CollegeConfessional.net

Anonymous at confesses,

For the record, I didn’t mean to like you, either. But I do and, if you are
sincere, then I am happy no matter what happens.

mona at confesses,

I just recently met the most amazing guy. He is all I ever dreamed of & more. No
one has ever treated me with such respect and care before. No one has ever told
me that 2 days away before he can see me seems like so far away, no one has
ever been so great to talk to. This all seems too good to be true. He makes me
happy and makes life better in every way. I feel so lucky right now.

Anonymous at confesses,

For the longest time (i.e., over five years) I’ve been lamenting my lack of a
meaningful relationship. I always wait for others to pay attention to me…
even though I usually send off ‘don’t approach me’ vibes. I know, I’m weird.

I guess I’m just not very social because it’s easy. And I’ve become used to
it… not going out on weekends, telling myself to focus on school work. This
works for me because there is no chance of rejection. But there are times when
I just want to feel cared for… to have somebody hug me. Then I realize that
that level of comfort takes time and openness and vulnerability and I shut it
out. I’ve never been good at forming and maintaining relationships.

Usually, I don’t think about or feel my loneliness. It really only gets to me
when somebody shows interest in me. When somebody tries to strike up a
conversation, I am plesant, but not very engaging, and never initiate further
contact. I feel like I’m not interesting enough to hold anyone’s attention. But
I’m good at suppressing this. I’m used to it.

The reason this is coming to the surface is that I’m curently in a small class
with somebody who makes sure to sit next to me and wants to have a conversation
with me before/after every class. I’m pretty sure he’s flirting, but I can never
tell. He’s probably just very outgoing. On the one hand, I dread going to this
class because I know he’ll be there, and I’ll have to be polite and make small
talk… which I’m not good at. But on the other hand, I look forward to this.
It helps that he’s cute. The downside is that this person makes me realize what
I’ve been missing. Then I realize that this small talk is really meaningless,
and if I want more I’ll have to take initiative… with all that that entails.
And so I retreat, and the cycle continues.

Ok that’s a lot longer than I anticipated. And I didn’t think I’d cry writing
it, but I did.

Anonymous at confesses,

What do you do when you’ve been with someone for almost 3 and a half years and
you find yourself falling in love with somebody else…

Anonymous at confesses,

I feel like there is something wrong with me. Like there always has been
something very wrong with me. I’m so spaced out most of the time, and then
suddenly I’m so emotional. I so anxious all of the time. I want to fall in love
so much. My relationships never work. It seems to be me that is the problem. Why
will nobody love me? I am losing my motivation to study or do anything. I don’t
want to become depressed again. I don’t think I’m depressed right not, but I’m
unhappy. Very unhappy. I think only love has ever made me feel happy. Or what I
thought was love. Why am I so fucking different?

Anonymous at confesses,

I slept with my professor. I am totally in love with him. I don’t know what to
do.

Anonymous at confesses,

For the first time in a long time, I have something real and tangible that makes
me happy to wake up in the morning.

Anonymous at confesses,

I really like this girl who was in my psych class last semester. She’s smart,
gorgeous, seems like a nice girl, everything I want. the problem is that i’m in
a relationship, a long-distance one that isn’t going to get closer anytime soon.
and i’m so enamored with this girl that i don’t talk to her, i never see her
anyways.

ah forget it, she’s too good for me..

unappreciated at confesses,

I feel so bitter right now that I wanna cry. I guess it’s my fault for giving
everything I have unconditionally to some loser. Never again.

Anonymous at confesses,

I wish I could find the strength to finally end this unhealthy relationship. I
wish I wasn’t so attached to you and didn’t love you as much as I do. I’m
ashamed of myself for being weak and unable to get out of something that
doesn’t feel right and is messed up. God I’m such a fool when it comes to
love…

bella at confesses,

Hi, so here’s my situation……I met someone off of the internet (talked to him
first a number of times on msn/added on facebook & he seemed normal enough) &
we’ve hung out 5 times now. It’s always been at his place, watching movies,
having a few drinks & talking. Last time we actually made out/fell asleep in
the same bed. Up until then nothing had really happened. He then told me that
he wasn’t looking for a serious relationship as he had just gotten out of one
in september, but wants to keep dating me because he has a good time seeing
me.

