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In Awe

2013-05-16T00:13:00.001+05:30

You left a trail in my life
The path which remain untold
And now as I in unfold each clue
I wonder why I met you.

I lernt from my past
I tread not the trail which was made
But still there was something that I pondered over again.

Life gives us lessons to learn
No memory is a victory or a fail
The more we think about our living is vain..
If only we live , we gain.

The broken Love

2011-06-08T15:35:00.000+05:30

I went away
When she said
to forget what we were

I left her alone
when she sobbed and said
Leave me for I know not
What would lead us together

I longed for her
Even when she said
Dont try to think
about Us

I called her
she slammed the fone
And said, Dont call!!

I waited for her
To come back
and Say, everything is Alright
But ; could not bear her say,
Everything has gone by!!

I had no idea of writing such poems but, i could not stop to express how it could have been when a friend of mine was carried away and then left alone. This is purely in no intent of criticizing anyone... they are just feelings, which have been jotted down,

Mystique Sky !

2011-06-08T15:31:00.002+05:30

The sinking sun
Calls for delight
the mystique moon
Leaves the pain behind

The skies above
Let the stars
Shine so Bright
when every being
is lit with delight

The shimmer of the stars above
Leads the night to love
with the mist to adore
and the sun to be put to snore

Man below, wonders
At the nite sky's romance

One Glimpse !

2011-06-08T15:29:00.002+05:30

I look back and see
The mirage
which was left
For Quite sometime

I see th glimpse
Of your happiness
Pondering over the cause
and leaving unknow thoughts

Oft, we had ,
spent time in the land
Where we'd found
Only serinity..

Way back then
When there wasnt any offence
the fun we had...
and now its just
One glimpse.

Another Road

2011-06-02T18:59:00.001+05:30

Another road I tread,
where life has a newly added
Some new feelings
which cant be explained yet

For what we need now,
may not be what we want
But, yet we know that
Its some unknown road
which every one had once tread.

Life's bliss is
For what we havnt received yet;
But managed to be happy
when we havent got any !

Lets hope that while we journey
All the unknow path
Which others have already left their mark
To, follow and lead...
For Happiness we breed !!

The World Around me !!!

2011-03-14T22:41:00.001+05:30

I had no idea of what I had read when I saw that a country like Japan was tattered along their coasts. When a tsunami happened in India , (Dec 2004) , I wasn't aware of the consequences and the life threat. I hardly read newspapers, but after a certain time we tend to keep locked with the news.
The calamity that shook the world was very close to my heart. I had watched the footages of the disaster for a long time and wondered that there was something which is going to come... the end of the era.. a new beginning has to begin...!!
Life is as short as the flower, which blooms up in a moment and next moment it is no more.
There were many things which came to my mind while watching the calamity that had happened.

What would be our state if we lived not the next moment?
What would happen if the world around us became blank and void ?
Could I PAUSE for a while and do the undo ?

All these seem like a big question , which could never be answered....

Life treats you well when we go in accordance to its rules...if we mess with Life, it surely does the same... same goes with Nature... and the ultimate invisible ruler, who watches every walk of our life, knows what we are !!

Heaps and Tons !

2010-11-25T14:10:00.001+05:30

Heaps of butter and spoons of sugar,
Made bread like the cake...

Heaps of love and spoons of care,
Made gave me a chance to live again !!

Tons of laughter and miles of smile..
Made the day happy and gay,
Tons of joy and miles of journey
Made life to be relived everyday !!

Songs of birds and they chirping again..
Made me to wander in the nature..
The flowers swaying away,
Made me more into you !!

Heaps of love..
Tons of care..
From the one you love,
Makes moments special Aways!!

My Saviour

2010-11-10T12:51:00.000+05:30

My Savior of life,
In thy boat I stand..
Lead me in path of Life..

You gave up your life
To the sinners like me,
You purchased us with the precious price
And never wish for anything
More than our Life..

Be the potter of my Life..
Make me a vessel
Worthy to praise You alone
Give me the grace
To choose You alone

Let my life shine before men
That they might see your countenance
And glorify you till the End !!

Who called it LOVE ??

2010-11-09T20:58:00.001+05:30

Let me mix and match the colors of life..
Let me try to catch the moments of sand..
Let me cry to the beauty of nature...
Let me hold the hand in thine..

Let the waters flow in the dry dams,
Let the flowers bloom all the seasons..
Let the bees collect the nectar and aroma..
Let the birds sing to you the song..

