we try hard but we fail then it is nothing big deal ,at least we try our best.But, some may say that if we fail in the end , it is just a waste of time, you are right,we waste time but are you going to die tomorrow? are you lack of time? the answer is probably NO.Some may say that, what should i study? engineer?accountants? can it guarantee a nice future? if u are to ask people things like that, you are pathetic in this modern world, you study for the sake of money NOT LIFE, u study for the sake of pleasing your parents, not to fulfilled yourselves with bunch of knowledge.Am i right? what does knowledge have to do with luxurious cars? luxurious houses?.Even if u are a professor u wouldn't have those luxurious things. And it is obvious that mostly of the people are studying for the sake of money instead of knowledge.

Some of you may think that i am just talking cock!!, but honestly i just want my life to be good(not luxurious with billions of assets but enough for use).So, i have to move forward into the future. i will keep studying no matter i fail or what , cause GOD have given me a well functioning organ to think and to live well.I don care what the result are going to be.PEOPLE may say that i am stupid,but without even a try or determination your route to success is totally a ZERO!

Well are you all down ? feel like wanted to give up? huh? watch this

He knows beat box, hahha Well an man consider as disorder does it, how about you? CREDITS to one of my friends who posted this video, it makes me remember of him when he came to malaysia,kuching.
I guess thats all BYE BYE~~ DONT GIVE UP

....i see guilty in my heart~

2010-01-27T05:23:00.000-08:00

well, honestly after that long arguing with my girlfriend , i realize that keeping a relationship last long is indeed not an easy task... we need tolerance,patient,and understanding... to be frank i failed to do so... i have been no tolerance towards her, i have been no patient towards her.. sometimes its my attitude that freak everything out.. well, i have to admit that sometimes i was biased for everything that we fought... erm, actually i just realize that each time when we were fighting we were just fighting about the same all thing again.. to be frank its a small matter but i make it a big deal ... sorry... now i know each and every of my impatient really ruin a lot of thing... hahaha please do not think that i am angry again because i wrote this just to confess for what i have done... sorry... i really wanna change ... i will appreciate it .

well, actually till (monday or tuesday ) i just realise that i am not offended you only... i even offended your friend... actually i never blame them .. erm just to make them as reason to argue with you (hahahah).. erm to be frank now i really regret for what i done before... i wanna say sorry for all of you that i have offended... i was too rush in making decision... i hope this wont happen again...please forgive me..

back to talk bout my girlfriend ,today, i was very happy that u text an "i love you" to my phone.. actually when i saw it i was so touch and happy.. maybe i feel that u are starting to accepting me back in your heart again...hahha so happy... erm tell you now lo... i really put everything up le.. not putting our love up don misleading ok? hahaha i mean i don blame your friend le.. as i ask forgiveness from them through this ..i am really sincere to ask for apology... as what you said i have cause u to put up your friend just because of my attitude.. well, for her friend who see this post .. erm first, sorry, second, you all can just blame me but never blame her,third,she really wanna cont enjoy being friend with you all and i will not nag on her again,fourth, can forgive me ma? hahhaha .... i really don want her to lose her friend because of my attitude , erm, as what i said gimme a chance to change and make her your friend as what you people are like before... i think i couldn't speak it out but only to post it here to ask for forgiveness.... ^^.... she don want to lose you all but she pick me oso .. as a bf i think there is no reason i need to let her give up on you all... erm... i know that is hard to choose between friends and lovers.. and now i realize that they both were important but ofcourse love is more important wahhaha... ^.^v......erm. you all may not need to answer me but just telling you all i really wrong le... BB~~~

i will make it like before, make u trust me back, gimme another second~~....( dedicated to my gf)

