....Emotions

Someone...Somewhere...Is not as HAPPY as "YOU"

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 25 May 2014 18:48:00 +0000

Sometimes in life
We feel so blue,
But someone, somewhere
is not as happy as U.....

Somewhere far ..
At the border
When a soldier sleeps,
Missing his loved ones
He silently weeps.....

Somewhere a mother
Painfully sighs,
Coz
Her new born baby
Didnt open her eyes.

Somewhere a poor dad
Silently cries,
When he sees his son
Begging for a bowl of rice.

Somewhere
In an orphanage
A little girl's sad,
When she misses her
mom n dad.

So at times ..
A reason to smile
U may not have any,
Say to urself that ..
U're happier than many.

Coz
Life is beautiful and.
Its not always blue
And someone, somewhere
Is not as happy as U .......

Where do I go...

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 15 Dec 2013 22:13:00 +0000

Where do I go, which way do I turn
searching for that love I so desperately yearn
fading memories of a past I'd soon forget
isolated and alone waiting for the one not met.

Is she just a vision or does she really exist
illusion of a fantasy like a ship in the mist
the truth of it all remains to be seen
for in this moment of time I can only dream.

Laying awake I stare into the night
doom and dread surround, like the demons I fight
river of emotions flow like a swift moving tide
spiraling so fast downward I slide.

Will ever I find that peace, I do not know
breaking down more with each passing blow
desperation and pain a part of everyday life
words not spoken that cut like a knife...

LOST

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sat, 23 Nov 2013 09:09:00 +0000

I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real But pain really hurts and its really how I feel Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand So many promises you made, and more of them broken Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking A lot of things I did not say Now I can't find my way I can not start over because I don't know where to start I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart If we are suppose to follow our dreams, why can't I follow you Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me too..

Fallen Angel

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Wed, 03 Aug 2011 04:41:00 +0000

I was just another fallen angel
Wings drooped upon the floor
There’s no beauty to them
They’re worth nothing anymore

Places where the utmost beauty were
Now the holes of pain reside
There’s no feelings left anymore
Nothing more to hide

How much longer until this stops
The pain, the hurt subsides
When can this stop feeling wrong
When can I stop dying inside

I have to pick myself up
To make this all go away
Patch up the holes in my wings
And learn how to fly again

I may not have the perfect wings
I’ve always wished for and adored
But I’ll have to work with what I got
And show them, my life means more

I won’t let myself fall anymore
Won’t let them see me cry
I’ll prove them wrong, I’ll get back up
And teach these broken wings to fly.

We Loved To Create Memories...

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Tue, 07 Jun 2011 08:29:00 +0000

Your memories still haunt me
For i'm still not over you
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true

These memories are my hope now
Yes they are my reason
They push me forward in my life
In any kind of season

And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise

When joy moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
But before i realized
You were walking away

Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
Coz I know It'll never get that true ..

Not Just Words... ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Fri, 04 Mar 2011 18:36:00 +0000

Tell me when, tell me where…
I promise you, I will be there…
Tell me now, tell me how…
I could show you that I care…

Every worry, every dare…
Let me stand with you to share…
Every pain, every sorrow…
Pass them on for me to bear…

Your friendship means so much to me…
The bond between so rare…
Always, I shall wish for you…
All that’s best and fair…

I Wish I Was Dreaming ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 08:30:00 +0000

This one's for you Pari....
I understand ur pain, and just wish if u could had her...

I wish I was dreaming,
When I heard the word “No.”
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I let you go.
I wish I was dreaming,
That time I did you wrong.
I wish I was dreaming,
The moment I knew I didn’t belong.
I wish I was dreaming,
When I continued knowing what I knew,
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I professed my love to you.
Because you never smiled back,
Nor did you even wave.
I just wish I was dreaming,
When I saw my grave ..

I Really Can't Do ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:48:00 +0000

My constant wish is to hold you
A simple desire that makes me blue,
My love I have is out of the world
It takes a lifetime to stop this swirl...

Even if I die, my life will go on
Gripping on my feelings that move along,
Finding myself in pathetic pain
Because my love for you increased again...

Holding you tight deep down my bossom
Fearing I might loosen my grip,
Do not know why I do this
I only know, you! I shouldn’t miss...