I guess I’m just looking for an outsider view on what that actually means. i’m
honestly not looking for a serious relationship either since I’m planning on
moving away next fall anyway. I really just want a boyfriend for the next 8
months. He doesn’t seem to want to just sleep with me or else he would have
tried by now. Is it that he wants to be free to see other people and just wants
me as a friend with benefits?

Do you think if I keep seeing him that it could potentially develop into a
relationship?? I’ve never really been in one so I don’t even know what that is
defined by. Please help!

Anonymous at confesses,

So, I am seriously fucked. I have an exam tomorrow that I haven’t studied for.
It’s worth 45%, and I’m going into it with a C.
FUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk.

The max. I can study for this is about 5 hours, but it’s a philosophy course so
that’s not much study time at all. FUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

I was on the honours roll last year, now I may actually get an F. A FUCKING F.
What a waste of time and money.

Any consoling words right now would be excellent. :)

bridget - facebook at confesses,

Just curious about adding professors on facebook. Has anyone done this??? A few
of mine have it & I would like to add them but don’t want them to get creeped
out by it. If they know my name/ say hi to me & I’ve had a number of
conversations with them & they are no longer currently my professors, do you
think it would be weird for my to send out a friend request?

Erica at St. Louis University confesses,

When I go home on break I still walk around in my panties. For some reason this
just turns me on. Lately I noticed that I’m only doing it when its me and my
dad hanging out. I wear some very nice ones lately. I caught him checking me
out at Thanksgiving break and it sort of turned me on. I’m a freak but I can’t
stop doing this and I know that between semesters I’m going to do it again. I
have just bought some new panties just to show off. I guess I have a secret
slutty side.

Anonymous at confesses,

What happened to this site? It used to be bangin’.

Anonymous at confesses,

What happened to this site? It used to be bangin’.

Anonymous at confesses,

damnit. i have a crush on mr. schuester from glee.

jessica at confesses,

Care to give an opinion on this?

I’m an undergraduate who will be graduating from my university in 6 months.
There is a professor at my campus who is younger and single who seems a little
bit interested in me. Perhaps not, but I have seen check me out a few times so
I believe he is atleast somewhat attracted to me. I have talked to him a few
times and he seems like someone i would like to get to know more. I have never
had him as a professor nor will I in the next 6 months. However, he is a
professor in the same department that I am majoring in.

By policy, would it be unethical for us to go on a date AFTER I graduate 6
months from now? I know the official rule is you must wait 2 years after having
someone as a professor to have any romantic relations with them. But seeing as
he never was my prof, I’m wondering is this would be okay. I wouldn’t want him
to get into trouble or anything like that. What do you think?

Anonymous at confesses,

This site is a fake!

There is only one old and pathetic guy who self-monitors this site with his
completely ” made up ” stories.

Please DO NOT fall into this old guy’s lies! He is lying to you! The postings
on here are FAKES!

This site is a FAKE! ALL postings are FAKES!

Anonymous at confesses,

I am afraid of an alcoholic family member. My brother’s engagement party is
this weekend at our house, and I really wish she wouldn’t be there, although
she obviously will. I’m tired of her anger and outbursts. I’m sick of her
drinking excessively and making an ass out of herself and embarassing the whole
family. I wish I could tell her to just fucking grow up already.

Anonymous at confesses,

I just got shot down by a guy I’ve had a crush on since February. I am pretty
sure at this point that I am too weird to date.

Anonymous at confesses,

before i left for a summer abroad, i had a decent guy who really liked me, but i
was afraid to just be with him. while i was away, i thought i had all of these
opportunities come up that i couldn’t refuse (re: grad school), but found out
that they were not quite what i thought they were. now i am home and everything
is different. i’m not afraid to be with him; he’s afraid to be with me. i cannot
decide what i want to do about applying to grad school and i feel like i have a
lot of pressure on me to make decisions immediately. i just can’t.

