The Eclectic Writer

Long howl

2012-01-26T23:20:00.001+08:00

I decided to finally blogging coz at this very moment, for the 1st time since we resided here, i hear the dog howl. Just below our apartment. I swear i never heard that kind of howl before. A truly long and creepy howl.

There hv been lots of stray dogs in here. But they never acted like this. I swear i think they saw something in distance. Well, its not suprising since our place is on top of the hill, and quite isolated.

Here it goes, the dogs howl again like something is dead. The neighbours sure hear it too.

Im curious to know but im too weak, im sick and under the drugs influence.

Bad bad

2012-01-05T23:39:00.001+08:00

Tonight i feel bad about myself. I've should offer those poor workers some drinks. I am an icewoman. Very cold. They finished the works at almost 10pm, hvnt had their dinner n been trying to finish it in 2nights. And i didnt paid them. Morally i should paid them tonight for their hard work. Business manner, i shouldnt coz they didnt bring the recipt wt company chop like i told them.

But i feel so guilty n bad about this. So kesian the look on that pck face. So old n tired face. Same wt the boys, looked hungry n tired.

I am a bad person.

My late great grandma wont treat ppl like this. And so does my late grandma. They would invite ppl to hv drinks n cookies.

I hate myself for being so easily giving my sympathy to ppl.

Sigh

2012-01-03T00:18:00.001+08:00

Other than toothaches, i trully miss my childhood. I mean, being little mindless kid again. I dont have to worry about not having a financial plan, emergency funds, settling neverending study loans, not having any assets or retirement plan bla bla bla and the list goes on.

I said i dont wanna be too hard on myself especially early new year but i cant stop thinking bout it.

I wanna puke.

New year resolution

2012-01-02T01:37:00.001+08:00

So far, i can only ruled out 1 resolution for this new year. And its too general. To be a better person than last year. Others, i haven't think of anything yet.

I dont wanna be too hard on myself. Turning 30 is quite a shock to me. But im welcoming it with an open arms.

One thing for sure, this year i wanna hv a simple lifestyle. Moderate. Wassatiyah.

I wanna do good deeds. As many as i can afford to coz life is too short to be selfish. It doesnt hv to be big, it can be as simple as a smile, right?

Love & Peace

Zakat Saham

2011-12-28T10:16:00.001+08:00

Kepada yg masih ragu-ragu dengan hukum zakat ASB/ASN, boleh rujuk link ni Hukum Zakat ASB/ASN

Bla

2011-12-28T01:29:00.001+08:00

Seriously im really not interested minding with ppl business. Better minding my own. I am so over n bored wt fakebook but my dad would ask me to post this n that so my distant relatives can see n share the news. What to do.

What is it with everyone so sensitive n thinking nonsense nowadays? Not speaking doesnt mean sad or hv problems or anything..it might be because of lazy. Hahaha.

Life never been so great. Soon i hv to make little effort to change things.

Usukan Cove

2011-12-22T13:39:00.001+08:00

p/s better not to go in December. Bad idea!!

Dream house

2011-12-10T12:24:00.001+08:00

My dream house is nothing so fancy. What i always imagine is to have a bungalow in a private land in the suburbs. Away from the city. I hate the city. Jam, smoke,noise and stress. So far the nearest image i can tell is like the glass house in thr movie When The Stranger Call.

Dunno til when la have to live like this. Its impossible to work 8-5 forever. When u get older, u will want and need more time for yourself and kids n grandkids.

I found a land in the suburbs, the price is okay but its next to a cemetery. I dont wanna wake up in the morning and see next to me someone with a pale bloody face starring at me. Haha.

I pray someday life changes for the better.

Love & Peace

Water Rafting!

2011-12-08T10:41:00.001+08:00

Last week, we went to try water rafting at Kiulu located in Tamparuli. Managed to get a bargained offer we couldn't resist. For those who are not familiar with Sabah water rafting. Kiulu are for class I&II while Padas are for III&IV.

