tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54216709316454680582011-01-29T00:50:50.975+11:00~::all about me::~EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.comBlogger87125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-28292856574203546692011-01-28T15:34:00.000+11:002011-01-28T15:34:40.870+11:002011-01-28T15:34:40.870+11:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br /> </div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">Seorang </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Pelancong Cina</span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> masuk kedalam sebuah bar di Hawaii dan dia amat terperanjat kerana didalamnya terdapat </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">Steven&nbsp;</span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">Spielberg</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">! Pengarah filem yang ternama. Sedang dia enak menikmati minumannya tiba-tiba beliau melihat pengarah filem&nbsp;</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">tersebut meluru kepadanya dan melepaskan sebiji penumbuk.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">Setelah bangun dari duduknya, beliau menjerit "<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><b>Apa pasal engkau tumbuk aku ni</b></span>?"</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">Pengarah filem tersebut berkata," <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">Itu sebagai balasan di atas pengeboman Pearl Harbor , datuk aku mati pada masa&nbsp;</span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">&nbsp;tu</span></b>"..</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">Cina tersebut membantah. "<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Aku bangsa Cina laa bodoh! apa kena mengena dengan Jepun pulak</span>?" Pengarah filem tadi&nbsp;</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">&nbsp;membalas "<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><b>Aaah..! Jepun, Cina , Burma , Vietnam , semua sama aje!</b></span>"</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">Keadaan kembali reda selepas itu. Setelah memesan sebotol beer lagi, Lelaki Cina tadi terus meluru kepada Pengarah&nbsp;</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">&nbsp;filem dan memberi satu tumbukan yang padu.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">&nbsp;"<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><b>Apa pasal kau tumbuk aku pulak ni?</b></span>" balas sang pengarah filem.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">&nbsp;"<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Itu sebagai balasan kerana menenggelamkan Titanic, moyang aku ada dalam kapal tu dan mati</span></b>" balas Cina tadi.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">&nbsp;"<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><b>Hey budak! Titanic tenggelam pasal Iceberg laa bodoh..!</b></span>" jerit sang pengarah lagi.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">&nbsp;"<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Aaahh! Iceberg, Carlsberg, Spielberg... korang semua sama aje...!</span></b>"</span></span><br /> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"><br /> </span></span><br /> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;"></span></span><br /> <div class="separator" style="border-collapse: separate; clear: both; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUJG98qSpWI/AAAAAAAAAmM/ibOOPDULsnE/s1600/spielberg_16023.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUJG98qSpWI/AAAAAAAAAmM/ibOOPDULsnE/s320/spielberg_16023.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="261" /></a></span></div><div class="separator" style="border-collapse: separate; clear: both; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUJHBnROzdI/AAAAAAAAAmQ/EpwC0tcj7L0/s1600/14-iceberg.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="230" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUJHBnROzdI/AAAAAAAAAmQ/EpwC0tcj7L0/s320/14-iceberg.JPG" style="cursor: move;" width="320" /></a></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-2829285657420354669?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-70648477178523908392011-01-27T22:55:00.007+11:002011-01-28T15:37:44.896+11:002011-01-28T15:37:44.896+11:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFhgsDwHrI/AAAAAAAAAls/D7IITptYwEM/s1600/pic36282.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566837828617248434" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFhgsDwHrI/AAAAAAAAAls/D7IITptYwEM/s400/pic36282.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; height: 400px; width: 309px;" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Sleep as much as you can .....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFhgVD9hHI/AAAAAAAAAlk/sFOsBQSoF28/s1600/pic07230.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566837822444110962" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFhgVD9hHI/AAAAAAAAAlk/sFOsBQSoF28/s400/pic07230.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; height: 347px; width: 400px;" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Read books that you enjoy...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFhgeiq1AI/AAAAAAAAAlc/IJGv8LJ1yBo/s1600/pic55023.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566837824988828674" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFhgeiq1AI/AAAAAAAAAlc/IJGv8LJ1yBo/s400/pic55023.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; height: 400px; width: 295px;" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Play with simple things...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFgmBB9IFI/AAAAAAAAAlU/gsGdQrEtcxg/s1600/pic37821.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566836820634574930" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFgmBB9IFI/AAAAAAAAAlU/gsGdQrEtcxg/s400/pic37821.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; height: 307px; width: 400px;" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Do whatever you want --</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Whenever you want...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFgl-Yp_SI/AAAAAAAAAlM/Y7Q6NS8C8og/s1600/pic26137.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566836819924483362" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFgl-Yp_SI/AAAAAAAAAlM/Y7Q6NS8C8og/s400/pic26137.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; height: 400px; width: 311px;" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Look for affection when you need it.....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFgl6R74dI/AAAAAAAAAlE/yZZ5rXKwf-4/s1600/pic18958.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566836818822554066" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFgl6R74dI/AAAAAAAAAlE/yZZ5rXKwf-4/s400/pic18958.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; height: 400px; width: 312px;" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Get serious once in a while...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFglnQHp3I/AAAAAAAAAk8/bGa4Oug4joI/s1600/pic42369.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566836813714663282" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFglnQHp3I/AAAAAAAAAk8/bGa4Oug4joI/s400/pic42369.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; height: 302px; width: 400px;" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Forget about diets...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFglvBMlDI/AAAAAAAAAk0/6QpauVyvfeI/s1600/pic60119.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566836815799555122" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFglvBMlDI/AAAAAAAAAk0/6QpauVyvfeI/s400/pic60119.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; height: 310px; width: 400px;" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Show some affection...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFelMHIDMI/AAAAAAAAAks/w4LDGmd9QLs/s1600/pic27418.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566834607405927618" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFelMHIDMI/AAAAAAAAAks/w4LDGmd9QLs/s400/pic27418.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 311px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 400px;" /></span></a><br /> <div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Get angry once in a while....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFekSFdgpI/AAAAAAAAAkk/ScUTXq29zto/s1600/pic29353.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566834591829688978" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFekSFdgpI/AAAAAAAAAkk/ScUTXq29zto/s400/pic29353.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 400px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 319px;" /></span></a><br /> <div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Change your looks...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFekF-VHsI/AAAAAAAAAkc/CfDV3A-4-W8/s1600/pic60214.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566834588578553538" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFekF-VHsI/AAAAAAAAAkc/CfDV3A-4-W8/s400/pic60214.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 273px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 400px;" /></span></a><br /> <div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Above all, be happy,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Regardless of what</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Your challenges may be...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFejz6_1iI/AAAAAAAAAkU/KVUSYodRER8/s1600/pic01766.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566834583732737570" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFejz6_1iI/AAAAAAAAAkU/KVUSYodRER8/s400/pic01766.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 166px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 350px;" /></span></a><br /> <div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Have a great life!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><br /> </span></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFejo1KsOI/AAAAAAAAAkM/LHAM4h1j-b0/s1600/pic65513.gif" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566834580755493090" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUFejo1KsOI/AAAAAAAAAkM/LHAM4h1j-b0/s400/pic65513.gif" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; display: block; height: 329px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 400px;" /></span></a><br /> <div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">May your troubles be less,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Your blessings more,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">And may nothing but happiness</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">Come through your door.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-7064847717852390839?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-25814825434110510592011-01-27T03:28:00.003+11:002011-01-27T03:41:53.241+11:002011-01-27T03:41:53.241+11:002-3 ari ni ak sll chat ngan someone yg br kehilangan org yg tersyg....but pada awalnyer ak igt dia ok...kami sembang...wat lawak sume...sume cam takde pape...<br /><br />but hari ni ntah camner le terbukak cite pasal org tersyg dia...tetibe ak pon terasa sebak jugak...mane tak nyer...dah la dia plg manje ngan ayh dia...pastu la...selama ayh dia sakit...dia la yg byk tlg...boleh dikatakan dia yg paling n sangat rapat ngan ayh dia...byk susah n senang dia ngan ayh dia...<br /><br />tp bila smpai takdir...Allah lebih sygkan ayh dia...n ayh pergi untuk selamanya....memang susah nk terima kenyataan....aku pon sedey....ak teringatkan arwah tokwan ak...meamng aku rapat...tp tak sama cam someone ni...ak harap sangat dia dapat hadapi kehidupan yg mendatang ngan tabah...n lirik lagu ni aku tujukan untuk someone yg telah kehilangan org tersyang...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUBOioS72EI/AAAAAAAAAkE/I_uTHuXBzrI/s1600/summer_walk_by_baaddreamz.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUBOioS72EI/AAAAAAAAAkE/I_uTHuXBzrI/s400/summer_walk_by_baaddreamz.