megoo.

i wish you were here.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Fri, 8 Feb 2008 21:16:00 +0400

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Friggen hell.

I had to delete my last post cos some people are GAY.

You know what from now on, if I write something that pisses someone off, I'm going to keep it up! :)

Anyways. This weekend has been pretty splendid.

Yesterday I went to the cinema with Shaun, Mike and David. We saw Sweeney Todd and I loved it so much. I want to be Helena Bonham Carter. That woman is amazing. And Johnny Depp <3 yum. I just loved it. Tim Burtin is a genius.

And then Mike and Shaun left, so David and I went to find a restaurant to eat in and we raded virgin. Then Marcus came, and we all had dinner in Sezzan. Twas yummay!

Then we went bowling, it was quite a pathetic game really haha. Marcus cracks me up he kept doing these weird jump things. It was adorable haha. David won in the end. Bluh bluh.

Then this morning I went to the desert with Christian and we went quadding. Well he went, I came alone to take pics. But friggen hell. I am terrified of bloody quadding, after I fell off one a few years ago. So when he said he'd need to drive me a bit just to get to some locations, I thought okay a little bit, it won't be alot...but it was. Haha.

At first I was like wetting myself, but then I relaxed and it was actually pretty fun. I got some really nice shots. And I LOVE the desert. I could have sat up there all day just watching the sand no jokes. It was lovely. But then it got really hot haha.

Tomorrow shall be a day full of drama coursework.

Joy.

A vlog is coming...I promise...I just need to remember to charge my camera one day.

:) xxxx

i skip a heart beat.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Mon, 21 Jan 2008 18:01:00 +0400

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I know i am useless when it comes to updating this.

I just can't write on here alot of things that go on because too many unwanted people read it. Haha.

Gossip girl seems to have taken a toll at JC. Me, Scott, Steph, Jake and Paul had quite a rave in our frees today, leaving loads of random gossip in Gloria Green's honesty box. Apparently I have aids thanks to Thomas, and Aaron needs to get himself checked...oh and I'm having a thing with Isabella too, heh. And there's apparently photographic evidence. Haha.

I love it. IT's so funny.

Oh, and me Steph and Sam decided on what piece were doing for our final drama exam performace piece. Balthory. It's about Elizabeth Balthory, the vampire who killed loads of virgins for their blood so that she could bathe in it to keep herself young.

I'm playing Elizabeth! :D And Sam is playing Katarina, this weird witch woman who is a lesbian and loves me. And Steph is my servant Dorcka, haha, who is also in love with me, and Sam keeps hitting on her because she thinks Dorcka is a lesbian.

Its fabulous. Haha. Oh and me and Sam have a bit of lesbian action too. So all the guys are like WERE COMING TO WATCH!!!

Haha. It shall be awesome. Miss Cubbin has even given us her approval haha.

I think I am going to get a six pack by the end of this week, because I have been laughing insanely for the past two days. I don't think 10 minutes goes by where I'm not in hysterics about something. It's insane. Haha.

There's alot going on, on the boy front, but I'll save that for another time. I have to get to work and decide what it is I am doing for my art mock nexk week.

You know you love me, XO XO.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

but not together.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Tue, 15 Jan 2008 19:14:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - confused.
[ MUSIC ] - mika happy ending

What a crazy past few days.

Bush came to Dubai yesterday. So what do they do? They close off all the roads. Which means no school for us, but what about the few of us who had exams!?

Ah. Was a mission. Ended up staying at Kayleigh's which was so incredibly raving and going to school the next day. Some people went in at 4am, because the roads closed at 6am, but they wanted to miss the traffic and stuff. So stupid. Then the roads reopened at 5pm.

My exam went really well though, the question was perfect! Let's just hope I did okay as I think I did.

Then today I didn't go to school because I had a really bad headache, and I was too lazy to get up so my mum was like okay, you only have one lesson anyways.

So I spent the whole morning cleaning my room and attempting to detox myself of Aaron. It didn't really work, cos whenever I went to remove something it just made me uberly sad.

You'd think after 3 months I'd be okay. But apparently not. Ah. I miss him. Alot. And it sucks. But oh well.

Then I went to pick up my brother and sisters from school. The roads are all flooded from a week of raining, which is still going like mad! But is good cos school has been cancelled for the rest of the week apparently because the roads are SO badly damaged and flooded. We got caught in this big sand pit which had become a lake, and it was the only way round to the front of Wellington, and the water came up half way round our car. My mum was like just as long as the car doesn't stop we'll be fine! Haha was funny.

