Elbows On Our Table

A Daybook Entry for January 17, 2011

2011-01-17T12:24:00.003-06:00

FOR TODAY

Outside my window...needles from the discarded Christmas tree are sinking into the slowly melting snow on the patio. The snow has remained longer than usual, and we haven't had a chance to sweep or clean outside.

I am thinking...about the balance of treating people with kindness and mercy, while still taking a stand for what is good and just.

I am thankful for...my husband who is unwavering in his commitment to me.

From the learning rooms...we are working towards incorporating some more standardized testing into our plan.

From the kitchen...we are planning to make some more granola bars to take to the pool, and Hunt Chowder is bubbling away on the stove for dinner tonight.

I am wearing...charcoal yoga pants, navy V-Neck, and warm woolen socks.

I am creating...blog entries, again!

I am going...very few places this week. I think that I am home for the remainder of the day today.

I am reading...a through-the Bible-in-a-year plan that is organized chronologically.

I am hoping...to remain faithful to the Bible reading plan. It helps so much to keep my focus in the right place.

I am hearing...a little too much silence. I need to go make sure that the girls are really working on school.

Around the house...I keep finding little remnants of Christmas decorations that were passed over when we "un-decorated".

One of my favorite things...a fresh start.

A few plans for the rest of the week: a quiet birthday celebration for my husband tomorrow, a play date or two for Gabby, and then Friday we'll (hopefully) be able to feed my aunt and uncle's horses and muck the lot.

Here is picture for thought I am sharing...

I don't imagine that I will ever be considered a cat-lover,

but JB (Jack Bauer) came to visit this weekend with Daniel and he entertained us all.

I don't think I've ever seen a cat that would respond to voice commands!

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Set Apart

2011-01-16T11:02:00.000-06:00

Friday we shared an awesome day with family. We rose well before dawn, packed shoulder to shoulder in cars, and traveled in single digit temperatures about 200 miles to Salina, Kansas- doesn't that sound like fun? It was awesome. We were honored to witness my cousin take his oath of office to become a District Judge.

He his humble, fair, and kind.

He is thoughtful and thorough.

He is honest and honorable.

"He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God"

Micah 6:8

Seek...

2011-01-12T12:42:00.000-06:00

I put my hand to it once again. To document our days, our story as it unfolds. Many moments that seem too mundane to be worthy of noting, yet they build to form our habits, our personalities and our future. Distractions and excuses attempt to dissuade my attempts: crashed computers, lost templates, missing photos. The moments fade quickly in my memory and I need the sketch of written words and captured images to nudge them out of the time trap, so I pick up the pieces once again and see what I can make of them.

We've all stepped together into a new year, and just as a friend recently mentioned, I can't resist the "new". A new day, a new week, a new month, or a new year all offer the fresh start I crave. The mercy that is new every morning- washing over the short-comings and imperfections, the less-than-wise choices. So I begin again a journey along a worn path, as I am not the first to tread this way, nor will I be the last. I will leave my crumb trail for son and daughters, friends and family to find encouragement to forge their own way, and perhaps to call out their own words of comfort.

I resist the triteness of a resolution, but I have been contemplating where I should place my focus. In many ways my life seems disjointed right now with children at nearly opposite ends of the spectrum of parenting requirements, and life always seems to throw drama and challenge when we least expect it. I keep returning to "Seek", as in, "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and his righteousness..." (Mt. 6:33) I am drawn to peer deeper, looking for God's hand at work in my every day life. In the Kingdom of God, only God is in charge, and I want to witness His control, His plan. I desire to Acknowledge that God is present with me, Emmanuel. I yearn to readily recognize that the Kingdom of God encompasses all that He reigns over, and my deepest desire is that I will willingly bow under that sovereignty, and eagerly live an obedient life. I am far from understanding even all that I believe, but for now I will Seek...

Between the Solstice and the Equinox

2010-09-08T12:14:00.011-05:00

Splash and crash and fresh life rhythms sculpt our days
and our dialogue.

Golden milestone beckons eldest to return and cling,
if only momentarily.

Cousins relish in rare moments of shared childhood pleasures.

Reminiscences of chandelier wedding, Shakespeare play,
and masters' galleries painted in stark contrast
with camp cabins, farmers' market, and baseball game.

