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babay eulaeulaeula

2008-08-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

hhm. hindi na siguro ako magpost dito. hahahaha. :) pero magvisit parin ako sa mga blogs ninyo and magcomment din ako. :)

haha, wala talagang tumatagal na blog sa akin.

gagawa ako ng bagong blog, for close friends and pisay people lang cguro. :) wee.

coherence

2008-08-15T02:55:00.000-07:00

hhm, mejo matagal na rin akong hindi nakakapost. stressful kasi masyado ang week na ito. hhm. pero what made it really nice and relieving and all was the EVALUATION. ahahaha. never, never, never. wee. err, dami naming assignments. bio long labrep, tapos RRL. buti na lang walang klase sa monday. :) pero kahit na, daya. sa august 22 may klases kami tas lahat ng schools wala. madayaaaa. ai, birthday pala yan ni aaron. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON. wee. birthday rin ng kapatid ko ngaun. so nagluto sila ng spag and all. tapos wala lang, masarap siya. nabusog ako. hehehe. wee, DL ako. may alam kayong magandang commercial? para sa socsci presentation namin, magpresent kami ng isang commercial. kastressful ng research. wee. :D

enough blahs to lighten up

2008-08-04T06:50:00.000-07:00

ladilalaladilalalala. hhm, whatever.

exams are over. and my grades are fair. but they could've been better without those valuable one points lost because of carelessness. one point can change your whole grade. lesson learned. lalala. :)

i wanna kill a teacher. no, i can't kill him. the least i could do is.. evaluate him. rawr. so laazy, so lazy. not that i complain about having a perfect score in all my quizzes. and hhm, i think all of us do. but what about the qualityyyy of our work? a lot of us worked haaard making our copy-pasted/downloaded seatworks by understanding our crappy lesson through your copy-pasted/downloaded powerpoints.. and you just gave all of us a perfect score? even those incredibly wrong answers?? grrr, buti di na lang ako gumawa. and wow, wala palang difference ang 10 points sa grade noh? wuahahahaha. go shave.

lolololol. don't mind me, i'm in a blabbing mood. lalala. :)

sooo.. i heard. breaking dawn is.. horrifying? hahaha :) nawala tuloy aking excitement sa pagbasa. still, i'm gonna read it, duuhh. hahaha. wow, a lot of fans waited for.. a year, maybe? and this is what they get? hahaha. good thing i only waited for like hhm, 2 months. hehe :) and i heard, may parts narrated through Jacob's POV. interesting, haha. i like jacob's thoughts. the way he talks is uhm, arrogant in a weird and funny way or something. and at least for a change naman. i hate bella. hahaha.

okaay, lubusin ang moment habang wala pa kaming assignments. btw, the last weekend was my second best weekend everr this school year. no assignments, no worries, nothing. unless your uberly grade conscious you spent the whole weekend thinking about your grades. but i'm not, so lucky me. i'm just grade conscious. haha. nothing beats the mergrande weekend. lalala.

i wanna wanna watch A VERY SPECIAL LOVE! though i don't think john lloyd is cute and that sarah fits her role, i still wanna watch. i heard nakakatawa daw.

may bago akong celeb cruuush, MATT DALLAS. <3>sigesige, enough. i feel better now :)

looong week :)

2008-07-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

EXAMS. hell week, hell week is fast approaching. :|

anyway, this week was.. hhm nice :) there were quite a lot of events and cramming and stuff.

first, interclass KICKBALL COMPETITION. it was fun, even though we lost. haha. Sodium won, duuuh. they had good players. hindi siya graded, so its okaay. hahaha grade-conscious :)) and yung graded naman na kickball competition FLAT ONE kami :) hahaha thanks to my groupmaates. waaa.

second, NUTRITION MONTH. each junior and senior class had to prepare food, from the main dish to the dessert and all. hindi parin kami nkaplace, aww. but i had fun :) i wasn't a cookerrr but i helped in the arranging of the stuff. hhm, i had a lot of trips from the first to third floor so it was kinda tiring. and i washed a loooot of plates. hehehe. masarap din yung food kaya masaya :) nagshare2 kaming lahat halos 30 students sa 10 pairs of spoon and fork. waa :|

another event was the quiz bee thing. interbatch competition nanamaaan so of course, we cheered for our representatives :) hhm, we won second place! of course, yung seniors ang nkafirst.

salad eating contest! we won first place. hahaha. one representative from each batch to eat the ampalaya salad. and our contestant was charles because he just basically eats anything so.. yea, WE WON! hahaha :)

and third. every wednesday we have 3 free periods and our last subject before the free period is bio. hhm, after mam tenchavez finished checking our notebooks, hani opened up a question. hahaha.

(these are not the exact words, of course)

hani: "ma'am, ano ang use ng pubic hair?"

mam: "open kasi yang area na yan kaya kelangan ng protection. kahit ano lang kasi ang nkakapasok jan! pero, alam niyo pag nanganak kayo ishashave yan."

eula: "mam, ano feeling manganak?"

mam: "hay! kung ako tanungin niyo, masayang manganak! alam niyo ako kasi, mabilis talaga akong maglabor. yung sa first child ko nga, biglang nagkaroon ako ng bleeding kaya ayun! dinala na nila ako sa hospital kasi talagang manganganak na ako. pagdating ko sa hospital ang bagal-bagal pa talaga ng doctor andami pang inaayos. eh ako naman gusto ko na talagang ilabas yung bata kasi pagdating sa hospital eh lumalabas na yung ulo. eh, hindi na nga ako nkapagshave eh! 4 hours lang ang labor ko, mabilis lang talaga. sa second child ko naman 1 hour lang yung akin labor. yung third child ko naman, nakunan ako! eh kasi naman sumakay ako ng indiana jones doon sa eden, di ko pa kasi alam na buntis ako nun eh... " and so on so forth..

mahabaaaaaaaaaa masyado :) with all the feelings. tapos, naabot kami sa topic ng sex and virginity and all.

mam: "alam niyo, maganda talaga pag virgins kayong dalawa. para exciting talaga ang first night! yung kayong dalawa nag eexplore kung pano gawin kasi di niyo pa alam both eh. tapos yung isa pa eh nagrereklamo, yung isa nasasaktan. talagang mapapawisan kayo sa kakaexplore! pero sa babae, talagang masakit! sabi ko na nga eh ayoko nang ulitin, pero naulit talaga! dudugo yan, kasi magbebreak ang hymen[sp?] nio.. "

etc, etc. then she told us about the culture of the chinese, and the first night stuff, and the bleeding and all.

mam: "kaya, look for the right time, right place, and right PERSON talaga. kapag hiningi yan ng lalaki sa inyo before marriage, wag talaga kayong papayag! eh kasi kung mahal niya talaga kayo irerespeto niya kayo. wag muna iyan, hanggang akbay-akbay na lang muna, holding hands, ang electric impulses niyo na lang muna ang magcocommunicate!"

hahahaha, there's more to that. shinortcut ko na lang.

we, the girls, hani micah and i, were listening very attentively since we were very curious about those stuff. tawa-tawa din at some parts. while alfred, was laughing i think about the whooole time :)) hahaha.