I brough 'The Secret Lives of Men and Women', one of the postsecret books today. I was sat in starbucks in Borders before I brought it reading through and flicking each page, when I came upon a starbucks napkin inside the book with a secret on it. ANd it made my day so much. I felt so special to have been able to read that persons secret.

But I think it may have jinxed the rest of my day. I don't really want to talk about that on here, but I think everything is okay now.

I'm going to keep that secret forever.

I think I might do it too. Write a secret and put it in a postsecret book and hope it makes someones day as much as it did mine.

not that kind of girl.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Wed, 9 Jan 2008 22:08:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - annoyed.
[ MUSIC ] - josh pyke

Eugene is a total legend.

Check out these photos i took today here

Ah. I love him.

My exam is next monday, and it's the long weekend now, and i feel somewhat depressed.

Like, I dunno. I want to just cry you know when you just have those days. But i physically can't let go.

I think my mum has to do that meditation thing on me again that she did after me and aaron broke up and i couldn't stop crying. Ah it was so weird. She touched all these special areas on my body and everythin was fine, then when she got to my heart i was actually like screaming how much i was crying. but i was like totally out of it, but still with it. it was so strange.

yeh.

i wanna do that again.

i want this exam to be over already, so i can just start on my art, i'm so excited about my mock! it's going to be awesome!!! :D

i don't know what to do about the boy situation. i really like him. but i'm scared to let myself go completely incase i really fall for him, and then he leaves, and i don't think i'll ever see him again really. so it'll just leave me uberly depressed.

but everyone says i should make the most of it now. i just don't know, if i can. i seem to have built and emotional block around myself and i don't want anyone to enter it.

i know i'm not writing with capital letters, i can't really be bothered cos i'm ranting.

baaaah.

i need to stop ranting.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i'm going to go watch a film. something funny.

hmmm...xxx

leave comments. i know you guys read this!

i love love.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Mon, 7 Jan 2008 21:44:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - bored.
[ MUSIC ] - boyfriend-ashlee simpson

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL YOU FELLOW ORTHDOX-PEEPS.

wee!

I've had such an awesome day. My presents were AMAZING!

Well for one I got Eugene, me and him have been fondling all day. He is amazing. Wee.

I got a removable hardrive, because i've needed one for SO long.

I got new clothes and stuff.

Got some makeup, umm choccies.

Yeh.

And a bunch of thingies for my camera. Yay. Eugene is totally geared up.

Last night I hung out with Justin, Was lovely. Had loads of fun. We went and had shisha at this arabic place in MOE, and the people hated us haha, the food took like an hour, and the waiter kept flirting with me haha. Spaz.

Then we went and watched a film. It was a prety raving night hah that boy cracks me up big times!

Back to school tomorrow. Rules.

I hate school. Yesterday was actually pointless, I had one lesson and the rest of the day was assemblies.

Bluh.

xxxxxx

i'm not myself.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Sat, 5 Jan 2008 01:16:00 +0400

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I had such a rave today!!!

Spent the morning speaking to Peter, Justin and Julia, and then went and picked up Adam from his and we went to MOE.

Then we went shopping for xmas presents well, I did, he just dragged along, and we waited for Scott and Ozzy to show up. We finally found out that they had decided to dye Scott's hair so we had to wait till they finished that, so we just continued walking around. Was really fun actually haha.

Anyways they FINALLY got there, and we went and watched Wedding Daze. Was HILARIOUS. Haha. Ah lordy haven't laughed that hard in yonks. Then they all came back to mine, we had a few drinks, watched The heartbreak kid and had a bit of a rave.

Was really fun!!!

We haven't had a proper crew day in like 2 years haha.

Ah I do love those guys and I miss our days together so much!

Anyways we saw Miss D *who is now blonde!*, fergie, aamir, tarun, tom, andrew, nima, tim, pasha and amber! haha. Maddddneeeess!

Getting my second lasering done tomorrow dun dun dun. Not looking forward to it.

Weeeeeeee. I am off to bed now!

LOVE MUCH

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ps. MY RENTS BROUGHT ME EUGENE. :D

better than the original?

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Thu, 3 Jan 2008 00:14:00 +0400

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One of my old friends told me that this guy we had met a few times had been on ozzy idol and had got pretty far, but I didn't actually believe him. So I checked him out, and he was right.

I'm so proud of you Ben!

You should have won. His voice is amazing. And he totally owns this song.

I love his version almost as much as the original.

