"Dave Chet"

~Move. Groove. Smooth~

2011-11-03T00:06:00.004+08:00

Any of your day in life, had you thought of that your life would be smooth as what you expected always? No, it is impossible. As we all know that life is uneasy and you would never get to expect what would happen on next !

Flashback to the past when I was in University time, life was so uneasy but I got used to it. Though those days were so tough to me but I loved my Uni life because it was so happening and exciting. Looking back at those photos taken, it recalls my memories~ It is a good thing that you are able to get a bunch of friends (use to be a gang) to hang out together and chit-chat around or do some crazy stuffs that you would never expect or even get to plan it well. Now, everyone has left each other and moved forward to their own dream~Same goes to me as I have been attached with an International company for nearly about half-a-year.

Now, no longer Uni life but I have to get back to reality and strive for my career, for a better future. Life will never be easy but if we plan well, everything will be going smoothly. More importantly, motivation which comes along with groove will make oneself to take his/her initiative in achieving their goal or objective and this will then make everything moves smoothly. I have been working hard to make sure i would be able to achieve my life goal and get a better future. Today, I am indeed happy that all of my hard-works are being paid off. I would like to express my gratitude to my boss and colleagues, thanks for their unselfishly guides and assistance. I learnt a lot during this couple of months, not only the work experience but also for my life experience. With the motivation, groove that i possess, I am sure I will be performing well on next time. Of cause, I have my great time at work too because I've found a great boss and friendly colleagues. This is a kind of motivation to make me to be more committed to my work~

As expert says, Gratitude is not just a “feel good” emotion when it comes to organizational life. It can benefit an organization in many ways. When an employee believes his or her superiors are grateful for his or her work, the employee will benefit by having an improved sense of worth to the organization. This improved sense of worth can lead to performance improvement, thereby benefiting the organization. Thus, it will bring out in the sense of motivating people to put more effort and committed to their work. This will then eventually make things run smoothly because Grateful individuals report higher levels of life satisfaction and optimism and greater energy and connections with other people. Grateful people enjoying these types of positive outcomes from their acts of gratitude would seem to make for productive and happy people within an organization.

hereby I quote from James Dean that
“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

**Always feel thankful and grateful for everything no matter you are contributing or others are contributing~

一双坚强的脚！

2011-10-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

感情的东西，可说是很主观的。每个人看待一段感情的方式都不一样~

有些人看待感情就是以最基本的“人性需求”来衡量；有车，有房，有钱！
但是，有些人看待感情是以最基本的“人性要求“来衡量；专一，浪漫，容忍！

这就是“需求”和“要求”的差异~那你是怎么看待一段感情呢？

人生可说是有苦也有乐，不能说一切事事顺心；在感情上也是一样的。很多时候，它并不是你想象中的那么完美，当然，就是要在不完美中，你才能发现到他的完美之处。

记得你对我说：
   “ 一段感情并不在乎的是你穿多少，而是我让你温暖多少；
   一段感情并不在乎的是你吃多少，而是我们能否一起熬过；
   一段感情并不在乎的是你哭多少，而是我让你笑了几次； ”

当时的我听了，顿时就觉得我身在福中不知福~很多时候，我以为的，并不是你想象；，你要的，并不是我所给予的~但我知道，我们都为大家而努力。很想告诉你，谢谢你，我爱你！！我知道你都会永远陪着我。

一段感情在乎的不是有没有车，而是有没有陪你坐下去人生路的一双坚强的脚！

nOt a fUll sTOp, bUt a DOT...

2011-10-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

It's more of a recount of what I had went through during my graduation day. I wrote it in my blog as to record this memorable event. I hope this would be the great memories that we all had throughout our 3 years of studies.

The thousands of applauses from the students rocked the hall when the guest of honour entered. Everyone was so excited and awaiting patiently for the conferment of degrees. First of the agenda was to sing Negaraku and everyone stood up steadily to show the utmost respect to the country. Next would be the speech given by President and Guest of Honour. Yeah!, now, (phewwww) it has come to the conferment of Degrees. Graduants were waiting eagerly for their turn to go onto the stage to receive their scroll from Guest of Honour. Finally, it came to my turn to receive the scroll from Guest of Honour. Hereby, it reminded me that I have finally made it for my Degree course, which it is not a full stop of my life but it is a Dot; A dot which is a symbol of multiplication.

Think back of the past three years, it turned my life upside down. The gang was so crazy and happening that we would travel not only the state itself but as well as other state. I have had my sweet, bitter, sour and spicy of my life experiences during my Uni life in Kampar. I have grown up throughout the years in the sense of matured thinking, the way to manage a task and time management. I understand that graduation is only a concept. In real life every day you graduate. Graduation is a process that goes on until the last day of your life. If you can grasp that, you'll make a difference.