My strange feelings dominate me
I depend on them not breaking free,
They enchant me, when on my own
By the thoughts of you, I’m not alone...

Is this what one calls real love?
I tried to forget the message sent from above
But why is that I want only you?
Forget her Boy! that’s something I can’t do...

Don't Hurt Me, I'm Already DEAD ...

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:44:00 +0000

Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain
Residing in hell,
living in pain…

Masked by lies,
I slowly fade away…
The nightmare I live with,
each and every day

The meaning of it all,
to which my mind attends,
Has not one answer
that I fully comprehend…

The bottom of my mind
holds the answers which I call,
I keep reaching towards it
in this never-ending fall…

“Stay strong and keep going,
it’s never too late”…
No one seems to realize
that it’s not worth the wait

There’s no such thing
as help outside of your mind,
It’s you against yourself,
with your demons intertwined

It’s a battle, hard fought,
but never to be won…
Either way you end up losing
when it’s all said and done

“Too late” came and passed…
and, of me, nothing more
I wrote my own ending,
and I shut my own door…

“Live your life to its fullest”
that’s what they all said,

You Never Taught Me ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:42:00 +0000

My eternal desire is to hold you
But it seems to me so hard to do,
Is something wrong with my love?
I tried alot to reason it out..!!
Every single day i made an effort
Yet i found myself lacking the force
Finally i lay on bed in pathetic pain
My love increases but nothing i gain
Am i holding you with me so tight?
Although i want to let it go every night
But when the hold of my feelings loosen
I am scared to find myself alone in the end
These feelings dominate me in unique way
Without them i’m a walking dead everyday
A grown-up who doesn’t know to live on my own
Because you never taught me to live alone!

If Only You Could Read A Tear ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:40:00 +0000

If ma tears could talk
Wat would they display?
Thousands of words,
Not difficult to say
They’d whisper, “am sorry!”
Wen am wrong n you’re ryt.
They’d scream, “am scared!”
Wen am all alone in da middle of da nyt.
They do talk,
But they reveal too much
They’re nt hidden
Just wiped away by ur gentle touch.
They’d exclaim, “am happy!”
Wenever you’re around
They’d sigh, “am sad!”
Wen am feeling down.
They do talk
Won’t u listen?
Wat u’ve been missin!
They’d reply, “am lonely!”
Wen am thinking abt u.
They do talk
But u can’t hear
A single word they’d say.
If only u could read a tear
Instead of wiping it away!

Wish You Could Read My Tears ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:38:00 +0000

If my tears could talk
They would utter your name,
And tell you stories
That will put you in shame...

They would wish to escape
When I cry at nights,
But they fail to flee
Without shining my cheeks bright...

They always flow in groups
To express their tales,
But they never vanish
Even when wiped again & again...

They flow even when happy
The moment you are there,
They rush when I am sad
When they find you nowhere.....

Kill Me ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:37:00 +0000

Can’t you see my heart bleeds?
By the crush of your words,
As many times you repeat
Because You feel I’m not worth...

The soft and innocent heart of mine
Is now frozen like cold ice,
The fear you see inside
Is same as yours when you realized...

Do kill me by your hands
Alive, I don’t seem to succeed,
The destinations that I reached
Is not right coz I bleed!!

Now it’s all up to you to decide
Which direction should I hide?
The twinkling stars above will guide
And bring me straight to your side!!

Go away Sleepless Nights ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:34:00 +0000

Oh my sleepless nights
Cruel demons everyday i fight,
No weapons i could shield
My lonely bed is my battle field...

Protecting myself by my cover
Drifting in sleep with my lover,
Pillow drenched with my tears
Yet i’m envelopped by my fears...

Around is the night so calm
Wanting to fall in your arms,
So tiring i can’t sleep
All i do is only weep...

Waiting for tomorrow, the sun to shine
To stop the battle in this heart of mine,
Wanting to escape from this sleepless night
In order to avoid all my hopeless fights...

My Last Kiss ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 23 Jan 2011 07:30:00 +0000

Entrapped in this suffocation
I feel an eery lurch on my skin,
All I wish is a silent death
When I see no joy but pain within...