SO. so faaar, i've studied stat, filipino, math, physics and bio. waa, konti pa lang. wee. i can do this! lalala :)

"Do you want me to sing to you?
I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

i'm alive and blogging :)

2008-07-19T19:36:00.000-07:00

finally, i'm in the mood to blog again :)

lalala. a lot has happened. and i mean, A LOT. the last weeks have been the most wonderful weeks of my entire pisay life.

why? from the practices to the foundation day to che's birthday/batch party/victory party/ to the effect of the party to the earthquake threat and to july 18.

hhm. i've mentioned in my previous blog about our dance, the balancing of candles of stuff. and we did it kinda successfully. successful since we got 2nd place! which is just about enough since were juniors. hahaha. and kinda, since i made a lot of errors, more errors than usual. hahaha.

i felt a little bad after, since during our performance, i was not at all myself. i kinda forgot a lot of what we have practiced. i was veeerryy nervous about the fire and the glass. i wasn't thinking anymore. hahaha. i was really nervous kasi maybe we'll go down one rank. pero in the end i was happy. hahaha. we got second! lalalala :)

it was a performance i'll never ever forget :))

hahaha. and the best part of it all was that our batch, finally, became united :) hahaha. we didn't know why but suddenly we were all in one place. and we took pictures! and played games.

hahaha :)

the day after was che's party, which was in mergrande. wooo. there were 47 juniors and it was like, the best of the beeesst. hahaha :) we swam in the beach and pool, played truth or dare(hahaha), and had an open forum. i think it was the beest part. :) we knew a lot about each other.

one of the best days of my pisay life :) wohoo. i demand a next time!

the effect? pinagalitan kami :)) long stooorry. NO REGRETS, still.

i still demand a next time. :)

waaaa. and i think most filipinos heard about that earthquake. stupid brazilian. na palaw ka, dear. hahaha. there was this threat na there will be an earthquake on JULY 18. 8.1 magnitude, to be exact. and thousands of filipinos will die. predicted by some guy who also predicted the death of princess diana and the 911 incident.

and of course, since i'm alive and blogging. it didn't happen. :)

but july 18 was fun. we were all bored waiting for the gate to open so we took lots and lots of pictures. haha. we bonded uli, as a batch. we watched the freshies as they played in their VEP. we also had ours, pero it ended earlier. we talked about life, and what our main goal should be. hhm, father rich. tama ba? he had a nice accent. haha. it was fun, kasi we made a lot of jokes na kami lang nkakaintindi. hehe. the main goal of our life should be to GLORIFY GOD, by the way. not to be rich and famous. and as jm said, to be a model daw. waa. :p

we have lots and lots of assignments for the weekend. research chapter 1, chem lab report, memorize english poem, and filipino composition. hehehe. i'm done with research and the filipino thing, and i don't plan on memorizing the english poem. slight lang. mamememorize mo lang din yan pag inulit-ulit sa practice. ahaha. :)

i'm loving my junior life :)

haha, kinda busy :)

2008-07-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY

so much stuff going on. :))

i won't be posting for awhile.

tatlong araw na lang.

2008-07-06T02:23:00.000-07:00

WOW. wow. wow. WOW. wow. WOW. great! hahahaha. :)

i'm TOO excited. 3 more days till our foundation day! haha. we've decided about our booths. the batch shirts are done. as well as our class shirts.

we're done with the choreography of our dance! all we have to do is practice the balancing of candles. hahaha. we're gonna be dancing barefoot and if a glass breaks.. it's gonna hurt. haha. our hair could also burn. we have about 3 days to practice those. weee.

for our booth, we are gonna sell barpins. these are few of the designs:

wee. SHARE THE LOVE. my sister started reading Twilight a few days ago, and of course, like any other reader, she's also slowly falling inlove with Edward. hahaha. but she's stuuuupid. she read the synopsis of the three books in the internet. not sure though if she read the one with or without the spoilers. still, she already knows what'll specifically happen. anyway, either way she's still gonna loove it. tsk tsk.

New LSS: You are My Religion by Firehouse. it's an old song, it was out in the 90's, i think. but the lyrics and the song, itself, is really nice. :>

I've lost my faith in everything
I couldn't believe in anything
Until I put my faith in you
Is it a sin, is it a crime
To worship somebody all of the time?
Anytime, I would do anything for you

I''ve found my heaven, right here with you
Believe in me forever, I believe in you

Not just on Sunday, I love you everyday
And I fall to my knees
Everynight I pray since
You've come and saved me
For all eternity
In the name of the Father and the Son
You are my religion

I wasn't looking for a miracle
Didn't think that love was possible
But your love has made me whole
And I pray that this will never end
You are my lover, my best friend
You took me in and saved my soul

I've found my heaven, right here with you
Believe in me forever, I believe in you

And forgive me for the things that I have done
In the name of the father and the Son
You are my religion

i'm DARK. i got sunburned. hahaha. we were practicing for lots of hours under the heat of the sun. rawrrr.

short post. haha. this week was not much stressful. i think. just full of practices. we only have one laboratory report for the weekend! wee.

Anong median?
Middle number.
Ano naman ang mode?
Pinaka-common na number.
Eh ang mean?
Opposite ng womean.

WOW. korni. XD

stereotyping.

2008-07-05T03:33:00.000-07:00

I got this from Angel's blog. :)

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OI!! If ya hate stereotypes, labels, name calling, and think people should just shut the hell up and stop judging others, then REPOST THIS! Pick the stereotypes that fit ya the best, and bold, underline, italic, or strikethrough it when ya repost it!!