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566535496269289538" /></a><br /><br />Oh biarkan ia berlalu<br />Hentikanlah menyeksa dirimu<br />Sampaikan doa kirim selalu<br />Itu yang kau perlu…<br /><br />Oh biarkan ia menjadi<br />Memori indah untuk diingati<br />Biarkan pena pengganti air mata<br />Dan bibir bicara…<br /><br />Pujangga<br />Sejenak terfikir ku dia yang pergi<br />Tanpa kusedari tadi dia disisi<br />Menitis sekali pedihnya dihati<br />Sepi tanpanya yang aku rasai<br />Aku yang diutama selalu dimatanya<br />Aku juga menjadi teman sehingga<br />Keakhirnya caranya membesar kan mama<br />Keluarga terutamanya aku yang dimanja<br />Dibelai sehingga dewasa<br />Senyuman terakhir masih lagi terlakar<br />Terlantar dan tak berkata<br />Sedih tak berair mata<br />Seksa mu kurasai dan cuba ku rawati<br />Dan kehendak illahi<br />Usaha diragui keluarga teman<br />Terima kasih semua<br />Doa dan sedekah yang dihadiahkan untuknya<br />Akan dirahmati diampuni dosanya<br />Sepanjang amalannya hidup didunia<br /><br />Oh biarkan ia berlalu<br />Hentikanlah menyeksa dirimu<br />Sampaikan doa kirim selalu<br />Itu yang kau perlu…<br /><br />Oh biarkan ia menjadi<br />Memori indah untuk diingati<br />Biarkan pena pengganti air mata<br />Dan bibir bicara…<br /><br />Janganlah bersedih jangan terus begitu<br />Janganlah menyeksa matamu perasaan itu<br />Memang dicinta dah pergi<br />Dia disayang dah pergi<br />Terbayang-bayang memori<br />Sudah hentikanlah fikirkan apa yang indah<br />Bina hidup yang baru teruskanlah menyeru<br />Seruan illahi itulah penentu hidup<br />Jangan nangis tangiskan lagi<br />Keringkanlah air mata dipipi<br />Kemaskan diri bersamalah hormati<br />Hiasi pusaranya dengan doa-doamu yang murni<br />Agar rohnya diampuni dari azab seksa<br />Dan tersembunyi dari doamu itu<br />Hadiah yang istimewa untuk mereka-mereka<br />Yang sudah tiada<br />Amin…<br /><br />Maafkanlah andai ada silap yang tak disedari<br />Dan agarnya dia diantara insan-insan mulia<br /><br />Oh biarkan ia berlalu<br />Hentikanlah menyeksa dirimu<br />Sampaikan doa kirim selalu<br />Itu yang kau perlu…<br /><br />Oh biarkan ia menjadi<br />Memori indah untuk diingati<br />Biarkan pena pengganti air mata<br />Dan bibir bicara…<br /><br />Oh biarkan ia berlalu<br />Hentikanlah menyeksa dirimu<br />Sampaikan doa kirim selalu<br />Itu yang kau perlu…<br /><br />Oh biarkan ia menjadi<br />Memori indah untuk diingati<br />Biarkan pena pengganti air mata<br />Dan bibir bicara…<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUBOib_Sd3I/AAAAAAAAAj8/yx-50LnHco0/s1600/pic46145.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 264px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TUBOib_Sd3I/AAAAAAAAAj8/yx-50LnHco0/s400/pic46145.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566535492965660530" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-2581482543411051059?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-6107090763707605692011-01-26T05:52:00.001+11:002011-01-26T05:57:58.002+11:002011-01-26T05:57:58.002+11:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c4Ngc3wI/AAAAAAAAAj0/iHCy4EdXNpE/s1600/pic37965.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 212px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c4Ngc3wI/AAAAAAAAAj0/iHCy4EdXNpE/s400/pic37965.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566199416477245186" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c3zMngLI/AAAAAAAAAjs/Heur_O4lIZM/s1600/pic55304.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c3zMngLI/AAAAAAAAAjs/Heur_O4lIZM/s400/pic55304.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566199409414734002" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c3nrTWwI/AAAAAAAAAjk/xqdqx2VOpY4/s1600/pic57916.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 193px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c3nrTWwI/AAAAAAAAAjk/xqdqx2VOpY4/s400/pic57916.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566199406322211586" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c3W3-wEI/AAAAAAAAAjc/6eSA_0s9UqE/s1600/pic27656.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c3W3-wEI/AAAAAAAAAjc/6eSA_0s9UqE/s400/pic27656.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566199401811984450" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c3CWlLQI/AAAAAAAAAjU/OIXrOTCr490/s1600/pic08645.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8c3CWlLQI/AAAAAAAAAjU/OIXrOTCr490/s400/pic08645.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566199396303187202" /></a><br /><br /><br />TGK JER TEMPAT2 NI RASA CAM DAH GATEI NK G BEJALAN...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-610709076370760569?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-60043833607706885462011-01-26T05:13:00.004+11:002011-01-26T05:50:33.148+11:002011-01-26T05:50:33.148+11:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8bWIhhEAI/AAAAAAAAAjM/4v_h-i2VKPM/s1600/monkey1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px; height: 250px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8bWIhhEAI/AAAAAAAAAjM/4v_h-i2VKPM/s400/monkey1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566197731512356866" /></a><br /><br />smlm ak punyer la lapa kan...pastu cafe sumenyer cam da tak best jer...nk klua lak malas nk drive....nk pesan kat mmber sumenyer malas nk klua...<br /><br />tggu punyer tggu...sowang mmber kata nk klua makan..pe lagi aku pon join skali la..perut da men lagu keroncong KL da...plan awainyer nk makan pecal lele...dr sg dua, lip sin last skali smpai ke relau sume kedai pecal ttp...yg satu tu kata lambat lg nk bukak...adoi...apehkahhhHHH....kedai pecal lele mogok ke hape????sakit ati...slamat aku tak drive...klu tak mau ngamuk gak aku...<br /><br />last skali g mkn kat tepi jalan..tgk keta byk...dlm ati ckp msti sedap tmpat tu...da la 1st time g mkn ctu...msk2 je kedai...bende 1st ak cr lauk mane yg best...ak tgk Kiri...Kanan...Depan...n BLakanG.....takde pon lauk...tp apsal ramai ngat org kat kedai tu....yg ada kueh mueh...sume mkanan yg bebungkus siap..<br /><br />pergh...agak kecewa...tp disebb kan perut yg lapa..so BeDaL sajaHHH....nasi dah la tak sedap kan...skit...pastu lauk dia...adoi ayam yg takde isik...ak rasa cam makn tulang ayam jer...sodeh je kan...takpe la...jnji leh alas perot....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />aleh skol...bosan2 aku godek2 la tenet...check tiket AA...mana taw kot2 ada tiket murahkan...perh...memang luck ak ari ni....ada tiket murah.....ari tu ak dah sumpah seranah dah AA...tak sampai sejam...dah nek harga kan...so ape lg...cepat2 la aku booking tiket untuk 3 org tros.....<br /><br /><br />so kene simpan duit la skang..nnti nk g becoti lg...ahahaha...keje becoti je kan...bile lg...dlu kaki kene ikat...skang da bebas...so terbang ke mana ak nk g kan...dah tak kesah dah org kasi ke tak...ak g jugak....hooooreyyyy<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8Z-das0pI/AAAAAAAAAjE/bjqt3XQYSWM/s1600/a.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 270px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TT8Z-das0pI/AAAAAAAAAjE/bjqt3XQYSWM/s400/a.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566196225292423826" /></a><br /><br />COTI...COTI....COTIII...tak sabonyer...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-6004383360770688546?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-19926026423317095752011-01-23T03:16:00.002+11:002011-01-23T03:26:54.871+11:002011-01-23T03:26:54.871+11:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsFJ9pA3HI/AAAAAAAAAi8/XD23Dg4FLms/s1600/pic20524.jpg"></a>sejak smlm ak dok tgk tiket airasia...ada tiket murah nk g langkawi...so aku mesg la mmber ak...tp beliau senyap je...takpe la<div><br /></div><div>so mlm ni...xde mesg frm her...so ak call la...pergh...xcited tol kawan aku bile taw tike 4 hengget er...so ape lg dia soh ak book tros...tetibe ak telupe ngan mmber a sowang lg...so call lg...then beliau pon kasi green light....hahahaha....yes!!! </div><div><br /></div><div>so ape lg...aku pon teros la book...tetibe da siap sume nk baya yer...cimb click ak suspended....pergh...sakit ati...call la dak2 len mintak tlg wat coz sok da last day book....tetibe mmber sowang lg nk hikot....alamak...aku pon kne wat len...elok ak nk book len...tgk2 harga dr 4 hengget jadi 42 hengget....haram tol....kejap jer da nek harga....vaviiiiiiiii.....arghhhh....sakit ati ak kan....cari punyer cari....mmber2 mule la wat plan gile kan...</div><div><br /></div><div>memang takde rezeki mlm ni...pasni ari2 aku nk bukak website airasia...smpai dapat tiket...if takde gak...terpaksa la g nek keta jer...hhuhuhuhu....</div><div><br /></div><div>malang tol nasib...da dapat da td...tetibe lak nek harga mendadak....mengong....aaaaaaa...sakit ati...ak da nk melompat da td bile taw tiket harga 4 hengget...bile harga nek rase nk nanges jer.....waaaaaaaaaaa</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsFJ9pA3HI/AAAAAAAAAi8/XD23Dg4FLms/s400/pic20524.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565047433269927026" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 302px; " /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; ">aku ngah frust nih.....aaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhh!!</span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-1992602642331709575?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-6111816221413838362011-01-23T02:50:00.005+11:002011-01-23T03:27:29.354+11:002011-01-23T03:27:29.354+11:00<div style="text-align: justify;">15<span class="Apple-style-span">hb</span> jan, pagi aku masih lg kat hostel...mlm kang da nak gerak ke kl...tp ak rilek jer....tetibe adik ak mesg ak ajak aku klu...ak da la tak mndi lg...kalot la mandi bersiap nk alek umah...tetibe je adik ak kata tak jadi klua ngan aku...sbb kawan dia ajak klua...pergh...sakit ati kot...majuk punyer pasal ptg br ak balik...smpai je umah ptg tu...ak ngan adik tros klua g tgk kurafat (sempat lg tuh) org sume dok sebok kemas barang...ak ngan tak kemas ape sempat lg g tgk wayang...pergh...cite tu takot gile kot..aku smpai takot nk tgk depan...hohohoh (kekadang penakot gak aku ni kan...cite damping mlm, nangkung rilek jer ak tgk...tp cite kurafat memang tak bleh belah dowh...seram + tekezut2 byk giler....</div><div><br /></div><div>alek wayang...br la bersiap2...n kol 11 bertolak ke ktm...ktorg satu family except my sis, gerak nek ktm ke kl sentral....subuh smpai kat kl sentral...pastu solat jap...</div><div><br /></div><div>siap sume ktorg sume gerak nek bus g lcct....</div><div><br /></div><div>kat lcct mmg la penat gile...da la dlm ktm tak le tdo sgt...kjap2 je jaga...tekanan gile kot...kat lcct ngantok nk mampos..so ak g mcd beli coffee....duk jap chck in...n kol 10 da duk dlm airbus nk fly ke kk....waaa sgt best.....</div><div><br /></div><div>2h 30min dalam airbus...ak sempat bergosip ngan adik n pastu ak da tak sedar pape...taw2 da smpai...ahahahaha</div><div><br /></div><div>1st day pusing2 area kk....</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAamYUj3I/AAAAAAAAAh8/v8M51SF2rno/s1600/PA140111.JPG"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAamYUj3I/AAAAAAAAAh8/v8M51SF2rno/s400/PA140111.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565042221525536626" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px; " /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAZ4q70TI/AAAAAAAAAh0/_SMT9anTP-w/s1600/PA140110.JPG"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAZ4q70TI/AAAAAAAAAh0/_SMT9anTP-w/s400/PA140110.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565042209255575858" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px; " /></a></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAbe2ENBI/AAAAAAAAAiE/lZrTuPCncS0/s400/PA140124.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565042236682679314" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px; " /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div>2nd day g kundasang n mt kinabalu</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAcQsXvUI/AAAAAAAAAiU/7YBIPBZ03Os/s1600/PA150132.JPG"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAcQsXvUI/AAAAAAAAAiU/7YBIPBZ03Os/s400/PA150132.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565042250063789378" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px; " /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAb3dZTqI/AAAAAAAAAiM/f1itYjdVqT0/s1600/PA150131.JPG"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsAb3dZTqI/AAAAAAAAAiM/f1itYjdVqT0/s400/PA150131.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565042243290091170" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px; " /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsBo2rULhI/AAAAAAAAAis/8XrHPeAeCEw/s1600/PA150189.JPG"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsBo2rULhI/AAAAAAAAAis/8XrHPeAeCEw/s400/PA150189.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565043565929967122" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px; " /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsBod1ArwI/AAAAAAAAAik/9n5C9b69Llc/s1600/PA150152.JPG"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsBod1ArwI/AAAAAAAAAik/9n5C9b69Llc/s400/PA150152.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565043559259746050" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px; " /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsBn1IiacI/AAAAAAAAAic/aydEpgeA5ws/s1600/PA150149.JPG"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsBn1IiacI/AAAAAAAAAic/aydEpgeA5ws/s400/PA150149.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565043548335794626" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px; " /></a></div><div><br /></div><div>3rd day g pulau manukan n sapi </div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TTsBpZZ8p_I/AAAAAAAAAi0/Nud51ta4CKA/s400/PA160205.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565043575252363250" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px; " /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div>last day dah nk alek...tp sempat g handycraft market...</div><div><br /></div><div>4th day smpai lcct...ak lepak kl jap...</div><div><br /></div><div>5th day tetibe ada call frm boss soh alek...so seari kat kl (yg sgt best...rase cam best gile kot...yg paling best g makan ayam peyet n faster* huhuhu) n ptg ak nek bus alek umah dlu...</div><div><br /></div><div>6th day dah gerak alek png...hohohoho...memang memenatkan...pape pon vacation yg paling best ever with ma family...