Check him out

and then he said...

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Wed, 2 Jan 2008 20:43:00 +0400

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so me and jakey were just having a random conversation about my love life and stuff...

Jake:
Do you know what's the difference between yourself and an aeroplane?

Barbara:
no? they are big and shiny?

Jake:
Not everyone has been in an aeroplane

Barbara:
BURN hahahaha

Jake:
hahaha

Hahahaha what a poo! He's joking guys! don't be getting ideas now...

because there is nothing better to do.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Wed, 2 Jan 2008 20:43:00 +0400

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1. Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
yup.

2. What emotion are you feeling right now?
well i'm feeling much better than i was this morning, so i'd say happyish.

3. Do you think you're old?
not really.

3. Are you afraid of the dark?
nope. well i might be tonight after reading Second Glance by Jodi Picoult..i hate scary stories.

4. Do you like your life at the moment?
it's pretty awesome...but could always be better.

5. Ever talked to someone that was high?
yes. haha its fun.

6. How tall is the person you like? Shorter or taller?
taller. i'm not one to go for short boys haha.

7. Do you have good vision?
*answers questions whilst wearing her glasses...* yes. perfect vision.

8. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
yes. cos i'm nice like that.

10. Did you have a dream last night?
yup. it was a very odd dream. some really random people appeared in it.

11. Have you ever crawled through a window?
nope. i want to. one day.

12. What should you really be doing right now?
getting back to my book...i've read 154 pages in the past like 3 hours...man it's a good book!

13. Can you handle the truth?
not always..

14. What was the most recent thing you bought?
a shawarma.

15. What music are you listening to now?
ben mckenzie - hide and seek. i actually ADORE the immi version, but his voice and omg. amazing.

16. Last person you were in the car with besides your family?
umm. haniya, aaron, justin and lizzie.

17. How often do you talk on the phone?
everyday. i hate phone conversations though.

18. Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?
sometimes. i don't think i could handle it again for a while though.

19. Are you in a complicated relationship?
i'm not in one.

20. Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
no. but i think he might be.

21. What did you do last night?
went shopping...

22. Name one thing that is always on your mind?
ask pascoe or roddy haha.

23. Have you made a prank phone call?
yes. haha!

24. Currently wanting anything?
a hug.

25. Do you use chapstick?
yeh. i need some now actually.

26. Are you too forgiving?
yeh i am. maybe that could be my new years resolution.

27. Are you thinking about anybody right now?
yup.

28. Do you like your hair?
right now no. right now it looks like it got attacked by a pack of hungry lions.

29. Do you miss anybody?
all the time.

30. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yeh.

31. Full House or Brady Bunch?
full house!

32. Do you have any scars?
leg and back.

33. Relationships or one night stands?
relationships.

34. Last person you text messaged?
juliiiaaa!

35 What kind of phone do you have?
a moto krzr.

36. Are you married?
oh yes. and i have 20 kids. all named after different types of apples.

37. Have you ever kissed someone with their name starting with J?
haha. yeh.

38. Last time someone of the opposite sex hit on you?
nye.

39. What do you want?
A HUG!!!! IS THAT SOOO MUCH TO ASK FOR!!!

hide and seek

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:11:00 +0400

[ MOOD ] - sickly.
[ MUSIC ] - hide and seek - benji mac.

i haven't got out of bed yet. i am so sick.

i have a really horrible coldy thing and a fever, and it sucks.

i'm like pumped up on drugs, which is good cos i've actually been able to sleep, but i feel so tired and energyless.

and i really want a hug.

smells.

i wanna go out tonight haha, but i don't think i have enough energy to do anything.

ah.

anyone wanna come give me a hug? x

this must be it.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:11:00 +0400

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Last night was amazing. I couldn't have asked for a better end to a crazy year.

The party was SO much fun! Loads of people showed up, and I had to hide them in my lobby until my parents left it was hilarious people kept showing up and my door and I kept shooing them away haha. I made some new friends and saw some oldies. Ah it was fab I had so much fun it lasted till like 4 this morning haha. Even though it was only 4 us by then, haha and they all stayed over.

There were some really funny things going on the whole night, like Adam's friend Nick who tried to get with all the girls haha, and how he accidently managed to shuv his fingers up my underwear when I sat on his lap. Haha, man but he was a legend none the less!