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So i must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
I'm a STONER so i MUST be going in the wrong direction
I'm a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so i must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so i MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so i must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so i must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so i must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so i must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so i MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so i MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE.. So I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse
I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I Must be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be an obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have no clue
I am QUIET and POLITE, so I MUST be a pushover.
I use GOOD GRAMMAR, so I MUST be a snob.
I prefer FANTASY and SCI-FI, so I MUST be out of touch with reality.
I love TO LEARN so I MUST be boring.
I'm WHITE, so I MUST be a racist.
I'm a GUY with LONG HAIR, so I MUST be a hippie/druggie.
I'm good with COMPUTERS, so I MUST be a nerd/geek.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST love sports.
I'm NOT RELIGIOUS so I MUST be treated like crap until I pray to your god.
I am a GIRL, so boys MUST be better than me at sports.
I am a PUSHOVER, so I MUST have controlling friends
I am a GIRL, so I MUST only be good at work
I am not EMO, so I MUST be uncool.
I am WHITE and I like to DANCE, so I MUST be lame
I don't act DEPRESSED, so I MUST be weird.
I am SKINNY, so I MUST be sensitive about my weight.
I am a CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC/ANGLICAN/PROTESTANT, so I MUST go to church every Sunday.
I am a CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC/ANGLICAN/PROTESTANT, so I MUST not do anything on Halloween.
I am POOR, so I MUST not have good hygiene.
I am a HOUSEWIFE, so I MUST have no self respect.
I consider myself 'NORMAL', so I MUST be boring.

week 4 as a pisay junior.

2008-06-27T08:38:00.000-07:00

another stressful week.

obviously, since i haven't blogged since last weekend. i cannot find time to post stuff.

third year seems to be more stressful than second year. even with 5 free periods a week, i'm still exhausted after each day. just about the same as having none. i'm not sure though, since we only had 4 weeks. 4 weeks felt like forever.

by the way, 181 school days till summer! :D

sooo. what happened this week?

Foundation day is fast approaching.. and our theme for this year is.. FIESTAHAN! weeeeee. whatever, boring. XD hahahaha. actually the title of the whole thing is "Pisayahan", i think. and so with this, for the annual dance competition of each year level, we have to present the.... FOLK DANCE!! weeeeeeeee. again, boring. and i was very disappointed. very. i expected something big, something great, something fun, something memorable.

anyway, first, we were given choices on which types of folk dance we would present. at first there were 8, and then 4, and then suddenly we found out we had to draw lots in order to choose which dance we would perform. we wanted to do the TINIKLING, since i was informed that is a very enjoyable dance to watch, including the sayaw sa bangko but i knew we wouldn't be able to master that. so.. we wanted tinikling, we hated the pandanggo sa ilaw/oasioas, it was our last choice. the seniors wanted the sayaw sa bangko, they hated the tinikling. after minutes of praying and hoping, we finally picked our dance and.. guess what we got??

OASIOAS!!

woohooo. but we were given about 2 minutes to swap with others, if both sides agreed, but then we all ended up having the same dance. the freshies picked sayaw sa bangko, which i believe is difficult, and the sophies chose the dagit-dagit, which is, as i saw awhile ago, kind of fun. we had to make the most out of it, it was what God wanted us to do. tsar.

God chose Oasioas for us for two possible reasons, and that is because He wants us to either win or lose.

so. we have one week and two weekends to figure out the steps based on the literature, create the choreography, and practice the balancing of candles on our heads. so far, we only have the steps for the introduction, part 1 and part 2, out of 6 plus the saludo.

i really want to win this year. :)

more foundation day stuff! :D

one major event in this celebration is the BOOTH FAIR! and we decided awhile ago which booths we wanted, and so we listed stuff that would be possible and then we would just ask the teachers whether they approved of our suggestions. lalala. these are some of what we listed down:

DDR
water balloon fight
sell barpins
sell food
instant notes by SM Resma
any subject tutorial by SM Resma
macho dancing lessons by Alfred Abella
belly dancing lessons by Alfred Abella
lottery
face painting
photo studio
song request booth
game/ebook/enotes[by SM Resma] burning
..and more!

hahaha. i don't know which ones were approved, but there were some which were crossed out from the list. hhm. i'm really excited!

batch shiirrtss! waa. GO JUNIORS! ahaha. we're gonna be wearing out batch shirt on foundation day. too early. at least people can feel our unity. :))

okay. enough. that was the FUN part of the week. as much as this week was fun, it was also as tiring. so many quizzes, lab reports and all.

especially last thursday, my fingers ached so much because of all the writing. first we had the bio laboratory activity, which was okay. and then we had socsci, we had a discussion and a surprise quiz which we didn't expect at all. we were so busy studying for the other subjects. it was easy though. next was recess, then physics!! we were so worried since we were going to have the quiz. and then we begged mam codizar if we would make it an exercise instead. she agreed, still, we had a hard time. with all the (Axi + Ayj + Azk)x(Bxi + Byj + Azk) and the cosine theta bla bla. it's harder than you would think right now, even SM and Alfred were so confused with the whole thing. btw, thery're one of the top people in our batch. a lot of us where all "suicidal", hahaha, we kept on saying stuff like "magpakamatay na ako". hahahaha. even during lunch and all, we were still thinking about the physics exercise. of course, we weren't able to finish it. it had only four items and most of us were still in 3a when the bell rang. hahaha. our teacher said that we could pass it tomorrow at 7:30 am.

so. we had filipino next. another quiz. it was veeeerrryyy long. easy, but really tiring. my fingers ached from that physics exercise, and more after our filipino quiz. it took up 2 one whole intermediate papers, in my case, since my handwriting is big when i'm really tired.

after filipino was math. i hate our lesson. functions. boring. trigonometry is boring. i want algebra. algebra. anyway, we only had our lecture, so i just copied notes and stared blankly at the blackboard after. hahaha. i was very tired. i don't usually listen during math time, i just study my notes after. math is boring. haha.

during lunch, i was busy studying for the research quiz. there were lots of things to memorize. so much. but then there were quite a lot of distractions. sam kept on sliding his fingernails to the blackboard so it made that screaching sound which was very disguting and weird and something. and then the boys all started doing that, i didn't know they were immune to that feeling. and all the girls reacted. errr. weird

after lunch was the chem lab. single displacement blah. the weird and disgusting feeling remained. grr. one thing very memorable that happened was when sam, again, let me smell the zinc-hydrochloric acid solution or whatever. at first i doubted, but then when i put my nose near the solution, sam suddenly put it really close to my nose and so it was reaalllly painful. it felt like my nose was burning. according to charles, it seemed like a hand went out and pulled all the nose hairs from his nose. :)) hahaha. my nose became red after. there were a lot us who smelled it, including sam, even five times. hahaha. we all felt the burning thing in our noses after, headache, dizziness, and we felt like we wanted to vomit. we thought we were going to die. :)) so we just laughed it all out by making jokes about the physics stuff. hindi pa kami nakaget over dun sa physics. hahaha.

