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noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Wed, 20 Mar 2013 18:51:00 +0000

Bruno Mars - When I Was Your Man.

Hi, yep. I know it's been quite long I didn't write anything here. These few days was busy and tired, and I don't get to use computer because my friend was watching The Walking Dead every night. Nothing special happened, I just tried to make myself busy always so I wouldn't have so much thought haha. It's been 4 months already I'm in Singapore, still not familiar with the places out there yet because never really go out. Maybe, when I'm really nothing to do, I'll go out have a walk around everywhere. Seriously, I don't even know where is the Merlion.

I don't wanna write a long post here, I just don't feel like writing so I'm gonna make it short. I won't do anything about us anymore, I mean it's useless because the gap is there and I know that. Well, if you wanna talk to me, we're still friend ! if only you still take me as a friend. And I just wanna dedicate this song to you. Bruno just sing everything I wanted to say so just let him tell you everything. I don't feel like writing all here. Good luck and have a blissful life in future !

And Happy Belated Birthday ! You know who I'm talking to. :)

Goodbye for now.

Let's talk something about life.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Tue, 26 Feb 2013 19:17:00 +0000

Muse - Madness.

Hello, it's me again. I'd been going to gym lately and my whole body hurts. When I sleep on my bed, I never wanna get up because it's hurt to get up. The chest, stomach part, shoulder everywhere so I'll just roll down from my bed because if I don't get up, I'll be late for work. My fingers get back itchy and hard back, I'd ask some people already and they said it's the soap affected my finger like this but what can I do ? I need to clean something there, I'll try to avoid touching the soap so much.

Let's talk about life, everyone have their own bright side and dark side. Some people you may see that their always happy but we didn't see that when their sad and hurt. There are some stupid people too that they wanted to have fun and they didn't care nor look what will cause of the fun and when shit happens, they'll come to us and tell all the bullshit and regrets. Some people might think that money is everything, yes, that's true but what if you got money and you're not happy ? Some people not rich but they're having a happy and warm family and friends which most of the rich people don't have it. Everything is balance, it just how you look with your life because you're the one who make the decision and every step we take, that's counted. You may hate what you're having with your life but did you see the bright side of your life ? Most of us won't realize the bright side because we never thought of it and some of us will realize it when we lost it. We can do the different if we do it, everything will remain the same if we don't do anything. Most of us just thinking of it, nothing will change unless we do it. There's some good things and bad things will happen in life but you'll never know when, what, where and why. Because that's life.

My advise, don't do bad things, because the bad things will come back to you, you'll never know when. Do what you gotta do, don't do something that you feel guilty no matter what, you'll regret your whole life I promise. Sometimes you do something good to people but you don't get the return and that's what drive us mad about being good to people. We do the good things is for ourselves not to hope for in return what that fella will give you a candy. You'll receive the good deeds when the times come. Don't worry, karma won't scam you.

Oh my god, I read back what I wrote here and it's like a bible or some kind of life story teller. Actually I didn't notice that I'll write something like this tho, I feel like I'm a f-ing long-breath fella now. Anyway, I just want to have a simple life with the love one. That's the only thing what I request for. The complicated stuff leave for you guys out there who wanna fight for it.

How are you lately ?

Everything went smoothly ?

Hope you're having a healthy and happy life now. (:

See you soon !

Back to Singapore.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Wed, 20 Feb 2013 14:54:00 +0000

I'd been writing this post since Febuary 14 but now only get to post it. Happy Belated Valentine's Day to all the couples out there, and to all the single people don't have to be sad because I'm single with y'all too. Happy Singlentine to me.

I told myself before CNY that when I came back to Singapore, I'll be active to go to gym. I went to gym last Sunday and did some of the things there, whole body pain like hell ! I forgot when was the last time I exercise already, I think it's around 4-5 years ? I don't know why my neck hurt too, today is already the 2nd day and it still pain. I can't really turn my head to the side, hope tomorrow will be okay. I wanna go gym tomorrow early, lets see how.

This year CNY quite bored, I only get 5 Ang Pau only. And didn't do anything, most of my friends went to another friend new club. I went there once, have to show face laa but damn headache, the environment too small and the speaker too big d. Then everynight they all just gamble, didn't really have time to chill out.

Back to Singapore, everything goes on. Hope you had a great Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day.

Bye.