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>(huhuhu..next destination -----> langkawi...kot...)</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-611181622141383836?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-64688225077154356622011-01-13T19:45:00.003+11:002011-01-13T21:20:28.018+11:002011-01-13T21:20:28.018+11:00Kowang penah dgr pasal PSSTLDM??????<div><br /></div><div>aku ari ni br dgr...itu pon lepas salah sowang mmber ak ajak aku join...memang dah lame kot ak minat nk join...sejak dari undergrad...but masa undergrad derang reject ak ak sbb ketinggian aku tak smpai ketinggian yg derang nk...memang kecewa abis ar...ak pon balik ke hostel ngan rasa sgt kecewa....</div><div><br /></div><div>ari ni ak tetibe mmber aku ajak ak join...perghhh....memang best ar...mane tak nyer....klu ak join nnti leh kawen jalan bawah pedang tuh...hahahahaha...memang best...klu camtu terpaksa la aku tunda kawen ni ke thn depan...hohoho</div><div><br /></div><div>tak dapat aku bayangkan klu bejalan bawah pedang nnti...wow best2</div><div><br /></div><div>hahaha...bile la pengambilan dibukak ak dah tak sabar nk g mendaftar ni...</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-6468822507715435662?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-42008777032999641182011-01-12T15:47:00.003+11:002011-01-12T16:10:53.338+11:002011-01-12T16:10:53.338+11:00<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;">ari ni 12/1/11.....</div></div><div><br /><div>petang smlm ak tergerak ati nk balik png awal...so ak pon alek png...sampai2 jer bilik ak dapat call dr lab mate aku...dia ckp sok pg (ari ni la) kol 930 ada meeting ngan prof...so sesape yg tak sempat present result sile hadir.....pergh....nk mamPos!!! penat alek dr genting tak ilang lg...jgn kata penat ale genting...penat drive dr umah ke png pon tak abes lg tetibe bgtaw sok kne present...ak dah mcm org gile pon ada...tp takpe...ak maleh nk ambek kesah sgt...ak wat biase2 jer....</div></div><div><br /></div><div>ak bukan la nk cite pasal berita ptg smlm sgt...yg aku nk bgtaw sbnrnyer...aku punyer la tak tdo semalam nk kasik cantek slide aku...yg lepas2 sume yg present keseluruhanyer gempak2 belaka...so ak ni br nk wat last minutes....patot semggu b4 meeting dah bgtaw..ini tidak sok pg dah nk meeting tak smpai 24h pon nk kene siap sume...adeh....ak bersemangat bersekang mata smpai subuh...pas solat tak leh tdo gak...so ak paksa diri untuk tdo...takot masa meeting ak jd 'zomba'....</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TS03LB3gC_I/AAAAAAAAAgk/CWb-iEdpGtk/s400/Panda.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5561161777491741682" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px; " /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; ">hah...camni la mata aku sbb tak ckp tdo...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div>tdo pon kejap jer...kol 9 dah bgn bersiap nk g skol...dengan bersemangat ak berjalan klua bilik menuju ke skol...otw ak nk ke skol tetibe fon ak bebunyik...alamak...ak dah lmbat ker nk g meeting smpai labmate ak call...aduh...dgn pantas ak berjalan smpai ke tempat meeting...tp ak tgk takde org...aik takkan tuka venue tak kasik taw...pergh </div><div><br /></div><div>apa lagi aku punyer ar kalot...ak call sume org...taw2 prof tunda meeting...ceh penat jer ak bgn awal n kalot g meeting...rupe2nye meeting di tunda...aduh....</div><div><br /></div><div>pengajaran ari ni....'Len kali Klu org call tu cepat2 la jawab...klu tak takde la jd cam ari ni...huuuuuuua'</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TS03K7Pl5nI/AAAAAAAAAgc/vBSHw-jaHwM/s400/monkey1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5561161775713740402" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 250px; height: 250px; " /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-4200877703299964118?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-28152840176173649672011-01-12T04:56:00.003+11:002011-01-12T05:29:48.516+11:002011-01-12T05:29:48.516+11:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSygddbWUOI/AAAAAAAAAgU/i7lD-zwYwvE/s1600/PA070265.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSygddbWUOI/AAAAAAAAAgU/i7lD-zwYwvE/s400/PA070265.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5560996067871707362" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSygc8zrYqI/AAAAAAAAAgM/HlqK9uNYMrU/s1600/PA060221.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 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src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSydvfEVEQI/AAAAAAAAAfs/I4FC49hQMnQ/s400/PA060191.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5560993079014789378" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSyduJ1-OBI/AAAAAAAAAfk/I20v4X65GbU/s1600/PA060133.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSyduJ1-OBI/AAAAAAAAAfk/I20v4X65GbU/s400/PA060133.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5560993056137558034" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSydtic0iAI/AAAAAAAAAfc/8Baurdmhl4c/s1600/PA060126.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSydtic0iAI/AAAAAAAAAfc/8Baurdmhl4c/s400/PA060126.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5560993045563082754" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSydtXlv6nI/AAAAAAAAAfU/8wQlBt1M8qA/s1600/PA060120.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSydtXlv6nI/AAAAAAAAAfU/8wQlBt1M8qA/s400/PA060120.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5560993042647738994" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSydswLdJYI/AAAAAAAAAfM/ZPS3et7OBhk/s1600/PA060114.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSydswLdJYI/AAAAAAAAAfM/ZPS3et7OBhk/s400/PA060114.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5560993032068474242" /></a><br />antara pic2 percotian aku...part 1<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-2815284017617364967?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-43977030208276981632011-01-12T03:30:00.002+11:002011-01-12T04:46:36.688+11:002011-01-12T04:46:36.688+11:00balik dari bercuti...ak jmpe ngan kekasih ati aku yg lama...ak igt slama ni aku yg bertepuk sebelah tgn..rupe2nyer tidak...dekat seminggu dia datang kembali dalam hidup aku...setelah sekian lama menyepi....<div><br /></div><div>n baru2 ni aku g bercoti....ak jmpe dia boleh dikatakan setiap ari kt org lepak...malam 1st kat sana dia datang ambek ak ngan mmber g lepak2 kota damansara....g uptown...makan2 kat gulam....kol 5 br gerak nek genting...punyer la penat...cian mmber ak smpai tertdo dalam keta...so tggl aku..dia n mmber dia(fizi)....sembang2 ape yg ptt...smpai2 jer genting...ak ambek keta n balik hotel....yg paling best....ntah camner ak leh ilang kunci...slmat la dia tak trn lg...so smpat la call n cari same2(rupe2nyer jth dlm keta ak gak...ampeh jer)</div><div><br /></div><div>sampai jer bilik dah kol 530....ak mandi jap (sejuk tahap dewa tu)....blasah je lah...pastu igt bleh tdo...tp smpai kol 630 tak le tdo gak...kat lua tu angin punyer la kuat...ak bgn solat...pastu kol 7 lbh br leh tdo....siot je</div><div><br /></div><div>ak jaga kol 11...mandi siap2 tros g main...smpai la petang....mlm lak ak plan ngan dia nk g danau kota...so ak igt nk alek bilik mandi n mlm skit br trn...tp satu lg hal jd....ak g kat keta tgk taya keta ak flat abes kot....so terpaksa la ak trn awal...lg pon time tu dah kol 615...so 630 dah leh smpai bawah leh tuka taya...pas tuka taya...ak g makan2 ngan gee...lps mkan sume...ak g ambek dia...tp mlm ni fizi tak teman ktorg...so kami ber3 g danau kota smpai kol 11...n kol 12 smpai hotel...smpai jer hotel...dia mesg aku...dia soh ak mesg dia bile aku trn nnti coz dia nk jmpe aku....(dalam hati punyer la seronok)</div><div><br /></div><div>sok pagi ak bgn...pastu g begambar dlu...kol 2 camtu br ak trn...1st ak g kedai taya...g wat chambering ngan balancing...dia datang ngan fizi...lepak n teman aku kat kedai taya.....pas siap...ktorg g makan kat rawang coz nk tggu adik aku kat komuter rawang....dlm keta gee ckp ak nmpak sweet sgt ngan dia..cr dia layan ak memang len...tp ak nk wat camner....dia tu laki org kot...so ak kene sll igt kan dr ak...jgn la nk feeling lebey2....sedey jer</div><div><br /></div><div>so ari ni ak chat ngan dia lg...suke sgt....tgh best2 dok feeling dia bgtaw....</div><div><br /></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : i mmg suke kawan</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : tp i tkt gak kawan ngan u ni</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>aku : ler nape lak?</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : dulu bile da rase sayg i lari dari u</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : kekeke</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : x nk trbawak</b></span>2</div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" >aku : sbb tu u menyepi???</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : aah</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : coz dlm idup ni u akan jupe sum1 yg serasi ngan u</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : tp u akan taw die ngan u xkan bersama</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : so baek bwak diri</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>dia : dari asek pikir je</b></span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b><br /></b></span></div><div>sedeh kot aku baca...nanges jap aku td...tak sanggka dia pon ada perasaan yg serupa ngan aku...tp ak sll igtkan dr aku jgn feeling terlebey ngan dia...tp bile dia ckp camtu...aku tersentuh sgt....</div><div>nape susah sgt nk bersama ngan org yg kita syg....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-4397703020827698163?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-34274059434852636902011-01-05T04:57:00.003+11:002011-01-05T05:13:23.199+11:002011-01-05T05:13:23.199+11:00<div>SeTelaH seKiaN lAmEnye aKu RaSa sGt TensIoN &amp; BeRseRABUT!!!.....ari ni....LePas je AkU anta KerJe tu....selesai keje yg selama ni menjadi beban kat aku....(takde la sumenyer....tp rase lege la skit kan....pegh...rasa cam br jer bleh nk benapas skit...)</div><div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSNiiUDHGfI/AAAAAAAAAe0/EyVTWUILV1w/s1600/tmb-im-feeling-great-alhamdulillah.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 250px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TSNiiUDHGfI/AAAAAAAAAe0/EyVTWUILV1w/s400/tmb-im-feeling-great-alhamdulillah.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558394706742155762" /></a><br />Alhamdulillah....sumenyer berjalan ngan lancar...harap2....semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan aku sepjg thn ni....Amiinnnnnnnnnn.....<br /><div><div><br /></div><div>jadi skang bleh la aku g bercoti dengan senang hati...hooorey....</div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-3427405943485263690?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-83763365367584135312011-01-01T22:56:00.002+11:002011-01-01T23:03:21.697+11:002011-01-01T23:03:21.697+11:00wahh....kejap yer....pejam celik...pejam celik dah berakhir sudah thn 2010.....<div>terlalu banyak sgt sweet memories yg tak leh aku lupekan sepjg thn 2010 nih....</div><div>n aku rasa sepjg thn ni aku tersgt sangat lah hepi....susah nk aku gambarkan ke'hepi'an aku ini...hohohohoho</div><div>tp hepi2 pon still ada bende pahit yg aku buang jauh2...sbb dah sume bende -ve telah aku padam ngan kenangan terindah aku....</div><div>so...azam 2010 dah tercapai....</div><div><br /></div><div>dah masuk thn baru...2011...so mesti azam baru...hurmmm ape ye azam aku thn ni...</div><div>yes aku berazam aku nk kawen.....ahahahaha...leh tak camtu...kuikuikui....tp mcm lambat jer bunyiknyer....</div><div><br /></div><div>tp 010111 ....iaitu hari ni...aku telah berjaya book hotel...so jan'11 akan aku penuhkan dengan holiday bersama-sama org yang aku sayang .....rasa dah tak sabar menunggu saat itu.....</div><div><br /></div><div>so nntikan celoteh aku lepepas holiday yer...moooooah!!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-8376336536758413531?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-15499046349342240162010-12-24T16:07:00.006+11:002010-12-24T16:15:10.040+11:002010-12-24T16:15:10.040+11:00wah dah lama bebenar aku tak tulis kat sni...nk kata aku tak bukak blog..ari2 aku bukak....tp dok baca blog org je la...huhuhu...rasa malas lak nk nulis2 ni...kadang ade gak terasa nk nulis...bile br nk start tulis mood tu dah ilang...<div><br /></div><div>2 hari lepas aku smbr hari lahir yg ke -16...huhuhu...leh caye ker...tak kesah la...bia la umor bertambah...asalkan hati n perangai aku nmpak aku mude...kejap betol masa berlalu...bile smpai beday aku...br aku sedar aku da smpai ke ujung thn...kejap nyer...sume berlaku ngan pantas...awal thn ni penuh ngan duka dan lara...dan aku amat bersyukur dengan apa yang aku peroleh sekarang...sepangjang thn ni aku rasa setiap hari aku menikmati hari2 dengan pelbagai aktiviti...thn2 yg sudah takde langsung bende yg menarik yg aku lakukan...tp thn ni adalah thn yg berbeza dari yg lepas2...so aku berharap aku dapat smbg aktiviti yg mcm ni untuk thn yg akan datang....</div><div><br /></div><div>aku sudah tak sabar nk masuk thn baru....hoooreyyyy!!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-1549904634934224016?