Chef Gaby - Mastering the Culinary Arts

Sauce Bolognese à la mienne! And the Belga Queen! Oulalah!

Gaby — Mon, 14 Jun 2010 23:40:35 +0000

Hello!

It has been months since I’ve added something to my blog. I’m sorry, but life can be busy sometimes.

And yes, I am still cooking. My cookbook collection is spilling out of the closets onto the floor right now and crawling up on a chair. It really is! It’s high time to make some room in our other bookcases which are sadly enough overflowing as well. Knowing that I’m also an ex-librarian, you probably realize that it’s still a pretty hard ordeal to separate myself from my books.

But life does go on. And the books are in!

We discovered a super restaurant in Ghent (Gent) at the Graslei. It’s called the “Belga Queen“. They also have a restaurant in Brussels. If you’re in the neighborhood, looking for a good restaurant to have dinner, I can highly recommend it. A funny anecdote at the restaurant in Ghent will be a surprise for us Ladies. I’m not going to tell you: you’ll probably figure it out yourself when you give them a visit.

And of course, Tom and I have spend some more time in Antwerp, visiting my parents. They do have terrific food in Belgium!

Did I tell you about the “chocolatier” in Antwerp? It’s called Burie. It’s a family business going from father to son. In my opinion this is the best one in Antwerp. They once made a chocolate car (I think it was an Audi) in real dimensions, and the tiniest details like a speedometer were not forgotten. Their chocolates are too good.

But in the meantime, I have found a secret for the best Sauce Bolognese ever! After 30 years of making this simple sauce, this version I recently have been making is scrumptious!

I guess it is because I use wine and MILK! The coriander seeds give the sauce a friendly refreshing taste. You ought to try it.

For 4 Bolognese fans:

Ingredients:

- butter- 2 tablespoons

- 4dl (1.6 cups) chicken stock

- 200 gr ground lamb (this is GREAT), or 200 gr ground lean beef

- 1 medium size onion – finely chopped

- 2 cloves of garlic- finely chopped (the pit removed)

- 1 chili pepper- finely chopped

- 1 carrot- finely chopped

- 1/2 red bell pepper- finely chopped

- 3 stalks of celery- finely chopped

- 1 big can of the best Italian plum tomatoes you can find (28oz. or 800 gr) with the juice

- white wine

- full milk

- basil- 3 sprigs

- 2 bay leaves

- 2 teaspoons of dried thyme

- 2 teaspoons of grind coriander seeds

- course sea salt

- freshly grind pepper (any kind will do)

1. Heat the butter in a heavy casserole and let it melt.

2. Once the butter starts to foam, add the onion, the garlic and the chili pepper. Fry this on moderate heat until the onion turns transparent but not brown. Watch out for the garlic, it can burn pretty easily. You can add the garlic a bit later if you like.

3. Add the ground meat, and stir and jam it with a wooden spatula until it falls into tiny bits. Turn the heat up and cook the meat until there is no red meat to see.

4. Add enough white wine so the meat is covered. Turn the heat up to maximum and let the fluids evaporate.

5. Then add enough milk until it the meat is again covered, and let this also evaporate. Stir from time to time: milk can burn.

6. When this is done, add the chicken stock, the canned tomatoes, carrot, bell pepper, celery, bay leaves, thyme, coriander seeds, the basil and salt and pepper to taste.

7. Stir this all together and let cook uncovered for an hour or so on low to medium heat.

8. Stir from time to time.

9. When it’s done, remove the bay leaves.

9. If you have some more basil left, tear the leaves into pieces and add it to the sauce just before serving.

Of course, this sauce is served with any kind of spaghetti-like noodles and freshly grated Parmesan cheese.

I serve noodles with the Pittole from Nicole Stich wonderful cookbook: “Delicious Days”. They are indeed DELICIOUS!

Enjoy it!

A bientôt,

Gaby

Family Reunion Pictures March 13, 2010

Tom — Sun, 28 Mar 2010 18:12:51 +0000

This post is primarily for the Family Reunion attendees but you’re welcome to enjoy the pictures too! Clicking on the images will load the FULL SIZE image. These are around 400-500KB each! (My camera is a Canon EOS 1Ds Mk III)

FANTASTIC tomato soup!

