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Body clock screwed la

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Thu, 11 Aug 2011 23:31:00 +0000

Yup, my body clock is super screwed. Maybe it's just a habit. Anyways! i've been busy lately with a lot of things. And it won't end here! Let me explain to you what are the upcoming events that i'll be attending.

This coming Saturday which is tomorrow, from 2-8pm @ scape ! Do come down as there will be tons of cheap items for sale! I'll be there too! Aside from that, you know that i've been talking about the blogshop thing that is going to be launched soon? You've heard that for like 4 or 5 times already but unfortunately, one of my friend backed out and yeah, it's left with me and my other friend. We are planning out new things for our upcoming store called WearThat SG. Basically we will sell everything that you can possibly wear! except for undies that is. -.- That one you can buy some place else hahaha Erm and on Sunday, there will be the Churpchurp gathering at some place, i've forgotten where hahah

And also on the 17th, there will be a Stuff magazine Singapore redbull event at Club Avatar! Its not up yet on the site itself but yeah! i'm giving you guys an exclusive peek hahaha It's some modelling thing i guess. And i'm excited for that. As for my usual days, i'll be checking on the stocks, giving out orders and all. So im pretty much occupied. That explains why my blog is kinda DEAD. lol. Sorry sorry. But i'm keen to participate in Nuffnang events in the future! No doubt about that.

I'll leave ya'll for now. But i'll try to keep my blog alive. But if you want updates from me, feel free to follow me on twitter!

Twitter.com/holiecow

I nearly pissed in my pants! (quick update)

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Fri, 17 Jun 2011 05:31:00 +0000

What's up ya'll! I know i've been slow in updating my blog. Don't have to remind me please. hahaha it's what i do ALL the time! So anyways! Finally, i managed to find time to go to....

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS BITCHES!!

ive got something to tell universal studios. "Your dad must be a drug dealer" Why? "cause YOU DOPE!" hahaha i got that from The cataracs Top of the World hahahaha

Anyway, i went there with great people and that explains why i had a fuckin great time!

So there's me, Hidayat and Asraf! We woke up at around 730am! Because we didnt want to risk of not being able to get the tickets! And yeah, of course we didnt book it in advanced idiots cause it was an impromptu kind of thing!

We made a major mistake. We didnt take the freakin map! So we were like all over the place! hahaha I swear it's confusing because you wont be able to know which to go first and all! But the places that we went was awesome. I'm kinda lazy to explain every single detail. But the battlestar galactica nearly made me piss in my pants man! hahaha but i have to say, it's a bad ass ride! Anyways! I've got tons to do and it's just a quick update for now. So till next time......

BYE!

K-Pop heal the world concert! (TONS OF PHOTOS)

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Thu, 09 Jun 2011 10:15:00 +0000

Heya guys! Sorry for the late update! I've been busy with things and yeah, now i am free! As some of you may know, i was at the K-Pop Heal the World concert last 2 weeks that was held at Max Pavilion Expo Hall 9! Obviously i was there for the female korean group hahaha but honestly every single one of the groups that came to Singapore was awesome. The concert consist of, Orange Caramel, After School, T Max, Mblaq and T-ara! So....let the pictures do the talking!

Orange Caramel opened up the show with cuteness!

After school was da BOMB !

T-ara put up a sexy performance! hehe And at the end of the performance, they all came out to sing Michael Jackson's heal the world :)

But only T-ara and Mblaq came out hahaha i think the others rushed back to their hotels and sleep pfft.

So yeah, it was an awesome concert even though they didn't let us take pictures inside! hahaha but shhh... :) enjoy your upcoming weekends and stay safe! :)

Girls that cannot make it + Kung Fu Panda 2 review!

