Sinfully Addictive...

In the dead of the night, I betray myself...

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 12:08:00 +0000

Total control freak... Lesson that needs to be learnt.. its good to
let things just slide....sometimes.. there's no way everything can be controlled...

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No texts...No calls...

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 17:24:00 +0000

The phone hasnt rung at all... well it has.. but not for the reasons i want it to... :(

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Hardly a Sea of Shoes

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Thu, 02 Jul 2009 00:57:00 +0000

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L.O.V.E.

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 16:55:00 +0000

According to Wikipedia... the definition of Love..is as stated below...

Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection^[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. The word love is both a verb and a noun. Love is not a single feeling but an emotion built from two or more feelings. Anything vital to us creates more than one feeling, and we also have feelings about our feelings (and thoughts about our feelings)[1]. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love^[2] to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.^[3] Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

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when I was much younger I thought that by age 25, I'd be married ..settled.. have a banging career and maybe I'd start a family soon after... heh how naive ..I must have been back then...

at 25 now..yes its a shock to me that on the 18th Dec 2009..I shall officially be in my mid 20's ...still climbing the career ladder...still single..and far from getting hitched anytime soon...

not to be corny or anything... but if youre asking what has love got to do with it.. well
maybe everything and maybe nothing at all.. either way..

one day I hope to have something ...like what my parents have... even if it's just a smidgen of it...30 yrs of marriage (i'm pretty sure I got the right number)

and a super successful career like my dad's...

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Fire and Ice

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Mon, 23 Jun 2008 16:52:00 +0000

Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favour fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

Robert Frost

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$%#*

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Fri, 16 May 2008 11:08:00 +0000

FUCKING BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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The New Job

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 18:01:00 +0000

Yup I got the job a while back like a few months back..
Already signed on the dotted line when the last post went up and that was like in Feb

Work is good, its fun there's a few challanges here and there and best its got room for me to show my creativeness and come up with new things in the kitchen and try new things.

Also got myself a job title.. i'm dubbed the pastry chef slash asian specialities chef .. cool eh..
I'm more than halfway there..hopefully the hard work I put in now will lead to great things.. I do wanna have my dream lifestyle sooner or later...

p/s: i'm working with the Oyster Bar on the Beach in North Fremantle..

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Current Location

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 11:23:00 +0000

Right, I know I was meant to do this like on the 13th Feb but got so caught up, well
there was just so much happening here n there... really I just couldnt be asked to blog anything
then...

If it wasnt obvious enough on facebook, well I'm currently back In Perth, Australia. Yes, where else would I be...lol well fair enough I could almost be flying off any where..but it was time to get things in shape..grow up and earn some cold hard cash fast... and by this I dont mean robbing the bank or selling my "backside" by the road down here in Perth.. Though it wud definately fetch a healthy sum of money..it isnt tempting enough..lol

I'd rather earn my money using my with and skills other than putting my pretty lil arse out there..okie maybe it isnt so lil .. really no one needs to comment on that and dont even try to...

I mainly came here, to prospectively get my Permenant Residence. Thinking that now my sister and bro in law had been granted theirs I was only a sponsorship away..that plus the job industry needed Chefs.. I kinda had it in my head that it wud be a breeze for me to get it all stamped n off I wud go finding a job and soon swim in cash...

Well of course nuttin in life ever comes easy as they say..went to a migration agent..she asked me a few questions then asked for my Cv...here I was sitting excitedly thinking ..damn thats one hell of a Resume...thats gonna knock ur socks off...

She starts looking at it..takes a pencil in her hand n starts crossing off stuff on my CV!!! I was like WTF.. *flashbacks of school days when the teacher used to mark ur books or test papers individually and u can already imagine the horror of bringing home a book/test paper with full or red inked crosses to ur parents*

She then goes..we cant use this...*cross* we cant use this *crosses yet another good job experience of mine or qualification* I really wanted to reach out n Bitch Slap this lady...like for F***s sake lady..stop Doing that! All those years of wonderful and hard earned experience and studying only to be deemed invalid or not recognized... THE HORROR...