4th day of Chinese New Year.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Tue, 12 Feb 2013 23:50:00 +0000

Hello everyone, it's already the 4th day of Chinese New Year ! Well the time is like moving so fast but this year Chinese New Year it feels like not Chinese New Year, it's so boring and I didn't do anything at all. Not as fun as the pass few years. I'm going back to Singapore on Thursday night, the others of my friend going back on Saturday. Start back to work on Friday, sigh.. For this year, I only get 3 red packet. Mom, Dad and one more from my friend parents. Didn't go to visit other relatives because they're staying in Kuala Lumpur. I actually do ask my parents to go there so they could have some good time there but I don't know why they don't want to. I feel kinda sad but I don't know why, it seems like a lot of things here that needed to be done. I failed to describe what I'm feeling inside so I don't know how to write it here. I'll update next time, it's already 7.50am now. Time to get some sleep and I wanna go cut my hair later.

Hope you have a great Chinese New Year ! :D

stay healthy and scored a good result in your studies !

Goodnight.

Happy Chinese New Year !

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Sat, 09 Feb 2013 20:51:00 +0000

Hello, it's me again :) I'm having a headache right now due to the new club that my friend, have to show face laa but seriously, the space inside are too small ! And the speakers are too big ! The sound system make my bloody hell head pain like fuck man. Plus I didn't really sleep well yesterday inside the bus. Actually I planned to cut my hair this evening but when I go to the saloon, they told me they're closing soon so not more hair cut. Sibeh suay. I think have to wait few more days later only cut my hair ba. Had my reunion dinner at 6pm+ and I just wanted to stay home but my friends keep on calling me so I just went out to chill with them, I'm damn tired now. I don't know what's the plan for tomorrow but I'mma just gonna head to sleep until I have enough sleep only see how. It's not that good new year this year. I can't stand the headache anymore, goodnight.

By the way, Happy Chinese New Year ~! And have a great one ! Grab more Ang Pau ! :)

Conscience.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 07 Feb 2013 23:41:00 +0000

LMF ft Sammi Cheng - Love is.

Went to watch Ah Boy to Men part 2 just now, it's nice and funny but sadly I didn't watch the part 1. From the movie, it makes me feel like going into army because it's like so nice but the girlfriend part, pity that fella but it's just a movie la. I planed to go out somewhere mall to have a walk and see if I could buy any clothes or pants but I had to carry a bag and my Xbox, so I think better after Chinese New Year only go shopping ba. Last Sunday I went to Bugis, Cineleisure mall and one more I forgot the name already, end up I only buy one jeans. I really don't know what to buy, my shopping skill sucks seriously. My friends they all buy damn a lot ! Well maybe next time for me. I'm going back to Malaysia later, 9pm bus. It's gonna stuck in traffic jam don't know for how many hours already for sure.

I'm not really sure what really happened to my eyes, everything I see is blur. I mean things around 5-10meters, I can't really read the words or watch the people face properly. This things happened since 2-3 days ago, I wonder is it lack of sleep cause me this or my eye sight problem ? Hopefully is lack of sleep la, I don't want to wear spec. It's really quite irritating when you can't see or read things properly even tho you tried very hard and still can't see it properly.

These few days I had the same dream, it's my conscience talking to me, a monk. I feel like I'd go back to the place where every monks stay there, I don't know I got mention here before or not, it's 2007 if I'm not mistaken at that time I went to there and stay there for 2-3 days for "ba jie" with the monks. The place is nice, beautiful, and peaceful. It's in the mountain where there's no other people making noise, no cars, bike, everything. Now I understand some of things he said to me, if you love the flower, you shouldn't pluck it because you'll kill it. If you love someone, it's not a must that she must be with you then only you can love her, if she's happy with someone else, you should be happy because she's having a blissful and happy life there. If you really loved her, just let her go. She'll come to you if it's fate. Actually I don't really believe in fate, I mean fate is created by us and if fate really exist and I don't do anything, I think nothing will be work out at the end of the day. He didn't answer me and just fade away.

Anyway, it's 7.31am liao and I don't think I'll go shopping d later. Maybe just go out for a walk only, I think I better take some nap. Having a real bad headache, byee.
Hopefully I'll have a safe trip and I'm coming back to Singapore on 14 Feb, yes it's Valentine's Day. I'm having dinner with myself :D
See ya and Happy Chinese New Year !

A picture speaks a thousand words.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 01 Feb 2013 21:10:00 +0000

I think you will know how I feel by looking at this picture.