Austen was SOOO off his face haha, he would not stop telling me how much he loved me and missed me and wished we spoke more. And he managed to drop 2 glasses of I have no idea what on the floor next to my rents persian carpet, some of it going on aswell. It was hilarious haha. I was spazzing out for the first like hour, but then I just gave up caring haha. Most people had a brain not to knock anything over anyways haha.

Ah but it was so much fun. It was just so fun, usually parties I throw are rubbish and people get bored, but everyone got along and it was fun fun fuuuuuuuun!

And course that boy i've been speaking about came. After I gave him a few drunken phone calls haha. But he missed new years and ditched his friends just for me, hehe. I felt so special. Bless him hes so sweet, he even had to run to find a taxi. I was like your so silly you shouldn't have come! But I'm glad he did :)

Anyvaaays, him, Tasch and Stef stayed the night and we had a bit of a singstar rave for a bit, and just sat and talked before we all went to bed, me and him didn't go to sleep though, we were whispering and giggling and what not. I haven't felt that comfortable with someone I haven't known that long. I can just lie in his arms and I feel fine. It's lovely.

Anyways we fell asleep at some point, woke up this morning cos Tasch and Stef had to leave. So said bye to them and went back to bed haha. Then woke up at some point, and I had to sneak him out somehow, so he was sat in my bathroom for like an hour hiding, whilst we devised a plan to get him out my front door without him being caught. Cos he wasn't supposed to have stayed the night, my mum was like to me last night no! Haha.

But yeeeeeeeeh.

It was hilarious.

I am like a pro in hiding people now. And getting them out.

2008 has started awesomely. I hope it continues the way it is.

I need to sleep so bad though. I went to Mall of the Emirates with my mum to do some shopping and I looked stoned how tired I was haha. I kept falling asleep when we stopped anywhere, and I just looked like poooo!

But yeh. The mall was packed so we didn't stay long anyways.

I am off to bed. I cannot handle anything right now other than my comfy bed.

Yuummmmy.

NIGHT.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! xxxxxxxxxxxxx

number 3...what?

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:11:00 +0400

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I know I'm going insane I haven't updated this many times in a day in years haha.

Well I'm kinda sorted now. Got so much off my shoulders. And it feels good.

I don't care if hes mad anymore, I'm just glad he knows.

Baaaaaaaah.

Tonight shall be raving.

Haha. xxx

merry happy.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:47:00 +0400

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Okay I am a tad cheered up now.

I spoke to Tash and Tasch, and they both told me I shouldn't care what people think, and that I just need to relax.

Who cares. Right?

Yes. Okay.

PARTY TIME.

Haha. I have to go buy drinks still. And some more food. But I think the numbers are still continuing to go down, which means more drinks for us lesser people.

Rules.

I feel sick now.

Bluh.

LOVES> xxxx

I want to leave.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 05:59:00 +0400

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You'd think my last post of 2007 would be something good. But it really isn't.

I've had possibly one of the worst nights ever. And juuuust when I thought it couldn't get any worse it does!

Rules.

I actually cannot wait to leave dubai. I hate this place, SO MUCH. I use to say I would miss the people, but by then the people I actually care for will be gone, so the only thing left here will be my family. Otherwise I'd never want to come back here to see anyone again.

People are so two faced and they take things for granted waay easily.

I had my first panic attack in 3 years this morning, and I haven't slept all bloody night, so I'm going to be up till like tomorrow with no sleep. And even though I had like a massive panic attack, I still haven't managed to cry. THere is seriously something wrong with me.

I just can't wait for this year to be done, there is so much I want to leave behind, and so much I want to start fresh with. And if this year is done, it means it's a little bit closer to next year, and that means I will be leaving soon.

And I can't wait.

Today is going to be rubbish. I'm considering cancelling my thing tonight, there's enough parties for everyone to go to. I just feel soo crap I can't even explain it to you. I wish I could talk to someone.

I wish I could write what I want to write on here without upsetting anyone.

I can feel tonight is going to upset more than just me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I don't think I will drink tonight. I'll watch everyone else go home wasted, and I'll just hope they had a good time.

Maybe if I start the year bad, I can only hope for better?

castle in the clouds.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Sun, 30 Dec 2007 19:03:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - happy.
[ MUSIC ] - lion king songs haha!

What an eventuful few days!

I went to Julias for boxing day and had so much fun! We spent the day on a jumping castle, doing the rubiks cube, playing some random games, making fun of chavs, and ah i don't even remember! oh we had tickle time too!

Then the day after I did noooothing.

And zen, the other night I went to meet Aaron at the hotel he was staying at and we went and met his parents and had a few free drinks during happy hour! Then at 9 we left and went and met Lizzie, Haniya and Justin at Barasti.