2010-01-23T04:04:00.000-08:00

honey~~ i still dono can call u like tat o not... and i dono u will see tis o not.... yesterday u saw my previous post about wat i say... i noe the language i use is too harsh sorry... i noe sorry doesnt sound very useful to u now as its really hurt u ,i noe it... i deleted the post actually...its seem like i cant do anything here jus standing by and see u.... i regret le... because of me everything had change le... i cried honestly... coz i started to hate myself so much that i had change everything.... i didn't noe wat to do... i didnt dare to ask for forgiveness actually but i do so because i love... i really cross the line... yesterday u told me that u are tired already and asked me to let you go... i insisted not to.. after that ,i bearly didnt slept for the night we fought... i noe u hav a broken heart... 2day, i reach school early in the morning ... before reaching school, i cried in car... whispering and doesnt wan anybody to noe that we break up already... i walk alone to the class and sit quietly by myself realising that u are my EVERYTHING .. realising how stupid i was... why do have to fight so much about small problems.. realising my life is sucks without u.. realising my love is still that deep with you... I CANT LET IT GO~~.. i don wan to break up ...after that, i walk to the corridor... i stood there for so long until i saw u coming towards the class... i almost cried out at public but u jus seem don care me anymore.. actually i noe u still angry wif me about the night before.. so i went into the toilet to clean my face and lastly, i cried oso... regreting my actions... i noe i was too hot tempered.. after that, i went back to the class.. it seems like everybody noes that we were fighting.. its becoz of me posting idiot post at facebook... my fault again... that time i realise everything was jus my fault not urs honey.. my heart nearly break down again.. my tears start coming down my cheek again but i hold it up... that feels damn pain... u sit infront of me.. i was staring at ur back... i cant concentrate at all... my heart is fully thinking of getting u back..i wanted to talk to u.. so i asked for the mathematics answer... u put the answer with a hate expresion on ur face... i really dono wat can i do ... i feel so down ... but i noe the pain i cause u is much larger than wat i experience now... i waited for the recess time, i wanted to ask u to come to me.... recess time came, i asked an opportunity to talk.. u said its ok then we started to talk... u insist to break with me that time.. my tears are gathering up in my eye but i hold up so it didnt came down.. u say u got no topic everytime we are chatting, u say we didnt match each other ... i hold up a second don even noe wat to say anymore.. i think i need confess to wat i hav done to u.. no more reason no more alibi or watever cause i noe tat i was wrong... i started to hate myself, my action and my everything that cause u hurt so badly.. i really regret already... so i asked are there really no other way rather than breaking up? ur answer is correct ,u derserve to do that to me as i was so rude to u before... i noe u are sad and down with my recent post bored.. and i really don meant to hurt u with that.. but that answer really make me cried..u saw it don you? but time doesnt allow us to talk more so we move bakc to our class... acting in front of others that i was ok is really a tough job... to be frank , my tears started to gain more and more that time... realising and thinking of wat i hav done.. remembering wat u hav sacrifice for me... i noe i was too EGO... then u move to ur biology laboratory while i move to my physic laboratory.. at there i chat with our friend... frankly, i nearly gave up that time but thinking back i cant.. so i decided to giv it a shot to ask for ur apology again.. but during that period i bearly cant breath... breathless..i wanted to cry.. but i cant let others see it.. but lastly i put my head down and started to cried quietly.. i dono if anyone notice that but i cant stand the pain.. the tears fall off but i manage to control it... so after my physic or ur biology period... we both walk out the lab at the same time, i was on the first floor while u are on the ground floor i dono whether u saw me o not but i cant stand the tears that wanna rush out so i rush to toilet coz i don wan let ppl see that i was crying.. so i walk in the rush... but bearly before i could reach the toilet my tears falls off... just a step away i open the door and cried wif pain and regret .. after a time, i wash my face and head back to the class , after crying was so relieving that i can control my emotion and i feel nothing in class during our PA lesson... but after that u start talking to me again... so i ask again with shyness that could u give me one more chance? and i was glad to heard that u say" this is the one last chance appreciate it" i was so happy.. i cant bearly think of anything like this possibly happen to me.. but u still seem to be cold emotion on me but i could understand that.. u need time to recover for injuries... during the presentation period i try to convince u that i was regretting for what i've done...but u seem like don wan to bother me ... haha if it was last time i was sure on the fire again... but today i didnt get mad again.. after that we went home as the class dismissed...at the parking lot i said so many times bye bye to u but u jus din reply.. if its was last timei was sure mad... but i don now.. while driving i tried to cheered up with my friends but the car poolers didnt cheer me up .. after sending them home when i was lonely in the car i listened to this song 習慣就好 by show luo... my emotion started to make up things again... i cried while driving.. i couldnt bear to stand the sadness so i started to text u while i was driving.... till i reach home we was text-ing each other i realize that we are not like before... this in term make me even regret of what i done to u... untill now its was 9.10pm i still text u.. but now i noe that u feel better already, the only thing i can do now is to treat u extra good as a penance for me to cure ur heart..