General Info on Kiulu river rafting:

Located somewhere on the northwestern part of Sabah, Kiulu River graded as Class I – II river is safe enough for children and gentle enough for the elderly.
The trip covers up to 15km of the Kiulu River, making it the longest white water rafting trip in Sabah, Borneo!
Journey along the Kuilu River will take about 1 - 2 hours
Insurance is covered.

It is safe for those who do not know how to swim! And..you can try to do the body rafting, it's fun, seriously!

Ciao!!!

Undercover

2011-12-03T15:32:00.001+08:00

I went on an undercover job today. Funny n interesting. hahaha!

And i will go for traditional massage to reduce my headache n back pain. Urgh!!

Headache

2011-12-02T09:43:00.001+08:00

I hv a massive headache. Its been 3 days. Fucking migraine.

Love & Peace

Drive

2011-11-29T20:42:00.001+08:00

5hrs drive and im tired. Need to restore my chi.

Oh ya and im looking for a shop selling electric taser and pocket knife. Pronto! Pepper spray is not enough girls.

Women need to learn to protect themselves and stop depending so much on men.

Those shitty face will think twice messing with u.

Love & Peace

Twin!

2011-11-24T19:40:00.001+08:00

We adopt a twin little black female stray cats today! Double yay!!

Love & Peace

Homesick

2011-11-19T19:04:00.001+08:00

I miss my mom & dad. So much. i wish i can provide better life for them. I really do.

Love & Peace

Justice

2011-11-17T11:26:00.001+08:00

Right now i just feel there is no justice here, in terms of law. We have rights ba. But this policeman just pass you to one another, til finally no action is taken. And the bad guys walk free, doing the same to others. The one who will help u will eventually want something from u. All man whether they're the crook or police are the same. They want to take advantage from innocent women.

I will make his life suffer.

Poison

2011-11-15T00:13:00.001+08:00

I quoted an interesting words from someone I knew recently.

“One man's meat is another man's poison".

Something to ponder about.

censored ckit

2011-11-15T00:07:00.001+08:00

pp
p/s pembetulan; inhibitions not inhabitions.

happy-ness

2011-11-15T00:06:00.001+08:00

Tough one

2011-11-12T23:49:00.001+08:00

Honestly this week is a tough one. I dont know how i did it but i survived. I am just lucky i hv close friends i cn always count on. They're my 2nd family here.
Thank you Allah

Love & Peace

To laugh about

2011-11-10T09:30:00.002+08:00

We Love Barney

2011-11-04T16:53:00.001+08:00

" When i get sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story."

" Everyone i know is getting married or pregnant. Im just getting awesome."

" When will you guys realise the only difference between my life and a porno is that my life has better lightings!"

Love & Peace

Dush head

2011-10-31T18:16:00.001+08:00

i was being informed last week:

To submit Abstract-3.11.11
Submit full report-10.11.11
Progress presentation-17.11.11

And..we're having tough n heavy loads at work. My lab ast. quit coz he got petronas job offer, now the we're not only withelding our own jobscope with plenty on-hand projects, we're also doing the ast manager work n lab ast. work.

And now some dush head i hired to make grills at my home, took my money n til now didnt do any fucking work. N i couldnt locate where this shit head.

Sabar. No complaint.

Hoho

2011-10-31T00:03:00.001+08:00

Its a happy n tiring weekend. I finished painting my room yesterday n i bought the bedroom set today. not exactly what i want but i like it. Not bad with acceptable price. My sis room still need a lot of work.

I couldn't live with all my clothes n things in the boxes. So i pushed myself to finish setting up the room. Anyhow still a long way to go. Gonna browse for more ideas hoho.

Ah..dream bed.

Love & Peace

Hacked

2011-10-28T14:31:00.001+08:00

Shit. First my twitter account. Now my blog. Lucky I managed to recover my gmail account. Then somebody hacked into my yahoo and now gmail. Really, i am nobody. Why would some shit head wanna dig into my stuff. isk.

DIY

2011-10-22T16:03:00.001+08:00

Today is the paint-urself-day. Start with all the ceilings. I swear its the best workout for ur arms n neck.

Mom n dad are coming tomorrow. For sure they wanna check out our place progress.

Panat but very happy n satisfied.

We're in our own world. Live with our own way. Away from mouths that talk behind ur back.