As though this fate is made for me
Beaten a thousand times brutally,
Not a second passed without thinking
Yet to others I am day dreaming...

Waiting for the twilight to peep
Wishing I could sneak out flying,
Into this long endless sky
But instead I lie on my bed dying...

Grasping for Air in the cold night
The air you exhale only can save me,
Please come and give my last kiss
Perhaps I will survive again slowly...

Accept mE the wAy I am ..

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 08 Aug 2010 19:34:00 +0000

Accept me for what I am
Love me as long as you can,
Then you will finally see
How strong my love can be...

I'm destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that,
That's the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact...

Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don't bother,
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee...

So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes,
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes...

Key To My Heart

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Mon, 22 Mar 2010 15:42:00 +0000

The door of my heart was sealed
It had nothing to reveal,
Since I tried with all effort
At last I gave up once again...

Locked it tightly thrown away the key
Very far so noone could see,
Not a sign of love to enter
I decided to let my mind free...

When I myself can't find the key
From nowhere you came to me,
You changed my thoughts within
I realised I still have some feelings...

You reached out your hands to hold me
To prove me wrong the things to be,
Wanting to rest my head in your palm
I found the key to my heart you had along...

Will You Hold Me If I Fall ?

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 18:32:00 +0000

Throughout the days, months, years..
I have come to see
you've been the one
whose supported me...

You've been my shoulder
when I needed to cry,
You've been my motivator
when I forgot to try...

You've been the one
to hold me close,
You've held my chin up
when I needed it most...

Of all the things
that I have seen,
I know you're the one
on which I can lean...

All these years
you've been my friend,
Your hand to me
is what you lent...

I've always thought
of me and you,
as a friendship that
is more than true...

Now I know
what I failed to see,
More than just friends
is what we meant to be...

I am sorry that
it took so long,
but please understand
I'm scared to be wrong...

The fear itself
is starting to fade,
now that a new
relationship's been made...

Everything I want
is everything you are,
True love and happiness
is not that far...

There is Only One Life...

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 18:09:00 +0000

There's no more my heart can take
Always a second chance I want to make
Now it has become three, if it turns four
I will go away for I cant bear more....

I can't rule your life for you
The choice is yours with what you do
Inside I have but nothing left
In times of love it feels like death....

I'm only human, wanting more joy
Don't treat me like I'm just a toy
I hope from now you'll think of me
Through this distance, in love's loyalty....

We have one life to walk in hand
At times it's hard, at times it's grand
None is perfect from mistakes we grow
Through thick n thin, through rain and snow....

The future comes, but past forgot
Dishonesty n betrayal will only rot
This is the fact I want you to see
How much in life, you mean to me!!!

Secret Love...

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 18:06:00 +0000

Within us there is a storm
It is not cruel, but so very warm
It is so deep and real inside
It hurts so much since we continue to hide...

This feeling occured to us, both you & I
At the end of the day, we sit and cry
Together happily this fate, wont let us be
This is how it is destined to only me...

Is the secret-love that bad and wrong?
There is no place we will belong
Keep-on loving that's what we do
Where will it lead, we have no clue...

As our days end and we must go
To our loved ones, we just don't know
What the future holds for, it is blind
Only our secret love that remains behind...

Forever Wish...

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 18:01:00 +0000

I'll be your Star who will stop your cry
I'll be your hope who will dry your eyes,
I strive my best to fulfill all your needs
All you have to do is tell me these, n these n these...

To see you far is a terrible sight
Wanting to bring you near and hold you tight
I'll do anything to make you proud
Will shriek my voice calling your name aloud...

Will not let any sorrow to come nearby
Give me two wings to make me fly
Across this sky to be with you near
So that i can wipe all of your tears

Do not let me go even if i die
Appear before me when close my eyes
Sealed me with you by a gentle kiss
Lull me to sleep with this heavenly bliss...

C0nCealEd FeeLinGs...

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 17:58:00 +0000

I have many questions in mind
Which are hard to express I find
Won't somebody help me get through?
To make these easy pls! I'm blind!