Went to Chinatown POSB bank to take my passbook at 10.30pm, I only sleep for 3 hours+ only. I can feel my eyes so dry inside and I can barely open widely to look at the road. I thought it gonna take a long time to get my things done but don't know I'm lucky or what, not even 30mins I get my passbook already. I don't know where to go and what to do, it's 11am+. End up went to Vivo then walking around inside Vivo like an idiot, there's a few things it looked familiar there then only I noticed that I saw it somewhere before, the cruise departure. Then stop at Starbucks and drink my chocolate and look at the people around, spent my time there until 1pm+ then go to Timbre d. I would like to shop around there but I'm tired at that time so I just go to my work place and have some rest there. Whole day just feeling stim stim only, I better go get some sleep now. This Sunday got no plan yet, stay at home ? call me out ? :D I wanna watch quite a lot of movies ! But I don't want to go alone, it's so damn weird. :/

Anyway, I hope you'll have a great weekends. Make yourself relax a bit ! Have some fun !

Take care. :)

Goodnight and have a sweetdream.

Lack of sleep.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Wed, 30 Jan 2013 08:58:00 +0000

It's not a good day yesterday, something bad happened. A stupid drunk Caucasian tryna pick up a fight with us because he don't want to pay his bill, we just called the police but that fella run away without taking his credit card. Hopefully they'll get him as soon as possible. I'd been thinking to get something special and hopefully everything go smoothly, I don't want to write it down here because it's not the right timing yet.

My mind are completely empty now, I don't know what to write liao so chao first laa. BYEEEEEE !

Hope you have a nice day ! :)

Take care ah.

I'm not moving.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 28 Jan 2013 21:44:00 +0000

The Script - The Man Can't Be Moved.

I don't know what happened here, the pictures gone and the mp3 widget not working properly. I'll fix it when I got time, I'm getting tired and tired because lack of sleep. Everyday I'm looking forward to Sunday and when it's Sunday, I don't know what to do. End up went out to somewhere not crowded and get lazy over there. Later and tomorrow I'm working at 7pm, wanna go somewhere out but don't know where to go. Go to the mall alone feel so weird. Sometimes I wish I could sing, singing can express our feeling, release stress and some feeling that you don't know how to describe it. If I could get to sing on stage for someone, I'll sing for you even tho my singing sucks. :O

Are you doing good lately ? Don't stress or push yourself so hard k ?

I'm so tired already and my eyes feel so heavy. Hope you like this song here.

Have a goodnight and sweetdream. And have a nice day later.

Just wanna dedicate this song to her.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 21 Jan 2013 23:21:00 +0000

Steelheart - She's Gone.

This fella voice.. :')

It's been awhile..

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Sun, 13 Jan 2013 10:51:00 +0000

Hi, it's been awhile right ? I know, these few days was busy and tired so I didn't write anything here. Another word, lazy. Yea, I'm lazy to write. Well, there's a cracked on both side of my thumbs. I don't know how but somehow it just cracked like this, I don't know weather it's cut by glasses or what, that's why I couldn't write here. If I update my blog using iPhone because I don't have a computer or laptop here. There's a lot of things I would like to share but it's something bad about it, I feel like if I write it here, I'm like backstabbing him. Hopefully he not doing something what we're thinking about it.

It's 7.00am now and the sun haven't rise yet, it's Sunday ! No plan, nowhere to go, nothing to do. I was planning to watch movie on Sunday but he's celebrating their anniversary so I cancel it. I feel like walking around the mall all alone it's like kinda weird. And I'm not really familiar with here yet. And if you're asking me out for food, drinks, joking, I'm very happy about it.

By the way, how are you lately ? Is everything move smoothly ? I don't know what's happening around you but I saw you tweeted some studies things while I'm scrolling my timeline, just do your best in exam, no matter what results you get, at least you know you give your best right ? And remember don't stress yourself and giving yourself too much pressure okay ? You're a smart girl and you can do it :) Study smart !

I better stop here, I don't want to be so long-breath like old man. It's time for me to sleep now.
If in case you need help or anything de, you can just text me okay ? Take good care of yourself :)
My whatsapp is dead for so long..