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Tue, 31 May 2011 14:58:00 +0000

Firstly, sorry for the delay! Got caught up with something for the past few days and so yeah, hence the delay haha. Alright, here's a review for Kung Fu Panda 2! Hmm..it's an adorable movie with humour here and there and overall, it's a worth it movie to watch! One lil problem though. The movie is too short. Like it didnt even reach 2 hours? What, the director ran out of ideas or what? hahaha But anyway, it's the content of the movie that matters and yeah, i'd say it's a good movie. Go and watch it. 3.5/5 ratings! It's awesome!

Anyway, something random but i really have to tell you guys what i am feeling right now. I'm fuckin sad. Like extremely sad that...........the noose is coming to an end. Sigh, we'll just have to watch the real news instead. damn! Okay, back to what i wanted to post about.

GIRLS THAT CANNOT MAKE IT.

What i meant was, what are some of the things guys don't like to see in girls. Something like a turn off kind of thing. So girls, listen up! *don't take this seriously because i'm just saying anyhow one* Not literally anyhow but yeah, from what i know! AND i'm not google, i don't know everything hahahaha but seriously, it's some of the things that made me go "really? what's wrong with her"

i dont like girls that think that they are some celebrity and hundreds of guys are chasing after her kinda thing.
I noticed some of the girls would make out with different guys like on the same day. What the fuck ? Is she a bitch? Hmm, obviously right?
i find lesbians HOT. really. BUT somehow, i don't find it right when girls have a thing with another girl, like seriously serious kind of thing. I know some girls might have a crush for another girl but being in a REAL relationship? Seriously? i'm not totally against it cause it's your life and it's your choice but i just don't find it right. Just sayin'..
Girls that lie. <--- This one, really last warning. I really cant tolerate people, not only girls. PEOPLE WHO LIE.
Girls that think breaking up is a normal thing. I've seen couples breaking up, patching up and the cycle goes on. That is fuckin childish. Even your mum doesnt do that..well, i guess so? hahaha i keed! but yeah, this one must stop it.
Girls who talk about other guys trying to woo them and they're not interested. In fact, a lot of guys tried but failed. What the hell you tellin me for? Should i adore you because of that? Nah..
Girls that go for money. I know most girls do this. hahaha

Basically, that's some of the list that is quite a turn off to some of the guys but yeah, i think it goes the same for us guys. So, we learn from each other's mistake! :D Oh! I'm going to K-Pop Heal the World Concert this Saturday at Max Pavillion! I really can't wait! So that's all for now, leave your comments on the top right and yeah, blogshop is coming your way soon. Mid June or something hahaha GOODNIGHT!

Review for Kung Fu Panda 2 coming soon....

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Sat, 28 May 2011 19:43:00 +0000

For now, just take a look at the short clip and well..a short review on how i find the whole movie was. So...ENJOY!

Hoax and more hoax!

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Fri, 27 May 2011 02:04:00 +0000

Can you believe it? A 24 year old man was arrested because he posted on a forum saying there's a F-16 jet that crashed at the Ubi/Eunos link area and there were many casualties. Balls to this guy man. If i was him, i'd post about aliens trying to invade Singapore. Oh oh! And there were many victims involved too. Or maybe, i'd post about his mum. Well, i'm just sayin.

Aside from that, i think the one who should be arrested is Harold Camping, who predicted doomsday. Supposed to be on the 21 May 2011. And who knew, we're still alive today. Balls to you too my man. And hear this out, after the FAILED prediction, he told the media this..

Harold Camping stated that May 21 had been a "spiritual" Judgment Day and that the Rapture will occur on October 21, 2011, together with the destruction of the world.

You're unbelievable man. He's old and all. I think his brains aged faster that how he looks or something. I really don't know where the fuck did he get the idea that doomsday is coming. lol. Well, i was wondering if Harold Camping and Jesus....

Skyped with each other every night and Jesus told him about the upcoming "doomsday"
Sent text messages everyday
Maybe they're pen pals?
Maybe they facetime with each other all the time?