Me, Haniya and Justin went inside and danced our shoes away whilst Lizzie and Aaron sat outside chatting cos they were BORING!!! then we came back out and ordered some more drinks and me and Justin made friends with this ozzy guy Aron thats Aaron with ONE A.

And then we got kicked out. Cos SOME PEOPLE didn't have IDs and didn't look 21! Haha. I am 17 and I did not get IDd. MADNESS.

ANYHOOOS then we went to Chandelier. And had shisha and some food, and Justin ordered this stuff called Fattoush. and it was AMAZING.

and so the whole night we just kept saying Fattoush and now are the fattoush gang!

RAVE. hahaha.

Yesterday was pretty amazing though. But...I'm not going to speak about that on here. I'll keep those thoughts to myself. :)

and TODAY i have spent all day working because I promised myself that if I did not finish my sketch book today I would not get to drink tomorrow at my partaaay.

Weeeeeeee!

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS YEAR IS OVER.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVER.

well not yet. theres still tomorrow.

I am off now. xxxxx

give it away.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Wed, 26 Dec 2007 10:12:00 +0400

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MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT ONE!!!!

men. should seriously go die in a hole. I am sick of you guys and your mixed signals. What happened to all the forward guys?

Theres two now. The one from before, and another one.

And I can't decide! BECAUSE THEY ARE BOTH SENDING MIXED SIGNALS.

One day they'll be all flirty and the next nothing, and I'm just like WHAT THE HECK.

So I am not going to flirt at all from now on and see what happens, cos I am sick of waiting.

Woooooooot.

I dyed my hair red yesterday. Looks awesome. I shall probably do a vlog tomorrow, cos I'm in the mood for it.

Right now I must go do some work.

Cheerios. xxxxx

over the rainbow!!

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Thu, 20 Dec 2007 22:13:00 +0400

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HE REPLIED.

Ah.

Haha. I was actually on the verge of giving up, I was speaking to Sam about it..we were like mid convo and I get an email saying so and so has done la la la.

I was like SAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

Haha.

Positive energy guys. Make the universe listen!

I am so happy now.

And my parents have been so super lovely today aswell, my dad said I make him so proud and that he couldn't have asked for a better daughter, and my mum goes...your more than what i asked for in a daughter. I was like aww guys!

Hehe.

Aw.

Life is awesome don't ya reckon.

Having a crew day tomorow! Can't wait!

I'm having a new years party! Yay. My rents are actually being nice so I have to take advantage haha.

:D xxxxx

im becoming this.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Thu, 20 Dec 2007 14:45:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - IMPATIEENT!!
[ MUSIC ] - numb

Okay nothing. Still..

NOT IMPRESSED.

I lie, I give him till the end of today.

Man this is the 2nd guy whos ignored me hahaa. WHAT THE FRIG. Am I that horrible?

I had a blast last night! I managed to get out of my parents xmas party and went to hard rock with Sasha and her bf and their friends and Roddy and Ayesha and Mel. They had filled up hard rock with styrofoam balls to make it look like snow so I spennt the night putting it in peoples hair haha.

Ahhhhh.

I am like getting incredibly impatient.

Eeeek! xxxx

keep bleeding love.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Wed, 19 Dec 2007 11:59:00 +0400

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I have butterflies in my tumtum cos of a boy :)

Hehe.

It was so random and unexpected and I still don't know what to think of it.

But there was a spark. For sure there was.

I don't know if he felt it though.

I am so confused and excited and ahhhhhhh.

I give him till the end of the day, if he doesn't say anything...then I won't bother...otherwise...I don't know haha.

I am so confused.

Wow.

Ahhhh!

yesterdays feelings.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Tue, 18 Dec 2007 15:42:00 +0400

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Tasch got into Oxford! I am soo proud of her!!!

Aw yay. I will organise her a shindig I think. :D

Aww yay haha I am really happy. If I was her i'd be ecstatic! Haha. only 100 people get into Oxford to study bio every year.

Nerd haha.

Holidays started yesterday. So far they are crap. I've spent all day cooking and I have to spend all of tomorrow cooking.

It is tarded.

And my mozzy bites are back, but only on my feet. The medicine I took is crap ey. They don't even look like mozzy bites anymore they look like flea bites or something. And they are SO incredibly itchy!!!!

I don't have high hopes for this christmas break, I think it will be pretty crappy haha. I have so much work and studying to do.

Sucks.