Dreaming.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 04 Jan 2013 21:17:00 +0000

Yesterday whole day just being lazy because nothing to do and nowhere to go, I lay on bed till 4pm+ then go to V-hotel to chill out there. When I reach V-hotel, another 2 fella same staff also there. We talked a lot of crap and have some drink at night, when they went back at 10.30pm, we went to somewhere in Dhoby Ghaut I don't know the place name to eat my first meal at mamak. That's how I spent my off day yesterday. Boring hor ? :(

Today start back work d, I didn't touch any things d. I even wear glove to cut those lemons and lime but why my thumb still like this ? Can recover quickly ? My fingers skin it's like old man skin leh. :( Next week Monday I'm off means I got 2 days off, Sunday and Monday. Any plan ? I don't want to spend my day like usual like this leh, my friend ask me to go out and have a walk around Singapore, I would love too but I don't want to walk alone, it makes me more boring. Walking around mall alone, eat alone, imagine that ... But if you ask me out, I could hang out with you while day just to spend time with you, haha dreaming.

Sometimes it's good to have some happy things to dream about, it help to release stress and pressure, but reality is I don't have you. Yup, the truth is hurt, always. These few night I keep having nightmare, I don't know why but I do remember last time you post something related about nightmare, I guess you're right that if you're having a cold sleep, you'll have nightmare. Maybe that's the reason why I'm having this. Okay, time to sleep d. It's 5.16am now.

Goodnight and have a sweetdream ! Don't catch cold oh, if not later you had nightmare like me. Hahah.

Take care okay, have a nice Saturday ! :)

See you

I get a Xbox 360 Kinect 4GB Console from lucky draw !

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 03 Jan 2013 01:00:00 +0000

2nd of January, I slept for only 4 hours and wake up at 10am+ d because I need to go bank to open my bank account and bank in money. After que for so long, she just gave me form and ask me to take for my company to fill the form, Walao eh. So I just go to Switch because I don't have a bank account, I can't bank in the money also unless take cash. I don't want to take so much cash with me, it's not secure. I reach Switch around 1pm because we're having a company annual dinner and my friend asked me to come and help to arrange the table and everything but he reach at 2pm+. Everyone looks like having fun the whole night but I'm just feel like kinda bored because I'm not in the mood of celebrating, the most happening part is the lucky draw ! They giving away 60 prizes for lucky draw and guess what ? I got a Xbox 360 Kinect 4GB Console ! I'm so damn lucky ?

Xbox Kinect 4GB Console.

Actually I don't have a television here, I know Xbox it's a really really nice things to play but seriously, I don't feel like playing games. I wanted to spend more time with you if I could, a lot of people keep asking me to change with them but I reject everyone. I'll keep this and maybe one day we could play some games together ? :D after the dinner and everything, we stop around 12am+ and clean up the mess there until 2am+ then we went to Orchard to grab some food, I'm the only one not eating there, wanna diet man. Then just chill and talk a lot of crap until 7am+ then one of my friend send us home.

This 2 days not that bad laa, it's happening all the good things and the only bad things and my fingers haven't recover yet. :( and it's damn hurt ! I put some Dettol Antiseptic on it and it's really really make my tears out a bit, it's damn burn when my friend put it on my finger that's like dry up until tear off one. That's meat leh ! Please let my finger recover soon okay ? Well I think that's all for this post, I better get some sleep now.

And hope you're having a very good day too this 2 days and today is the 3rd day, hope it's gonna be great for you.

Take care k ?

See you.

1st of January.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Tue, 01 Jan 2013 21:09:00 +0000

1st of January, I slept half of the day. Wake up at 4pm because yesterday after work, went to Substation and Switch to meet some of my friends there. Some of them already half drunk and they claim that I'm late and force me to bottoms up 1 jug of Heineken and 5 sec of Vodka, after that just chilling out there. Unfortunately, shit happens. I don't wanna write it here. My friend bought McDonald's over, he bought like more than 20 burgers ! Siao one, I take one McSpicy and seriously, DAMN SPICY ! It's the first time I take McDonald's burger in Singapore so I don't really know how it taste like. Malaysia McSpicy not as spicy as here and the chicken is bigger and more crispy. I drink too much beer d, my stomach fulled of gas so I can't eat much. We throw the left over burgers is like 8-9 burgers and fries because no one eating anymore, what a waste but bo bian d. We wait until 6am because the Bras Basah circle-line MRT just beside us, then reach home around 7am+ d, that's why I wake up at 4pm.