Or maybe....he's nuts. hahaha i'm just kidding.....but seriously, i think he's crazy. What? I'm just sayin'. We have a lot of crazy people coming out in the news. Even celebrities don't come out in the news that much. Hat's off to you crazy people. That's all for now. Leave your comments on the top right hand of this post. Enjoy your weekends !

Oh that blogger who only dated ACS boys..

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Tue, 24 May 2011 05:17:00 +0000

What do i think of her? Hmm.. easy actually. She's a freaking pedo! Look at her, she's 23 and the only boys that she wanna date are ACS boys. Seriously? HAHA i keed about the pedo thing but maybe she's one? i'm just sayin. Anyway, other than a pedo, she is a...psycho nuts! AND THIS, i'm not making it up. This is real stuff right here. Believe it or not, she got arrested cause she threatened suicide. There's some possibilites. Firstly, all the haters will be like sending her texts or writing or her wall or sending her emails and be like "you fuckin fag. You're a stoopid dumbass" or "you look fugly that's why you have only ACS boys to date, no men would want you" kinda thing? i dont know what actually happened. Unless...i'm her mum. i meant, dad. haha

And if you don't believe that she is a psycho nut, check this shit out...

"Miss Jiang claimed that she studied at Reed College, a liberal arts college in Portland, Oregon, USA, but checks have revealed that she last attended classes there from January to May 2010 and is currently not enrolled as a student."

She's definitely loosing some nuts in that brain of hers. DEFINITELY. And for those who doesnt know what's her name, her name's psycho. Really. Naw, just kidding. Her name is Jiang lai. Sounds like a china dude...oh i meant dudette. And where did i get that idea from? She also claims that her uncle who is a chief of a televison network in China. And my uncle is Chuck Norris...

Do they even have a television network in China? hahaha alright, i'm being mean. My apologies. But it seems like she's a boastful kind of person who needs attention. No worries, you'll get your attention in IMH without a doubt.

Jiang Lai, lai come IMH, lai lai.

HAHA. So guys, if girls start talking about which guy they wanna date and narrow their choices, run away or she might call her Chuck Norris uncle to whoop your ass if you leave her at a later time. hahaha!

And you know who'd else i'd date? These two women! and no no, not Andrew Garcia, just these two women. :) Baaam! ENJOY! leave your comments or any response on the comment link on the top right, near the title of the blog!

Blogshop opening soon, real soon.

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Mon, 23 May 2011 02:48:00 +0000

Monday to ya'll! I know it's the blues day but chill ah people. Good things will eventually come to an end. You've had your fair share of the weekends ! And i didnt! Stop being greedy. Sheesh.

I've been viewing videos and sites that is popular and well, i've noticed that these "celebrities", those on youtube or some blogger are actually.... SMART PANTS! I'm just assuming but hear me out. Watch the videos edited on youtube. Nicely done. Photoshop or whatever program they're using. For me, i cant even figure out how to do all that. NO KEED!

I'm dumb, don't have to remind. I know that. -.- BUT as for them, they have the GEEKY MOLECULES in them! even if they don't look like one. Can you do all that on your video/site? I bet you can't cause frankly speaking, you're a nobody that's why you're reading my blog now. HAHAHAHA keeedeng!

AND HERE's the big thing right here! Well, it's not actually big FOR NOW but it's just a sneak peek for what's in store in (OUR) a collaboration of me and my friends HAHAHA 's blogshop. I can assure you that all the tees prices will be as low as 10 bucks. AND it won't go above 20 bucks. ;) Most importantly, Quality's GOOOOD! And so you say "talk is cheap my friend" yadayada. Don't worry about that cause, we'll include a feedback section by our buyers so that if there's any bad reviews, you'll know it. :>

So, let me bring you on a tour......

3 of the designs here but we're selling 15 designs on our site! With the best prices! Of course la, first few months we'll be kind. We'll give special offers and all that. Don't worry. We're nice guys hahaha Afterall, there's not much blogshop that sells guys stuffs right? So we're here to help. hehe but.........