Anonymous at confesses,

this is a confession on yesiconfess.com

Anonymous at confesses,

I’m really not looking forward to going into work. I have to look at your damn
face again. I don’t want to. It will take all my strength and willpower not
to kick you in the balls next time I see you. Cheating lying scumbag.

Summer is almost over and school will start soon so I hope that after this I
will never see your face ever again for the rest of my life. I hate you.

Anonymous at confesses,

My atheist phase just broke like water, for no particular reason. Probably I’m
having a good brain chemical day.

Anonymous at confesses,

I work at a bookstore and there are a two older men who hit on me constantly. I
don’t mind the attention actually, I flirt and tease them back. It makes the
day go by faster and everyone is genuinely nice there. One guy is very flirty
including touching and hugging me.

The problem? This very flirty guy is married and I’m also taken. I’m starting
to find myself thinking about this man more than I probably should, and my
boyfriend and I are fighting and he’s cooled off a lot when it comes to being
physical with me.

I could never cheat, and I am actually leaving the store when I go back to
school in Sept. Maybe I should just try to forget about this guy and don’t say
anything to him about his behaviour until I leave…

leanne at confesses,

What is it with me and my inability to have relationships? I don’t understand
what it is that is wrong with me. friends tell me that they think men find me
intimidating because im in school at whatever. I’m not intimidating!!! Seems
like I can only ever become friends with guys or else they are just looking for
a one night stand. What I don’t understand is how there are those girls who have
a different boyfriend every month. An actualy boyfriend with the title and all.
Why is it that I only ever end up going on ‘off-the-record’ dates?? To be 21 an
never have had a real boyfriend. How pathetic.

Right now I like someone who is in a long-distance relationship (under a year).
We ‘dated’ off-the-record last summer but it didn’t work out because he moved
away to go back to school. Then he finished and is back for good now but met
that girlfriend of his there. I just don’t see how he can get more out of her
hardly ever seeing her than he could out of me. He told me he is still very
attracted to me and we held hands the other week. I don’t want him to cheat on
her. I don’t think he would anyway. I just want him to myself. Sigh….this
will sound conceited but she really is not very attractive. I’m not just saying
that. Probably really sweet or something. Sigh….I always watch other people
enjoy what I want. For anyone who is in a relationship you should know that you
are so lucky. I want to love someone.

It seems to take a lot for someone to break up with someone for someone else.
Makes me feel like I’m not good enought. I hate wanting someone I can’t have :(

Anonymous at confesses,

My brother is thinking of asking his girlfriend of almost 2 years to marry him
this weekend. I’m happy for him, but the problem is my parents. I’ve also been
dating a man for 1.5 years and they know about it, but they don’t want to meet
him. They’re very over-protective, and pretty religious, and I’m the “baby”,
so it seems like they will never be able to let go of the fact that I probably
won’t marry someone of my own religion.

Now, I really love this man, and we’ve discussed marriage as well, and I would
love for him to come to the wedding. Would that be appropriate to bring him??
That way, my parents will have to meet him ahead of time…and maybe get used
to him being around…

Anonymous at confesses,

Four months of futile denial forces me to realize that I am attracted to you.
That I care about you, quite a bit. That I’d like to get to know you.

I’m not in a position to tell you this.

We’re women.
You’re old enough to be my mother and then some.
You were my professor. I’m still a student at our institution.

I already know that you care about me to an extent — last time I checked, you
don’t think of a person often (and tell them so) unless you care for them.

I wish I could ask you how much you do. Not only am I not brave enough, it just
wouldn’t be right.

Yet.