Members of CHESSY (Chet, Hongrui, Elaine, Samantha, Sam, Yokemei), when are we going to have reunion?? The PR5 members, we all must do well and succeed in our life! I will not forget each of everyone in PR5, because these are the greatest memories in my Uni life~~~Folks, once we have that Degree in hand, what will it mean for us? Some of us might hang it on the wall of our offices, others might store in in a bin in the basement. But for me, I know it means that we'll certainly list ourselves as Uni graduates on our resumes who is willing to put time and effort into bettering oneself, because by bettering himself/herself, he/she improves conditions for others, and by improving conditions for others, he/she improves the world. So, good luck on job market!!!

That's where our journey has to start: right with the person you see in the mirror. The person you have to live with every day. Without your belief in yourself, you'll never know how far you can get. Have you ever encouraged a friend to go after their dreams, and were frustrated with them when they had so many self-doubts? Well, we can't let ourselves have those same self-doubts either. That's what the Degree represents the fruition of our belief in ourselves.

SuNdAy, a tRuThfuL Day~

2011-08-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

It has come to the third month for me to survive in my workplace. Now, i find it more relief and focus on my job scope. Should I say it is a good start for me? Well, Friday is the day that i love the most because I can rest myself and hang out with friends, perhaps, will seek for some entertainments during weekends (Everyone loves Friday as well). But for me, Sunday will be the truthful day as I will be spending my time with loved one. Though we could only to meet up on the day but we can feel the warmth from each other. This makes us feel like though we are physically far apart but mentally, we are closer to each other.....

My life gets to be more cheerful ever since you have gotten in my life. I am happy of having my happiness and sadness with you all the time. Thanks for never letting me off. Every Sunday is the day that I'm longing to spend my time with you, just you and me ~ LOVES !!

! Happy Birthday !

Moving on our plan as we will be visiting a friend on this Sunday, who is lovely and cute, namely, Vev !! Yeah, she has finally grown up and today is her 22-year-old birthday. Happy birthday Vev. We are coming to you on this Sunday.

** Vev, this is the BEST pic that I could get from my pc and I think you look cute in the pic, thou~

Anyways, happy birthday and stay happy ya~ Cheers !!

Be mindful that "No one can arrive from being talented one. You have the talent because God gives it to you and work transforms your talent into genius!! "

tWo is BeTTer tHAn oNe~

2011-08-13T07:42:00.003+08:00

Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me. But i take it easily.

From time to time you ask me why I chose you? What is so special about you? Well, the reason is simple. I chose you because you are YOU!!! My heart longs for you. My heart longs to be warmed when i hold you in arms. Though the miles separate us, but the bond we have is far stronger. You are the very one I have spent all these years looking for. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me whole. I cant describe the giddy feeling I have when you are near or even when you cross my mind. Now, i have started my career and there is sometimes, I know that I drop you aside. I beg for your consideration and understanding that you are and always will be the love of my life.

Something has just turned my mood down. I am so worried about my mum's health and I hope God would protect her from being harmed. I hope everything will be fine... God bless me and my family~ I know life is full with challenges and perhaps these are the obstacles that I need to get across . With the strong will power, with the love that you give, I truly believe that there is nothing impossible for me to get across... "Challenges make improvement"...So, don't worry about me, I am doing fine as always and I will be great because I know there is someone for me to stay strong and healthy...~

工作啦！

2011-07-22T11:20:00.000+08:00

离开校园也已经有了一段时间，很多大学的朋友们都有了自己的目标！生活上的需求也顿时因工作而改变了~好怀念当时大学一起生活的日子。。。。

每一个人对自己的生活水准有所要求，我呢，就要求工钱高的工作！哈哈！终于，让我遇上了~还蛮满意地说~不知不觉来到KL生活也有一段日子了，也开始习惯这里的一切。。。朋友都说我消瘦了一些，还真暗爽的呢~

忙碌的生活方式。。。。
早睡早起的。。。。
加班的时候。。。
搭块铁，拥挤的时候。。。

但，这。。这一切都成为生活上的一种习惯了~不习惯的是她依然不能在我身边呆着，但我深信，就有那么的一天，她一定会办到的。。。期待~~~

买了一部新手机，这手机可说是我的最佳伴侣。早上，漫长的路途中，它让我解闷，晚上的时候，想起她的时候，就渴望着她的照片，感觉就在我身边~嘻。。。

工作了，开始有了收入，所以更要好好规划。她也顿时变了我的管家婆，开始帮我管开销、费用等！虽然我们不能住在一起，当感觉上就一起生活，多么奇妙的感觉！哈哈！！每当有什么烦恼，只要有你在身边，什么烦恼都能抛开。。。谢谢你~

My big day! my BORNday

2011-04-14T11:20:00.003+08:00

Well, i had a wonderful trip for the previous week which was my birthday week. Went to KL to celeb my bornday with my dear on Friday. We went a lot of places where we were hunting for food...yummy!! My dear cooked me dinner and it warmed my heart a lot. It tasted nice...thanks and Love you so much!! The nex day, went out with 2 leng luis (Vevian and Winnie) and little Jack. The crazy trip started after their arrival in KL. We went a lot of places and shopped a lot, especially Vevian!! WOW!! Fun trip which full of laughters~ thanks to Vevian, Winnie and Jack for the treat...hehehe...