Actually I wanted to write here when I wake up after I wash my cloths but my friend called me and ask me to go Bugis meet them, so I go meet them at Bugis then they brought me to Haji Lane, something like a small road with fulled of shopping shop, mostly antique but kinda a lot of people shopping there. Quite nice la that place, we go in every shop and they buy a few things there. After that we went to had some food at Qi Ji, it's something like nasi lemak. Look small but don't know why after eat that feel so fulled, maybe drag too long d for my first meal.

Today not bad la, better than staying at home all day long.

So hope you're having a good day too ! Enjoy your New Year !

I got to sleep now, tomorrow I need to go bank to open account and bank in money. My friend plan after settle everything, he wanna go TGI Friday for lunch. Then need to help at Switch to arrange the tables because night we having a Annual Dinner.

Goodnight.

Take care alright !

Happy New Year eve !

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 31 Dec 2012 05:15:00 +0000

Yesterday wasn't that bad I guess, same as usual went to V-Hotel and chill. My friend texted me that they planned to have steamboat at night. I'm so happy, it's been awhile I didn't eat steamboat. But in the end, planned canceled :( I don't know why then we went to Aston's in City Square. I shouldn't follow my friend go there because he's with his girlfriend and I'm like..I don't know what to do, just follow their back walk around only.

Oh ya, today is New Year eve right ? Happy New Year to everyone and you ! Hope you'll have a brand new year ! Let all the bad things leave behide the past and all the good things come to you in 2013.

I'm sucks in greeting something like this and I know it =/

Anyway, I hope you'll stay healthy and happy always.

So did you have your planned tonight ?

Well, I think after finish work tonight then I'll go Switch to meet my friend or come back home sleep. Later see how.

Nothing to write d, not enough sleep ah.

So see you next year !

Oh ya, I'm looking for this bag !! Inform me if anyone of you know where got sell this Lego Bag !

Thanks !

Overslept !

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Sat, 29 Dec 2012 22:05:00 +0000

Overslept ! I forgot to set my alarm and when I wake up, I saw the weather is cloudy and I thought it's still early so I check on my phone what time is it, it's 4.10pm ! I suppose to start work at 4pm and I was like FUCK ! Rush to bathroom shower and brush my teeth then rush out d, too tired d la these few days plus not enough sleep. I texted my friend that I'll be late then he ask me to go Vivo Giant buy some brush, actually I passby Vivo everyday but I never go in before. I went in once but just after the MRT, turn right got the Kopitiam food court something like that. Went there once only to have some coffee then go back d. When I walk in the Vivo, I'm so blur. Then slowly follow the crowd, go up to Ground Floor then look for the something like navigation board or map board I don't know what its called la, then search for Giant. When I found the Giant name and outlet number then I look at the map, I'm still blur because I don't know where it actually is then just follow then direction and search slowly. Luckily no mistakes and I found it ! So go in and buy the brush then go work d.

I peel off my left fingers skin d, right index finger also peel off d and the middle finger just a bit and my thumb. I think need few more days will be fine, now looks better than the pass few days because no more hard skin, it just that now look like old man skin on the part I peel off one, so rough just like my grandfather hand. Just now accidentally squeeze the lime with my finger, WOAH ! The feeling it's like squeeze the lemon into your eye ! SERIOUSLY DAMN EXCITING but I don't want to have it again.

It's Sunday again and what to do ? Sleep I think or go V-hotel just to kill some time. My friend ask me to follow him go out eat and watch movie but he with his girlfriend, I don't want to be like lamp-post and it's bothering both of them so I rejected him. He may think it's fine but his girlfriend won't think the same, they only met once a week. For me, I also want to spend my time with you the whole day if we only meet once a week. If laa.

It's 6.05am already, I got to go sleep now. Very tired already.

Tomorrow is New Year eve leh, Happy New Year ah !

Wish you had a brand new good year and stay healthy always ! :)

Christmas over.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 28 Dec 2012 14:39:00 +0000

My left hand fingers skin start peeling off, it's 3 layer skin. Seriously look damn disgusting because of the skin and it's really not convinient, I can't hold something properly because some part is hard and some still painful. Hope it'll get better soon. My mom called me this afternoon at 2pm, she's in Singapore but go back d at night. I didn't met her because I got to work at 4pm and I don't know where she is, she's with the temple people come Singapore for a walk. I'm sorry mom, I'm coming back for Chinese New Year so I'll see you soon. Plus my fingers like this, I don't want to let her see this, she'll worry very much. Actually I think it's not a big matter but I don't know why everyone so scare when they saw my fingers and keep telling me to check with doctor, I know you guys care about me and some are just showing or just pretending whatever, I'll be okay in few more days.