Let me once capture you in the frame..
Let me try to play with your names..
There hasnt anyone on the Earth Seen you
But all have heard your fame..

They try to give you names..
And say that its called "BEING IN LOVE"
But -
There seems to make a change in your being
As, someone else has taken your place..

I knew the path of your virtue,
I've heard the deeds and your fame..
I let it flow like a river beyond,
And hoped to see the change..

I wished that you could be living-being
Or an emotion which I could see..
I know not , who named you "Love"
But you are the mix of all pure deeds...
I know not who said - "That's called Love"
But I wondered and gazed ,
I know that you cant take the form of a being,
Then Why you were called Love?

I need a reason for your name,
Coz everyone has the same..
Let me get engrossed in you
And then I'll Entitle you

I found this feeling or abstract ..
Or whatever you call,
Of late I met someone so true..
I forgot your name
or your being
and then thought its you

I could not capture the feelings
I could hold you back...
Lo ! when you came into my Life
You were always full of smile...

I never wanted to miss you
And I said "I do"
You asked me for a prayer,
And I said
"For-ever and Ever" !!

Our date!!

2010-11-09T13:25:00.001+05:30

Walking down the lonely roads
In the city of Magarpatta..
We took a strole and walked
Past the shopping malls..

The night seemed so serene
and the peaceful breeze made me swing
The hush hush sound from the leaves
made our date pure..

Under the care of nature
under the skies so blue
We waited on
And saw nothing was new

The stars were shimmering in the sky
And we were still walking by
No noise or din
were we could sway and sing

I wished that the night paused
Under the skies and stars
When I could hear your whispers
The running thoughts on your mind

We stayed there for long
Undisturbed and unanswered
Just gazing at each other
ending into one another

Hope we could do this again
To relive our memories down the lane
When you come early
and i wait for you near the gate

Life as we saw that day
Was just a pause without a button to play
As we celebrated our love this day
Hope we could live our date !!

For you !!

2010-11-09T11:12:00.003+05:30

Geared up to write for you
Juggling between words a few...
Casting all the moments of life...
I wish i could choose among a few..
Waiting for an answer to crop..
all the days which had be naught..
Love you for all the things.. cos , I am
Hopelessly romantic again...

you think... its me... yes! Its true !

2010-11-08T23:36:00.000+05:30

When you look at yourself in the mirror,
You see a mirage of me
When you held your hands together
You see my hand with thee..
When you try to cry ,
You'll see a tear in my eye..
when you laugh , smile and giggle...
I'll be in paradise..
When you wake up in the morning,
You'll see heaven so true..
When you are crossing the streets
I would fly with you
when You think of a thought,
I'd be your memory..
When you love someone true...
It will obviously be me...

Untold thoughts...

2010-11-08T23:24:00.001+05:30

I was thinking of one chance..
Where no one could ever find us
Where only U and I could be forever
Where our world would be a paradise..
There would be not a place... like Us...together...

I though of one word
which could describe you
And then I pondered..
You could never be completed without Me...

I hopped and leaped
To places far....
I searched throughout
and never met
the feeling which I could get..
When you are with me..

I Let a word,
that is dear to me
but never thought
that it would be..
so untaimed and unsaid..
but could not make it forget..

I clinged on you,
Like a dear one...
and you pecked on my cheek
and held me tight...
You huged and cajoled...
you made me whole...
Like the rain to the earth...
You smelt that nice...

I miss you a lot..
hope you'd know..
how life would be...without you being with me...

Added love to you !!

2010-11-08T23:11:00.001+05:30

You needed time with me,
you held my hands tightly...
you made me wander in your thoughts
and sent away the time for a break

You gazed at my eyes
and fell for my smile...
never understood, I , the though of crime,
coz , I was killing you each moment
like one who falling down from sky..

You came upto me and said,
"Pretty Lady, could we wed"
and let out the sparkling ring,
which was supposed to be the link.

I made myself clear,
that I wouldnt let one tear,
from my eye , before I part ,
From the ones whom I loved....

You were willing to hold my hand
and kept murmuring to yourself,
"I do ,I do..."
and then we came out
Wedded Happily ever !!

Now comes the time ,
To live life with words and deeds,
to abide by the promises kept..
and let each one know their steps..