The next day, which was on Monday, I went out with Xin Yi and Sam to have our tea-session at Secret Recipe. Xin Yi was the one who food the bill~ thanks a lot to Xin Yi for tipu-ing her bf to ask a treat. LOL...well, we had our wonderful moment by chit-chatting and took many pictures~ We were so enjoying the moment !!!

Well, it came to the day which was my bigday!! My born day!! Went out to Teluk Intan with a bunch of friends who are Sam, Jacky, Yoke Mei, Xin Yi, Aldan (Xin Yi's bf) and I. We went to Menara Condong, then moved to chinese food court to hunt for food, then, Chu Qiong Fan (the famous in Teluk Intan), after that to play snooker and lastly was having dinner at Poh Loong!! It was a fun trip where we could manage to get nice food and had fun all the time!! Laughters could always be heard inside the car...fun chatting with everyone!! Love u all!! Muaks..and sincere thanks from me to u all for celebrating my birthday !!

Well, keen on seeing my dear again on this friday!! Melaka Jonker Street, i m coming to you!! hehehehehe (evil laugh) !!!

怒、欢、喜、累。。。

2011-04-11T02:01:00.000+08:00

发觉，现在的人们越来越不懂得礼仪了~很多时候，虽然说礼仪是一种微不足道的动作，但，它正正确确代表了个人的行为及举止。正所谓，礼多人不怪，这就是常识嘛！无论什么时候，什么时刻，我们都要懂得礼仪~这两个星期里，自己都亲眼见证这无礼的动作。无礼的学弟妹闯进了班上，阻碍了我们presentation的进展，还无视我们的存在。试问，礼仪何在？当你察觉你做错或无法在某时间内完成任务，礼仪上，是否应该向人通知或道歉？没有回复讯息在人家等待的当儿，这也是礼仪吗？交待就是礼仪的基本程式了，难道这简单的程式已淡忘了？怒！

这三天，过着开心的生活。终于，告诉自己，我找到了。找到什么？找到了我梦寐以求的幸福及欢乐~和你在一起，我真的肯开心，虽然说有时候的我们还蛮执著各自的想法，但最终我们都会懂得什么是爱。爱一个人就需要包容、容忍、忍让，这样才是爱！因为我们的坚持，让大家在感情上得到了肯定及安全感。那有“ 家 ” 又温馨气息的一碗热汤，顿时暖和了我心头，我深深感受到所谓用心去煮一道食物给最爱的人吃！你喂我的每一口汤，让我深深地陶醉！你的细心告诉我，我是最幸福的男生了~你送我的礼物，告诉了我，这就是我们的家园！你亲手做的卡片，我反复的看了好几遍，这回忆起当时我们抱在一起骑电单车的摸样，那时多么的幸福~欢！

看到你默默地为我付出、支持我，让我感动不已~你的动作告诉我，我们是同步的，谁也不会抛弃彼此在后头，互相扶持。。。执子之手，与子皆老。。。蹦蹦跳跳的你感染了我每一天的心情。看见你那副活泼的摸样，我就很开心，嘴巴自然的笑了~喜！

今天，和两位美女shopping。大家都身疲力尽，但很开心的，整个路程我们都有说有笑！而且还有很大的收获呢！虽然说大家都累了，但是值得的！重要的是能尽情地去玩，去开心，把不愉快的都忘掉！所以呢，刚刚edit好功课，非常的累了！是时候上床睡觉了！累！

这短短的时间，让我经历了人生的“酸甜苦辣”，但我就把它形容成怒欢喜累！哈哈！不管有多累，有多不愉快，我知道，你是永远都会在旁支持我，安慰我！此刻的我，只想抱着你说，我爱你！！！

寂寞的小新~

2011-04-05T03:06:00.003+08:00

小新本来就是一位开心，调皮及好动的小朋友~但自从他的另一半离开了，他变得寂寞、孤独~

原本一对的小新是一蓝一红，现在红的就永远留在我身边~蓝的小新，你近来可好？我好想你~对不起，主人不能把你接回身边，请原谅我的自私及无奈。。。

每天我都会望着小新，想起过往的一切~还记得你们每一次都出双入对，去哪都是一对的，无论分割两地，但总有相遇的一天~今天，我只能说，再见了我的蓝色小新！相信你的新主人更会懂得珍惜及爱护你~

最近的我，感觉生活很烦躁！天气非常的热，搞到我连睡觉都没味~当人生进入另一个交叉点时，很多东西都要顾虑到了~工作找了吗？三年的物产要如何搬回家乡？功课的压力？友情的顾虑？考试的压力？通通都拥挤、堆塞我脑中~我。。。。我。。。。我。。。。。。