Be sure to read up my upcoming posts for more info! Like when we'll launch the blogshop and all. Or you can follow me on twitter to get updates! MY TWITTER !!

SAYONARA!...for now ;)

"PLASTIC PEOPLE"

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Thu, 19 May 2011 07:17:00 +0000

BAAM! What's happening guys? You know, i've noticed something weird. About plastic surgery actually. Many people are "kao peh kao bu -ing " about it. Calling them plastic and all. Sheesh. If you ask my opinion about people who go for plastic surgery, i don't really mind actually. It's up to them to make themselves perfect am i right? *Ehem* We're living in the real world hello! Let me ask you people who are AGAINST plastic surgery. By going for a plastic surgery, isn't it the same as making their lives much more better?

"no, it's not about the looks, it's about the heart" COME ON, seriously, do you think that people have that kind of mindset? HAHAHAHA Big joke. :B Look at this...

Hmm.. just imagine this thing just released its first music video. Erm, let's say it's Katy Perry's i kissed a girl. And the music video is all the same but just the face, it's different. Just imagine. Do you think this thing will get fans? NO LOR. Oh, anyway, i wanna apologize to this ugly creature for publishing your ugly face online. My bad.

Anyways, i'm just trying to make you guys who are against plastic surgery see the bigger picture. SNSD for instance, for those dumb ones who dont know, go and youtube it. They're fuckin gorgeous. I dont mind sitting in a room staring at them 12132131273281 hours straight doing nothing. SERIOUSLY. See, it's just nice to see beautiful people. I mean, those who are not good looking like myself, we'll just have to sit back and try to make ourselves look better in someways. "BETTER THAN NOTHING" Yup.

So girls, go ahead and go for plastic surgery. hehe So that we guys will be happy. And guys, you don't have to thank me ;) hahaha

Oh oh oh! Dee Kosh, the guy who made the "ah ah siol" ( TO ALL THE SINGAPOREAN CLUBBERS) video, is going to be at Zirca 30th May, a stand up comedy thing going on. 9pm! Do come down! But let me tell you this, it's not going to be that funny. Trust me. People run out of ideas. I can see from his videos. For instance, ME! i'm running out of idea on what to write also. TADAAAH hahah a good example eh.

Enjoy your weekends and come back in a few days time for more updates! Follow me on twitter too. MY TWITTER! Don't worry. I'm friendleh. You can tell from that spelling. :) i'm OUT!

Check out YAM AH MEE's Signature. SO CUTE hahahaha ---> http://lockerz.com/s/102861323

Swim in peace & Natalie Hiong

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Wed, 18 May 2011 06:10:00 +0000

The moment i logged in blogger, " FCUK, i wanna change my template!" I would really love to but finding a blog template is the same as finding a girlfriend. It is so freaking difficult to find the right one!

Agree..Agrees and Agreed! i know i know, i talk sense..SOMETIMES. Maybe cause of the shaker fries from Macdonalds i had few hours ago. Anyways, i had my macspicy, actually just the patty, not the

bun. Just had a craving for the patty that's all. I'm weird. YAH.

Anyways, if you read up the papers a few days ago, you'd know that they discovered a body in one of the water tanks in Woodlands. That's my freaking hometown man! Who knows, they have other corpse hidden in a few more water tanks. For those stupid people, well, not stupid, that'd be mean. For those who didnt know what does the water tanks do, its kinda like our water supply for bathing, washing our hands, erm, basically anything that comes out from the pipes and showers. Imagine a dead body hidden in my water tanks. GOSH. That'd be a nightmare cause i'll be showering corpse liquid! FUCK!