Sacchetti's Restaurant in Klein Willebroek, Belgium

Celery Root Salad with Salmon – Egg Shell HOT TIP – Adobe Creative Suite 5

Gaby — Fri, 26 Mar 2010 21:48:33 +0000

Celery Root

Celery root salad is my favorite side dish with fried fish.

(I also like to use celery root in soups! It thickens it up a bit.)

This salad is so easy to make and it’s delicious!

You’ll need a celery root (of course), a lemon, mayonnaise, salt and pepper. That is all!

I first gather all the juice the lemon has to give into a bowl. Then I grate the celery using my kitchen aid. Once this is done, I put the celery into the bowl with lemon juice and tossed it around. Celery root easy turns brown when it’s cut, so don’t wait to drench them with lemon juice.

Then I add mayonnaise, salt and pepper. Mix this very well, and taste to your delight. You can add some chopped up walnuts if you like.

Normally they use trout for a sauce à la Meunière. I used salmon today. It’s just as delightful.

Once you’ve fried your fish: discard the butter and oil of the pan. Remove the fish and keep warm. Add about 10 tablespoons of butter to the pan together with a half of a cup of sliced almonds (I use more). Let the butter brown to a nutty taste together with the sliced almonds. Once the almonds turn a golden brown, pour the butter sauce of the fish and serve…

… with some fresh cut up parsley on top and a slices of lemon.

Steamed potatoes and some toasted bread will top it off!

THIS IS A WOW TIP, in my opinion

Sometimes it happens that a piece of egg shell falls into the bowl while I’m breaking an egg. It’s very annoying trying to retrieve this little bugger from the rest of the eggs. I’ve tried to retrieve it with a spoon and even with a clean finger. That little thing keeps twisting around escaping the chase constantly.

Yet, I’ve read that I should use the rest of the shell and scoop it out. I’ve tried it out, and Hallelujah: it works!

I wish I knew this ages ago. I might have lost a day of my life hunting after pieces of egg shell. Nothing to be proud of is it? :-?

Spiced Pecans a la Lebovitz

The Perfect Scoop by Lebovitz

Two nights ago, I’ve made Lebovitz’s Spiced Pecans from his book “The Perfect Scoop“. Instead of pecans, I’ve used halved cashew nuts. It was so delicious, that I’ve made two more batches last night: this time with pecans, wallnuts, and almonds.

According to Lebovitz you mix them with ice cream, but they didn’t have the time to meet one another (the nuts and ice cream). We ate them just like that. I shared half of them with Ingrid and her family from the stable. I’m curious what they’ll say when they taste them.

Easter break has started here in Germany. Students are off for two weeks for Easter in most European countries. I miss school!

TOM: School starts again on April 12, 2010. This is the day Adobe is releasing Creative Suite 5 if you haven’t heard. The new PhotoShop Content-aware fill is unbelievable. Watch this video with the Photoshop product manager Bryan O’Neal Hughes demonstrating the new feature!

Update on my Hattori Chef Knife tomorrow! WOW is that sharp!

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Gaby

Traditional Belgian Dish – Chicoree with Ham and Cheese

Gaby — Tue, 23 Mar 2010 18:50:37 +0000

Chicoree

Chicorre. If you ever have visited Belgium, you probably know this dish. You find it in almost any restaurant.

For 4 people:

- 4 heads of chicoree
- 4 slices of cooked ham
- 300 gr. (11 oz.) grated emmenthal cheese
- four table spoons of butter
- two table spoon of flour
- salt and pepper
- nutmeg

1. Rinse the chicoree, cut a slice from the bottom and cut in half (you can remove the inner part, if you don’t like its bitterness).

2. Boil the veggies in boiling salted water until done.

3. Scoop the chicoree out of the pot and drain. Keep the fluid for making the sauce.

4. Butter a oven proof shallow dish.

5. Roll each head in a slice of ham and place these in the dish.

6. Make a cheese sauce:

- melt the butter in a sauce pan and add the flour. Mix well over low heat. When it starts to bubble white, add slowly the remaining fluid while mixing. It should become thick. You should end up with around 1.5 or more cups of sauce. I like more sauce since I make mashed potatoes with it, its great to pour some of the sauce over the potatoes.