Well my options were to either get an Australian Education which has to be in the span of 2 yrs..then work another 12months and I wud be able to apply then for a PR... OR get sponsorship from a company that is willing to hire me and that wud also mean I wud be tied to the company for 2-4 yrs .. N all I would have to do is work for 2 yrs here in Aus and I wud be then be able to launch an Individual PR... she said it would be pretty hard to obtain a company in the city that wud be willing to sponsor me.. and I shud try regional places like Mandurah.. which is like an 1hour away... * at this time the urge of just hitting over the head to a pulp grows even more apprent*

I nod my head and just curse as much as I can before I meet up with my family and start to relay the news.. From there..I tried looking for a job basically.. but before I even started ..Lots of people believed that it wouldnt work out and No one would hire me... they havent seen my 8 page Cv...I refused to let them ppl with no formal qualifications bring me down...

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I'm off again...

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Tue, 29 Jan 2008 12:14:00 +0000

Yeah i'm off again.. so bye bye Malaysia, its still a while before I leave but hey I thought I might as well give ya peeps the heads up. So yeah here I go again...wohooo can hardly wait. For now I'll keep everyone out of the loop of my where abouts. Maybe I'll leak the secret as soon as I arrive =P

There's a possibility of me being away for quite sometime. I'll try and update everyone as much as possible. After all the Internet connection over there is way more better than what I have here in Malaysia! Thank goodness. I have to say Streamyx really needs to step their game up with the broadband service they provide here, it's seriously lacking speed and everything and the prices dont make up for the lack of service they provide.

Rightt way off topic.. guess I'll just leave it at that then.

xoxo

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The Chef Wears Many Shoes

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 17:05:00 +0000

Well yes part of my shoe obsession, coz the other bits are scattered in Australia and some downstairs (those are the ones I used just for going to the nearby shops)..Now these ones in the picture here are some of my favs..

And before you ask about the boots, No I don't use them here in Malaysia! Especially not the Ugg boots! They're the ones that I've obtained from living abroad in London for the past 2 and a half yrs. Now I'm gonna move 'em to Oz coz it's just ridiculous in this Hot Hot weather to be wearing Knee High Boots with exception for maybe the leather ones.

I've got empty space on the rack...hopefully i'll find some great additions soon =)

Sri Petaling Pasar Malam

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Wed, 23 Jan 2008 06:05:00 +0000

Pasar Malam aka Nite Market, its really been a while since I last went to a proper one that was so huge and well so exciting. Felt like a kid at a candy store...there's everything from household products to childrens clothes and even food.

We had yummy Taufu fah! It was so darn good..nvr had anything like it in Subang..how pathetic..and with a lil flirting the guy even added more gula melaka for us.. lol

Anyways we were there from like 6pm till about 11pm =P
So wanna go there again... only thing it gets really hot and stuff and crowded around 7ish 8..Lotsa ppl come after work...you literally have to walk up against ppl.. not a nice feat really ...apprently not everyone has Discovered the Miracles of Deodorant!

Right gettin back to the shopping me managed to snag awesome deals! Yeah like Shoes for just RM30 which wud cost like RM80 in a shopping mall! Sadly I know this becoz I saw the very same pair like mine being sold for less than half the price of wat I paid for..well it was a diff colour though..so I guess I can at least console myself on that bit...

I even managed to get myself a simple silk Cheongsam, for like RM20..yeah beat that! What a steal..although its apprent why its so darn cheap..coz the material is really thin..but still gosh its worth every penny...Its way pretty..too bad that the black coloured one had a busted zip so I settled with a red one instead...

My mum, cheryl and aunty christine (cheryl's mum) also managed to get Tights, shorts and dresses for like RM 10...really cute ones too.. well the shorts were I think more expensive but still around RM30 or so..and some of the dresses were a lil more pricey but they were all around the price of RM30 and below...

I also bought this dress/long blouse..that had thick blue/black and red strips across and a sailor collar! Wohooo...so my kinda thing!

Last but not least I got this plasticy bag, its way cute has like food wrapper designs on it...I really wanted the Black bag with Pink cherries on it but it was Hugee...so again I settled for 2nd best thing... Which cost only RM8..the huge one was goin for RM12..

I'll post up more pics when I can of the rest of the loot =)

Flutter Thy Eyelids ( Lash Extensions )

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:15:00 +0000

Get Ready To Flutter Your Eyelids!