after recess was the research quiz. all the memorizing was useless since unlike the previous quiz, it was not the objective type. it was also veeeryy long. hahaha. and then we found out about out research groupmates, who we were going to be with for 2 years. i felt nervous about this for the whole day. and so my groupmates are Kristofer and Liana. okay lang. :)

after, we practiced the polka sa nayon for the opening of the foundation day. and so my day ended!! :D

hahahahaha. friday was also very tiring. but i won't go one much with the details. haha. since the deadline of the physics exercise was 7:30, and most of us weren't able to do it at home since we didn't know how, we crammed it. everyone was panicking. :)) hahahaha. when the 7:25 bell rang, we were all shouting and screaming and running looking for answers. hahaha. we still passed them, other even unfinished. including myself. i didn't know it was unfinished. hahahaha.

for this weeked, we have to do the chemistry and bio labrep. and we have our foundation day practice.

hahahahaha. really stressful. and fun. weee. :)

MARCH.... ... ... starch? :))

2008-06-22T05:35:00.000-07:00

Monica tagged me. :)

INSTRUCTIONS:

1.Determine your birthday month and get a word that rhymes with it or you can affix to it. Caps lock your birth month (e.g. MAYday, JUNE dune, APRILicious, JULYvely, AUGUST pocus, parched MARCH). Be unique.

2.Your birth month plus the word affixed or rhymed shall become the tag’s title in your case.

3.Get your birthday and add the digits involved. Example, if your birthday falls on the 25th of July, add 2 and 5 you get 7.

4.Whatever is the sum, write a list of the gifts you wish to receive, the number of which shall correspond to the sum of your birthday. For example, applying the case above (in rule number 3), you will write seven (7) things you wish to receive.

5.After your wish list, put your name and birthday in the Bloggers’ Birthday Directory, with a link to your blog/s. Note: when you add your birthday, please place it in a way that the dates appear chronological (January, February… 1, 2, 3)

6.Pass this tag meme by tagging as many people as you want.

Bloggers' Birthday Directory:

February 14 - Ethyl Alcohol | February 14 - Tin | February 18 - Nancy | February 20 - Caryl | February 23 - Jammy | March 7 - Mari | March 11- EULA♥| March 28 - Jaja Nicotine | April 13 - Tere | April 29 - ENDAY | April 29 - MONICA | May 3 - Vannie | May 8 - Joan Joyce | May 27 - Zang Caesar | July 16 - Chesca | August 27 - Francine | La Place de Cherie | Cherie | September 1 - Lynn | September 2 - Chikai | September 30 - Mckhoii | December 18 - Joshua Ong YS | December 19 - Alpha | October 2 - Hailey

March 11 --> 1+1= 2 .. 2 lang? hhm.

2 wishes for my birthday:

1. money. generally.
2. new phone?

I tag: nyka, elly, bianca and balu.

hahahahahaha. :)

saturday adventure.. ?

2008-06-21T03:57:00.000-07:00

june 21st. lalala. today was a fun day. :)

i woke up at around 10 am. i felt the need to go somewhere.. anywhere.. i wanted to leave the house. i wanted to buy something.. anything. and, i wanted to go to an airconditioned place. so i decided to go to SM after lunch. and so i did.

i reached there at around 1 pm, and i first went to national book store. i don't know why. i browsed through the books and i saw new moon which was placed underneath the shelf. i just looked at it and all the other books near and then i left.

a few steps after NBS.. I SCORED! hahaha. only che and nyka can understand this.. i hope. but take note that this type of coincidence happens only about once a year so this is really a big deal. :p

after that, i went to the department store and window shopped! haha. i don't have much cash to actually shop lots of stuff. still, i bought stuff.

i left the department store and went inside almost each clothing store and just stared at the stuff wanting to buy all of them. hahaha. and then i passed through the cinema part and realized i wanted to watch prince caspian. i was about to watch the movie.. alone.. but then i thought my dad could treat me, so why should i have to spend 80 pesos?

btw, the movies are already very expensive. haha. i remember back then i could watch a movie, eat popcorn and drink coke with 100 pesos. now, the movie itself is worth 80 pesos. haha..

anywaaay. my dad is always in nccc, so i went there, asked for money, and left.

it was around 2 pm when i went there, and ROBI had a show in nccc at around 4 pm. lalala. i didn't bother, i knew that if ever i'd be there i'd just get squished and still, i won't be able to see him.. haha.

so i really went back to SM. it was a very tiring commute. haha. and my feet ached. a lot.

i watched Prince Caspian.. alone! hahaha. for the first time ever. i really wanted to watch the movie, and i knew no one in our family had the interest. paalis na rin siya sa cinema. so i had to grab the opportunity.

btw, a few nights before, i dreamt about going to sm alone and watching this movie alone. hahaha. and my dream came true! lalala.

WILLIAM MOSELEY & BEN BARNES ARE <33333333

hahaha. superr. i take back what i said about Edmund. after a long time na makita mo na siya, hindi na siya gwapo. :p lalala.

i really LOVED the last part. the battle. especially when the trees started walking and killed the people there. and when the water turned into a figure of a guy and drowned the "bad guys". hahaha.

there was this one part of the battle wherein prince caspian looked like a 40 year old ugly guy. :)) hahaha. but that didn't last long. he became gwapo again in the end part.

and, it wasn't exactly like the story in the book. it had a lot of deleted and added parts. also a few changes in the events. still, it was about the same. i had fun looking at the rodents talking and all. hahaha. i awfully hate RATS, but they were nice in the movie. :))

i recommend the mango-langka shake. very yummy. :))

and so my day ended. hahaha. i saw 16 phisciers!

alexis, tame, pauli, barbie, tame's sister, gella, kuya bj, some other senior dormer, kuya ace, with two other batchmates, kuya mark, mao tse and another sophie dormer, caithline and fatima. and some other people i may have forgotten.

"Let your memories
grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye."

happy birthday.

2008-06-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

happy birthday edward

happy birthday

happy birthday edward!

HAPPY 107TH BIRTHDAY EDWARD CULLEN :)

twilight songs.