Bandanna mops brow as hammer clangs, trowel scrapes.
Fresh hope is brushed over weathered dreams.

Dangling toes in river town memories,
our northern nest wedged deep in soul crevice
is revealed as sudden home comfort.

Cicada song lulls summer to sleep as variegated season
begins to unfurl.

Twilight palette exposes shortcomings,
daybreak washes with mercy.

Step stones to sanctification unearthed piecemeal,
essential enlightening slow but faithful.

It's Mother's Day

2010-05-09T09:19:00.008-05:00

Today as I enjoy the proclamations of love from my own children, I also reflect on my childhood and my mother's influence on me. I am thinking about all those things that she taught me , or attempted to teach me. She has devoted her entire life to my dad, my brother, and me- constantly looking for ways to help us succeed and to learn how to live out our faith in Jesus in a real way. As we grew she arranged her days around our schedules so that she would be available to help us, or just to listen. Although I may have groaned at some of the repeated instructions, they have formed who I am today, what I expect of myself, and how I live with my own family. I'm sure there's more, but these are some of the most-remembered lessons:

Make your bed.
Make sure the dishes are done before you go to bed, even if you feel like you're too tired. It's worse to wake up to dirty dishes than it is to just do the work.
Fix your hair and put your make-up on if you want to be productive, you'll feel more confident and energetic.
Get your hair out of your eyes, get your hands out of your sleeves, stand up straight, don't bite your fingernails, and hold in your tummy.
Make your home beautiful, warm and welcoming, but stay within your means. Use what you have in creative ways. Re-purpose items and create from found items. Move things around often enough to keep it interesting.
If you find something that you want that's too expensive, you can probably make it yourself. It will be cheaper, and sometimes better.
Be home to greet your husband as he returns from work, and your children as they return from activities. Be available to listen to them describe their day.
Do not unload the woes of your day on your husband as he walks in the door. Allow him some time to decompress from work and relax.
If your husband is working to serve the family (yard-work, fixing the car, plumbing, etc.) work alongside him by being an assistant (hand him tools, etc.) or just talking to him as he works. Bring him a glass of tea or water.
Work together as a family and be an active participant in helping each other accomplish large projects.
Keep trying, don't give up, don't stop until the job is done.
Laugh.
Send your children outside to play- in almost any weather. Do not spend your time entertaining your children, expect them to use their imaginations.
Take care of your children's needs, but don't underestimate what they can and should do for themselves. Teach them to be self-sufficient.
If you hurt someone, say "I'm sorry."
Everyone has a story, and you don't know all of it- give them grace.
God loves you, and has a good plan for your life.

Thanks, Momma. I love you!

Snatching Up Scraps of Normal

2010-04-06T18:30:00.006-05:00

I feel like we are scrambling to hit some type of equilibrium in our home. Things have been a bit out of kilter for a few months now, but Spring has sprung and there is a new energy in the air. We seem to be approaching the season with an attitude of determination to catch up on all we may have missed!

This weekend Cara came home for a visit and we packed more into four days than we've done in weeks.

Gabby has been asking to get her ears pierced, and she decided that she "could handle all the pain", so one of the first items on the agenda for the weekend was to put a couple of extra holes in her head. She was poised and brave, and thrilled with the results.

As the traditional school calendar comes to a close, one of the favorite events for our home school support group is our Field Day. This year we are incorporating face painting into the day, so the girls decided to practice.

The sun was shining, skies were clear, and gusts of wind facilitated our kite-flying outing at the park.

There are not many places that evoke such emotional responses in each of our family members as City Market (Kansas City's Farmer's Market)
and Planter's Seed Co. (seeds, garden supplies, and bulk spices).
I keep a plastic container in the cupboard with the various spices and herbs that I've purchased in bulk, and often when I open the container
there is an exclamation from someone, "That smells just like Planter's!"
The market was not as busy as it will be in a few weeks,
but the garden and seed supply at Planter's was doing a brisk business.
We added in a detour through Pryde's Old Westport
(a HUGE, and extremely well stocked, kitchen shop)
and we came home with more ideas than we have
the time or finances to complete-
but I love having that "reserve" of inspiration.