- add salt and pepper and nutmeg. Take the pan from the heat and add 100 gr (4 oz.) of cheese. Mix well with a wooden spoon. If it doesn’t melt completely, put the pan back on the heat until all the cheese has melted. Taste, add more salt, pepper or nutmeg if you like.

7. Pour the sauce of the chicoree wraps. Then sprinkle the remaining 200 gr (7 oz.) of cheese over it.

8. Heat up in an preheated oven at 160C (320F) for 10 minutes.

9. Then turn on the broiler, and let it “grill” until the top turns golden.

I always serve this with mashed potatoes. I put the mashed potatoes in a deep ovenproof dish and sprinkle with bread crumbs. Then I put pieces of butter evenly on the bread crumb and broil.

It’s easy to prepare, and very healthy!

Eet smakelijk!

Le Cordon Bleu Patisserie – A slight change of plan

Tom — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 20:56:37 +0000

Provence, France

Gaby and I had a nice offer to help run the bed and breakfast we’ve been to so often in Southern France. We were initially excited about the idea as we do love Provence, France; however, upon further self reflection, we asked ourselves what do we really want to do? I turn the big 50 this May. Gaby’s a few years behind. If we were 20 years younger, the idea of moving to Ponteves, France to help run a Gites would be perfect.

However. Gaby and I aren’t really interested in opening and running a restaurant. That’s not really our style. It’s a tough life as the chef for a restaurant. Your working hours are when most people are relaxing. Late nights, working when you’re sick, lots of burns, cuts etc are part of the job. Somehow that doesn’t sound appealing.

Ok.. so what does a Cuisine Diploma from Le Cordon Bleu help for Gaby if she’s not going to work in or open a restaurant? She can’t prepare a beautiful lobster meal and ship it? You can write but most authors will tell you there’s not a pot of gold at the end of a trail of books (unless you’re J K Rowling).

The Grand Diploma has two components. Cuisine and Patisserie.

Pastry Chef

Gaby’s grandfather was a well known baker in Antwerp, Belgium. Most of her uncles were Patisserie specialists. That kind of runs in her blood. She’s already a fantastic cook so the benefits of Cuisine would be more for self-esteem and a few new tricks with a price tag of 21.000 Euro+. Gaby’s more excited about breads, chocolate, candy, sugar and creating ART from it. There’s so much new to learn with Patisserie and it’s a whole career path.

Food is a very broad career and I think you need to decide what you want to do within that realm. Patisserie allows you to have a shop. Chocolates and sugar things stay good longer. You can produce shippable products. Cook during “normal” hours and have a life after work like your friends do.

So with these factors in mind, Gaby wrote to Kate at Le Cordon Bleu and asked if she can switch to the Patisserie program only. It’ll be nice that Gaby will have more free time We’ll have more time together in Paris which isn’t bad. Gaby’a also thinking of working part time in a Patisserie or something similar.

Gaby’s also looking at other Patisserie or Chocolate training she can in Paris after the Superior Patisserie is completed. Any suggestions anyone?

So bottom line is we’re still going to Paris in January but Gaby will be in class/kitchens for 18 hours/week instead of 36 and her career is narrowed a bit to something she feels will let her express her artistic abilities with food better.

Should be fun!

Tom

Hattori Chef Knife Arrived – Aïoli Garni – Vinaigrette à la mienne

Gaby — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 19:07:39 +0000

My chef knife arrived today!
It is a Hattori Forums FH-7 Gyuto 240mm. I’ve ordered this beauty from www.JapaneseChefsKnife.com. I was just finished with cutting the potatoes into fries, when Tom came in with the knife. Nonetheless, I had to try it out!

Hattori Chef Knife

I sliced a lemon into such thin slices that they were almost transparent. The knife just went through the lemon like butter! I even didn’t have to put any pressure on it or had to saw it into slices. Amazing!

I better slow down cutting things up at first to get used to it. I have no intention to start looking like a second Venus de Milo .

To sharpen the knife, I’ve ordered a Japanese whetstone from the above mentioned website: a JCK Special Combination Whetstone.

Of course, I already asked Tom if we could get an office knife from Hattori FH series He said “Yesssss”! He’s such a dear.

Aïoli garni, a typical Provençal dish

Here is the recipe for Aïoli as promised last week.