Angel Eyes By Tsuya Tsuya
Volumising and Lengthening Fomula
* Its like mascara but it uses Dry Fiber that lengthens your Lashes making it look fuller and longer and gives the same effect as using fake lashes only more natural looking. It seriously works wonders, if you think you cant deal with putting on fake lashies than this is definately the way to go, apply it just like Mascara. *
Cost: RM159.00 (RM 79.00 for each you will need to get both volumizer and lengthening)

Various Brands of Fake Eyelashes (From: Korea, Japan,China, Australia & Malaysia)
Here's my Fake Eyelashes Collection aka Lashies
Its a growing Collection =P don't be fooled by the amount you see above.
* Totally Re-useable even the cheap arse ones can be reused the Trick is to handle it carefully when Removing and Storing it Properly back into it's case. Though sometimes the cheap lashies give way faster and it's only good for one use, obviously the make is different when using cheaper lashies compared to expensive branded lashes. Truly the cheap ones work like a charm and gives just as good effect as the expensive ones (like Shu Uemura & MAC), cheaper for the pocket and more reason to buy more than just a few to have a variety of it. Long, short, coloured, criss cross, dramtic, thick there's a whole lot to choose from and all give a different look so just like clothes you can use what suits your mood best*
Cheap arse Lashies Cost: RM3.00 - RM10.00
Expensive Branded Lashies Cost: Starting Price the least usually is RM30.00 and Above

Eyelash Fix By Koji
(Eyelash Glue)
*This a New Brand that I'm trying out. Haven't used it yet so I can't say if it's as good as by Old Brand Lash Glue that I loved so much (Don Eyelash Glue). Something that you should NEVER Stinge on is The Glue is The Most Important Factor, unless you want your eyelashes to fall out like mid-way on a date or on a nite out just imagine the horror of your eyelashes just suddenly Shedding in the middle of Dinner, Exactly Not such a Pretty Sight. SO the MORAL of the Story is that you Need to Spurlge on this not like its gonna cost a bomb anyways. I get my glue from trusty Sasa's yes they have a pretty good wide variety of different brands and products to suit your diff price range and wants. It comes in diff sizes and are also available in tube/bottle form which uses a brush and plastic applicator.*
Cost: RM9.50
Cost of Diff Ranges: RM 10.00 and Above

A Close Up Look at Ever Growing Collection, I even have a totally hip box to keep it in, Thanks to my Darling sister! =)

Close Up Look at the Lashie Glue
* This is A New Product available at Sasa's, Now it even comes in Black! Yeah so I just had to give it a whirl. Hopefully it will save me time on applying thick eyeliner =p It is usually available in Clear form, I guess it's a better option to go with a Clear form one for first time uses, just incase you apply it messily it wont be seen coz it dries up clear*

Till Next Time Darlings! ;)

My Maid of Honor Speech For My Sister's Wedding

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 09:35:00 +0000

Good Evening! For those of you who don’t know me, I‘m Denise, Tania’s younger sister.You know the prettier and better sister. Like duh!

I want to start by saying that I’ve tried every trick in the book to avoid coming up here and since none of my excuses seemed to have worked, I’ve decided to sing a song for you guys....So Tania & Allan listen up.. *clears throat* Got you!! I can’t sing for nuts and I’m not even going to try!

Right... let me tell you a little something about these two.

Do you how couple’s usually call each other endearing names? You know the usual stuff like, Darling, Dear, Honey. Of course in Tania and Allan’s case they had to be different. I remember the first time I heard them was on a routine grocery shopping trip in Perth. Allan had picked up something that he wanted Tania to have a look at... he then calls on her, Monkey where are you? Come see this.

In my head I was thinking, nah Tania is probably too vain to answer to such things. Then she comes bustling down the aisle with the trolley saying I’m here, Mon. It even amused the other shoppers to see her so eagerly answer to Monkey.

Later, I hear Allan answering to Mon again. Thinking maybe she had come up with something more endearing like Mon Cherie, I ask her; Tan, what does Mon stand for? She coolly turns around and says oh nothing nice really, then she smiles and tells me, it’s short for Monster. Leave it to them to come up with something so original and amusing to call each other.