Of all , I say,
Fair Prince you'd be mine..
even though we travel across the desert
I know that you'll take me through
ever pain and pleasure..
I'd love to say,
I am thine forever
And nothing can be more dearer...
Love casteth its spell
and the cupid's arrow has dwelt..
somewhere in the past...
But Love is You ...in My Life...
and this I added as my ingredient of life !

Everything is Illuminated !!

2010-08-16T16:13:00.001+05:30

For ages, we have seen that great writes and poets have got into the groove of writing most eloquent novels and poems ; where William Shakespeare , William Wordsworth , Rabindranath Tagore etc are some people whom I adore for their works.

As a child I saw my father reading everything , even a small peice of paper which was wrapped for the chaana-battanies .. I always used to think how people could read such thick-fat novels (I still used to read those comics during my childhood days , esp. Tinkle which my mum used to get it home !! )

During this stage of my life, I was only reading tinkle and a few comics which we used to get it at home. I never tried my hands on those novels of Agatha Christie or Famous Five etc. rather it never fascinated me much. I liked viewing the Cartoon Network all day long , even now , if I am alone at home , My TV would be switched on for the CN channel. I get Glued to the "Tom and Jerry Series" .
Alternately ,these days I am reading too much of Philosophy stuff... I had lots of readings on Philosophy, Leadership etc ... and then changed towards the Chick-lit.

I had visited my cousins in Chennai and was really shocked to see the book shelves full of novels and books. Each of them had a set of books which they were "the owners". I felt really nice to see so many books which they've read , on the contrary, I was discussing about a few good movies which i had seen (one among them was Marley and Me) , and told them to see that one !! Unfortunately , i got the reply as , its a novel based upon a dog which becomes a family member. Agast !!! ehh !! I dint now what to do !! At the same time (rather to be precised, during my graduation days )i had completed almost all the books of Sydney Sheldon and then I started to get into the track of reading books.....

I usually read lot of book reviews and try to pick the ones that interests me !! There are a few classics which I havent read till now !( I would read them for sure. ) I'd like to list them because I feel that they are the greatest works and book for all-time.

To Kill a mocking bird, Harper Lee
Jane Eyre , Charlotte Bronte
Brids of Prey , Wilbur Smith

Adventures of Huckleberry Finn , Mark Twain
The Canterbury Tales , Geoffrey Chaucer
~~Little Women , Louisa May Alcott~~
Life of Pi ,Yann Martel
Arabian Nights

I donno whether I would be able to read all of these , but yes, One fine day this list would be struck out and I'll have the most memorable moment of my life.

I have seen many people reading the best sellers books' which are listed and they try to get them once the publishers set it out, but at the same time, some of them will not be able to justify the rating of the book. Its like seeing the super-duper flop movie during the premiere and walking out of the theater with broken hearts.

I always wish to own my books which I read and so I wait as long as I can to get the feeling of possession !! By using the term "Feeling of Possession " , I would like to tell you that I was eagerly waiting to get the set of Calvin and Hobbes series - the best ever Comic I love to read. I just love Calvin Virtualizing about his friend Tiger, Hobbes and how he ends up almost all his conversation speaking about the crap that gets into his head and then retiring to his room !! Love it!!

So, when I first saw this set in Landmark , it costed around Rs 9,999/- only. My heart sinked like the anchor into the water when the ship is set to halt !! And now everytime I go to the book stores I find the price decreasing. I had seen the latest listing of the set to Rs 4495/- in http://www.flipkart.com/. I will be waiting for a month or so and would grab this Priceless Possession Of mine.

Hope to check this listed stuff as they are More than Priceless !!

A Roller Coaster 1 ! - Those small Lil Things In Life and Love

2010-07-30T18:03:00.003+05:30

I was planning to get the new set of books for my readings ... I wanted to read some easy ones ,which had fun ,romance and refreshing of memories !!
Me and my colleague ,went and purchased two books one was "Remember Me "- by Sophie kinsella , and the other " Those Small lil Things in life and love " , by Rahul Saini !!

I dint know what i had to do , so just grabbed this book by Rahul and started reading it . Its a comedy one which one faces in life, his crushes , love ,school days meeting friends... etc etc ... I dint know that the novels these days are even having Bollywood movies dialogs as well !!

Well , Rahul here actually started off with the Kuch Kuch Hota hain Dialog of " Hume ek baar jeethey hain , ek bar marthey hain ..... " . I dint know what i was doing , i could just write this down as my status message for my Facebook profile !! Good God know how he had got this idea of writing movie dialogs ... As I started reading , I also saw many ads, the way we use to talk when we were kids and the stuff which we used to do ... I was totally in an Enchanted world . After reading too much of Philosophy , I felt that this book has brough back the fun which we have in Small things in our life!!