2008-06-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

lalala. i have been listening to these songs over and over. the lyrics seem to fit what edward, bella and jacob felt in new moon. :)

EDWARD-BELLA

My IMMORTAL

Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

JACOB-BELLA

BRING ME TO LIFE

Evanescence

How can you see into my eyes like open doors

Leading you down into my core

Where I’ve become so numb

without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold

until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)

Wake me up inside

(I can’t wake up)

Wake me up inside

(Save me)

call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)

bid my blood to run

(I can’t wake up)

before I come undone

(Save me)

save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without

you can't just leave me

breathe into me and make me real

bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch

without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time i believe i couldn't see

kept in the dark but you were there in front of me

I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems

got to open my eyes to everything

without a thought without a voice without a soul

don't let me die here

there must be something more

bring me to life

"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.I'd been broken beyond repair."

-- Bella

glitterfied white rose.

2008-06-18T04:07:00.000-07:00

thank you chesca for this shimmering white rose. lalala. glitterfy! hahaha.

hhm. because of the rules, i have to pass this on to someone.
so i pass it to.. ANYONE who is willing to receive it. hahaha. :)
get it if you want to. lalala.

friday the 13th, indeed.

2008-06-13T21:56:00.000-07:00

191 more school days before summer.

yesterday was friday the 13th, and indeed, it was sort of an unlucky day.

it was the worst day so far of school. i was sooooooooo tired. i'm not yet used to all these school stuff. all the stress, and homework, and stuff. we had a quiz for each subject yesterday except for one. hhm. this was our schedule:

FILIPINO - this was the only subject without a quiz. mam lingatong was busy with the program so she left us in class to make a comic strip per group about freeedom. haha. i spent my time cramming stuff for the quizzes, solving the rubik's cube, and of course, helping with the comic strip thing.

PHYSICS - first quiz for the day. and indeed, the worst quiz of all. not because it was difficult, in fact it was really easy, but it was soooooooo long. very very long. one mistake in the first part and you get all the rest wrong. so you have to be reaally careful. but there was no time to be careful. we were all pressured with the time limit. haha. good thing i had less than five minutes to review only the first part. screwallthoseuselesslessons.

recess - during recess, i was incredibly tired. very very tired. it felt like all my energy was lost just because of that quiz. hahaha. i had little sleep last night, eh. very little sleep. the reason why i easily felt tired. and so.. for recess. jasper castor forced me to come with him to the canteen. and it was okay, since the canteen was just beside our classrom. but NO. he went to the canteen in the first floor, near SODIUM. swerte pa nga niya kasi habang naglalakad kami papuntang canteen andun sa harap namin si jihad. haha. and he reasoned out na he went there because the canteen near our classroom was very crowded. and the canteen near sodium was just as crowded as the one near ours. IGAT.

CHEMISTRY - very easy quiz. we ended after 15 minutes, i think. so we had about 30 minutes to cram the next two subjects. haha. though i was awfully tired, i had to. i wouldn't want to fail the next quizzes.

STATISTICS - i was worried about this one, since i didn't listen in our last discussion. because of jm. so i had to rely on our notes, which i also, did not understand. so i asked people and all. the quiz was okaay. though it was really short. lower chances of passing. nonetheless, stat is waaay easier than applied math.

MATH - last subject for the day! and this one, i studied a lot for the quiz. there were a lot of theorems and proofs to be memorized. pointless and obvious ones. hahaha. and so the night before i became really nerdy and memorized each reason for every proof for every theorem. haha. and it was all worth it. lalala. i found the quiz easy. whew. still. there was no more energy left. haha.

our classes ended at 11:25 am, since we had one free period left. before the program started, i asked sam parado to teach me how to solve the rubik's cube. haha. i knew it was impossible to learn it on my own. hahaha. i was a slow learner, but i had fun.

and so the independence day program started. i was forced to listen because of the reaction paper thing. the talk was about Republict Act 7787[???] -- the Anti Sexual Harrasment something. i learned a lot. it was kinda interesting. and i was amazed with her achievements.

after that was the SWAMP relaunching. which was hosted by jvc, grace and marvin. hahaha. GO JVC.

finally, june 13 was over. after i went home i read for awhile, went online for awhile, and slept. haha. AT LAST. :)

second week of school.

2008-06-12T03:39:00.000-07:00

i am a very busy person.
and i'm happily busy. haha, whatever.

the second week of school is about to end, and i think. i think, i'm not yet doing my very best. or maybe i'm just expecting perfection. i'm so preoccupied with all these narnia and edward cullen stuff. haha, who cares. it would be all worth it. i think.. :)

my week started out great.
we danced in the rain. :) for the first time! wohooo. that was a first.. too bad we didn't have a picture of that experience. haha. i wish for a next time. err, so..

stuff to do before i die:
[x] dance under the rain

lalala. another one down, A LOT more to go. :))

and did i mention how i looove our canteen? the fast service, cold atmosphere, cheap prices and not to mention the delicious food?? where in the world would you find cream-o that costs as low as 10 pesos? [please, note the sarcasm.] but in all fairness, sometimes their food could be delicious, sometimes. how about all the time? ohwell, 12 more school days to go before our canteen changes. kaya pa.

at biglang bumagsak ang ulan.

tomorrow is friday the 13th! but i don't believe in those stuff. i don't believe in supersistions nor do i believe in coincidences. who invented friday the 13th? hhm.

so far.. these are the top 10 votes for the new 7 wonders of nature. click HERE if you wanna see the site. :)
1. Ha Long Bay - Vietnam
2. Tubbataha Reef - Philippines
3. Chocolate Hills - Philippines
4. Cox's Bazar, Beach - Bangladesh
5. Puerto Princesa .. Park - Philippines
6. Ganges River - Bangladesh/India
7. Mount Everest - Nepal
8. Amazon River - South America
9. Mayon Volcano - Philippines
10. Mount Fuji - Japan

hahaha, would it really be possible if 3 of the new 7 wonders would come from the Philippines? just because this website was advertised in pinoy big brother, on national television, the rankings are really high. the chocolate hills are already in number 3, and the grand canyon and niagara falls are only in numbers 18 and 19. hahaha. XD these places are already very famous, and i think ours are not much famous worldwide. still, the new 7 wonders will still be chosen from the top 21 by the "panel of experts" people. they'll evaluate each and find out which are REALLY deserving to be in the top 7. i think the our tubbataha reef has a chance. :) i hope at least one could get in.

no assignments for today, but three quizzes tomorrow. shortened periods, 45 minutes each. 5 minutes difference. wow. :)

pagsure.

philippine independence day?