I love aïoli garni! The sauce they serve with this dish is called aïoli, and you can use it for many other dishes besides aïoli garni.

For the aïoli sauce you’ll need:

- 2 large garlic cloves per person (peeled and the pit removed)

- 1 egg yolk per person

- 1 pinch of salt per person

- lemon juice from 1 lemon

- good quality olive oil (huile d’olive vièrge)

Having Fun Cooking

Crush the garlic in a mortar until it is reduced into a pulp. Then add the egg yolk and a pinch of salt. Stir with a wooden spoon until the eggs and garlic pulp becomes one pulp. Then very slowly add the olive oil (at first drop by drop) while constantly stirring. I normally do this in a deep plate and use a fork to blend the pulp with the oil, turning in the same direction all the time. The aïoli will start to thicken just like mayonnaise. Then add a bit of the lemon juice. Then add some more oil bit by bit. When it starts to thicken again, add a bit of more lemon juice. Then add again some more oil. The aïoli should become practically solid.

If the aïoli should separate: In a separate bowl, or deep plate, put an egg yolk together with some drops of lemon juice and mix together. Then add slowly spoon by spoon the separated sauce while stirring it with a wooden spoon or a fork (I use a fork) until it is firm again. This method always works. In France they call it: ” relever l’aïoli”.

An aïoli for 7 or 8 people absorbs around a half liter of olive oil

Now for the Aïoli Garni

For a traditional you’ll need cooked “morue” (salt cod) and escargots ( of course you can use cooked cod or shrimp as well), cooked carrots (whole), potatoes boiled in their skin, artichokes (steamed), green beans, hard boiled eggs, or any other veggie which goes well with the aïoli. You put the fish, the eggs, the potatoes and the other vegetables on a a large plate. The aïoli you serve separately in a bowl or in a mortar. Every diner, takes what they want on their plate and add the sauce. A good baguette with this dish and you’re ready for a feast! If a guest finds the aïoli too garlicky, give him or her a glass of cognac in the middle of the meal. It does wonders

Tonight I’ve made a vinaigrette à la mienne! I used chicken broth, a vanilla bean, coriander, lemon peel, a bit of lemon juice, salt, pepper, basil and olive oil. It tastes great with Tomates Confis! I’ll post the recipe soon.

Time to fry the meat!

Cheese Shop – Delhaize – Belga Queen – Paris Apartment

Tom — Tue, 16 Mar 2010 01:38:11 +0000

Cheese shop

Gaby and her mom went to that cool cheese shop today. “Meester van Tricht en zoon: Maitre Fromagerie“. Gaby’s bag had a bunch of little cheese packages all wrapped up. I’m sure we’ll discover all about them in Germany!

DelHaize – Belgium Groceries

DelHaize

One of the treats of coming to visit Gaby’s parent’s home is shopping at the local grocery store: DelHaize! They have really interesting food there. Oh, you see the same things in normal grocery stores: produce, wine, meat, etc. but the fish and mussels are FRESH! The cheese selection is really big! They have local favorites like Martino meat (basically raw meat used in a sandwich). And of course, the Beer! We have to get Gaby’s German survival kit: two cases of Duvel Beer!

Belga Queen for Dinner in Gent last night

Belga Queen - Gent, Belgium

We had a WONDERFUL dinner last night with some good friends! We meet both couples through option trading believe it or not! Manu chose the venu: Belga Queen in Gent, Belgium.

Gaby had a fantastic dish “Turbot on its fishbone, baked on a hot plate, truffle béarnaise”. She THOROUGHLY enjoyed it! We don’t have fish often in Germany due to a lack of good fresh fish, so this was a treat. I had “Oven roasted “coucou de Malines” (Belgian poultry) on gingerbread rubbed with pear syrup, home-made crisps and a mixed salad with a cider vinaigrette” which was also quite good!

I think we stayed in the restaurant for about four hours! Restaurants in Europe aren’t in a hurry to kick you out. We really enjoyed ourselves with good company, outstanding food, great drinks and a nice atmosphere! What a wonderful way to spend an evening! I’m 100% sure we’ll do it again. What a great group of friends we discovered!

