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		<title>Tears</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Just watched My Name Is Khan last night. Brought me to tears at many points in the show. I'm not a film critic, but that should still say volumes about the quality of the show. No, It's not some sappy love story. Well, not a typical love story anyway. It's about man's humanity, and a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Just watched <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/My_Name_Is_Khan">My Name Is Khan</a> last night. Brought me to tears at many points in the show. I'm not a film critic, but that should still say volumes about the quality of the show. No, It's not some sappy love story. Well, not a typical love story anyway. It's about man's humanity, and a man's humanity. Said man's conviction and devotion to his mission were really admirable and you could really feel and understand his anguish portrayed out despite his impaired ability to express himself in the film.</p>
<p>Couple that with fantastic acting, well-placed bits of humour, marvellous cinematography and a haunting soundtrack, and you know this is a must watch.</p>
<p>By the way, it's Khan, from the epiglottis, without the hard K sound.</p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Apr 2010 13:15:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>Exception</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Apr 2010 12:20:12 +0000</pubDate>
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Paramore - The Only Exception
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only [...]]]></description>
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<div class="lyricstitle">Paramore - The Only Exception</div>
<p>When I was younger<br />
I saw my daddy cry<br />
And curse at the wind<br />
He broke his own heart<br />
And I watched<br />
As he tried to reassemble it</p>
<p>And my momma swore that<br />
She would never let herself forget<br />
And that was the day that I promised<br />
I'd never sing of love<br />
If it does not exist</p>
<p>But darling,<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception</p>
<p>Maybe I know, somewhere<br />
Deep in my soul<br />
That love never lasts<br />
And we've got to find other ways<br />
To make it alone<br />
Keep a straight face</p>
<p>And I've always lived like this<br />
Keeping a comfortable, distance<br />
And up until now<br />
I had sworn to myself that I'm<br />
Content with loneliness</p>
<p>Because none of it was ever worth the risk</p>
<p>Well, You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception</p>
<p>I've got a tight grip on reality<br />
But I can't<br />
Let go of what's in front of me here<br />
I know you're leaving<br />
In the morning, when you wake up<br />
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream</p>
<p>Ohh---</p>
<p>You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception<br />
You, are, the only exception</p>
<p>And I'm on my way to believing<br />
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing</p>
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<p>Such a beautiful, melancholic tune. The song evoked a wistful sense of regret and realisation in me, especially on the first listen, when it transitioned into the chorus.</p>
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		<title>Adieu</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 09 Jan 2010 17:57:16 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Well, in about 19 hours' time, I'll be embarking on a year-long journey to Stockholm, Sweden for the NOC programme. I'll be missing sunny Singapore and braving a ~40 degrees difference in temperature. To anyone who wants to send me off, just gimme a yell for the details =P
This will be a great opportunity to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Well, in about 19 hours' time, I'll be embarking on a year-long journey to Stockholm, Sweden for the NOC programme. I'll be missing sunny Singapore and braving a ~40 degrees difference in temperature. To anyone who wants to send me off, just gimme a yell for the details =P</p>
<p>This will be a great opportunity to explore some of Europe, and more of myself. But of course...</p>
<p>I'll be missing my friends. The Compclub bunch for all their geeky (and more often than not, <i>wrong</i>) nonsense, my NUStyle buddies for the close support we've lent each other, and various other wonderful individuals. I'm thankful that I got to spend some cherished time with many friends during the holidays.</p>
<p>I'll be missing my whole family, for their support and all the chatter.</p>
<p>And I'll be missing home.</p>
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		<title>Nuances</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 16 Aug 2009 12:37:05 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My dog's so irritatingly adorable sometimes. She's mortally terrified of getting her nails cut. Upon hearing the words "cut" and "nail", she will drop whatever she has in her mouth and scurry off to a corner or to her small house. Just now I tried sticking my hand inside to pull her out, AND SHE [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My dog's so irritatingly adorable sometimes. She's mortally terrified of getting her nails cut. Upon hearing the words "cut" and "nail", she will drop whatever she has in her mouth and scurry off to a corner or to her small house. Just now I tried sticking my hand inside to pull her out, AND SHE BARKED AT ME! That gave me quite a shock. It was the first time she barked like that in that context. Most of the time she'd just resign to her fate while I dragged her on the floor by her feet.</p>
<p>Anyway, the first week of school's over, and there's already plenty to think about, especially for my 8MC project module. Not sure if my groupmates wanna continue developing on the multi-touch table or to try something else. Of the 4 suggested topics the lecturer gave us, only one of them stood out for its novelty. It was a BCI (Brain-Computer Interface) based game. Definitely interesting (and challenging), but the lecturer did warn us that interest and curiosity doesn't carry you through all the way.</p>
<p><em>Warning: Mild tech talk ahead.</em><br />
On another note, I just finished writing the bulk of stuff for a Wordpress plugin. It's active on this blog, and it basically lets certain parts of the page update without having to refresh the whole page (which is slower and resets the Flash content). It's just a simple plugin I wrote to get myself introduced to the inner workings of Wordpress. After I fully develop this plugin (by adding in compatibility with browser history), I'm gonna write another one that integrates <a href="http://www.qik.com">Qik</a> into Wordpress.</p>
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		<title>Faculty</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 12 Aug 2009 15:15:35 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Fayf</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This evening, I attended the post SoC FOP appreciation dinner. I bore witness to all the heartfelt gratitude everyone involved had for each other, and through the series of videos (painstakingly strung together and edited by Elizabeth and Kai Wei), I saw the effort, the camaraderie, and the fruits of their labour.
[Aside: I was wondering [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This evening, I attended the post SoC FOP appreciation dinner. I bore witness to all the heartfelt gratitude everyone involved had for each other, and through the series of videos (painstakingly strung together and edited by Elizabeth and Kai Wei), I saw the effort, the camaraderie, and the fruits of their labour.</p>
<p><em>[Aside: I was wondering about the amount of work put into editing the really long length of video footage as I watched it. Having done basic video production before, I was notably awed.]</em></p>
<p>And while sitting there, I felt quite alone. I had missed out on all that. I had missed out not only on the fun, but also on the friendships formed, the inside jokes and the shit stirred.</p>
<p>I sure was occupied during the holidays. Taking a module during special term 2, having to attend RT, being part of the Union Camp committee and handling many separate NUSSU CBLC matters really ate up my time. People always need to breakaway for a while in order not to break down, and after all was done, I really did feel like it was high time I took a rest from everything school related. A friend questioned me: "<em>What have you done this holidays that doesn't involve school?</em>" Aside from all the small outings and (re)writing a <a href="http://apps.facebook.com/shutterbeta">Facebook application</a>, I couldn't give her a good answer. Not that it's entirely a bad thing, but it did sound kinda sad.</p>
<p>Thus, when Erik and Pei De asked me to help out in FOW, I turned them down, and I also rejected Chee Full's request for me to help out in the Elections Committee. Heck, I skipped FIC, Flag day and the whole FOW, including Rag Day, which I passed over in favour of working over the long weekend.</p>
<p>Now, Rag Day was something I actually did want to go for, and I wanted to see how SoC's Rag performance turned out. I managed to catch a video of the performance just now. I was astonished. Like many have already said, this year's Rag performance is the best so far, and I now am part of this group of many too. The execution and scale of the performance was so much better.</p>
<p>Well, at least I popped by the FOC and got to know a few freshies (a few of which I later got to know better after UC as well) and met all the familiar faces again. And as Chong Sheng noted, whenever people see me, it's not a "hello!" I get, but rather a "long time no see!". I guess it's time to change that, although I don't know if I've much of a chance to do so. This year is the last opportunity to be part of the CompClub, but other circumstances prevent me from seeking that path.</p>
<p>So here's my thanks for everyone who's been part of SoC FOP in any plausible way.  I can see a lot of people interested in the club's activities after them having experienced all this with you guys. In the words of Wen Jie, "this is GOOD SHIT!"</p>
<p>Nevertheless, there are still things to be improved on and gaps to be filled. Two points struck me as this evening's programme was going on.</p>
<p>Firstly, the general standard of English of Computing students. It's not bad to the point of being incomprehensible, but when I was reading some of the messages of thanks during the video, it was very jarring to see all the mistakes being flashed up there. I know not many will share this sentiment, but it did mar the beauty of the moment for me. Improving your command of the language will only be beneficial to yourself, especially when you are presenting yourself to other people, or trying to communicate your ideas. Do think about making a conscious effort to work on it =)</p>
<p>Secondly is something specific to the Rag performance, and is just an opinion, so feel free to ignore it or act on it as you wish. Compared to last year, I saw a lot more energy in the dance moves. The movements were sharper, more refined. There were also a lot more dancers this year, which was absolutely fantastic. Where the improvement could be made, I feel, is in the choreography. There were a lot of portions where people were shuffling in and out, preparing for the next segment of the performance. I think it would be more aesthetic if there were something for the audience to look at while others were moving in. What I'm saying is, preparation and the actual performance of each segment should be pipelined (I apologise for using a computing term here =P).</p>
<p>I think I've managed to pour out and cohere whatever was floating in my head after this evening now. Talk is cheap, and I agree, but some things still have to be said. I feel really guilty for not helping out the CompClub after 2 years.</p>
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		<title>Firefly</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 05 Aug 2009 08:35:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I managed to finish watching all 14 episodes of Firefly and the movie, Serenity. Well, the short-lived series is 7 years' old now, and I finally took the time to watch it. It's sad that the series got cancelled after only 14 episodes. There were still so many unanswered questions after the abrupt end.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I managed to finish watching all 14 episodes of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Firefly_%28TV_series%29">Firefly</a> and the movie, Serenity. Well, the short-lived series is 7 years' old now, and I finally took the time to watch it. It's sad that the series got cancelled after only 14 episodes. There were still so many unanswered questions after the abrupt end.</p>
<p>I like how the show marries the Old West with space age sci-fi, showing that even 5 centuries of technology doesn't solve the same logistical and administrative problems we have today. Thematically, it's quite similar to the anime Cowboy Bebop in terms of setting and plot, and how the genres of music (Blues &#038; Jazz in Cowboy Bebop, Country in Firefly) used in them is one of the defining points of the respective shows.</p>
<p>The characters are morally complex, especially the captain. It adds quite a bit of depth and dimension to him, yet also makes it particularly difficult to pinpoint his motivations. You understand the bitterness in him and his honourable ways of doing ungainly deeds, but even then, there's a large grey area for arguing quite a few of his actions. What makes him tick?</p>
<p>What makes <em>us</em> tick?</p>
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		<title>Perspective</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 28 Jul 2009 17:08:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Sometimes, you need a friend to validate yourself - your existence, your thinking and your actions. Sometimes, you learn that you were wrong, and I'm thankful for that.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Sometimes, you need a friend to validate yourself - your existence, your thinking and your actions. Sometimes, you learn that you were wrong, and I'm thankful for that.</p>
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		<title>New</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2009 16:20:03 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[New space, new platform, new academic year... but the same old stuff.
Ideas for development:
- Qik plugin for Wordpress
- "Like" a-la Facebook for Wordpress posts
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>New space, new platform, new academic year... but the same old stuff.</p>
<p>Ideas for development:<br />
- Qik plugin for Wordpress<br />
- "Like" a-la Facebook for Wordpress posts</p>
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		<title>Miss</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2009 19:52:00 +0000</pubDate>
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KOH+ - 最愛
夢のような人だから、
夢のように消えるのです
すぐ運命を死にながら
めくられてきた季節のぺ―ジ
落ちては溶ける
粉雪みたい
止まらない想い
愛さなくていいから
遠くで見守ってて
強がってるんだよ
でも繋がってたいんだよ
あなたがまだ好きだから
もっと泣けばよかった
もっと笑えばよかった
わからなって言ってよ
気にするなって言ってよ
あなたにただ会いたくて
初めてでした
これまでの日々
間違ってないと思えたこと
ひだ間に見たいな
その笑顔
生きる道を照らして見ました
心の雨に傘をくれたのは、あなた一人だった
愛せなくていいから
ここから見守ってる
強がってるんだよ、
でも繋がってたいんだよ
あなたがまだ好きだから
同じ月の下で、
同じ涙流した
ダメなんだよって
離れたくないって
ただ一言ただ言えなくて
いつか命の旅
終わるそのときも
祈るでしょう
あなたがあこがれた
あなたであること
その笑顔を幸せを
愛さなくていいから
遠くで見守ってって
強がってるんだよ
でも繋がってたいんだよ
あなたがまだ好きだから
もっと泣けばよかった
もっと笑えばよかったのかな？
バカだなって言ってよ、
きにするなって言ってよ
あなたにただ会いたくて
あなたに、ただ会いたくて。。。
You're someone who looks like a dream
So you disappear just like dreams do
I knew we were fated to be that
It's just like another page of a season that came and went
Just like powdered snow
Falling and melting
My feelings won't stop
It's ok if you don't love me
Just watch over me from far away
I'm pretending to [...]]]></description>
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<div class="lyricstitle">KOH+ - 最愛</div>
<p>夢のような人だから、<br />
夢のように消えるのです<br />
すぐ運命を死にながら<br />
めくられてきた季節のぺ―ジ</p>
<p>落ちては溶ける<br />
粉雪みたい<br />
止まらない想い</p>
<p>愛さなくていいから<br />
遠くで見守ってて<br />
強がってるんだよ<br />
でも繋がってたいんだよ<br />
あなたがまだ好きだから</p>
<p>もっと泣けばよかった<br />
もっと笑えばよかった<br />
わからなって言ってよ<br />
気にするなって言ってよ<br />
あなたにただ会いたくて</p>
<p>初めてでした<br />
これまでの日々<br />
間違ってないと思えたこと<br />
ひだ間に見たいな<br />
その笑顔<br />
生きる道を照らして見ました<br />
心の雨に傘をくれたのは、あなた一人だった</p>
<p>愛せなくていいから<br />
ここから見守ってる<br />
強がってるんだよ、<br />
でも繋がってたいんだよ<br />
あなたがまだ好きだから</p>
<p>同じ月の下で、<br />
同じ涙流した<br />
ダメなんだよって<br />
離れたくないって<br />
ただ一言ただ言えなくて</p>
<p>いつか命の旅<br />
終わるそのときも<br />
祈るでしょう<br />
あなたがあこがれた<br />
あなたであること<br />
その笑顔を幸せを</p>
<p>愛さなくていいから<br />
遠くで見守ってって<br />
強がってるんだよ<br />
でも繋がってたいんだよ<br />
あなたがまだ好きだから</p>
<p>もっと泣けばよかった<br />
もっと笑えばよかったのかな？<br />
バカだなって言ってよ、<br />
きにするなって言ってよ<br />
あなたにただ会いたくて<br />
あなたに、ただ会いたくて。。。</p>
<p>You're someone who looks like a dream<br />
So you disappear just like dreams do<br />
I knew we were fated to be that<br />
It's just like another page of a season that came and went</p>
<p>Just like powdered snow<br />
Falling and melting<br />
My feelings won't stop</p>
<p>It's ok if you don't love me<br />
Just watch over me from far away<br />
I'm pretending to be strong<br />
But I just want to be connected to you<br />
Because I still love you</p>
<p>I wish I could have cried more<br />
I wish I could have smiled more<br />
Go on and say I'm stupid<br />
Go on and say I shouldn't care<br />
But I just want to meet you</p>
<p>It was the first time I thought<br />
That my life so far wasn't wrong<br />
Your smile is like a sunny place<br />
Shining light over the road of my life</p>
<p>You were the only one<br />
Who gave me an umbrella<br />
To shelter myself from the rain in my heart</p>
<p>It's ok if you can't love me<br />
I'll watch over you from here<br />
I'm pretending to be strong<br />
But I just want to be connected to you<br />
Because I still love you</p>
<p>Under the same moon<br />
We shed the same tears<br />
"This is wrong"<br />
"I don't want to leave you"<br />
I just couldn't say these words</p>
<p>And even when my life's journey<br />
Comes to an end<br />
I'll surely be praying<br />
That you are the person you wanted to be<br />
That you are smiling<br />
That you are happy</p>
<p>It's ok if you don't love me<br />
Just watch over me from far away<br />
I'm pretending to be strong<br />
But I just want to be connected to you<br />
Because I still love you</p>
<p>I wish I could have cried more<br />
Maybe I should have smiled more<br />
Go on and say I'm stupid<br />
Go on and say I shouldn't care<br />
But I just want to meet you</p>
<p>I just want to meet you</p></div>
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