But what may come, let it come. I'm sure there's only one dead body in those water tanks. :o hopefully. S.I.P whoever died in there. (SWIM IN PEACE)

Anyways, back to the local updates! Natalie Hiong, a banker..well, she was a banker and she gave up her career to pursue her dreams to become a song writer, a singer. Well, i'd do the same thing..only if i CAN sing. Working in a bank may sound "NICE" but the fact is, it's not. You'll be stuck at work with all the money in the world that you CANNOT have. That sucks right? No offence to bankers out there but by being a Singer, well, fame, money, and most importantly she's enjoying what she does. Well, good luck to you! :)

You can listen to her songs and like her fan page at : Natalie's Fan Page

p/s: Oh and she's kinda hot too. hehe

That's all for now. I'll be updating back my blog and just maybe i'll do some changes to this blog soon.

follow me on twitter : My twitter page

i'm out!

I can be a prime minister.

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Thu, 28 Apr 2011 04:07:00 +0000

Keywords to get all the votes from Singaporeans is bloody easy. May i present to you, the keywords.

"Ladies and Gentleman, i can assure you that we'll bring down the GST to 1% if we get your votes"

It is actually easy isn't it? But oh well, GST = stabilises the economy for Singapore. Who can i vote for this year's election. Hmm..... PAP? Worker's Party? SDP?

My inspiration

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Tue, 26 Apr 2011 17:02:00 +0000

Blogging didnt came across my mind. Not one bit until i visited nuffnang.com.sg. I saw the number of visitors on my blog and wow. But eventually it decreased rapidly when i abandoned my blog AGAIN. Oh so sorreh. hahaha

I've been busy with life! Erm, not actually busy but kinda busy. But still i will spend most of my time sleeping. That's considered doing something also okay. Pfft. Anyway, there's this huge hooha about Seth Rogens making Singapore look bad in his talkshow. Firstly i know that you're a fuckin comedian but you can at least joke about it in a nicer manner. Something like, "i see fine signs everywhere! I was freaked out by Singapore but still, it's a nice country to be in" BUT YOU MADE IT SOUND AS IF SINGAPORE IS A FUCKIN SCARY PLACE TO BE IN! . Which is totally not true. Just that the prices here are kinda scary though :x hehe

And have you heard about the New Zealand guy who cut of his finger and ate it with vegetables? GEEZUS hahaha that is disgusting man. I know that you're craving for finger food but dude, cmon..you should be clever enough to know that it's not literally FINGER food. damn. How stupid can you be.

Moving on, i wanna talk about dee kosh! I know he's funny and all but maybe he seems a lil bit like a bisexual kinda guy? The way he talk and all don't you think so? :X and im gonna meet him next week and we're going to be at Zirca. Hopefully he doesnt rape me or like spike my drink and anal me or something HAHAHAHA I'M KEEEDENG. but regarding the bisexual thing, i'm not kidding. :o

Oh, the May listings for Zirca is out, do check it out and the most recommended event is definitely SPREADLOVE ! Check out the listings at zirca.com.sg! See you there!

OUT ;

homer.

2011

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Mon, 28 Mar 2011 10:39:00 +0000

have you realised that there's a lot of HUHA(s) going around online as well as in reality. Kinda interesting ah i guess. Okay firstly, the Japan tragedy that happened recently. I share their sorrows and i hope they'll be able to get back on their feet soon. Hopefully, god bless.

Secondly, there's this arrogant "rich" girl in Holland V insulting heartlanders. All i can say to her is..." you know, by insulting heartlanders, you're insulting your own family because i'm sure that your parents

were once heartlanders. You talk so much and you stay in Holland V. People in Sentosa Cove are not even complaining. So shut up." But that's that. She apologised when she called in 91.3 like a few days back after reading the news about her and all that. She's living in fear i guess. Good luck to you.