Anonymous at confesses,

I feel so lost and confused right now. I just recently switched majors from
pharmacy to nursing. Also, I thought that I wanted to become a doctor so after
getting a BS in nursing I could go to medicine school. But lately I’ve been
thinking about why I chose nursing and medicine and I don’t think I want to
pursue either.
I also think that a lot of the reasons why I wanted a career in the medical
field is because of my parents. My mom is a nurse and my dad is a lab
technician. And most of my mom’s family is in the medical field. I feel like
I’m being pressured into going into the medical field, especially nursing. The
problem is I don’t really want to become a nurse and I’m not even sure I want
to become a doctor anymore. But if I were to choose another major, I wouldn’t
really know what to pick. Nothing seems to stand out and I don’t think I have a
passion for anything. My parents are really pressuring to me to go through with
nursing or something medical.
The part that stressing me out is that I don’t even know what I want. I don’t
know what I wanna do for the rest of my life. It’s so scary not knowing what to
do or where you’re going to end up. And I feel so forced into nursing because
like I said I don’t know what else I would wanna do. I feel like there’s some
kind of time limit on trying to find out what you want to do for the rest of
your life and if you pass the the limit then it’s too late for you. And I’m
afraid that it will be too late for me when I know what I wanna do.

Anonymous at confesses,

I graduated from University last year. I wrote the MCAT last summer and I
applied to med school (with no success). But I’m going back to do my Masters
in September.

Now the problem is, I’ve been looking for a job since around November. I’ve
had several interviews, with various companies. I’m applying for both
science/lab-type jobs and even retail ones. I even had an interview 2 weeks
ago for a grocery store, and the lady said she would call back in a few days
but didn’t (and I have over FOUR years experience in a previous grocery
store).

This is beyond depressing. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I’m avoiding
mentioning I’m going back to school in September, that might scare some
employers. I have both college and university education, so maybe they see me
as “over qualified”, but it’s getting ridiculous that I can’t even find a
simple little part-time job….

Anonymous at confesses,

I am really bad at making decisions. I’m so confused right now.

anon at confesses,

I just found out the girl I thought was my forever friend can’t stand me or my
boyfriend. Doens’t like anything about me, but wants me to go out drinking
with her all the time. What do I do?

Anonymous at confesses,

I fear I’m becoming depressed again. I don’t know what to do. When all the
healthy coping mechanisms don’t work anymore and just make me feel exhausted, i
dont know what to do. I don’t know why I am crying. I have no real reason to be.
Strangely crying when you have no reason to be is more painful than anyone could
imagine, because you just feel so fucked up for crying for no reason. I want to
fall asleep & I can’t. I want to be able to do something that will make me feel
better. I don’t know who to talk to so here I am. I hate all of the people on
this website who criticize what the desperate people say. This isn’t
collegecriticism.net. If you want to make other people feel badly about
themselves, try making yourself feel badly first, maybe that will get it out of
your system. I’m alone, yes I’m pathetic and alone.Shouldn’t be, but am. I
wonder if I hang on just a little bit longer if I’ll start to feel better. I
can’t do this depression thing again. I barely made it through last time, fuck
I have no idea how I made it through last time, well antidepressants is how. I
like how I am on the maximum does of antidepressants and now when I start to
become depressed there really is nothing that can help me because I can no
longer have my doctor up my dosage. That always feels great. I want someone I
can’t have, I have a stupid test coming up that will decide the rest of my life
and I don’t have the energy or motivation to study for it. I try to think of
what I could do. Just mix my life up by going away to travel somewhere for a
year, I wonder if that would work. And there are so many people who are much
much worse off than me and that makes me sad. God is a fucking joke.

La at confesses,

I don’t know if I want to be friends with you anymore. I don’t like your
boyfriend and I don’t like how you act in public. I don’t understand you and
the way that you live your life. I don’t like the way you talk to people. I so
don’t know how we even became friends. You always have to be the center of
attention and you’ll do ANYTHING for it. There is just not a whole lot of
things that I like about you these days and I don’t know what to do because I
remember the good times. I remember the fun and the talks and just being
friends. You’ve been there for me alot of times. YOu make really bad terrible
choices with out thinking at all and then you blame everyone else. YOu have so
many issues. I feel overwhelmed just being in the room with you. I just don’t
know what to say anymore. I don’t. You say you hate drama but you are the
biggest drama queen ever. when are you going to be your self again. Do I have
to walk away. Should I??I don’t owe you anything. You don’t owe me. I Just
don’t know how the fuck I am supposed to be a friend to you anymore. YOu don’t
even listen to me. You just talk and act so shallow and you don’t care about
anyone else’s feelings but your own.