honey... jus to let u know, that incident really change me in just a night ... i feel pain deep in my heart.. i cant ask for more but only to love you.. i will change ....give me another second....

SHMILY FROM MARTIN...

jus sorry honey~~~

2010-01-22T05:08:00.000-08:00

2day i fight wif her.... erm feel so stress now... i noe i hurt her le... i jus bought a present for her valentine but 2day suddenly she say we don need it...i feel so upset... actually that time i wanna tell her that why don we celebrate it... but becoz of my ego i play a game wif her... then when i reach home i thrown my present away... i really regret to do so actually.. honey~~ actually wat i wan is to giv u a good valentine... but when u say we don need it i feel so down... u always say u nvr talk to me is a problem... but actually after feel month of thinking i think that is u... really u... if u change it le then u are not the same anymore... so now i din nag on it le... but 2day when we fight u keep insisting that i mad is becoz u din talk to me NOOOOO~~~ u r wrong ... i am jus down wif the valentine thing.....

not long ago... coz of some misunderstood... i did a big mistake.... sometime i really thinking of letting go but actually i cant~~... u noe u feel upset while u read the post that i posted before but that is the past... honestly i feel stress recently coz of study and i nvr HATE u... everything i do is to get ur attention honey~~~... lastly... sorry~~~ i noe i am not that good...

sick of raining days~~~~

2010-01-19T02:26:00.001-08:00

well... living in kuching really freak me up... wat the hell is going on~~~~.... before i even hav a licence i will think that if its raining it will be difficult for me to even reach the school... wtf coz by using bus... can u imagine waiting for bus under a tree ( ofcoz there is umbrella but its humiliate me as the umbrella found in my house was very FLOWERFUL~~~~) so wifout using any umbrella i will be all wet by the time i reach school.....

BUT~~~ now things sounds better as i use to drive to school.... but i found another problem.....
well tis is currently used car... a PERODUA KENARI~~...well it can speed up to 130km/h but the worst problem that i found is that when i drove through watery place ... it appears to be a sound like (KIIIRRRRRTTKKIIIIRRTTKIRERTKIRKITRITKI~~~) wtf... it really freak me out.. by the way driving a car pun still i need to use umbrella... so pointless ,endless of kin tio NNESSSSSSS~~.. coz by the end of the day my hand still grabbing a FLOWERFUL~~~~ UMBRELLA!!!!!!!=____________________________='''but the problem is not whether on the umbrella o not...
can u guys see the thing that i wanna touch? erm maybe bocoz of too many of my lame~~~ story make u blur blur dei~~~so let me guide u~~~

first,
CAN U GUYS SEE TIS CARS ON THE ROAD????????diu ness!!!!!! stilll blur blur dei? can can see my kin tio nesss~~!!!!!!????? ok nvm, how about tis?

<<<<<<<<<< how about tis? i guess u noe wat i mean...