2008-06-08T19:36:00.000-07:00

major hair problem:
due to stupidity, i accidentally cut the front part of my hair or the hair nearest my face to long bangs. T_T haha. i meant to cut it, since i realized that they were not at all even in both sides, though i did not realize that it was already very short. i'm currently looking for ways to HIDE it. haha.

so.. today is june 9, 2008, a holiday, due to the celebration of the 110th philippine independence day. though we don't really care.. we celebrate the no class thing more.

and.. later we are going to have our practice for the upcoming club fair, on june 10, 2008, which is tomorrow, in the imperial hotel, wherever that is. i'm gonna be lost later.. i'll find a way, though. hehe.

we already have tons of assignments. like..

bio laboratory report
physics assignment
chemistry quiz .. XD
english quiz bowl
socsci quiz
math quiz

i'm already done with the labreport, thank God. except for the data.. i'm too lazy to draw. and, for the chem quiz, you have to memorize.. THIS:

Polyatomic Ions

NO₃^-	Nitrate	CIO₄^-	Perchlorate
NO₂^-	Nitrite	CIO₃^-	Chlorate
CrO₄^2-	Chromate	CIO₂^-	Chlorite
Cr₂O₇^2-	Dichromate	CIO^-	Hypochlorite
CN^-	Cyanide	IO₄^-	Periodate
MnO₄^-	Permanganate	IO₃^-	Iodate
OH^-	Hydroxide	IO^-	Hypoiodite
O₂^2-	Peroxide	BrO₃^-	Bromate
NH₂^-	Amide	BrO^-	Hypobromite
CO₃^2-	Carbonate	HCO₃^-	Bicarbonate
SO₄^2-	Sulfate	HSO₄^-	Bisulfate
SO₃^2-	Sulfite	HSO₃^-	Bisulfite
C₂O₄^2-	Oxalate	HC₂O₄^-	Binoxalate
PO₄^3-	Phosphate	HPO₄^2-	Hydrogen phosphate
PO₃^3-	Phosphite	H₂PO₄^-	Dihydogen phosphate
S₂O₃^2-	Thiosulfate	HS^-	Hydrogen sulfide
AsO₄^3-	Arsenate	BO₃^3-	Borate
SeO₄^2-	Selenate	B₄O₇^2-	Tetraborate
SiO₃^2-	Silicate	SiF₆^2-	Hexafluorosilicate
C₄H₄O₆^2‑	Tartrate	SCN^-	Thiocyanate
C₂H₃O₂^-or CH₃COO^-	Acetate	NH₄⁺	Ammonium ion

..and MORE. we already memorized that during the 4th quarter of second year.. but after the exam i completely erased that information from my brain. and now, we have to do that again. rawrr.

SUMMER. gusto ko nang mag summer ulit. XD
i wanna be free agaain.

before you, EDWARD, my life was like a moonless night.

2008-06-07T20:04:00.000-07:00

IF YOU PLAN ON READING NEW MOON, PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT READ. OR ELSE YOU'RE GONNA REGRET IT FOREVER.
please, nagmamakaawa ako.
as in please talaga.

i'm finally done reading New Moon, the second book of the twilight series. and sadly, i do not know how to make a review without spoilers, with this overwhelmed condition i have right now.

"And I'll make you a promise in return. I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed."

i was shocked. i did not see this coming. it never crossed my mind that suddenly edward would be gone and would be leaving bella, for good. yea, for good. that was the worst that could ever happen. not only for bella, but for ME. wahahaha. i can't imagine reading a twilight book without edward. and it was the first time i felt tears rolling down my cheeks. it was so sad for bella. no, sad wouldn't be the right word. something a thousand times worse than that. but i knew he would back. that was for sure. well, duh. pwede bang mawala ang bida? and for sure, no one would read the next books without edward. except for those ~~stupid~~ jacobella fans. haha, joke. i respect your opinions.

"Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me."

months passed without edward. it was the worst of times for bella. i don't exactly know how this feels since i've never lost someone i really really reaaally love, but all i know is that most people get all suicidal after break-ups. what more, na first love ni bella si edward. it was so sad, so sad.

"Jacob, you are absolutely, without a doubt, the most talented and wonderful person I know."

what a heartbreaking quote.
then jacob came, and filled the hole in bella's heart. bella needed him, he was the only one who could make bella smile as of the moment. he promised to never hurt bella. he loved bella, though he knew she could never feel the same way as he did. bella only thought of him as a friend [buwahahahaha], someone she knew she could trust till the end. someone who gives her hope, in all the times she felt she could never go on through each day. jacob saved bella.
still, he was only a friend.
and still, it will always be edward, always and forever.

"Be happy."

and for the second time, i cried.
as i said. after all these many, uhh, dull chapters with jacob, edward was still on her mind. in every minute of the day. she missed her a lot, to the point wherein she heard edward's velvet voice in times of danger. though it wasn't really edward, it was edward.
then.. alice came back.
wohoo! finally. i was really delighted, since i knew that after a few chapters edward would also be back. i couldn't wait. i wanted to read him once again. hahaha. i was still crying, nonstop for 3 chapters maybe. not really nonstop, but you get my point.

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

after all those saving, and suicides, and murders and vampires in italy, finally, edward. an edward-bella conversation, once again, after all those chapters. crying, crying and more crying. i didn't expect to love this book SO MUCH, after all those jacob chapters. i thought this wouldn't be the best book ever. but i was wrong. though i'm not really sure if which one is better.

"Bella, I can't live in a world where you don't exist."

"The most absurd, ridiculous concept—as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!"

"I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy."

"I'm not going anywhere. Not without you."

all these things edward said just like, went bang bang continuously in my heart. :)) sigh. he is UNBELIEVABLE.

and most of all, the shocker of all shockers.

"Marry me first."

waaaaaaaaaaa!! totally unexpected. aahh! it never went into my mind that someday he's gonna propose and they'd marry and all. waa. super woaaahhhh.

so i'm done with the second book. i want to read the next book ASAP. but unfortunately, i still have lots and lots of obligations to do as a student. and lately these books have been affecting my school performance. so, i'll try.. TRY to read only during the weekends. and i don't think that'll be possible.

oh, edward.

wrong big winner. :p

2008-06-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

*fingers crossed*
it's now down to Robi and Ejay.. who will finally go home as the Season 2 teen big winner?
will it be ROBI?
*aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!* shagit ang fans.
or will it be EJAY?
*boooooooooooooooooooooooo* unta.
[wtpacker.]

epekto ho ng nerbyos. first time ko kasing magkaroon ng bet para sa big winner. dati, wala talaga akong pakialam. but robi came...