LA at confesses,

I still think of you more often than I suppose I should. If I could go back in
time I would have asked you out immediately. But I didn’t and now everything
feels like I made an ass out of myself because I regret never being with you, I
had all these fantasies about the possiblities of us. So many things I wanted to
do and say to you and for you. But it seems like it is this way every time I
always like the wrong man. And you were a man. Even now I am afraid to see you.
I start shaking when you are around so much fear and nervousness all over my
body in my mind. You struck me down G. In an instant. Like damn bolt of
lightening shot through by life. Shattering everything. I had never felt
anything like that before. I wish I could have met you somewhere else somewhere
where I could have had a chance but I never did. You had so many women admiring
you. Ones that had better lives than me. Ones that put out for you cuz you knew
you would have had to work for it with me. And you work hard enough at
everything else why would you choose to work for it if you could just have it
thrown at you by J and B and whoever else. I hate you. I hate that if I saw you
somewhere I would blush and get weak in the knees and pray to God that you would
not notice even tho u did all the while. I wish I could just forget You G, I
wish it didn’t still hurt I wish that I had never ever met you. I know that
sounds harsh but I just hate the way I feel when I still hear things about you.
When Im with other men I want you still but not as much as when i had to be
around you all the time. Why couldn’t you have given me a real chance? why did
you flirt with me so much? why did you lie to me. why did you do so many nice
things for me. why couldn’t you have just left me alone. Now were not even
friends. Thats ok I never wanted to be a friend to you. I wanted to be your
woman. I so would’ve stuck by your side through everything and you just let me
go. I hope to god that all this becomes worth it someday and I meet someone
better than u and you disapear from my life comletely forever. Please don’t let
me hear anything else. Really when it comes right down to it I want you to be
happy. Be happy with her. Really. But I just don’t ever want to see you again
or hear your name I can’t deal with the rush. I like someone else and I am so
afraid that he is like you that I can barely talk to him sometimes I avoid him
because I am so scared of feeling the way i felt for you and again have nothing
reciprocated. What if he is like you and I am just wasting my damn time and
energy again.

mika at confesses,

I just got drunk with my parents and am thinking that they are a lot more
awesome than I had ever realized. God I miss him so much. He comes back
tomorrow…….one month was too fucking long

Anonymous at confesses,

After I saw you sitting outside of your class I noticed our eyes locked and you
smiled and said hi. I said hi to be polite and I thought you were pretty cute.
I didn’t expect to see you again in the same spot and you waved. I wish I had
the guts to start a conversation with you but I’m afraid to since we don’t know
each other.

Anonymous at confesses,

I have been flirting with a male professor of mine all semester. He’s relatively
young and he’s single. He’s also really attractive.
After the final exam I asked him out for coffee. He took me up on the offer. He
was being flirty but vague about sex, like he has been doing all semester.
After the ‘date’ I couldn’t stand it anymore and I just asked him if he wanted
to have sex with me or not. He replied no, that he was flattered but he had to
be professional.
Well, you know what, he wasn’t being very professional this entire time, with
all the ogling and the suggestive comments.
What a douche.

Anonymous at confesses,

I’m afraid I’m shallow.

Anonymous at confesses,

I feel so sad…the semester is almost over and I won’t be able to see this
professor that I have a crush on. I think I’m going to miss him a lot over the
summer…

chaza at confesses,

This one is just for fun….
Briefly describe your unattainable crush & then give his title/relationship to
you.

I’ll go first:

He’s got dark hair & eyes, is incredibly intriging, funny, intelligent,
open-minded, dimples when he laughs…….sometimes he doesn’t shave and I
seriously lose all of my self-control when I see his stubble.