I’ve even managed to pen down a little rhyme, just for them... (It goes a little something like this)

Once upon a time in a land far away,
A monster and a monkey met in church one fine day,
The monster had a head full of curly hair,
While the monkey had shopping habits that could really scare...

The monster asked the monkey if you dare, sit with me and my curly hair,
The monkey jumped and said I’ll be right there, for shopping will be great down under there...

Unfortunately or more like fortunately for all of you that’s as far as I got. Now that we’ve established that I can’t exactly rhyme.

Let us raise our glasses, To Monster and Monkey;

May they live happily ever after just like in fairy tales.

Chocolate Factory

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 19:54:00 +0000

Girl Games

Girl Games

It's an awesomely cute game! Best part of it, it has to do with food and it's so darn cute. Only set back is that it's in Korean but hey it's not that hard to figure out. Your meant to fill out the order on the Menu within the given time frame (100 seconds)

How to Play

* Instructions are according from Left to Right of the Game*

Coating Chocolate Sticks ( Pocky!)

Coating Dark Choc : Pull lever the biscuit stick then falls into place n drops into the melted choc. Press on the Heart Shape Icon before it reaches the last dot to prevent it from coating the entire stick.
Coating White Choc: Click on the Squeeze bit located on the Bottom of the Cow Head Bottle. Then Pull lever the biscuit stick then falls into place n drops into the melted choc. Press on the Heart Shape Icon before it reaches the last dot to prevent it from coating the entire stick.
If it done correctly then the picture of it will disappear off the menu.

Coating Chocolate Peanut

Click on the button on the Peanut, then pull the level on the Choc. Bunsen when the peanut the falls into (gumball bubble shaped thing). Select colour of the coating then pull the lever as soon as it coats the entire nut.
If it done correctly then the picture of it will disappear off the menu.

Stamping Choc Bars

To make the Strawberry Flavoured Choc Bar, Click on the Strawberries then pull the lever.
Then click on the Squeze bit (timing it) so that the Correct Pic is stamped on it.
If it done correctly then the picture of it will disappear off the menu.

* To make a Plain Choc Bar just proceed with step No. 2

If the Chocolate Products are not done correctly then The Hammer shall destroy it, If not it goes down the Hatch!

Enjoy the Game!

Sweet Factory

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 19:51:00 +0000

Girl Games

Girl Games

Another adorable game, I totally got hooked onto it! It's Definately easier than the Chocolate Factory. So you might wanna start on this before you decide to go onto the other game. Again another food or cooking game but this time its with Sweets! Well not exactly sweets but more like confectionary. You make 4 different Korean sweet confectionary within 100 seconds (ice cream, choc filled confection, choc coated banana and doughnut). A must play for sure! The graphics for these games are just too cute to Resist! (even if it seems a little kiddish =P hehehe... it definately entertained me!) I LUV IT!

How to Play

*Instructions are according from Left to Right of the Game*
*Refer to the Menu to see how many orders of a Product need to be filled out*

Making Ice Cream:

Click on the cone dispenser button, then Pull the lever on the White coloured machine ( ice cream dispenser) and pull the lever again before the ice cream overflows. There's also a chime that you hear to tell you when to pull the lever b4 it overflows.
Next press the button on the ice cream dispenser to put a lid on.
If it done correctly then the picture of the ice cream will appear visible on the Menu.

Making the Round Choc Filled Confection:

Click on the Green Squezey bit timing it correctly so it enters the Hatch of Rounds Moulds (that looks like a fairys wheel)
Then Click on the Orange Squezey bit to fill the choc.
If it done correctly then the picture of the Round Choc filled Confection will appear visible on the Menu.

Making the Choc Coated Banana's:

Click on the lever that is Located on the Orange Square Tub then Click again on it before it over bubbles and spills.
You should hear a chime that will tell you that the lever needs to be pulled for the second time.
If it done correctly then the picture of the Coated Banana will appear visible on the Menu.

Making Doughnuts:

Click on the Red Squezey bit to make the dough drop onto the conveyer belt.
Click on the Oven Button to get the Bake the Doughnut.
You will hear a bell and see the oven button blink, Click on the button again to get the Doughnut out of the oven. Making sure the doughnut isnt burnt! ( If left too long in the oven you will see the oven smoke)
If it done correctly then the picture of the doughnut appears visible on the Menu.