damn~~~ i am tired of local manufacture car... their cost of production is almost the same wif toyota,honda and those japanese car... (ofcoz not like lambo~~ and ferrari) the government~~~ wtf i really dono wat they are doing... increase the TAX of import cars to almost up to ??????? forget~~~(guarantee full of beh songness) and yet the local car manufacturers produce shit for us and ask us to support it... wtf proton~~.l.. its been 20 years man... the noly improvement i see is u keep of changing car's shell... wats the use rite? from saga>>wira>>waja>>gen2>>persona.... wat the fuck improvement u hav made?engine ? the engine even wif the new CAMPRO oso din sound any different... wat i mean of improvement is (improvement in safety,technology and so on) don change the car's label and add some dvd o wat stupid accessories to cheat ppl...<<<<<<<<<<<<<<, that is not improvement!!! get it? that is jus installation improvement!!!!!! erm... talk so much (make myself la!!!) hahaha no la.... jus getting fed up so i giv opinion here... whahahaahahaha c'mon bro atleast solve my timing belt problem la easy prob ma rite PAKAR PAKAR PROTON DAN PERODUA... wahaha its seem like my title doesn't match my ISI ISI PENTING~~ wahahhaa...TOLAK MARKAH ISI~~~ =_____=zzzzzzz... but i hope u get wat i meant.....

lastly, introducing~~~

tis is wat i call a car full of SAFETY,SECURE,POWER,BEAUTIFUL,GLAMOROUS,LUXURIOUS,SPORT,RACING,.... <<<< EVERYTHING-NESS TIS IS WAT A MAN SHOULD WAN BABE~~~...

tats all guys.. bye

school start again.....

2010-01-12T02:53:00.000-08:00

1 and a half month holiday jus pass like tat... spending time out and mostly sms my gf... wakkaka erm dotaing and so on... jus a sudden my holiday end liao T-T... but ok oso.... study hard hard for tis year if can then in uni lo... haha new year new start some ppl say like tis... BUT!!! jus the start of tis year my comp ROSAK!! damn.... so wat to do send it to the BENGKEL la... after that say wat my casing bla bla bla... but its reasonable oso so i change it (i wan change it coz my casing is ady 10 years old wahahah) but after change <<,ZZZZZzzzzzzzz say my hard disk ROSAK!!!! DAMN LO... MATI LO .... WAT TO DO? CHANGE MY 250GB SATA hard disk to 160GB, but lucky its SATAII wahahaha so now my comp run quite fast...

haiz~~ but my DOTA~~~~ all gone man.... sad!!!... the worst part of all is my drama,movie and picture ALL GONE!! .... nvm la forget it..... hahaha shit jus the start of school then need spend a lot of money.... then no money to buy petrol lo.... die oso .... but CREDITS to ELDY... the author of JEJAKTREND(nerhhhh~~~ that pro blogging guy maybe he earn a bit from his blogging so can pay ,the other 2 i jus wait lo)....hahahahah dono la..... erm haiz hav to do maintenance for my car oso... tranmission oil,and 1 SHELL HELIX ady can cost up to rm3++ wtf!! haiz.... if i noe i should apply for that bla bla scholarship so i got 1 month rm110 income... at least got income better than nothing coz now i am really hunger for money ... need it badly...

wat a new year....shit!!!! now realise CNy jus arounf the corner... die lo... hav to spend money again... haiz tis year ang pao sure reduce de... economy not good ang pao money sure reduce de... buy new shirt ,new jeans,new hair style(ignore tis),whahahaha sure spend up to rm 500..... nvm la... cny ma... once in a year... whahahahahah wish in this TIGER year everything is ok lo... indeed tis year is not a good beginning for me... remember last year i jus wan take for my driving licence test... now 1 year ady wahhahaha.... erm feel sorry for ELDY till now haven continue his driving licence test coz of some problem... wish he could get it tis year lo
GAMBATEH OO~~~~ wahahaha credits get tis from from his facebook.... hahhhaa ur hope JEJAKTREND wish it will more laku......
nice now he see it sure say i noob.... nvm la.. coz i not pro in blogging.. wahahahah k la... need to go write an essay le.. bye bye~~~ will be update but not that fast....

beautiful monday morning!!! but i saw tis....