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-65688166900891529262010-11-13T04:26:00.005+11:002010-11-13T04:54:02.037+11:002010-11-13T04:54:02.037+11:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TN1--_D5O8I/AAAAAAAAAcg/_SSMW4BbIAU/s1600/black-and-white-photography004.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px; height: 250px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TN1--_D5O8I/AAAAAAAAAcg/_SSMW4BbIAU/s400/black-and-white-photography004.gif" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5538722737280334786" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; ">b...<br />perlukah aku memaafkan dirimu???<br />haruskah aku mendengar jelasanmu???<br />kerna tak mungkin ku lupa...kau telah mungkiri janjimu…<br /><br />perlukah aku beri peluang untukmu???<br />untuk buktikan kasihmu padaku...</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; ">tak mungkin aku lupa...kau mungkiri janjimu…<br /><br />tak pernahku sangka...kita kan begini...<br />setelah sekian lama semuanya tiada lagi...<br />dikau dan aku tak dapat kekal selamanya...<br />nampaknya takdir telah tamatkan cinta kita...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><br />bagaimana harus hati ini terasa???<br />bila suatu janji dimungkiri begitu saja...<br />masa depan sudah pun tiba tanda noktah...<br />tiada lagi kita hidup kini beralih arah...<br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; ">bila aku kenangkan, kisah kita dulu...<br />ke mana saja berdua hanya kau dan aku...<br />telah dibincangkan, hidup kita berdua...<br />masih tak percaya hidup tanpa belaianmu...<br />kini aku disini, hati makin sepi...<br />mengimpikan sekiranya kau masih di sisi...<br /><br />masih aku dengar kata putusmu oh kekasihku...<br />dikau berdusta bila kau lafazkan cintamu...<br />aku tak perlukanmu, hati tak merindumu...<br />walau aku kecewa...hatiku pasti sembuh<br />ini hakikatnya...kini aku sedar...<br />takkan aku biarkan diriku kesepian<br />dah banyak kali hatiku telah dilukai<br />namun ini tidak aku sangka darimu kasih<br />dulu aku ingat kita berdua ‘tuk selamanya,<br />kini ku tahu hatiku dipermainkan saja...<br /><br />kini aku sedar, erti sebenarnya cinta</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; ">setelah kau tiada...<br />hidup makin tiada makna<br />aku harapkan dikau kini bahagia<br />tanpa ku disisi hati tiada lagi cinta.<br /><br />perlukah…<br />aku memaafkan mu…<br />tak mungkin ku lupakan…<br />cintamu……</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; line-height: normal; font-size: 16px; color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TN1--mw0DII/AAAAAAAAAcY/Nyd6obuL7mU/s400/summer_walk_by_baaddreamz.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5538722730757852290" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px; " /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; line-height: normal; font-size: 16px; color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-6568816690089152926?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-83821433299118765692010-11-09T17:55:00.002+11:002010-11-09T18:04:39.211+11:002010-11-09T18:04:39.211+11:00Through your eyes I can draw the lovely sunset<div>closer than its many miles of distance</div><div><br /></div><div>Through your eyes I can run to the end of the rainbow</div><div>without falling great height by taking a chance</div><div><br /></div><div>Through your eyes I can coax the storm</div><div>to sail me into a still, blue sea</div><div><br /></div><div>Through your eyes I can watch many flowers</div><div>blossom into a garden just for me</div><div><br /></div><div>Through your eyes I can touch the clouds in the sky</div><div>soft and gentle on my heart, even if they are far</div><div><br /></div><div>Through your eyes I can reach the mood and the stars</div><div>hold them and be with you, wherever you are</div><div><br /></div><div>Through your eyes I can sing to the tune</div><div>of love song playing on the air</div><div><br /></div><div>Through your eyes I can dream of you</div><div>and the moments of time you and I can share...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-8382143329911876569?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-46339939538417660192010-10-25T11:10:00.003+11:002010-10-25T11:33:19.620+11:002010-10-25T11:33:19.620+11:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TMTQPzrxChI/AAAAAAAAAbo/vSFG2HS2G1M/s1600/pic61023.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 216px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TMTQPzrxChI/AAAAAAAAAbo/vSFG2HS2G1M/s400/pic61023.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5531775212308204050" /></a><br />~~Yesterday is only a dream, and tomorrow is only a vision, but today well lived makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope~~<div><br /></div><div>~~Happiness lies for Those how cry, Those who hurt, Those who have searched and Those who have tried, For only they can appreciate the importance of people Who have touched their lives.~~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-4633993953841766019?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-71906677671637463632010-09-22T16:28:00.001+10:002010-09-22T16:30:32.859+10:002010-09-22T16:30:32.859+10:00<object style="background-image:url(http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/ebIYE0UUhXc/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ebIYE0UUhXc?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ebIYE0UUhXc?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-7190667767163746363?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-74983908368601735782010-09-09T17:51:00.001+10:002010-09-09T17:55:51.294+10:002010-09-09T17:55:51.294+10:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TIiS4gqyTVI/AAAAAAAAAZY/pG-Pz4c2R8s/s1600/Downloads.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/TIiS4gqyTVI/AAAAAAAAAZY/pG-Pz4c2R8s/s320/Downloads.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5514819243254893906" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-7498390836860173578?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-11597589858908234002010-09-02T06:02:00.003+10:002010-09-02T06:07:57.374+10:002010-09-02T06:07:57.374+10:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(255, 255, 255); line-height: 16px; font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">25 Mei 2009-</span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px; font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:11px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Today is my birthday...happy sangat sbb my husband awal2 pg dah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">wish...kwn2 pejabat...along, imran my nierce...siap call kat opis tu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nyanyi2...ptg lepas opis hour...husband ajak pi pizza hut kat rawang..tp</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku rasa mcm jauh sangat..dia pun penat baru abis final exam...so kami</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mkn kat tg malim je..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">26 Mei 2009 -</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bangun pagi je...time nak mandi...aku tgk ada darah...mcm 1st day</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">period...masyaAllah ...aku baru je masuk 32 miggu pregnant (8</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">months)...gelabah2 call along tp tak angkat...call my sister in law..(x</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nurse)..dia advice suruh pi hospital...check up..takut uri dok bwh...so</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku bergegas ke klinik kesihatan... staff nurse scan...(dr.kursus masa tu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">katanya)...tak de pape...baby ok...uri dok atas...semua ok...diaorg tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">leh detact...aku check pad....still ada darah...so aku ditolak ke</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Hospital slim river...so bermula le kisah aku berkampung di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">hospital...dan sejarah masa mengandungkan husna berulang lg...lg sekali</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku naik ambulans...terus ditahan di labour room..merasa le di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">seluk..dikorek. ..papsmear. ..sakitnya hanya ALLAH yg mengetahui..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">27 Mei 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">masih di tahan di wad...tp darah tak keluar lg...mak n bpk bergegas ke tg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">malim dari air port...diaorg baru je balik bercuti dari Indonesia ... ambik</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">husna, bwk baik tg karang</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">28 Mei 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku dibenarkan keluar....baby aku ok...bledding dah tak de...cuma kena</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">refer hospital untuk check up seterusnya oleh dr pakar...cuma dr bg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pilihan sama ada aku nak operation or normal delivery...aku nak cuba</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">normal...tp husbang aku prefer operation... tak sanggup tgk aku sakit</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bersalin lama mcm masa bersalin Husna dulu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">29 Mei 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">berehat di rumah....baru bgtau husband...still bledding...tp aku thik</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">positive..tak de pape kot...panas je bdn...ptg tu, balik tg karang jumpa</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Husna...rindu sangat kat dia</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">30 Mei 2009</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">duduk rumah mak...lepak2. ..ptg tu bwk husna jln2...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">31 Mei 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">still bledding...tp gagahkan diri berjln ke Tesco Kuala Selangor...untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">final shopping barang baby...beli tilam kekabu untuk baby...untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dipadankan dgn katil baby yg aku beli dari B, still bledding...sakit2 dah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kat ari2....tp gagahkan diri untuk berjln...ptg pkl 5 bertolak balik ke</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tg malim..masih sakit...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lepas drop adik aku rizal kat komuter rawang...sakit masih menyucuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nyucuk...singgah klinik nabilah untuk scan....kepala baby dah masuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lubang...tu yg buat aku sakit2...balik rumah, mkn2...siapka brg untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">antar husna ke nursery....sakit kat ari2 merebak ke pinggang... ooo...ini</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dah lain mcm...aku bgtau husband, terus aku di bawa ke hospital...husna</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku tinggalkan kat rumah pengasuh dia...dan bermula le...kisah aku....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">1 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku disuntik ubt matangkan paru2 baby...kerana, baby aku baru berusia 33</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">minggu 4 hari..di suntik juga ubt penahan sakit...tak bg bersalin</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lg...rupanya, aku dah nak bersalin...dah buka 2 cm...dr cuba suntik ubt</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kat aku, tak nak bg bersalin lg...sakitye ALLAH je yg tahu...tp demi</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">baby, aku tahan w'pun aku dah nangis2 masa disuntik tu...esok</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pg...constraction tak kerap sangat...so aku ditolak ke wad</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bersalin...menjelan g mlm..sakit tu dtg lg...makin kerap...n kerap...n</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kerap....nurse check...dah buka 4 cm...makin kerap sakit...di check lg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dah buka 6 cm..terus di tolak semula ke labour room</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">2 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sakit....makin sakit...n sakit....dah buka 10 cm...husband aku dtg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menemani aku...push.. ..push... .aku teringat pesan along..push masa rasa</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sakit je...ALHAMDULILLAH, senang sangat bersalin yg ini..aku selamat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bersalin dan ALHAMDULILLAH. ..aku dpt baby boy...sangat comel...iras muka</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">imran hakim anak along aku...aku sempat susukan dia...berat dia 2.22 kg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(33 minggu)...tp dia kena di bawa ke wad Special Care Nursery (SCN) untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">check up lebih lanjut...aku happy sangat dpt baby BOY...bukan bermaksud</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku tak suka dpt Husna, tp aku gembira...aku dpt sepasang anak....