tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-319841012024-12-16T15:31:47.597+08:00Just another blog on the web. One of the reason I started a blog was to in some sort of way document my journey in life and to remind myself of all that I have gone through to get to where I am today. Apart from that I also want to take this experience and learn and grow and be a better person overall. CHANGE I AM !!!changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.comBlogger348125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-15700792999229376872011-01-18T15:39:00.002+08:002011-01-18T15:39:51.401+08:00

Somehow 2011 doesn't seem like it has begun yet and as I sit and think about 2010, I decided that the best way to remember it would be to write it down. So here I am trying to capture 2010 in a couple of words/paragraphs and I once again find myself staring at an empty page. It's been a very interesting year and a very interesting journey and it has led me down path/places I never would imagine

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-41090473333529999642010-12-21T16:16:00.002+08:002010-12-21T16:16:55.177+08:00

If I were a drop of water, and you'd asked me: When would I find true love? It depends, I'd say. Are you ready for true love? Most people think that true love is something to be found. For me I think 'true love' is when you truly love yourself. And you challenge me by asking: What happens after I truly love myself? Well then, you need to find someone who has also found the '

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-68764972646798299122010-12-14T13:28:00.000+08:002010-12-14T13:28:45.683+08:00

Finally back in the comforts on the office, sitting on the chair, in front of the notebook. What a crazy, crazy, CRAZY weekend !!!! Only managed to reach Singapore around 5:30pm and got a message asking me to be at Changi airport at 6:30pm because there's been a change of plans in accommodation. The best part .. it takes about 45 mins to get there from where I am ... LOL Had a quick snack,

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It's really been a while since I've had time to update the blog and recently after reading through it, I realised how so many things has happened the past year and though some of it is still fresh in the mind I'm pretty sure I've already forgotten some of it. I'm currently on a bus,heading to Singapore for Zoukout. Yah can you imagine, me heading for a rave party. Its going to by first time

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-35467224854181703992009-11-30T23:02:00.002+08:002009-11-30T23:34:28.342+08:00

friends ... who are they and what do they mean ? Everyone has their own interpretation of what a friend means and how to define a true close trustable friend compared to just a friend. This year I started questioning the presence of certain people in my life and I know there are a precious few that I'm extremely grateful for and at the same time those that I'm really close with seem to be the

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-2716862000822394672009-11-10T11:01:00.001+08:002009-11-10T11:01:37.712+08:00

The most interesting thing about the heart transplant is that one completely loses his own heart and be replaced with someone else’s heart yet still has the feelings for the same person he loves. This proves that love works in the minds of people and not in their hearts. You will learn how to forget only if you try doing so.— Dr. Burke, Grey’s Anatomy

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-11825095389161750882009-10-12T15:06:00.007+08:002010-12-10T16:07:38.054+08:00

It's not every time that I have things planned for the weekend but this time around I'm glad that my weekend turned out the way it did :)Friday eveningIt started out by celebrating some of my colleagues birthday at the office. We usually have this monthly birthday bash and since last month was puasa and raya, we celebrated the birthday for the September and October babies together. As usual there

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-57316300555401051852009-10-08T16:11:00.001+08:002009-10-08T16:13:02.280+08:00

A dear friend of mine emailed me this song today and I just smiled. It's just so me. Just made my day. Thanks babe .. huggssssssssssss

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-54776933320972630982009-09-28T12:13:00.002+08:002009-10-06T15:45:13.416+08:00

I find it amazing that even after weeks and months of not speaking to each other the feelings and emotions still linger ... the feeling of dissapointment and love colliding and making it all so confusing ... Being treated like the invisble man is also taking it's toll ... and what's even more amazing is after all this while the water works still turn on at unexpected moments ... why ?? Why do I

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It often is amazing how one phone call can either make or break your today. Today was such a day and this is one phone call I was never expecting and if only I knew who the caller was I would have never even aswered the phone ... arrrgggghhhhhhh ... just feeling really down at the moment ..After months and years since the last incident .. this person still has the nerve to call and demand that I

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So apparently this was suppose to be a good auspicious day with the date being 09.09.09. Well it certainly did not start that way for me. Woke up a litte late today and was rushing to get ready to leave for work. As I was about to leave, I got a call from a colleague stating that one of the client's website is still having issues and it was worst than yesterday. I booted up my computer and

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-56256323673823857512009-09-10T15:33:00.002+08:002009-09-10T15:39:42.173+08:00

So after such a long hiatus, I find myself in the same situation I always do. Heartbroken and alone .. hahahahaha the story of my life. Haven't blogged in ages because of certain circumstances and now since that circumstances has changed I can once again start penning down my thoughts and experiences through my so called life .. so look out for more updates !!! :DAlso thanks to certain friends

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-73008576271188367382008-09-24T09:39:00.002+08:002008-09-24T09:40:58.957+08:00

This is something that helps me remind myself of who I am and what I am and everytime I feel doubtful of myself I read this little note from a dear friend and I am immediately reminded that I'm actually not that bad :) hehehehewats so interesting abt u? ur funny, friendly, sensitive, gd-looking, smart, tall, exotic n damn happening!! independent, successful, caring & ur just real! so many more