Christmas is over, everyone having their good sweet time with their love one and I hope you had too :) I'm used to it of not celebrating already but I'm happy if you're having a good time too. And now New Year is coming, just few more days only. Had your planned already ? New Year eve got to work. No plan yet then January 1st - 3rd off day ! My friend said 1st go Johor but not confirm yet, I don't know go there for what also, feels like quite boring one. 2nd got dinner party with the whole staff at Switch. Everyone must attend the dinner, hopefully I won't get drunk laa.

Okay, time to go now.
Take care and happy always :)

Merry Christmas !

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 24 Dec 2012 22:11:00 +0000

Merry Christmas to everyone especially to you ! Hope you had a beautiful Christmas :) I wanted to update yesterday but too tired d. I went to the Costa Sand Downtown East that chalet, they having a staff BBQ there. It's a very nice place leh, I don't know you been there before or not, and the water park seem so cool ! I didn't get to play because quite late d, we BBQ and drink some liquor there, actually I kena drink quite a lot ! then I go back at 11pm+. Vomited twice because of my friend driving like drift here and there, he drop me and my friend at Bedok MRT because my friend going back to Jurong and the nearest MRT for me is Lavender. I didn't eat anything there just 1 lamb, 2 prawn and 2 pork rib only. So hungry and tired that night.

Today went to Bugis just now because my friend wanna buy necklace for her girlfriend, SO CROWDED ! Like pasar malam only, everyone choosing gift for their girlfriend and I'm just like follow them only. I also want to buy you a gift but I think it's better not to .. how to say har ? I feel like it's not very convenient ? I don't want to be like cutting in like that or make you feel getting annoying or bothered or something like that so I guess better not to show up. Just work as usual for Christmas eve and later going to work again at 4pm, everyone taking off day because they going to dating with their girlfriend, I got no one to celebrate so I go work better because I want to claim more off day for Chinese New Year. Actually I don't feel like going back when Chinese New Year but I'm all alone here if I don't go back, I'm afraid of being alone so I follow them go back. I'll update next time for more things because now it's already 6.10am, I need to take some sleep now and wake up at 2pm.

Wish you a very nice Christmas here. :)

Have a nice day and happy always.

Good night.

Take care ya..

It's getting worse.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 21 Dec 2012 21:53:00 +0000

My fingers are getting worse, it's getting bigger and hard now. And its so pain, I can't even press or open a canned drink ! Tomorrow my colleague will bring the antiseptic cream and hopefully it help, seriously I'm begging you my fingers :( and my legs are getting so damn horrible. What the fuck is wrong with me ? I didn't eat anything wrong leh, Sunday I'm gonna wash my bed and room again ! I'd never had such sensitive skin problem before, yesterday whole night I can't even sleep well due to my fingers so itchy. Feel like just chop it off ! :( need more antibiotic in my body I guess, drink a Detol ? Any food or drink that can increase body antibiotic recommended ? I'll eat everything ! I really couldn't stand this shit already. :(

I can't write much here, it's already 5.35am now. I need to sleep now but after I change my blog song, still looking for it. I don't know if you're living your life happily or not but I hope you're happy always. I always do.

Please recover quickly. :(

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 20 Dec 2012 19:59:00 +0000

Hello, these few days I'm kinda busy and tired so I didn't update my blog. I just realize just now evening that my fingers starting to change colour, I don't know what that means but I do remember last time I accidentally burnt my finger, it become like this too, hard, rough surface, numb, and a bit brown but not itchy. This time I didn't burn myself and it's itchy ! I don't know if it's the mint leaves or lemon or lime causes this. Hope it'll recover soon, it's not hurt but it's kinda annoying about the itchiness and I can't really feel what I'm touching.

Nothing much happening these few days, there's a few customers come and ask me for some drinks and of cause I give them. Usually when I gave them, they'll say thank you then I'll just say okay, alright and sometimes I just nod my head or emm. I'll do the same no matter they're boy or girl but mostly when it's a girl, my supervisor will keep on asking me why don't you say something more to her ? Okay, first I don't know who is her. Second, I don't want to flirt. Third, I'm shy with girls. I think 3 of these reason is enough for you already right ?