It is a joy to collaborate with Cara in the kitchen. Lately we have focused on experimenting with some Indian dishes, a cuisine which has not been a part of my menu plan in the past. Our observation has been that it is difficult to find recipes that list exact measurements and procedures for the novice. We assume that the Indian culture is rich in oral traditions, and the recipes are passed from generation to generation by demonstration and participation.
We were thrilled to find a small cookbook at a discount store for $3.99 that featured some good instructions for recipes that appear to be similar to items we've enjoyed in restaurants. The first three we tried were a great success! Chicken in Green Chili and Cilantro Sauce, Tandoori Shrimp, and Chili-Cilantro Naan, served with Saffron Rice- yum!
I will try to post the recipes soon.

We can now say that we have attended a Cowboy Church.
Wow- Cowboy Church!

Cara completed a torn-paper watercolor piece- beautiful!

We gathered for a family dinner on Sunday,
and Gabby read scripture recounting Jesus' resurrection.
We are blessed to be able to share Holiday celebrations with family.

This week is off to a more "normal" beginning. We are back to the pool for our Water Aerobics classes, we have a field trip to the National Archives, and a couple of school events that we will fit in around our school at home and household projects. We need to do yard and garden clean up, as well as some cleaning inside the house and the reorganization of seasonal clothing.
We may be getting back to "normal", whatever that is.

Cupcake Day!

2010-03-16T18:32:00.005-05:00

Today we gathered with three other home school families and tried our hand at some cute cupcake decorations.

Gabby made monkeys...

Claire made owls...

I tried some butterflies...

And some other designs were "spaghetti and meatball", panda bear, penguin, fish bowl, puppy, and sunflowers-- all were very cute!

We had a great time! I'm pretty sure our lesson won't count for health/science, but maybe art?

Savoring the Day

2010-03-11T19:04:00.006-06:00

Yesterday the air was warm and fresh. The streets that I traced and retraced throughout my teen years were my route of choice, and once again I drove with my windows down and my radio blaring. I was alone in my car and I captured, for just a few moments, that feeling of youth and freedom.

Today is crisp and drizzling. The girls and I spend the day at home together, pressing forward with schoolwork, accomplishing some basic household chores and attending to the laundry. The atmosphere is just gloomy enough to warrant the cheer and comfort of lit candles, a pot of strong coffee, and fresh-baked delicacies to share with friends who visited this afternoon.

In my opinion, this is the perfect scone recipe.

These are very light, tender, and moist
with just the right balance of sweetness.

Scones

1 large egg, lightly beaten
2/3 cup buttermilk
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1/3 cup dried tart cherries, or your favorite dried fruit
2 1/4 cup all-purpose flour
1/3 cup sugar
2 teaspoons baking powder
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/3 cup butter, cut up
1 large egg, beaten with 1 Tablespoon water, for glaze
Course sugar, if desired for topping

Preheat oven to 375 ° F. Grease cookie sheet or line with parchment paper or silpat.
Combine egg, buttermilk, vanilla, and dried fruit in bowl; let stand 5 minutes.
Stir flour, sugar, baking powder, baking soda, and salt in large bowl. With pastry blender or 2 knives, cut in butter until mixture resembles coarse crumbs. Stir in fruit mixture until moistened. On lightly floured surface, knead dough 6 to 8 turns. Divide dough into 3 equal lumps, and form each lump into a slight mound, about 5 inches in diameter. Cut each mound into 4 pieces (cross-ways like cutting a pie).
Transfer pieces to prepared cookie sheet and brush tops lightly with egg glaze. Sprinkle with course sugar if desired.
Bake 15-18 minutes, until golden. Cool on wire rack.
Makes 1 dozen.

Waiting for Spring to...spring?

2010-03-10T07:37:00.001-06:00

The countdown to Spring is underway, and we are emerging from our Winter hibernation. The extra snow and ice have cloaked the bareness with beauty, but there have been some colder than average days, a few rounds of cold and flu, and a surgery recovery that have kept us a little more isolated than usual. We have tried to make the best of it, and have created some special memories along the way.

We pulled out the craft supplies for a few holiday treats: Pop-up Christmas cards, Cut-Out Cookie Valentine Cards and Valentine Mailboxes,and a Chocolate Chess Set.