Gaby and I are thinking it’s pointing more and more toward us moving to Belgium after Paris. We keep changing our minds as we love Provence, France but we have so many friends and family in Belgium. Another factor is nearly everyone speaks English in Belgium so it’s quite easy for me to live here. Everyone here has hope that I’ll learn Dutch but I’m hopeless when it comes to learning a new spoken language. (computer programming languages are different). We’ll see. All we know for sure is we’re going to Paris!

Apartment Hunting in Paris

La Motte Picquet Grenelle

We sent in our first request for information on a few apartments in Paris today. We’re using Paris Attitude for our searching so far. They had some nice looking places for 1100 to 1500 Euro per month. Of course we’ll have to pay an agency fee of about +10% and I’m sure other fees. We found a few contenders. Here’s our criterion:

Within walking distance of Le Cordon Bleu
High speed Internet access
A bed with two matresses (there’s a size issue if Gaby and I are on the same matress.)
Decent kitchen so Gaby can practice

I think we’ll find something. Some are already booking for Jan 2011 so we’re starting now in our quest! This one looks interesting

Back to Germany tomorrow

We’re on our way back home tomorrow. Gaby will be back at the helm. I’ve tried to keep you updated while were in Antwerp, Belgium so she can focus on her family

Until tomorrow!

Tom

Family Reunion – Ducks – Dinner at Sacchetti’s – Le Cordon Bleu

Tom — Sun, 14 Mar 2010 02:08:29 +0000

Reunion Walk near Willebroek, Belgium

The family reunion went really well today. The weather was overcast and threatened rain all day. We felt a few drops but that was it. Temperatures were around 8C (about 45F). For this time of year, it was ok.

Gaby had several walking paths ready to go. We chose the 5.6km walk (3 1/2 miles). Those who wanted to do the walk, met at 4PM and the rest for dinner at 6PM. It worked great! We had a pleasant time talking and enjoying the fresh air. It’s nice to get together twice per year for happy occasions. In the last year or so we had to meet for several funerals, so this reunion was welcomed by all. Gaby was praised for organizing it and taking initiative! She did a great job!

Reunion Walk Path

Ducks and freezing weather

There is a lot of water around Willebroek and we passed some ducks who were apprehensive of our being there. I always wondered as a child why ducks, or other birds who hang around in the winter, don’t freeze to death in the winter. I know this is a bit off topic, but this is pretty interesting if you haven’t thought about it. Birds have a few tricks up their feathers to help their feet from getting too cold:

They don’t have any sweat glands in their feet so there’s no moisture (also why they don’t have a problem standing on frozen metal objects)
Ducks on our walk

They have scales covering their feet. The scales aren’t living tissue so it’s not very susceptible to freezing
The legs are mostly bones and tendons. Not many muscles, blood vessels or nerves to freeze.
If they get cold, they can retract one leg into their feathers and warm it up. Kind of like putting it in a blanket
If they get really cold, they can squat to heat up both feet. I think this is probably something they don’t like to do as their bodies would be touching the ground and dissipating heat. If I were a bird, I’d rather fly and retract both feet. [I'd rather fly than sit on the ground anyway even if I wasn't cold

Dinner at Sacchetti's

Sacchetti's in Willebroek , Belgium

We had twenty one people at the dinner out of twenty three planned. Gaby’s cousin put the wrong date on the calendar. He was really mad at himself for messing it up as he wanted to be there…

Gaby did a lot of planning for this. Everyone pre-ordered what they wanted (from a limited menu of three items per course). It worked really really well.

Gaby was talking to the chef about our plans for Paris and Le Cordon Bleu. He said there are some books by Le Cordon Bleu.. that one? With the school in Paris? He said “Wow… you’re not going to come here after you’ve been to that school”. Gaby said sure she would. It’s always nice to get a break from cooking! not to have to cook

It was interesting that people at the dinner table who found out about Le Cordon Bleu had the same reaction. I guess we’d never met a real chef who had been to the school either. I suppose there’s more mystic about it as most people just dream about stuff like that and never actually do it. It’s just lining up for us but I can perfectly understand it. If I had met someone from LCB last year I’d have the same reaction!

Credentials and Le Cordon Bleu

Gaby’s aunt said she didn’t need to go to Le Cordon Bleu. Her cooking was really excellent already. Gaby thanked her but we talked about it in the drive home. Graduating from the school gives you credentials as a professional chef. In my opinion, there are two three things that give people trust in you (Monty Python fans will appreciate the joke in that last sentence):

They know you from a personal recommendation
They know you through a recommendation from a recognized authority
You have some kind of authority through training and education.