Enjoy Playing!

Suprise! Suprise!

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Fri, 07 Dec 2007 18:10:00 +0000

Allan arrived today Mornin.. bright and early..well around 10ish..
Bran had fooled us all and had us wake him up by 9am ..said he had to go for breakfast
with some friends...Tania was gettin a lil suspicious and had kinda caught on that Allan was already in Malaysia..

But we kinda thought she was probably bein her nutty self and talkin nonsense..and that he really was in the office havin a meeting and had switched his phone off.. Anyways Bran had gone for quite sometime and he came back with Allan...

We were just about to leave ..when Allan popped up telling us not to go without him...It was a pretty good suprise and the only one that was catching on was Tania :P ahaha so she was right in the end...

Also today we went to pyramid..sunway pyramid ..

I collected my christmas prezzie from my parents at the jewellers and its so exciting.. the ring looks just divine..it's a 3.2 diamond ring... it's just gorgeous..

I also bought awesome pink shoes and tania and allan bought me a hot pink Heart handbag ( for my b'day) ....wohoooo really LOVE em to Bitssss..

All my things are as FAB as Me! hehehehehehehehe...

I'll post up some pics ASAP.. *prances around in joy*

Ohhh and People my Birthday is comin up..its on the 18th! If lookin to get me a present..be sure to let me know so that I can point you in the right direction! hehehehee... Seriously :P

Pink & Black Event of the Year!!

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Thu, 06 Dec 2007 16:35:00 +0000

Gosh I cant tell you how many times i've wanted to update my blog..
but i really havent had time.. serious shit i tell u..
i know but my status on Msn says i'm Partying like a Rockstar...

I beg to differ..mostly I've been helping my sister and my mum plan her big Wedding..
yes thats the Pink and Black event of the year..if you didnt already know thats her theme colours..

We've been running around like headless chickens ..since the day i touched down back in Malaysia..

I do miss Aussie ever so much.. esp the lil rascal pooches.. But now almost everyone is down..
Even Allan is arriving this Saturday.. how exciting and scary all at the same time as the date draws closer...

I'm the maid of honour! N I havent even written a witty heartfelt speech tat wud mostly compliment myself...gosh its so hard trying to think of nice things to say bout urself u know...there's just too much to say in wat lil time frame I may have :P ahahhaa

Also been trying to unbarrel myself.. why u ask? coz i currently look like a bloody barrel ahahhahaa not that i'm the sort that wud go to a size 0 or be scared of having curves..I just need more well defined curves :P ahhahahahhahaaa well we shall see if ...any of the unbarreling has worked :P

the dress fitting is comin up on the 15th only about a week or so away..even the comin con. is happenin on the 14th and i still havent decided on what costume i'm goin to adorn on the day...also another exciting event...

the Hen Nite is also meant to be rolled into the 15th ...we're hoping all the girls will be down here by the 14th of at least bright and early on the 15 so we can then continue the day with wat we've got planned... gosh so much to do in such lil time...

I'll definately try and put up as many pics as I can..if they're decent enough ahahahaha

Perth Royal Show

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Sat, 06 Oct 2007 09:49:00 +0000

6 yrs.. thats how long ive waited to make it to the perth royal show.. ive been flyin in n out of perth ever since my sister used to study here..n tat was way back when i was like 17.. i even remember missing school prom..having to take off my name of the prom queen nomination becoz i cudnt make it...it was well worth it..high school prom doesnt compare to a trip to another country... i'd give up prom anyday to travel..

so my long awaited day came.. finally..it felt like bein in disneyland (not as exciting but its still is in the top 10 things to do in this lifetime) we were there from like 1pm right to 9pm (closing time) which ended with a bang (fireworks) i can tell u my feet felt like jelly as soon as we stopped walkin around..

it was a totally fun filled day of course when i meant we, the breakdown was me, my mum , my bro's gf (cheryl) and my sis tania... the boys (my bro in law allan n my bro brandon n a family friend dave) decided to only join us at around 4pm...

not that malaysia is lacking of animals n not that i've not encountered em either but we had fun at petting farm animals like the piglets, chicks, goats n so on..