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fdjbklnbjklnbkjnfdjbnnbpoifndoieiorhogmkvfjdjfdjfdfd
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RAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

...and ejay wins.
cree cree cree.

and to think, that teen housemate B won at first and, suddenly, after a few minutes housemate C had higher votes than housemate B.

nagsalig ang robi fans.
they took it for granted. we took it for granted. well, maybe. everyone was just rooting for him. my ym list was full of robis. waa. no one was saying "go ejay!" or something. it was all robi. so why bother?

ejay doesn't deserve the title that much. T_T
so what if he's poor? so what if he lived in a land without electricity and technology? please, PLEASE. with all my heart and soul. stop basing your votes on the financial status of the housemates.

let's all mourn together.

i have a lot to say, but i also have a lot to do. so to summarize it all, ROBI STILL DESERVES TO WIN.

gwapo man o hindi, siya parin. ;)

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i have four chapters left in New Moon. and i promised myself that after the PBB big night, i'm gonna finish reading the "book". i chose this time since no one's awake and i'd be alone and no one will see my CRY. if i will. since i already cried on the previous 2 chapters, nonstop, what more ngayon? so, DND. as i finally meet EDWARD once again. :)

go comment. and you'll be rewarded.

2008-06-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

FOR ELLY. :)

Rules: I'll respond to any and every commenter. Say anything at all in reply to this post, and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that i've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you what i think your name should be.
9. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

MARIA ELEANOR RESERVA

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
bavy. mango. HAHAHA. :p

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
always be my baby. fave song mo yan dati. :)

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
strawberry! cause its pink. and you like pink. lime na lang din. para pink and green. hahaha. as if alam ko ang flavors.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
alala mo yung teachers day na pinagalitan tayo kasi bumili tayo ng roses? HAHAHA.

5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
uhm. training times nung grade 4. :)

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
cat. hehe. kasi mimi. ambot.

7. I'll ask you something that i've always wondered about you.
sino crush mo ngayon? wahaha.

8. I'll tell you what i think your name should be.
elly. XD la ako maisip iba.

9. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
napost mo na eh. :)

KARINA CABRERA

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
ka brown ng hair mo. hahaha.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
superstar. hahaha. GRADE 5. :p

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
strawberry? kung may ganung flavor.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
waa. o nga. wala pa tayo nkarevenge kay peks. haha.

5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
clearest. nung grade 5 nga, hahaha. group 5. superstar. :p

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
poodle! hahaha. ewan. yun una pumasok sa mind ko. XD

7. I'll ask you something that i've always wondered about you.
uhhhm. gano ka kagalit kay peks? waa. alang maisip. :)

8. I'll tell you what i think your name should be.
karina. ... ?

9. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
tapos na. :)

first day of school.

2008-06-02T03:07:00.000-07:00

so.. today was the first day of school. it was okay, i still wished it was still summer though. i was also not in my best mood due to my lack of sleep. i only slept for about 2 and a half hours. i found it hard to sleep last night, i guess i was used to sleeping late everyday. but thank God, i still managed to wake up in my 4:30 alarm. we were all dressed up and ready to go by 5:40 am, and it was still too early to leave so i read New Moon. hahaha. i couldn't wait. maybe that was one of my reasons why i set the alarm to 4:30 in the morning.

and so we left. the same old routine to school but now, i was already with my brother. i arrived school, and talked with friends. the flag ceremony, thankfully, started at 7:10 am so our new director, Mrs. Delia Legaspino, had only about 5-10 minutes to talk. she was only able to introduce the new teachers.. sir gwapo. hahaha. and she talked about how a parent praised her during the enrollment. hahaha. we were howling and we were so glad that we were already able to make noises during the flag ceremony. hehe. we were all happy to have her as the director. and i also liked the change from gulay of the week to gulay/prutas of the week. haha.

after the flag ceremony, we hurriedly went to our classroom in order to find a nice place. i chose the seat beside the wall and under the electric fan. we elected class officers and i was elected as the muse, which was only a nice way of calling the clearance girl.

and so we met new teachers, had new subjects. we had research, and it sounded really tiring. i wish i'd be blessed with responsible researchmates. the teachers also have chosen our electives, and i belonged to statistics. haha. i guess i was the only one of the few who chose it as a first choice. maybe i just saw myself more in that elective than all the others. and yea, we had A LOT of free time. and free periods. we don't have any on monday and tuesday, but we have three on wednesday. wth. hehe.

i have to do my assignment in english. and though i'm really really really sleepy, i have to read new moon. i HAVE to. even just a few pages. i can just drink coffee. hahaha. err. we already had our lesson in comsci, and i did not listen at all. tapos may balak pa mag quiz si sir. grrr.

that's it for my first day as junior. :)

twenty random names.

2008-05-31T12:50:00.000-07:00

hindi pala, i was tagged eh. XD

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Instructions:
1. Tag 7 people before answering this stuff.
2. Do not peek at the questions below or even try to remember it while reading.
3. Replace the 20 random friends of the one who tagged you with your own 20 random friends.
4. Don't create a particular order, it will make the game boring.
5. Answer the questions below after.

20 random names:

1. che adlawan
2. nyka carrillo
3. dia cembrano
4. elly reserva
5. rach onate
6. jm carigaba
7. jasper castor
8. sam parado
9. aaron manaloto
pede codenames?
10. stalker
11. homer
12. edward cullen
13. ina bugayong
14. ian bugayong
15. cess bugayong
16. ranz bugayong
17. hani canacan
18. micah masbad
19. michael ostique
20. grace viva

Questions:

1. What if #7 told you he/she likes you?
- may uyab na man yan siya. haha.

2. What if #15 and #17 dated?
- err. lesbianism.

3. What if di mo nakilala si #19?
- uhhm. mabawasan aking mga close friends..

4. What if nagsuntukan/nagsampalan kayo ni #16?
- ohh always and forever.

5. What if #1 is a lost sibling?
- hahaha. okay lang! :)

6. What do you like about #4?
- mabait, responsible, loyal. :)

7. What do you hate about #10?
- wala. walaaaaaa. hahaha. gnastalk nia ako parati. joke, hindi ko alam. :)

8. What is the most memorable moment you had with #12?
-hihihi. sana meron. ;)) ay. yung naghiga kami sa meadow. super. haay.