Crumpled papers of poems about you
Written with words that never come true
Words written in golden ink
Engraved in my heart when in blue

This ink is like my feeling
Never fades away in eternity
They depict my unspoken words
That are hard to say in reality

As I write with trembling hand
Scribbling letters I don't understand
Eagerness to express how I feel
In order to prove my love is real...

Calling Customer Care in 2010

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 09:04:00 +0000

Customer Care in 2010

Operator : 'Thank you for calling Shanti Sagar Fast Food. May I have your...'

Customer: 'Helloo, can I order..'

Operator : 'Can I have your multi purpose card number first, Sir?'

Customer: 'It's aah..., hold on...... 889861356102049998-45-54610'

Operator : 'OK... you're... Mr Singh and you're calling from 1715B, 18th Cross Malleswaram. Your home number is 23440946, your office 56452302 and your mobile is 9823426625. You are now calling from your mobile now, Sir?'
Customer: 'How did you get all my phone numbers?

Operator : 'We are connected to the system Sir'

Customer: 'May I order your Seafood Pizza....'

Operator : 'That's not a good idea Sir'

Customer: 'How come?'

Operator : 'According to your medical records, you have high blood pressure and even higher cholesterol level Sir'

Customer: 'What?... What do you recommend then?'

Operator : 'Try our Low Fat Hokkien Mee Pizza. You'll like it'

Customer: 'How do you know for sure?'

Operator : 'You borrowed a book entitled 'Popular Hokkien Dishes' from the National Library last week Sir'

Customer: 'OK I give up... Give me three family size ones then, how much will that cost?'

Operator : 'That should be enough for your family of 10, Sir. The total is Rs 999.99'

Customer: 'Can I pay by credit card?'

Operator : 'I'm afraid you have to pay us cash, Sir. Your credit card is over the limit and you owe your bank Rs 39,720.55 since October last year. That's not including the late payment charges on your housing loan, Sir.'

Customer: 'I guess I have to run to the neighbourhood ATM and withdraw some cash before your guy arrives'

Operator : 'You can't Sir. Based on the records, you've reached your daily limit on machine withdrawal today'

Customer: 'Never mind just send the pizzas, I'll have the cash ready. How long is it gonna take anyway?'

Operator : 'About 45 minutes Sir, but if you can't wait you can always come and collect it on your scooter...'

Customer: ' What!'

Operator : 'According to the details in system ,you own a Scooter,...registration number KA 04 X 1123...'

Customer: ' ????'

Operator : 'Is there anything else Sir?'

Customer: 'Nothing... by the way... aren't you giving me that 3 free bottles of cola as advertised?'

Operator : 'We normally would Sir, but based on your records you're also diabetic....... '

Customer: #$$^%&$@$% ^

Operator : 'Better watch your language Sir. Remember on 15th July 1997 you were convicted of using abusive language on a policeman...?'

Customer: [Faints]

Calling Customer Care in 2010

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 09:04:00 +0000

Appreciating the woman in your life

noreply@blogger.com (Rohit) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 08:18:00 +0000

This is a beautiful article, which I got as an email forward. Its really worth sharing, and expressing my consent over it:
The woman in your life…very well expressed

Tomorrow you may get a working woman, but you should marry her with these facts as well.

Here is a girl, who is as much educated as you are; Who is earning almost as much as you do;

One, who has dreams and aspirations just as you have because she is as human as you are;

One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you or your Sister haven’t, as she was busy in studies and competing in a system that gives no special concession to girls for their culinary achievements

One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, almost as much as you do for 20-25 years of her life; One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home, people who love her, to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family ,name

One, who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day #1, while you sleep oblivious to her predicament in her new circumstances, environment and that kitchen

One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more, and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother, a wife, even if she doesn’t want to; and is learning just like you are as to what you want from her; and is clumsy and sloppy at times and knows that you won’t like it if she is too demanding, or if she learns faster than you;

One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days and yet is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities;

Yes, she can drink and dance just as well as you can, but won’t, simply Because you won’t like it, even though you say otherwise

One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines, just like yours, are to be met;

One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important, relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her some and trust her;

One, who just wants one thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house – your unstinted support, your sensitivities and most importantly – your understanding, or love, if you may call it.

But not many guys understand this……

Please appreciate “HER”