the baby piggies were so cute n everyone carried em up n took pics with em in their hands.. we decided we wud have a go too..but as soon as i caught one n lifted it up ... to my horror it start squeling like it knew i was a chef n suckling pigs tasted oh so good in my books..everyone whipped their heads around to look at us..how embrassing! n after all that effort i was not even in the pic u cud only see cheryls horrified face :P

we even saw ram's, bull's, doggies and oh so many animals...they were huge n sooo cute too.. right enough bout the animals..we even got our face painted... well the other 2 cudnt decide which one to go for..so i told em if they got a full on face paint, i'd pay for it n so they did..

tania bein the erm quack decided to go for a dog (well erm u decide wat u think of it when u look at the pics) ...cheryl decided to go for a butterfly which was rather sweet... n i opted for like a design which was only one side of my face ^.^ of course i thought mine turned out best..esp beside those other two wackos...

when the boys finally joined us we decided to go win ourselves some ridiculous sized soft toys...the my lil ponies n the carebears were the hit with us...we wanted em everrr so badly n started putting pressure on the boys to get us our prizes...plus we were really jealous that everyone girl or guy around us seem to be lugging around shit loads of these huge toys with em..

we finally managed to score our first one at the basketball game..n got ourselves a yellow giraffe then we just got on a roll and managed to get all together 5 huge arse toys..well not as big as the dream my lil pony we wanted but at the very least awesome toys! ( we won a blues clues dog, blue gecko, purple dino and a yellow dog)

also we managed to get ourselves lots of tiny soft toys and showbags...(the proof is in the pics) so it was a good day in fact n this time ppl were staring at our toys n wishing they had em hehehehhee....of course goin home we had a car packed with soft toys that the driver cud only see the various stuffed animals :P

cheryl and the squeling piglet that thought i was for sure putting it in the roasting oven...

me and the girls with our faces painted...

us with our winnings and some random guys that decided to join us for the pic...

Loot part 1 (The Many showbags we bought and toys we won)

Loot 2 (our combined amount of choc and candy from the perth royal show, which is still missing 3 huge bags of choc)

In Memory of Bailey

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:35:00 +0000

News Flash...

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:44:00 +0000

let me start with a Woohooooo...
my my my last blog post might have worked its wonders around the hse..lol
muahahahaa...

tania n cheryl have decided to resign frm their part time jobs..lol
the hse has more lifeforms than just poor ol me now..

its so exciting...we're planning to do something over the weekend..
:D

well this post is a short one.. promise the next one will be like "teh tarik " (long story) aahhahaaha
:P

Physco! Physco!

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:23:00 +0000

I promise you ppl i'm not Mad..just a lil Mental...lol
well i dont think ive gone off the edge yet...heheehe
but boredom might sooon put me there...

everyone here works.. or goes to class i'm left alone to ponder...
n mess up or clean up the hse.. i am a bit of a lazy bastard..lol
a fat one too ahahahaa...shhhh ill nvr admit to it if anyone ever quotes me on it...
I shall deny..it ALL...muahahahhaaaa...

right these are random ramblings of a nutter...that has gone bonkers?
so ppl run for ur lives...save urselves..do not read this... ull go blind for eternity...
aahahahaa.. man i amuse myself....lol no i'm not bein full of myself...
its just a random side effect maybe coz ive not eaten...lol

well you ppl have all seen or been on youtube right?
i'm sure u have..everyone has these days...shame on u if u have no idea what i'm talkin about..
then u bloody well need to go google it... its youtube.. u might as well get on wikipedia too n look it up ahahahaa... man i luv that site..lol

right where was i? hmm ohh youtube..yeah ive been browsing on it like a person on a mission...yes as if i have some hidden agenda...or i need to find the burried gold...lol i came across some vbloggers ..or vloggers watever u call em... they video blog basically...

i found em pretty interesting...some even witty n funny.. others ah just too pathetic to even care about... u just feel like they need a good bitch slap to get to their senses.. i know how rudeeeee.... how can they post such utter rubbish...ahahhahahahaa...