我们也因为某某事情而搞到不欢~我很感谢你一次一次对我的体谅及谅解，但有时你的过虑会让大家喘不过气~我知道这是你对我的关怀，所以我并没有生气你~只是，我希望你能谅解我~谢谢！你办到了~

看了你写给他的最后一遍，我非常感动~从中可以看见你们之间的亲和度~很多你们曾经并肩走过的点点滴滴，是那么的动人~多想我和你的路途会比他更精彩，更遥远。。。。（很吃醋的说~哈哈！！）很多时候，我都告诉自己，我的坚持是会让我看见未来，不是你或我，而是我们的未来！所以，无论发生什么事，我都会坚持着这份浓厚的爱~我希望你能放得下一切，而我也做到了！请原谅我自私的说~但我希望这会是纯粹你和我的爱情~

今天，我特别的想念你~眼泪慢慢的从眼眶中而掉落~我。。。。我。。。。感受到了真挚的爱，那股幸福的气息~谢谢你！很快我们又可以见面了。。。好开心！！我爱你~

思。念

2011-03-27T22:31:00.010+08:00

虽然说见面时间很少，但我们都很珍惜每一分、每一秒~

看见你的笑容，顿时溶化了我的心头。。。

你说的每一字、每一句，都深深烙在我脑海中。。。

好想念在一起的时光及点滴~

真想时间停顿永远，那我们在一起的时间也多了一些~

你离开我的那一刻，我眼泪顿时留下~它告诉了我，我开始思。念一个人了~

思。念的情绪就扰乱了我的思绪~

每当功课上遇到不如意的时候，多想你能陪伴着我，一起熬过去~

虽然我们距离遥远，但我们的心是相连彼此，让彼此能感受那份浓厚的爱~

虽然很多时候在处事方式上有各自意见，但我们不会因为因此而生气对方~

虽然很多时候你都会不断对我唠唠叨叨，但我都知道那是你的关怀及爱护~

虽然很多时候你都表现非常欢乐及开心，但我都知道其实你心是那么累的~

你的掩护、你的付出、你的爱戴、你的疲累，虽然你从不告诉我，但你眼神都告诉了我。。。

这两天的相处，让我们之间的感情增长了不少，让我们更了解对方了。。。

今天、明天、后天、及将来的每一天，我都会惦记着我们之间的美好回忆、美好时光。。。

因为我想告诉你，这都是我对你的 思。念。。。

礼物

2011-03-22T21:02:00.010+08:00

07/03/2011 的这一天，上天的安排，让我在人生中重生~

在那天，我的盼望及期待，终于。。。我等到了~

虽然说曾经的伤口还在隐隐作痛，但，我知道，这将会是我的良药。解药~

我每天都告诉我，你绝对是生存于现实中，你是清醒的~一切都是如你所愿了。。。。

08/03/2011的这一天，我终于看到了这大礼物~虽然摸不到，但我看到了，它就是我的一切了~

我每天都向上天道谢，送上这一份那么棒的礼物~

每当看见你，那喜悦感，兴奋感都踊跃出来~

再多的疲惫，再多的顾虑，再多的辛苦，都一一告诉我，我的等待是值得的~

直到。。。。。。

19/03/2011的这一天，终于，我有机会触摸了我人生中的礼物！一脸面带笑容，一脸迷蒙蒙的眼睛，一脸活泼的气息，我深深被你吸住了~

你的一举一动、一脚一步，仿佛告诉我你不会离开我，时时刻刻的贴着我的步伐，一步一步地向前走。。。直到永远~

第一次的感触，深深打动我心里~看见你那幸福满满的脸蛋，顿时让我落下了感动之泪。。。我。。我。。。的等待终于让我看到了，我。。。我。。。的盼望不再是一个未知数~

抱着你的感觉，亲吻你的感觉，一切都记牢在我心中，牢牢地记住了~

跟你一起，我想因该值得庆幸~这是上天给我最好的礼物~

虽然，过去的伤痛就似一把刀涌进我心里，告诉我现时的残酷；但，你就有如在世活陀，把刀拔出，用你的关怀及爱护，细心的、慢慢的把我伤口治好~

记得我看着你的背影偷偷说感激，记得你总是为了小小事情而不停唠叨。。。。这。。这。。都告诉我你对我的关怀、照顾~

我只想告诉你，若有天你开始模糊了记忆，请别担心，我会在你身旁，紧握你双手，按着电脑，看着我们的照片，一张一张的述说我们的过去，我们的故事~

这将会是我们的礼物~

你准备好了吗？

前方的路途再多困难，再多的曲折，

我们都要牵着对方的手，互相扶持，互相爱护，一起走下去

tHe sPARkles

2011-03-21T10:06:00.007+08:00

Ever since you walked into my life, i have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when i have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. I appreciate and treasure you for giving me a great unforgettable day and i enjoyed so much. I m glad you came into my life and I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept for who I am. Now,i have found the person I was looking for. Your smile, your action, your everything has melted my heart...my heart told me that you are the one whom I earnestly long for....