We have tried a few new recipes, and worked toward perfecting some favorites. Cara and I tried to replicate a dish we had at an Indian restaurant-Murgh Korma with Saffron Jasmine Rice-and loved the results. We added Samosas to the menu which are quickly becoming a family favorite. John and the girls tried their hand at Chicken Alfredo Pizza and a Krispy Kreme doughnut knock-off recipe while they were pampering me after surgery.

We have managed to take a few fun outings: The Chocolate Exhibit at Union Station which came with free admission to Science City, and a weekend trip to Dallas/Ft. Worth with a visit to the Kimbell Art Museum were among our favorites.

We had a barefoot snowball fight, well... at least John did. The girls were dressed sensibly in boots and coats and mittens, but John couldn't resist the fun of stepping outside unexpectedly and smashing them with snowballs. And of course someone had to stand just inside the doorway of the warm house and take pictures- that would be me.

Gabby lost a tooth, but not as a result of the snowball fight. It was just time.

We've spent time with family from out of town sharing laughter, hugs, gifts, and prayer.

Somehow we managed to redecorate two bedrooms and complete a bathroom remodel. Claire's bedroom makeover was a birthday gift from her brother, and she couldn't be more thrilled.

We have many happy times to remember, and now we begin savoring every extra minute of daylight and every sprig of green that appears.

Grumble, grumble, grumble...Curmudgeon!

2010-01-11T18:50:00.001-06:00

The official "Holiday Season" has come and gone and one would expect that we would be settled into the quiet, yet trudging, pace of just surviving the winter. The only problem with that assumption is that things rarely go just as expected, and the Midwest has received quite a blast of Arctic air. Because of these waves of winter storms and sub-zero temperatures there is a general rumbling and grumbling across the land (at least in my circles). I've heard such comments as, "if I never see another snow flake again that would be fine with me!", and "I am so DONE with snow!". While I can certainly understand the discomforts and difficulties presented by the snow and the cold, I am taken back by the complaining. As I've heard the complaints, I've had to take another look at how often my tone is negative and ungrateful. It also makes me wonder about the complainers, and what deeper discomfort might be behind their words.

I mentioned a few weeks ago that I had "curmudgeons" on the mind. A curmudgeon is defined as, " a crusty, ill-tempered, and usually old man". We all know people that are just plain grumpy, then there are those people that are only grumpy at certain seasons ( such as the "Scrooges" we identify at Christmastime.) What has been impressed upon me lately, though, is to consider the source of the curmudgeonliness.

"Up" is an animated film that gives us a glimpse into the making of a curmudgeon. A wide-eyed, seemingly innocent little boy,Carl,partners with a feisty little girl,Ellie, and their relationship centers on their admiration for a famous explorer. They build a beautiful life together, enjoying each other's company and working towards that day when they will explore the world together, particularly hoping to visit South America. Their travel dreams never materialize, nor their dreams for children of their own, and Ellie dies- leaving Carl an embittered widower. The remainder of the film details Carl's journey of pain and sorrow. The house that Carl and Ellie made their home becomes the symbol of everything they had together. Carl launches the house, tethered to balloons, towards South America. He then painfully drags it across treacherous terrain in hopes of letting it rest on the precipice of Paradise Falls- thereby fulfilling Ellie's dream.

What is particularly moving to me about this story, is realizing that every curmudgeon I meet has his own story. He is dragging around a huge burden of pain. The anger expressed is often in defense of what he's loved and lost. While not every curmudgeon has lost a soul-mate, every curmudgeon has lost his hope and his joy.

So how can this hope be restored, how can the joy return?

The resolution in the movie "Up" hinges upon Carl's two-fold realization. First, he has placed his hope in a man that is selfish and dishonorable. Second, the disappointment he feels for failing to live up to his promise to Ellie was not a disappointment to her. He then realizes that he values the life and friendship of his little stow-away, the other creatures that have shared his journey, and the memories of the adventures he shared with his wife.

We all need that turning point in our lives when we realize that we have placed our hope in an inadequate source. We all need to come to the point of acknowledging that the only trustworthy source of hope is Jesus. Then we can realize that even we are not trustworthy to carry out our own promises. We need to seek Jesus as our only source and we need to learn how to share that source of joy with others, too.