anyways i started thinking... omg i think i cud do this..i have everything i need.. a vid cam n a webcam..n all the tools...oh n i cud parade around in my latest fashion...to show my passion for fashion.. like omg ..how cool wud that be...*drama queen mode*

but then it hit me...how wud i really look like n sound on video...then i realized it..ill be like some mental retard...with a speech inpedement or something...lol well ill sound like it... *cough cough*

well i dont know if u guys know me well enough but i can be utterly gross ...well most of the time ahhaa.. so yeah picture this... me ranting exactly like how i blog but on video...with probably an ugly distorted face ...n weird accent...talkin bout everything under the sun..probably bore the shit out of u ppl..imagine i'm the one where ppl wud watch n leave nasty comments... O.o

*i know i fool u ppl with postings of nice pics but really in real life..where u cant just delete pics u dont like..ahahahaa... im not exactly picture perfect 24/7...*

perfection takes time and lotsa grooming... yes ur damned when ur a girl.. >.<

Me need food..Food good.. *says it in a caveman like voice* (ever so random me)

i do intend to attach a screen capture of me on webcam..sadly..erm i think its not sucha good idea ahahhaaa... so erm yeah u might just wanna ask ppl that have seen me..ill let em vouch for me...lol i think most of em have seen me ugly fat face...lol n sillyness...

so yeah i guess my entry ends here today... hmmm how bout a really ugly pic instead? :P ahahaaa... i know i am gonna regret this later...but oh well...we all cant be perfect can we...

Please Note: tat me and tania didnt set out to look like freaks it happened that way coz the boys were meant to have the same pose but they decided to not take part in it just before the camera went click...bastards...n also the pose was becoz we had juz managed to carry that dainty looking heavy paddle boat all the way down to the water...n on top of that..i had to borrow my bro's jumper that was really big...hence the snowman effect..also coz im not very thin anyways..n had a few layers on... n the life jackets were kiddie sizes okie :P

The Wall...

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 18:17:00 +0000

Doesnt sound like its going to like an interesting entry..right? even the title screams out boredom *yawns* well sadly it might be so..ahahaa

I know i do wish sometimes more interesting things happened in my life that i cud blog about..like the fact that ppl think i cant speak proper english and start talkin to me as if i were a retard... like hello i was born and raised speaking english and it is my first language.. fine i have a weird accent but still..dont just assume i'm dumb.. :P

tania..brandon.. if u guys read this...u dont have to agree okie...siblings comments arent wanted ahahahahaa... meanies ...shooo..

right actually it was a rather interesting weekend...but i thought that wud be a post that dear old cheryl wud put up on the cheap trick addict blog...since after all it was a weekend long celebration for cheryl's 21st bday...

anyways moving on to more uninteresting things... yes yes i dont know why u ppl read my blogs..hehehee..why bother i'm sure ill give u some infectious disease...that wud make u run like the wind if u came into contact with me...or hide frm me if i was around... or even click the ignore or block button...lol ah well it's happened to me many a times..

yes i guess some ppl just hate me..n i think i can live with that...i cant bloody well please everyone can i now? i am me..loathe me or love me... i dont give a rats arse really..lol just dont pretend that u do like me...i'd rather know that u didnt..so i wudnt have to bother either...lol

someone mentioned the other day that i put up this wall and i am mean to everyone around me becoz i am afraid of showing ppl what i am really like... a nice lil girl with a pure heart n soul....ahahahhaa damn that made me really pissed... i hate it when ppl think they can read u like a book..when they hardly know u...

infact the only person that knows me well is Me ..*isnt that suprising* okie well family dont count ok :P ahhahaa ...since they live with u half ur lifetime...they're bound to know u inside out..esp if u live in a tight knit family like mine :D ur business is my business too ..ahahaa not like its a bad thing..but sometimes it doesnt work to ur advantage ;)

this person also mentioned that i am afraid of gettin hurt so the best way i know how is to just be nasty to everyone so that no one lets me down...well let me tell u somethin.. heh i am not a nice person to begin...so there..pffttttt....

i am my own person ...n i really do not like bein read like a book..or ppl assuming that they know me well enough to judge... i try not to judge a book by its cover...try it...it might work wonders for u....

well i am sorry for having a go at that person..but the words that ...rolled out of this persons mouth juz got me really annoyed ....

so if u claim to know me as well as u do...or say that u do..then u shud know that i dislike bein analyzed n pointed out my type of personality trait...of whom i'm like.. or why i'm the way i am... u have no idea what ive been through..nor do u know anything out of my life...i'd rather if u just kept ur persumptions to urself...n not physco analyze me...