Oh well. xxx

doesn't feel the same

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Sun, 16 Dec 2007 18:17:00 +0400

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ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

I am actually like an emotional iceblock. I cannot show emotion AT ALL.

Its bad.

I had a pretty alright day minus a few things, and the fact that i have made someone obviously hate me. AHH i feel so bad!!!!!!!!!!!

and then i got into a fight with aaron when i got home, cos i just took it all out on him and he was just pissing me off, and bluh.

so i went to the beach with matt and alex and had a bit of a rant and now i feel better.

matt cracks me up hes sucha turd haha.

weeeeeeeee.

last day of school tomorrow!!!!!!!

eaten alive.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Sat, 15 Dec 2007 20:56:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - ...
[ MUSIC ] - ...

Mum: Let's sit outside the weather is so nice!
Barbara: There are tons of mosquitos thoughh!!
Dad: No there aren't.
Barbara: YES THERE ARE!
Mum: I don't see any..
Barbara: Fine. Let's sit outside so then I can say I told you so!!

GUESS HOW MANY MOSQUITO BITES I HAVE.

I don't think you actually can guess because it's not even a guessable number.

twenty friggen seven.

I didn't even think that was possible!!!!!

You have no idea how itchy I am. Most of them are on my feet and lower legs cos I was wearing three quarter jeans and some are on my arms and neck and chest.

My feet are like twice their normal size.

and i am SO itchy.

AH.

It has been a pretty awesome weekend minus the being eaten alive part.

Yesterday was Kirstens, got very drunk, did some things I regret as usual. But hey. I am having fun so who really cares. It was raving. Weeeeee.

Yes. Weeeee.

And as you can probably tell I think the medicine I have taken for my bites is getting to me and making me a little bit hyper.

Just a little.

I AM SOOOOO ITCHHYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ah aaaaaaaaaaaaah.

the nicest thing.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Wed, 12 Dec 2007 18:01:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - happy :)
[ MUSIC ] - kate nash

I found out today that I am related to Nikola Tesla. Haha. I found that quite funny. His genes obviously didn't rub off on me.

Today was actually the longest day ever!

I spent the first 2 periods taking out drama set down, my next free in the common room talking to Hayley and Rebecca and my last three lessons in art. Ahhhh. I spent 3 hours sanding down my sawdust and glue doll. Such a pain in the ass. Haha. Yes I made a doll out of sawdust and glue, and so far it looks like crap!

Well I've only done the body parts I still need to make joints and all of that. I shall post a picture when it is done.

Tomorrow I have xmas singstar after school, the drama girlies are dressing up were not sure as what yet, were takin some costumes from the drama department...and zen I am getting my legs lasered - best thing in the world! painful..but the biggest life saver ever haha.

and zen friday is KIrstens! Which shall be much fun.

Anyhoodles.

I is off xxxxxx

fun and games.

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Tue, 11 Dec 2007 20:39:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - ...
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OooOOOoooo.

I love life. haha.

School was very crappy today.

Had drama first period, we sat in the library brainstorming about Shakespeare and all this stuff. Bluuuh. Then I spent the rest of the day in the art room talking to Mr Millar and the yr 12 girls. They are so lovely. It was fun.

I have the worst period pains. Like it's not even funny how bad they are. Ug. Sucks to be a girl.

Law was fun also. Were doing murder, so had a few debates about life sentences and all this. Haha. It's fun. Law is so much more interesting this year.

Ever since drama finished I have become a right nerd. I did so much background research on all my law stuff today and I've even found notes on all the topics to come as well as sorted out my revision notes. I know LOOSER.

Speaking to pascoe. YAY. I miss her. She better get her butt here. Or i will have to send santa to hers to carry her back to me in his sack.

Anyhoodles.

I am off. :) xxxx

what did you see...

noreply@blogger.com (Babz.) — Mon, 10 Dec 2007 18:17:00 +0400

[ SPIRIT ] - sleepy!
[ MUSIC ] - ...

Ah I am in a much better mood.

I am exhausted though. I have so much work to do!!! It's retarded.

I think he has moved on finally...and I am not really sad by it at all. I am a bit mad that I had to see it though. But whatever. I am glad. A bit mad. But I shouldn't be. I have NO right to be. But I am happy for him also haha.

Maaaaaaan.

Messed up.

It's almost christmas break...I cannot wait! I just want school to finish so I can have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weeeeeeeeee.

Haha.

I need to sleep really badly.

LOVE MUCH xxxxxxx