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-4481623480860874942008-09-03T12:14:00.005+08:002008-10-09T22:35:44.784+08:00

The merdeka weekendI remember not really enjoying my merdeka last year but this year I celebrated it with a bang and had the time of my life. Though it involves some alcohol but mattered more was that I spent it with people who mattered and bothered. I'm gonna attempt the impossible and try to write about my very interesting weekend though I'm pretty sure I'll be missing bits and pieces in

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-2841160175829560682008-08-27T10:28:00.006+08:002008-08-28T02:01:21.398+08:00

It's funny how fast time flies especially when I've been travelling so much this month. Here I am now in a hotel room watching a dvd waiting to check out to catch my next flight to yet another place. At the same time all this travelling and going around gives me a lot of time to be alone and a lot of time to do some thinking and reflection.Here are somethings that has happened to me the past few

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-3061053272137950082008-08-23T23:58:00.002+08:002008-09-03T11:09:42.829+08:00

I haven't seen the girls in ages and decided to take this opportunity to catch up with them before I flew. Plans were made to meetup in Pyramid for Japanese and the funny thing was it was the same chain of restaurant I went for dinner the other night so I knew exactly what to order and what I wanted to eat. At the same time Avril called me stating that her sis is there for the Avril lookalike

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-79509321922500150742008-08-23T10:58:00.001+08:002008-09-03T11:21:00.971+08:00

Yet another night out with friends. Viv was down for the weekend from Penang and plans were made to meet up for dinner at the Fish place in Ikano. It was good seeing faces of poeple whom I haven't seen in ages. There's Ting back from Taiwan. There Kelvin who we just celebrated his birthday with. There ST whom I haven't seen in ages as well. It was a good night with loads of laughter, screaming

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-60418677340404777242008-08-22T11:57:00.001+08:002008-09-03T11:21:24.067+08:00

It's been ages since all 4 of us gathered and it was great fun. Ms Tham,myelf, Mr and Mrs Sim met up for dinner before my overseas trip. I had things to do on Friday and even the weekend. We had dinner at the seafood restaurant in Kayu Ara and this would make it my second time that I'm there for dinner. We had a variety of dishes with crabs being one of the main dish. It was my treat this time

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I can't remember the last time I've actually gone out with the intention of wanting to know more about someone. Actually I know exactly when and it's been that freaking long for me to be curious about someone else but I guess good things really come to those who wait.It took quite a bit of courage of actually asking the person out but after much thinking the worst that could happen was she would

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-65266081296418794612008-08-19T23:31:00.004+08:002008-09-03T11:41:02.204+08:00

It was just another usual day in the office and left home on time as usual but this time the difference was it was Kelvin's birthday and the only way I knew this is because I had it keyed in my mobile. Calls were made to confirm the fact and I even called him out for dinner.Of all the people to call I called ST to reconfirm the date and she was blur as usual !! hahahah she tried to call and find

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-39668960786941681642008-08-17T23:58:00.001+08:002008-09-03T11:22:11.807+08:00

It's been ages since I had the time to catch up with my friends and today I made a point to do so. We met up for drinks in Coffeebean where we talked and talked and before we knew it, it was time for our movie. We went to watch Wall-e and it was hilarious though I'm not too sure if Ms Tan enjoyed the movie that much. She was rather quiet hahahah but I enjoyed it and when Eva realised what Wall-e

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-45807735018363195302008-08-17T23:50:00.001+08:002008-09-03T11:23:06.800+08:00

Had a few things to do and wanted to go to Ikea to get a bookshelf as well. Got my shelves and went over to Borders to have a look at their sale. It was in the center court in Curve and I was browsing along I heard this voice over the loudspeaker. At first I didn't pay any attention and when she started talking about office politics it got my attention but she still didn't stir any curiousity on

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Rushed to the birthday and as usual I was late but this was because I already had a full day. In fact I had doubts about heading out after the long day but seeing as to how it was a birthday and I promised I would be there so I went despite feeling tired and all. What surprised me is I saw similar faces there !! What a small world we truly live in. I was busy chatting up with old friends and

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-36650438198223924062008-08-17T13:51:00.001+08:002008-09-03T11:24:23.893+08:00

Plans were made ages ago and I was booked weeks ago to attend the musical and I agreed to watch it with Ms Ho. I was already freaking tired and was slightly late for the show but luckily I was not the only one !! hahahah the musical was good though there were a few mistakes by the skaters but overall it was an enjoyable experience. It's amazing how they made use of the screens and props to give

changeiamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11319740256835638512noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31984101.post-80478883001423356542008-08-17T11:49:00.001+08:002008-09-03T11:24:53.282+08:00

It was a whole day workshop and even though I had an early Friday night (thank god) I woke up feeling rather tired. It was an interesting workshop where one gets to know what color type are they and learn to dress according to the color suitable for them. What was interesting about the whole thing was the two session by Elaine Daly and another guest speaker. Elaine talked about herself and how

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