2009-12-20T18:07:00.000-08:00

weellll wat a beautiful morning so i wake up a little earlier than b4 jus around 7 am...then as usual sms my gf then bath and wash my face... then i online again... until i check my mail... i get a chinese e mail subjected>>>>>>>>>> 基督徒可以自慰嗎？ well i understnad a little bit of chinese but not really understnd 100% i mean completely... so the letter sound like tis

由於這個問題在私下被問過太多次了，所以公開回答。
若對這議題文字不舒服，請勿進入閱讀。

問題一：基督徒自慰（手淫）是犯罪嗎？
答：
很不幸的，關於『自慰』是不是犯罪，我不知道答案。
我只能簡單分享一些個人心得：
1.醫學上，幾乎沒有醫師會認為自慰是錯誤行為，而且普遍認為這是良好且安全的抒解性慾的方式。
2.聖經找不到直接關於自慰的教導，所以我們無法很清楚明瞭說這是不是罪。
3.關於自慰是不是罪，幾乎都只能靠間接推論，而非直接經文。
4.在婚前，自慰來解決性慾，總比實際去和別人發生性行為好。
5.自慰本身未必直接與罪有關，但對特定人性幻想則與罪有關。

我不是個喜歡唱屬靈高調的人。
要講屬靈高調，我會乾脆效法天主教說『不結婚比結婚更聖潔』。
在聖經裡，有些罪是很明顯被確認的，像同性戀、外遇就是。
但是，關於自慰部分，聖經比較屬於保持沈默的。

小孩子連性幻想都還沒有之前，就已經開始可以有自慰行為。
而且這種現象，可以到很小的年紀就有，同時男女均有。
這些小孩進行自慰時，他們未必知道那是什麼東西，也和男女性行為無關。
通常他們只是單純覺得某些摩擦動作可以讓他們覺得很舒服、很有快感而已。
這種行為，其實一點都沒有性含意在裡面，而是一種單純的生理現象。
說真的，要我說這樣的自慰行為是一種犯罪，我很難找出聖經依據。

到青春期之後，體內賀爾蒙影響，不管是男生或女生，自慰比例開始大幅上升，而且通常開始會伴隨性幻想。
這些性幻想，有時是一種很空幻的、非具體人物的；
有時則是伴隨具體的人物來進行性幻想。
在這種階段，要我說自慰絕對不是罪，我也實在沒辦法這樣做，
因為聖經明明就講：
『凡看見婦女就動淫念的，這人心裡已經與她犯姦淫了』（太5：28）
不過，若是一種非具體對象性幻想的自慰行為，或許比較可能與罪無關一些。

在此，我要插入一個相關的狀況。
透過這樣的狀況，或許可以給我們一些思考的方向………夢遺時的春夢。
假使男性沒有自慰或做愛，那麼，積存過多的精液就會用夢遺的方式排泄出來。
這是一種男性特有的自然生理反應，是女性沒有的經歷。
夢遺，顧名思義，幾乎都是在作夢時發生，而且伴隨的幾乎都是春夢。
在某種意義而言，春夢也是一種性幻想。
那麼，春夢有罪嗎？
我實在不認同春夢有罪，反而認為春夢無罪。
那麼，自慰時伴隨的非特定的性幻想，有罪嗎？

當然，夢遺時的春夢，和自慰時的性幻想，未必可以直接類比。
因為夢遺的春夢是一種『非自己可以控制』的狀態，而自慰時的性幻想是『自己可以控制』的狀態，二者不盡相同。
但是，畢竟這二者同時考慮，確實可以給我們一些思考方向。
從醫學和信仰角度來看，身為男性的耶穌基督，我認為祂沒有自慰，但祂也有夢遺。
這一點，又可以給我們一些思考的方向。

假使我們將信仰配合醫學的立場來看，或許可以這樣看待自慰的行為：
一個自然生理常會歷經的階段，特別是在青春期發動之後，更為明顯。
在結婚之前，是一個有罪人間還算可以將實質罪行減到最小程度的不是很理想的行為。