One reading the cover page of this book , I felt as though i am reading the book "hum-tum" by Saif (which he actually writes in his movie Hum Tum ,someone could get me that book as well - Kidding , though) Its cover page is also Awesomely designed ... I fell for the front page and got the book !!...

I donno whether this book is good for the heck of it or not , but till now , it has given and got back all smiles on my face !! I am eager to finish this one, and would come back and post the entire Roller coaster ride of this Book !!!

Hoping to have a Happy Weekend!!

Second Review - All in the hands of readers
This book was indeed a weekend special for me , as I had no where to go , I was able to read this at a faster pace. Indeed, Rahul Saini has got all the girl specials of his life in this book and has narrated each of his moments at office and at school in a very proper way but leaves the reader to decide the tragic or happy end of this story !! He meets his love, but its upto the reader to decide what would be the new chapter of his book!!
Its a nice book for people who had a tiring week !!

Have Fun!!

Got em!!

2010-07-28T14:49:00.001+05:30

As the time goes on , I feel like getting all the lost list which I cannot preserve it in my diary or my post-it-on's etc. Technology has aimlessly invented lot many things which we wish you use but sometimes we never find the right way to get to it!!

From a couple of weeks I was too engrossed in the list of movies which I had to see and every time I write it down , i dont find it again. As i was checking a few good interior sites on esty I happen to see a link ,somewhere saw an article , Life in lists ! I was curious to know what this would bring in store ! And Lo and Behold, I see something which would actually design my lists , to cross over the things which i have done ,to make a list of what all i could have planned to complete ,etc. This really made me go in a gala world ! Nice and easy way to list out your own stuff!! I could rather call it more of listing out what we need in our life... Indeed a good one!! Thanks to the Creators !

Next thing which could choose is to have another list of the books (rather something like a virtual shelf) because I was digging on all the blogs which lead me to the one who read loads of books. I could not figure out which would be the next list of books which i had to read. I posted a msg on my sisters wall and she came to my rescue !!

A mail arrived , asking me to join Shelfari. The bad thing was, I already had an account created on 13th Sept 2007 , but never tried to get the glimpse of what it was. Nice one, I like the UI part of the webpage a lot and even got a list of them in to the "to -read" books . I was able to even see a list of good reviews from people across. It was really nice.

After this , i logged into facebook and checked out the needed links to Shelfari and got a like it link! From there on I even got a new web url which was abt Goodreads ,

This one was also nice and neat with more elaborate things on review ,timing and even the date when you finish etc ! I created an account for the same and to my curiocity was amazed to see many of my freinds have been faithful customers to this link as well.

Eh! I feel all over books again ! As, I was reading a review about books , it gave me a feel to start my reading all over again !! Hopefully ,this time , I'd been reading all the classics and best sellers of the age and my long awaited book for this season would be "To Kill a mocking bird " and "Little Women" .

"Little Women" was my first so -called- book which i read it when i was a kid , as it was a gift from someone on my birthday and i still remember , my mum was trying to help me put reading the book. I dont know whether that was a full version or not!!

Presently , I'm reading "The Monk who Sold his Ferrari " - a book , which has been in my pending lists as I was caught in with the marital bliss and so on so forth !! crap !! Even now , I think that , i need to finish this one asap!!

Until then , keep checking out updates on these links !! :)

Have Fun !

My First Movie Review ~

2010-07-27T16:41:00.004+05:30

Well, this is not a movie review though; this movie has captived me and has even a lot of IMPACT. I usually watch all of Karan Johar's movies , not for the story or direction but for the interiors and art which focuses on. Thanks to the art team for all his movies, they indeed do a wonderful job!!
Wake up Sid's main motive was to show and magnify the nature of a college goer who finds it difficult to settle down in life
The house in which Aisha Banerjee stays , is actually the most lovely place. I feel to dig up some space in my home, rather exactly wish to have a home like her.

Every time the scene shifts to Aisha's apt , i feel like just pausing the movie and then visualize myself there. Good nah!! When it really comes down , we never get things as we hope for ! ! ! This movie actually gave the feel of Mumbai's Marine Drive ! I really wanted to be there and enjoy the monsoon at that particular location where Sid takes Aisha ! To my amusement, the day when we went to Mumbai, the moonson had already set and i could feel the Rain in Mumbai !!