I want to place my trust so securely in Jesus that I am not as vulnerable to the bitterness of disappointment. I want to see others through the filter of compassion and mercy. I want the boldness and the wisdom to share the hope and joy that Jesus gives.

May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
(Romans 15:13)

(All work and No Play...)

A Daybook Entry for December 21, 2009

2009-12-21T13:42:00.004-06:00

For Today...Monday, December 21 , 2009.

Outside my window...it is chilly and the leaves have a slight tremble, but the sun is shining.

I am thinking...about curmudgeons. I may be writing more later on the subject.

From the learning rooms...Claire is attempting to finish a research project about Kazakhstan, while Gabby works diligently on a few worksheets. We hope to have time later today to work on some artwork that may become last-minute gifts.

I am thankful for...the slower pace and more outward focus we have worked towards this Christmas season. We have only just began our Christmas gift shopping for our family this past Saturday, but we have enjoyed several festive activities as a family and we've been able to participate in some projects that may help some other families. I am attempting to avoid giving in to the last minute frantic rush, and do what I can to enjoy each day- being as productive as possible without becoming harried.

From the kitchen...I attempted to make some Crystallized Ginger, thinking that it would be a very simple process. I am still convinced it is a simple process, but I was distracted and the sugar caramelized a bit too much. The results are very disappointing, I'm not sure if I'll try again soon or not. I need to move on to the Lemon Tarts I'm sending with John to the office tomorrow, and I need to finish the menu plan for the week so that I can get to the grocery store.

I am wearing...jeans and a brown sweater, and my house slippers. I have grown very attached to these particular house slippers this winter!

I am creating...a pop-up Christmas card for the girls to make this afternoon and send to friends. The concept is simple, but I'm hoping we have enough time to finish them well. We must mail or deliver them tomorrow.

I am hoping...for a couple more perfect gift inspirations- and the ability/time/budget to make them happen!

I am hearing...the washing machine and dryer humming away on the other side of the wall. What a blessing that we don't have to wash everything by hand and hang to dry- especially in the winter!

Around the house...there are not nearly as many Christmas decorations as usual, and there's much more disarray than I am comfortable with.

One of my favorite things...peaceful sleep.

A Few Plans for the Rest of the Week...The older kids will be coming in to town and John's father will join us for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

This past month we have celebrated Claire's 12th birthday,
listened as 400 Tuba players serenaded us with Christmas music at "Tuba Christmas",
enjoyed a presentation from a Hallmark artist at our Kaleidoscope art session,
attended a beautiful presentation of "The Nutcracker",
and shared a special potluck Christmas dinner with some friends.
We have also participated in some Christmas parties, family gatherings, and ice skating.
It's been a fun and busy month!

On Mondays I will be joining Peggy at The Simple Woman

with an entry into The Simple Woman's Daybook.
Visit her blog for links to more Daybook entries!

Thankful...

2009-11-12T20:17:00.003-06:00

...for the Word, Jesus.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
He was with God in the beginning.
Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made.
In him was life, and that life was the light of men.
The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.
There came a man who was sent from God; his name was John.
He came as a witness to testify concerning that light, so that through him all men might believe.
He himself was not the light; he came only as a witness to the light.
The true light that gives light to every man was coming into the world.
He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him.
He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him.
Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God— children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God.
The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us.
We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.
John 1:1-14

Thankful...

2009-11-11T20:51:00.004-06:00

...for this country, our freedom, and those that have fought to protect that freedom.

Thankful...

2009-11-10T21:12:00.005-06:00

...for time spent alone with Gabby at the zoo today. The pace was slow and we had plenty of time to enjoy each other. I am thankful for the fun times with my children, and the pleasure of watching their character and personality develop.

A Daybook Entry for November 9, 2009

2009-11-09T07:14:00.000-06:00

On Mondays I will be joining Peggy at The Simple Woman

with an entry into The Simple Woman's Daybook.
Visit her blog for links to more Daybook entries!

For Today...Monday, November 9 , 2009.

Outside my window...one day soon November will remember that it is supposed to be damp and dreary, but until then I'll take the gorgeous!