由於我們即使成為基督徒，但肉體仍在，仍受肉體影響。
必須到我們到天堂後，才能獲得無罪的狀態。
在我們肉體仍在的情形下，我們無可避免會受到肉體各種生理心理反應的影響。
有些生理心理反應，是聖經絕對禁止的，同性戀、外遇便是。
但有些生理心理反應，卻是聖經保持沈默的，像自慰。
在這種情形下，或許自慰會是一種婚前避免實際與人發生淫亂的『勉強可接受』的行為，因為這樣的行為，並沒有與實際人具體發生淫亂。
對於同性戀者，我也抱持這樣的立場來處理：
禁絕實際與同性發生性行為，假使慾望很強，請用自慰解決便是。

有段經文，或許不是很合適，但提供大家參考一下：
『我作孩子的時候，話語像孩子、心思像孩子、意念像孩子，既成了人，就把孩子的事丟棄了』（林前13：11）
當我們生理還在『孩子』階段時，很多行為表現和『成人』階段是不一樣的。
我們當然希望能早日變成成人那樣的成熟，但有時這還是受到生理影響，必須有相當時間來讓生理心理成熟。
我們如果留意全本聖經，聖經對孩子階段的許多行為，比較保持沈默，而不輕易譴責。
青春期是一種小孩要進入成人的時期。
民間俗話有時會說：
還沒結婚的，都還算小孩。
這話具有相當程度的可思考性在。
我不是說沒結婚的就一定不成熟，請不要誤解，
但確實，婚姻生活可以使人更加成熟，不管是生理或心理上，都適用。
那麼，在一個還不成熟階段的十幾二十歲年輕人身上，要我引用聖經嚴厲譴責他們那種算是不成熟的自慰行為，要求他們必須徹底禁絕這樣的行為，我實在無法找到經文這樣做。
因為，青春期開始發動的性慾，對男生而言，常常很強烈，但有趣的是，這樣強烈的慾望，當進入中年以後，有時就會緩和許多。
我們實在無法否認這種天然生理性。
而在這種天然生理性的狀態下，我強烈覺得，與其真的去找人發生性行為，寧可自己解決會好很多。
畢竟，這樣的行為，到結婚或中年之後，在正常生理發展下，就會好很多。

當然，有人會從一個角度來切入：
自慰者常會有罪惡感，所以自慰一定有罪。
但是，我們要很小心，自從亞當犯罪之後，人的良心、道德、感覺、、、，已經全部被罪污染。
在這種情形下，『罪惡感』並不能和『罪』輕易劃上等號。
什麼是罪惡感？
簡單說，就是一種犯罪的『感覺』。
請注意，那是一種『感覺』，而有罪的人類，感覺也都已經被污染了。
有犯罪的感覺，未必就表示有犯罪。
舉一個很簡單的例子來講好了：
『羞恥感』未必表示這行為就真的很羞恥。
裸露下體這一行為，在公開場合是羞恥的行為，但在夫妻之間卻是正當而且合宜的行為。
有些姊妹對此有很強的羞恥感，對夫妻間的性行為有很強的罪惡感，但那是不正確的。
為什麼我們強調要不斷『歸正』、『歸回真理』？
就是要把我們已經被污染的良心、道德、感覺、理性、、、，全部都回歸到聖經真理來。
過度的罪惡感與羞恥感，並不是正確的，反而是必須用真理來矯正的。
所以，男性自慰時的罪惡感，我們並不能輕易就說那一定是犯罪。
要說那是不是犯罪，還是要回到我提醒的這些思考方向來。
而且更重要的是，請注意，聖經對於自慰的教導幾乎是沈默的。
在聖經保持沈默的領域，有時，我們可能不要太輕易定罪比較好。

當然，看色情書刊、色情影帶一定是犯罪，這不容狡辯。
我會建議這時期的男生，盡量不要去看色情書刊、色情影帶。
假使看了，認罪悔改便是。
至於單純的自慰，我沒有具體譴責與定罪。

我必需強調，稱義是立即的，成聖是漫長的。
同時，我也必需強調：
1. 沒有任何罪是主耶穌不能赦免的
2. 與其實際去和人犯姦淫，寧可用自慰解決。

問題二：未婚基督徒男性瀏覽色情網站
答：
這是許多男生的通病。
通常，等結了婚，就會好很多。
我建議先戒除色情網站部分，只需自慰即可。

我不是那種唱屬靈高調的人，要唱屬靈高調，我會告訴你一切都不可以、都馬上要禁絕。
但事實上，得救是立即的，成聖是漫長的。
我們努力，一步一步來做。
自慰和罪未必有直接關係，但色情網站是罪。
所以先戒除色情網站再說。

