tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79444203005904455122024-10-02T08:07:17.177-04:00The personal blog following a lost individual as he tries to find himself in this journey called life.casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.comBlogger21125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-77237861988338806912013-10-15T01:57:00.001-04:002013-10-15T01:57:45.931-04:00

Sleep. Why do you evade me? I'm an insomniac by nature, it's part of who I am and what makes me. Why am I such an insomniac? I don't know. I go for days on little to no sleep, and then I crash and crash hard. I'll sleep for most of the day if I can get a chance; even if it's just a few naps throughout the day. I"ll sleep a good night, and then I'm back to the old routine. Up most of a week and

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I am a social creature by nature, and a poetic waste of flesh. I exist purely to be beneficial to all those around me; a defiant servant. I am a misfit by popular demand, nonconforming to society's whimsical and often outright comical downfall. I am unadulterated. A symbol of the battle between duality; devoured by a pseudonym hellbent on chaos; an id on overdrive. A destiny that awaits

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-82339489500103667542013-03-03T02:51:00.002-05:002013-03-03T02:55:28.487-05:00

Plant a seed and watch it grow What you reap must be sown The spurt of bud with the stem The fragility of  life begins With the strength of the stem grow the leaves Time to grow out of your childhood dreams Watch as the buds begin to bloom You've become an adult all too soon The thorns that stop what is craved The road is sharp that life has paved The blossom that lasts forever Don't let

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Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving by Marina Margaret Heiss Profile: ENTP Revision: 3.0 Date of Revision: 26 Feb 2005 "Clever" is the word that perhaps describes ENTPs best. The professor who juggles half a dozen ideas for research papers and grant proposals in his mind while giving a highly entertaining lecture on an abstruse subject is a classic example of the type. So is

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First off, let me apologize for the length between posts. I know a few people actually read this once in a while, and I am sorry for the delay. It's not that I haven't wanted to post something and just get stuff off of my chest. I've just been very busy. I've started probably a half dozen posts over the last month or so that I haven't had a chance to finish. It's kind of funny. I'm the asshole

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There are lots of situations when your bottom drops out. No one can tell you when, how, or why these situations will occur; they just happen. Often times when you least expect it. Nothing spectacular happens, and you don't even realized it happened until it's already over. A good example is when you find out someone you are really close to just passed away. Now you know what feeling

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-76651778904824871012012-08-21T02:39:00.000-04:002012-08-21T02:39:19.099-04:00

It's been a while since my last post; it's been a hellish few weeks. The last post I made my son was getting sick, and a few days after penning it, we went into the hospital for a week +. After we got out I spent some time trying to make up work for school, catching up with both my day and evening jobs. Playing catch up is always fun when you're not prepared for it. Then I lost internet access

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Sincerely, Me. My biggest foe, my worst enemy. No matter how hard I try, I cannot seem to beat you. You take away everything, and bring me, everything. I run away from you, and to you. No matter how fast I move, I cannot escape your grip. Even when I try to let you go, you're still there. Like an old lover, you know me so well. Even as free as I try to be, I cannot get away from your

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-36687467959571951452012-07-08T00:49:00.002-04:002012-07-08T00:50:22.665-04:00

I love this picture, it's just epic on so many levels.

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What goes on inside of my mind when I'm working. 

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Here is new blog from another friend of mine, it's called Mobile Blogger. He just started it, so bear with him while he gets his reins. A permanent link to his blog will be collected in the sidebar with other friends who maintain sites that you will find on the right =>. Sometimes it's hard to keep going on, writing how you feel, and exposing yourself to the world, but it feel 

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I've updated my RSS/Atom feed. I'm sorry if you were following the original one, but as the whole scope of the blog has changed, I figured I should update the feed. The link to the new feed is still at the bottom of the page. If you still want to follow it, it is available, and I apologize for breaking your old feed. I also apologize for not taking the time as of late to update the blog.

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-28569700997211465572012-06-12T02:25:00.000-04:002012-06-12T02:25:40.965-04:00

"Sorry, been busy." My usual mantra. Busy, busy, busy. I never have time; always busy. That's how I roll. Not lately. ~ Eah ~ Sorta true. I have had busy spouts, where I'm busy for a few hours, but then I get distracted, and find myself doing something else. I know my blog so far, if you've been following, has been that I generally stay pretty busy. But the last few weeks I've really calmed down

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Recently I have had a grand opportunity to reconnect with some people that I haven't had the pleasure of connecting with in quite some time; it feels amazing. We've talked quite extensively about our past adventures (and trust me, some of them most certainly were adventures), and have spent a lot of time just filling each other in about our lives since our paths diverged. Just the act of

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It's finally time. I've been talking about it for a long time, and I've decided to step away from some projects, and actually start working toward meeting my goal; starting my career in development. I've been talking about it for a while now, that I'm going to take the leap and go for it, but one thing or another has been holding me back. Mostly because I'm afraid. I'm not worried that I'm not

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It's true, I don't want to be a Millionaire, a Billionaire, or even just filthy rich. I know living in a western capitalist society that it sounds strange, or even unheard of, but it's absolutely true. I don't want to be rich. I urge to be comfortable, and have some money in the bank, but I don't want the hassle of being rich. I never have, and I suspect that I never will. I honestly hope that is

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-887172234552328482012-05-22T01:56:00.000-04:002012-05-22T21:19:50.299-04:00

I don't know what it is. I just never seen to have enough time. Never enough time to do everything it is that I want to accomplish throughout the day. Sure I accomplish a lot, and I'm perpetually busy, and It seems like I live on the bleeding edge, but there is so much more I would like to get done. I don't have that typical western attitude of "time is money." There is just so much I want to

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-64022515138224208582012-05-20T21:01:00.000-04:002012-05-20T21:36:16.207-04:00

I've always been the type of person to have few friends. I've always had many associates, but only a few friends. I don't count how popular I am with the amount of friends I possess, but on the quality of friends that I possess. For me, life isn't about being famous or rich. I don't wish for either, and never have. When you pass, those qualities won't mean anything wherever it is you go. No, I

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-78492185756445702742012-05-16T23:42:00.000-04:002012-05-16T23:42:02.676-04:00

Well, I've finally removed all of the old media from this site. Most of it is up at [D]Motivated, and what isn't up so far, should be shortly. I hope you've enjoyed yourselves thus far, and continue to be humored. If you haven't had a chance to check out the new site, be sure to do so. It's a community driven site, and we continue to gain more visitors every month. There is a little bit for

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-91678466842464584692012-05-13T23:53:00.002-04:002012-05-13T23:53:27.198-04:00

I started this blog as a way to share demotivational posters from around the web that I found humorous. I wanted a site that was exclusively demotivational posters, and a great user community that also enjoyed them as well. Most of the demotivational sites that I have found around the web are mostly blog rolls, and while you find things here and there, i wanted to give users the ability to look

casper_wilkeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05120990352918428585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7944420300590445512.post-84344804275790661722011-11-21T09:23:00.000-05:002011-11-21T09:23:17.512-05:00

Our actual site is finally up over at dmotivated.com. Be sure to go over and check it out. As for the blogroll, we will be migrating all of the pictures and jokes over to the site. The blog will probably just become the musings of the site's administrator. It probably won't be updated that often, but we're sure you'll find plenty to amuse yourself.

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