This coming Sunday all of them are planning to go Pasir Ris Chalet to have some party and BBQ. At first I don't wanna go because all of them are Philippines, (Okay, I may sound racism but I'm not because they used to talk to each other in filipino and just imaging that I'm sitting around them and they're talking filipino.) I'm just gonna feel boring, I rather stay at home if it's like that but my friend keeps on nagging me if I don't go so I promise them I'll go then.

Actually I know Christmas is near but I didn't know that is on next Tuesday. Seriously I really forgot about it but it doesn't matter, I'm not celebrating anyway so it's better to forget about it.

And how's your Christmas planning ? :)

Hope it's fine and go smoothly for you and have a happy Christmas.

I got to sleep now, it's 4am already.

Goodnight !

And have a sweetdream.

This is so cute..haha

Christmas tree made by me.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 17 Dec 2012 20:20:00 +0000

I forgot today opposite my house that restaurant close :( whole day didn't eat anything yet, I'm not hungry but I feel like eating, I don't know where got food at this time. I think I had to wait till tomorrow mid-night only can eat, take it as diet la since I ate so much pass few days. While I was working just now, out of the sudden, I just smile and laugh randomly because I don't know why I feel like having you. Daydreaming lol. Should slap my face hard to wake up from dreaming. Seriously my hands are getting ugly :( scratch too much because of the soap ! I think its allergic. Nothing much to write here because the whole day is like doing nothing, I wanna show some picture here. :D

TADA ! I decorate this Christmas Tree !

yea, it's so nice to decorate for Christmas :) I love to decorate Christmas stuff like Christmas tree, snow, Santa Claus, things like that. It's so beautiful, I don't know how my Christmas going to be, staying at home ? No idea, no plan yet. Well I do hope you have a great Christmas ! Be happy :)
It's already 4.45am almost 5 now, I think it's time to sleep already.

Good night and have a sweetdream okay !

Take care ya ! :)

Sunday home alone.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Sat, 15 Dec 2012 23:01:00 +0000

Good Morning ! It's 6.20am now, just finish watching Johnny English Reborn. I know this movie quite long already, it's been so long I never go to cinema already. I don't feel like sleeping, since I've got nothing to do the whole Sunday, let me sleep the whole evening then. These few days I eat too much pizza already, I think my weight increasing back. I should stop eating that much if not, I'll gain weight ! :(

Just now when I'm in mrt on the way to Vivo, I saw a girl reading some kind of novel. Look quite similar to you but I really don't know is that you or not. Well I don't sit in mrt and I didn't look clearly because she sit next 2 seat beside me, I don't dare to take a longer look also, it's like staring at her and it's really making others insecure. And people will look at me with one kind of face, pervert or whatever they can say. But I think it's not you la, I remembered you dyed your hair a bit gold one right ? wait, I forgot the girl hair colour already. If not mistaken, is black one so I think it's not you laa. At first when I saw once, I was like you're .. then I think awhile, it's not you.

I'm thinking if that girl was you, and I saw you, what am I suppose or can I do ? nothing, nothing much I can do. I rather make don't know or do nothing than make something become worse since our gap is still there. Anyway, let you or the time to decide when we'll meet each other, haha :) How's your Saturday ?

Hope Sunday gonna be better for you. Happy Sunday !

take care.

It's already 7am, the sun also rise already. It took me 40 minutes to write this thing here. -_-

Don't SICK !

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 14 Dec 2012 21:10:00 +0000

It's suppose to be a tiring day, I'd been working since 1pm to 2.30am and is the most busy day ! My back bone hurt too, but now it's already 4.50am almost 5 and I'm still awake. I just don't feel like sleeping but I got work later and gotta go out at 2.30pm like that. Sunday it's off and my friend went to KL, I guess I'm alone then. I think I'll do my homework on Sunday, ass I don't know it's my skin sensitive or what, I don't even saw any mosquito or ant in my room and I don't even feel the mosquito bite me but I'm getting itchy on my legs, hands, arm, back. Is it my new bed sheet problem or what ? I'll wash it on Sunday and clean the room since I got nothing to do tho.

I'm staring at the laptop for 15mins and don't know what to write. I'm still thinking how is my Chinese New Year ? Should go back or not ? :( I think I better get my ass back to bed and try to sleep now if not I'mma die at work. Hopefully my flu, cough and itchiness will recover soon, I don't want to get sick. :(

Anyway, even tho I'm not with you, I still hope you have a nice day, happy and blissful.