問題三：基督徒夢遺是犯罪嗎？需要努力去避免嗎？
答：
我們來思考一些問題：
1.男性沒有精液，能生兒育女嗎？
當然不行，不是嗎？

2.男生有精液可以用來繁殖後代，是不是上帝創造的？
當然是，不是嗎？

3.既然是上帝創造的，那麼，當精液過多時，會不會排出來？
當然會。

4.如何排出來？
或是用夢遺的方式，或是用自慰的方式，或是做愛的方式。

5.未婚男子，精液累積到一定程度，用夢遺的方式排出，正不正常？
當然很正常。

6.夢遺時作春夢，正不正常？
當然很正常。

7.我們能控制夢遺時作什麼夢、夢到什麼人嗎？
當然不行。

8.夢遺時可不可以沒伴隨春夢？
當然可以。

9.既然這樣，不管有沒有伴隨作春夢，夢遺有犯罪嗎？
當然沒有。

10.既然夢遺是正常生理現象，是上帝的創造，與罪無關，那麼，有需要去避免或減少嗎？
當然不用去管它。

以上的分享，看來真的很不虔誠、很不屬靈，不是嗎？
我承認，確實是如此。
但是，要我唱屬靈高調，我做不到。

以上就是我個人的態度，也是我對困擾者進行個別輔導時的立場。
由於私下接到這樣的問題實在太多，所以勉為其難，乾脆公開分享我個人看法，提供參考。
我說的，並不是絕對真理，大家參考便是。

wat? i din ask her anything but she was sending tis e mail for me.. but anyway i was happy because i get the answer.... erm and here's the fact ... its the matter of truth that 98.9 % of boy hav done tis masturbation job... so for now its seems normal... hahah actually i don understnad the damn long context posting it here to ask for a translation wakakakakkaa

the "KONAMI CODE"

2009-12-18T18:18:00.001-08:00

well.... believe all of u hav heard of this code in facebook.... hahaha then the code (up up down down left right left right b a ENTER) is not a stranger le.... wahhaha ... welll tis has nothing much jus log in ur facebook and enter the code above then u will finda beautiful bubblenot on X-AXIS or Y-AXIS but its on Z-AXIS...
LIKE THIS

well tis happen everytime when u click o scroll down o scroll up the page.. for me its nothing much ... i just play for it for pleasure wahaha so my facebook looks beautiful...

fastest processor? well judge it ur urself...

2009-12-17T23:48:00.000-08:00

Intel Corporation introduced its most advanced desktop processor ever, the Intel® Core™ i7 processor, which speeds video editing, immersive games and other popular Internet and computer activities by up to 40 percent-setting the world record for the Fastest processor.

Photo: Intel® Core™ i7 Processor Extreme Edition badge Intel® Core™ i7 processor badge (left) and Intel® Core™ i7 processor badge-right

Broadly heralded by the computing industry as a technical marvel, the Intel® Core™ i7 processor holds a new world record of 117 for the SPECint_base_rate2006* benchmark test that measures the performance of a processor. This is the first time ever for any single processor to exceed a score of 100 points.

"Intel has delivered the fastest desktop processor on Earth to the most demanding users on Earth, the ones who are using their PCs for video, gaming and music," said Patrick Gelsinger, senior vice president and general manager of Intel's Digital Enterprise Group.

"When you couple what is Intel's biggest leap in chip design with other incredible innovations like Intel's solid state drives, the Core i7 processor has redefined the computer of tomorrow."

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A smarter way to work and play -- With faster, intelligent multi-core technology that applies processing power dynamically when needed most, the new Intel® Core™ i7 processors deliver an incredible breakthrough in PC performance.