I am thinking...about my "to do" list and how to best prioritize.

From the learning rooms...we are dabbling with an experiment making acorn meal, which was once a staple food item for the Early settlers and the Native Americans. So far I am not finding it very appetizing, but I suppose it's a good piece of information for those "Worst Case Scenario" problems. :)

I am thankful for...God's provision through my husband's job, and John's willingness to work hard and make sacrifices so that I can stay home with the children.

From the kitchen...I need a burst of energy to transform the stack of recipes on the counter into tangible goodies for the freezer. Busy days are simplified if some home cooked meals are stocked in the freezer.

I am wearing...jeans and a multi-colored top.

I am creating...a few things that may become Christmas gifts. In the interest of honesty and accuracy, I should say that I am creating INTENTIONS to make some Christmas gifts. I don't plan very far in advance, and I tend to rely on the shot of adrenaline that comes when deadlines loom!

I am hoping...to find time in the schedule to spend with friends before the Holiday rush begins in earnest.

I am hearing...only my own cough- enough already!

Around the house...the entryway has become the staging area for the belongings that are needed for each day of this busy week. I don't like things piling up just inside the doorway, so I may have to enforce a different method of preparation.

One of my favorite things...the fragrance of cinnamon, nutmeg, and spices.

A Few Plans for the Rest of the Week...a Geocasching class, possibly a trip to the zoo, a Spanish class, Mom's night out, a Holiday Appetizer cooking class, and a Christmas Party planning meeting (yes, really!).

I plan to attend a "Craft Bizzare", but I'm not sure if this is "Bizarre" as in weird and freakish, or "Bazaar" as in marketplace, or perhaps intentionally "Bizzare" as in weird-and-freakish-marketplace. In any case it should be fun!

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

If money really DID grow on trees,
we would have a FORTUNE in our yard right now.
If money really DID grow on trees,
I would be regretting all the shredding we've done the past two weeks.

Thankful...

2009-11-08T18:48:00.005-06:00

...for the change of the seasons, displayed in Creation and in our lives, and that the Creator of the Universe is in control of it all.

He made the moon to mark the seasons,

and the sun knows when to go down.
Psalm 104:19

Thankful...

2009-11-07T18:39:00.015-06:00

...for a dazzling morning spent at "The Ranch" learning about horse care and management.

...for the amazing blue sky.

...for the beautiful animals that make us smile , breath a little deeper, and enjoy the day.

...for the endearing ones that make us laugh out loud.

...for volunteers willing to work to improve their horse skills in order to help children that participate in the experiential learning program at HorsePower.

...for the children who fill these boots weekly and come with so many needs, but have the opportunity to learn that someone cares for them.

...for a beautiful daughter that works hard, learns diligently, and is a bright and shining warrior!

I am joining others that are choosing to give thanks this month
and linking with Rebecca Writes.
Please join us, online if you like,
but especially in spirit.

Thankful...

2009-11-06T16:48:00.010-06:00

...for memories forged in the early morning hours as we participated in the Crown Center Ice Terrace Season Opening.

...for friends willing to rise early and share the memory.

...for happy children's voices and joyful Christmas music.

...for free admission, skate rental, parking, Panera Cinnamon bagels, and hot chocolate.

...that the injury was not terribly serious, and recovery will hopefully be quick!

...for a husband willing to carry a child to the car and into the urgent care, and then dealing with all the paperwork!

...for a good insurance policy and a pleasant, clean hospital.

I am joining others that are choosing to give thanks this month and linking with Rebecca Writes.
Please join us online if you like, but especially in Spirit.

Thankful...

2009-11-05T21:56:00.006-06:00

...for upward force, and downward force

...for friction

...for gravity

...for momentum

...for fun and creative ways to learn the Laws of Physics!

Thankful...

2009-11-04T17:48:00.009-06:00

....for dappled sunshine on crab appled branches.

...for beautiful jarred jewels of sweetness.

Our first attempt at making jelly turned out beautifully, but not without a few glitches. The crab apples from our tree are more of an ornamental variety, thus they are very small. This made the stemming process a little tedious, but "many hands make light work" so we worked as a family to prepare the fruit and set them to simmer. After simmering until the fruit was soft, the juice was strained through a jelly cloth overnight.