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">waktu lawat tgh hari, aku sempat jenguk anak aku di wad SCN...dr</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mengesahkan, anak aku kena rawatan rapi...mungkin ada masalah paru2 or</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jantung...tp tak sure lg...aku cuba think positive...mungkin sbb anak aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dilahirkan pramatang... tu sbb dr ckp mcm tu...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">3 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku jenguk anak aku sorang2 kat wad SCN...masih berwayar...dr. pakar</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kanak2 mengesahkan kat aku...yg anak aku berkemungkinan menghidap</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">penyakit jantung berikutan ada bunyi di dadanya...mungkin akan di refer</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ke IJN untuk imbasan jantung...Ya allah...aku sangat risau n susah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">hati...aku cuba untuk perah susu aku...untuk bg kat anak aku...tp belum</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ada susu..aku cuba ...tanpa putus asa...aku dah boleh discharge dari wad</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bersalin...tp kena duduk di Wad SCN untuk menemani anak aku...atas</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">perbincangan bersama...suami aku memberi nama pd baby kami...Qaid</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Ahmadinejad yg bermaksud-Pemimpim/ ketua yang berani menegakkan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kebatilan...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">4 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kami membawa Qaid ke IJN untuk imbasan jantung...Dr. pakar di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sana ..mengesahkan yg anak kami menghidap penyakit jantung berlubang (tp</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kecil) dan injap jantung tersumbat... .aku ttp tabah menghadapi dugaan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ALLAH ini..aku cuba untuk think positive..selagi ada jln, selagi tu kami</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">akan usaha...janji Qaid sihat...seperti kakaknye Qaisara Husna...Dr.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pakar mengesahkan 15 June ini anakku akan di tahan di IJN...untuk minor</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">operation</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">5 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid dah dibenarkan untuk terus menyusu bdn denganku...susuku pun semakin</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">banyak...ALHAMDULIL LAH....moga dgn susu ku ini..dpt menyihatkan tubuh bdn</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid...dan aku tak putus2 berdoa...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">6 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid ditukarkan ke wad biasa...buka ICU lg...ini satu pembaharuan. .tp</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">masih dipasang ubt IV Prostaglandin iaitu sejenis ubt jantung....n aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">boleh meneruskan tugasku sebagai seorang ibu..dpt menyusukan dia seperti</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">biasa...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">7 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid berasa selamat setiap kali aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mendukungnya. ..berzikir. ...beratib. ...makin sihat...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">8 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lagi 5 hari untuk dibawa ke IJN....5 more days my darling!!... sabar ye</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sayang ibu...bertahan ye...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">9 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">siang mlm aku habiskan masa di sisi Qaid...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">10 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku rindu kat Husna...tp aku tak perlu risau...Husna dah cerdik...dah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">boleh berdikari... Qaid perlukan ibu lg dekat disisinya... .kakak kena</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mengalah ye sayang...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">11 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid makin sihat....berak kencing normal mcm baby lain...aku menjadi</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">penghuni senior di wad SCN...org lain keluar masuk...aku masih ttp di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sini...tak pe...demi anakku...aku rela berpantang di hospital</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">12 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mak suruh aku perah susu banyak2...tinggal untuk Qaid...pg2 suamiku dtg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ambik untuk balik..bertungku. ..mkn nasi panas...n etc...tp aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tolak...tak sanggup tinggalkan anak aku pg2....biarlah aku tak berapa</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sempurna berpantang.. ..janji aku ttp berada di sisi anakku...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">13June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">2 more days sayang....bertahan ye</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">14 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku sangat happy hari ni....aku esok aku akan ke IJN...balik rumah tgh</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tu...packing brg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">15 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Hari yg dinanti-nantikan. ..pg lg aku dah mandi, bersiap...susukan Qaid</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kenyang2..sbb aku akan bawa Qaid ke IJN...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">on the way ke IJN, Dr.caroline dari Hospital SLim River telefon,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mengatakan yg nama anak aku tidak di refer ke wad IJN...bg aku ini satu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">petanda...kenapa berliku liku perjalanan anakku ini...kenapa diaorg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">careless menjalankan tugas....aku n suami dah uruskan pembayaran anakku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">untuk di tahan di wad...17 June akan di operation... kenapa diaorg ni</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">teruk sangat...pasal apa susahkan anak aku...berapa lama lg anak aku akan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bertahan???? aku nangis tak tentu arah....for the 1st time semenjak anak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku sakit...aku menangis sebegini teruk....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">16 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">atas usaha Dr. Ahmad, Dr pakar kanak2 hospital slim...Qaid dpt juga di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bawa ke IJN..tp untuk check up...sama ada boleh di operation atau</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tak...selepas di Check oleh Dr. Haifa(Dr pakar jantung IJN)...dia ckp</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid kena tunggu berat naik dulu baru diaorg confident untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">operation... sbb Qaid masih kecil...urat2 dia masih halus...takut terkoyak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bila di operation... so aku kena bwk balik slim...untuk tunggu kg dia</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">naik...Dr. ahmad bantu aku n husband...dia order 1 serbuk soya n minyak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">MCT oil...yg selalunye dia beri kepada baby2 untuk naikkan kg...kalau</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tanpa bantuan2 semua tu...kemungkinan anak aku naik kg adalah dlm masa</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sebulan....so lepas di beri beda2 tu...kg Qaid akan naik dlm masa 2</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">minggu...bermula le episod duka dlm hidup aku...Qaid tak dibenarkan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menyusu terus dgn aku...alasan : nanti dia penat..kg dia lambat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">naik...aku kena perah susu...dan anak aku diberi minum melalui</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tiub...sangat sedih sbb dia mencari2 susu aku...aku cuba juga untuk bg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">curi2....tp tiub tu menyebabkan dia tak selesa...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">17 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">masih meneruskan usaha memerah susu untuk Qaid...aku kena sediakan 42 cc</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">susu aku...every 3 hours...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">18 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">susu untuk Qaid dinaikkan ke 44 cc...tanpa Qaid breast feed</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dgnku...susuku tak berapa banyak keluar...sangat buat aku susah hati</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">19 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">berat Qaid naik ke 2.395 kg...ALHAMDULILLAH</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">20 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">susu untuk Qaid dinaikkan ke 48 cc...Ya ALLAH...permudahkan lah urusan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kami...perbanyakkan le susu ku..demi kesihatan anak ku Ya ALLAH!!!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">21 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">susu untuk Qaid dinaikkan ke 50 cc...aku cuba minum air banyak....mkn</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lobak putih...minum susu anmum...minum sangat banyak...takkisah kalau</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">urat aku kembang atau perut aku buncit...demi Qaid...aku rela...Demi</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kesihata anakku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">22 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">masih di Wad SCN...menemani annakku...makin tembam...makin chubby...pg ni</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bila ditimbang berat....berat Qaid naik ke 2.44</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kg....alhamdulillah ...Qaid.. .bertahan ye...4 kg lg sayang...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">23 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">susu Qaid dinaikkan ke 55 cc bersamaan 2 auns...aku tak putus asa..terus</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">memerah susu setiap 3 jam sekali...demi annakku...Qaid Ahmadinejad</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">24 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pg ni, Qaid masih aktif mcm biasa....nangis bila disalin pampers...tp dia</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mmg baik..tak banyak ragam...tak kuat nangis mcm baby lain...senang</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jaga..senang bersalin...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">1130 pg- aku baru perah susu Qaid...tgh tunggu nak bg susu...tiba2, SP02</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(deyutan nadi) dia menjunam dari 90 lebih ke 5..aku jerit panggil staff</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nurse....terus refer dr....dr buat CPR pada annak ku yg masih kecil</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ini...terus dia nangis mcm biasa....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tgh hari tu, Qaid di masukkan ke ICU baby....katil mula2 dia</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lahir...untuk pemerhatian rapi...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku dimaklumkan oleh Dr., sekali lg perkara ni terjadi masa aku mkn</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tgh...dan dr buat CPR lg pd anakku...dan mereka mengambil keputusan untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">memakaikan Qaid oksigen untuk bantuan bila dia berhenti bernafas lg...aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sangat risau..Ya ALLAH...selamatkan lah ANAKKU...jauhi le dia dari</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bahaya...sembuhkan lah anakku ya ALLAH</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ptg tu perkara ni jadi lg buat kali ke 3..3 kali mereka membuat CPR ke</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">atas anakku...