Listen to your singing, it touched deep into my heart...my tears dropped because I know those tears were about my happy and happiness that we have been through, how hard we strive for our relationship....as you said, the willpower will never fail both of us and it keeps telling us, there is our future in the frontage...You became my reason, my existence, my dreams and my future just by being yourself and I thank you all with my heart...

I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel but "I more than love you" are the words that to best describe my love, my perseverance to you. As days continue to pass, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart. Remember, though we are apart but love has connected us and making us more closer to each other. Slow down the pace, so that, I can trace it and follow you forever~~~~

~Follow the trace and you will find me~

iT's jUst yOu

2011-03-18T18:05:00.009+08:00

A buggy life that I have been through for the week, bustling about my heavy projects and assignments. Finally, I can officially announce that I let go everything that happened in the past because I know what should/should not I to treasure or appreciate when the thing is no longer belongs to me. I will not trace back whatever the hurts and tears that I had been through, because I know, I have found you~!!

Cupid has made a such great arrangement for both of us. Initially, we were just having a nodding acquaintance, chitchatting around and sharing our stories to each other. As time goes on, we found out there are some of the similarities between both of us, mutual understanding and consideration, caring and loving, and that, it makes us together. Whenever the time i feel stressed or just in a bad skin, you are the one who keep me up, motivate me and encourage me not to let off.

Every time when the moment i open up my eyes, i expect to see your face, but see nothing except an empty face. I know that there is nothing in this world that can compare to you and it makes me to feel like I am nothing without someone like you. Every time i close my eyes, I see your funny face and the way you laugh. All these pictures make me keen on seeing you and hugging you all the time.

I remember your smile, I remember the sweet words from you, as it flows through me. I remember my heart keeps pounding when we see each other, I remember every single little action from you done to me...I remember everything and it keeps flashing over and over, picture by picture appearing on my mind. I just could not let my mind sit back as those picture will appear momently on my mind.

I love you more than words can say. From the beginning until now, you have never failed in performing your "duty" and I feel secured to be with you. My heart will always belong to you. Even though, there might be lights and storms that we need to pass through all the time, but perseverance has never failed a thing that makes us to stick it out all the time for our precious love~

~The drawing is a bit "cacat", but it is from the bottom of my heart~

Muaks~!!

p/s: someone has been waiting for so long for my updates and now, here you go~ XD

thINgs leFT unSaiD...

2011-03-04T07:15:00.005+08:00

Time is moving fast and now it is in the beginning of March~well, this will be a busy month to me as load of assignments and FYP need to be rushed like hell~ woot~!!!

Well, I could not sleep for the night and stayed up late by doing my FYP. Nothing much progress as I was dreaming of you~ I keep my mind thinking of you, your shadow would not be shaded off... I find myself to be working hard as to retrieve what shud I belong but u seem like do not want to talk or even think about it~ i feel so helpless...

I went out to have my very first time breakfast at 4am~ cool man, this was really great coz it's my first time to be having breakfast in such an early morning and enjoyed it very much with 2 friends (Qzen and Faruq)~ well, all we did were chit-chatting and gossiping ppl around us~ it was so interesting and enjoying~ shud we hang out again nex time~ LOL

Reached home at about 6am smtin and watching my hosting event. It really made my day as i was non-stop laughing when watching over and over again~ it was so cool and i shud feel glad on that coz we (with my partner, Lee Lay Chen) did a huge success in the event!!

A friend of mine was telling me that "if I'm becoming a part of your stress and pressure, then u better let it go as i never wanna see u suffer" and, actually, i do agree with that statement. If you love your lover, u shud not be so self-centered as to regulate him or predominate him from doing your favor. Perhaps, i shud let you go and you would feel better after and that...

My life is starting to become so different even if my days seem the same. And I must confess that it's you who has changed my outlook. You have opened my eyes to some amazing new possibilities. I will forever be filled with a new sense of wonder and joy because you have shared yourself with me. All the things that i told you about how i felt and how you make me feel were true. Nothing else mattered to me except hearing the laughter in your voice when you were happy. You made my days easy to get through and my night at peace, looking forward to another day even though distance separates us just being was enough.

Distant love will oweys be the factor that triggers one's relationship to be insecure. Well, trust and belief to one and another will be the main elements as to ensure the relationship is long last~ I shud keep everything back into my mind and back to what my life was as previous time~ I shud do well in my study and u too, bless u everything and all the best~!!!

tHru sToRMs and bACk

2011-03-03T00:41:00.004+08:00

The first day we allowed our true feeling to come out about each other, we fell asleep in each other's arm~ I never wanted it to be morning, where we'ld go our separate way. Seriously, i enjoyed the moment very much~ I duno how to describe my feeling but all I know i dun wan them go away....