Have a sweet weekends ! Bless you.

Byee.

Take care.

Worse propose ever.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 13 Dec 2012 04:21:00 +0000

Nose blocked, sore throat and cough, don't tell me I'm getting sick please. And I don't know what happened to my skin, weather is sensitive or bitten by mosquitoes or allergic. Hope to get well soon ! Yesterday a guy propose to a girl at my work place, they don't even prepare anything. Last minute only buy a few roses, I think it's about only 5-6 roses also complain expensive already. Walao, you wanna propose to a girl and you're talking about expensive, don't propose laa. The girl you propose is going to follow you for the rest of her life leh. Actually it's none of my business also, shouldn't complain so much. Maybe they got their reason ?

The Ferris Wheel beside the Marina Bay Hotel look so beautiful ! I wonder if can take a ride or not ? I wanna go there take a walk and see what's inside there so much ! These few days so hot when the sun come out but after 2pm onward, it'll start raining. The weather's so weird, hope you won't get sick. My friends going to KL this Saturday until Tuesday, I think I'm gonna stay at home whole day this Sunday. Gonna be boring shit. :( Yesterday before I sleep, I thought of a lot of things to write down one, but I always forgot when I wake up facing the laptop. Maybe next time ?

Bye, Have a nice day and take care. :)

Be happy always.

Thought running in my head.

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 10 Dec 2012 20:05:00 +0000

Bye Monday, I'm not happy today. A lot of thought running thru my head and I can't believe that I take him as buddy and he say something like that. He's not saying to me directly but he told my colleague and my colleague told me. Seriously that's really hurt and I understand every employee do have that kind of feeling, afraid others to climb over their head but hello, you know me for how many years already ? Do I really need to approach the upper people because of some shit ? Nah, fuck that ! I don't really even give a damn about that, I just started work for how long ? It's only 2 weeks man, I admit that I'm not really know everything about it yet and I don't even have the qualification too for now. No wonder other people keep telling that to me that you're so "small gas", actually I don't give a damn what others say to me because I believe you're not but I now I know why people keep telling me that. Fine, forget about it. It's just a small issue and I won't spread it out. Everything will be fine if I just take it as nothing happened and keep quiet, I don't gossip about others. I don't like you, I'll say it I don't like you. I'm not going to turn a BIG round, telling the world that I don't like you and your bad things. Keep it cool and steady. I'm writing here because none of my friends know I got a blog. I'm writing what I feel inside of me and my daily stuff.

I'm here for a girl (you know who is the girl), but no one know this. What I want is a simple life, can afford food, a place to stay, hang out, and spend my whole time with her. That will be the most happiest thing in life for me to have her. I wanna go to nearby Marina Bay there, the view look so beautiful. And the Ferris Wheel there, how nice if I could go and take a ride with her. :D Maybe can look at the whole Singapore night view. I've heard a lot of people said that Singapore night view is way too beautiful than Hong Kong, the light of the city especially nearby Marina Bay there.

Tomorrow I'm starting work at 7pm, I think I'll be there around 4-5pm because I got nothing to do and nowhere to go also. Hope don't rain la, just now also rain at 2pm but stop at 2.40pm, just nice for me to go work. Sometimes I wonder why Singapore thunder so loud one ? Is it less mountain and building everywhere make the sound go louder ? Or the thunder just strike nearby ? Did the thunder strike someone or a building or a house before in Singapore ? I'm curious and every time I got shock because it strike too loud already la.

I'm still thinking should I go back for Chinese New Year or stay here ? If I stay here, I'm really alone inside my room to pass my Chinese New Year. If I go back, I'm not sure if I can get so much off day or not because if I'm going back to 8th of February and start back work on 13th, might as well I don't go back because;

1. Bus ticket gonna rise like shit.

2. Traffic jam on highway and it will takes like a day to travel back because of the traffic jam.

3. It just having 3 days time there and I'm sure I'll surely thinking about going back to work, I won't be happy.

4. Maybe my parents will go KL to celebrate Chinese New Year because all my relatives stay there.

Lets see how la if I could take more off day or not tomorrow, maybe things changed ?

Okay la, I'm tired. I need to sleep now.

If you read my blog,

Hope you have a nice day and no rain !

Take care lotssss ! :)

Goodnight.