Rebecca Black. Who doesnt know her? She got her fame for the wrong reason. But that's how things roll in the music and acting industry am i right? Critics, Compliments, people talking about you, that... will make you famous. It's either fans or haters. That's how you'll get famous. I bet actors and singers wouldnt mind having haters though. So goo

d for you rebecca black. I heard she's a millionaire now. Her haters can hate all they want but they wont gain anything. lol

What else.. hmm... oh yeah, apparently the "ah ah siol" guy who video blog his rants about sg clubbers is gone now. LOL i dont know what happened to him. Maybe he kena threatened by sg clubbers or he kena bash up or

something la. haha i saw this guy 2 times. First time he was enjoying himself. the second...erm...he kinda looked stressed. But whatever. haha you wanted that fame, you had it. But you WON'T be ab

le to put your mind at ease if you're famous by insulting people. They're all around you. You'll become paranoid. lol But oh well. all the best to that guy. i'm sure Singapore is a safe country hahaha

And lastly, this beautiful rainbow was seen a few days back. How amazing. Enjoy ;)

That's all for this week. \m/ chao!

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Fri, 11 Mar 2011 01:26:00 +0000

love was once my life

love was once my soul

then it started to rain and pour

now that love is old

but one day it will come again

just like the flowers did in spring

once again i will, i know

some day.....

[ADV] I want to step inside Johnnie Walker Jet Black

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Mon, 28 Feb 2011 08:44:00 +0000

Johnnie Walker. Keep Walking.

http://www.facebook.com/JohnnieWalkerSingapore

What does that exactly mean? by the term "Keep walking"? Well, frankly speaking, there's tons of definition to "keep walking". Such as..

Just move on with life and don't let the past pull you down.
Even though you know that there's many obstacles up ahead, you have to be brave and just go on. Be brave.
Don't mind what others say, you are moulding your own life, go ahead with what you do best, let no one stop you.
You might have faced some failures, but fret not, keep walking as there are many opportunities up ahead.

So to sum up on what's the definition for "keep walking", it's DONT EVER GIVE UP. Just go on with whatever you're doing. A tree won't bear fruit overnight. It takes time. So i'll make this post short and sweet and i'll end it with a famous motto by Johnnie Walker.

KEEP WALKING...

time check

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Sat, 26 Feb 2011 18:59:00 +0000

Exactly 3am. And i'm still up.....

The reason being is that i have to make some changes to my blog. A simple theme :) Fortunately i'm done with all that changes, thank god. *phew* Anyway, i have a craving. I kinda regretted not ordering this food when i was at Simpang Bedok! It's not that i didnt wanna order but i is forgetful. The food that i'm talking about is ROTI JOHN . My friend told me it's the most awesome food that i have to try there. It's called roti john king or something like that. I hope that me and my friends have the chance to go back to Simpang Bedok again. I am a busy man you see...I'll take a video or a picture of it when i'm there. PROMISE LA SIO.

I've been noticing people riding vespa and it's super cool don't you think? Hmm...

I shall stop this insomnia from own-ing me. Goodnight.

Inspire me.

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Thu, 24 Feb 2011 17:19:00 +0000

Hi....hello...wazzaaa.. honestly speaking, i really don't know what to blog about but everyday there's this temptation in me telling me to start blogging AGAIN. Those were the days. I went to nuffnang events etc. Who'd knew i'll make it to that kind of events. I'm thankful...somehow.

I need an inspiration just like how Albert Einstein discovered...erm.. was it light? lol too many discoveries, too many inventions. But what i know is that mad scientists invented frankenstein.

So... let this few words be my inspiration. Me, myself and i. What's new? i feel that my life is just like a piece of string. It's thin, straight and there's the beginning and of course, there'll be the end. Everyone's life is like that except that in between, we can choose to tie another knot that links to another string so it just wont be that straight and we'll have paths. I must say that this blog hasnt been much of an excitement when i read it. Not like how it used to be, so lively, happy in a lot of ways. Maybe i've became dull? Maybe i've matured and loss the sense of humour? I need to watch some comedies then BUT I DID! The big bang theory, How i met your mother etc. I wanted to apply some of the humour inside but that's the problem. I have to apply, its just not me. So let me be me, for once.