They’re the best desktop processors on the planet. Multitask applications faster and unleash incredible digital media creation. Experience maximum performance for everything you do, thanks to the combination of Intel® Turbo Boost Technology and Intel® Hyper-Threading Technology, which maximizes performance to match your workload.

well, u get get this INTEL i7 processor at comp shops now... well as i noe the price is at at a range of rm1000-rm2500 depending on the model and speed...

networking and admin software

2009-12-17T23:27:00.000-08:00

well, an advance networking software allow u to share properties of ur own through internet with your friends....erm haha i believe alot of people have heard a lot about hamachi... it is a software design to link and create a private or virtual room for sharing and secure its security ... well i hav once use it with my frens to play (DOTA) erm but the result are not that satisfy .... because we hav to turn off the firewall and antivirus will blocked it because connectting with unknown people with unknown ip adress... the latest hamachi with the a new HAMACHI 2.0.1.66...

LogMeIn Hamachi is a VPN service that easily sets up in 10 minutes, and enables secure remote access to your business network, anywhere there's an Internet connection.

It works with your existing firewall, and requires no additional configuration. Hamachi is the first networking application to deliver an unprecedented level of direct peer-to-peer connectivity. It is simple, secure, and cost-effective.

Advantages of LogMeIn Hamachi:

-LAN over the Internet - Arrange multiple computers into their own secure network, just as if they were connected by a physical cable.
-Files and Network Drives - Access critical files and network drives.
-Zero-configuration - Works without having to adjust a firewall or router.
-Security - Industry leading encryption and authentication.
-Cost Effective - Free for non-commercial use.

hahaha... realise that tis is for networking use... hahha create ur own 'GARENA" room then to play wif ur frens wahaha ... if there is delayness or lagness don blame me its ur line 's problem wahahhaah

optimized ur Nvidia GRAPHIC card(DISPLAY card)

2009-12-17T23:13:00.000-08:00

well everybody have either a build in or a graphic card ... many of them didnt try to install a approprriate driver to "drive" their display card.... one thing they din realise is their display is not running at their optimum performance... so if u are using a Nvidia graphic card try use this driver<<<>>>NVIDIA Forceware 195.62 WHQL XP

NVIDIA ForceWare software unleashes the full power and features in NVIDIA's desktop, gaming, platform, workstation, laptop, multimedia, and mobile products. Delivering a proven record of compatibility, reliability, and stability with the widest range of games and applications, ForceWare software ensures the best experience with your NVIDIA hardware.

-Incredible 3D and video performance for all of your applications.
-Rock-solid system stability, greater compatibility, and reliability with NVIDIA -Unified Driver Architecture (UDA).Industry-leading features for graphics, audio, video, communications, storage, and security.
-Robust product support for over ten unique operating systems.
-Continual product performance and feature updates for the life of your NVIDIA hardware.

noted that this driver is is divided to x32 and x64... so if u are still using a window xp pls make sure ur service packages 1 or 2... if u are using a window 7 pls kindly log on to Nvidia official website to get the driver...

download from>>>>>>>>>http://www.geeks3d.com/20091126/nvidia-forceware-195-62-whql/<<<< (copy and paste service wahahhaha)

wat do i spend during my free time????

2009-12-17T23:03:00.000-08:00

well, i am currently a form 6 student ... well besides studying i spend my time on facebook .... but that is not the important part... because i wan u guys to noe tat i am a dota-er(noob de) XD..

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wahhahaha remember tis logo? well tis is when i spend my free time usually....whahahah

I AM BACK!!!!

2009-12-17T22:56:00.000-08:00

hahahah... wat a pity man... its beeen ages since i left this field <<<<<<<<<<<(blogging)... wahhahaha... and now since i was on holidays i am back guys.... hmmmmm... actually since the first time i started blogging i hav no idea at all... i started because of a fren who ask me to blog but actually i was not interest at all ... so i jus started blogging wif no topic no idea and pointless....but since i started studying in form 6 i came out wif an idea again...erm... so tis blog will be posting about computer hardware updates,experiences from me(if got la),software updates and so on... wahahhaa i think that its for 2day tq tq.... wahahaha