I almost kept watching each and every place in that area to see how it would look when it rains in Marine Drive!!

I Keep watching this movie over and again , without a second thought ! The art which is displayed in Aisha's room is something which I'd like to collect and treasure. The label of her name on the door , her pink-white colored flower chimes, the birds wall , where all the photo's have been setup, the dining table for 2 , the neat and tidy , small and cute Kitchen which she had ,the indispensable books which she stores , The small lights that hang on the window ,the cute bird caged light and the lamps which she had.. they're awesome ...

I wish and hope to see this setting in my home :) ....

Nature - Picked by hand !

2010-07-10T19:11:00.003+05:30

My new Art !!

2010-07-10T16:33:00.005+05:30

I am getting indulged into these petty things of life....

I've got an idea to create something in life.. and started off with the chimes. The sound of it gives me so much of happiness and warmth. The wind blows and it sways over from place to place.

The weather here in Pune is awesome and so windy and to enjoy the breeze's love i want to have many Chimes all over my apt.

This is what I made today.. Donno how my husband would like it!! :)

Another one is the foto-frame, which I made it from my Friend's wedding card as i dint want to throw it away. This was one frame which I want to carry it everywhere I go. .. This foto holds my memories as a child..

Where was I ?

2010-03-26T00:11:00.003+05:30

These days I feel like catching the sky, clinging to the roof and jump till my heart's content. I've had lovely 45 days which has given me a long lasting relationship, here at Pune. I never thought that I'd be missing all these things from tomoro , coz I'd be leaving to Hyd'bad and away from these special people whom I met in the short span of my life.

I have been posted in Pune , and had been living in a P.G where a family stays along with me. I'd never though that this would be like a second home to me. My aunty, here is a really awesome person at heart and loves us more like her children. I was glad that she has a sweet daughter-in-law who is very fun loving and tolerent. I like every here, I like to stay here; but at the same time, i have to fulfill other responsibilities of being away from home.

I liked this place . I have visited the Magarpatta City; which owns a series of MNC's which cater to the housing and also the shopping center within a 100 acres. Though, half of the time I was exploring the city with my fiancee, I liked this one the most , as it is a center for all !! You feel like being in a totally different world, rather a Furnished City al-together and hope and Pray that the Country propsers as well.

I'd been to Singad! This is a fort which was conqured by the Minister of Shivaji; in the persuit of he was killed!! .. the Fort story was good...Its sites was awsome and we went climbing to what ever extent we could...

Every day , we had something to explore in pune... this was one of those cities which I had never drempt of being. I wish to visit the World. this is one among those wishes which i long for ... Hope My God Will fulfill the same!!!

Today!!

2009-08-19T11:45:00.004+05:30

Today might be the last day... a last chance which we would never get... a last hope and a last wish which we can tell...an unknown distress which is left behind can get an opportunity to be sorted... Life might not be the same everyday... life is all about compromises but admitting your mistake and moving forward gives true meaning to life.We might not get this last chance but can grab it and make ourselves free from which we've Assumed...

A million dollar and its nothing more than SMILE ;)

2009-07-27T17:29:00.003+05:30

At times the wind blows and we sway in different directions...

At times when we need feeling of being away!!

Smile a while when we are in pain..

Smile a while and the world it at your way!!

Memories help to smile...

Sad moments make us laugh...

Life is full of happiness

Only if we smile...

Smile for yourself .. coz only you can make ur self happy!!

2009-04-21T17:20:00.000+05:30

104 : : The Best Thing in LiFe.

2009-04-19T20:30:00.003+05:30

I had a quick look at all the movies which I had and I realised how important my life is to me . I would like to list out the most beutiful things i have in my life apart from My Parents (incl. Grandma ) and my frds.

Teddies....
The fotographs which my Dad flicked it for me .. when i was a Kid. (he's best in capturing my faces)
The Coins which I have preserved in my bottle..
The stamps which i have (now i just collect them and give to my dad)
The lovely-sweet lil "cups-and-sauccers" which i have is preseved by mistake
My Greeting Cards collection
My diary where I can safely picture my thoughts
The AutoGrafs books which was a fad during tenth class days
The Thermocole Bi-cycle which my brother made at the age of 12
The pink and purple colored dresses i have (I think they are beauty)
My fish tank...