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">25 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku tak nak tinggalkan Qaid...tp staff nurse suruh aku rehat...suruh</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tido..diaorg ada tunggu Qaid katanya...aku pun tido di bilik sebelah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anakku...menjelang pkl 3 pg, nurse kejut aku..bgtau suruh perah susu...n</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">di maklumkan perkara siang td jd lg sekali...dah aku tak tido terus</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bermula pkl 3 pg itu...untuk menemani anakku....aku takut perkara tu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">terjadi lg...aku dimaklumkan oleh dr., CPR dah diber sebanyak 4 kali</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">untuk anakku...dan itu tak bagus untuk seorang baby...jika dia survive</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pun...katanya, kemungkinan dia akan cacat...sbb oksigen dia kurang...dia</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tak lawan...dia bergantung pg oksigen tu..aku risau...sangat risau</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pkl 8 pg-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">perut Qaid membesar...dr mengesahkan ada kuman di perutnya...tak tau</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">punca dari mana...aku bingung...kenapa tidak terjadi pd baby2 org</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lain..kenapa anakku....Qaid sakit jantung...kenapa tak jd kat baby2 yg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sihat2 yg lain...kenapa mesti anakku yg kena..Qaid di suruh</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">berpuasa...tak dibenarkan menyusu..masuk 2 hari aku tak dengar suaranya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">semenjak di pakaikan tiub oksigen itu...ya ALLAH...ujian apakah yg KAU</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">uji terhadapku.. ..adakah kerana dosa2ku yg lalu perkara ni di uji ke</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">atasku..kenapa mesti anakku yg menjadi mangsa??kenapa ya ALLAH....Qaid</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menangis tak dengar suara...tp hanya air mata yg keluar yg sangat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menghibakan hati ku....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menjelang ptg..aku minta untuk balik kerumah sebentar...untuk rest, pkl</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">8, dr caroline call...suruh aku n husband ke hospital segera...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kami disahkan yg tekanan darah anak sangat rendah....sebarang kemungkinan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bakal berlaku...dan kami di benarkan duduk menemani anak kami...masuk 2</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mlm aku tak tido ...aku sangat takut...takut dia pergi tanpa ibunya di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sisi....Qaid. ..bertahan nak...bertahan sayang...ibu ada teman Qaid...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">26 June 2009-</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pg Jumaat....aku tak tido semalaman, menemani Qaid...aku sangat takut</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dengan sebarang kemungkinan yg bakal berlaku...aku tak mkn, tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mandi...terus menemani Qaid...sampaikan kwn2 yg dtg menjenguk kami di wad</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">itu pun aku tak pedulikan..aku tak nak berganjak walaupun sekejap...aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">takut Qaid pergi meninggalkan aku bila aku tak de disisinya... aku nak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sentiasa menemani anakku...puas di pujuk oleh suamiku untuk berehat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sebentar, tp aku tak peduli...aku tak nak...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menjelang tgh hari, Dr. Caroline memberitahu kami...anak kami sangat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lemah..bergantung sepenuhnya pd mesin oksigen..dia tak fight langsung</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">katanya...dlm hatiku..mcm mana dia nak fight, kalau di cucuk ubat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bergelen gelen...babyku pramatang... masih dlm hari..mana dia mampu n</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sanggup menanggung bergitu banyak antibiotik yg masuk ke bdnnya...even</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">org tua sekali pun tak sanggup terima...babyku masih kecil..antibody dia</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sangat lemah!!!!Dr caroline berkata..."BERSIAP SEDIA DGN SEBARANG PERKARA</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">YG BAKAL BERLAKU....KAMI CUBA SELAGI TERMAMPU, EVEN QAID SURVIVE PUN,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">KEMUNGKINAN DIA MENGALAMI KECACATAN... aku tak kisah, cacat ke...sumbing</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ke walau mcm mana pun anakku alami, aku terima...aku bela dia...aku tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sanggup dia tinggalkan aku...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tp aku tak nak tunjuk kesedihan aku depan suamiku, aku hanya mampu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">berkata pd suamiku 'BANG, APA PUN YG BAKAL TERJADI..KITA REDHA"..w'pun</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mulutku berkata bergitu...hati ku menafikannya. ...Qaid.. bertahan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nak...ibu ada teman Qaid</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bpk dan ibuku dtg melawat...membawa bekalan untukku, airmata ku tak mampu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bertahan.... aku nangis sepuas puasnya...aku meluahkan apa y terpendam di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">hatiku pd kedua org tuaku...ibuku hanya menasihatiku,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">berdoa...berdoa. ..pelbagai surah diberi utukku lafazkan di ubun2</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anakku...di telinga anakku...bpkku berkata, sabar...ini dugaan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">allah...alah nak uji awak...even anak awak cacat sekali pun, kalau awak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dan azrol tak mampu nak bela, kami sanggup bela....beri pd kami...bpk,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mak...mulia sungguh hatimu....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku ttp menunggu...dan menunggu di sisi anakku...sayang, ibu ada di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tepimu..menemani Qaid...Qaid jgn bimbang...ibu ada...Qaid jgn takut...ibu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">teman Qaid...tp hati seorang ibu, tak sanggup tgk anaknya di perlakukan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sedemikian rupa..diinject sana sini....tak cukup kaki tangan, betisnya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pula di cucuk...di ambil darah..Dr.ckp, puan, darah anak puan tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">cukup....aku rela mereka menambah darahku....ambil le sebanyak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mana...asalkan anakku selamat...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ptg, Dr. pakar kanak2 dtg menjenguk... dia memaklumkan pd kami...kuman itu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dah merebak ke ginjal anakku...anakku tak kencing..tak berak..perut makin</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">membesar...kulit makin menipis..merah2 dah ketara di bahagian perut...ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">allah....aku bermohon kepadamu...aku REDHA kau ambil nyawa anakku..jg lah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">di biarkan anakku di seksa sedemikian rupa...jika ada kesalahan ku,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kesalahan suamiku...biarlah kami yg menanggung dosa yg kami</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lakukan...tetapi jgn le anakku yg menjadi mangsa...aku bagaikan hilang</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pedoman....hilang kewarasan... pabila melihat anakku sedemikian rupa...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Dr. pakar membuat keputusan untuk di adakan minor operation untuk menebuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sedikit lubang di perut anakku...untuk melihat sama ada ususnya telah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pecah (yg mengakibatkan perutnya membesar) atau asid...atau dpt</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mengurangkan kekembungan bayiku itu...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku terus berada di sisi Qaid...membaca ayat2 suci, pelbagai doa...untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kekuatan anakku...aku menjadi kuat semangat, berfikiran positif..yg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anakku bakal sihat kembali..selagi ada cara...selagi tu aku terus</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">berfikiran positif..aku tahu anakku kuat...jika ibunya kuat...air susu yg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mengalir pd anaknya membuatkan anaknya menjadi kuat...aku terus berada di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sisi Qaid, dia memberi respond padaku...kakinya diangkat-angkat. .aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">terus mengusap pipinya...aku lihat airmatanya mengalir..matanya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">terbuka...rupanya dia menangis...aku usap lg pipinya..mulutnye bergerak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">gerak...rupanya anakku lapar..dia nak susu...bila ku suarakan pd</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nurse...Dr. tak bg, anakku kena puasa...sedihnya la hatiku..hibanya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">rasa...Qaid. ...ibu tak berdaya sayang....adik sakit..kalau ibu bg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">juga...nanti perut adik tak leh menerima...ibu tak mampu sayang...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menjelang mlm...pkl 10.30, sebelum Dr. Ahmad dtg, anakku putus nafas</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sekali lagi...Dr. Sumi membuat CPR pada anakku...aku terus keluar dari</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">wad NICU itu kerana tak sanggup melihat...sedangkan org tua pun di buat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">CPR kita rasa sakit..inipula baby kecil...dlm hari..masih dlm pantang..ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ALLAH...berilah kekuatan pd ku...suamiku terus membaca yassin di sisi</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anakku...jantungnya semakin lemah..tekanan darah mula tak stabil...CPR yg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">di lakukan kali ini...begitu lama di bandingkan dari hari2 sebelum</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ini...bila keadaan dah stabil, Dr. Ahmad terus membuat minor operation pd</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anakku...kemudian. .setelah selesai, dr. ahmad menunjukkan pd</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">suamiku...bahawa. ..usus anakku elok, yg keluar hanya darah dan air</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sahaja...aku bersyukur... bersyukur kerana tiada apa2 yg berlaku pd organ</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anakku...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">selepas Dr. Ahmad membuat minor operation pada anakku...anakku putus</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nafas sekali lg...Dr. Ahmad dan Dr2. yg lain terus membuat CPR pada</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anakku..aku tak masuk ke bilik itu...tp terus melihat dari</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">luar...kemudian, dr. sumi dtg kepadaku...MAK. ..TAK NAK MASUK KE</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">TGK??...aku ckp...nanti Dr., saya tak sanggup tgk anak saya dilakukan mcm</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tu...tak sampai hati...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kemudian...aku lihat, suamiku menangis...menangis tak henti henti...aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">terus berlari ke arah suamiku...kemudian aku duduk di sisinya...Dr. Ahmad</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dtg kepadaku...dia ckp, KITA DAH BUAT CPR PD BABY SEBANYAK 6 KALI...TAK</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ELOK UNTUK BABY, DIA SEMAKIN LEMAH...KITA CUBA SEDAYA UPAYA...TP DIA TAK</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">RESPOND...IBU BOLEH CUCI TANGAN...DUDUK DEKAT ANAK...BOLEH PEGANG</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">DIA...aku terus membasuh tanganku...dan aku ttp mengatakan pd</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">suamiku...BANG, KITA REDHA...REDHA DGN UJIAN ALLAH...kemudian, aku terus</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pergi pada Qaid....mencium dia tanpa henti...melafazkan kalimah syahadah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">padanya...membaca ayat2 lazim pdnya...membaca doa nabi yunus</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pdnya...kemudian. .aku tgk Dr. terus menanggalkan mesin dan wayar2 yg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">melekat di bdnnya...kenapa Dr???Dr. ahmad terus menggeleng.. .Ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ALLAH....Qaid. ..anak ibu, kenapa tinggalkan ibu..ibu tak sanggup</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nakkkk....aku seperti hilang akal...hilang kewarasan aku....Qaid. ..ibu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sayang Qaid...kena tinggalkan ibu sorang2..ibu tak sanggup</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nak...Qaid.. .kenapa kuman tu kena kat Qaid..kenapa tak pd budak2 lain yg</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sihat2...anak ibu sakit jantung...kenapa anak ibu yg kena...Ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ALLAH.....kenapa ambil anakku dari ku..kenapa tak ambil aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sekali???Qaid. .........</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku terus pengsan....lemah. ...adakah ini hanya mimpi...adakah ini hanya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">gurauan semata mata...Ya ALLAH....berat sungguh ujian mu ini....aku tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mampu untuk berkata apa..hanya air mata yg mengalir tanpa henti...berat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sungguh ujianmu ini ya ALLAH...berilah aku kekuatan ya ALLAH...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">suamiku mula menelefon ahli2 keluarga kami...memberitahu ttg berita pahit</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ini...ramai yg cuba menghubungi ku...tp aku begitu lemah untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menjawab..terlalu pahit dugaan ini...ibu mana yg sanggup berpisah dengan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anaknya...tiada sapa yg mampu berada di tempatku ini..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menjelang pkl 1.30 pg..kakak iparku (kak ida) dan abg wan sampai...aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">terus terusan menangis...tak sanggup rasanya menerima hakikat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ini...adakah aku bermimpi...atau ini hanya mainan tidurku...ku cubit</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">cubit lenganku..ku ketuk ketuk kepalaku...betulkah semua</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ini...ya...hakikatn ya mmg benar....ini adalah realiti..bukan mimpi...aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">harus menerima dugaan ini dengan tabah...tp aku menafikan... aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">redha....tp aku tak sanggup meniti hari-hari berpantang aku tanpa Qaid di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sisi..mcm mana keadaanku nanti..ya allah...kuatkanlah semangatku.. aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">begitu lemah sekali...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Jenazah Qaid dikafankan di hospital...sebelum kami berangkat ke rumah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mayat, aku dibenarkan untuk melihat jenazah anakku...Ya ALLAH..anakku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">seperti tidur...senyuman dibibirnya.. ..begitu comel wajah anakku..begitu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tenang sekali dia pergi dijemput ilahi...Ya ALLAH...besarnya rahmatmu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ini...aku bersyukur... anakku pergi meninggalkan aku...aku sayang</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">padanya...tetapi ALLAH lg menyayangi nye..aku tak perlu khuatir...Qaid</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">akan dijaga oleh ALLAH..walaupun aku tak sanggup menerima dugaan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ini...aku REDHA Qaid pergi...aku cium.cium.. cium jenazah anakku tanpa</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">henti...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sebelum kami berangkat dari wad SCN...aku peluk rakan2 kenalanku di wad</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">itu..moga dugaan yg menimpaku ini..dijadikan sebagai kekuatan diri</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mereka agar jgn mengeluh menjaga anak mereka yg sedang sakit di wad</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">itu...sempat aku berpesan...kuatkan lah semangat korang...aku tak pernah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">berputus asa berusaha menyembuhkan anakku Qaid...sehingga nyawanya di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jemput ALLAH...aku kuatkan semangatku.. .dari mula aku menerima berita</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid sakit...sampai le ke hujung nyawanya...aku tak pernah mengabaikan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dirinya...meninggal kan dirinya kesorangan.. .jdkanlah kisah aku sebagai</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kekuatan korang....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ku lihat..semua staff nurse menangis...dr. sumi pun begitu..aku ucapkan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">terima kasih di atas layanan mereka sepanjang aku dan Qaid berada di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bawah jagaan mereka..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ku turut anakku sehingga ke rumah mayat...di mandikan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jenazah...dikafanka n..semua dilakukan oleh suamiku....aku begitu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">lemah...adik2ku menangis tersedu sedu kesedihan pabila melihat jenazah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sekecil itu...begitu suci...tersenyum. ..putih bersih...ya ALLAH...berilah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kekuatan ke atas ku....rahmatilah pemergian anakku ini ya ALLAH</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menjelang pkl 2 pagi...kami sampai di rumah...mak dan mak mertuaku, adik2</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">iparku telah menyiapkan segala kelengkapan. ..jenazah anakku diletakkan di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">atas tilam kekabu yg ku beli khas untuknya...untuk dipadankan dengan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">katil baby yg kubeli dari B, sayu hatiku....sayu sangat...melihat segala</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pakaiannya.. kelengkapannya. ..yg tak pernah di usik..dipakai lg...mcm mana</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">agaknya diriku nanti...mengadap segala brg2 keperluan Qaid...mak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menangis...begitu juga mertuaku...aku begitu lemah...aku baring di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sebelah anakku Husna...ku peluk anakku...husna, hanya tinggal husna</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sebagai kekuatan ibu meneruskan kehidupan ibu...husna jd anak yg baik</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ye...adik husna dah takde...husna tak sempat tgk Qaid...hibanya rasa</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">hatiku ya allah...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">along sampai, terus mengurut bdnku...urut kepala ku..urut</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kakiku...kemudian, dia menyertai ahli keluarga yg lain..mengaji untuk</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jenazah anakku...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">suamiku membuat keputusan untuk menyemadikan jenazah anak kami di tanjung</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">karang...bpk menguruskan segala keperluan di tg karang dengan wak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">leman...kemudian, mak, ajip, ijal along n family meneruskan perjalanan ke</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">tg karang...aku dan yg lain2 akan bertolak selepas subuh...menunggu ahli</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">keluarga suamiku dari kedah..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sesudah subuh, kami bersiap..hatiku pilu..hiba.. .pabila merasa susuku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bengkak..bengkak sangat...ya ALLAH...Qaid haus....Qaid nak susu...aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">memerah susuku tanpa bantuan pam, begitu banyak susu ini...tapi aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ralat...Qaid tak sempat menyusu buat kali terakhir...hiba sungguh</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">hatiku...ibu mertua ku memelukku n menenangkan hatiku...aku pilu..pilu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">bila melihat jenazah anakku di hadapan mataku...betul. ini bukan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mimpi..tp kenyataan..aku harus hadapi...husna bangun dari tidur,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">eh...adik dah balik....eh adik tidur???kakak. ....adik kakak dah tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">de...terlalu pahit air liurku untuk memberitahu husna bahawa adiknya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">telah di jemput ilahi...paham kah dia ttg kehilangan adiknya??</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kemudian...selepas subuh, selepas kehadiran jiran2 tetanggaku melihat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jenazah....kami bertolak ke tg karang...sedih hatiku bila melihat</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">satu-satunya kawanku dtg...B, anak aku dah takde...anak aku dah dijemput</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ilahi...tinggal aku sorang b....B peluk aku, menenangkan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">hatiku....sabar. ..sabar jie...ni semua dugaan allah...ko beruntung sbb</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ada anak kau yg menunggu ko di syurga nanti...sedihnya hatiku menerima</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">hakikat ini....kemudian, dtg jiranku yg paling rapat denganku..kak mas,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aku peluk kak mas...kak mas, saya dah lama nak anak lelaki...tp sekejap</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">je allah pinjamkan pd saya...sabar jie...sabar. ..ini semua dugaan...air</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mataku dah kering....dah kering untuk menangis lg...hati aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pilu...hiba. .sedih... tp air mataku tak mampu lg untuk keluar...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kami meneruskan perjalanan kami ke tg karang..sepanjang jln, tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">putus-putus sahabat2 n kenalan2 sms...mengucapkan takziah...antara</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">banyak2 sms yg aku terima...aku begitu tenang pabila membaca sms dari</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ustaz nasir, rakan kerjaku di FSSK...JIE, QAID TU</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">KETUA...PEMIMPIN. ..INSYAALLAH, DIA AKAN MENGETUAI UJI DAN SUAMI DI SYURGA</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">NANTI...amin. ...amin.. .ya rabbal alamin..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Sampai di tg karang...aku disambut oleh along...aku diminta berehat di</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dlm bilik...mak bg aku mkn...pahit sungguh air liurku ini...aku tak mampu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menelan apa2 sahaja....aku tak mampu....kemudian, rumah ayahku ini</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dipenuhi oleh ahli keluarga..kenalan. .sahabat2 handai...kemudian, aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">diminta untuk mencium jenazah Qaid buat kali terakhir.... aku berjalan ke</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">aras jenazah...jenazah anakku seperti tidur....aku terlupa bahawa anakku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sudah meninggalkan aku...aku cium anakku...cium tanpa henti...kemudian,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">secara tiba2...aku berzikir pd jenazah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid...SUBHANALLAH. ..WALHAMDULILLAH ..WALAILA HAILLALLAH WALLAH HU</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">AKBAR...zikir yg selalu aku ratibkan pd qaid bila dia</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">menangis...mengigau ....ya allah...anakku hidup lg..dia cuma tido..tido</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">seperti hari2 biasa....tido selepas mandi..selepas di beri susu...ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ALLAH...jgn ambil anakku....Qaid, ibu sayang Qaid..jgn tinggal kan ibu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nak..mcm mana keadaan ibu nanti tanpa Qaid....Qaidddddddd dddddddddd. ....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jenazah anakku di kebumikan di sebelah kubur arwah opah....betul2 di tepi</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">kubur arwah opah...aku bersyukur... .sekurang kurangnya Qaid tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sendiri...nyang ada menemani Qaid..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Ya ALLAH, Aku REDHA di atas ujianmu ini...Aku REDHA ya ALLAH...kau</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">limpahilah rahmatmu ke atas roh anakku ya ALLAH...lindungilah Qaid ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ALLAH....jagalah Qaid di sana ya ALLAH...lindungilah dirinya ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ALLAH...berilah kekuatan ke atasku ya ALLAH...aku masih ada husna dan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">suamiku, tetapi Qaid sorang2 di sana ya ALLAH...temanilah anakku ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ALLAH...jgn dibiarkan dirinya kesorang ya ALLAH...selama ini aku tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pernah biarkan dirinya kesorangan.. ..aku REDHA ya ALLAH...aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">REDHA....kerana kau lebih menyayangi anakku dariku...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid, ibu sayang Qaid...sayang sangat kat Qaid..w'pun Qaid hanya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">dipinjamkan sekejap kepada ibu...tp ibu bertuah sangat..dpt susukan Qaid,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jaga Qaid siang dan malam...cium Qaid tanpa henti...bacakan surah,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ayat-ayat lazim, doa dan zikir tanpa henti pada Qaid...Qaidlah anugerah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">yg amat berharga pada ibu..w'pun hadirmu hanya sekejap nak...tp Qaidlah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">anugerah yg tak ternilai dari ALLAH untuk ibu...tunggu ibu di syurga ya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">nak..doakan ibu kuat, kuat mengharungi hari2 pantang ibu tanpa</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid...kesian kat kak husna nak...terbiar tanpa kasih ibu..bukan ibu tak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sayang pd kakak...tp ibu lemah...lemah dengan kehilangan Qaid...doakan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ibu ye nak...doakan ibu..semoga ibu kuat...ibu takkan lupakan Qaid...ibu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">akan sentiasa mendoakan Qaid...begitu juga abah...kehilangan Qaid</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">merupakan satu tamparan pada ibu dan abah...ibu ingat ibu lg kuat dari</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">abah...tp rupanya ibu sangat lemah menerima berita ini....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Qaid...hadirmu adalah anugerah ALLAH yg tak ternilai pd ibu nak....ibu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sayang Qaid...ibu halalkan susu ibu...ibu minta maaf kalau selama ini</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">jagaan ibu pada Qaid tidak sempurna nak...ibu sayang Qaid...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">QAID AHMADINEJAD 2 JUN - 26 JUN 2009-IN LOVING MEMORY</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">ibu, abah dan kakak husna sayang Qaid</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">~~ AL - FATIHAH ~~</span></div></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-1159758985890823400?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-72906248388223124452010-08-28T02:31:00.001+10:002010-08-30T03:14:23.883+10:002010-08-30T03:14:23.883+10:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 16px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;">Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.<br /><br />1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.<br /><br />2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.<br /><br />3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.<br /><br />4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.<br /><br />5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH &amp; PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...<br /><br />6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.<br /><br />7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.<br /><br />8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.<br /><br />9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.<br /><br />Wahai sahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.<br /><br />Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..<br /><br />PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH malu untuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuh pengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA..<br /><br /></span></span></span><div class="photo photo_none" style="padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; clear: both; "><div class="photo_img" style="text-align: center;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><a href="http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=292162&amp;fbid=143284185693530&amp;op=1&amp;view=all&amp;subj=144758978882517&amp;aid=-1&amp;auser=0&amp;oid=144758978882517&amp;id=118830551472227" style="cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><img class="img" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/hs149.ash2/40791_143284185693530_118830551472227_292162_6752995_n.jpg" style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; " /></span></span></span></a></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br /></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><br />~ALLAH knows BESt!~♥</span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-7290624838822312445?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-10027067713542353882010-08-28T01:59:00.004+10:002010-09-03T15:17:52.819+10:002010-09-03T15:17:52.819+10:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/THfmQlINkEI/AAAAAAAAAXA/Jh1VL8lOiQA/s1600/31247_400819796260_256482851260_4859451_5562157_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/THfmQlINkEI/AAAAAAAAAXA/Jh1VL8lOiQA/s320/31247_400819796260_256482851260_4859451_5562157_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5510125841629941826" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Andainya lelaki tahu</div><div style="text-align: center;">Dalam hati seorang perempuan </div><div style="text-align: center;">Ada naluri untuk disayangi</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ada rasa untuk diberi perhatian </div><div style="text-align: center;">Ada rasa untuk didengari keluh kesahnya</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ada waktu-waktu minta ditemani kesedihannya</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Andainya lelaki tahu</div><div style="text-align: center;">Rajuk seorang perempuan minta dipujuk</div><div style="text-align: center;">Marah seorang perempuan perlu didekati</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sedih seorang perempuan harus didengari</div><div style="text-align: center;">Gembira seorang perempuan ingin dikongsi</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/THfmR3CF2aI/AAAAAAAAAXg/Nw92irB201Q/s320/pinkpetals.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5510125863615977890" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 216px; " /></span></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "></span><div><div style="text-align: center;">Andainya lelaki tahu</div><div style="text-align: center;">Disebalik seribu satu rasa itu....</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ada sekeping hati nan lembut....</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bukan untuk dimanjai</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bukan jua untuk ditatangi bagai minyak yang penuh....</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hanya perlu sedikit perhatian....</div><div style="text-align: center;">Agar rasa kasih itu terasa </div><div style="text-align: center;">Wujud walau disaat jauh....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/THfmRYpP6rI/AAAAAAAAAXQ/4ePJ_zC_95g/s1600/bokeh_photography_19.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/THfmRYpP6rI/AAAAAAAAAXQ/4ePJ_zC_95g/s320/bokeh_photography_19.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5510125855458716338" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 220px; " /></a></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Kerana andai lelaki tahu</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hati ini akan sentiasa bertanya</div><div style="text-align: center;">Pada diri seorang perempuan </div><div style="text-align: center;">Wujudkah cinta itu dihati lelaki??</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bila disaat jauh tanpa perkhabaran...</div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_RQrWe-aG4mY/THfmRsNzKbI/AAAAAAAAAXY/dA96NiVx4d0/s320/photography.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5510125860712294834" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 170px; height: 100px; " /></span></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#0000EE;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">Sayangilah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dirinya sekarang</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bukan atas dasar siapa dirinya sebelum ini</div><div style="text-align: center;">Cintailah seseorang itu kerana hatinya</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bukan paras rupa semata-mata...</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-1002706771354235388?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-34005049306215114492010-08-24T13:21:00.003+10:002010-08-24T13:38:46.386+10:002010-08-24T13:38:46.386+10:00<object style="background-image:url(http://i3.ytimg.com/vi/Z83IGRpkHH8/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Z83IGRpkHH8?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Z83IGRpkHH8?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya</div><div style="text-align: center;">walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu</div><div style="text-align: center;">hanya menunggumu...mengatakan kau CINTAku</div><div style="text-align: center;">ku kan berjanji menyintamu SAYANG...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-3400504930621511449?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-78703659508514945062010-08-24T13:14:00.002+10:002010-08-24T13:38:57.551+10:002010-08-24T13:38:57.551+10:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/-_x5uEyIlG8?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/-_x5uEyIlG8?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-7870365950851494506?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5421670931645468058.post-56619179113128912022010-08-24T11:27:00.001+10:002010-08-24T11:29:29.054+10:002010-08-24T11:29:29.054+10:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; border-collapse: collapse; "> Allahu Rabbi</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; border-collapse: collapse; "><div style="text-align: center;"> I asked Your permission</div><div style="text-align: center;"> If one day I fall in love</div><div style="text-align: center;"> Don't let my love to You become less</div><div style="text-align: center;"> Then make me forget You</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Allahu Rabbi</div><div style="text-align: center;">I beck on You If one day I fall in love</div><div style="text-align: center;"> Please fill my heart with Your uncountable loves</div><div style="text-align: center;"> To make my Love eternal to You</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Allahu Rabbi</div><div style="text-align: center;"> If one day I fall in love please chose me a</div><div style="text-align: center;"> man with heart full of Your affection,</div><div style="text-align: center;"> to make me more</div><div style="text-align: center;"> admire You.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Allahu Rabbi</div><div style="text-align: center;"> If one day I fall in love Please make us together</div><div style="text-align: center;"> Give us chance to be more close to Your</div><div style="text-align: center;"> Love</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Allahu Rabbi</div><div style="text-align: center;"> This is my final request, if one day I fall in love</div><div style="text-align: center;"> Please never turn away Your love from me</div><div style="text-align: center;"> Bless me with Your love Preserve me with Your love...</div><div style="text-align: center;"> The Love which never fades because of the time.</div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5421670931645468058-5661917911312891202?l=eizahevalina.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>EiZaH@BuRNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17458686912365159486noreply@blogger.com0