We added sugar and began the process of cooking the jelly Because of my inexperience, I was alarmed by the white film that was collecting on the top of the juice. I began skimming it off, only to realize much later that the offensive film was the necessary pectin that causes the juice to jell. Once I realized my mistake, I added some packaged pectin and returned the juice to a boil. During this process I was on the phone (I'll never say to whom!) and the conversation shifted to what I should expect the jelly to look like before pouring it into the jars. My "conversation partner" assured me that it should be almost as thick and firm as I wanted the finished product to be, so I continued to boil and stir, and stir and boil, thinking that it was nowhere near the appropriate thickness and taking a REALLY long time. As I tired of the process, I noticed the instructions that were included in the package of pectin, and it suggested that the process would only take a few minutes after adding the pectin. I decided to risk it, skim the remaining foam from the top, fill the jars, and go to bed. Before I left the kitchen I heard the popping of the lids sealing.

We woke the next morning to a sunshine filled day and enjoyed just-right crab apple jelly.

Variations On A Theme

2009-11-03T20:48:00.006-06:00

I enjoy baking bread, and my family enjoys the aroma, flavor, and homeyness that accompanies my efforts. Lately I have made a few attempts to stretch a little beyond the basic white, wheat, or rye varieties. My first experiment was inspired by some leftover Roma Tomato Basil Soup. I just stirred about a cup of the soup into my regular baugette recipe. The flavors added interest and the cream from the soup softened the crumb of the bread. The following day I toasted the remaining slices of bread with cheddar cheese, and it was a hit.

Today, I added some sauteed, chopped spinach and some crumbled feta cheese to the infamous artisan bread recipe. The boldness of this bread perked up an almost-too-bland meal of chicken and rice.

Next I think I'll try Asiago Cheese or Roasted Garlic.

And I'm THANKFUL...for Bread!

I am sharing these variations on:

A Daybook Entry for November 2, 2009

2009-11-02T07:59:00.010-06:00

On Mondays I will be joining Peggy at The Simple Woman

with an entry into The Simple Woman's Daybook.
Visit her blog for links to more Daybook entries!

For Today...Monday, November 2, 2009.

Outside my Window...sunshine and hope!

I am thinking...about getting ready for the day.

From the learning rooms...we get to participate in a physics lesson today at a local amusement that uses climbing walls, skee ball, miniature golf, and more in their lessons! It sounds like the most fun I've ever had thinking about physics. (Come to think of it, have I ever before had ANY fun thinking about physics?)

I am thankful for...today.

From the kitchen...we finish our crab apple jelly today. We started the process too late last night to finish, so today we turn the gorgeous liquid into a special treat! Gabby has been watching the crap apple tree from blossom to harvest, just waiting for this day.

I am wearing...my robe and nightgown- but on my way in to get dressed to go workout at the community center.

I am creating...very little in the creative process right now- I am still mulling over some ideas for some gifts, but I haven't taken any action yet.

I am hoping...to create a peaceful spirit in our home- some days this is a challenge.

I am hearing...the girls are running up and down the stairs gathering the items they need for the day.

Around the house...the makings of John's lunch are still on the counter, and our swimming bags are on the bench by the door- it looks like we're a family on the move today.

One of my favorite things...making something from "nothing" (supplies found at little or no cost that would otherwise be considered useless).

A few plans for the rest of the week...our physics lesson today, Spanish lesson tomorrow, a few water aerobics classes, and a home school group meeting. It looks like it might be a fairly quiet week, with time to stay home a focus on some school work and household duties.

A picture thought I am sharing with you...

Happy girls and the fun of Fall leaves!

Thankful...

2009-11-01T22:42:00.008-06:00

...that the "cure" for the illness was a fancy breakfast in bed and about 27 pots of hot tea.

...for cute little visitors (as long as there's just a few) that intrigue and entertain.

...for the infectious excitement of a little girl making her own ink for her quill pen.

...for being able to laugh at the inevitable mess created by that special home made ink.

...for the beautiful bounty of the trees and the family project that resulted from the determination of a child to make crab apple jelly- no matter how tedious it may seem to me.