We both have been hurt in the past but am I ain't be granted a chance as i believe we we could be the one who are faithful to each other..Things are so good even though we are both shy about things, you make me feel so good and now i wear my smile on the inside and outside, because i know u're mine~

Well, i know that when something has happened, perhaps it will have no way back~ but I believe in my heart and soul that we were meant to be with one another. I think about you everyday and night. The love that i hold for you in my soul is greater than an ocean or the sky above.

All i want in my life is you and your love. We have been thru storms and back into the light over and over again, and right now we are back in the storm. Right now, all i want you to know is my love for you will never die and Let's step back into the light....

Please forgive me for all the hurt that i have caused you. I love you and i mean for the words~ Hopefully, when the day comes, i will still have you by my side and you will be the last angel face that i see.

I will be able to hold you in my arms one last time and tell you how much i love you and how much you really mean to me

I love you~

执着。放开

2011-03-01T19:32:00.002+08:00

最近在我人生当中，二月份可说是我人生中的高低潮时刻了~很多事情我们都要亲身面对，亲身体验之后才能从当中有所领悟、感受~

曾经有问过我自己，“当一切不再是你的一切时，你会执着吗” 当时的我，是会的~因为我觉得我在人生中，人海茫茫，我们能相遇，从朋友到情人；从情人到爱人；从爱人到夫妇等等的每一个阶段都是因为“缘”。。好不容易在这世界上，几亿万人口能与你相遇，那可是多么可贵啊！所以，我告诉自己，无论怎样，我都要坚持~

就当一段感情进入的冷静期时，难道这就是分手的时候吗？我们一起辛辛苦苦建立起的感情就这样断掉吗？我不明白。。。冷静期难道不是让大家去冷静思考，然后再给对方机会从心来过吗？为什么就会这么轻易放开？？

一开始，我以为我放下了。。。但当我回味一切我们走过的点滴时，你总是出现在我脑海里~我们一起去槟城游玩的那段日子，让我觉得是人生中最开心的~分开的那一天也是我人生中最难过，泪流满面地一刻了~我是多么不舍得你~很多时候，很想通电给你，但你又不接~很多事情我知道，你忍住眼泪、伤悲、伪装的完美，却还是忍不住离开我；但，最后你还是优雅的离开我了~

可能放开对你来说是一种解脱，我也知道你会很忙，可能不想让感情事纠缠着你~我祝福你。。愿你快乐每一天~时间会证明一切。。。记得我爱你。。。

yummy yummy~

2011-02-20T18:33:00.002+08:00

well, within the month, it has been 2nd time for me to have my beloved seafood delicacies~ i enjoyed it very much~

A friend was asking me to bring him around in Kampar for seafood~ well, i decided to bring him over Tanjung Tualang which nearby Gopeng~ He food the bill and I just enjoyed the meal~ those are the food that we had ordered and we were over stuffed at the end~

Just both of us but we ate abot 3 person's meal~ LOL

These few days i was in sad mood~ as something happened in my life~ my heart is aching due to that~ but i have to over it as life still goes on~ i have many thing need to be done in the time... my study~so, i have to be tough and strong~ Went for my 2nd time Seafood with my gang~

Elaine Tan, Yoke Mei, Sam Lee, Jacky Lee (boss), Ve vian, Louis Ng and I, together 7 of us went to Tanjung Tualang again~ wuhoo!!! but the food was disappointing me as it is not nicer than the one i visited in previous time~ But, we all enjoyed it by chit-chatting around among 7 of us~! The hate thing is there was an aunty making noise like "Ceong dai hei" (singing opera).. LOL...

Elain Tan and Sam Lee (from left)

Louis Ng and Jacky, the boss (from left)

p/s: Yoke Mei, Ve Vian and I were in other's people (referring to Vevian) hp and waiting her to upload onto fb~ waiting waiting waiting~ LOL

Well, guys, thanks a lot especially Jacky coz he foot the bill and we really enjoyed it very much~ after the dinner, we were so happening and went Ipoh to sing K as to release tension~!! Enjoyed the session very much.. ~

Well, i have to be strong and happy in my life~ life still goes on~ When everytime something happens on me,for sure i will remember my mum, my family~ MUM, I LOVE YOU~!!

来不及。。。

2011-02-19T11:36:00.005+08:00

原来放开是需要很大的勇气，我真的败给了勇气~我还是惦记着她，无时无刻的想念着她~我真的很爱她~我为你作出、付出难道不值得换来一次的机会吗？？难道我做错的是那么大罪吗？我不懂。。。我只知道，此时此刻的我都无私的挂念着你，你知道吗？

今天，突然听到了一首歌，罗忆诗的“来不及”，我本来以为我已慢慢习惯一个人的时候，一个人的寂寞，一个人的生活，但结果告诉我，我还是不能。。。歌词里的每一句就是我想对你说的一言一语~