To all that have misunderstood me, maybe by my actions and behaviour, i really don't have any grudges against anyone, not at all really. I'm just living my own life, choosing what i wanna do, my choice and dont take it as if i've been abandoning you or something. So, chillax. I have to go around and spread the love, not at one go but slowly, at my own pace but definitely :)

Maybe it's true, people do change. For the better or for the worse. God knows. Hmm, for example, i don't use my phone too much already. I think in a month, i only send out like 30 messages? Maybe i should change to a prepaid card, rather than having to pay 70 bucks every month. I'll save some $$ from there. Ah, maybe wait for my contract to end. Argh, contracts. fuck u.

I'm planning on going to Universal Studios. BATTLESTAR ride is opened baby! And i heard a lot of rides have that priceless thrilling sensation. So....i'd definitely wanna go la. Going to ask around. *thumbs up* I'll just pray that i wont fall off from that ride. lol that'll be one of the worst deaths ever and i'll make it on the covers of the newspaper for sure. But touch wood!

It's Friday today. Time flies. Years go by and twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didnt do than by the ones you did do. So throow off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbour. Life's too short to be sad, really. It's not just a saying, it's a fact mind you. Nothing happens by chance, my friend.. no such thing as luck. A meaning behind every little thing, and such a meaning behind this. Part for you, part for me, may not see it all real clear right now, but we will, before long. So long for now. :)

2011

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Mon, 03 Jan 2011 15:43:00 +0000

Happy New Year everyone. :) It's January already? So fast huh. Well, honestly i dont like 2010 that much but imma let bygones be bygones. I've told myself not to ever look back. Life is too short to be sad or even be angry at anyone. 2011, you're going to be the year that i'll appreciate meaning that i'm going to appreciate anyone i know like fully. My family, i've been abandoning them cause of all the things that has happened. I wanna travel around with them (: For my bestfriends, i'm sorry that i've been abandoning you guys as well. I'll make up for the lost times between us and i'll make plans for us. Yknow, i've realised that somehow we will eventually treat things as if they are something special to us but as time passes by, we'll feel that it's nothing to us. For instance if i were to buy a psp, it'll be the most exciting thing that has happened in my life before and before i know it, it'll be in my cupboard, rotting. It applies to all the things around us, same goes for people. But at one point of time, you'll start to miss it. Everytime it's like that.

I know i've been behaving strangely lately. I'm sure some of my friends realise that. I'm sorry but the things that happened really affected me. But it's all behind me now. I dont plan to look back and keep trying. It's worthless, i'm tired of all the lies, irony and excuses. So, whatever it is, i'm NEVER gonna look back. In time to come, some may say that i'm mean or whatever but i was in a mess and i can only think of leaving since i'll always end up hurting myself and being betrayed over and over again when i keep going back. It's obviously not good for myself.

Anyways, it's only January and i'm worried if the world is gonna end in 2012. I try my best not to believe it but there's so many rumours and all. So, i'll take this chance to pray and hope that i'll never regret whatever decisions i have or will make in time to come. :) So, enjoy your new year everyone. Oh, my resolution, i just want my old self back. Being happy and carefree. Goodnight.

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Sun, 02 Jan 2011 07:03:00 +0000

I know its not your fault, but I'm a locked door

And inside I'm a mess by someone before
And I wish that I, I could find a key
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there's a safe around my heart
I don't know how to let you in,
And that's what keeps us apart
And that's why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you
Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick
We've got a million keys,
None of them seem to fit
While you're on the phone,
call up the clocksmith,
Cuz I could use some time,
Even the slightest bit
Let me open up and start again,
And break this safe around my heart
I don't know how to let you in,
And that's what keeps us apart
And that's why I need time
I said I need you
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I'm thinking now's the time,
Maybe its time to go, if I gave you my heart, be gentle,
I'm tired of laying low, lets give the world a show
And when you know, you know,
And when you know, you know, you know
And when you know, you know, you know, you know
And that's why I need time
I said I need you,
I need you to understand.

Maybe it's time.