Gaby could start a restaurant now but she’d be missing many experiences of having worked in a professional kitchen. She also wouldn’t have the credentials. It would take much longer to gain trust from people.

Gaby’s getting a Dutch recharge at the moment talking to her parents and sister so I’m helping out today. Tomorrow we travel to Gent, Belgium to drop Gaby’s sister off at her home and have dinner with another option trader and KLM 747 pilot! The last time Manu and I got together we spent half of the time talking about 747 fuel burn rates, gross weights, etc etc.

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Until tomorrow!

Tom

Tuna – Grilled Bread – Aïoli – Antwerp – Brownies

Gaby — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 21:01:39 +0000

Tuna Bread Lettuce

Gaby made a really simple but yummy dinner tonight. Since we are leaving for Antwerp, Belgium tomorrow for a familiy reunion, she wanted Brennan to have some left overs!

Gaby bought gourmet tuna packed in olive oil! I didn’t know you could even buy it like that! I’ve only seen the stuff in the US grocery stores packed in water and oil. I always assumed it was fish oil. Gaby said the tuna she used came from the German grocery store in a glass jar packed with the finest gourmet olive oil. Wow. What a difference it made! I have a lot to learn! The link I found isn’t what she bought, but you get the idea.

Present Miele Victory

President Miele was busy again with the broiler called into service. The bread was cooked perfectly as per the President’s usual high standards! I can’t tell you how happy we are to have a grill after being so long without one. It’s a joy to see nicely grilled french bread for a change! I don’t know why we waited so long to get a decent oven! That’s going to be one of our going-in positions for an apartment in Paris. It HAS to have a decent oven. The other is within walking distance of Le Cordon Bleu if possible. Since Gaby’s doing the Grand Diploma (Cuisine and Pâtisserie), she’ll spend a LOT of time at the school so minimizing travel time is important.

Speaking of Paris, Gaby was just saying she wants to go to Paris next month and rent a cheap apartment for a week and look for a place for us to stay. 1BR, 15th arondissment starting in Dec for at least one year. Not TOO expensive (that’s a laugh..we’re going to Paris. EVERYTHING is expensive!).

Bouchon

Back to the dinner tonight. Gaby made some Aïoli to put on the salted, grilled french bread. Yummy. Gaby just gave me the recipe she followed. It’s from Thomas Keller’s book “Bouchon” on page 98: “Tuna Niçoise Tartine“.

OFF TOPIC NOTE: I figured out how to get the special characters on the mac keyboard but I find its way faster to google for a word and copy/paste from someone typing the word in!

Oh oh. Ground control, this is Major Tom. I think we have a problem

The aïoli recipe is in French. Gulp. OK. You know what? I’m not going to try to translate it. It’s from J. B. Reboul’s “La Cuisinière Provençale” on page 88. I’ll have to get Gaby to write this down in English everyone. It was a YUMMY recipe but pretty much Greek to me at the moment. I’ll build a page holder for the recipe anyway as it’s a good one.

Antwerp

Antwerp Cathedral

Gaby organized a family reunion on Saturday in Antwerp. She coordinated the whole thing from Germany. We’ll have 23 family members together for dinner. It should be fun. We have a 10km walk planned for the younger crowd with short cuts in case you need to make up time. (ie.. you’re late for dinner..)

As it turns out, it’s also Gaby’s father’s 81st birthday on Saturday so we have two reasons to celebrate the day. I hope I can make 81 too. Seems possible doesn’t it?

Gaby’s making more of the Brownies with Pecan Nuts right now to take with us tomorrow. No one up there has tasted this sinful recipe. It’s just SOO good (can you tell I like it?)

Gaby’s still cooking so I’m going to wrap this post up and start getting ready to travel tomorrow. More from Antwerp!

Tom

Aïoli from La Cuisiniere Provencale

Gaby — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 20:08:30 +0000

Ilove aïoli garni! The sauce they serve with this dish is called aïoli, and you can use it for many other dishes besides aïoli garni.

La Cuisinere Provencale by J. B. Reboul

For the aïoli sauce you’ll need: