[F]-4-[F]

Currently~

2010-01-13T07:14:00.000-08:00

Phew!!
What a tough day i'm havin, day by day facing patient who will go for surgery
I know although they doesn't look scared but
deep insight them a thousand question built-up in their mind.
........
Is it painful?
Will i be able to survive prior to the surgery?
Will the surgery be success?
How long the surgery will be taken? What is the cost?
Is there any complication might arise?
Will i get those complication prior to the surgery?
Will i be able to function as normal as before?
etc
......
A lot of thought actually running, playing in their mind
So the dr have to clarify it with them
as to make sure they confident enough to underwent for the surgery
But today i'm don't want to talk about the patient thought,
its more on my thought.hoho
Up till now i'm still wondering why all the patient always come to 'us - medical practitioner'
when they already have proceed to advanced stage of disease?
Is it due to poor insight?or lack of education about the disease they suffering?
They do not concern about their health problem?
Doesn't matter if it is surgical or medical case..
It's always like that.
They don't pity to their own body.*sigh
Like 1 case today, a fourth-ties years old lady who known to have right breast lump and already diagnose to have breast CA last year, defaulted f/up and seek traditional practitioner.
Currently admitted due to shortness of breath for 1 week duration. On examination shows reduce air entry on right lung, and her right breast became worst (ulcerated, abnormal discharge,bleed, palpable lymph node.).
Plus she had jaundice.
So based on may knowledge, she currently having advance breast CA with metastases to the lungs and liver (possible)

Why they have to wait till late stage?
Why?
If this ladies do early surgery, i think she will not lose her right breast.
Unfortunately, she had to lose her right breast now

Conclusion ; based on my opinion, the key to prevent this is for those medical practitioner who see the patient had to educate them properly about the disease they are suffering.
Like above case, if the dr can convince her to go for early surgery, i think she will not suffer much like what she's having now. But the decision making is hard, especially for those who is low education level.
So what to do?

p/s : how many days left for me before facing PRO 3?!.

This New Year, New Me??

2010-01-07T19:33:00.000-08:00

This is my first post since we celebrate the joyful and wonderful coming new year, 2010
Its already past 8 day.LOL.
But never mind, i still in the early January of 2010..ngeee.
For 2009, we wanna say thank you for the joy, happiness, sadness and all grateful & graceful memories you put us into.
Farewell 2009
Hope this coming new year will bring more joyful moment & eve, plus unforgettable memories for me especially as the final year medical student.
I hope my colleague and i can pass with flying colors.
~Pray for us k~ ;)

.........................

****Theres always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home****

............................................

p/s: I'm still thinking of for my list ; "23 things i've to done by this new year 2010" =p

My Sweet 23

2009-12-29T00:41:00.000-08:00

MY SWEET 23!!!

A unexpected present from 'daddy' and his crew!

どうもありがとう

+ The Event :

"G- part"

~LMAO~

23

2009-12-26T09:12:00.000-08:00

What is great about this no. 23???
Here the fact about what is so great about no 23.
=
click here
=
Actually, no.23 i referred ere is nothing to do about the above fact
(above fact really interesting, u guys shud read about it..hehe)
It's more related to life
Life for person who was born in year 1986
Yah, i was born in dat year.
Today was 27th of December 2009
just past 2 days of Christmas Eve,
4 days to go for new year celebration, end of 2009
So guest wut??
i'm reach my end of being 22 years of age
Today, i'm entering the new era of being 23.
dang it! i gonna miss mr 22.hahaha..
Nevermind,
Maybe Mr 23 is much betta than Mr 22..i hope so!who knoe aite?
Nothing change much seems i joining group 23
Honestly, outside maybe i look like them, but
da reality is dat, inside i'm just a younger than them,
Much more younger which belongs to da immaturity group.LOL
Well its good wut being young from inside.
It can be reflected on outside.ngeee..
So, no one would say u ar belonging to da 'veteran' group.hehe

As from da above pic,
its 23,
time to choose..hoho
wut shud i choose??
But before that, wut is da things exactly i wan to choose?
Choose fruits? choose cloth? choose pants?choose-y? haha..not related
So i tink as for this upcoming new year i determine to do my,
"23 list things i have to do in 2010"
how's dat??.hoho..
A lots of things u can do from da beginning up till end of the year
So i have to choose wisely the item for my 23 list things i've to do!.huh
Is it possible??.
Anything is possible my dear..=)

p/s :

this is my first time in my life doing "23 list i've to do for 2010". hoho

i hope it's going to be successful!..pray for me k! =)

the list will follow on next post. can't wait for it.. =P

I WANNA TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO WISH MYSELF
"HEPI BESDAY TO ME"
MAY ALL WISH COMES TRUE
;)

ERK?

2009-12-23T04:46:00.000-08:00

Guest wat?????????
quite shocking news yesterday actually.huhu.
MY DAD HAD HIS 1ST FB (facebook) ACCOUNT!!!
he add me!.LOL!..how did he find my fb?.hurmmmm...
What u guys/gurls out there tink if ur dad
had sneak out into ur fb which
i tink quite private to someone,
do you all tink shud accept his friends request??
**tink about it**

"Best I Ever Had"

2009-12-23T03:19:00.000-08:00

This lately i can stop listening to this songs.."Drake - Best I Ever Had"
I'm addicted to it.the lyrics seriously spice me up!!.
Although it's sounds dirty, i juz love it..i try to listen to clean version,
naaahhhhh!!! it's doesn't match with the title (i hope u understand wat i'm saying ere).huhu
i hope i can dedicated it to somebody!.ngeee ;)

You know a lotta girls be...thinking my songs about them, but
This is not to get confused, this ones for you...

[chorus]
Baby you're my everything, you're all i ever wanted
We could do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't ever on it
I want this forever, i swear i could spend whatever on it
Cause she hold me down every time i hit her up
When i get right i promise that we gone live it up
She make me beg for it, till she give it up
And i say the same thing every single time
I say...
You da fuckin' best [x4]
best i ever had,
Best i ever had [x3]
I say you da fuckin'...

Know you gotta roommate,
Call me when there's no one there,
Put the key under the matt and you know i be over there (eeeup)
I be over there, shawty i be over there
I be hittin' all the spots that you ain't even know was there
And you don't even have to ask twice,
You could have my heart, or we could share it like the last slice
Always felt like you were so accustomed to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life
Sweat pants, hair tied, chillin' with no make-up on
That's when you're the prettiest, i hope that you don't take it wrong
You don't even trip when friends say you ain't bringing drake along
You know that i'm working i be there soon as i make it home
And she a patient in my waiting room,
Never pay attention to the rumours and what they assume
And until em' girls prove it, i'm the one that never get confused wit

Cause,

[chorus]
Baby you're my everything, you're all i ever wanted
We could do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't ever on it
I want this forever, i swear i could spend whatever on it
Cause she hold me down every time i hit her up
When i get right i promise that we gone live it up
She make me beg for it, till she give it up
And i say the same thing every single time
I say...
You da fuckin' best [x4]
best i ever had,
Best i ever had [x3]
I say you da fuckin'...

Sex, love, pain, baby i be on that tank shit,
Buzz so big, i could probably sell a blank disk
Play my album, drop bitches will buy it for the picture
And niggas will buy two and claim they got it for they sister
Magazine paper girl but money ain't the issue
They bring dinner to my room and ask me to initial
She call me the referee cause i be so official
My shirt ain't got no strips but i can make your pussy whistle
Like the andy griffin theme song,
And who told you to put them jeans on
Double cup love, you're the one i lean on
Feeling for a fix, than you should really get your fiend on
Yeah, just know my condo is the crack spot
Every single show she out there reppin' like a mascot
Get it from the back and make ya fuckin' bra strap pop
All up in your slot till a nigga hit the jack pot

Baby you're my everything, you're all i ever wanted
We could do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't ever on it
I want this forever, i swear i could spend whatever on it
Cause she hold me down every time i hit her up
When i get right i promise that we gone live it up
She make me beg for it, till she give it up
And i say the same thing every single time
I say...
You da fuckin' best [x4]
You da best i ever had,
Best i ever had [x3]
I say...
You da fuckin' best [x4]
You da best i ever had,
Best i ever had [x3]

Uhh, ah yea
See this the type of joint you gotta dedicate to somebody
Just make sure they that special somebody
Young money
You know who you are, i got ya

p/s: TRY LISTEN TO IT!! BEST I EVER HAD!!=)

R'Quirement??

2009-11-29T12:49:00.000-08:00

"Petua ini dipetik dari Dr Rizal, Jabatan Pediatrik HUSM utk mereka yang xlama lagi bergelar doktor.."

"What Are Required to Become a Good Housemen a.k.a
HO/doktor pelatih"

Good in history taking
Good in blood taking
Always update all the patient's investigation
Most crucial one' - know to differentiate between acute & non-acute cases & manage it wisely..one of the identity being as a safe doctor.

So this is some of the requirement briefly la..ini pon dari amanat Dr. Rizal aritu masa gi briefing posting pediatric. Aku just highlight kat sini utk sahabat2 aku d'luar sana yang xlama lagi nk jadi houseman nanti. So boleh la jadikan petua yang x s'berapa ini utk d'jadikan panduan sebelum tamat pengajian.insyallah!. =)

*sambil di-iringi lagu dari kumpulan The Fray - How To Save A Life*

................................................................................

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

And pray to God he hears you
......................................................................................

Hampeh!!...

2009-11-19T02:37:00.000-08:00

"What a bad day!!"

bedebah tul...
tgk kesan luka yg terpampang di gambarajah atas
yaaaa,itu lengan ak yg telah diketik/digigit/dipatuk/dicalit oleh menatang spesis ape tah, ak xsure..tp yg pasti bkn spesis tumbuh-tumbuhan yek..
merah tuh dh mcm biji saga
pedih tuh xleh d'xpress dgn kata2.sendiri mau hingat la..
mujur kena di lengan, klu kat muka mahu x nye hilang k'henseman yg ada..hehe

iT's Been Awhile..

2009-11-17T01:10:00.000-08:00

~Peace Be Upon Of U~

Its been awhile,around 5 month i think, i has been stop writing here.. This past 5 month actually a lot of things happen in around me.. A lot of interesting event happen but i was unable to express and share it here.. I'm so sorry for those who been following my blog..I've being busy since this year is my final year of medical students..a lot of work to do, a lot of study to catch up.huhu. So wish me all the best k! =)

Today just wanna share with u guys/girls about this songs title;

"How Do I Breath" by Mario

How do I breathe, yeah?
How do I breathe, yeah?

It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over - it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.

I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not to blame at all.
when I'm the one that pushed you away.
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.

How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad, I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
God this can't be happening.

I just had a wake up call (call),
Wishing that I never let you fall (fall),
Baby you are not to blame at all.
When I'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared (cared),
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.

(And I wonder...)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (I'm saying),
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go, no
Girl you need to come home
Girl come back to me
'Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
When you're not with me.

(Tell me)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go (where do I, where do I go)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?

How do I breathe?
[Some speaking starts]
Without you here by my side?
How will I see (how will I see)
When your love brought me to the light (baby, baby)?
Where do I go (where do)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (you're not with me),
How do I breathe (how do I breathe)?
How do I breathe?

Actually this song came across to me when 1 of my friends recommended to me to listen for it. So i try to find it and then listen to it. First time I listen to this songs i felt in love with it . It is nice combination of vocal from Mario and the lyrics. He is very talented and he has an amazing voice. I was amaze by the way he bring up the songs. And the way he express the lyrics for the song bring up the mood to the listener. . It is a master piece.

The first thing that came across me when i listen to this songs is....guess what??? MY-EX..sigh...But the things is although until now i still inquiring the answers from her, i still able to breath without her. At first it was hard for me, but as time goes by, i already can cope with it. No need for me to remember the past. The memory will be embraced but life still had to go on. For me, this songs is just a songs. I read some comments about this songs, some of them say that this is a good breakup songs.LOL.But for those who had a hard time with the love one's, i think i recommend you all to listen to this songs.

Any comments about this songs?? ;)

*sorry currently in 'jiwang' mood..hehe *

Yesterday!!

2009-06-16T02:03:00.000-07:00

Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Taking it easy
Live high,Live mighty
Live righteously

Try to picture the man
To always have an open hand
Seem him as a giving tree
See him as matter
Matter fact he's not a beast
No note the devil either
Always a good deed doer
And it's laughter that we're making after all
............
.......
...
(taken from Live High - Jason Mraz from his album We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things)

SEMALAM, KUAR CELEBRATE B'DAY BOY aka SEDARA MOHD FITRY..

LOKASI: KEDAI MAKAN KT PC (KEDAI MEE CELUP,HALALAN THO'YIBA - bkn nama sebenar)

WAKTU : 8.00-12 pm

MAKANAN: MEE CELUP(sudah tentu..), MEE-HUN CELUP, NASI GORENG + TELUR MATA, SATAY & last item which is very important B'DAY CAKE FROM SECRET RECIPE.

ACARA:MAKAN SAMPAI MUNTAH...(mujur xde yg muntah mlm tuh,huahua..)

ARTIST JEMPUTAN: ODIT, ZUL, MUS'AB aka MUSANG, JAEM aka MUSTAPHA..haha

the "artist" include b'day boy
"tgh melahap..lapar doh"

b'day boy..congratz2..dh ganjil 23 pon..hehe

*maaf gambo x klear sgt sbb tgn juru camera kelaparan lalu mengigil..haha
"eceh3..siap suap2 lg..kameraman x d'suap..huhu"

NOTE!!

"Saya mewakili all da frenz yg mengenali sedar fitry ingin mengucapkan selamat hari jadi yg ke-23 dan m'doakan semoga d'panjangkan umur & d'murahkan rezek dan tidak lupa juga agar apa yg d'inginkan dpt d'kecapi dgn jaya-nya dgn keizinan-NYA...AMIN..."

End of the story

Felicitación!!

2009-06-14T02:06:00.000-07:00

Kenapa?..kerna aku telah berjaya m'lengkapkan log book O&G aku time oncall semalam.huahua..(*tepukan gemuruh utk aku-tenkiu2). Dr Ramli aritu mase kasi briefing O&G remedial mintak k'semua student2 k'syangan dia itu (eceh3..) conduct case paling kurang pon 2 kes. So semalam aku dan rumate aku, Zul (yg kebetulan kami sama2 t'paksa m'gadap semula posting O&G nie) berjaya dapat conduct 2 case. So alhamdullilah sgt2 sbb berkat usaha aku dan Zul m'nunggu dari ptg semalam hinggalah ke awal pagi td tidak sia2..Waktu sepatotnye ktrg oncall stat selepas waktu asar hingga le ke pkl 10.30 mlm.(itu waktu sepatotnye lah kan). Akan tetapi, aku dan Zul tidak pernah kenal erti mahu m'galah awal2. Kami pantang d'cabar dek waktu.Dengan itu aku dan zul b'tindak mencelikkan mata ktrg smp la ke pukul 6.30 pagi td!!!!.CAN U BELIEVE THAT?!!.BELIEVE IT!!.haha.

Bermula pd detik jam 4.30am la "we're back in bussiness..YES!!!". time before 4.30am mmg hampeh, ibu m'gandung bkn nk kate xde, ADE, mmg ramai,tp smua yg masok labour room lepas review ade yg kn kena admit wad la, kena masok PREM la, ad kena C-Sec & ad yg dh dlm labor room kn send to OT sbb prolonged labor dan bla,bla,bla (*sigh)..ibarat kata pakcik dlm ASTRO la "MCM2 ADA!!".huhu..So pada waktu itu, aku dan zul dpt conduct at least 3 kes each.SO MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!.* sambil diirringi lagu limp bizkit - take a look around..

IA MERUPAKAN SUATU PENANTIAN YG TIDAK SIA2..

Isn't he looks cute?
this is the 1st baby that i conduct.hoho..
cam muka i x?.haha..

For Our Info!!

2009-06-12T10:28:00.000-07:00

Influenza A (H1N1) FAQ

Foreign tourists wearing protective masks stand in the main Zocalo plaza in downtown Mexico City,(AP Photo/Enric Marti)

What is the A (H1N1) influenza?

It is a respiratory disease of pigs caused by type A strains of the influenza virus. It regularly causes high flu outbreaks in pigs but with low death rates. There are four main sub-types of the virus, but the most recent isolated influenza viruses from pigs have been H1N1 viruses.

How does it spread?

Influenza A (H1N1) viruses do not typically infect humans though they do occur through close proximity or contact with infected pigs or contaminated areas. Cases of human-to-human spread have been documented.

Click on thumbnail for larger image.

What are the symptoms?

The symptoms are similar to those of regular flu:
- Fever
- Lethargy
- Runny nose
- Cough
- Sore throat
- Lack of appetite
- Vomiting and diarrhoea in some cases.

How common is the A (H1N1) flu infection in humans?

In the past reports of about one human A(H1N1) flu virus infection had been received every one to two years in the United States. From December 2005 till February 2009, 12 cases have been reported.

Has this strain of flu been seen before?

No. Flu mutates constantly, so it is common for new strains to emerge. Pigs can also be infected with both human and avian influenza, and the current circulating A (H1N1) flu strain appears to contain genetic elements from all three.

Can the A (H1N1) flu be treated with antiviral drugs and flu vaccine?

The A (H1N1) flu is resistant to two common drugs – Amantadine and Rimantadine. The A (H1N1) flu viruses are very different from human H1N1 viruses. Therefore, vaccines for human seasonal flu would not provide protection. However, a “seed vaccine” has been specifically tailored to this swine flu and will be manufactured if officials deem it necessary.

Can people catch A (H1N1) flu by eating pork?

No. The A (H1N1) influenza viruses are not transmitted by food. Eating properly handled and cooked pork and pork products is safe. Cooking pork to an internal temperature of 70ºC and above kills the swine flu virus.

How long is someone with the A (H1N1) flu considered contagious?

People with the A (H1N1) influenza virus infection should be considered potentially contagious as long as they are symptomatic; possibly for up to seven days following the onset of the illness. Children, especially younger children, might potentially be contagious for longer periods.

What can I do to protect myself from the A (H1N1) flu?

There is no vaccine available right now to protect against the A (H1N1) flu.

However, you can help prevent the spread of germs that cause respiratory illnesses like influenza by:

- Covering your nose and mouth with a disposable tissue or handkerchief when you cough or sneeze. Throw the tissue in the waste basket after you use it.

- Wash your hands often with soap and water, especially after you cough or sneeze. Alcohol-based hand cleaners are also helpful

- Try to avoid close contact with sick people. - If you get sick with influenza, stay at home and limit contact with others to keep from infecting them.

- Avoid touching your eyes, nose or mouth.

- Consult your nearest healthcare facility if you think you have any of the symptoms.

What precautions are in place in Malaysia?

- The Health Ministry’s operations room in Putrajaya has started a 24-hour monitoring of the situation. The public can call 03-8881 0200/300 for enquiries.

- Those returning from Latin American countries and found to have flu-like symptoms will be quarantined.

- Health Ministry officials are conducting health screenings on passengers arriving from the United States.

- Thermal scanners will be placed at international airports to speed up the screening process for A (H1N1) flu.

- Public and private medical practitioners have been instructed to report to the district health office any patient with influenza-like illnesses or severe pneumonia symptoms and who had travelled to the affected countries after April 17.

- Travel Advisory from the foreign ministry

Where can I get more information?

For more information, go to the Health Ministry (www.moh.gov.my) or call the Ministry's hotline at (03) 8881-0200/300.

Useful Links:
Ministry of Foreign Affairs: http://www.kln.gov.my/
World Health Organization: www.who.int
Centers for Disease Control and Prevention: www.cdc.gov
Homeland Security Department: www.dhs.gov
WHO A (H1N1) flu page: http://www.who.int/csr/disease/swineflu/en/index.html

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Unforgiven??

2009-06-12T09:55:00.000-07:00

*sigh....
till end of this 3rd week of my remedial..
still not changing,even a bit..
do i deserve forgiveness from the ''highest supreme"
sendiri mau hingat la..huhu..

*I'M ONE OF THE ADDICTOR*

any medication for me?

No Direction...

2009-06-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

Hi semua..disebabkan dh lame aku tidak post blog, so aku amek sedikit masa ini untuk berkongsi lagu fav aku skg.***dengar sampai muntah.muahaha
(plus lagu ini telah ku 'post'kn di dlm blog ku.selamat berhibur.)

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side

Your hair is dancing in the wind
Your eyes are burning up my skin
And I'm so happy when I see, that you are smiling back at me

You're leaving burnmarks on the ground
Thank you God for what I've found
I don't know how, I don't know why
But you're my angel in the night

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now, just like days before you start to cry
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side

"Prepare For Launch in 3.. 2.. 1"

I try my best to satisfy, but all you do is waving me goodbye
I don't know what I'm gonna do, but I'm so crazy about you
Even if I don't know where to start
Even if my love is tearing me apart
I just know that you and me
We are always meant to be

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
Let me hold you now, just like days before you start to cry
You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough, will I ever be by your side

You're my angel in the night

Any comment about the songs? ;)

Actually this song took my heart away (eceh,eceh,eceh..) when i 1st time heard it. The singer actually was famous by his previous hits single "DOTA".So for those whos listen to the song "DOTA" for sure will recognize this handsome Sweeden borned dance DJ known as BASSHUNTER. Back to the song, It's sound catchy and i just love the vibe from the ryhthm itself plus the lyrics also. So for me i rate this song 5 star.haha.any disagreement?

So below are some cut-scene from the video clip.. =)

HAPPY ENDING!!!

Life is Unpredictable

2009-03-15T12:02:00.000-07:00

Tiba2 aku dikejutkan dgn berita yg sungguh menyayat hati aku......

Waktu telah menunjukkan tepat jam 2.30am.

Tika aku baru hendak lelapkan mata di keheningan malam yg indah, sejuk dibidas hujan renyai2, baru mula mahu bermain mainan tido, baru mahu memimpikan sesuatu yg indah, aku menerima panggilan telifon dari no yg tak dikenali. Aku lekas sahaja m'jawab panggilan tersebut. Disebalik suara pemanggil itu, aku kenal akan suara dia. Dia adalah salah sorg sahabat baik aku dari pulau pinang, nama diberi Mamat...

Mamat: "Assalamualaikum daus, mamat nie..
Firdaus: " Waalaikumsalam, ye mamat,nape tiba2 call aku memalam buta nie?" (pertanyaan diajukan dlm separa sedar)
Mamat: " Aku harap hang dapat bersabar, aku ada berita buruk nk bgtw hang nie..
Firdaus: " berita apa nie mamat, jgn nk takot2 kn aku..."(aku dari separa sedar, trus m'jadi cerah mata penglihatan ku tanpa lampu, aku sedari bahawa dari mula aku menjawab panggilan itu, suara mamat sgt2 laen dr yg laen..)
Mamat: " Nie sahabat baik hang si farid dh arwah..dia accident baru2 nie..moto langgaq dia"
Firdaus:" Astaga..innalillah...btul ke nie?.ang x men2?
Mamat: "nie btul la..aku x men2 la ngn hang..xkn aku nk bwt lawak kot psl benda nie"
Firdaus: (aku terdiam seketika,t'sentak dgn berita itu..aku terkesima,aku mula mengenangkn si arwah yg selama ini slalo d'sampingku selama ini - tika ku slalo bersama2 dgn nya di pulau pinang, aku bagaikan tidak percaya berita itu, aku bertanya semula) "Btul ang x maen2 nie?"
Mamat: "Nauzubillah, aku xmaen2 la daus oiiiii...aku ad kt umah arwah skg nie, aku bgtw ang skg sbb aku tau hang xdpt balek penang buat ms skrg"
Firdaus: " Kwn2 kita yg laen tau x?"
Mamat: "Aku dh bgtw si eppy..dia ad kt KL, ad keja..nti dia balek trus mai lawat arwah"
Firdaus: "Insyallah, hujung minggu nie aku balek lawat arwah...kirim salam kat mak ayah serta family arwah"
Mamat: "Insyallah...daus bwk bersabar aaa"
Firdaus :" Urmmm..(aku mengiyakan aja)...Assalamualaikum"
Mamat: "Waalaikumsalam"

Lalu panggilan dihentikan..tutt,tutt,tuttt...

Aku sgt2 terkesima dgn berita yg disampaikan oleh Mamat. Tak mampu utk ku telan kerana aku seakan2 tidak percaya akan kejadian yg menimpa sahabat baik ku FARID..baru sahaja sebulan yg lepas, ketika aku pulang ke pulau pinang, aku berjumpa dgn nya. Seorg yg sgt peramah, dan pandai membuat rakan2 yg berada d'sekeliling nya tak kering gusi dgn cerita humornya. Sikap nya yg sgt mengambil berat ttg kwn2 nya itu yg membuat ku tertarik. Tidak pernah lokek untuk menghulurkan bantuan. Jenis yg x berkira dlm apa jua bentuk samada wang atau masa mahupun tenaga. Aku bukan meminati nya sbg seorg kekasih (itu m'langgar lumrah alam, Nabi xngaku umat), tetapi sebagai sahabat baik sejati ku di dunia ini. Sekarang dia telah pulang ke Rahmatullah. Nampknya Tuhan lebih menyayangi dia dari aku dan juga shabat2 aku yg lain. Tika ini, aku hanya mampu beristighfar, berselawat ke atas Nabi junjungan kita Nabi Muhammad S.A.W serta berdoa semoga sahabat baik ku, FARID di tempatkn dgn org2 yg beriman dan beramal soleh..insyallah..AL-FATIHAH...

*di akhir tulisan ini, air mata ku tiba2 terkumpul d kelopak mata..tidak dapat menahan sebak pabila mengenang si arwah dgn sikapnya itu....mata ku xlena dipejam..aku hiba.....

FARID..we all gonna miss u..
*MAY ALLAH BLESS U*
~AL-FATIHAH~

"PACHEMPO FOR LIFE"

Nie keje mu..hehe

2009-03-09T18:00:00.000-07:00

Currently i'm listening to SNSD..
I fall in love with them..
so sick with it..
any meds?
~SNSD - Gee~

Aku bangun pagi2 indah ni, ditambah pulak dengan pening2 kepala aku yang hampir-hampir menenggelamkan misi aku bangun di kala pagi, aku tetap bangun juga. Mengendahkan pening kepala aku kerana ada kelas pagi ini. I've got ward round to attend. Unfortunately, bila aku dah bgn,plus siap2 dgn bergaya mcm James Bond, aku dapat message, ward round dah nk abis.Seab apa dah nk abis?.sebab aku siap-siap smua jam telah menunjukkan waktu sekarang pukul 8.30am.huhu.Aku balas balik message td,bertanyakan kenapa dah habis?lalu ku terima jawapannya, "round stat pkl 7.40am".adoyai,tersentap aku seketika.7.40 am?.Haisshhh..di kala itu ku masih enak dibuai mimpi.haha.Maka, selepas ini, enggan mahu atau endak, aku harus bersiap2 sebelum 7.40am.Insyalah

Maka di kala pagi indah ini, aku tiada kelas, dengan itu aku isi masa aku dgn mencoret segala apa yang aku boleh coretkan di dalam blog aku ini.

Baru-baru ini, aku hadiri majlis hari jadi aweks rumate aku.haaaaa..besh la jugak.sebab ape dia besh?.hehe.sebab we had it in theme of ROCK STEADY (ikot tema,smua pakai baju hitam,kalau anda perasan,hehe..tp ake yang steady,haaa itu kita x tahu.) plus makan malam itu, disajikan chicken chop plus desert ala-ala CANDLE LIGHT DINNER gitu!!..aku mana penah makan ala-ala CDL nie.xkuase haku..klu ad pon time-time blackout electric.haa so kena la pasang lilin.haha. Majlis ni berlangsung kt Restoran Cherita. Aku pon at 1st time baru tahu ada restoran ini kt Kota Bharu. Mana nk perasan doh, t'letak kt chorot-chorot bangunan membangun di KB, so xbape nk pasan la sblm ini.huhu.Baru-baru ini ada senior aku bertanya lokasi restoran ini, tp sori beb aku mmg lemah klu nk recall tempat-tempat ni.aku lemah sikit bab2 map nie.huhu.so jawapannya "aku xhingat la".hahaha.

birthday gurlz..hepi bday =)
(nie la aweks rumate aku, opss!)

aku suke pic nie..ghehe. =)

* sori sesangat sebab aku xletak pic restoran nie (perlu letak ke?ntah..)..aku jes men letak je gambo2 yang aku ada..hope it's a memorable moment for me & all my friends.

Ini link aku copy dari post elsa blog. =)
So sambil2 minum kopi, boleh cicah biskut.haha.
So lets begin:

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (plenty of dates?.cam tipo jek..ahakz)

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (ini btol btol btol..)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (I will be more courageous..ahakz)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. [hurm..aku dh cukup independence.but w/o my parents, i'm lost =(]

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (org kata ikot hati mati, ikot nafsu lesu..so aku amek kata-kata itu sbgai pedoman)

AKU memang.....

2009-02-19T00:19:00.001-08:00

*courtesy - sedara fitry

- tika ku d'belai ombak, pilu?? no no no - (=

Aku baru habis posting paediatric..huhu..repot aku tak hantar2 lg..hampeh!!..tp pape pon i have to struggle to finish it by end of this week. Kalau tak habis, silap bulan aku yang 'habis'..haish..YA ALLAH berilah aku kekuatan untuk siapkan report peds by end of this week. Tp aku ada 1 masalah besar iaitu (*selalu berlaku kala di hujung minggu yg indah) :

aku seorang pejuang 'game' yg sejati.sanggup bersengkang mata dari lewat malam hingga lah di kala ayam berkokok..huhu..klu lah dapat ku tukar tabiat ini..tp nk buat mcm mana, mungkin mmg diri ku ini dgn game dh sebati mcm ibarat buah kismis di dalam roti sejak aku dlm perut mak aku lg, sblum aku melihat dunia..hahaha..so salah siapa?..xde salah sape2 pon..ngok ngek!!.
memluang masa b'sama2 gitar aku, mempuitis cord lagu2 baru..hehe..musician wanna be.. (=
penonton muvies yg setia.. aku tgk la muvies2 yg rs2 aku nk tgk lg..biar la lima puluh kali pon, aku ttp nk tgk jgk!!.. =P
.hujung minggu muda mudi?..ape yg korg slalo buat..aku buat je lah ape yg muda mudi buat.i'm following the flowwwwww~wewewe...hehe..
ape lg ek?..hurmmmm...nti aku update lg..hahaha

After this, next up coming posting with dr MAYA.she is a surgeon..so next posting is the 'chirurgiae'..i'm hoping that i will do better in this posting..insyallah.. =)