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Wed, 29 Dec 2010 08:29:00 +0000

A year from now.

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark,
I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were, what happened?
You were a priority, was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

Rewind.

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Sun, 26 Dec 2010 18:03:00 +0000

i dont just like you for who you are. I liked you for what i am when i'm with you.

My night has become a sunny dawn when i'm with you.

Your words are my food.

I'll always remember you by.

Goodnight.

Rewind

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Wed, 08 Dec 2010 19:36:00 +0000

How I wanted you here by my side
I know what I said but I lied
It looked like a laugh but I cried
Oh, I wish I could push rewind

Oh, stupid pride it just can't hide the holes inside my heart
'Cause I need you here with me
Oh, I wish that I could take it back, I'd go back to the start
And tell you all the things that I feel

'Cause everything is different now
I'd really like to tell you how

How I wanted you here by my side
I know what I said but I lied
It looked like a laugh but I cried
'Cause I wish I could push rewind

I saw you on the corner holding hands with someone new
Happy as a boy could be
Love was in your eyes and yeah she looked the same way too
It's funny that was almost me

Now I wanna be there by your side
I know what I said but I lied
I wanted to laugh but I cried
'Cause it's too late to push rewind

Oh no, oh no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no
I know what I said but I lied
Oh no, oh no, now I cried

Just too late, too late, too late, too late, too late
Oh no, it's just too late, too late, too late, too late
I can't push rewind, oh no, no
It's too late

memoir's

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Wed, 24 Nov 2010 06:05:00 +0000

I am the one with the tie. next to the teacher :) was a prefect and it's kinda unbelievable. Those glory days hahaha

once upon a time

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Wed, 24 Nov 2010 04:40:00 +0000

okay so here's the story. Actually it's not a story. it's my childhood past.

There's a girl involved in my childhood past. We only talked once. For a few mins. She asked my name and all. It was during the racial harmony art exhibition. I was more nerdy back then - with my spectacles, side parting hair + gel on it and high waist shorts. I was very shy and quiet and she talked to me. I was very happy cause she was my eye candy. The only girl in primary school that i had a crush on. I had a flashback a few years ago about her and it's been nine years or is it 10? A decade? i tried finding her on friendster (back then) and now facebook but to no avail.

Description.

She was friendly looking, with a tied up hair, wore spectacles, she's super smart. She was in the third smartest class in school and everything about her was perfect. Up till yesterday, thats how she was in my mind. That's how i'd expect her to be in the present. With spectacles, looking smart and cute.

Everytime i typed in her name in the search box and i couldnt find her. In my mind, i thought she'd migrated to study or something. Eventually i found one of her bestfriend on facebook and i asked her. She told me h was in her friend's list. I was more than happy. She gave me her facebook name and....that was when everything came to a disappointment.

1. There was a guy in the picture. I assumed it's her bf and yes it is.

2. In her pictures, she had piercings on her eyebrows.

3. She drinks and smoke.

4. Apparently my friend knows her and she's even more "wild" than i thought.

i didnt think that things can be more worst after seeing her pictures. you cant judge someone anyway. but after i heard things from my friend, i got even more disappointed.

The cute girl, my primary school eyecandy turned out to be someone whom i didnt expect her to be. Oh well.

noreply@blogger.com (Ally) — Thu, 18 Nov 2010 16:17:00 +0000

i wont be making this a great post for myself. I need to admit that i'm feeling shitty. Just plain shitty right now. I am sorry but i can't help it. But i'll get better tomorrow and the day after and followed by another day etc. i tried entering the portal even though it looks like it's closing, slim chances of me getting through it but at least i've tried. never have i seen myself...........................................no use continuing this. It'd make things harder. I read, i cry, might as well, i watch sad movies. It's my blog, i need to feel good reading it. Not the other way round. Whatever happens,

it is just a ride.

i'm hungry and i need to go to the toilet. hahaha byebye. I promise the next post will be a proper one. :)