习惯一个人静静想你

想你现在在哪里

想你会为谁担心

想你是否已忘记

忘记那段爱情

忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我还是来不及了

对你的冷静期，难道就是结束一段感情的意思吗？难道我们这次的挫折就没有挽回的余地？？我不知道我应该怎样做，我很乱。。。我的心也无可得痛，这痛是告诉我。。原来我是真的很爱你~我到现在还是不能忘记你，放弃你。。。。

表面显得若无其事的我，但到了夜深寂静的时候，我的眼泪就不听话的流了出来。。。。我压抑着自己的情绪，因为我知道，我不要让大家看到我的伤心。。。我希望一切可以从来~

我期待、我盼望。。。。

~回家~

2011-02-18T00:35:00.005+08:00

顺子-” 回家 “

我还不明白
为什麽离开了我
没有你的电话
没有一封信
我每天晚上在这里
那里也不想去
可是我好爱你
我觉得我会离不开你
可惜我丢了你
慢慢我的眼泪留下来
回家
回家
我需要你
回家
回家
马上来我的身边
别再哭
就让他走
再多痛苦的等候
相信我也能承受
闭上眼
不再留恋
你却一遍又一遍
出现在想你的夜
别说
不会有结果
永远永远
别说分手
而你
又怎麽能够
就这样的放手
一去不再回头
BE HERE, JUST BE THERE, MY LOVE AND ONLY LOVE
回家
回家
我需要你
哦
回家
马上回家
我需要你
回家
回家
马上来我的身边
BE HERE, JUST BE THERE, MY LOVE AND ONLY LOVE
回家
回家
马上来我的身边

一切都是我一手造成的结局，这痛苦就由我来扛~从来没想过分开的结局，一切真的无法再回头啦！如果顿时神再次给我机会，我会要求要个时光机，回到当时的我，回到当时的你，我们只是普普通通的开心在一起~还有可能吗？没有了。。。我也是时候醒了~朋友都说我最近都很沉默，脸色很苍白~唉。。。。

我只要求你一定要过的比我幸福，我不会再牵涉你的生活，因为你有你的自由了~一切对你来说已成过去，但这可对我说是美好的回忆~回想在一起的时候，我们是多么开心。多么的欢乐~好怀念~虽然这可能不再发生，但这回忆很新鲜的出现在我脑海，仿佛提醒我，你会回到我身边~哈哈！！

回家这首歌唱出我的感觉，再多的对不起也只会让你反感，唯有放手，才能让你得到真正的幸福~我祝福你。。。

记得我爱你。。。。

the DAY is coming...

2011-02-13T04:41:00.004+08:00

well, it has come to the middle of the February...a day that which is the most memorable to me...a friend of mine told me, it needs not to be a special coz everyday is also a memorable day...but as for me, this day is the day that it is my first time...my valentine's day~ LOL

well, i m so awaiting for the day to come and celeb v the loved one...it means a lot to me as i m so eager on how would it feel?? excited??happy?? LOL...those feelings emanate from the bottom of my heart!!

Well, i hope that day will be my happiest day and most memorable day...I dare not to expect what might be happening on the day, but all what i've expected is that, i will fully enjoy the day with my loved one...bur i know that, sometimes, the end is not as what i've expected....so, dont expect so much and accept what it might be going on~

I think i will get slim for the day coming as i think i will be having Quacker all the time...hahahaha~ it is a good thing that i can save up to get my loved perfume, Aqua De Gio, 100ml...i will get you in one day~!!!!!!

无奈~

2011-01-31T22:47:00.005+08:00

昨晚，赶完show之后，就约了好友去了怡保吃宵夜，就有位朋友谈到说最近他和女友都有些争执，就是为了一些简单的事情而吵了吵。。。。

很多时候，当我们在一段爱情中就会有角色的分配。。男的永远是主动性，女的永远是被动性？是这样的吗？难道感情不是不分彼此吗？难道不是说当对方有难或不开心时，任何一方就要采取行动去安慰/安抚对方吗？感情不是双方吗？那如果是这样，倒不如单身更好？哈哈！

当一方正在忙的时候，那你有想过另一方都在等着你吗？那你又知道，每次打电话给你时，他是多么想听多几分钟你的声音吗？一句话“我很忙” 就是一个很好的借口吗？时间是自己安排的，发疯短讯，通个电话难道就那么难？那么的浪费你很忙又宝贵的时间吗？

说过的也说过了，讲过的也讲过了。。。再重复的话也只会让感情更有很大的起伏~忍耐永远是感情之间的解药~我们是人类，我们是有血有肉的人，我们需要人关怀，这无论是男是女~再刚强的男生也会遇到挫折，再刚强的男人也有软弱的一面，那当事情发生时，谁来关怀？她会通个电话给你问你，你今天怎样吗？

好啦~！其实感情是双方的，我们要知道，我们都需要大家，而不是永远只有一个采取行动，另一个只是享受，再怎么主动性也好也会有累的一天~

好啦~今天也会到家了，新年要到了，我要开开心心~一切都抛到脑后~！bless me~ ^^

liFE gOeS on~

2011-01-20T10:18:00.005+08:00

well, it has come to the end of my first week since class commences~ been busy rushing for my FYP and it is killing me as i need to do a lot of research, read on journals and stay in front of PC for hours to hours, days to days~ well, i hope that my supervisor will by with my dissertation title...