9. What things do you have in common with #5?
-uhm. gender. korni. XD and maraming interests, actually.

10. What is the worst thing #20 did to you?
-yang hindi siya ngapaquestion. haha. joke. wala pa man. :)

11. Would you love #2?
-of course, as a friend. :)

12. Would you die for #6?
-no! HAHAHA. XD

13. Would you kill # 15 for a million dollars?
-oh no, never. :))

14. Would you marry #14?
- no. eww. kapatid ko yan.

15. Would you trade places with #3?
- wag na. hehehe. gusto ko dito sa pisay. XD

16. What present would you give to #18 on Christmas?
- ahaha. ewan ko. chocolate?? waaaa.

17. What do you envy about #8?
- uhhh. he's rich.

18. What would you do if #17 became a homosexual?
-waaa! imposible. shocking. hahaha.

20. What would you do if #13 and #11 fought?
- hindi sila magkakilala. :p

21. Describe #11.
- hhmmm. kuba. tas malaki yung jaw sa taas. =))

22. If there would be a #21, who would it be?
- si arvee sana. :))

23. What is #10's catch phrase?
- catchphrase? wala. ambot. nang isilang ka sa mundong ito.. haha.

24. Do you think you and #3 could date?
- no. hahaha.

25. Did you ever dream of #18?
-as far as i can remember, no.

one down, three more to go.

2008-05-31T11:50:00.000-07:00

if you're sick of edward, skip this post.

I tried to reach his face with my free hand, but something stopped me. I glanced
down to see the IV pulling at my hand.
"Ugh." I winced.
"What is it?" he asked anxiously — distracted, but not enough. The bleakness
did not entirely leave his eyes.
"Needles," I explained, looking away from the one in my hand. I concentrated on
a warped ceiling tile and tried to breathe deeply despite the ache in my ribs.
"Afraid of a needle," he muttered to himself under his breath, shaking his head.
"Oh, a sadistic vampire, intent on torturing her to death, sure, no problem, she
runs off to meet him. An IV, on the other hand…"

HAHAHA. i loooooove his sense of humor. :)
and congratulations to me, I'M FINALLY DONE WITH THE FIRST BOOK. :) thre more books. i really enjoy reading the long edward-bella conversations. i also wished the part where james almost killed bella was longer.

i don't know why, but i want to read it all over again. everything. and i don't like rereading. it's also 3 in the morning, and i'm not at all sleepy. it's weird, having only less than 5 hours of sleep last night.

i wish our classes would start on the 10th. first and foremost, my sister is in cebu, alone, not alone but without my parents, just a few family friends, and i would've been there[most probably] if not for our early classes! imagine the freedom.
second of all, i won't have time reading the other books. i would only have more or less two hours using the computer each day. and unlike summer nights, i can't stay up all night like i'm doing right now just to use the computer. well i can, but if i do, my performance in school wouldn't be good and i'd feel sleepy in class and it would affect my studies.
and i still have lots of dvds to watch..

but what can i do. school starts tomorrow.

okay, i have to stop now. maybe my next post'll be about the first day of school. :)

just another dazzled fangirl.

2008-05-31T08:48:00.000-07:00

and i'm finally home.. after being out for 33 hours, i think. haha.

and i should be sleeping by now, having only 4 hours and 30 minutes of sleep last night[?] or awhile ago. but i don't want to go to sleep. i already drank a cup of coffee so i could stay awake until i could finish reading twilight. haha.

i've already finished reading the first chapter of midnight sun. and i never knew bella was that delicious. it made edward even more.. dazzling. how he could resist such wonderful taste and smell. how he wanted to spend forever with bella though in every second he's with her he's hurting trying to kill the temptation.

if only there was an edward in this world.. in pisay. hahaha. XD

he's perfect. oh so perfect. he's smart, having studied for 8 decades now. he plays the piano wonderfully, and maybe all the other instruments in the world. let's not forget that fact that he is hot and has a very wonderful crooked smile. he sings. he can do EVERYTHING. he dazzles everyone.

blogposts about edward is everywhere. pictures, icons, banners. and i'm sorry for adding but i can't resist letting it all out. i honestly didn't plan to but he is just so.. amazing. and dazzling. and hot.

i hate my memory. i don't know if its me or everyone else is also like this. but everytime i recall or try to make a recap of what has occured in the story, i forget most parts. even after recalling what happened in the previous chapter. but if the events are mentioned, i remember them. this is the reason why i had low grades in noli and el fili quizzes and exams. after reading a night before, i forget almost everything by the next day. tell me everyone is like me.

i have to stop.

so yesterday [12:18am] was freshmen field day. i met the new batch of freshies and they were.. i don't know, i can't judge them yet. but it was a fun day, meeting a lot of my batchmates once again. noticing the changes that occured to them during the summer.

looking at the new batch of freshies, i was wondering.. were we that small or cute when we first entered pisay? and recalling how we thought the juniors were so mature and already developed by pisay when we were still freshies, now that we're juniors, ganun na rin ba kami? hhm.

so.. tomorrow's the first day of school. first day with my new class. first day with the new freshies. first day with the new teachers. first day being a junior.

i'm a bit excited. :)

:)

2008-05-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

before anything else..

stop nominating robi because he's rich! rawwrrrr. it's not fair at all, if the big winner is meant to be the poorest one then they shouldn't have spent more or less than a hundred days inside that house in the first place. maybe all it takes to get 1 million pesos is to be pretty/handsome, have a very miserable life, and become poor. :p

robi or nan? both of them really deserve to be in the big 4.

anyway, anyway. i do not feel as excited as i usually feel days before school. for the past year, i have been thrilled about the idea of going back to school since finally after two months you get to be with your friends again almost everyday. and as nerdy as it may sound, i miss using my brain. XD haha. you know, all the thinking and stuff.

why am i not excited? maybe because i think i need an extension. :D i still have lots and lots to do. hhm. i have 3 dvds to watch with more than 20 episodes each. i have 5 books to read. and one is a compilation of books. i still want to surf the net plenty of hours a day. i want to sleep as much as i can. i really don't like the feeling during school days when you already feel sleepy as early as 7 in the evening.

its 1 in the morning and i'm still here. i'm already sleepy but i'll be in bed after this post, i think. i have been reading twilight, thanks to nyka, and i don't want to talk about it since i'm already very very sleepy. however, all i can say is that edward is.. unbelievable. and i've been smiling most of the time while reading.

bulshet. may nag psst kalit. waaa. san kaya yun galing. sa labas lang siguro.
matulog na ako. katakot. XD