Long Distance?

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 17:49:00 +0000

The very word seems to be haunting me...*gasps in disbelief*
yes before i go all drama queen which btw is not how i am like .. i only luv to potray so to annoy the lovely people around me... *waits for the applause*

tsk ppl.. come on.. :P now.. dont u think i'm just so entertaining.. lol
right time i get to the point before i ramble on off the subject.. a friend.. that ive known since i've been in the UK msged me online...

she's a darlin...we nvr have had the time to catch up lately but today i guess ...we were in luck.. we began with our usual antics ...teasing and annoying each other... n of course bein a bit of a potty mouth.. i did have a go at her for not emailing me back... :P

yes u know who u are.. silly lil girl... u shall pay for it...lol gosh ive missed ur company.. finally we got down to the issue at hand.. "long distance" relationship... oh dearie...she needed to seek advice frm meh..lol

yeah me of all ppl..lol like as if im sane enough to give her advice on the matter..when i myself have had well pretty much witnessed lotsa bad long distance relationships.. n well there are a few that withstand the test of time..and i'm more than happy for em...

n have definately been an insipiration..lol i know how corny it might sound..but really..when u think how much they've been through together ... u wish that u wud have the very same thing or maybe just a glimmer of it...

after all the obtacles..everything turns out right...*awwwws thinkin of it*

whens my turn?!?! ....*screams excitedly*

lol i doubt its around the corner... *frowns*
right so obviously i told my darlin lil friend of the stories i knew where it had worked..n time where it fell to pieces and ur heart just broke seeing how much pain it is to be apart...

yes i did not forget to mention that i wasnt really the best person to ask...n no matter what..she had to listen to her own heart and decide for herself in the end...

so my dear old friend...ill be here cheering u on...n u know uve alwiz got a listening ear here.. or in this case reading eyes? ahahahaha *right i know not so funny la :P but who cares juz laugh at my damn jokes okie :P *

As for me it is necessary to concentrate...

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Thu, 06 Sep 2007 19:42:00 +0000

Exactly I need to concentrate... argh.. no one to rant to anymore..
Why is it when I was there in London I hated it so much..
And right now I'd hop on the next plane..to get there and see all the people I miss..
I guess its because I didnt get the chance to have sometime there to really enjoy myself without having to worry bout Uni stuff...

I am grateful for everything I did manage to do..with what time I had over there...
Just noticed how I am asking my own questions and in directly also answering them...
*slaps head* Yes I am a smart one really :P

I sound so emo now.. lol I can assure I am not emo.. just grumpy most of the time... :P
I think only the family sees that side of me.. Yes yes I can already predict that when family members read this they will definately argee to the statements above... they are kind that way ...ahahhaa... *sticks tongue out at em*

Well I guess I need to just get back into the swing of things...cooking up a storm..n catch up on some reading...right I think I've bored everyone out of their heads...n I somehow think you ppl are already poking your eyes with a sharp object... :P have I manage to accomplish that?

I believe so and if not at least maybe suck the life right out of you...

So let me just end your suffering here...till next time then...
Come back and get tortured even more :P

p/s: I promise to try and post somethin more cheery n fun ahahhaaa...
n the key word is TRY ppl...lol

3rd wheel

noreply@blogger.com (Tokyo) — Sat, 25 Aug 2007 15:50:00 +0000

i guess i havent really updated anyone in a while..
well really ive been just too busy or lazy to post anything
i wish i had the motivation to do it ..like i used to..

lately i feel like the 3rd wheel most of the time...
why u say..well.. hmmm
u see right now the hse is usually filled with pairs..
as in ppl in pairs..

mum & dad...
tania & allan..
cheryl & bran..

guess whom i have...
:P oh come on...

here meet my new friends..
Orange & Pear...(our new garden friends)
ahahahaa... ive got a pair of friends to be my special someone..
:P

oh well.. i'm missing london and malaysia...
and a lot of my friends...

i promise to update it more when i feel like it..
*prances around the room like a mad person*