WaterFire

2009-10-25T21:00:00.002-05:00

We've had a month of ups and downs, triumphs and trials. I have clung to one meditation-"God is Faithful, even when I am faithless"(see 2 Timothy 2, especially verse 13). I have attempted to remain thankful, and to look for the joy and beauty all around me, but there are dark days when the search for God's glory requires more energy than I think I can muster. Even then, God is faithful and the truth of His glory does not depend upon my faithfulness.

Last night, we ventured to the Plaza to see a celebration called WaterFire. Dozens of flickering, crackling bonfires floated the length of the Plaza on Brush Creek. Musicians performed by torch light on the banks. Area restaurants offered grilled specialties to the crowd. There was just a hint of refreshing crispness to the air. It was a perfect evening for our thirsty souls to drink in the beauty.

Small boats of volunteers floated silently from fire to fire, adding wood and stoking the flames. The figures dressed in black appeared merely as shadows of heads and hands.

The flames danced on the still creek. The mysteries of flame and water were difficult to ignore. The awesomeness of elements we depend upon daily, yet are so indescribable, had to be attributed to an amazing Creator.

It was a refreshing evening spent as a family walking hand in hand through the crowds, and sitting on the banks mesmerized by sensory delights.

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned;
the flames will not set you ablaze.
Isaiah 43:1-3

The Ingenuity of Emma

2009-09-26T21:12:00.008-05:00

Some of the best ideas are merely a change of perspective.

Last weekend we joined siblings at John's father's home to attempt a not-so-extreme-home-makeover. I brought lunch food and snacks, and when my niece spied the bag of small bar cookies she exclaimed, "Ooh, I love cookie croutons!"

While it is not all that unusual to think of a cookie with your ice cream, I thought that the idea of little cookie croutons would make a wonderful sundae topping, and a great gift!

Fluffernutter Sundae- Chocolate Ice Cream, Marshmallow Fluff
and Peanut Butter Cookie Croutons.
Double-dose Chocolate Sundae- Vanilla Ice Cream, Bea's Best Chocolate Sauce,
and Chocolate-Chocolate Cookie Croutons.

Chocolate-Chocolate Cookie Croutons

2 cups flour
¼ teaspoon baking soda
¼ teaspoon salt
1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine, softened
1 cup sugar
½ cup brown sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla
5 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder
¼ cup milk
1 ½ cups semi-sweet chocolate chips
1 cup coarsely chopped nuts, if desired

Preheat oven to 325 F. Line a 9x13 baking pan with foil, and butter the foil lightly.
In a medium bowl, mix flour, baking soda, and salt together.
In a large bowl, cream the butter, sugars, and vanilla. Blend in the cocoa and the milk into the butter mixture, beating at low speed. Add the flour mixture slowly. Beat at low speed. Fold in the chocolate and the nuts. Spread batter in the prepared pan, and bake for 25-30 minutes, until done but still slightly moist. Cool completely, and cut into ½-inch cubes.

Peanut Butter Cookie Croutons

¼ cup butter
¼ cup shortening
½ cup peanutbutter
½ cup sugar
½ cup brown sugar
1 egg
1 ¼ cup flour
¾ teaspoon baking soda
½ teaspoon baking powder
¼ teaspoon salt

Preheat oven to 350 F. Line a 9x13 baking pan with foil, and butter the foil lightly. Mix thoroughly butter, shortening, peanut butter, sugar, brown sugar, and egg. Blend in flour, baking soda, baking powder, salt. Spread batter in prepared pan and bake for 25-30 minutes, until done but still slightly moist. Cool completely and cut into ½-inch cubes.

Bea’s Best Chocolate Sauce

2 cups heavy cream
1 cup packed brown sugar
1 pound finely chopped semi-sweet chocolate
Variation: Use 1-1/2 cups half and half, 3/4 cup brown sugar, 12 oz. semi-sweet choc chips and 1 tsp raspberry flavoring

Dissolve sugar in cream and bring to boil. Remove from heat and stir in chocolate. Add flavoring if desired. Store in refrigerator and reheat in microwave.

Package one or both of these cookie croutons in a cellophane bag with a pretty bow,

and combine it with a jar of home made chocolate sauce
for a gift to satisfy any sweet tooth!

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