He is my prof!

Anonymous at confesses,

I have a girlfriend’s birthday coming up this weekend (I’m a female). Another
friend wants to go out later this week and buy gifts.

The problem is, I have been looking for a job for months and I don’t really
have any money right now. She wants to buy her an expensive gag gift from the
sex store, and some nice jewellery, and it doesn’t seem like she wants to go
halves with me on the gift either (she has a bit of a crush on the birthday
girl).

Should I insist we go halfway on the gifts due to my situation? Or should I
just try to get her a small something on my own and let the secret admirer buy
her own presents??

Crushing Hardcore at UCSB confesses,

This is so cliche its almost sickening, but I have a massive crush on an older
married man. He’s not a professor, however. Rather, he’s a dealer at a nearby
casino. I’ve only seen him three times and I can’t get him out of my head.
And, it’s all his fault - he started it. From the first time I sat down at his
blackjack table the sexual innuendo went flying. From teasing promises to
taking me for a ride in his new car, to arranging a time he should come over
for some late night lovin, the man is driving me wild with his flirtatiousness.
I’m not so sure his wife would approve of our playful, yet overtly sexual,
conversations. The guy is so attractive, witty as hell, and intelligent. Soooo
sexy… I WANT HIM SO BAD.

Here’s the worst part: I have a boyfriend who is amazing to me, and I genuinely
care for him. He’s the sweetest guy I’ve ever been with, the sex is good, but I
still find myself thinking about this other man when I’m with my boy. It’s
awful!

I think I have a thing for unavailable bad boys…they are just so sexy.
I know I should stop flirting with him, but it’s just so much fun. Flirting
isnt harmful to a marriage, is it?

Anonymous at confesses,

Has anyone gotten into grad school (not med or law, but something
humanities-based) with a GPA under a 3? I have a 2.9 and it’s driving me nuts.
I’m doing one post-BA class next semester, though I’m not sure how big a
difference that will make to grad committees and I’m just kind of looking for
some advice or real life experiences to ease my mind.

coco at confesses,

Anyone know of any REAL success stories between profs & students romance-wise?

As in, both prof & student waited until student had graduated & then they
started dating and later got married?

Or, married prof has an affair with student, falls in love, gets divorced with
spouse & ends up with student?

Just curious if that 0.007% possibility actually exists or not???

Anonymous at confesses,

sometimes, i enjoy smelling my farts.

i just realized this and thought about it and was like whoa that’s kind of
really weird… and disgusting, and i thought it would make for a great
confession.

concerned citizen at confesses,

I just recently found out that a girl I worked with, and have maintained a
friendship with for over a year is addicted to cocaine. She was always broke
and depressed, and I suspected it, but I have been having her over to my house
a lot lately, and she mentioned something about it. Others have said that
every payday she gets it, and is broke two days later. She is always broke,
but has cheap rent, and works full time for a decent wage. She borrows money
constantly. She kept doing it, and started doing it every hour, then, every
half hour, then like every 15 minutes. She was dropped off at home before she
ran out, so I don’t know what shes going through now, I haven’t heard from her.
My dilemma: I know where its coming from, and I want to call the police. I
didn’t directly see anything, but i have info. I have been cautioned to not
contact the police, but I still want to. I’m afraid if I call, they will pick
the person up, and other addicts will suffer, not knowing how to get help. My
friend is kind hearted, but does need help. Should I make the call?

Peter at confesses,

I am 23 and in grad school. Engaged to a hot chick and supposed to be getting
married next year. Problem is, one of my TA’s- male - is driving me crazy.
Yesterday he wore loafers with no sox and his tan feet and leg showing, gave me
such an erection, I was going crazy. I played football and soccer in high
school and as an undergrad so I am not some effeminate fairy and no one would
have any idea, but I am losing it fast. HELP!

tired & annoyed at confesses,

My roommate has her boytoy over ALL THE TIME. It’s driving me crazy, I’m so sick
of them and their PDA.