Time is flashing and now, it is nearly to the end of January~ and my works are getting loaded!! LOL~ well, this is my final semester, i hope i can do well in my degree study~ i hope i could make it to graduate on time which is in May 2011~!!! Then i m free to explore the world~ haha~

Well, I hope there will nothing happen in this semester... I m trying hard to maintain with faith as I know, we are busy for our study~ For me, it is a challenge but i will take it because i need to handle it no matter how~!!

Alright, I jz wish everything will be running smooth and I hope we could make it not for long last but long term~ Though we cant be together for a frequent of time, but gentle reminders for you to take note... when you feel cold, plz put on blanket~ drink more water as u easy to get sick~ rest awhile when u r tired~ relax yourself when u feel stressed~ share with me when there is tear and laugh from you~

Well, let's work hard together and to achieve our life goal~!!!!

Love~

fEEling GreAt

2011-01-16T17:29:00.004+08:00

well, today is the last day for my semester break, 2mrw onwards, i have to be working hard and hard and hard to get a good result since it is the last semester of my degree studies~

well, the most happy moment was the time i was in KL for a week plus..hanging out v friends and made my day happy and happy~ went for working part time, movie, shopping and alot to go~

kinda miss the day when we were together~ hehehe...the moment when we were together, i can feel it..though sometimes we do abnormal, but we are just in jest~ LOL...

We had great day at Madam Kwan's~ we got laughings and teasing around~ kinda miss that moment~ hope that we wil have it nex time ya~ hehe~

back to kampar and everything is same~ haha...but i think i nid to do a lot exercises to get rid of my little tummy~ hehehehe...jogging will be the way for me to lose weight~ hehe... I do miss everything, miss u, and yes we are!! everything..u muz take care of urself and mz share v me ur tears and laughs~ hehe..love u~

nEw YeaR 2011~

2011-01-04T09:28:00.005+08:00

Yeah! It has come to the new year of the century which is fallen in 2011. Retrospect to the past that I had done, feeling myself getting more physically and mentally matured! Great experiences i have gone through~ 2010 was the year for me that filled with tears and cheers... Tears did make me grow, cheers did make me smile~

Well, now, it is 2011, what i hope for that is I can complete my Degree studies where i am supposed to be graduating in May 2011~!! Working life are coming to me as my studying life going to end jz in few months later~ New wishes from me in the year are that I hope that i can be with u for a longer time though we r facing for the distant love prob, but we can make it with a word "TRUST"... Next, i hope i can get a better achievement in my hosting fields. I promise myself i have to be dare for it in any function, take it as the fresh experience and once i have got it, sure I can have a better experience in the later time~

So folks, happy new year and have a great year ahead!!!!

Make your life meaningful and be cheers all the time!!!

幸福吗？~

2010-12-15T12:47:00.003+08:00

感情就是很矛盾的~ 永远捉摸不住它的定处。。。它能让你感受它的生命力，仿佛好像一股力量让你继续、执著、珍惜彼此间的一切~

感情不是让人开心吗？为什么有些人却活在痛苦之中？爱的那么辛苦，好值得吗？所以说，感情世界里是没有什么叫对，什么叫错！！

爱，仿佛就是生命中的一股无形的推动力，它的力量说是宇宙般的广大~

爱能让人一瞬间觉得幸福

爱能让人一瞬间感觉甜蜜

爱能让人一瞬间失去自我

爱能让人一瞬间自寻了断

所以呢，爱是无形中的杀手但也是生命中的推动力！但是，谁操纵这股力量？？那就是彼此间的执著了~感情就是如此，并非你付出多就能得到的多。。。但是彼此间就要有平衡度~因为人心如此啊！！

爱人啊！珍惜彼此的爱，真爱难寻！一旦找到了，就要好好把握！！这不是你的爱，而是属于你和他的爱！珍惜一且，告诉他 “我爱你”~

你要开心，我要快乐，我们要幸福。。。想和你永远在一起，我爱你~

"Dave Chet"

~Move. Groove. Smooth~

一双坚强的脚！

nOt a fUll sTOp, bUt a DOT...

SuNdAy, a tRuThfuL Day~

tWo is BeTTer tHAn oNe~

工作啦！

My big day! my BORNday

怒、欢、喜、累 。。。

寂寞的小新~

思。念

礼物

tHe sPARkles

iT's jUst yOu

thINgs leFT unSaiD...

tHru sToRMs and bACk

执着。放开

yummy yummy~

来不及。。。

~回家~

the DAY is coming...

无奈~

liFE gOeS on~

fEEling GreAt

nEw YeaR 2011~

幸福吗？~

怒、欢、喜、累。。。